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I started reading beastars so now HE's reading beastars .wait
THEY'RE reading beastars
#nobody gets a prize for correctly guessing which character yakumo relates to most#when the anime first came out and everybody hopped on the hype train#i scratched my chin thoughtfully and wondered.... would i like this? it seems like i would like this. should i watch it?#and all my friends around me said 'nah you'll probably hate it. it's really sad'#so i trusted them and ignored beastars the whole time. until now. when i saw the entire series at my LOCAL LIBRARY!!!!#so of course the curiosity wins out and i start reading it and i REALLY LIKE IT?? WTF WERE MY FRIENDS ON ABOUT?#this is sad yes but most of the time it's FUNNY? and also ANIMALS R COOL? bruh. i can't trust my friends' opinions of me anymore#anyway. due to the nature of my current nuca fixation timing. i kept thinking of it while reading#drawing parallels that may only exist in my mind LOL#i can imagine yaku being a freak over legoshi and his quest to become strong but not falling to his instincts and etc.etc.#yakugaru having a manga reading session in either o their bedrooms... lying on the floor engrossed in beastly tales...#these two would absolutely have a debate about which chara is most similar to eiden#to yaku it is obvs haru but i feel like garu would see eiden in a less.... prey sort of way#or maybe they'd agree on the haru comparison!! but yaku might hesitate to voice the 'mr eiden... has to be protected...' thoughts#and garu would proudly proclaim how eiden and haru share traits like bravery/outgoingness/super cool and go-getter/wise and worldly???#i kept staring down louis like.... you're some mix of dante and edmond... and something else....#UGH i like all the characters... they all have their charms.... they are all such creatures#honestly yahya the entire time was just relatable content and after seeing the way he lived out the rest of his life *chef's kiss* GOALS#nu carnival yakumo#nu carnival garu
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the urge to animate fake gameplay for a fake game
#i was gonna do that for like#a purple guy dating simulator#a while ago#but it could be cool with original content#i have one story in mind that i haven’t shared yet
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#nini radio#triumphal records#my internet will be disconnected in 7 days but i wanted to share cool ghost templates i found on magazine CDs and ikagaka album rip ;;#laptops dying too srry for the lazy content lately#will share what i can but archive.org always flags ukagaka related files as malware?#nekoko#unyu#sakura#CD#transparent
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Doctor Who - 'The Forgotten' - Vol. 2
#doctor who#tenth doctor#martha jones#ten x martha#tenmartha#How am I supposed to NOT see this as shippy content#like this reads flirty af right?#Or am I just an idiot?#not that these things are mutually exclusive of course#also I'm sure this has been shared twelve hundred times but I hardly touch tumblr and don't have my finger on the pulse#I hope the TM world is cool with how much inadvertent reposting Imma be doing#the forgotten#This comic sucks tbh but I'll at least share one bit
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Amouranth: ...What happened to the dumpy? Oh, I guess that was Carrera (Carre).
Amouranth: Ruben, why do you– why do you look like Shaggy mixed with Peter Pettigrew? What happened? [She keeps going back to the picture and staring at it with growing concern] This is a pass– this picture is a pass! Wtf...
Rubius only has 3 looks: magazine model, cosplayer, or gamer shrimp.
#Amouranth#Rubius#Old clip but I just remembered I never shared this#And the previous clip reminded me of it randomly#He got roasted to hell and back for that screenshot but I think this moment was truly the nail in the coffin LMAO#I remember when my friend asked me if I thought Rubius was handsome#and I think I said something along the lines of ''Sometimes but I have never seen a man with posture that bad before''#Tbf he's been doing content creation for over a decade so. The lasting impacts of Shrimp Gamer Pose#Mad respect for that knight cosplay though#also the link cosplay lmao#I remember the knight (or whatever) cosplay came at a time when another big streamer was posting AI photos#so when I saw Rubius post this and all the other photos he did#Fully geared up in armor and on location to do cool photos#My respect for him skyrocketed#Edit: I'm also just now realizing this photo set looks like that one ''girl picking up a book'' transition timeline meme#99% of my clips are clips I post because I like them and I know they're for the community#but this clip is for me specifically because I still find it hilarious LMAO#Also RIP white hair era that was truly the best era
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ok so, at some point in life i found this podcast with beef as a cohost and, yknow, as a fun little activity, try to guess who the guest in the first episode is:
transcript with the best of my ability:
Beef: (high-pitched) [???]!
Beef and Geoff: [chuckle]
Beef: Can't get any higher! Before it gets any higher.. Maybe we should, uhh- Maybe it's time to bring our guest on.
[calm tune]
Beef: Our guest today is Jordan Maron, better known, uhh- through his online pseudonym CaptainSparklez uh, american YouTube personality. We have that in common- Well, I'm not american, and I have... very little personality... [chuckles] Well, you've got-
Jordan: Alright! We have a lot in common!
Beef: A lot in common!
#clipstump#2am me was o_O#really cool finding i think! (well i mean to my standard of finding things i guess idk LOL)#(constant struggle of finding stuff. sharing it and then turns out everyone knew and you look kinda stoopid...)#(im battling this thought rn with four fists ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ !!!) (because whatever!!! if im stoopid then im stoopid content in life👍🏼)
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why do i love the conflict more than anything else . the misery . the incompatibility that spreads like oil slick . wanting so desperately for resolution that never comes . hmmm
#its the allure of like . mismatch btwn right person / wrong time . maybe in personal development and such#or wrong person / right time and trying 2 make it work but the circumstances are set 2 separate you#i think the guilt ford harbors over his relationship w fidds is good and i think hes had a lot of reflection . 30 yrs at least#but i dont rly care for like a . HELPP SRY IM LIKE talking to myself#i dont rly care ‘if’ they got back tgether in the end#fanon wise or whagever obviouslyy . no avrually emma-may kicking fidds out over the xmas thing its over HELPPPP#i feel like i always hve to clarify bc then theres that one guy whos like ‘smth smth you cant read . ooc loser .’idgaf . not gaffing today#i think mcguckets decision to forgive him is rly sweet And i do like the recognition of .. the whole incident being a misstep on both their#parts ykwim ? like ford was an ass for sureee but also mcgucket + memory gun was his own autonomous detriment#but#no i cant read the other tags i was writing i forgot where i was at#anyways im so obsessed w like . this being such an imperfect event with imperfect equals#ford theory and fidds the mechanics . which brw im also obsessed w how That is revered in canon .#but yeah like imperfect event imperfect people who shared an incredible connecfion in my freaking mind#that was ultimately squandered to fords pride and fidds reticence#ugh like i love the rise and fall i love the strenght of their connection generally corroding over time#its just such a cool motivator for both themselves and like its a history they share together and post weirdmageddon get to finally think a#knowing now what they didnt have the tools to recognize then#idk.^__^ they r so crazy to me . playing w them like dolls in my head#fiddleford mcgucket#stanford pines#gravity falls#every time i think ab this wrt every challeneged dynamic i think ab mars in the discord#talking ab x and y charas epic divorce arc#and im not even saying this to discredit Good relationships in media#bc those have a wealth of fun and interesting concepts or dynamics to dive into#its just something ab like . poetry of anger bro . and how love and hate can feel so similar and be borne from the same place#how one can transform into the other and back again due to . idk whatevee the hell theyve got going on^#prev post got me wishing we had more meat to the fallout#or that it was extended in content or scope . i want 2 see how they dealt with losing the other and then
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(Src) I am so sick of people doing this 🫠
#I've been blocked for asking people to give credit too.#I've messaged people with credits that I found for them and got the finger in the ear response before#The replies on this tweet are even more infuriating tbh and reinforce why i just. dont like Twitter 😅#Some people are just so incresible inconsiderate. No concept of what it feels like to have your art reuploaded.#art appreciation#comic#cuptoast#crumb#crumb cuptoast#don't steal art#art theft#don't repost art#art blog#artists on twitter#anger#infuriating#artist relatable#artists#artist#artist things#please don't do this#ik this isnt my usual content btw but. i just saw this and it resonated w me so hard i had to share it here as well#because i see this happen so much here too and its Not Cool
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Turtlecaseyturtlecaseyturtlecasey—
I drew some sketches of Turtle Casey Jr. from @somerandomdudelmao Cass Apocolypse Series!
#turtle casey#turtle Casey supremecy#also holy fuck#he’s still a turtle#I love him sm ahdjshd#he’s so cool#ty cass for sharing this au with us and for all the content u make#cass apocalyptic series#rottmnt#save rottmnt#tmnt#casey jr#uncletello
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Yknow I feel like watching the world burn today so let's do some playful and not so playful jab at some AoT Ships >;}
Warning: THIS IS JUST FOR FUN- Don't be pulling a Reiner on me and feeding me to Titans cause they're your OTP we all just F-ing around right now and it's MY take. I haven't really been exposed to why some ships work or not I'm sorta ignorant.
Warning 2: I KNOW VERY LITTLE- These are MY GUESSES as to why peeps ship this and just my take on them. I kind of like some of them but some of them I'm side eying so let's all share and be chill like that.
Ready? Let's go!
ErenxMikasa: You ship this because it's the first ship/heteronormative couple Shonen writers always prop up and as a fan you accept whatever Isayama gives you regardless of chemistry and logic.
ErenxArmin: You ship this because you've seen these two grow together and notice they have a closeness the token Canon "Hetero" couple doesn't. History will say they were close friends.
ErenxHistoria: You ship this because you saw there was chemistry and feel it had the strongest ground to grow but got screwed over and feel bitter because the first ship always wins and logic be damned.
ErenxSasha: You ship this because honestly.... Why do you ship this? I mean I get it but I don't yknow??
ErenxAnnie: You exist?
ErenxConnie: You ship this because damn it they're both bastards and you love more chaotic bastards in your life.
ErenxJean: You ship this because you have the hots for a rival dynamic and you like to believe any call outs and aggression can be solved by saying it's sexual tension.
ErenxReiner: You ship this because you got a thing for bigger guys railing the scrub even if the tension isn't as prevalent.
ErenxBertholdt: You ship this?
ErenxLevi: You ship this because the bare minimum of emotion Levi showed to Eren was enough to get you riled and you haven't recovered from your Fujoshi mindset yet. Plus age be damned by your take.
Erenx[Minor Character]: You're a mad lad.
Erenx[Other]: You fight a battle not many would
ArminxMikasa: You ship this because you know deep down neither of them could function in a relationship without Eren so they're coping hard and so are you.
ArminxAnnie: You ship this because you saw the chemistry and love the malewifexgirlboss trope and also love that just like you Armin ignores real atrocities for cute guys/girls
ArminxHistoria: You ship this because.... Wait you ship this?
ArminxSasha: You ship this because you love the dumb girl x smart boy trope even though you're fighting a losing battle given their limited time
ArminxConnie: You love the straight man and clown dynamic
ArminxJean: You ship this because you feel like Jean is the only one who truly saw Armin but at the same time you also know Jean deserves better and probably ship them because it's the silver medal to JeanxMarco in your head.
ArminxReiner: You love the stereotypical jock x nerd trope and feel like it's pseudo ReinerxBertholdt since Bert had to die for Armin to live
ArminxBertholdt: They're underrated and you're obsessed because you feel like if they had a chance they'd be closer friends than Eren and Reiner were to them
ArminxLevi: You and Levi are both coping with the fact Erwin is dead and you ship it because you don't care about the age gap and know Levi sees Armin as the replacement.
Arminx[Minor Character]: You deserve more.
Arminx[Other]: You choose the nonsensical battles and consequence be damned
MikasaxHistoria: You ship them because you feel like they're too good for Eren and they're the equivalent of LevixErwin just fem and younger.
MikasaxSasha: You ship them because you recognize that Sasha is the first friend Mikasa had outside of her childhood friend group and you think if Mikasa touched grass she'd be better off.
MikasaxAnnie: You ship them because you love strong girls and have a strong thing for the short gremlin girlfriend and her tall handler. Plus you get scaroused by tension and they had a lot of it too
MikasaxConnie: Wait you ship them??
MikasaxJean: You ship them because you like Jean and you feel like he deserved a W even though you know the two have different values and he will always be the silver medal in Mikasa's life.
MikasaxReiner: I'm assuming you ship them because they both were top in their class and you love the perfect duo even though we all know one of them would end up dead in the street if we aren't careful
MikasaxBertholdt: You are a unicorn hidden in the rough
MikasaxLevi: You ship them because you feel they're practically the same person and as the token bad ass of their trio you want them together because "like attracts like". That and to you the age gap and genetics don't matter.
Mikasax[Minor Character]: You're a brave soul for assuming Mikasa would notice anyone else.
Mikasax[Other]: You are one soldier in a sea of teams and armies against you.
HistoriaxYmir: You ship them because you are desperate for LGBTQ rep in anime and don't mind it falls into the stereotypical token gay/lesbian ship because problematic representation is better than no representation.
HistoriaxSasha: You ship them because you like cute girls??
HistoriaxAnnie: You either like the tough girl x soft girl ship or you REALLY like blonde haired blue eyed girls.
HistoriaxConnie: .... You are a unique breed
HistoriaxJean: You think Eren doesn't deserve someone like Historia/Mikasa and you think Jean doesn't deserve/deserves better than Mikasa
HistoriaxReiner: You supported Reiner sniffing her letter.
HistoriaxBertholdt: ????
HistoriaxLevi: You live vicariously through her even though Levi choked the shit out of her that one time.
Historiax[Minor Character]: You think Historia is too good for the main cast
Historiax[Other]: You crave change
SashaxAnnie: You feel like Sasha could fix her better than Armin could.
SashaxConnie: You ship them because you think they're a fun dynamic and love their friendship and honestly they're the best two of the whole series so it felt natural to you
SashaxJean: You love that they're both idiots but one tries to be fake while the other owns their nonsense. You may also feel like Jean deserves more with someone he spends more time with
SashaxReiner: You feel like if given a chance they would be the sweetest couple and probably live out your RoguexWarrior through them
SashaxBertholdt: No really you people exist?
SashaxLevi: You ship it because Sasha is the only one with balls to tell Levi when he talks too much. Plus you don't mind ignoring age gaps.
Sashax[Minor Character]: You just want your girl happy
Sashax[Other]: You crave better
AnniexConnie: You love the Idiot Guy x Girlboss dynamic and you don't care if it don't make sense. Connie is the trophy husband.
AnniexJean: You feel like Annie's attitude makes Jean scareoused
AnniexReiner: You ship them because they're the two bastards who didn't deserve a 2nd chance at life and are probably both going to hell but at least it's together
AnniexBertholdt: You ship them because you think Bertholdt deserved better and would've loved to see it explored if a brunette didn't have to be sacrificed for it.
AnniexLevi: You don't wanna get shit for shipping Levi with Mikasa so you ship him with Annie since it's a decent substitute age gap be damned
Anniex[Minor Character]: You feel like Annie deserves better
Anniex[Other]: You believe if she had someone who was an outsider to it all she may have been better than what she was
ConniexJean: You ship them because you love that they're both idiots and can flip flop between bros and bros who experimented while being nonchalant about it
ConniexReiner: You ship them because you like how close he and Reiner were and you feel like despite the bullshit they would've been happier without pussy
ConniexBertholdt: You ship them..... Idk why??
ConniexLevi: NANI!?!?
Conniex[Minor Character]: You feel like your boy could pull random strangers
Conniex[Other]: You're a unicorn fighting a war
JeanxReiner: You ship them because you feel like their bond is strong and despite being oppositional they grew close. Plus you don't mind ignoring that Reiner killed Marco.
JeanxBertholdt: Seriously you exist?
JeanxLevi: Age gap be damned you like what you see!
JeanxPieck: You ship it because you don't want Jean and Mikasa together but you do want Jean to have his black haired beauty still
JeanxMarco: You ship them because you love their friendship and you feel like they could've been gay husbands with a pet cat if given a chance lol
Jeanx[Minor Character]: You feel like anyone outside of the main cast would've been better for Jean than what he got
Jeanx[Other]: You just want Jean to have better.
ReinerxBertholdt: You ship them because they were childhood friends and you feel like they're both pretty enough and knowing each other as kids is enough to let a ship sail
ReinerxLevi: No but like really why? Is it cause Erwin's dead and you don't care about age gaps?
Reinerx[Minor Character]: You feel like that minor character could fix Reiner's baggage
Reinerx[Other]: You feel like any character could fix Reiner's baggage.
BertholdtxLevi: What?
Bertholdtx[Minor Character]: You feel like he could bag them if given a chance
Bertholdtx[Other]: You want Bertholdt happy.
LevixHange: You ship them because with how small Levi's dating pool is you felt like it was the strongest and you're obsessed with the "Polar Opposites Attract" trope even though Levi has to touch Hange with three layers of gloves.
LevixErwin: You ship them because you like dilfs and you feel like Erwin shouldve become colossal titan.
LevixMiche: What?
LevixPetra: You ship them because Petra was the one female character who was close to him/in his circle and you love the SunshinexStormy vibes they give.
Levix[Minor Character]: You feel like this Minor Character could change things up with him
Levix[Other]: You're an intriguing creature.
AoT CharacterxOC/ OCxCanon: You're an awesome ass peep who wants these characters to have better than what they're given- And you're simping bad too
And there we go that's most of the ships I could think of- Some strong some not so much.
Remember this was just for FUN- If you ship them GREAT if not that's Cool. Let's all be chill and if you feel called out just know it's not that deep.
Anyways if you think I should do an "Anti Ship" Version lemme know. Fair's fair after all!
#attack on titan#aot#snk#shingeki no kyojin#attack on titan ships#aot ships#snk ships#attack on titan shitpost#aot shitpost#dont worry im just memeing/bullshitting if you genuinely love these ships then keep loving them#im just giving you my read cause i get some content for some of them and as someone just glancing in i gotta share my takes.#i kinda feel like sasha and eren couldve been cool ngl
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coming out of my cage to post for robstar week (@robxstar) because i recently rewatched teen titans and i love robstar so bad. wasn't feeling very creative and they just helped me write some lil fun self-indulgent things 💖 now i can share with all of you
day 1 - friends to lovers
she's the tear in my heart
It wasn’t long after the completion of the Tower that the roof became their spot.
Robin loved to watch the sunset over the bay and Starfire found freedom in the star speckled sky.
The first few nights, when they were just beginning to understand how to coexist with each other he’d always find her staring up at the sky late into the night. He wondered if she missed being part of the greater universe, flying past galaxies and spinning through the vastness that both terrified and humbled him.
He didn’t have to ask if she was missing home.
There was a deep longing, a sadness that shimmered in the shadows of her eyes, one that even the brightest smile couldn’t chase away.
These days she calls Earth her home and Robin’s never been more thankful to exist in the same place as someone else.
“Hey,” he smiles, finding her knees tucked up to her chest right on the edge where she always is.
“Hi.” She returns the smile, warm and soft and something that is just for him.
It makes his heart beat harder, a traitorous pitter patter he’s long given up the fight to stop. Batman taught him a lot of things, but never how to defeat a hunger that runs so deep that he feels the ache in his bones. How to unwant someone because being with them isn’t something you’re allowed to have.
He takes his place next to her, touching as much as possible; a searing line of heat from shoulder to hip bone.
There’s a steady hum beneath his skin that wants and wants and wants.
It’s late or, really, just very early. Dawn will be breaking over the city soon, their horizon one of the last to see the sun rising in the sky.
“You know,” Starfire says quietly, “it has been a year since we all met.”
Robin knows and not just because they all agreed to celebrate the anniversary of forming the Titans and their friendship. He will never forget that fateful day. As much as he hates to admit it, he was a little lost in the shadow of Batman, needing to set off on his own. New town and a new start.
He wasn't expecting to find his family.
Or the love of his life.
But he keeps that close to his chest; locked up tight with no chance of seeing daylight.
“Best day of my life.” Robin admits.
He can hardly stop himself from admitting deeper truths when Starfire is by his side. She tilts her head, hair falling over her shoulder as she eyes him curiously.
“Okay.” Robin laughs, “maybe best is a weird way to describe it, but I got to meet all of you, and I’m honestly not sure where I would be if we hadn’t.”
Probably in the depths of Slade’s clutches, destroying a city instead of saving it.
“I have also thought about that.” Starfire says, her gaze back on the sky.
A coil white hot and wicked slithers through Robin’s ribcage. He doesn’t have to ask to know what she’s imagining. The Citadel. He’ll never forget the way she said prize as if her agency didn’t matter.
As if Starfire didn’t matter.
A royal princess that paid the ultimate price; sacrificing her freedom for her planet and people. She was starved and restrained, terrified out of her mind because of the horrors that awaited her. It still makes Robin sick to his stomach.
Without thinking he presses closer and Starfire unwinds, letting her legs dangle off the edge of the tower as she takes up the space Robin offers her.
“I do not often have nightmares anymore of what could have been,” she says quietly, “but I suppose on such occasions it is not a surprise.”
Robin takes her hand, the need to touch and comfort too great. Something in his skin settles when her fingers lace between his own.
“You’re safe,” he reminds her. “You’re here, with us, and I won’t ever let anything happen to you.”
“I know.”
Robin can see the depths of green in her eyes, like an old growth forest with flecks of gold. Her gaze is heavy — honest — and Robin’s breath catches in his throat. He’s never known someone to have so much faith in him, despite his flaws and limitations and everything he’s done, Starfire believes in him.
He imagines sliding his hand to cup her cheek, slotting their mouths together like they were made to fit, because Robin knows they were.
Not yet
Starfire’s knowing smile relieves some of the guilt and ache in his chest. He owes her so much and maybe one day he can return the favor.
“I believe we saved each other that day,” she squeezes his hand, thumb brushing gently over Robin’s skin.
I love you, Robin thinks unbidden.
“Yeah,” he swallows, choking back the swell of emotions, like the waves of a tsunami being sucked back out to sea, “we did.”
The sun catches over the tower, the water shimmering with the promise of a new day.
“If I recall,” Starfire says lightly, “I promised Cyborg that I would help make his famous three layer cake for our celebration today.”
“Starting at dawn?” Robin laughs as they stand up, hands still clasped together.
Starfire starts to say something, but a loud crashing sound from the kitchen answers Robin’s question. It’s followed by a string of curses causing Robin and Starfire to fall into each other laughing.
“Come,” Starfire says as she tugs him towards the door, “I believe Cyborg is in need of rescuing.”
Robin just smiles fondly as she leads him back into the tower, counting down the seconds to when he never has to let go.
#robstar#robstarweek#teen titans#starfire x robin#starfire#robin#listen...they've really had me in a chokehold recently#and ive been writing little codas post episodes and fillers and it's been so freeing and fun#i honestly wasn't planning on posting these but i feel like it would be cool to share for robstar week even if this is like a 2 note post#anyway something something make the content you want to read amirite
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ORIGINAL POST: fanart - young Josephine, young Hector, young Widdershins
ARTIST: reddit user Viiiizzo (who also drew other ASOUE/ATWQ fanart that are really good)
#atwq#all the wrong questions#josephine anwhistle#hector asoue#hector#captain widdershins#other people's content#other people's fanart#(been meaning to share this fanart from the asoue subreddit for weeks now because honestly speaking this is cool)#(i like the artist's interpretation of the three. especially hector i love the pilot cap/hat on him)
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you go to a lesbian blog and find it says women only!! no men allowed!!! and go oh! excuse me, um, what about other lesbians? plenty of lesbians are genderqueer... and they go well, okay, go fuck yourself tim chop off your sweaty dick and stop calling yourself a lesbian. you do not have a dick, actually. you think about that fact often, even though it does you no good. you do not tell this person that.
you go to another lesbian blog and it says women only and you try again, and this time they change it to wlw + nblw only (non-men who love non-men :D). and you'll say hey i appreciate that but gender's not really that cut and dry for a lot of people. someone could be both a man and nonbinary, for instance. i just worry that you're looking at nonbinary as a generic third gender, or an extension of womanhood. i mean yeah you include nblw in your tags but all your posts are about pussy-havers exclusively. what's with that? and they say go fuck yourself you pervy man pretending to be a lesbian. you tried to sneak in but i won't let you.
so you go to a lesbian blog with a dozen or so posts about queer people needing to be more weird about it and you sigh in relief. but you still see the men dni. that's odd. hoping for the best, you say hey! i know you mean well but please maybe don't put men dni at the end of the lovely posts on your lesbian blog bc some lesbians are men. and they'll be like ok!! well you're allowed ;) and you say no that's not. no. some men are lesbians not just me. you think about your own dicklessness and wonder if that's why you were given entry. and you add that even if male lesbians are allowed, there's no indication of that. how would anyone know without asking? and they're like ohh gotcha gotcha well men dni + this is for sapphics only!! and you'll be like ok well that treats the concepts of men and sapphics as mutually exclusive identities and i just told you that's not true and you agreed with me so.. i don't think that solves our problem. and they're like. ok. fine. men dni but genderfluid and multigender people are allowed! and you're like no see that's. that's still the same thing.. you're saying the same thing just with different words. if you don't want men to interact but you're fine with multigender/genderfluid/etc ppl interacting then you either don't see them as Real Men (because they don't reach a standard of Full Manhood) or Complete Men (because they're only Part-Time Men), both of which suggest that they are, in some way, not men or less-than men, which is invalidating and defeats the point of the exception in the first place (accommodation) OR that you don't really mean the dni which is confusing and inconsistent and makes guydykes feel weird and uncomfortable and excluded from the lesbian space you're trying to cultivate. and they're like um. ok. so. cishet men dni? and you're like well i think that makes more sense, but what if someone identifies as both a cishet man and a sapphic? again, if we're trying to accommodate the genderfucky populace then that has to be a possibility that is considered. and they say god you people are never happy. what do you want me to do? what am i supposed to say to keep the right men out? and you pause. you empathize with the need for a space free from dudes trying to fuck you straight and feminine. dudes who watch lesbian porn and joke about what they'd do if they were allowed into girls locker rooms. who look at you like a piece of meat, and like someone who looks at women like pieces of meat in the same way he does. you get it. you know. you want a space where you can be sapphic, too. that's why you came to these blogs in the first place. you brace yourself and you say well i don't know that there are "right men" to keep out. i don't know that there's any single label that would accomplish whatever it is you're trying to accomplish. you could go for "sapphics only" or "queers only" and i think that might be the closest thing to what you want, but it's never going to be perfect. creating any exclusive space is going to shut out people you didn't account for, and the broader the label, the more people will be shut out that you didn't want to shut out. and what about people who don't know if they're allowed? what of questioning transbians, where are they supposed to go? and, frankly, i think i might rather my dykey posts get read and appreciated by a gay guy who sees me as a man than a woman who only sees me as a sacred womb, pure from male perversions or violence or whatever. i think community might just be more complex than a dni can handle. and they look at you and say i don't want to not have a dni. i think you're too permissive. you can't just "what about" or microlabel your way into everything. go fuck yourself, i bet you're not even a lesbian anyway. go find a real problem to get mad about.
you go to a lesbian blog. you ignore the men dni because you know you probably don't even count to them. or maybe you do count and, out of respect for your manhood, they'd shun you accordingly. you try to feel okay about that. you scroll past dozens of posts about mediocre men and gagging at straight friends' boyfriends and how gross and undeserving men are of the beautiful women they couple up with and how all women should be gay so they can get treated right and and and and and. you finally find a post about curling into someone you love and feeling at peace and try to lose yourself in it. you know that feeling is what unites you, what makes you belong. you try to focus on it. you think about carding your hands through a butch's hair or lacing fingers with a femme and feeling warm and loved and more yourself than you ever have before. like this is who you're meant to be. you read about lesboys and butch boytoys and genderfucky dykes and big hairy deep-voiced wonderful women (like you want to be someday, like you wish you could make yourself) and you try to ignore the men dni underneath each and every post. and you daydream about meeting someone kind and earnest at a lesbian bar even though you don't think any such bars exist within three states of you and you can't drink and don't want to drink because you need to be in control of yourself at all times so you don't fuck up like you're always about to and here in the nonexistent lesbian bar you feel wanted and safe and in good company. you picture your ideal, happiest self. it is a mistake. ideal-you has a goatee. not the mascara one you smear on and call drag even though you know it's not drag, not really, the beard you call drag because you think everyone would look at you sadly if you told them it was just to pretend you had something out of your reach. a beard that's soft and that you grew and that cannot be smudged away if you get too comfortable with it. the dream shatters. your people pull away from you, their scoffs mixing with the mind-numbing gay girl bedroom pop you learned to settle for just to have something that almost resembled you, they all pull away and turn their backs and do not look at you. you're too close to being a man now, even though you're the same amount of man as before. and they know you're not supposed to interact with men, not as you would with dykes, at least. and it sours. it's all your imagination, all in your head, but it sours.
you sigh. you think about how small you are. how short, how narrow, how feeble. how your voice pitches up when you talk to strangers because it's easier to speak quietly when it carries more, and because you're nervous. because it's a chore to talk, like everything is. you think about testosterone. you think about how your family would look at you, the questions they would ask, your answers they would only pretend to accept. the uncomfortable glances and whispered questions they'd try to hide from you. you think about how small you are, and how small you will always be. how you don't know of a way to fix it, but even if there was one, no one would want you anymore. you'd be the only one thinking it made you a cooler dyke. you think about how you don't even want a T-voice all the time, how you'll never be able to switch it at will, because you don't know how and can't bring yourself to figure it out. you think about how your throat closes around every hint of your own attraction. how wanting is perverse, how wanting is invasive, how wanting is embarrassing and too vulnerable so it must stay anonymous, as an online witness, and how you can barely manage to form or maintain friendships because your brain makes you pull away, always spinning out and struggling to recover from the simplest of interactions. how they'll all leave you and you won't chase after them at all and how that will hurt them. how stuck you get. how it looks like nothing's holding you back, how that frustrates everyone who thought you were going to be more than you were. the people you love who understand except when it comes to being ghosted, being shut out. how you don't want to hurt them. how you can't tell them that because you're stuck. how you turn to stone when touched, how you never reach out, how you lose your speech and can't look at people, how your autism is fun and sexy until it becomes real and you never see them anymore, how much you longed for someone who knew everything without you having to explain, and who loved you anyway. how unreasonable you know that is to expect of anyone. you think about that not-even-real lesbian bar. you think about how you still can't drive. how you can't leave your home on your own, without dragging somebody into helping you. how you can't leave your body. how you can't leave your manhood behind.
you think about finding another lesbian blog and ignoring everything. about skimming it for the parts you can juice some meaning from. the parts men ignore and don't understand, and how typical of you it is to do so. or the parts where you're not welcome and you should accept that, because it's for lesbians only. how you are a lesbian anyway. how you're meant to choose lesbian or man, how each is a betrayal of some kind to yourself or your people, your family, your lovely strangers, your rare friendly acquaintances. about the parts that tell you you're not wanted, that you're ugly and lazy and gross and insert yourself everywhere without even asking. about the parts that tell you you are hated, and how lesbians are above it all by rejecting men. how lesbians are each blessed miracles. about the parts that say you should be ashamed of being whatever twisted confused freak you are, of everything, of looking and wanting or not looking or not wanting, of picking and choosing instead of taking it all in with a smile. after all, shouldn't you take it? or is your ego too fragile, as men's so often are? aren't you tired? good. we're not here for your consumption. and we sure as hell don't want your company or "community" or whatever. didn't you read the sign? no boys allowed. and if you want to come in you have to make up your mind. as if you haven't told them the only answer you have. you're both. you're both.
you know you broke the rule by interacting.
but it gets lonely sometimes. you wonder if they know.
#before i maybe get yelled at:#1) no i do not think ppl are evil for having men dnis no i do not think these are all equal transgressions even#though there is an overlap that should be examined that i think is based in a degree of lesbian separatism + exclusionism#2) yes there are lesbian blogs and people that are cool about genderfucky people. i'm not talking about them#3) this is a stylized vent post about trying to find lesbian content on tumblr that isn't like this. all these dnis/rules are ones i have#encountered. no i do not literally tell these people to change their dnis to suit me. the conversations are symbolic and ideological in#nature. if i find a blog with men dni i generally go somewhere else. it's about emotions. it's about my feelings on that it's not literally#about dming someone demanding they change things. it's not about demanding that You change things or else you're a bad person.#4) it is about the conflicts and hypocrisy and inconsistency of strict and exclusive sexuality labels persisting in gender-diverse spaces#and how it affects me as a lesbian who is a man who is a woman who is fucking whatever else. and yes it is about transphobia too.#5) it's about how lesbians feel the need to exclude men and how i think efforts to do so fail and hurt ppl and are often misguided#tht i think also comes up in like. bi lesbian/mspec lesbian/gaybian discourse. i'm not any of those myself but it seems like there's overla#6) if this post seems whiny and sad and insecure that's because it probably is. i have a right to be all of those things.#7) no i do not think all lesbians are man-hating assholes. i am a lesbian. i love lesbians. i love dykes and most of them are fantastic ppl#i just think the general bullshit of the world leads to this defensive thing that ends up hurting others in our community y'know?#8) i get that my perspective/experience is a bit unusual and many lovely ppl haven't considered it. that's part of why i'm sharing this#nyarla dni#<- sorry man it's too vulnerable. gonna keep this one to the internet-only folks#adding this wayy later but a crucial part of the experience i Almost talked about it this but never explicitly did was that like#the measures ppl take to 'defend against men' are often deeply transmisogynistic as well. obviously#and when i see that it hurts me too. not that it hits me the same way when strangers assume im a trans woman and hate me for it#but it doesn't feel good to see transphobia at all. i focused on how that relates to other kinds of transphobia#namely transandrophobia here but like. it's all connected. lesbain separatism + exclusionism relies on both and they aren't always#distinct experiences. ime. anyway trans ppl i love all of you forever#i just thought me writing “*turns to the camera* and trans women exp this too.' wouldve been too much even for this post#i figured the audience would like. know that. and so far it hasn't been an issue. i have not been yelled at thanks guys 🫶
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THE LITTLE HANDSOME BOY IS HERE!!! PLS EVERYONE GREET HIM.
#he looks like a baby raccoon 😭#so tempted to name him rocket bc of rocket raccoon from guardians of the galaxy!!!#ever since he’s gotten here he’s been so content and happy!#his tail is like propeller! it hasn’t stopped wagging 🥹#he is a purebred blue heeler! i have papers on him! I’m not interested in breeding or showing him but it’s cool he has papers#update on tilly: she’s still pissed lmao. she has resorted in moving all of her toys and treats into the office so she doesn’t share lmao#ANYWAAAYYY he’s the bestest boy ever already!#honestly thinking of the names: scout - bandit - koda- one of those names
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Yet another video explaining frutiger aero~~~
can’t get enough of this aesthetic lately~~ 💚🩵
makes me miss windows 7~~ best OS imo and the Wii and Nintendo ds
#youtube#youtube video#not mine#just wanted to share#aesthetic#aesthetics#aes#frutiger#frutiger aero#frutiger aqua#frutiger metro#frutiger eco#frutiger aesthetic#techno zen#technozen#explanation video#still cool tho#i need more frutiger aero content
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The Syndicate Have Matching Cloaks Headcanon:
So the Syndicate all have matching cloaks. Specifically, they all have matching cloaks that Technoblade made for them.
It technically started with Techno making his own cloak as part of the whole regal attire aesthetic thing, then later he made one for Phil because of course he did (probably during the Antarctic Empire).
But when it really started becoming an accidental tradition was after Ranboo moved into the tundra with them. After a while, it became pretty apparent that Ranboo was not at all prepared to handle the cold weather (they didn't even build walls for goodness sake!), so eventually Technoblade made him a cloak too, because it was frankly painful watching the kid wandering around the snow in the clothes they usually wore. Not because he was worried about them or anything, of course.
When they started the Syndicate and Technoblade recruited Niki, he eventually made her a cloak to, now that she was becoming a significant part of their little friend group. It was partially because she would be visiting the tundra more often so she'd need a way to stay warm, and partially a way to make her visibly and cohesively part of their group. Either way, it was very much a sort of metaphor/physical representation of Techno and the others fully accepting her as a trusted and beloved member of their little gang of misfits.
#roleplay character not content creators ofc#having little bits of jewelry and articles of clothes shared between friends and teammates makes me so hhhhhh#I love it#it's so cool and cohesive and the metaphorical element of it just makes my brain happy#the syndicate#dsmp syndicate#what is their tag?#technoblade#philza#ranboo#niki nihachu#ctechno#cphilza#cranboo#cniki#dsmp ranboo#dsmp philza#dsmp technoblade#dsmp niki#philza minecraft#help my overtagging habits are reactivating-#c!borealtrio headcanons#dream smp#dsmp headcanon#rambling about blorbos
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