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Postgame with Rusty and Hunter - 11/4/24
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Reuniting with a distorted past.
Extra:(New personality tested gone wrong)
wanted to play with rin living in the aftermath aus aswell and had these drawings laying around to share so yay
Panel 1: Was buried alive.
Comic 1: Who are you supposed to be?
new friends
Comic 2: Misguided protection.
obito still sensing the warning signs of rin losing her temper. anyways they proceeded to be dragged into the ocean by rin like some sea monster
Comic 3: Finding out (Now what will you do?)
obito is harshly brought back from his delusions because now its not just kushina but rin too who he needs to ripped out the tail beast from
#naruto#naruto fanart#kakashi hatake#rin nohara#obito uchiha#naruto sukea#fanart#art#my art#sketch#drawing#digital art#hope i can add something new and if not may i shall add fuel to the fire for rin!! :)#So Rin loses ALL of her memories forever (kinda)#the only thing that remains for sure is the feeling of missing something that she'll never reach it again#she's alone and is left to roam directionless until she meets an elderly civilian that is also alone#she stays with her for a year+ but she passes away. But Rin with her new identity decides to walk forward (with love comes pain#but to love at all was the greatest thing to her.) She cherishes her new memories and won't let it stop her from moving on#inbetween this time frame she meets isobu in her mind after he gains enough form within her (who is also without memories)#Now WAY LATER she meets Sukea who looks like he's about to panic and she tries to help (which uh doesnt work too well)#but then Sukea joins her on her travels (sending minato an letter through his summons of rin being alive and forgetting the mission)#they both wander around (he doesnt know how to bring up their past) but then obito appears (always at the wrong times)#At first glance he's pissed but then realizes that this isnt fake AND its both the worse thing yet best thing to ever happen#Now Rin thinks she made two new friends who give her feelings of warmth but they both also reminded her of something old she thinks#PS Minato and Kushina are freaking out back in the village but can't do anything about it (Obito hasn't acted on his plans yet so yes)
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idk bout u but I'm still here,,,,
#only friends#only friends series#only friends the series#only friends ep3#ofts#firstkhao#sanray#sand x ray#khaotung thanawat#gmmtv#thai bl#bl drama#i shall never move on from him and his pretty little face#:((
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hm. im not very big on new years resolutions, they're too much pressure. but... perhaps i can handle new years Desires
this year i want to complete a lil comic, fan-based or otherwise. i'd like to also complete some sort of storyboard/animatic thing. i want to develop a coloring style that i can be proud of. i want to get to a point with my dragons where they can have a coherent story & world to live in. i want to think of so many fun, trivial facts about my characters. i want to post more about them. i want to write and post an original thing, be it 1k words or 10k. i want to finish the rough draft of a book i outlined. i want to be kinder to myself. i want to create more gift art for others. i want to put more effort & care & love into my art. i want to force myself into the world and figure out how to live. i want to make an irl friend. try a new craft - scrapbooking, maybe, or making an enamel pin. i want to finish that last commission and make a new sheet for more. i want to be freer with myself. i want to finish at least three fics. i want to go whale watching again. i want to improve my art, especially in the matter of drawing people. i want to bake something tasty and share it with the neighbors. i want to be content with existing. i want to have more good things in life to list on bad days. i want to build a birdhouse.
#i also... want to buy sort & jar more clay sprinkles#and unpack everything in my room#last place i lived in for three years had boxes from that move that i never opened#not this time... this time Everything will find a place...#maybe ill try poetry! maybe ill volunteer on a tallship again!#maybe ill change my hair! spice up my style! leash train my cat!#i want to improve my writing as well#and read more books! even if im just rereading!#No! i want to read priory of the orange tree!#absolutely unprompted#the last few years ive just... had very little hopes or desires#it was just one month after the next with the knowledge that id do nothing the next year too#not this year please. not this year....#i want to Try. i want to live. please? please#the beginning of this year is gonna be tough and my life's stability is being threatened#but! i will hold on hope with bloody teeth. im gonna make it this time. i want to change for the better#and i will. thats my only resolution. the others are maybes and what ifs#but i Am going to change. i want to be in the world and so i shall be. i want to be a person and so i will make it happen#clinging to that this year. im worth it! this time i really am worth it.
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Happy birthday ritsuka uenoyama the entirety of given DOSENT DESERVE U AT ALL
#the narrative the characters the fandom and kizu should be ashamed of themselves ngl#the way you gave your VERY ALL to save mafuyu at his darkest being there at his lowest helping him to find light again#even if you think you are no better than the other even when you dont know his whole story even if you feel no better than his first#you still gave your very best for him by finishing his deceased lover's song and sang it for him#only for your character arc your development your issues insecurities and trauma to be ignored shunned and discredited#your lover was your first but you knew you weren't his first#you knew he loved someone way before you and now that he's gone your lover still clutched on to the past#but you helped him moved on from the darkness and give him the light through music#you ended up filling the void he left for your lover and everyone else only for you to become a shadow of him#the fact that you a main character is constantly set aside and had no character arc whatsoever just to make way for a deceased lover#you are often demonized and hated and told that his lover and his previous lover should've been together and he would choose him over you#and when you asked him one thing he then ignored you and you tired to reach out to him only for them to blame you as you are the problem#seeing you often makes me sad because you did SO MUCH of the story and the narrative would just trash you out#but when someone calls out that you deserved better the same people will stake them saying that you dont undertand the narrative at all#if they cant appreciate your efforts just because you are not him then i would#if you were my oc i would give u the amount of love they never gave#if you were my oc i would develop and expand your character arc so that i would know you better and your ambitions#if you were my oc i would make sure you would be as loved as everyone else#and if you were my oc i would create someone to love you understand your troubles and appreciate you efforts way more than your lover could#the fandom may love a previous lover he loved but you ritsuka uenoyama shall be mine#dont mind the corny ass tags i just feel like it lmfao#uenoyama deserves better#uenoyama ritsuka#ritsuka uenoyama#given#given manga#given anime#bl animanga
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maintenance guy just showed up at my door unannounced to check out something i reported yesterday...on the one hand loving this prompt service. on the other hand, give a broad some warning. i am in my pajamas and the place is a sty. but he might actually fix a thing that's been bugging me for over a decade, so that would be nice. not that that was urgent, obviously. so i would have appreciated a heads-up.
#i reported...let's see...5 things yesterday if you count the things i had reported previously that have always been ignored#he says he's going to fix 2 of them later today and he will escalate a third thing (which will require ripping out the floor so uh#i hope i'll have lots of warning for that lol)#we shall see. i will be so happy if he replaces my toilet seat though because#once many years ago shortly after i moved in i wrote on my butt in sharpie (long story) and then at some point after that used the toilet#and it stained the seat and like...i don't even know...eroded the coating...so it has looked REALLY GNARLY ever since#no matter how clean it is#so i never want anyone to use my toilet because it looks so disgusting#i've just been warning people about the toilet seat for the last 10+ years. ready to move on from that one youthful mistake#my posts#linked to
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TAGS. i didn't like the other ones asjbfjbsdjgb
#✦⸸ WITHIN THE SHADOWS⸴ WHERE CHAOS WHISPERS⸴ THE WORLD WILL BURN⸴ AND FROM THE ASHES⸴ A NEW DAWN SHALL RISE ⸸✦ (in character)#✦⸸ SILK WORDS AND STEEL PROMISES—IN THE END⸴ BOTH WILL CUT YOU⸴ BUT ONLY ONE WILL LEAVE YOU BLEEDING ⸸✦ (replies)#✦⸸ QUESTIONS TURN TO DAGGERS⸴ EACH WORD A WEAPON⸴ FOR TRUTH IS A DOUBLE-EDGED SWORD⸴ SHARP ENOUGH TO CUT DEEPLY ⸸✦ (asks)#✦⸸ WORDS CAN BE WEAPONS⸴ AND HIS ARE POISON-TIPPED⸴ DRIPPING WITH SWEETNESS THAT HIDES THE DEADLY VENOM BENEATH ⸸✦ (rp memes)#✦⸸ LAUGHTER CAN MASK A THREAT⸴ JUST AS A SMILE CAN HIDE A SNARE—READ BETWEEN THE LINES IF YOU DARE ⸸✦ (meme responses)#✦⸸ EVERY THREAD WEAVES A NEW TALE⸴ WHERE TRUTH AND DECEIT INTERTWINE⸴ AND THE ENDING IS NEVER WHAT IT SEEMS ⸸✦ (thread)#✦⸸ STORIES UNFOLD LIKE SPIDER WEBS⸴ THREADS OF FATE INTERTWINED⸴ EACH MOVE PULLING YOU DEEPER INTO THE UNKNOWN ⸸✦ (threads)#✦⸸ BENEATH THE SCARS LIES A MAP OF A LIFE LIVED IN SHADOWS⸴ EVERY LINE ETCHED WITH PAIN⸴ EVERY MARK A TESTAMENT TO SURVIVAL ⸸✦ (visage)#✦⸸ IN THE END⸴ WE'RE ALL JUST STORIES WAITING TO BE TOLD⸴ HIS IS WRITTEN IN BLOOD AND ASHES⸴ A LEGEND IN THE MAKING ⸸✦ (musings)#✦⸸ BENEATH THE MASK⸴ HE ISN'T WHAT YOU THINK—FOR EVEN IN THE HEART OF A STORM⸴ THERE LIES A MOMENT OF CALM ⸸✦ (about)#✦⸸ THE MOON WITNESSES ALL⸴ BLOODSHED⸴ SACRIFICES⸴ AND BROKEN VOWS⸴ YET IT REMAINS⸴ UNCHANGING⸴ AS DO I ⸸✦ (aesthetics)#✦⸸ EVERY STORY HAS TWO SIDES⸴ BUT HIS IS TOLD IN SHADOWS AND WHISPERS⸴ A TALE TOO DARK FOR THE LIGHT OF DAY ⸸✦ (verses)#✦⸸ NOT ALL WARS ARE FOUGHT WITH SWORDS⸴ SOME BATTLES RAGE WITHIN⸴ SHAPING THE SOUL INTO SOMETHING NEW ⸸✦ (headcanons)#✦⸸ BLOOD MAY BIND⸴ BUT TRUE FAMILY IS FORGED IN FIRE⸴ WHERE LOYALTY RUNS DEEPER THAN ANY VEIN ⸸✦ (family)#✦⸸ IN THIS WORLD⸴ THE LINES BETWEEN LIGHT AND DARK BLUR⸴ WHERE DESTINY IS FORGED IN FIRE⸴ AND THE TRUE BATTLE IS WITHIN ⸸✦ (main verse)#✦⸸ A WHISPER IN THE DARK⸴ A SPARK OF CREATION⸴ WHERE WORDS GIVE LIFE TO THE SHADOWS AND IMAGINATION RUNS WILD ⸸✦ (prompts)#✦⸸ A COSMIC CATASTROPHE⸴ STARS EXPLODE⸴ RUIN FOLLOWS⸴ THEIR LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL AND UNAVOIDABLE⸸✦ (astraia ♡ starborne)#✦⸸ ROTTEN LEAVES FALL⸴ THORNS PIERCE⸴ THEIR LOVE IS A TANGLE OF DECEPTION AND DESIRE⸴ FOREVER WILD AND CRUEL⸸✦ (tara ♡ rotdame)#long post. // //
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#sunny and hot outside today#rather quiet except for the birdsong#i know it’s august but it feels like summer#just woke up from a sleep paralysis nap lmao#dreamt i was too high to move#but people/ my phone kept informing me i was failing all my classes again 😂😂#and i was so guilty cuz i’d spent all my time drinking and smoking instead of studying#not what happened irl btw#i actually still tried when i was at uoft i was simply too unwell for the workload 😂 brain getting confused#imma shower wash the dishes get lunch then practice bass#the audio interface i ordered is awesomesauce but i’m completely broke the rest of this month 🥲#also bass is really difficult#i guess starting anything is#picking it up is supposed to be easy compared to other instruments but i only have piano to compare to#and i’ve been playing piano since i was four#mostly i’m just frustrated i’m not good at it right away#like usual#told my mates id actually learn to play over the break so i gotta lock in#still absolutely shite#band never gonna happen at this point#new school term starting soon i can’t wait to have a proper schedule to follow again#and i wanna hang out with my friends#idk what to do about The Issue but i suppose there’s no issue#life shall proceed and we’re still friends#who give a shit#feelings are internal and incorporeal and can stay that way how tf they gonna screw anything up unless u let them#think things r gonna be ok#smiley face emoji
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Pairing: Chief (fem) / Hecate
"Just stay still for a bit, Hecate," the MBCC Chief murmured as she straddled the smaller woman's lap, wrapped her arms around daintier shoulders, and pressed her face into the crook of her neck. Her face burned with embarrassment, but she was desperate to be held.
"Chief…?" Hecate could not understand what was going on, but she placed a free hand between the Chief's shoulder blades tentatively. "… I'll always be here for you if you need me."
The Chief shuddered a sigh. She needed to hear that.
"Hecate… Thank you. Hold me tighter, please."
In response, the Sinner hugged her waist and pulled her close.
Although the Chief had not invoked the power of the shackles, Hecate could not help but if that was an order.
Eventually, she decided not to ask. She would always be ready to embrace her beloved Chief, with or without her command.
The Chief soon slumped into slumber, soft breaths tickling the surface of Hecate's skin.
#path to nowhere#ptn#无期迷途#무기미도#ptn chief (fem)#ptn hecate#“I shall never move from this spot again” - Hecate for the next ten hours until the Chief awakens#cuddlebug chief#totally didn't write this while craving cuddles from feeling weak and ill
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gouuuyys. giuuys..........
#my stuff#i am my header and i know ive said that i shall never change it............... but.................#I HAVE A FEELING THIS VERY STRONG INTEREST WONT ACTUALLY LAST SUPER LONG ONCE IM OUT OF IT ILL CHANGE IT BACK YOU GUYS I PROMMY#can i move on (temporarily) from being the number 1 maverick fan..........
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I really need to start getting more srs about learning french
#if i dont i literally wont b able to take it next year lmaoo#thing about moving to a primarily french province when im originally from the west coast. they all have years of corefrench that i never did#i shall have to just like. actually get off my ass and do shit because i need a nom english language requirement for uni#gonna fuckin suck if i dont get in because of being a Procrastinating Loser#damien shut up challenge
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no one asked but the music in argenti's quest was driving insane for a while and i was wondering why only to realize that they both sound very ff13-esque.
"Cosmic Sacrifice for Love" sounds like "Giant's Fist" by Naoshi Mizuta
"A Gentleman's Fantasy"... I can't even pinpoint exactly which Masashi Hamauzu song it sounds like BUT IT USES A LOT OF SIMILAR HAMAUZU MOTIFS AND ITS REALLY GOOD LMAO just like listen to "Blinded by Light" :)
#I WAS WONDERING WHY I WAS FIXATED ON THESE SONGS IN PARTICULAR I CRACKED THE CASE#THE CASE IS I HAVE NEVER MOVED ON FROM THIS GAME#i would ask to leave but unfortunately ff13 owns my soul and i don't really want to take it back#no this is not a push to make people play ff13 what hahaha hahahahaahahahhahah#nah i just. i miss ff13. but whats new LAKSJDHLFADSKJHLKJH#like every other day ill go 'man i miss ff13' and do nothing about it. bc i really cant#i MEAN TECHNICALLY YES I CAN BC BY IMPULSE I DOWNLOADED THE GAME /AGAIN/ GUESS WHY GO ON LMAO#but yeah#no anyways if you do like those songs i recommend masashi hamauzu ^7^ he makes such good songs#im not too much of a fan of naoshi mizuta i think... but i mean some of the songs in ff13-2 are super good#most of the ost is a little. funky though#but he did also make promptos theme? home sweet home? i think?#bro that song makes me baaaawl its very very beautiful but thats bc i do really likethe sound of cello myeheh#no one asked for the ff13/hsr ramble yet here i am :) ✨✨✨✨#i just thinkitd be funny if they looked into ff13 for inspiration for the ost 👀theyd get a + from me for that#i just wanted to share ff13 music. or. share. ff13 anything really. hi <3#hahahaha now if they did a wittle more and pulled more hamauzu style songs for penacony ? eheheheh <3 i think i might have found my favorit#favorite place <3 i already kinda see the potential for it being to my liking BUT WE SHALL SEE#okay im done rambling HI !!!#snow plays hsr#... should i tag my ff13 rambles?#i guess lmao#snow plays ff13#i feel like a different song sounds more like cosmic sacrifice for love but that was the first thing that came to mind probably bc#the only things that ever stick in my brain in ff13-2 is yaschas massif 10 af 😗😗
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part of the reason i shaved my head is so i could heal my scalp (see: compulsive excoriation) and its NOT FUCKING WORKING. this bitch is more excoriated than ever :(
#so ive got this patch on my scalp yeah? and ive had it for fucking Years#its a bigass swath of damaged af skin thats p much solid scar tissue and scab#and last time i had a buzzcut i Think it healed#thus the re-shaving#i been putting Products on it too to try and help but NO!!!#like itll heal for a couple days but then i just cant take it/i have a bad day#and i tear up all the progress (literally)#its just too fucking DEEP to heal overnight and then it SCABS and then!!!! and then!!!!#aaaaaaaaa#like the excoration of my face is whatever#same with my body (generally)#it never gets that bad#i move on from a spot pretty quick#so i dont end up doing any real long-term damage#but i cant seem to get over this one spot on my fucking scalp#anyways im gonna try eczema lotion tonight so we shall see if that helps#send help i cannot control my fucking hands#ask to tag#excoriation#OCD#dermatillomania#whatever the fuck
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From what I can tell, ITNL is the only committed longfic time travel au for vashwood. Which is a Little strange to me, coming from p5 fandom where it feels like every other longfic is a NG+ au (not a bad thing, it's just very common)
And me sitting here like. Is there really... no one else doing one like this?
Makes me even more dedicated to what I'm doing lol
#speculation nation#itnl shit#not the only time travel au but most of them (from what i see at least) are time loops rather than true time travel#which the actual specifics of that are getting up to semantics i think. it is still time travel#but itnl is the only one that's got my specific explanation for it At The Very Least. which makes me feel a bit more confident#overall i just want to do something special. i want to do something New. & i want people to enjoy it.#discacc is a landmark for p5 soulmate aus and i want itnl to be a landmark for vw time travel aus#my specialty being finding a common trope that's not been done very much in a fandom (comparatively) & Committing To The Bit#41k feels so short to me still but it's among the longest trigun fics now. and it's only gonna keep growing.#shoot for the stars & all that business lol#full respect to ppl who just do one shots bc those r important too#but i have a fatal case of Look At This and Committing To The Bit that has me picking one idea and just shoving it in ppls faces#over and over and over again until ppl start to properly appreciate it. And So It Shall Go.#most of all i want to make something that will be Remembered. something that stands apart from the rest.#sentido is good enough with a relatively creative structure. but it's just smth that ppl read & think 'oh that was good' & then move on#i want itnl to worm into people's BRAINS. i want people to read it and feel flayed alive.#i want it to be something that people can never forget. and Such Is My Goal lol.#it's 10 am im still in bed and ive been here for almost 14 hours now. i have no business thinking this hard about this lmao#but the thoughts are there. i have a Goal. and im going to see it through.
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ship tag drop.
#will this work ... we shall see#margarethe & esmeralda. ( ࿐ྂ ) I SAW YOU SHINING LIKE A LIGHTER IN A FOXHOLE.#elizabeth & esmeralda. ( ࿐ྂ ) OH BUT SHE BURNS,LIKE RUM ON A FIRE.#james & esmeralda. ( ࿐ྂ ) I’M DREAMING TONIGHT OF YOUR FACE IN THE MORNING,OF SPARROWS,NOT SQUALLS,OF MY HAND ‘ROUND YOUR WAIST.#jack & esmeralda. ( ࿐ྂ ) DO YOU MISS THE ROGUE WHO COAXED YOU INTO PARADISE AND LEFT YOU THERE?#theodore & esmeralda. ( ࿐ྂ ) FAR FROM HERE,WHERE THE BEACHES ARE WIDE: JUST LEAVE ME YOUR WAKE TO REMEMBER YOU BY.#james & elizabeth & esmeralda. ( ࿐ྂ )WHEN THE EARTH IS TREMBLING ON SOME NEW BEGINNING,WITH THE SAME SWEET SHOCK OF WHEN ADAM FIRST CAME.#adam & esmeralda. ( ࿐ྂ ) EYES LIKE SINKING SHIPS ON WATERS SO INVITING,I ALMOST JUMP IN.#alcina & esmeralda. ( ࿐ྂ ) CHIDED BY THE SILENCE OF THE HUSHED SUBLIME,BLIND TO THE PURPOSE OF THE BRUTE DIVINE,BUT YOU WERE MINE.#carina & esmeralda. ( ࿐ྂ ) DOUBT THOU THE STARS ARE FIRE,DOUBT THAT THE SUN DOTH MOVE,DOUBT TRUTH TO BE A LIAR,BUT NEVER DOUBT I LOVE.#ella & esmeralda. ( ࿐ྂ ) RUSHING TO SHORE TO MEET HER, FOAMING WITH LONELINESS.#corlana & esmeralda. ( ࿐ྂ ) YOU STILL SEE YOURSELF IN SHINING ARMOR NO MATTER HOW MUCH BLOOD YOU SPILL.#ben & esmeralda. ( ࿐ྂ ) SALT AIR,AND THE RUST ON YOUR DOOR. I NEVER NEEDED ANYTHING MORE.#arthur & esmeralda. ( ࿐ྂ ) LET THE REASON COME ON THE COMMON TONGUE OF YOUR LOVING ME.
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Don't fall for it.
They see now that some sort of scapegoat is needed in order for Israel to gain back its place among other countries, and they'll obviously sacrifice Netanyahu.
But it wasn't Netanyahu posting the tiktoks making fun of the Palestinians for having to bury their children or for not having water & electricity. It wasn't Netanyahu physically blocking the entrance of the aid trucks. It wasn't Netanyahu posting photos of himself looting Palestinian houses and burning property and posing with the canes of the disabled and dressing up in Palestinian women's lingerie while calling them sluts.
#the settler colony of Israel AS A WHOLE needs to be held responsible#and we shall accept nothing less than that#free palestine#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#israel is an illegal occupier#israel is an apartheid state#israel is committing genocide#israel is a war criminal#israel is a terrorist state#israel is a genocidal state#oh it's not the Israelis' fault 🥺#“it's all just Netanyahu!”#i thought israel was a democracy?#if they didn't want him shouldn't they be able to remove him?#and i know they don't want him#but his genocide in Gaza is not why#if Hamas hadn't been holding on to their hostages the majority of israelis wouldn't have given a shit#every Israeli has to serve in the iof#every israeli has either directly abused a Palestinian or witnessed it happening#never forget that#the kindest they could ever be is if they don't care#if they don't actively derive pleasure from watching the genocide in gaza#also also Israelis are already making plans to move into Gaza after it's been ethnically cleansed#that one iof bitch who took a photo by the beach and was like : they don't deserve it it's too beautiful for them 🥺#can't wait to recreat this photo with a bikini after we take over gaza uwu 🥰#god i really hope she died#and no I'm not calling for the deaths of anyone except for the iof and the government#the rest need to be held responsible
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