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sharkiegorath · 7 months ago
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Of the main three, Maximus was taken by a militant cult as a child after his home was destroyed, and Lucy was born into a mad scientist corporation-based pseudo-cult - but Cooper, an original American, is the one who’s the most broken. It’s not only because he’s lived the longest and therefore been through the most shit. He believed the most in the most pervasive and powerful culture, and it was the deepest betrayal.  
Max and other Brotherhood members, even Thaddeus, are entirely aware of how they're abused and trapped. Lucy follows the values she was taught and genuinely believes in kindness, but she quickly accepts the truth about Vault-Tec and her father. In Cooper’s flashbacks, he’s by far the most resistant to challenges to his beliefs and personal security. He scoffs at his best friend’s criticism and walks out of a meeting where he agrees with the sentiment not so deep down. He throws around the word ‘commie’ because his society actually has a label for dissidents. He's hesitant to spy on Barb not just because he respects her but because he's scared of the truth. As the truth gains on him, his reaction is consistently denial - and it's ambiguous to what extent that's his own personality and to what extent it's cultural conditioning. Unlike other parents, he was honest with his daughter about the war, but he still wanted to believe a nuke was ‘just a fire’. 
In FO analyses there’s a common assumption that the Pre-War world was ‘still better’ and the post-apocalypse is regression. Actually, it’s not that simple. The current cultures are a continuation, not a reset. The wasteland’s brutality makes it possible for people like Max and Lucy to recognize the awful reality behind people claiming to protect them. They don’t cling to lies; at this point, they probably wouldn't choose to give their whole lives for a lie. Pre-War, Cooper fought and worked for outright evil people, but he couldn’t tell at first because his life was pretty good. The depth of indoctrination corresponds to how normal life seems - from the Brotherhood's open contempt for itself to Vault 33's cheery obsession with Reclamation Day to the last days of the upper class in Pre-War America.
And it's so interesting how they relate to each other?? Max tries to do things Lucy’s way, even after it doesn’t work, and he starts agreeing that it’s better to be compassionate than to demand and take. Lucy understands that morality is complex after two weeks in the wasteland, easily forgiving Max for lying, then believing Moldaver's story. Meanwhile the Ghoul tried to show Lucy that the world is terrible and she'll end up like him - not because Cooper was an asshole at heart, but because that complete loss of idealism happened to him, and even though he was once nice and honorable, his original worldview already emphasized Being Right or Proving a Point. 
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milkcartoncatkid · 1 year ago
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no video game character will be cooler than meta knight and here’s why
got to make any wish he could EVER want and asked “let me fight gods strongest soldier”
he has won more grammys than bts (/srs)
purple
he has a pretty golden sword
i like his little jingle when you select him as a dream friend in star allies
hes gay
hes gay FOR A LITERAL KING
spanish accent (makes him sexier)
he has bat wings and can fly very fast
has his own ship (the halberd)
m a s k
evil mirror twin for bonus points
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bushido-jack · 11 months ago
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//today this lovely holiday eve I am tearing up w @survivics and @seekingsolidground abt Jack and Eliot and how they feel abt who passes first when they finally are able to grow old with their loved ones. Eliot would rather pass first so he doesn’t have to bury another family member, knowing he’s leaving behind a strong, close knit family that takes care of each other; Jack would rather pass last, so he never has to leave anyone alone by themselves ever again, so that he can finally say goodbye to his loved ones instead of never being there, so that they don’t feel lonely. he would feel much more at peace knowing who was waiting for him, and that he wasn’t trapped from seeing them again
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phase0exe · 1 year ago
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drew this because when i woke up this morning i swear i felt meta knight hugging me from behind
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yeah uh yeah
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thesam-manselfshippingblog · 2 months ago
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AND SAME QUESTION WITH KIND OF AN SPIN— irl, what was the first time you saw your f/os and what was the first impression
well, it is kinda long list so let’s go :DD
The first one I ever saw was Malice . It was back when I first got into BATIM, and at first it was just “woagh that’s a spooky lady……..” and then it just!! Developed into continually playing chapter 3 of BATIM so I could hear her voice lines like she was talking to me :3
then it was Meta Knight , I first saw him when I was DEEP into a Kirby fixation with @mikoshubofchaos , and I don’t quite remember what happened, either us doing a rp or me snooping around to find Kirby images to send her, then I was like “holy fucking shit a borb”
dark cacao was…. Curious. I first saw him while talking to @sharky-the-idiot I think, and kept saving images of him because he was silly!!!
shadow milk was also!!! Sharky!!!! But what really got me into him was when I played the first bit of Beast Yeast and was like “holy fucking shit that twink is amazing I need to kiss hIM NOW!!!!!
this very image of caviar
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dorizardthewizard · 10 months ago
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Galactik Football season 3 rewatch, eps 19 - 21
Episode 19:
Hush Sharky: I should've picked Mark, nothing exciting will ever happen following Thran!
Is that meta
Well this romance between Mark and Nina-8 is progressing quickly huh
Nina-8 says it's hard for her to trust others hmmmm
And there we have it, an explanation for Ahito's sleepiness – he stores the Breath within himself, which can wear him out. Pretty cool, although it does bring up some questions. Does his dad do that too, since he has the same problem? How did that excess get released before he started playing Galactik Football? Why is he just doing better now I don't think we ever actually covered that in season 2
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OK imagine you're chilling having a normal conversation and your friend just does a backflip out of nowhere. I would definitely be reacting like D'jok hahah
Thran: I'm coming with you Clamp! Clamp: No, it's too dangerous!
Thran: But the writers said it's MY turn to have a fun adventure with the pirates!
Thran really said, if the writers aren't gonna give me any interesting sideplots, I'll do it myself! RESPECT.
Artegor (completely deadpan): I am excited. It doesn't show?
HE'S JUST LIKE ME FR FR
Ahito covering for Thran is so cute, of course Thran would let his brother know
Why ARE the Paradisia girls referred to by their numbers?
Huh, this data link thing that the Paradisia players do is pretty cool
This hack for the space port entry code is pretty dumb but it's fine I'll just insert some star trek technobabble here in my mind. Aaaaand done, GO THRAN! And yaaaay Thran the Pirates fan gets approval from the man himself
A rare corner kick!
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I don't know anything about football but this goalkeeper goal seems kind of bullshit to me. Like was that necessary?
NOOOOO WARREN :( Barry calling it an end of an era, I guess it's not just the Snow Kids who get that press treatment after losing a match. But the Lightnings haven't been to the finals in three seasons and Warren is probably getting older :(
Team Paradisia slayed though
Awww poor Nina-8 :( Hmm what plan is Nikki-4 talking about, I don't remember much after the Paradisia tournament. I do like the conflict between the two, they may be twins but Nina-8 has a much softer personality than Nikki-4. And with her not being on the team until D'jok left, I wonder if she was already trying to distance herself from them a bit and try to live her own life. Which is pretty symbolic for an identical twin.
Well Mark's love drama has more potential than the love triangles they were doing until now, if only they'd given it more screentime and development
Hush Sharky is kind of underreacting for a journalist who just found out a galaxy-class footballer and his coach are in cahoots with the leader of the pirates
Again, the budget of this show might be low, but they actually have quite a lot of locations and the background art is always really good.
Sonny taking his mask off on Paradisia because he saw some plants sfjkdfssf that was unnecessary, he's so extra! And they're lucky the weather conditions are still perfectly fine for humans.
Episode 20:
I guess Mice Delight is delicious to robots only haha
D'jok Mei and Micro-Ice being besties ahhhh I love it
Mice is playing a delicate game? Since he lied to Zo-leen so he could hide he's going to meet Yuki, what are they implying there?
Oooo 3-2 to the Xenons! The Rykers really gave them a run for their money!
STEVENS INTERVIEW! STEVENS IS GONNA TALK EVERYONE SHUT UP!!
OH THEY FUCKED UP HIS DUB VOICE. NEVER MIND.
But seriously Callie should get a raise for finding them LOL, nice little animation touch of him looking around the whole time he's talking to her. Sir you would be harder to spot if you weren't wearing your football kit. It's ok, yeah I know the animators don't have the budget. Hang in there, buddy
Stevens top scorer in the cup!! It might seem strange with him not having a flux, but it seems reasonable to me considering the Pirate's style of play. They always score at least one goal in their games, and he's pretty much always the one who does it. For other teams, the goal scoring is a bit more shared between different players. Plus it's still early in the cup.
KING. I LOVE THIS INTERACTION. Stevens keeping it real even before the Technoids showed up, I'll say we've had some good Pirates moments this season
Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm are they suggesting Micro-Ice is two-timing between Zo-Leen and Yuki? Uuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhh.................
And since when was Zo-Leen all over Micro-Ice again anyway? She seemed just friendly during the Paradisia tournament
Why is this friendship between Harvey and Lord Phoenix actually kind of cute?
Awwww the Snow Kids are the best Yuki fanclub
These seats at Genesis stadium aren't actually seats, it's more like an amphitheater and they're not very comfortable. No back rest!
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I love Stevens's goals, obviously he can't just use the flux to smash it so his style is more technical
ASHDFJSDF in this season you can hear the Pirates celebrating (and also grunting while running?) and it's so silly, they just gave them stereotypical gruff pirate voices
Games between other teams are funny because there will be like. Exactly one new animation in the whole game. Literally everything else is stock footage
This soundtrack slaps by the way
The Pirates goalkeeper's signature head shake lol
Sorry guys I love Yuki I really do but you know who I'm rooting for
The Elektra's flux confuses me, it looks solid enough for them to ride on it?
This season is really just dunking on Barry whenever they can huh, Artegor's laugh and trying to pass it off as nerves SDJFKDFS I LOVE HIM THANK YOU VOICE ACTOR FOR NOT LEAVING
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Oooo that water skating trick does look really cool! I like that since season 1, we've seen more creative fluxes
Well as much as I love the Pirates I'm happy for the Elektras, and Yuki! She's come so far from her nervous self in season 2 and I'm so proud of her
TIA SECOND TOP SCORER YESSS!!! I would go back to check if the number of goals is actually correct but I cba
If I had a nickel for every time a romantic breakup has happened this season at the taxi stop with one of the parties telling the other to forget about them, I would have 2 nickels. Which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice.
AND NOW MICE IS HAPPY JUST BECAUSE ZO-LEEN KISSED HIM?? YUKI ALREADY KISSED YOU IN SEASON 2! YOU JUST FORGOT ABOUT HER NOW? YOU DIDN'T EVEN CARE FOR ZO-LEEN This love plot with Mice is so stupid I can't even be bothered to comment on it anymore.
Episode 21:
D'jok seems to be perfectly back to normal and on friendly terms with the others as if nothing happened. Compare to season 2 where Rocket's Netherball stint had consequences and his return was not so smooth!
Ahito you couldn't think of a better excuse for Thran leaving? 😂 I do feel like we could have had a better reason in the story for Thran ending up with the Pirates, it IS a bit weird that he says he has to go on a mission with them but he doesn't actually have a reason to, and this is before the SEMI-FINAL. That's a bit too important to be sneaking off because... you just want to?
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I love that Bennett being the hacker guy is a thing that's consistent throughout the season
Lord Phoenix somehow grabbed literally all of them at once sijfsdkdk except Harvey. Fuck robot rights I guess
Warren coaching time! I love how he's always willing to lend a helping hand for these things, whether it's giving D'jok a talk about what's important in season 1, trying to get Rocket out of Netherball in season 2 or helping with training here. What a guy, truly Mr. Galactik Football
Huh, that's an interesting little way to use the Lightning's flux. It's like static electricity keeping them together
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sfdkjdsf I would do this too. Actually I do do this to my short friends. I'm also short but they're shorter so I gotta take my wins when I can
Micro-Ice and Tia duo! I love them I wish we saw more of them as a fun pair, they would get up to such hijinks together. Sibling vibes!
Emo Mark hours
Well, you tried Mice. Maybe try to get him to open up about his problem instead of just trying to cheer him up?
Clamp: No, that's not it, it's- Sonny: What is it, Clamp? Say something!
Clamp: BITCH I WAS ABOUT TO BEFORE YOU INTERRUPTED ME
Nice one Brim Simbra, I like that we got to see him actually doing something lol
This dilemma about Adim and Aarch's relationship due to her being league president was never mentioned before, why did they never consider this? Should've built that up earlier instead of that random Artegor plot
Lord Phoenix: Paradisia was such a beautiful planet
Idk man it doesn't look THAT bad right now, the UK looks like that every day
I can't show the video because I used my 1 video per post limit for Stevens talking but there's this super fucking weird segment where Nork says the Elektras-Paradisia match will be the first all female semi-final ever, and Barry dreamily says this is a "fantasy" GFC? And Nork is like "you said it! Team Paradisia...." in this dreamy way again and Callie has to cough and change the subject? Hey what the fuck was that???? This season tried to be more blatant with the girl power messaging but then puts in moments like this?????
YAAAAAAY XENONS TIME
Wait Thran is in this teamup shot? Did he already get back?
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Oh I really love this interaction between D'jok and Luur before kickoff – no intimidation dance from the Xenons, just a meaningful handshake between a guy who almost plummeted to his death last season, and the player that saved him. Idk if the writers were intentional with this but if so, it's a really nice example of subtle writing and events of the previous season carrying over.
Wait yeah the Pirates aren't back yet! In which case, Aarch is pretty chill for a coach who is missing a player for A SEMI-FINAL MATCH. Eh I guess at this point he's just given up with these kids
Oh damn Brim Simbra actually died, I like that they went through with that so the explosion on Paradisia had consequences. Could have also opened up some interesting avenues with the new flux society leader in season 4 – maybe he'd want to do things differently?
But it's also kind of hilarious that Brim Simbra's very last action as flux society leader... was to delegate the galaxy saving to Sonny Blackbones yet again LOL
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heelachilleshowl · 5 months ago
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What changes do you think would be made between your muse as they exist in your head vs how they would be treated as part of canon? For the META ASKS with Lola ♡
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I think the biggest change would be that her gender identity and sexuality would probably be hidden info if not completely erased. This is considering almost every other character is portrayed as straight (debatably) and cis. Her identity has an impact on her character and how she carries herself and interacts with the world so it would definitely flatten her character as a whole and probably make her more of a side character than one with her own story arc.
I also think canon would make her too much of a comedic character like Sharky, seeing as they seem to only write those types of characters one way when Lola's type of humour is not hick-stupid but more so deflective and meant-to-confuse. They also wouldn't give her enough screen time to actually show the depths of her character so she'd absolutely just come off as an unhinged manic-pixie-dream-girl who likes breaking things.
— 𝓐𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓵𝓵𝓮𝓼
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beyond-far-horizons · 7 months ago
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44 for the writer ask 😜
44. Rant about something writing related.
Sorry, Sharky, it's taken me so long to actually respond to this - real life being annoyingly demanding and all that. Also you know me - I'm always ranting, but what to rant about this time?
So many things I could rant about, but I'm trying not to be too contentious at present and also recognise I likely do versions of the things that annoy me.
That being said one thing that comes to mind is the fact that I am yet again on a Wheel of Time hyperfixation and it's yet again another series where I prefer the prequel characters and there's little to no fandom activity about them. Also (and this is no disrespect to the few fans that are posting/have posted about them), but I always find my shipping and interpretations are very different from the Tumblr niche in whatever media I'm obsessed with, so I tend not to interact much with the majority of fandoms on here. That goes double if there is a new adaptation that I personally dislike which will of course bring new fans in with more differing views and fanworks.
Still, it's sad to rant into the void, or practice post necromancy and see little to no response. I think the joy of fan spaces is to find those people you resonate with and can share views and inspiration on things you can't talk about with people in RL. Even sometimes, it's nice to have a civil discussion with people who do share differing views and headcanons to you. I've just decided I'm going to try and do what I can - whether it's meta or fanfic - and not expect a response. Despite loving this story and these characters for literally decades (even with all its flaws), there's obviously something deeper that keeps drawing me back and I think exploring that alone could be beneficial. I've never been in a popular fandom or if so, a popular fandom focusing on a popular pairing/character, so I tend to be a bit below the radar. In some ways that's probably for the best!
Another mini rant though - it's taken me ages to get into writing these WOT characters and their world (which is not detailed well, yet is very specific in certain ways) and yet I've just realised the one-shot/chapter I've written is one long series of infodumps. Even for an series known for its purple prose infodumps, I think it's too much. Perfectionist that I am, I'm not sure I can post it and it's thousands of words long and I'll have to leave writing soon as I'm about to start an intensive short course, so I'm feeling really grumpy! Likely it will be another year or two before I get back into WOT if I leave the zone now. Always happens and I just want to get to this one scene I've wanted to write for years! Wish my writing process didn't involve a lot of re-reading/imagining/pot boiling before I can actually write!
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nclson · 3 years ago
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**        happy pride foggy nelson is a trans man <3
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sharksmirk-reblogs · 4 years ago
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Robo Boyfriends and Girlfriends
So I’ve had a bit of time to think about what Noe/lle said about Entrapta “getting many robo boyfriends and girlfriends“, and on one hand I don’t have a problem with anyone hc-ing Entrapta as poly, but on the other there’s something about that statement that’s a bit “off“. And I think fandom discussion might be getting too heated on this so I’m gonna try to dissect why Noe/lle’s hc rubbed so many people the wrong way, despite OT3s being a pretty normal thing in this fandom.
Disclaimer: This is in no way an endorsement to bully anybody for their hc’s, especially show runners! I don’t even think Noe/lle put much thought into her statement, so acting like it’s a premeditated attack on you personally is really a bit much.
With the out of the way, let’s take a look what’s going on here.
Are robots sentient in the She-Ra universe?
So when I first heard about the “robo GFs and BFs” I didn’t even register it Entrapta being poly - my first thought was “what, like a sex toy harem??“ And that’s because I never viewed robots as fully sentient in the She-Ra universe. Droves of them are destroyed in battle and nobody even bats an eyelash. Mara’s ship still has the primary function of serving and aiding the person piloting it. Light Hope was definitely an advanced AI, but she was still required to follow her programming. Emily may have a mind of her own, but her behaviour is closer to that of a pet than adult human. Maybe there is some example that I forgot about, but overall I don’t see machines as equal to humans in the She-Ra universe.
Which also brings me to Entrapta and her relationship to robots.
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One of the reasons I feel for Entrapdak is that despite all the robots she surrounds herself with, Entrapta still seems to be lonely and in search of a “human“ connection. This doesn’t mean that her relationship to her robots is lesser than the one she seeks with other humans/aliens, but it is different. One cannot completely replace the other. (Also worth mentioning that we never see her interact with a robot as a fully fledged romantic partner, we only get humorous moments where she’s “horny” for their tech).
So with all this in mind, her having “robo-partners” doesn’t come off as a real romantic relationship, but more as some kind of “pygmalion“ role play.
The Curtis Catastrophe
For all of you blissfully unaware of the dumpster fire Voltron: Legendary Defender turned into, let me introduce you to what I have since called the “Curtis Catastrophe“.
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The Catastrophe is on the right.
After several seasons of making googly eyes at one of the other male characters without it going anywhere, the character of Shiro is suddenly revealed to be gay, finds out that his ex-boyfriend died in combat, and ends the last season marrying Male_Stock_Character_23b.jpg aka “Curtis”. We are not familiar with the character of Curtis, he has exceptionally limited screen time during the season, but then all of a sudden we’re supposed to be happy to see a character we have watched through the whole run of the show marry this nobody out of nowhere. Needless to say, fans weren’t happy with “representation“ that had no build up or development - and it left an impression that gay romances don’t deserve the same care as their straight counterparts.
Which brings me to poly Entrapta. Now, had Noe/lle said Entrapdak becomes a poly relationship with somebody like Scorpia or Wrongdak, obviously not everybody would ship it but it would feel like something that has a background to it. Scorpia and Entrapta have a good relationship and care about each other, and Wrongdak is a pretty new character but he’s easy to warm up to. But faceless “robo GFs and BFs“ is kind of like getting to marry Curtis - a character we’re familiar with starting a romantic relationship with somebody we don’t know or care about (and in this case haven’t even seen). After the slow burn that ended in Entrapdak - a relationship between two introverted, guarded, and socially awkward characters - all of a sudden we’re told Entrapta gets to date Robo-Curtis and it just doesn’t fit with anything we’ve been told about the character so far. Why didn’t she date one of her robots before that? Why is she so desperate to connect to other living creatures when she can just go be with machines?
Again, it’s important to understand there’s no reason Entrapta can’t be poly or that being poly means she loves Hordak any less or that she is not capable of being in a monogamous relationship. But making her poly by dating robot characters we’ve never seen doesn’t make it feel like a meaningful development to the character, but rather as a throw away idea. And I get why it rubs people the wrong way.
Anyway, I hope this breakdown helped you understand why some fans don’t like this idea, and that poly-Entrapta is not so much the problem as how it’s being presented (though some of y’all need to read up on what it really means to be poly, jeez!). Are the fans reading too much into it? Of course, that’s what fandoms have always been like 😅 But I think it’s useful to break down why we like or don’t like something so we can drill down to a logical explanation rather than just venting our emotions without understanding how they came to be. 👍
Also Scorfuma is poly you can’t change my mind on this 🦂💓🌺
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Well we are his friends now!!! Hugs for my boi!
SHARKY META !
ISOLATION & PYROMANIA
sharky is a lot lonelier than he lets people in on - and that means something , considering he is someone that is usually brutally honest about pretty much every thing that is going on in his head , and whose second favourite thing in the world - right after FIRE , mind - is over sharing . one of the things he does overshare , while at the grandview hotel , is how he wasn’t wanted ; he mentions how he was conceived at a hotel , and that his dad was wearing a condom and his mum was on the pill , so he’s kind of a miracle ; except they didn’t call him that, but he thinks it sounds nicer than ‘unwanted’ . on another ocassion , he tells rook that he is pretty lonely , and asks them if they can still be friends after all this . heck , in the introduction video for the specialists that ubisoft released , he even gets advertised as ‘ fights because he has no friends ‘ . the whole thing pretty much lines up with the general idea of him being ostracised - and his parents simply not giving a shit . here’s the deal ; many clinical studies have found that fire setting rarely occurs by itself but usually occurs with other socially unacceptable behavior. the motives that have recently earned the most attention are pleasure , a cry for help , retaliation against adults , and desire to reunite the family . it seems like it is a combination of pyromania and bad behavior that initiates fire setting . some children and teens may set fires often to release tension , but then there are others that may only seek to set fires during times of great stress . some of the symptoms of pyromania are depression , conflicts in relationships , and poor ability to cope with stress and anxiety . his fascination with fire as well as his obvious role as the unwanted child [ which also explains his father’s willingness to simply gamble away the right to name him ] seems to have been the flamable cocktail that lead to his full blown pyromania ; and fire became a solution to every one of his problems ; it got him the attention he longed for , it worked as a vent for all the stress he was under , and eventually seemed to even act as a form of comfort .
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sharkiegorath · 3 years ago
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this week is gonna be fucking bananas. i woke up this monday morning to watch my friend stream himself practicing the bass and ended up witnessing my highly selective twitter timeline on fire because lit mags are fighting about money again. it was 11 am. my friend said "wow, you're up early."
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milkcartoncatkid · 1 year ago
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my meta knight and magolor plushies kissing? no, what do you-
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oh i see.
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bushido-jack · 2 years ago
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//Something I relate to with Samurai Jack, is that feeling of life finding every opportunity to push you back down, to kick your legs out from under you, bring you to your knees, leave you screaming, in pain, desperate, on fire. And yet to persevere, not just for your sake, but because you don’t see any other way. And somehow, even limping, you’ll find a way to wring out peace, happiness, contentment, love, and passion from this never ending path of pain. If you are to suffer, but there is no other way, there must be joy to be gripped with white knuckles and hungry claws, to fight for peace and to strive for hope even in the midst of all your anger and confusion and despair.
I may feel like there’s no way out, but I’ve got to keep moving. There are people out there depending on me to not give up. I can’t let these forces trying to cut my journey to an abrupt end win— even if I’m tired, even if I feel like it’s too much. When I feel alone, I let my mind picture what they’d want, I let myself mourn and wonder and wish, but I don’t let it give up. I can’t go see you yet. I have more to do. Watch me and I will see you when my work is done. But I will hold onto you for all of my life. I will make my life a service to you, my actions a memorial that can be trailed to you. In every move I make I will tell the ones I love, gone and with me, “this is for you, this is for you,” and when I live, even with tears and anger and joy, “this is for you.”
#『名誉: musings』#『 out of robes 』#『 meta 』#『 sharkie chews the scenery 』#//and maybe someday once the oppressive darkness doesn’t feel so close I can say ‘this is for me too’.#//hi guys I bet you weren’t surprised when I didn’t actually start rping again after trying to come back#//that’s because I posted that promo got zero response and felt discouraged#//and then life threw every awful thing it had at me.#//I feel like haven’t been able to do anything but fight to survive lately. been in a bad place#//and right as new year’s started I lost a very very beloved friend and pet unexpectedly and too soon#//I’ve lost a lot of loved ones these past few years. it builds up. I think this last loss was the most unexpected though.#//since then I’ve been in a worse state mentally that I probably have been since high school#//but I refuse to give up hope because that’s what helped me climb out of my last endless pit#//I’ve been really wanting to write Jack again since I posted the promo but haven’t really had much I could do#//plus I’ve been battling all this irl stuff and it’s made it hard to find much left over for hobbies#//but I’m posting this both as a love letter for jack and for those here I care about#//and to say I’m still here. I won’t abandon Jack I don’t think. he means too much to me#//I’m thinking if I start rping him again I’m going to worry less about cosmetics and worry more about getting something written#//I’ve been worried about trying to be presented in a nice aesthetic fashion but tbh I think that’s blocking me from actually doing things#//I’d like to do a soft restart and maybe focus more on the people I know have talked to me and talk to them#//hopefully you will have me back after to much time away and waffling to get started again. I had decent reasons but still#//being away does a lot to severe decent connections#//anyway. Jack means Hope and Healing to me. no matter how much he goes through it isn’t about the pain.#//it’s about the Herculean yet incredibly human task of overcoming constant and monumental odds because you care.#//because at your core is hope and passion and love.#//I‘ve been crying writing this so it’s probably very sappy and unpolished but I’m not sorry lol#//listening to my old playlists I used to play on loop whenever writing Jack or thinking about him and it made me emotional
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sharki-leftishark · 4 years ago
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Points to consider when writing f/f fic, both SFW (Chapter 1) and NSFW (Chapter 2). The gist of it is that a lot of femslash emphasizes woman-ness or gender as a general concept, and it just… doesn’t have to. (2.5k)
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weatherwiz · 5 years ago
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I majorly don’t like this whole meta Cure part of the Cicada arc. It rubs me the wrong way /:
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