#seventeen hcs

[lovingseventeen]

seventeen reacts to you wanting cuddles: vocal unit ver. *₊°。 ❀°。

a/n: i was looking back at some of my posts and i wanted to finish up some series too! also also thank you for 1.5k of you guys !! still so happy that this account continues to grow <3 hope y’all like this 

hhu vers. | pu vers. 

jeonghan: 

◘ i feel like he has a sixth sense specifically for when you start to feel a little needy 

◘ will annoyingly and purposefully avoid you to a certain extent to try make you say what you want out loud 

◘ it’s a lazy sunday but suddenly he’s on his feet and doing one thing before another just to keep himself busy 

◘ meanwhile, you’re on the couch that’s feeling a little too lonely without him 

◘ “hannie?” you call out as he’s rearranging your bookshelf (???) 

◘ will give you the most innocent questioning look, “do you need something, love?” 

◘ but you’d feel guilty if you made him stop being so productive 

◘ “not really, but um, you think you’ll be done cleaning soon?” 

◘ “hm, i don’t know, i think out plates need rearranging too” (he has literally never cared about your plates before. he uses the same bowl for almost everything) 

◘ he notices your disappointed pout as he walks over to your kitchen as you grab a pillow to hug instead 

◘ he’s in the kitchen for about 2 minutes after that before he gives in and joins you on the couch 

◘ takes the pillow out of your arms and pulls you into his chest, “sorry for teasing, but you look cute when you’re pouty” 

◘ you can try to push him away but he won’t let you lol 

joshua: 

◘ would NEVER make you wait on something if he could help it 

◘ he’s so welcoming that you could really just ask him directly 

◘ “josh, could we cuddle?” 

◘ “of course, darling” he’s smiling and already pulling you close to him in his strong arms 

◘ he’s just so warm and you love the way his hand has this habit of soothingly rubbing up and down your back 

◘ it’s really relaxing when his hand finds its way into your hair to give your scalp a light massage too 

woozi:

◘ he finally finds the hoodie that he’s been missing

◘  he comes home to see you napping on the couch with it on. but what he’s surprised to notice is that you’re sort of hugging yourself and clutching the hoodie 

◘ “this can’t be good for your hands” he murmurs, crouching down to gently release your grip on his hoodie 

◘ even though he was trying to be as gentle as possible, the movement causes you slightly wake up 

◘ “you’re home?” you mumble 

◘ he chuckles at your state, “i am, but why are you holding onto this so tightly? your hands might get a cramp” 

◘ “mm cuddles... you weren’t home.. this smells like you” you yawned, eyes still not even open 

◘ “i can’t believe i left my baby alone like this” he sighs, “cmon, i’ll make up some cuddles right now” 

◘ after some shuffling on the couch, he lays down so that you can bury yourself into his chest. jihoon smiles when you wrap a leg around him too, fully clinging to him

◘ he knows you’ve fallen asleep again at some point and he kisses the top of your head, mentally promising to come home a little earlier more often 

dokyeom: 

◘ 90% of the time it’s him asking or initiating cuddles with you 

◘ so his heart gets so happy when you do initiate it (not that it’s rare that you do. he’s really not keeping track)

◘ when you tug at his sleeve to pull him towards you, or when you start to lean into him more, he already knows what you want and he’s more than willing to give in

◘ there’s a giddy “hi baby” and you can hear his smile in his voice as he pulls you flush against him

◘ literally the warmest person ever

seungkwan: 

◘ gets so blushy when you get needy, but he kind of loves it

◘ “come here” you tell him, but your voice is too gentle for it to be considered a command. your hand may be tugging his hoodie but your words are tugging his heart, how dare you! 

◘ “what’s this?” he’ll ask even though he already knows and his body is already getting in position to embrace you back 

◘ “just want you here” you tell him and he’s a weak man

◘ “of course, my love” he replies, letting you pull him as close as you want

[hipsdofangirl]

puppy seal love

selkie! seokmin x reader

according to wikipedia…selkies are mainly associated with the Northern Isles of Scotland, where they are said to live as seals in the sea but shed their skin to become human on land.

for context: i imagine selkie coats in human form to be actual jackets. in this headcanon format, the arrows are connected with the idea directly above.

major warnings: after the physical dash-lined break there is 18+ content, so MINORS please do not go past, not accurate selkie lore but i would love to know more (also my personal take on some lore), not proofread, bss mentioned,

wc: unknown

selkie! seokmin who…

- collects rocks and pebbles for you

- collects various sizes of shells

- notices your necklace lathered with charms

- misunderstood and became sad when he saw you punch tiny holes into the shells. he immediately kissed you when he saw you put them on your necklace as charms

- gets jealous easily but cover sit with a smile. he later eases into the feeling and gets over it when comfortable; however when someone new comes around the process occurs again.

↳ his jealousy isn’t normal anger, most of the time, but a longing sadness and self-deprecation, knowing that he is technically a monster in the eyes of society

- uses his seal puppy eyes (in both forms) to get what he wants from you; if you do that to him, he will squeal and literally do anything for you

- catches many fish for you and tries to outdo others as a mini way of displaying dominance; even if you don’t eat them, he still will.

- rarely talks about his true feelings and thoughts about his technical double life yet yearns for it to be resolved

↳ it’s up to you to breach that barrier and break down those walls to get him to vocalize these thoughts; after that communication is his game and you both will never not understand how the other is feeling

- has the voice of an angel and gets compliments at work (as a singer at a local bar)

↳ you get jealous when the pretty men and women go up to him and compliment/flirt. seokmin doesn’t entirely see the process of flirting and engages in conversations

↳ specifically after you both open up to each other he is able to sense your possible jealousy and politely brags about you and ropes you into the conversation

↳ sometimes he won’t though so it purposely leads to something…

- leaves his coat lying around and is patiently out of sight, waiting for you to pick it up to either hang it up, put it in his room, or when you know he is there give it or wear it

- has a habit of clapping when he laughs in both forms

- when mad he won’t say anything but you can find him often looking at the sea or in his seal form alone in his room when he thinks you aren’t there

- when you’re sad or petty-angry will turn into a seal and attempt to lay on top of you, tickling your neck with his whiskers to hear your beautiful laugh once more

- has friends who were skeptical of him having a human mate due to controversial opinions and his somewhat-gullible personality

↳ however, when seungkwan recognized you were the one friends with his vernon and chan he warmed up to you well

↳ hoshi didn’t at first and portrayed it as shyness; it wasn’t until he accidentally saw you giving seokmin’s coat back (after you guys were together) and be weary about other of their customs, he knew you were a keeper and now he won’t stop following you and keep asking to go swim with him and play fetch

↳ seokmin loves these moments of watching some of his loved ones bond but gets pouty when you pat hoshi’s form one too many times after a perfect catch

↳ seokmin will then drag you out more to practice and show off until they both want to compete with you as the ref and pitcher

- loves to circle you when swimming in his seal form; he just loves when you embrace him as he is when you cant verbally understand him

↳ even on land will unconsciously circle you playfully and always have some form of contact with you; especially when you both parade each other around.

↳ in both forms, you can imagine his wide smile and crinkling eyes as he brushes against your body

- as a child, was scared for his sister when she had to go to the surface. he knew that females were more in danger and went with her whenever he had the chance.

↳ you never met his sister or family yet. he hasn’t seen them in a while as well. sometimes, when you go to the water alone, you spot words scrawled onto the sand and you believe they may be addressed to you.

↳ when seokmin stands at the edge, tempted to fully return, he sees the same handwriting encouraging him to keep moving forward.

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- lets his eyes darken when you thrust your head at him whether you’re angry or joking

↳ he doesn’t have the heart (nor want you stop) to tell you that’s a sign of a female wanting to mate

- always nips your neck while his hands ensnare your waist. the first time, you turned your attention to him and he just smiled before skipping away

↳ after getting tired of his innuendos you decided to tease him back and bite his neck: you both ended up with a lot more marks later that night

↳ this new power you have found… whenever you want him in the mood just bite his neck or his biceps or thighs or just anywhere. his grunts turn into whiny moans when you bite that one sensitive spot

- makes love with you when you wear his coat; however, because you get so easily hot in it, you both can’t go for long in it. he wanted to fuck you while you wore it many times but know you can’t take the actual heat

- will nuzzle the crook of your neck after getting you both cleaned up—more kisses ensuing

- won’t feel the affects of mating season until he wears his coat. do what you want with that information and good luck.

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after a few months of courting and officially being together, you researched more about selkies, desiring to understand him better. you want to read his mind. you do not dream to offend him, scared of his frail nature; as if with one small push, he would fall to the ground and shatter before scattering. after both of your efforts to make it work, you dread the thought of falling apart, crushing your perceptions of one another; it would only add more fuel to the fire regarding both of your species.

after scrounging around online, there are two conflicting hypotheses about them that caught your attention:

you hope they never come true.

1. ‘they may be reincarnations of souls of people who once drowned…coming back for mysterious reasons—good or evil.’

2. ‘eventually, selkies must return to the sea; they are to never come back till 7 years have passed.’

however, seokmin told you that selkies thrive off communication! he wouldn’t lie to you to save his own skin, right?

a/n: my first actual piece of work/draft in the notes app that i finished. i was originally gonna post a short story, but i didn’t like it,,,so i made hcs instead. that’s why you can see little bits of info that don’t make too much sense haha.

puppy dog eyes?? nah make him a water type!!!!!

i have more ideas i want to headcanon out, but i love seokmin too much; also, this being in my notes, i need to get rid of, so i can make room for svt concert vids 😋.

taglist: @jcxbliss

[kooqitas]

♡ [18+ mdni]!!

lee jihoon is a big motherfucker. he may not be a fan of physical touch, but he loves to feel his own cock throbbing inside you. he sends you a cute message and the next minute he's fucking you in his studio, recording the audio of your moans to use for his own pleasure when you're away.

lee jihoon loves taking you from behind, bending you over on the bed while fucking you in a primal way. he doesn't usually say much, but he always says that you are his woman, your pussy is his property and he will fill you up.

lee jihoon doesn't have breeding kink, but he's not ashamed to admit that he's touched himself several times imagining you pregnant with his child.

lee jihoon you know that all you have to do is make a pout and he has his head between your legs

lee jihoon who, whenever he turns the microphone and his tongue at concerts, thinks about the things he's going to do with your pussy later.

lee jihoon who doesn't have much bigger body than yours, but is strong enough to fuck you under the shower with both legs around his waist.

[hansolsticio]

Sooliee! Você anda escrevendo? Aceitando pedidos?

1) saudades de ler suas escritas;

2) se estiver aceitando pedidos, eu gostaria de solicitar a senhora como os meninos reagiriam à uma namorada virgem, mas que não aparente sabe? (Faz sentido?)

pedidos de fic não, amor! mas essas coisinhas assim eu sempre faço como alucinasolie mesmo, então:

✦ — "não é sobre astrologia". ᯓ svt.

— 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗮𝘀: isso aqui tá mais pra headcannon... eu também não sei se escrevi o que você queria, espero ter entendido certo, anonnie [♡].

── ★ ˙ ̟ 𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗶 𝘀𝗲𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗼𝗹 ᝰ .

→ O cheol é do tipo que curte conversar e estabelecer limites e acordos meio cedo no relacionamento, então provavelmente a noção de que você é virgem foi dada a ele desde o início.

→ E ele tendo consciência de que você é uma alma pura, imaculada e intocada (na cabeça dele pelo menos), vai fazer de tudo para não te deixar desconfortável. Sendo assim, acho que o coitado evita qualquer coisinha meramente sexual contigo.

→ Então, quando VOCÊ é a primeira a tocar, falar ou agir de um jeitinho todo desinibido ele simplesmente quebra. Qualquer beijinho mais lascivo ou quando você decide montar nesse homem absolutamente do nada deixa ele em estado de pânico.

→ O seungcheol ainda não sabe o quê todos os seus toques querem dizer e se isso significa que você quer avançar os passos com ele. Ele até cogita perguntar, mas tem receio de parecer meio estúpido. Porque o jeitinho que você consegue deixar ele mole só com a sua língua no pescoço dele com certeza quer dizer alguma coisa.

── ★ ˙ ̟ 𝘆𝗼𝗼𝗻 𝗷𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗴𝗵𝗮𝗻 ᝰ .

→ Antes de ser seu namorado, o hannie provavelmente foi amigo seu, então saber que você é virgem ele até já sabia. E entre uma piada com conotação sexual e outra ele também sabia que você não era uma santa ou mesmo puritana. Mas isso era o que o jeonghan tinha noção enquanto amigo.

→ Como namorado é totalmente diferente. Ele é outro que ficaria um tantinho assombrado no início. Estava prontinho 'pra te tratar igual bebêzinho (assim como fazia quando era só amizade entre vocês dois), mas foi rápido em entender qual era sua vibe e passou a tirar "proveito" da situação.

→ Apesar de você ter arruinado as esperanças que o hannie tinha de te corromper, ele curte muito que não precisa se segurar contigo. Gosta que pode ser safado com você sem peso algum na consciência.

→ Mas isso está longe de significar que ele vai perder a oportunidade de te encher o saco por isso. O hannie nunca deixou de agir como um amigo muito próximo, só que agora ele tem o privilégio de te zoar por ser uma virgenzinha mesmo com os dedos dele socados na sua boca.

── ★ ˙ ̟ 𝗷𝗼𝘀𝗵𝘂𝗮 𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗴 ᝰ .

→ Ele estava TÃO pronto 'pra ser seu príncipe encantado (o corruption kink explodindo no fundo da cabecinha dele), mas aí a intimidade veio e destruiu todos os planos do shua [😔].

→ Duas semaninhas de namoro e ele já tinha a habilidade de identificar a carinha de tesão que você fazia sempre que rolava um beijo mais longo. Daí para frente foi só desarranjo na vida desse homem. O Joshua passa a crer que você 'tá invertendo os papéis involuntariamente, porque o jeitinho que vocês se tocam faz ELE se sentir corrompido.

→ Rola até uma fase de negação com ele questionando 'pra si mesmo se você só não tá tirando uma com a cara dele — mas quem mentiria sobre algo assim?

→ Essa fase passou de uma maneira meio embaraçosa, mas passou. Bastou ele te pegar de jeito num dia qualquer que você simplesmente travou. O shua jura que nunca vai esquecer o prazer que foi te ver toda encolhidinha, suada, ofegante 'pra caralho e olhando 'pra ele como se o homem estivesse prestes a te comer viva. Na sua carinha de desespero ele teve a confirmação que queria.

── ★ ˙ ̟ 𝘄𝗲𝗻 𝗷𝘂𝗻𝗵𝘂𝗶 (𝗷𝘂𝗻) ᝰ .

→ A situação com jun é um tantinho mais engraçada. Porque você não aparenta ser virgem e ele, no início, aparentava ser (o mínimo esperado do maior "come quieto" do seventeen). Então vocês acidentalmente enganaram um ao outro antes de começar a namorar.

→ Por um tempo as coisas ficaram meio embaraçosas. Porque tava você com medo de ser muito aberta com ele (por receio dele julgar errado e achar que você já estava acostumada a fazer essas coisas) e ele temendo ser mais atrevido e acabar que você não queria fazer isso com ele ainda (mesmo aparentando).

→ Então quando a conversa sobre sexo finalmente chega (e, acredite, ela demora até demais), é a coisa mais hilária vista no planeta terra. Os olhos desse homem triplicam de tamanho em saber que você nunca havia feito nada e você definitivamente não esperava que ele tivesse experiência.

→ A partir daqui é um pouquinho mais fácil ditar como que vocês querem que as coisas se desenrolem. Mas nenhum dos dois se esquece do quão cômica foi toda essa confusão entre vocês.

── ★ ˙ ̟ 𝗸𝘄𝗼𝗻 𝘀𝗼𝗼𝗻𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗴 (𝗵𝗼𝘀𝗵𝗶) ᝰ .

→ De início, você fritou o cérebro dele um tiquinho. Seu namoro com o soonyoung evoluiu de um lance casual e meio quente. Vocês dois marcavam de se encontrar só 'pra se pegar escondidinhos.

→ Obviamente ele nunca fodeu contigo e também não insistia quando você subitamente pedia para interromper a pegação sempre que a coisa esquentava demais. O hoshi também nunca se importou muito, só de poder ter você em cima dele quase todo fim de semana, ele tava feliz.

→ Então quando o status entre vocês dois mudou de nome e ele finalmente soube o porquê de nunca ter atravessado aquela barreira contigo, foi como uma luz acendendo na cabecinha dele... ele até se achou meio estúpido por nunca ter sacado.

→ Ele deixa claro que não vê motivos 'pra apressar a dinâmica entre vocês e é ótimo em retribuir sua energia. É meio confuso (pra quem vê de fora) assistir o jeitinho que vocês se pegam como se estivessem prestes a foder gostosinho só 'pra parar bem quando a coisa começa a ficar interessante... mas funciona 'pra vocês dois! De um jeito muito esquisito, só que funciona.

── ★ ˙ ̟ 𝗷𝗲𝗼𝗻 𝘄𝗼𝗻𝘄𝗼𝗼 ᝰ .

→ Começa como uma grande brincadeira, até não ser mais brincadeira. O wonwoo consegue ver através de você desde o início do relacionamento. Ele não vai te falar isso em voz alta, mas já tem experiência em lidar com virgenzinha depravada e você age exatamente como uma.

→ No início, leva tudo na mansidão, do jeitinho dele mesmo. Deixa você brincar à vontade — vocês ainda são uma coisa recente, ele tem receio de fazer qualquer coisa que te deixe desconfortável. Por isso usa esse tempinho 'pra te ler, 'pra ver até onde você consegue ir.

→ Só que ele fica de saco cheio mais rápido do que havia calculado. Sua brincadeirinha favorita e constante de deixar ele duro 'pra cacete e subitamente sair de cima por "lembrar" que você ainda é virgem começa a esgotar a paciência do wonnie.

→ E ele só precisou de uma chance 'pra te fazer sossegar de vez. Uma só. Wonwoo brincou com seu corpinho e a sua cabecinha até te deixar burra. De verdade, você jurou que ele ia te comer ali mesmo e ele quase te comeu. Quase. Parou aí. Te deixou escorrendo. E a brincadeirinha nunca mais se repetiu.

── ★ ˙ ̟ 𝗹𝗲𝗲 𝗷𝗶𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗻 (𝘄𝗼𝗼𝘇𝗶) ᝰ .

→ Ele simplesmente não se importa. Só quer ter você por perto e isso é mais do que suficiente. O Ji não é do tipo que força (ou mesmo estimula) essas coisas no início do relacionamento, acho que ele prefere deixar isso nas suas mãos. Ele vai até onde você quiser e quando for hora de parar, ele só para.

→ Honestamente, sequer vejo ele perguntando sobre isso. Se for para ele ter essa informação, vai ter que partir de você — ele não vai forçar a barra nem 'pra isso.

→ Inclusive, acho que quando ele descobre é bem espontâneo, assim como tudo no relacionamento de vocês. Você no colo do Ji, quase derretendo só de ter ele te apertando tão gostosinho. As línguas se tocando, a respiração ofegante... mas o que te tira o foco mesmo é sentir o quão excitado ele ficou — 'tá literalmente embaixo de você, não é difícil de sentir.

→ E quando, num impulso, você decide que quer contar, a única reação dele é cessar os toques e te perguntar o que você quer que ele faça. A partir daqui, é com você.

── ★ ˙ ̟ 𝗹𝗲𝗲 𝘀𝗲𝗼𝗸𝗺𝗶𝗻 (𝗱𝗸) ᝰ .

→ De início, essa questão seria o menor dos problemas. Acredito que o minnie não ligaria muito para o que você aparenta ou não ser. Ele só te ama demais e interpreta tudo o que acontece entre vocês dois como expressão de amor, mesmo que sejam coisinhas mais pervertidas.

→ Mas ele ainda é um ser humano com muitos desejos. Então o seu jeitinho de agir não demora muito 'pra confundir a cabecinha dele. A cada sessão de pegação bem manhosa entre vocês dois é claro que cresce uma vontadezinha ferrada de te dar prazer.

→ Ainda estando meio acanhado, ele opta por julgar ao invés de perguntar. E, por isso, falta se enterrar de vergonha por ter lido a situação de maneira errada quando as coisas esquentam entre vocês pela milésima vez seguida.

→ Quando você interrompe as coisas toda encolhidinha 'pra falar que nunca tinha transado com ninguém leva um tempo 'pra cabeça do seokmin processar. Mas ele é rápido em pedir mil desculpas e dizer que tinha pensando que... bom, não importa o que ele pensou.

── ★ ˙ ̟ 𝗸𝗶𝗺 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘆𝘂 ᝰ .

→ Ele vai querer queimar a linha da largada tão rápido... é deprimente. Considerando uma situação em que você queira esperar um pouquinho para ir para os finalmentes com o gyu, ele vai te respeitar sem sombra de dúvidas. Só que você não tá ajudando...

→ Vão ser tempos meio sombrios 'pra libido desse homem, porque, por falta de melhor jeito de explicar isso, ele vai enlouquecer de tanto bater punheta. Veja bem, ele 'tá fazendo de tudo 'pra ser seu namoradinho doce, grandão e protetor, mas não dá pra evitar o tesão com o jeitinho que você se comporta.

→ Quando você vem 'pra cima dele, o mingyu já começa a pedir perdão mentalmente por todos os pecados que ele cometeu, porque ele sabe que vai sair dolorido quando tudo acabar e vai precisar, no mínimo, de uns vinte minutos sozinho.

→ E ele jura que já tentou se questionar se ele só não tá sendo muito desesperado, mas não tem como... tem que ser você! Absolutamente tudo que você faz parece ser previamente calculado 'pra deixar ele maluco.

── ★ ˙ ̟ 𝘅𝘂 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗵𝗮𝗼 ᝰ .

→ Outro do clubinho do corruption kink, mas esse daqui não fica tão mexido assim. Não é porque você já tem a cabecinha meio arruinada que ele não vai te corromper mais ainda — você não viu nada, ele 'tá guardando muita coisa 'pra ti.

→ Mas, assim, ele vai te julgar um tiquinho, sabe? Só um pouquinho mesmo. Poxa, é que não tem como ficar minimamente intrigado com a sua maneira de se portar com ele. Por algum motivo (o motivo sendo pura competição, porque ele detesta ser constantemente provocado) ele sente a necessidade de te lembrar constantemente que o seu jeitinho fogoso é só pose.

→ Então sim, ele vai te olhar com uma puta cara de julgamento quando você vier toda sedentinha pra cima dele e, se isso não funcionar, ele é quem parte pra cima. Mostra que não precisa de muito 'pra te lembrar quem realmente sabe o quê tá fazendo dentro daquela relação.

→ É um jeitinho meio inusitado de colocar você no seu lugar. O hao não precisa te dizer uma palavra sequer, só o modo calculado dele te tocar e os dedinhos que ameaçam levantar sua saia (só 'pra te ver meio acanhadinha) são suficientes 'pra te deixar mansa de novo.

── ★ ˙ ̟ 𝗯𝗼𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗸𝘄𝗮𝗻 ᝰ .

→ Assim como o hannie, o boo também evoluiu de amigo próximo 'pra namorado. Vocês sempre tiveram plena consciência de que eram ambos virgens, mas foi só virar seu namorado que o kwannie começou a duvidar da veracidade disso.

→ O boo é um docinho, tão docinho que você mesma é a primeira se sentir mal pelo tanto que você FERRA com a cabeça dele. Vocês se conhecem faz tanto tempo, mas ele definitivamente não esperava que essa era a experiência de te ter como namorada.

→ Mesmo antes do relacionamento era tudo amor e denguinho entre vocês dois (não dava nem 'pra esconder que vocês queriam ficar juntos) e ele esperava que essa fosse a energia perpétua do namoro de vocês. Ele tava tão enganado...

→ É uma gracinha ver a expressão tontinha do kwannie toda vez que vocês têm a chance de ficar sozinhos. E não é culpa sua, okay? Agora que ele finalmente é seu namorado, você só aproveita a chance de mostrar o tesão que você tem pelo seu namorado — nada de errado nisso, poxa...

── ★ ˙ ̟ 𝗰𝗵𝘄𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝘀𝗼𝗹 (𝘃𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗼𝗻) ᝰ .

→ Eu imagino a maior parte das relações do nonie sendo derivadas de uns situationships bem fodidos. Ele tem uma carinha de ficante que te dá dor de cabeça até te assumir de verdade, sabe? Então a intimidade de vocês não é a novidade aqui, o namoro que é.

→ Mona, esse homem JURAVA ser mais virgem que você (e ele não é!!!). De tanto ficar contigo, o hansol já estava crente que você ia arruinar a vida dele se fosse 'pra cama contigo. Só de beijinho "inocente" que virava vocês dois jogados no cantinho de qualquer festa se esfregando igual dois pervertidos ele já havia perdido as contas.

→ Eis que junto com o privilégio de ser seu namorado vem a informação de que você nunca havia cruzado o vale da morte e isso quebra o hansol na hora. Ele não sabe o que fazer agora que sabe disso e, pior, involuntariamente volta umas cinco casas da intimidade de vocês e começa a ser esquisitíssimo contigo.

→ O nonie se esquece (?) de todas às vezes que ele teve que ir 'pra casa completamente arruinado (porque ele não aguentou cinco minutinhos de você rebolando no colo dele e fez uma bagunça na própria calça) e começa a te tratar como se nunca tivesse implorado 'pra gozar bem baixinho na sua orelha. Você basicamente tem que dar um choque nesse homem 'pra esclarecer que você só não transou com ninguém, não precisa agir como se você tivesse virado santa de uma hora 'pra outra.

── ★ ˙ ̟ 𝗹𝗲𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻 (𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗼) ᝰ .

→ Não aguenta o fato de que é ELE quem começa a agir como virgem quando 'tá contigo. De verdade, desmontar esse homem é uma das coisas mais fáceis que você faz no seu dia. E não dá 'pra segurar, o chan é muito gostoso [😔] — virgem ou não, é fisicamente impossível não tirar uma casquinha dele.

→ E você até tenta esconder, mas acha hilário o rostinho dele todo abismado depois de qualquer toquezinho quente ou quando você faz algum comentário cheio de segundas intenções, o channie fica todo sem ação.

→ Falta se babar inteirinho de tesão por você, mas fica todo dividido sem saber se se esforça 'pra retribuir a energia ou se deve "dar uma segurada" — além de ter medo de retribuir errado e acabar passando de algum limite.

→ Ele é um gostoso todo cheio de complexos e você vai precisar conversar muito com o seu channie 'pra explicar que 'tá tudo bem ele te tocar do jeitinho que ele sentir vontade e que isso de virgindade é só uma baboseira na qual as pessoas colocam muita pressão — não quer dizer nada.

[the8-8]

secret agent!kwon soonyoung who goes by the alias hoshi to not have his real identity known

secret agent!kwon soonyoung who was the best in his field and the talk of the agency yet no one knew what he actually looked like

secret agent!kwon soonyoung who you never thought you'd meet due to your different departmemts until one fateful morning when you woke up late and didnt get to have breakfast

secret agent!kwon soonyoung who was passing by one of the agency's kitchens, lost in a floor he wasn't supposed to be in until he found you standing there

secret agent!kwon soonyoung who was standing there quietly and would've continued standing there had you not noticed him and bowed in greeting

secret agent!kwon soonyoung who asked you about directions and forgot to thank you before going on his way, stirring a drink he doesn't think he'd tried before

secret agent!kwon soonyoung who uncoincidentally got lost again in the exact same floor at the exact same time the next time he went to the agency (only a week later) and surprisingly found you again in that kitchen, stirring that drink of yours

secret agent!kwon soonyoung who gathered up his courage and fixed his suit before approaching you, bowing in greeting and apologising for forgetting to thank you last time, before politely asking for directions again

secret agent!kwon soonyoung who you giggle quietly at his idiocy before telling him where to go to get to the department

secret agent!kwon soonyoung who doesn't forget to thank you this time, leaving with a promise to himself that next time he comes to the agency, he'll have to 'get lost' again in the same spot to see you laugh at him one more time

hazey's notes: it'll be made into a full thing hopefully someday

[yuniv-bluetea]

SVT!Dad HCS

->first time meeting the boyfriend of their teenage daughter (Part 1)

-> d/b/n visits them at home to eat dinner together

Seungcheol

"... took him long enough"

he was well aware of this boy who dated his daughter for several weeks now

but having literally no information about d/b/n nearly killed him

if it wasn't for his s/o Seungcheol would have already hired an private investigator

he's very protective over his daughter

one wrong move and the boy can say his prayers

wouldn't be easy to impress either

wears a poker face throughout the whole dinner

will observe d/b/n closely

to his daughter's despair Seungcheol would interrogate the boy without mercy

making very clear whose daughter he is dating

and that breaking her heart was no option if he treasures his life

would give his daughter his honest first impression of d/b/n after he leaves

Seungcheol would try to say good things about d/b/n -if there was anything that he saw as a positive character trait-, but would not hesitate to tell his daughter about the things he views as problematic about d/b/n

"And it's not only me who thinks that way... Kkuma could also sense d/b/n bad vibes!"

wants no "gangster boyfriend" to break his precious daughter's heart

Jeonghan

"So she's that age now...huh"

having a younger sister he should have seen such a situation coming

but why so soon??

knowing how significant the first relationship can be for a teenager, he tries to not scare the boy away

would offer d/b/n a weak smile and introduce himself

his s/o would be the one to ask d/b/n some questions and start a conversation now and then

while Jeonghan would observe the boy infront of him quietly

how is d/b/n treating my daughter?

is he politely to s/o?

what does these answers tell me about him?

how is his body language?

"You like Monsta X?"

it was the first time Jeonghan spoke in a while this evening

"Uhm.. Who?"

"You don't know this K-Pop Group?..... I see, so you´re that kind of guy....Interesting"

he then would continue eating

knowing very well that d/b/n would be so confused now

nobody said anything about not messing with the boy a bit

would ask his daughter later in the evening if she was pleased with how the evening went

their conversation would be filled with honesty

Jeonghan would carefully listen to his daughter´s impression of the evening

"So... do you like him?"

" He seems... decent"

"Dad!? Do you just dislike him because he doesn't know the K-Pop Group Monsta X ?"

"Nooo! ...It´s more because I'm not sure if I will ever think that someone is good enough for you"

his daughter rolls her eyes while smiling

"But now that I'm thinking about it... Not knowing Monsta X... How did you manage to find such a person?"

"........I was honestly shocked too Dad !"

Which member(s) should I do next? Thank you for reading it <3

[shuahaes]

svt if they played steep steps

ot13 hcs; if they played the roblox game steep steps !! warnings: nothing - just some members yelling/raging at a video game ! NOT PROOFREAD !

a/n - gonna start putting these here now !! ty to rania @wheeboo my bbg for inspiring me to write this + helping me with it, and to @haecien who gave her this idea, or else none of these ideas would've happened lmao; i put jun in 2 categories on purpose

mostly calm, loses their ladder once or doesn't at all and passes through the game without too much difficulty

wonwoo, jun, woozi, minghao, vernon

just imagine how good they'd be at this rigged ass game. just imagine. no difficulty with losing their ladders, putting them down so easily, going through the game quickly. they probably have the 100m checkpoint already and got the 86m slide ladder mechanics in one try (i'm lowk jealous 💔)

drops their ladder multiple times, a little shouting, internally dying because they cant get past some parts

scoups, jeonghan, joshua, jun, dino

it's all fun and games until they get to around the 45m mark at the one real tall ledge, that's when they start to constantly drop their ladders, you see cheol pouting and yelling at the screen because it's like the 5th time he'd had to go and get it, or like the 3rd time he's fallen while trying to even put the ladder down, with jeonghan and his tiny scream when he loses his ladder, joshua laughing his ass off, and then his avatar falls, and not wanting to spend robux, they all decide to jump down and get their ladder, restarting the whole section which becomes a cycle until one of them miraculously gets it so they can proceed

cannot mount their ladder properly for SHIT, drops it almost everytime, ladder getting stuck everytime, LOTS of screaming

hoshi, mingyu, dokyeom, seungkwan

chaos. pure chaos. hoshi's struggling to control his screen because he got himself stuck in shift lock, and the moment her fixes it and when he finally puts his ladder down mingyu accidentally drops it, and more chaos ensues because booseok are struggling to drop the ladders for a bridge resulting in both losing their ladders, and mingyu? yeah he keeps dropping his ladder, and he doesnt want to lose his place so god knows how much money he's dropped on this game to survive

SPECIAL: buys the the push gamepass to team up and torment the others

jeonghan, joshua

THE EVIL TWINS. you just know they dropped 700 robux each to buy the push pass just so they can piss off the other members like the menaces they are. team up so nobody can beat them, poor mingyu has it 10x worse now because they target him. gyu just bought a new ladder? too bad he has to fall back to the start because jeonghan pushed his avatar off a ledge !! all of the members try staying far away form them as possible, but when the twins join them joshua goes off pretending to help, but then throws coups or kwan's avatars off the cliffs

this post belongs to @shuahaes/@amxlia-stars.

[addicsvt]

just thinking abt playful s/o that steals their s/o's glasses and wears it, and their s/o just looks at them endearingly

[17snifflesandsnzes]

For the bingo, could you do stubborn and no concern for covering for Wonwoo, Mingyu, and S.Coups? Thank you sm I love your fics <33

Thanks for the compliment!! 💕🫶 I'm so happy that you like my fics because I absolutely ADORE yours! 😋 And yeah, sure!! Here it is, hope you enjoy~

Jeon Wonwoo:

1. Stubborn:

The hip-hop unit stares helplessly at Wonwoo as he remains glued to his laptop despite him shivering every few minutes. "Hyung, you're sick! Just go home and rest already!" Mingyu says, his tone whiny. Wonwoo looks up from his laptop to glare at him. "I told you, I'm fineHh...hh'HktChuHh!- I'm fine! I can keep working, I promise." Mingyu looks at Seungcheol, who looks just as concerned as he does. "Wonwoo-yah, please just rest. You're not gonna get anything done while sick, anyway!" Wonwoo shakes his head, continuing to stare at his laptop. "Hyung, hh'HkTChUhHh!- I'm fine, seriously!"

2. No concern for covering:

Wonwoo lifts his head from Soonyoung's shoulder as he turns to his side with a shuddering gasp. "hh'HkTCHUhhH!- Ugh..." He sneezes into the open air. From his other side, Jihoon glares at him. "Yah, at least cover your mouth, Jeon Wonwoo! You're gonna get all of us sick!" Wonwoo looks at Jihoon pitifully. "C'mon, Jihoon-ah, don't you feel any pity for me? I'm sick!" Jihoon rolls his eyes. "Well, yeah, which is why we don't all of the members to get sick too." Wonwoo doesn't reply, instead turning to his side again. "hh'HhkTChuHh!-" "Jeon Wonwoo!"

Kim Mingyu:

1. Stubborn:

"Chan-ah, just one final run-through, and I'll promise I'll rest! Please?" Chan sighs heavily as he looks at his hyung. Mingyu had wanted to practice with Chan to help perfect his moves for their recent comeback, and Chan had agreed not knowing Mingyu was sick. Now that both of them were there, though, practising was proving to be quite difficult. "Hyung, you can barely make it through the first verse without sneezing! Just go home and rest!" Mingyu gives Chan a pleading look. "That's not true! hh'IktChIhH!- hh'IktChiHh!-" Chan scoffs at that. "You were saying, hyung?" Mingyu just shoots him a glare. Chan sighs again, walking closer to Mingyu. "Hyung, just go home and rest. I promise I'll practice with you after you're better. Mingyu lets out a whine. "But, hh'IktChihH!- hih'IktShihHh!- Chan-ah!"

2. No concern for covering:

"Yah, Kim Mingyu! At least cover your mouth when you sneeze!" Jihoon says angrily as Mingyu sneezes for the third time during their monthly movie night. "Sorry, hyung. My sneezes just catch me off guard." Mingyu says sheepishly, rubbing at his nose. Hansol pats his back. "Do you want some tissues, hyung?" He asks, and Mingyu nods immediately. However, before Hansol’s return with the tissues, Mingyu felt the same burning sensation in his sinuses, and he ducked towards his chest. "hh'IktChihHh!- hih'ItShIhHh!- hh'HkTChihH!- Ugh." Mingyu groans as Jihoon rolls his eyes, and Hansol laughs, hanging his hyung the tissues.

Choi Seungcheol:

1. Stubborn:

Jeonghan sighs as Seungcheol excuses himself to respond to another call. "Cheol-ah, if you pick up your phone one more time, I'm gonna confiscate it." Jeonghan says sternly, and Seungcheol rolls his eyes. "Jeonghan-ah, I can't just ignore my responsibilities just because I'm sick." This time, it's Jeonghan's turn to roll his eyes. "You sure as hell can. At least till you get better." Seungcheol looks like he wants to argue but is cut off with a burning tickle in his sinuses. "hih'AktChUhHh!- hh'AkTShuHhHh!-" Jeonghan smirks as Seungcheol sniffles wetly. "See what I mean? Stop being so stubborn and just get some rest!"

2. No concern for covering:

Seungcheol groans after he sneezes for the millionth time that day. "Ugh, I hate being sick! This sucks!" Jeonghan coos sympathetically as he pets Seungcheol's hair. "I know, Seungcheol-ah." Seungcheol leans into Jeonghan's touch before moving away with a shaky breath. "hih'AktChUhHh!- hh'AktShUhHh!-" He sneezes into the open air wetly. Jeonghan continues to pet his hair as Seungcheol leans back onto the other. "I'm tired, Jeonghan-ah." He says, slightly teary-eyed. Jeonghan sighs as he pulls Seungcheol into a hug. "I know, Seungcheol-ah."

Here it is!! Hope you enjoyed! 🩷💕

[lovingseventeen]

Hiii could you pls write about how seventeen gets their s/o to sit in their lap?? Thanks so much

svt getting their s/o to sit on their lap

a/n: i hope this is sufficient for my very delayed return (please).

seungcheol: 

✿ it's truly just second nature for him at this point

✿ he'll just casually guide you onto his lap and you don't really question it either

✿ say you're about to sit next to him on the couch

✿ as you're about to sit he'll just lightly pull your wrist in his direction and there you are

jeonghan:

✿ loves to rest his head on your shoulder when you sit on his lap

✿ the simplest "come here" and you're following

✿ he loves this because you don't even have to pay attention to him but he has all the access to wrap his arms around your middle

joshua: 

✿ pats his leg when you want to show him something on your phone

✿ "josh look at this thing i just saw-"

✿ immediately, he's sitting up and spreading his legs so you can walk in the space between them and sit on one of his thighs

✿ "let me see, pretty"

jun: 

✿ will gradually shift you onto his lap over time absentmindedly

✿ neither of you two really notice but you just wind up there

✿ you were watching a movie on opposite ends of the couch (which is fine) but now you're there??? (no one is complaining)

hoshi: 

✿ so annoying about it (i mean this in a loving way)

✿ why should you sit anywhere else when his lap is literally right there??

✿ even if you sat somewhere else without thinking about it he's jokingly scoffing "so you hate me"

✿ (it's okay, just go sit on his lap and peck his cheek and he's all giddy again)

wonwoo: 

✿ pulls you towards him by an article of clothing

✿ it could be your pants loop, the sleeve of your hoodie, or the back of your shirt

✿ he doesn't need to ask you twice :')

woozi:

✿ always asks for your opinion when he makes a new beat or writes new lyrics

✿ "i want you to listen to this" he says with a hand stretched out

✿ he likes to have you sit on his lap while he places the headphones around your ears

✿ he gently presses his forehead to your back as he waits for your thoughts

dokyeom: 

✿ perpetually wrapped around you anyway (his love language is physical touch)

✿ it doesn't take long when an arm around your shoulder as you're sitting next to each other moves to your waist

✿ then he figures this isn't close enough and he'll also maneuver you so you're eventually on his lap. he'll quite literally wrap his arms around your middle so he can move you

✿ "this is better" as he nudges his face into your neck

mingyu:

✿ will manhandle you if he has to

✿ you try teasing him just to see him get pouty and as you're trying to get away from him, he uses a little bit more of his strength to pull you towards him

✿ but as you're sat you feel him mumble against your shoulder "do you actually not want to?"

minghao:

✿ i think he's a pretty straightforward person

✿ a simple tucking your hair behind your ears and he's caught your attention

✿ "i want you closer" as he holds your arm to help you move

seungkwan: 

✿ dances around the subject instead of just telling you what he wants lol

✿ "did you know that sitting on wooden chairs is actually bad for your back? there's no cushioning"

✿ "oh really? should we order cushions then or-"

✿ "you could sit somewhere else"

✿ "but i need the table for my laptop and i get so lazy on the couch-"

✿ "then maybe you could just sit here" he offers, moving his chair back to welcome you. then it all clicks (he's a dork)

vernon: 

✿ also probably someone who just tugs you gently in his direction

✿ i don't think he'd need to use words for you to get it either

✿ even if you're standing around him doing anything else and you feel him lightly pull the back of your sweater you follow him without giving it much thought

chan:

✿ as long as you're in his vicinity he pulls you with him as he sits down

✿ both of you just came home from work? he's dropping himself down on the couch and you're coming with him

✿ has most definitely missed at least once and you both landed on the floor

[sikuthealien]

I'm thinking of taking in fic requests...

I do want to actually start writing fics instead of just making plots and plots and plots ever since 10th grade (2019) and not actually putting in any work to make them into a fic

So this would be my first step I might take to get into writing...

Based on this I can know the scope of me as a writer (me framing tons and tons of plots doesn't count.)

So yeah. I'll start accepting requests

My asks is open y'all 👹👹👹

Fandoms :

Kpop :

Seventeen

Nct (all units minus the wishies, I'm getting to know them)

I can try for any other idols tho (like txt, ateez, skz, and bts)

Any other male idols are appreciated bcs i stan a ton of them, my ults number and the groups i read fics for isn't that high (I'm unfortunately straight </3)

Anime :

Blue lock

My hero academia

Tokyo revengers

Tokyo Ghoul

Chainsaw man

Jujutsu kaisen

Oshi no ko

Spy × family

Assassination classroom

Disastrous life of saiki k

Cool doji danshi

Hori San to miyamura kun

Mashle magic and muscles

You can ask me like headcanons or fluff or angst ig no smut bcs 0 practical experience 😇👍

(I love reading smut tho)

Underage characters will be aged up and I don't think I have a thing for dilfs so I might not be doing hcs for them too

[emotionalsupport-ljh]

1. Seungcheol the Dark Elf Barbarian

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Headcanon

would 100% play a barbarian because of the Rage mechanic

"I can use anger as power? Perfect."

likes the idea of Dark Elf to play a dark and mysterious character

will break character often and act cute or whine then immediately starts acting "cool" again

will still become the leader in the party

settles arguments with arm wrestles (STR check that he will always win)

is a tactician with Jeonghan; plans work for the most part, but some members get... creative

would think about the things that take care of everyone like making sure everyone is healed, everyone has money, everyone has all of their spells, etc.

would eventually multiclass fighter for the action economy or paladin to be more tank-y

will try to work against DM for the party, bribing for weaker hits or lower difficulty class for shenanigans

[kooqitas]

have you ever tried this one? - svt hiphop unit fav positions 🔞

★ m.list | inbox

scoups: all fours/dog style

cheol loves to fuck you anyway, but when you put your face in the pillow and stick your ass up as much as you can he fucks you like an animal, spanks your ass calling you a whore, pushes your head even further against the pillow, suffocating you there, and then pulls your hair hard. he likes to see you grabbing the sheets while you moan his name, he likes to bring his mouth close to your ear just to whisper that he's going to make you leak his cum.

wonwoo: sideways

they say that to fuck sideways you need to have a big dick, and well... wonwoo has that, he loves to fuck you sideways, feel your whole ass glued to him while he thrusts you faster and harder, he always alternates what to do with his hands, sometimes he plays with your nipple, sometimes he touches your clit, sometimes he chokes you and sometimes he puts some fingers in your mouth for you to choke, and every time you cum screaming his name, cum hard while he calls you a 'dumb bitch'.

vernon: ride

hansol is always in control of the situation, except when you're on top of him, the man seems to lose all and any sense when you ride him, he never knows whether to grab you and encourage you to go faster and harder or just let you have fun on his cock, fuck, he cums so fast in this position that it's pathetic, but damn, he can't resist seeing your tits bouncing in front of him while you moan like a slut, and you also cum embarrassingly fast, feeling how completely desperate vernon is with your pussy

mingyu: standing

mingyu doesn't go to the gym for nothing, damn what he likes to do most is to hold you in his arms while he fucks you, without the support of the wall, without the support of a table, chair, or anything, he likes to see you completely held by him, the way his arms move along with his big dick to go deeper and deeper, you always see stars when this happens, mingyu using all his strength just to eat you, making a point of saying all the time how much he's opening you, how deep he's going, that he's going to destroy your pussy, damn, mingyu is insane...

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[haecien]

Imagine slow dancing with. . .

# Minghao # Joshua # K # Ej # Seungwoo (esp the vampire au)

I was actually just listening to like a song and the lyrics goes something like . . .

" I want to dance with you slowly. "

" Holding hands, eyes closed, in synced with the music. "

It would be such a romantic moment, just dancing with your s/o. Maybe you accidentally stepped on his foot and you both just laughed it off, you just dancing to the music. You both didn't care how messy or bad your dancing was, all you cared about is if you enjoyed it.

IM AHAIBEJFHF

[shewhopats]

Omnics and Gender

I've always imagined that after "The Awakening," lots of bigots insisted on calling omnics "it." I mean, of course they aren't biologically any gender.

So here are some headcannons on how I think some of my favorite omnics came to realize what they identify as.

Zenyatta and Ramattra: I think it's called "gender apathetic"? They don't care what pronouns someone uses for them. He, she, they. As long as it's not used as an insult or in a negative way. Humans tend to assume he/him pronouns for both of them, and they just kinda except that.

B.O.B: my hc is that he was some sort or construction or heavy labor worker. Hence why he's so freaking huge. After gaining sentience, he got a job as a butler. Maybe used his paychecks to get that mustache and abs that really sells him as male. Even though he has a gentle side (often only shown to Ashe), he still loves to fight, shoot, punch, run, and all that stuff. Also, in the Reunion short, Ashe says she's gonna rebuild Bob. I think this confirms that he doesn't mind being modified in such ways.

Orisa and Bastion: I couldn't find a human equivalent for this. Basically when Bastion woke up in that forest, and Orisa was brought to life, the first pronouns they heard assigned to them is what they adopted as their gender. Of course Efi built a GIRL robot. Girls rule, boys drool, after all. And I like to think that Torbjorn's wife, Ingrid, gave Bastion the idea of being male, insisting Torbjorn stop calling him "it."

Echo: pretty simple. In the simplest if terms, She's a copy of a woman that really existed. Therefore, she must also be a woman.

Lynx Seventeen: canon gender neutral. After Awakening, they kept thinking they HAD to pick male or female. But neither felt right. So after much time being indecisive and bouncing between pronouns, they probably saw a ted talk or a seminar talking about it and discovered their prounouns.

Maximillen: chose to present as male for no other reason then he noticed that in the line of work he wanted to do (illegal shit), women weren't always respected. He didn't want to have to deal with the injustice of being an omnic AND a woman. If he ever faces justice, he 100% will be putting on a wig to try to get sent to a female prison.

Luna: always had very feminine tastes. When she first started wearing dresses and designing her "hair," the only attention she got was from bigots telling her she's not a real woman or perverts with an omnic fetish. So she took up singing to express herself. Despite what a lot of people think, an omnic can't just install a new voice and suddenly know how to sing. It took just as much time, dedication, and passion to train her voice as a human would. Now she is the main act, artists and celebrities around the world come to see her, and she is the realest woman in every room.

[secndlife]

📂 u can have a kiss too 💋

“Sit,” you told Soonyoung, pointing to the chair placed in the middle of the bathroom. Your tone was soft and had no hints of command.

He sighed, “This fucking sucks.” You had never seen him so defeated. 

You placed yourself in front of him, hand moving to brush his hair to the side in an attempt to provide comfort. “I’m sorry.”

His shoulders moved in a shrug, “It’s not your fault.”

You were at work when you got a call informing you know Soonyoung was at the hospital. There was a situation at the dance studio with one of his kids and he ended up breaking an arm and spraying his ankle. Now, several hours, a cast, and a big pharmacy run later, the two of you were finally home and Soonyoung wanted nothing more but to take a shower and sleep it off. He hoped it was a nightmare and that he’d be in one piece by the morning. 

Given his injuries, he’d have to rely on you for basically everything for a while. Even for the stupid shower he wanted to take.

“I know,” you acknowledged, “but I can imagine this isn’t easy, so I’m sorry you’re going through it.” 

Soonyoung gave you a faint smile, “Thanks, babe.” 

You just nodded in response, “Can you raise your arm, please? Let’s take this shirt off.” 

He tried to help you as much as he could, but the cast made everything harder. He hated it. All of it.

Soonyoung had always valued his freedom and independence. And much like any other human, he liked to be in control of the situation. Not being able to do something as small as taking his shirt off made him feel insignificant. Unworthy. 

It must have shown on his face, as you questioned him a moment after placing his shirt on the laundry basket. “What’s with the frown?”

“This fucking sucks,” he repeated. “I can’t even shower by myself. This is such a stupid injury.” You offered him a sympathetic look. Knowing him as much as you did, you understood he just wanted to vent for a while. Complain about the situation he found himself in. 

So when you didn’t do anything besides pet his hair, he continued. “This is gonna make everything so difficult. Not just for me, but for you too. And you’re already so stressed with work that I feel like I’ll just add another burden to it and—”

“Hey, no.” Soonyoung looked up at you, lips shaped in a pout. “It doesn’t matter that I’m stressed with work. You’re not a burden, and you won’t ever be that.”

Soonyoung shook his head in disagreement, “You’re literally having to undress me so you can help me shower. How’s that not a burden?”

He didn’t like this conversation. He didn’t like any of this. His thoughts, his feelings, his pain. He hated it. In theory, Soonyoung was well aware that you didn’t see him that way. But the frustration that was growing inside him at every passing second clouded his mind in a way that he couldn’t see this mess in any other way. 

“Remember when I got sick a couple of weeks ago, and you had to clean up my vomit from the floor? And do everything else, basically?” He nodded. “Was that a burden for you?”

“No,” he answered, biting the insides of his cheek. “Never.”

“Exactly.” You took his free hand between yours, palms caressing his skin. “When I say I love you, taking care of you is just another way to show it.”

“It’s just. Urgh.” He couldn’t externalize his thoughts properly. “I don’t know. I like being independent.” Another sigh left his body. “And the timing for this is terrible. You have a lot going on, and I don’t want to add to it.”

You smiled at him, “I’m a big girl, I can handle it.” 

Silence. Soonyoung hated all of this.

“Don’t think too much of it,” you declared. "It’s okay to be annoyed and sad." He needed to understand you weren't trying to dismiss his feelings. This was, indeed, a shitty situation. So he had every right to feel shitty over it. You just wanted to show him that you were there, and that love didn't cost a thing.

Not for you. Not for him.

"Just don’t see this as oh my god this awful thing that will consume me and make me tired.” You squeezed his hand, “I love you, and this is just something we do for the people we love.”

His eyes were slightly less sad now. It was barely noticeable. You guessed it would take some time for them to recover their usual stars.

“This just really, really sucks,” Soonyoung said, once again. A broken record. A broken Soonyoung.

“I know.” You leaned in, hands still holding his, and placed a kiss on his forehead. Gently. Lovingly. “It’ll pass.”

Everything passed. Everything but your love for him.