#seriously tho i love y'all

[hottopichousewife]

To any fat/plus size trans people:

You are so fuckin beautiful can we make out please

[fobnsfwdoodlesbackup]

Hi y'all, I just wanted to talk a little about the behind the scenes of what I've been up to, to give y'all a little transparency and to open myself up for any tips or input! 🙏 Thank you for your continued support and for taking the time to look at my art 🫶

First and foremost I wanted to give some transparency about my art capacity.

As og followers may remember, I started this blog when I was doing art full time. Eventually my living expenses grew and I had to go back to work. I find myself in a cycle of "I'll make more art soon, once I get a job!" And "I'll make more art soon, once I am done with this job!" I lost my most recent job suddenly, having had an extension waved over my head until the last day(October 7th). Now I'm excited to have more time for art, but I am also feeling a rush to get a new job ASAP as I've been living paycheck to paycheck. I dream of doing this work full time, I'm just scared it's not quite there yet and I worry that I come off as scammy or dishonest when I anticipate more stability around the corner.

Second, I've been struggling with the Patreon. It's taken me a while to come to terms with this, but from what I've seen Patreon is not intuitive at all from the creator end. It doesn't do a good job of organizing addresses, emails, showing who or who isn't subscribed to me, or organizing and displaying the work I put on there. I've been really shocked by this experience, since lots of big names use Patreon. It's been a great way to streamline support, but it's been unhelpful in every other regard. I would like to continue using it, but I will most likely post more wips or process videos there in the future.

Which brings me to my third point, zines. I love making zines so much, it feels personal and fulfilling and fun! However the Patreon issues make it harder to keep information in order about where to send zines, or even where to message folks about them. In addition to this, the post office has been a big barrier to me, oftentimes only being open at the same time as my dayjob. Making zines can take days, then sending them out is a whole other monster.

This work is so important to me. Drawing peoples fantasies, representing body types, creating work around sexuality and the human experience feels like what I'm meant to do. I've made comics since I was a kid. This is the dream to me. The friends I've been able to make through this work are so important to me, and the conversations have been invaluable. Not to mention fun! I wanna doodle, I wanna draw hot stuff, I wanna thirst over these dudes! I want to play!

But I also just want to be transparent about the barriers I'm working around to share that experience. I'm completely self taught, both in art AND in running shops, building websites, running 8 accounts, etc. I take a lot of time to learn the logistics of these things, and try to make them make sense for my relationship with y'all (I do not want to paywall my art!! I don't want to!!!). This year my desktop broke down (the main one I use for all paintings and digital art). I've paused my Etsy shops and my Patreon to try to catch up with things. Trying to learn to paint in a completely different program. Then lost my job with no savings.

At the end of the day I don't want anything to come between me sharing my art with you. I wish I could doodle a thing, take a picture, and post it here. No third party site, no shop, no subscription. Just sharing my art with you. I promise I'm trying to figure out how to stay as close to that as possible, and I want to thank y'all for sticking with me as I untangle all of that.

So, what can you expect in the near future?

I'm working on a couple of painting commissions right now, which you should be able to see in the next couple of days! I want to catch up on kinktober and get those posted as well. There's a comic commission in progress which I'm very eager to work on, and which I think y'all will be excited for! To ease the weight of the Patreon I think I may do less zines/polls there and more wips and process videos! If possible, I want to do more full colored work too.

Thank you again for enjoying my work, and if you have any input or tips my inbox is always open 🙏🫶💕

[beif0ngs]

Just know, you can’t escape Will Livingston. He’ll be back, and there’s nothing you can do to stop him.

[atlasdoe]

everyone complaining about certain scenes happening too early need a reminder that we are not the writers. It is not our responsibility to figure out how things are going to play out. Just sit back and have fun

[patheticrafeenjoyer]

sebastian stan and drew starkey bonding over being the two most talented actors in the whole ensemble cast of the project they're contractually obligated to finish when

[bluejay-in-flight]

I swear I will not lose the boop war no matter how hard y'all fight!!! I will prevail!!!! 😤😤😤

[ss-trashboat]

hey guys, i'm in like. a weird place with using tumblr. while i have made lovely friends here that i love so much, i feel like i never truly got my footing over here. and using it now feels like a chore. i know i haven't been active so i've been out of the loop, but this is honestly why i haven't been active. besides life tbh

i guess the point of this is. if anyone is still around, i can try and make an effort to be more active? otherwise i'll probably just post where i'm at and delete this tbh. i'm much more active on other sites if there's places y'all want to keep up with my nonsense and art

lemme know i guess guys. nothing against tumbles and the people here. i just don't have the time, mental capacity, or motivation to really keep up with so many socials, and i figured i'd cut the one i couldn't mesh with the most ; ;

[byanyan]

anyway i'm back from a walk but i'm tired and sore and still pissed after that appointment so. i'm gonna answer a dynamic ask on the multi and then probably bury myself in my dumb video games for the rest of the day

[the-selfinsert]

Anniversary time baby!

IT'S THE DAY!!!! AND WE GOT A NEWSLETTER, HELL YEAH!!!!

Happy birthday to Undertale (And Deltarune), I would not be the person I am today without this game and this wonderful community! Please keep making things and interacting with everyone, we're always grateful for new projects and talent!

[emahriel]

I'm afraid to send your gorgeous gifs to friends to push bg3 agenda because what if they ask if Fjorn is romancable and I have to tell them he's not even in the game 😭 That would break their gay little hearts

Oh heLP qpwkwp ok first off, I APPRECIATE PPL ASSUMING HE IS A NPC SO MUCH, genuinely idk why it's one of the greatest compliments ;_;

Secondly, I think you should do it nonetheless, we must spread the word about BG3... and if they end up wanting more Fjorn, just tell them there will be more on my blog heh

[heartbreak-sandwich]

y'all are out here getting the CUTEST fucking anons from your fictional men, and I'm living vicariously through you. I know someday Billy Hargrove will show up in my inbox - I'm manifesting it rn okay love u guys bye.✨

[corpus-chorus]

Hi hello, waving at you! was here in October and now I have returned to let you know that I’ve once again been gripped with Danti brainrot over ‘the world has too much noise’

I’m Not Normal about it, it’s still SO GOOD and once again you’re an Insanely Good writer

ANGNANGNANGNAG (biting and gnawing) (feral about those fics)

I was wondering, do you have any other facts about Dark and Anti in that universe? Like what hobbies does Dark have perhaps? :o

(Just little things like that if you have any to share, no pressure of course !!)

Oh don't do this to me. Don't give me permission to start unleashing all the nonsense in my brain about this universe. Do not give me this power I will abuse it.

I will give you one (1) thing for Dark that I kept meaning to put in early parts of the series and kept forgetting because my brain is swiss cheese: There's a side note the first time that Anti goes in Dark's room about how it's weirdly nondescript - simple furniture, plain sheets, nothing eye catching - but that's only because Anti didn't turn around. Dark's bedroom is boring as fuck when you look in from the door because there's the risk of other people seeing into it, and he's uh . . . private. We'll go with private.

But anyways, there's a fucking massive portrait of the andromeda galaxy on the wall by the door, which you can only see when you're actually in the bedroom. Think like this:

It's pretty much the only thing in his house with any kind of personality. And it takes the place over his dresser where a mirror should be.

As for hobbies, the man does 2 things with his free time: pretending to work around Anti and hanging out with a friend to mutually beat the shit out of each other. If he's not doing one of those two things, he's working, or he's dead. Hope that helps!

[bagofpikachus]

Do you think they've made new bootlegs for the newer pokemon yet? Or maybe its not profitable with over 1000 little guys to make?

in terms of the ones i'm collecting i've yet to see a gen 7 mon, it's exclusively been gens 1 - 6

i don't doubt for a second that they're in the process of ripping off any and all new stuff but i think it's just easier to reuse the 234739847328479832 models of pikachu already in circulation because it's the low hanging fruit

[rebelcliche-archived]

okay! i’m gonna write today! my adhd is not going to get the better of me! i am not going to reblog anymore memes until i get stuff done! 

[caguaydreams]

Tripod Baby wasn't the ending theme for Shadow Generations 0/10 game