#shake fist at god

[izel-scribbles]

i thought i was doing okay but i listened to francesca and started sobbing violently so yeah no we're still working on it

[kitkatpancakestack]

[hai-nae]

baby, i wanna touch you. i wanna feel you in my bones.

boy, i'm gonna love you, i'm gonna tear into your soul. OR, s'ok to be a little pathetic in the face of adoration.

[destielmemenews]

source 1

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[justablah56]

every time I see someone type ahh in the place of ass I am fighting the urge to kill

[intotheelliwoods]

ahahahah whoops my hand slipped :3 ahhahahaha ow

[smokescreenimusprime]

Just. Thinking of Smokescreen going to the Archives for the first time after the war ends

it probably took a while because of how busy everything was with working with everyone else to essentially rebuild the planet and government, but eventually he makes time to go and visit

and logically he knew it would be in disrepair. All of Cybertron was a complete mess from the millenia of war but...

But when he sees the Archives there's some inexplicably different about it

For him it’s barely been a couple human months. He can remember it so vividly, what it looked like and all the datapads inside. Can remember accompanying Alpha Trion through the halls, day after day, chatting and reading living here

And as he observes it all, the wear and tear, the degradation and all the ways it’s completely destroyed and ransacked… this couldn’t happen in months

it’s such a brutal reminder of how it wasn’t months, but MILLIONS of years that he was gone. That there was so much he missed, so much he doesn't know, so very much he wasn't there for

would he be angry at Alpha Trion for indirectly doing this to him? Upset for being given a greater purpose without being told? He had survived, yes, but at what cost?

he is a guard, and that job was foiled by the very person he was supposed to be protecting

[according2thelore]

so dean selling his soul in "all hell breaks loose" probably already makes you insane, but it should shred you like cheese and here's why:

it's established in season 1 that sam wants out--after they find azazel and kill him, sam's done. he tells dean this outright in 1x16 "shadow".

dean's not happy about it, obviously, but dean never argues with him outright. he asks sam to stay, and sam says no, and dean stops trying to argue. we get kicked-puppy dean, but dean's accepted this for the most part.

even in season two when things start to go sideways, sam doesn't really change this plan. sam's focus tilts more on being "saved," and it's implied that he'll be free when azazel dies--there's that endpoint again, when sam can be normal, "when it's over." when it's over, sam is done with hunting.

most importantly, sam doesn't tell dean that the endpoint has changed, doesn't even hint at it. going into AHBL, dean believes that sam has come with an endpoint, and that it's here if they kill yellow eyes.

after the deal's been struck and yellow eyes is dead, dean doesn't plan on telling sam anything. not only does he not plan on telling sam how they got him back, he's not planning on telling him how long the contract is, sam wheedles it out of him because dean's not very good at lying to him.

that means, that when dean sells his soul in AHBLP2, dean is selling his eternal, mortal soul for a year with sam that he is not expecting to see.

sam is going to spend dean's year in california, with friends that sam's long-since fallen out of contact with, (some of which think he and his brother have been on a crime spree bc of 1x6 "skin") safe and as far away from dean as his legs can carry him--or, sam's just fucking off away from the life to god knows where, and dean's letting sam go because sam asked him to. not letting him die, never letting him die, but letting him go.

dean in the season two finale is telling sam, "i love you, so i am making my death anonymous. i love you so much that i will die alone."

the intense, silent devotion of making a sacrifice anonymous, of surrendering the right you have to your own death, of accepting an eternity of literal torture so sam can exist--that's it, just exist--away from dean but alive somewhere.

anyway, i'm chewing my leg off, have a nice wincest wednesday

[therainyghost]

Ted, I must say, your hair is feeling most abundantly silky today

Why thank you Bill! It's totally your conditioner, dude <3

[gingermintpepper]

"Hey Ginger, what are you thinking about at 2 am?"

"Well, you know that one part in Graf's 'Apollo' where he concludes that Apollo's deathbringing is not opposed to his joy-bringing but that, in fact, through him both aspects are unified and given equal prominence?"

"Oh, you mean:

"Yeah,,, that's the line right there."

[metiredlr]

I like to believe that back in S2 when they revisited Teikoku if Endou wasn't a libero that one time, Genda would've helped Endou "find his true sakka" and Ijigen the hand would've been born cuz like. Look at these. WE COULDVE HAD IT ALL

[deadbaguette]

IF I HAVE TO SEE ONE MORE PERSON SLANDER PARIS FOR CHOOSING APHRODITE I MIGHT LOSE MY SHIT

[masterbaiting]

"Nero's eunuch bride playing a role in the vicissitudes of the imperial succession" The Thick of It & the life of Nero;

The Thick of It, The Rise of the Nutters, 3x07, 3x08, season 3 deleted scenes, 4x02, 4x04, 4x06, 4x07 / Roman Homosexuality, second edition, Craig A. Williams / Suetonius' Life of Nero, 28, 46, 47, 49, trans. myself / Plutarch's Life of Galba, 9.3, trans. Aubrey Stewart

[cillyscribbles]

literally just walking down the street minding my business and a pear hits me on the head? cant have shit in this fuckass country

[ryanthel0ser]

Spiderman really just goes "is anyone gonna revolutionize [insert media here]?" and then just doesn't wait for an answer every couple of years

[5iceroy]