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bacchuschucklefuck · 7 months ago

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love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest

#not art #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #like. does she have a mean of knowing lucy and yolanda got sent to cassandra's domain to hang out for a bit #kipperlilly's isolation means so much to me. she is punished for everything she's done she just doesn't pick up on it #until the moment she dies! one more funky thing that mirrors riz in which he's actively tried to cultivate a community and denied it #until the bad kids. while kipperlilly does not want or care about a community she just wants someone who validates her #but she does Need a community so she latches onto the person she lets closer to her to fulfill her emotional needs #she took the ritual willingly so this might genuinely be her first death. probably terrifying #probably not even enough bandwidth to feel mortified. maybe immediately seeking something comforting out of instinct alone #lmao honestly thinking too much abt fantasy high afterlifes gives me a headache And a visceral fear #Im not religious but I grew up in a culture with a dominantly buddhist/taoist cosmology its Scary that u just go to A Place after u die!!#and then ur still urself!!! thats scary to me what do u mean u stay like that forever. thats fucked #but yeah I think this influences how I see kipperlilly turn out a little bit. in a sense I think of her as being a ghost now #yknow. trying to solve something from life so she can move on and. stop living this life etc #man the reveal that lucy took being killed pretty seriously and is like yeah the others are decent and even sweet #and probably was just trying to hold her party together and do what she thinks is moral by hearing kipperlilly out #lol lmao etc. gods I gotta wonder how kipperlilly's mindset handled jawbones' help #it really is damn tragic tho. I stand by what I said folks like this will complain and be nasty to be around #but they dont have enough desire to inconvenience themselves to off the bat do something abt what they find unfair or whatever #its when theyre handed the seemingly very easy means to be right that they'll start being dangerous #its horribly tragic that the supposed metaplayer and the self-perceived mastermind turned out to ultimately be just an useful idiot #yknow what. I think personally in my heart kipperlilly moves on from her afterlife the moment she says sorry #doesnt even have to be to lucy but that's probably gonna be who received it #ah.... teenage rebellion. teenage gamejacking

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dlstmxkakwldrlarchive · 5 days ago

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them getting mad at him because circle was so good is hilarious to me - like what kind of cartoon villain-level asshattery even lmao??? no but seriously i can tell they're extra pressed right now because he's doing so well

that specific person had the circle poster too like ? and they are pissed that flow went well, that every festival review is good, that he got his bday sold out like thats why they started this one sided beef with OF lol 😭

#theyre camping under that nolto qoo article saying all type of shit and what sticked out to me was that the top comment was a local saying #that they felt bad for shinee since the fans act like this lol #like they really want the gp to hate him so bad but ppl are just weirded out by them 😭#and honestly i dont think they really want him out of the group not just bcs hes the group scapegoat but bcs they cant fully deny his role #in it like you dont see them coming for his voice or saying that songs are better when he isnt there lol hard era kinda proved this too bcs #why the hell are u complaining he isnt promoting ?#their problem is that jk isnt giving their attention they want him to beg for forgiveness and yk exist just in shinee job terms lol #which he kinda did it for 5 years but thats another yk discussion #like there are ppl who genuinely want him out but its rpf shippers lol #oh also. no one will tell u this maybe bcs no one knows but 91mttm being the head ot4 is so funny bcs that person is simply not okay like #spread crazy shit abt ty too only bcs shes friends with kb like lol and ksones started to hate on kb bcs of that #this was around 2022 .#SO YEAH . theyre a bunch of clowns #shawoltwt #anon #asks #answered

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zemnarihah · 1 month ago

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art students are suuuuch babies dude i actually can't believe all the profs are so nice i'd be grabbing people by the shoulders and shaking them and yelling "JUST REMIX THE FUCKING COLOR WHY HAVE YOU TAKEN 3 PAINTING CLASSES AND YOU STILL WONT EVEN ATTEMPT TO MATCH A COLOR THAT YOU MIXED BEFORE WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING THIS WHOLE TIME DO YOU HAVE LITERALLY NO DESIRE TO IMPROVE OR DO YOU HONESTLY THINK THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOU AND THE PERSON WHO IS ALWAYS MAKING INCREIDBLE WORK IS ONLY OUTSIDE FACTORS YOU CLAIM TO HAVE NO CONTROL OVER RATHER THAN WORK AND A WILLINGNESS TO TRY CHALLENGING THINGS

#i actually was talking about this w one of my classmates during lunch today we were like yeah i feel like there's a lot of people who just #have tons of excuses all the time and don't really take it seriously and don't want to actually try hard #like in our classes we have noticed a lot of people like this this semester. and we have the little chat and then we go to class and the #whole time our other classmate is crying to me abt how her paints that she had mixed got too wet? in her stay wet palette bc i guess she put #too much water on the sponge? idk i use paper towels in a tupperware so idk what her struggle was.... 30 dollar palette btw....#anyway she was crying to me the whole time about how she couldn't possibly use those paints and i was like. cant you squeeze out more paint #to correct the consistency? and she was like no i can't remix them i don't remember what colors i used to get these specific colors #and i'm sitting there like. okayyyy. and then i was like can you not just use the watered down paints i think it actually is better bc you #can get really subtle blends and build it up slowly (the entire point of the assignment btw) and she was like no it's too watery even for #that (it wasn't) i encourage her to try anyway and she starts putting it down making no effort to blend in between layers and shows it to me #and it of course looks awful and she's like seeee it doesn't work. okay girl sure i guess just don't fucking do the assignment see if i care #like why are you complaining to me why are you not just MAKING AN ATTEMPT TO GET BETTER AT SOMETHING #what do you think school is FOR #and of course she had a headache. and of course she didn't sleep well. and one million other things. you're not gonna make it. you're gonna #apply for the bfa program and they're gonna deny you and you're gonna make up some reason it somehow wasn't your fault #god i hate to be mean i think it's valid to struggle and get frustrated OF COURSE i do it all the time but i never ever see her just like.#make something. without making up a million reasons why she could t do x better or get it done even CLOSE to on time #and there's like 6 of this girl. but she's the one who sits next to me so it just drives me extra!!! crazy!!!

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transyonic-iv · 3 months ago

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im sure some people really do need to hear abt. the thousand ways transphobia affects ppl but im just tired

#idc if u have some fucking. argument to make abt who has it worse or whatever. im so tired. we need to be friends #yeah maybe she said something a bit too rude abt her ex bf or maybe he complained a little too much abt his ex gf. whatever. start healing.#my posts

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#im just gonna complain abt it here bc i just have to accept that i can't irl bc no one else gets it #its hard to b a dyslexic grad student. u have to read so much. and its good. lots of reading is good. u just have to contend with a soul #crushing amout of discouragement at the fact u just kinda cant read while ur peers r like sure i can read this in class and have things to #say abt it. if u make me read in my head in class i literally cannot fucking tell u what i just read. not a god damn thing and if i try to #let my computer read to me i cant fucking pay attention for long enough so i just have to accept that from here on out ill have to #physically read papers aloud which i hate so much. its the only way i can fucking understand things and it still makes me feel dumb bc ill #somehow still space out while reading and have to reread like 4 times before i understand wtf is being said. it takes forever and it takes #energy and i dont like talking very much and it also restricts me to only being able to read at home which is frustrating #and im like i need to stop my brain from distracting myself with things that dont matter and my counselor is like: ur ocd is trying to make #work ur whole life and im like yeah thats how i got it. its the only way i can keep swimming with the non dyslexics #so its like wtf do i do? i kinda have to take the hit and make work my whole life rn. morn the loss of other things for a while #i dunno im still a bummer rn. like im probably coming off as more an asocial freak than normal bc its hard to talk ans maintain conversation #rn. but whatever. sometimes things just suck and theres nothing u can do abt it but accept it and move on. ill learn lots of things with all #the reading i have to do and that's never a bad thing ...no matter how much i dont give a fuck abt animals #like jesus. i could not even begin to give a fuck about like 95% of mammals. fish r cool tho. plants too #but microbes is where its at. i dont understand y ppl dont understand how cool they r. oh well ill just have to tell them #if i can find my fucking enthusiasm. ugh i have to make one of my classes read a paper and i have to work with someone abt find it. she #works with like rabbits. i refuse to assign a mammal paper. i fucking refuse. we will do plants or microbes or fucking paleontology #i will fight her on this. ugh. light filtering or orchid speciation would b perfect. annoying #at least i get to work with some culturs this week #unrelated

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girl-bateman · 8 months ago

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My number one loser behaviour is hate-watching this one fuckass sims youtuber until I get so angry that I have to turn it off before the adrenaline makes me pull an all-nighter

#i feel like i shouldnt say who it is but if you have a sims youtuber nemesis PLS tell me who #bc if we have the same one we have to kiss with tounge <3 #i realise this is rich coming from ME but the reason i hate her is that shes just so disturbingly negative all the time #ALL. THE. TIME.#when you start noticing it youll drive yourself crazy watching her videos #bc i swear every other minute there will be something she complains about #if i took a shot every time she complained in a video id be passed out by the 5 minute mark #there is an easy solution to this you say- stop watching her #and yes. i do avoid watching for the most part but shes like the most popular sims ytber and her videos get recommended #plus i guess i like the hate watching in small doses #plus some days when im in a good mood i can ignore it #plus she actually makes decent videos despite her personality (shes legit a good person too she just annoys me on a spiritual level)#i need someone who is a sims loser like me to bitch with in the most useless hater way possible !!!#ALSO i realise the irony of me complaining abt her complaining !! i get it. the whole thing is dumb ! and yet here i am... still pissed off #me abt x > let me say im the biggest hater. i hate the way that you walk the way that you talk the way that you dress.. etc ect.#actually why am i trying to explain myself in these tags 💀 who caresssss its the sims omg #but yeah i hate her fr i think #on my hitlist. its on sight

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ningtual · 1 year ago

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can't believe all my roommate's friends were so actively working against me when it came to who gets the big room with the balcony attached to it and in the end she actually got it....

#we agreed to make it fair by drawing lots for it #but i ended up suggesting to use the spinning wheel generator so that it's really up to luck #and i can't believe i shot myself in my own foot with this bc she actually got the big room #even though in the beginning of the year i asked if i could have it when the other roommate moves out #(we knew for a while that she'd move out in summer)#but then my roommate asked if we could draw lots maybe and i said yes bc i didn't wanna be an asshole 😭#but now she actually got the big room and now i kinda regret not putting my foot down and claiming it #bc on my side everyone told me i could just say that i've been in the flatshare the longest and therefore i could claim the room #but idk i wanted to be nice and look where it got me #it's not the end of the world bc my current room is still nice it's just the smallest #but i'm really complaining abt nothing ig #at least i'm saving money on rent 😅#but the big room would have been saur nice tbh....#and the fact that my windows still fave the balcony and now the roommate who constantly invites friends over has the balcony .........#you see where i'm getting at 😵‍💫#let's hope i'll get some good sleep the next few week before it's too cold to be on the balcony CJSJCHS #but yeah with her friends working against me i also mean that a lot of them smoke so apparently they told her that she should get the room #bc she smokes and has friends that smoke as if i am not worthy of a balcony bc i don't smoke like 🫠#idk i felt like i was the only nice on in the scenario who was willing to play fair even though i didn't have to and her friends were still #lowkey pissing on my leg behind my back yk #she was nice about it but her friends get the side eye from me abt the whole thing 😶#sorry for the rant #delete later #000

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pepprs · 1 year ago

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ok two things. #1 i am IMPOSSIBLY exhausted. just took a nap for a couple hours and have been awake for a bit but i feel like ivr been whacked like a punching bag like good god. and #2 is gonna have to make me delete this post later bc i feel weird and bad and paranoid abt saying it lol but. it’s just fucking weird and bad kinda bc im literally 2 years older than / removed from the students who work closest with us rn (who i spent most of today tabling w) and it’s so awkward bc we’re at the same-ish life stages and ik we totally would’ve been friends if we’d gone thru the same programs together as students but they ignore me / don’t and can’t talk to me like we’re friends bc im a staff member and my attempts to talk to them are lame and weird so idk. it’s just a lot and stressful and sobering

#purrs #aldo one of the interns who will be working w us this year just found a living situation that is like… EXACTLY the kind of thing i think i #would want and she was telling me all abt decorating her apartment and getting / buying stuff for her cat and having all this freedom and…#RRAUGHHHH im so proud of her and happy for her bc her situation was rly hard before this and she told me all abt it and it’s exactly what #she needed and deserves but it’s just so WEIRD bc i need the exact same thing and still live w my parents and share a room and can’t drive a #and am literally like… ‘in competiton’ w students im working w for resources and also im about to be a grad student and idk how to act #arojnd undergrads or if i get to / should sympathize with them or like talk abt anything bc im also a staff member and a semi-supervisor of #theirs and i know things they don’t and have power over them and it’s like. aughhhh it’s just bad. i feel really horrible saying this but i #just need time to pass. i need to not be going thru the same life milestones undergrads are going thru. i need to be 3-4 yrs in the future w #where no one ever knew me as a student (a couple of them did just as a senior when they were freshmen etc!). so that it’s not weird anymore #and there are no blurry lines that make us confused abt how to interact w each other or make me feel so fucking bad abt myself lol #<- which i literally shouldn’t like i have no reason to and it’s ridiculous and childish to. but idk. imjust depressed and exhausted i think #delete later #also for the second semester ina row im about to be an instructor of a class with someone i literally… took a class with as a student in the #class 💀💀💀💀💀 like she and i were classmates in spring 2021 and my co-instructors were O UR instructors and nowi am also an instructor. and #its just so fucking bizarre and uncomfortable aughhhhh #i just feel very lonely abt all of it. and im isolating myself again which isn’t helping esp bc the guilt has been gnawing at me hard lately #not to say this but it’s even weird on here. like a lot of you guys are in college rn and… i work for one. and it doesn’t matter but also it #just feels weird and i feel weird abt complaining abt the semester or being like yeah the semester is so hard haha fellow kids. which im not #bc it legitimately is hard for staff too it’s just… a lot. idk. idk how to explain it

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szczylpierdolony · 2 years ago

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regretting getting festival ticket. but i know i would also regret not getting it

#for different reasons #ig this is how i feel about every decision i’ve made recently #thinking about it makes me sick i’m so stressed out why did i agree to go #i need to kill myself but i can’t do that without a trigger and my dad hasn’t been shitty for a week or two #i’m just. the most unhappy i’ve been in months and there is nothing waiting for me that will make it better #i should’ve started taking meds again but i didn’t and now the prescription has expired #well. not now it’s been like 2 months #idk why maybe bc i don’t think they’d change anything maybe bc my family was weird about them #but the last time i brought this up with my mom she got angry at me for trying to blame her #like yeah shit sorry hearing you complain abt me taking medication affected the way i look at it #bc now she’s all for it but i don’t think i believe her #it’s always 'what do they even do they won’t fix you' bc i guess it never crossed her mind they aren’t meant to cure anything #but rather help manage everyday life #whatever i’ve been having trouble with sleep again too #i’m just so so fucking tired all the time and when i get home all i can do is lay down #and i fall asleep but it’s shallow and i’m just stuck barely conscious having dreams which i hate #i need to look if i can return the ticket

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enigma-the-anomaly · 2 years ago

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i miss my wife sidon

#i want to get totk so badly #but even if I do get it it’ll just be another tool for my mom to guilt me with #“you spend all day playing video games when you could be productive!”#(what actions count as productive are never explained and also if I am too productive n busy and don’t talk to her enough #she complains abt that too so yeah)#or god forbid “if you don’t start driving yourself I’ll take away your video game”#like ok. if you don’t start being s good parent I’ll stop talking to you once I move out. stfu #I just. ugh #i want the game but I know everything I like will be used against me so why bother #sorry i crave enjoyment instead of daily driving panic attacks 👍#vent

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jackleopard · 2 years ago

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I hate when someone makes like one coment about something they didnt like/something they are dissapointed with and everyone says they are complaining

#idk i think there’s a difference between like ‘yeah I’m really sad and actually disappointed that in a journey through the eras she has #decided to completely cut off one era’ and like actual complaining about Taylor #yeah idk this isn’t the best example bc there are probably people that are complaining abt this so that’s where the reaction comes from #but the example that prompted this is too specific and this isn’t meant like a vague post or anything #bc it happens a lot imo #anyways yeah idk #i don’t know if I should tag this the eras tour bc of my tags but I’ll do it in case anyone is avoiding that tag to avoid spoilers #the eras tour

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snifferz · 2 years ago

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no genuinely i fucking quit writing novels bc my english teacher always gave me a grade under everyone else bc the plotline was too complex or it was too much

my writing was decent AT LEAST like i poured my heart out into that shit and it was usually a form of allegory for something that i went through

shoutout to miss ayub /s