#shawn mendes perfume

[wintfleur]

𓈒 ୭ৎ ˖˙ ᰋ ── JULIETTE LECLERC PROFILE !

au masterlist - everything for the AU is under #🍂 ͡ ꒱ Juliette Leclerc

ꪆ୧ BASICS .ᐟ

name: Juliette Celeste Leclerc 

nicknames:

Julie (everyone) 

Lettie (family and close friends) 

jules (everyone) 

ette (brothers( 

lilo (her best friends) 

juliebug (mat and quinn) 

birthday and zodiac: November 15th 1999, Scorpio

location: Monte Carlo, Monaco (birthplace, current) 

ꪆ୧ ABOUT  .ᐟ

personality: julie has a complex personality, some say it resembled an onion; you have to pull back the layers before truly understanding her. The media and new people assume that she's cold, and honestly a bitch just because they truly don't know her. But in reality, she's honestly a very sweet person, she is on the quiet side, she's very confident in herself and her beliefs. She is very charming, charismatic, and flirty! When she's around the people she's comfortable with, she can be a little bubbly and giggily (mostly with mat and quinn). She has a very dry humor but it honestly just makes people love her more! Can be very sarcastic at times, is witty 

good traits: determined, loyal, hard-working, honest and loyal, protective of her family and friends, trustful, doesn't take shit from anyone 

bad traits: very self critical, can be too bold, brutal at times, distances herself when she's overwhelmed or emotionally hurt, 

quirks: having a resting bitch face, intense eye contact, spaces out when bored, rolls eyes, smiles sarcastically, 

likes: rain, musicals, going to ballets, trying out new restaurants, ranch life, swimming, buying swimsuits, her yacht, spending time with family, hot tubs, sightseeing, 

dislikes: rude and invasive fans, the paparazzi, stalkers, people who disrespect her family or friends, most f1 media, drive to survive, traffic 

hobbies: singing, running, baking, dancing, riding horses, music, hockey, playing tennis and golf, reading, journaling 

fears: being a failure, dying alone 

strengths: how hard-working she is, she never gives up, confident, tactical and her strategy, how smart and witty she is, her quick thinking 

weaknesses: perfectionism, talking about her feelings, self critical, can have a short fuse at times, 

languages spoken: 100% French, 100% English, 100% Korean, 36% Spanish. 

occupation/profession: f1 driver for redbull, singer, model, actress 

ꪆ୧ CAREER !

Profession  f1 driver

Team   Red Bull Racing

Debut Australia 2019

Trainer  Gabriel Guerrero

Race engineer   Théo Beaufoy

Manager  Anya DuPont

Assistant  Beatrice Roux

World championships   1 (2022)

Sponsors  Gucci

ꪆ୧ RELATIONSHIPS  .ᐟ

parents:

Hervé Leclerc 

Pascale Leclerc 

sibling(s):

Lorenzo Leclerc 

Charles Leclerc 

Arthur Leclerc 

best friends: max verstappen. lando norris, george russell, alex albon, hailee steinfeld, shawn mendes, victoria de angelis, lily rose depp

friends: most of the f1 grid, most of quinn and mat’s teammates, jack and luke hughes, ross lynch, zendaya, tom holland, lewis pullman, and many more 

love interest: Mathew Barzal and Quinn hughes 

pet(s): none yet 

ꪆ୧ MORE .ᐟ

scent: she has a large collection of different fragrances, from brand deals, pr, etc. she prefers aromatic fragrances, so she uses mostly Chanel and Gucci perfumes, her most used one is Chanel number 2, it's one of her signature scents!

outfits: it really depends on what she's doing, if it’s a casual day she likes wearing low waisted jeans, corset vest tops, mini skirts, sweaters, sundresses, it really depends! She loves wearing black, reds, and earth tones! She likes adding fishnets, lace and tights to her outfits, long scarfs, jean or leather jackets, she likes wearing blazers, definitely has an office siren aesthetic! She has a lot of clothes and she's always wanting to try something new, and is definitely known for her fantastic outfits! here's a link to her closet! 

accessories:  she loves accessorizing, she loves anything involving fashion really!! She has a large collection of different types of bags and sunglasses(she loves collecting them), they are definitely her favorite thing + jewelry, to accessorize with. She also has quite a lot of hats, mostly ball caps, beanies and berets. She also really loves utilizing long and thin scarves when she's wearing a short skirt or shorts. She also occasionally will wear a headband, heavily inspired by Blair waldorf. In the colder weather she's almost always rocking ear muffs. She absolutely loves wearing bayonetta glasses, she has so many pairs. Honorable mentions are leg and arm warmers. 

jewelry: she's a silver girl!  She loves rings, she usually has about four on at a time, small ones, chunky ones, one with crystals or gems, any type of rings really.  She loves layering necklaces. She also occasionally wears anklets and waist chains, it really depends on her outfit. With bracelets she wears all different types, charm bracelets, friendship bracelets, cuff bracelets, again it really depends on her outfit. 

makeup: isn't really the biggest fan of makeup, she prefers her bare face! She has her own personal makeup artist who does her makeup for her when she goes to events etc. but when she does do her own makeup, she really only does her eyes and lips! She prefers darker eye makeup, red or nude tones for her lips, sharp eyeliner and highlighter! 

scars: none 

sexuality: bisexual 

Height: 5’7

piercing(s): 1 in each ear, bellybutton

tattoo(s): she has this one on her lower back, and this one on her left arm. She wants to get more! 

face claim: Dua Lipa 

ꪆ୧ FAVORITES .ᐟ

food(s): pasta, sweets, almonds, pomegranates, cherries, steak, macaroons

drink(s): cherry coke, water, redbull, hot chocolate, shirley temples 

color(s): black, reds, earth tones 

animal(s): horses, cats, sloths 

bands and artist: måneskin, rihanna, ciara, lady gaga, gwen stefani, the weekend 

show(s): gossip girl, supernatural, game of thrones, criminal minds 

movie(s): the devil wears prada, scooby doo, mamma mia, lotr, twilight, 

person: her mom and younger brother arthur 

ꪆ୧ BACKGROUND  .ᐟ

julie was born on a rainy day in monaco, on november 15th, 1999

julie was a very quiet child, her parents worried that she would have trouble making friends so they put her in ballet when she was 5. 

julie was naturally very talented at ballet and she enjoyed it very much

she started karting when she was 6, still also doing ballet

she started equestrian sports when she was 12 and stopped when she was 15. 

julie quit ballet when she was 17, giving karting/driving all her attention. 

she had her debut in in f1, in 2019 for the team mercedes 

It was a fantastic year, she got four wins and 326 points. 

but she left Mercedes after one year, signing with redbull. 

in 2020 she dropped her first single 

she created her youtube channel in 2020, she now has surpassed 10 million followers 

her modeling career started in 2022, and it instantly kicked off, becoming a very successful and sought after model 

ꪆ୧ FUN FACTS  .ᐟ

Juliette drove for Mercedes in her rookie year, she got four wins and 326 points . . . fans of course were not happy that a female was dominating her rookie year, so of course a nasty rumor was created. The rumor that spread like hot fire was that Juliette was having an inappropriate relationship with Toto Wolff.

Which was false, Toto was like a father figure to Juliette but the fans didn’t care, booing her and trending hate for her on Twitter.

Juliette drove for Redbull for the next season, and is still driving for Redbull.

Juliette is known for being one of the most influential drivers on the grid, for the wide range of her career.

Juliette has dropped a few albums, some singles and ep’s, she’s a model, an ambassador for Gucci, and she has a YouTube channel with over 10 million subscribers, where she posts all different kinds of content, she’s walked on runways.

The interviewers love her (besides a few) a lot of fans say she’s like seb with how she has the habit of flirting with the female interviewers.

She is quite the flirt, confident with herself

She’s a party girl, in a club or on a yacht, she loves her parties !!

A lot of people assume she’s a bitch because of her resting face, her confidence and the way she doesn’t take any shit, but she’s genuinely a sweetheart.

Besides Lewis she is the driver that has the most celebrity friends

No one is surviving eye contact with her, in the words of lando “she has a really strong gaze, very alluring — like a siren yeah”

The amount of dating rumors Lando and Juliette have is insane, but they are simply just best friends !!!

She loves swimming, she loves visiting tropical places

Everyone swears she’s a mermaid/siren for her love of the water

She has stated many times that her favorite sport besides f1 is hockey.

She has been seen coming to many hockey games, even having many friends that are hockey players.  (Trevor Zegras, Cole caufield and more)

She loves baking

She owns several houses all over the world

She is a major passenger princess

SHE IS THE IT GIRL

She hates coffee

She definitely loves going out and partying, but she also loves staying in.

She was such a daddy’s girl

She talks to her mom every single day

She loves and I mean loves running

No matter how hungover she is, she’s always having her morning run.

She loves and I mean loves horses !!

Her dream is to retire, buy her own ranch and just get a ton of horses to take care of and love, maybe her own vineyard.

Her most prized possession is her yacht . . .  That’s crazy to say omg.

She has kept all of her relationships a secret!

She loves doing collaborations

A character she’s most like is Blair waldorf

She’s a very strong woman, but sometimes things really get to her and she just needs space.

She has a bad habit of distancing herself from others when she’s hurt or upset

She’s been to 3 met galas

She will kick anyone’s ass in golf

‘The princess of Monaco’

She is very open about her crush on leighton meester

She’s a switch

She has a great relationship with everyone on the grid !

Her and Pierre have a love hate relationship

She has such a flirty personality, she loves making people flustered.

She’s a fantastic driver, and won’t let anyone tell her different just because she’s a girl.

She has said her grid son is ollie bearman

Yuki loves her sm! They are such a underrated duo

She loves hockey, but she’s a terrible skater

She hates drive to survive, they like to make her and max look like the villain.

She secretly can’t stand one driver on the grid.

She loves sleep sm

She’s genuinely such a family girl

She was the troublemaker of her family

She hates cold feet

Her brother’s friends have always had a crush on her and she loved teasing them about it.

She keeps her music taste a secret from the public

Lewis will always have her back no matter what, she’s his grid kid.

The public goes crazy for post race Juliette

She loves her team, she’s extremely close to all of them !!

She alternates from black to red hair a lot, but her hair is very healthy !!!

Doesn’t go anywhere without a pair of sunglasses

Macaroons are the way to her heart

A lot of people get surprised by how friendly she is

She loves game of thrones

She is not a lightweight

Is a really good dancer !! Did ballet for a long time

Low waisted pants are her best friend.

The only one who can rock Jorts

Always has red or black nails

She’s a silver girly

her instagram is @/JulietteLeclerc

Has a private Instagram ‘@/lettiesworld’

°. — taglist ( @cixrosie @toasttt11 @lovings4turn )

˖ ་ 💭 roro’s notes ( so this is the introduction to juliette !! I really hope you guys like her, omg I’m so excited for this AU !!! I didn’t mention Mat and Quinn because they will have their own profile !!! Oh I’m so excited, please let me know what you guys think !!! )

©️WINTFLEUR

[astro-tag-9]

The Signs as songs with titles in relation to fairytales

(Fairytale, King, Queen, Princess, Prince, Magic, Knights, Myths, Legends, etc)

Aries Sun: Cinderella's Dead - EMELINE Aries Moon: The Story of Us - Taylor Swift Aries Rising: Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings Aries Mars: Kings & Queens - Ava Max Taurus Sun: Made Up Story - Andi Taurus Moon: Enchanted - Taylor Swift Taurus Rising: Cinderella - Mac Miller Taurus Mars: Queen - Perfume Genius Gemini Sun: Ghost Story - Carrie Underwood Gemini Moon: Royals - Lorde Gemini Rising: Princess - FLETCHER Gemini Mars: Mississippi Queen - Mountain Cancer Sun:This Magic Moment - The Drifters Cancer Moon: Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic - The Police Cancer Rising: Sweeter Than Fiction - Taylor Swift Cancer Mars: Castle - Halsey Leo Sun: Living Legend - Lana Del Rey Leo Moon: Gypsy - Fleetwood Mac Leo Rising: King of Anything - Sara Bareilles Leo Mars: Queen for a Night - Casey Donahew Virgo Sun: Two Princes - Spin Doctors Virgo Moon: Castles - Freya Ridings Virgo Rising: Nectar of The Gods - Lana Del Rey Virgo Mars: Queen of the Night - Hey Violet Libra Sun: Princess - BETWEEN FRIENDS Libra Moon: Today Was A Fairytale - Taylor Swift Libra Rising: Castle On The Hill - Ed Sheeran Libra Mars: King and Lionheart - Of Monsters and Men Scorpio Sun: Queen - ayokay, Quinn XCII Scorpio Moon: California King Bed - Rihanna Scorpio Rising: Killer Queen - Queen Scorpio Mars: Kingdom - Carrie Underwood Sagittarius Sun: The Joker And The Queen - Ed Sheeran, Taylor Swift Sagittarius Moon: Trap Queen - Fetty Wap Sagittarius Rising: Love S3x Magic - Ciara, Justin Timberlake Sagittarius Mars: queen of broken hearts - blackbear Capricorn Sun: Black Beauty - Lana Del Rey Capricorn Moon: King of My Heart - Taylor Swift Capricorn Rising: Bambi - Prince Capricorn Mars: Queen - Shawn Mendes Aquarius Sun: Gods and Monsters - Lana Del Rey Aquarius Moon: Castles Crumbling - Taylor Swift Aquarius Rising: Fairytale - Milky Chance Aquarius Mars: King Of The Fall - The Weeknd Pisces Sun: Miss Americana And The Heartbreak Prince - Taylor Swift Pisces Moon: Fantasy - Mariah Carey Pisces Rising: Hex Girl - Moon Sisters Pisces Mars: King - Florence + The Machine

[choshasan]

sometimed it feels like japan, china and korea just... hate making money??

Like... why do you make it so fucking hard to buy stuff outside of your country?? I get it if it's like.. more niche merch like underground artists and stuff, they often won't really find an audiance outside of their homecountry, but like... when something is super popular globaly.. idk, maybe?? Try and sell some outside of the country???

This is absolutely NOOOOT a post directly directed at Hoyoverse and making it's merch fucking impossible to find online and me being really mad because I cannot for the life of me find how and where to buy the new HSR perfumes, specifically Aventurine's....... noooooo....... ahem....

But I often do face tgis issue with japanese and korean stuff, like.. trynna buy kpop albums is a hell, I always have to go through resellers on amazon and such,

If it's an older album, I just cannot get it at all, and lightsticks, other than BTS's they're impossible to find...

And like.. gods have I cried over not being able to find and order japanese merch..

I'm always glad when that worldshopping pop up comes up, cuz like, while it's gonna be 50$-75$ CAD more on my order, at least I'm getting my shit shipped...

But like fuck... espetially blue period.. it has such a big audiance outside of japan, yet, the collab merch is so hard to get.. I wasn't able to get shit from Burberry collab, converse collab nor the perfumes they released, and I wanted Hashida's so much.. :/

And figurines are the fucking worse..

It's always like do not order fakes!! They're made illegally!!

*proceeds to give zero ways to get them outside of japan* ... bruh.

Anyway.. I'm mad cuz after 7 years, I finished my Shawn Mendes perfume, and the two I've wanted (blue period & HSR) have both not had ways to be ordered outside of their homecountries... and if I wanted to rebuy my shawn mendes perfume, it was the 1st one when it released, so it'd be 150$ at least... so damn annoying... and me is frugal ✨️

The only way anyone is getting me to pay 150$+ for perfume is with fucking shipping and import fees...

[aaronwtte]

welcome to my girlblog !

౨ৎ Hello! I'm Tay, thanks for following my blog. Here I'll post edits/memes, fashion posts, books and generally my feminine thoughts. Here are some things about me:

• my name is Tayane

• i'm eighteen years old

• i live in Brazil

• i'm a Leo

• i'm an ESFP

• i'm going to study medicine

౨ৎ I enjoy writing and reading books. I read mostly classics/romance and very rarely fiction or non-fiction (true crime/psychology).

౨ৎ I listen to a LOT of music. Some of my favorite artists are Taylor Swift, Nessa Barrett, Shawn Mendes, Olivia Rodrigo, Justin Bieber, Sabrina Carpenter, Martina Stoessel, Benson Boone, Luke Combs and more.

౨ৎ I watch a lot of movies, and I'm completely in love with the cinematic world, but I also like watching series. Some of my favorites are The Vampire Diaries, The Originals, The O.C...

౨ৎ Some of my favorite things are skincare, fashion, Pinterest, dogs, blogging with girls, doing my makeup, doing my nails (occasionally), watching documentaries about crimes, staying up late, going to amusement parks, winter, medicine, the color pink and blue, books, perfumes, editing and playing games like The Sims.

Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this! Dividers, credits to their respective owners @lady-of-saturn (thanks so much for the idea).

[pregnant-piggy]

Hi!!! Congrats on 3k and the 3rd anniversary of your blog <33

For the spring festival:

-🍒 bad reputation by Shawn Mendes+ Remus

Thank you!!

this used to be one of my fav songs so thank you for bringing it back to me!🩷

Bad reputation

Remus heard someone come up the stairs and knew it was you before you'd even opened the door. By now he knew how to recognise you anywhere. One look, one sound, he even memorised the scent of your shampoo and the soft hints in your perfume. He knew you better than anyone else.

The door croaked open to reveal your face and a smile spread on Remus' lips. "Hello, love."

You gave a tired smile and when you stepped into the room, Remus immediately knew something wasn't right.

Your tired eyes were not just tired and your shoulders were not sagged from fatigue. No tears had fallen yet but Remus could see their glint behind your eyes.

He scrambled off his bed, arms open as he approached you. "What's wrong?"

But you just shook your head. You threw your arms around Remus' waist and buried your face in his chest. He felt your hot breath through his shirt.

"The world sucks," you said after a while.

Remus chuckled sadly. "It does, I'm afraid."

With you in his arms like that, Remus felt he would fight the entire world just to make you feel better. It wasn't that he was protective of you--because he knew very well you could take care of yourself--but the thought of you hurting made him want to set everything on fire. You had been through enough already.

You stood in his arms for a few minutes, letting your heartbeat synchronise with Remus'. If it was up to him, he stay there with you for the rest of the day, but after a while you pulled back and managed a more convinving smile.

"Better?" Remus asked, trailing his fingers over your face before tucking your hair back.

Something in your face softened as you looked at him. "Yes. Better."

He pressed a kiss to your forehead and then pulled you back with him to the bed. Once you'd settled with your head on his chest and his finger raking through your hair, Remus asked, "Will you tell me what happened?"

You shrugged half-heartedly but Remus wasn't fooled.

"Just people talking," you said eventually.

Remus' chest tightened. "What did they say?"

You were quiet for a beat, then said, "The usual."

"What did they say, love?"

"You know. Just... stuff."

"Love."

You let out a sigh and deflated on Remus' chest. He brought his hands together on your back, holding you together in his arms. He hated he had to ask it from you, but he knew that if you kept it inside you'd eventually start to believe it was true.

"They said things about... the past years. My behavior. The things I've done. They called me some nasty names." You shook your head, as if shaking off the thoughts. "But it's fine, it wasn't that bad."

"Except it obviously was that bad," Remus scoffed. You gave no answer. "Who?"

"Remus--"

"No. Who?"

You looked up, rested your chin on your hands on his chest. You looked at him with an earnest expression.

"I'm not saying." When he huffed, you added, "I'm not letting you get in trouble again, Remus. It's not worth it."

Remus sighed. He knew it was pointless to fight about this, because you wouldn't change your mind. But it bothered him, the way people talked about you because of your past. They didn't know you at all, but they'd given you a bad reputation just the same.

He knew better. He knew about the weight on your shoulder you carried with you everywhere. He knew all the bits you didn't show to others, because he had given you the space to show them.

Just as he knew you hated it when he got into trouble for you.

"Fine," he gave in. He brushed his hand through your hair. "This time. But if someone else talks to you that way..."

"I know. I know. You'll beat them up."

"Oh, that'd be an understatement, love."

You chuckled softly and rested your head back on his chest. "Thank you."

"Any time." He looked down at you, wondering how the world could be so cruel to someone so sweet. "Is there anything I can do?"

You were silent for a long time, but then said, "Just hold me."

So he did. If the world was your enemy, you could forever hide in his arms.

[ianismyepiclove]

They just share an apartment — not feelings, not a road, not a life.

Theo drowns out his daily dull longing for Tracy with nicotine smoke, which after the third glass does not appear in rings, but takes on her image, and even says with ephemeral lips like: «I will forgive you someday, but not now». And Raeken no longer tries to catch, crush, touch little Tracy, as he did in the first weeks after her death, when his claws under her, Stewart, ribs found a soft heart, beating, warm, and immediately tore it to shreds, like an old rag. In front of Theo, more and more often, instead of dark hair, shows a red mist, Martin’s half-smile, glittering, doesn’t stop.

And Lydia never tries to stop him or reason with him; her keys jingle in the hallway with the same frequency that Theo throws himself with white dust and in his delirium calls her by someone else’s name, but tenderly, affectionately — Lydia tries not to answer him, not to fuel stupid pity for him. Martin is more likely to be passing through than permanently stays; she comes, leaves and returns again closer to dawn, always with the annoyingly pungent smell of Hale's perfume on her signature cloak — here Theo no longer asks about anything; they’re even.

Well, this symbiosis is quite simple, neither of them rubs the other’s nose into the shit in which they are both up to their necks. Some people just have cigarettes with a bitter aftertaste of guilt and ghosts walking around the room with a hole in their chest, while others have a crazy pocketish Peter Hale.

«no one chooses their own habits»

[shutupdevvie]

i have like three drops of my shawn mendes perfume left this is the saddest day of my life

[dxsturbia]

Don’t

Demand things

Or walk yourself out that door

I fell flat on my face too many times

Left with nothing but some cheap perfume

Now you cry

Now you need me

Now? That perfume’s not cheap

But I told you

If you wanted to be my only one

if you wanted to see this happen maybe

you should’ve tried harder

I was 7

And I’m not invisible

Fuck private family business fuck knowing how to act in a public space

[saintlaurentproblems]

Shawn Mendes new David Yurman campaign is breathtaking. It looks like the old acqua di gio armani perfume campaigns. He should really model more.

I LOVE IT!

[kanhanatureoils]

[shawndolantho]

New rules (Shawn Mendes imagine)

Authors note: argh guys long time no see, but I’m back with another new imagine. Fanlly I ran away from ‘writers block’. Send me requests or opinions!

Pairing: Y/N x Shawn Mendes

Words: 1509

Note: This imagine is inspired by Dua Lipa’s song “New rules”

Talkin’ in my sleep at night, makin’ myself crazy

When you fall too deep in the hole of feelings - you feel like you’re about explode, thinking every night if you should finally admit your feelings or no, but mostly it makes you go crazy that you start talking to yourself at night out of nowhere. Asking questions to yourself what kind of game you two playing or just mixing another big bomb to break each other more.

And here I am – no different, falling deeper and deeper to my close friend Shawn. When we meet, I always hiding myself under shadow. It became natural habit since the day when we both hooked up without even planning. Our head were filled with alcohol and intense music making our bodies blend together. The heat between us was irresistible, it felt like we both having feelings for each other, hoping that maybe from this accident everything will change in better way. But I fooled myself with hope.

My love, he makes me feel like nobody else, nobody else

But my love, he doesn’t love me, so I tell myself…

Being with Shawn always made me feel like I’m in home, he made me feel like I could do anything to this world. And I never felt like this before and I was too scared. But Shawn showed to me instantly, that we should forget this night and not bring up. Maybe this wasn’t the thing that hurt me the most, but another words made my heart tear up.

“I’m sorry, but I never meant this to happen. I’m not saying that you were bad or anything, I just” he ran his fingers through his brown hair. “I just don’t have any feelings for you and it just doesn’t feel right”

After that day, these words kept playing and playing with my head, making me go crazy again. While these words couldn’t let me live calmly, I made decision to move away from Shawn. It felt like this is the rightest decision that I can make.

One, don’t pick up the phone

Day after day I started more and more to ignore his texts and calls, until one day with all my strength and broke heart I wrote him ‘I don’t wanna see you or even hear from you, Shawn. I can’t handle myself under the shadow anymore, but stay focused on what you love, I never wanted nor I want something bad to you.” After that message, he still wrote me asking me why I act like this or if this was his fault. But the answer was right in front of his eyes. I didn’t answer, so he started to call me.

You know he’s only calling ‘cause he’s drunk and alone

With each day, it got worser, than I thought it would. From the heart break and endless calls from Shawn, I started to look like a mess. Even more questions filled my head – is this what love is for? To make you feel like a mess? I was feeling alone, but so did Shawn. Few friends told me that he started to drink too much and he was always alone somewhere. They said that he would even ask weird questions loudly without even noticing it. I couldn’t believe it was me who wrecked him or should I say – we both wrecked each other to pieces. But I tried to convince myself that he was the only one who did that, because there wasn’t any similar feeling towards each other. He never loved, he never loved in different way.

Two, don’t let him in

After one month, he started to come at my door, knocking and leaving letters. I always wanted to throw them away or even burn it, but I never did. I was too weak to do this, so I put them all in little box.

It was so hard to not let him in, seeing everytime his tired figure, from doors little hole, made me irresistible. I would always catch myself unlocking door, but I would pull myself together. Everytime few deep sighs would leave my mouth, while I tried to calm down myself.

But one time I miserably failed.

It was casual Sundays evening, making myself comfortable on the couch. But suddenly I heard knock on the door, thinking that it was my friend who said she would come at my place to have a sleepover. I slowly stood up from the couch and made my way to the door. Since Shawn didn’t come anymore whole week, I didn’t even bother to see if it’s him. But when I opened door I saw masculine figure standing in front of me with another letter.

I looked up and it was him. His damned brown eyes, his damned face who once was my favorite dream, but now it became my worst nightmare. He flashed at me small smiles and looked down at the ground. While I was standing completely frozen, feeling eyes water again.

“After all this time, you finally opened door for me” he tried to joke, but it didn’t work for me. “Could I come in? We haven’t made things clear between us”

“There is nothing we should talk about, Shawn” I felt sadness transforming to angriness again.

But Shawn just sighed and walked past through me, like he would when everything was more than fine between us. I closed the door and went to the living room, where I found him leaned on couches backrest, looking around the room until he realized that I’m already here in the room.

“You never told me why you left me” He looked me straight in the eyes.” But I figured out by myself and I want you to listen to me.”

“Listen to you? I’m not sure if I can even do that” If he would say anything hurtful for me, I wasn’t prepared for another heart break.

“Please listen to me and if you won’t like what I said you can forget me, I’ll be gone” You definitely could see begging in his eyes, but I couldn’t say anything it felt like something was stuck in my throat and I couldn’t talk. “I felt like everything was tearing down after we hooked up, because I’m sure that we both could feel intense atmosphere between us. And I know that It was my fault, I shouldn’t have said it. I was afraid of losing someone so important to me. I didn’t noticed hints from you and I’m sorry. But the truth is that I was sure about my feelings, when you left. You throw at me challenge who wrecked me more than you can think.” I saw his face expression changing and his voice cracks became stronger. Few tears rolled down my face, but after them the tears become unstoppable. I felt warm fingers whipping of my tears, I looked up at him and closed my eyes. “I’m sorry” I heard soft voice.

“I don’t want to be with you, if you’re just saying this to make me feel better. There is nothing more horrible than to love person who doesn’t love you, while you’re giving all yourself.”

“If I would say this just to make you feel better, I would’ve gave up after one week. Give me a chance, give me a chance to make you feel my feelings for you” He pressed my body to his. Without even feeling I pressed my head to his chest and wrapped my hands around his torso.

“I’ll give you a chance, but I don’t want you to feel any pressure” I sighed.

“There is no such a thing as pressure, when I’m with you, I’ll make up to you, just give me some time” His warm hands cupped my face and pressed his forehead to mine, making me smile again. When I felt his perfume, it warmed my heart. I was finally again in home, which piece by piece made myself feel better.

Suddenly I felt warm breath against my lips, making me lean forward.

“Are you sure? I know you need some time too, Y/N” He said, circling little circles on my back. I thought about the kiss twice and asked myself if I really want to do this. But I knew that I wanted this for too long that I could resist, maybe I will break my new rules, but my lips are craving for him and I can’t stop myself. So I just nodded to him and he leaned into me. It felt like that night – when our lips blended so well together and bodies were craving for each other touch. Suddenly he deepened kiss making my hands come up to his neck.

After our kiss broke he looked at me again, making sure that I didn’t regret this. I just smiled at him softly and pecked his lips once more.

“I promise, I’ll treat you better, Y/N” Shawn said pulling me into tight hug.

“I know, everything is in the past right now.”

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Shawn for Flow water

[tessandscottforever18]

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I hope my cousin gets me my Shawn mendes signature perfume .I can't get it where I am from. She better get it😢

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Shawn Mendes Signature 1.7 oz Eau De Parfum Spray