#seriously thank you so much 😭

[damnkenn]

I gotta tell you, you're like my favourite blog on here. I have your notifications on and everything you post / reblog is just like my favourite thing I see that day LOL. I'm obsessed with you!!!!!!! Not in a creepy way just like... obsessed with your mind. So powerful. You have the mind of a mastermind to me. You keep the flame in my Crenny heart alight!!!!!!!! I can't wait for you to post new drawings or comics or anything. You'll see me, I'll be the one in the front row cheering and screaming and barking like a dog when you do!

oh my god. i’m not sobbing. seriously thank you so much. this is so insanely kind i don’t even have the words ♡♡♡ this is one of the nicest messages i’ve ever gotten and i appreciate it so much!! i really wanted to draw you a gif because i felt like this ask deserves something so special in return but my ipad is having problems (╥﹏╥)

i hope this drawing of the boys hugging is enough in return for now. i promise i’ll finish the gif once i get things working again !!

[organized-chaotic-disaster]

I don't know if it helps to hear or not, but im going through the same thing you said on your vent. but I know it gets better. don't worry, healing is not always linear and you're doing what you can. take care of yourself

Thank you so much, seriously 😭 you reaching out to say “hey, you’re not alone— I’m going through the same thing. It’s okay, you’re doing what you can. It gets better. Take care of yourself, okay?” honestly means so much. Sometimes we need reminders like that, so thank you for reminding me ;v;

I hope you’re doing okay 💕 remember what you told me yeah? You’re not alone, healing isn’t linear, it gets better, and take care of yourself ;v; people care about and love you 💕

[phantomdecibel]

That’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen

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:D

[loves2spwge]

they just want to be one...

commissions @jolyonvane did for me where i asked if he could please please please make stan look as desperate and exhausted as he usually does but is being kept together by all his love for his sbf kyle

[rainingcatsandjune]

haha heyy its been a while 😭😭 sorry for the lack of activity here,,, school has been kicking my butt + i've gotten SUPER hyperfixated on disco elysium,,,, BUT THE MOMENT I SAW THE ORIGINAL I KNEW I HAD TO DRAW SAM AS THIS RAHSBBFBDN i seriously need to catch up on the recent audios 😭😭😭 ANYWAY enjoy :)

vvvvv ORIGINAL BELOW vvvvv

shhhhghhshhshhsh youre telling me this ISNT sam??? like????

[zoroshark]

AHHHHH AYANA LOOKS ADORABLE HERE!! I love how you drew her! She looks so soft and the smile she's got whole looking into the distance is everything 🥺 Thank you so much for drawing one of my zora ocs!

Zora OC— Ayana

The regal Ayana belongs to the fabulous @zoroshark.

[mspaint-flower]

2.2

[belatinysun]

i loved to see the new haikyuu art featuring 2nd year hinata who was already growing his hair out and it looked EXTREMELY fluff, just like in his 3rd year era 🥹🥹🥹 he's always smiling widely in training camps aaaaaaaaaa he loves volley and his teammates so much, A BOY WHO WEARS HIS HEART ON HIS SLEEVE!!

more info about this art here!!

[emipon]

Thank you so much to everyone who donated to Familia for my birthday 💗

Here’s the Queen of helping other people, Yuna, as thanks!!! ✨

[dalloneveryday]

day 365! 🎉

[beebberbb]

oops accidentally t4t'd

[heraxic]

Heres two shitty moiraine doodles 🫶 shes so gorg,,,

shes everything,,,

[moonlight12086]

HEYYY, COOL PEOPLE PUTTING MY DRAWING AS PFP?!?!?

ENOUGH, THEY ARE MAKING ME FEEL VERY SENTIMENTAL AKJAJAJA 😭😭😭🤭💓💓💓!! ️, SERIOUSLY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THOSE GREAT COMMENTS, THEY REALLY IMPROVED MY DAY 😭😭😭‼️💓💓‼️🤭💓‼️

I really don't have words to describe the happiness I feel right now, just WOAA 😭💓💓😭‼️😭😭‼️😭‼️

@kittykibbl @lizaluvsthis @freak1zoid

[hella1975]

hiiii haha. hello. exceptionally awkward introduction bc idrk how to start something like this so let's just jump right in. im taking a break from this account for a bit. i know i said i wanted taob out before halloween and currently im fine sticking with that deadline, but if i decide i need longer away then i will take longer away. every time ive reassured people that id never abandon a fic and updates will always come eventually i never once considered that my writing and ability to feel safe and comfortable on this site would be actively taken from me, so im not even going to apologise. i dont want this either and more importantly i dont fucking deserve it. i dont know what it is in the past year, if ive hit a certain amount of followers or 'popularity' that's made it so the natural ratio of positive to negative interactions must in turn go up, but there's been a serious uptick in weird asks for me. the annoying part is that a very small amount of them are actually objectively mean and hateful, the rest are just weird and invasive from people who seemingly dont realise that's what they're being. ive reached a point where i dont care if the intentions are good. it's not my job as a 20 year old tumblr user of all things to defend the morality of someone who couldnt even bother to come off anon. unfortunately, after blocking only one or two anons, the weird asks have decreased substantially, which says all you need to know about the fascinating and exhilarating lives led by these people, but ive also gone on to turn anon asks off entirely. this is something i actively fought against doing and had to be pushed into by my mutuals (who have been the coolest people on planet earth during this entire thing). turning off anon was a big deal to me even if it sounds silly. i felt betrayed and like id been backed into a corner because it was so vehmently something i DIDNT WANT that to feel like i had to do it anyway for my own mental health??? that sucks. so even though ive 'fixed' the problem, im still kind of reeling and uncomfortable every time i come on tumblr. i hope it's just something i need time to ease because i'll truly be devastated if this becomes 'ruined' for me. tumblr exists as the only place in the world where i am honestly every facet of myself without shame or hesitation; losing that would be insanely harmful to me. and to the people who cant appeal to the actual human behind the post, let me put that in words you can understand: we wouldn't get any more writing 😦😦😦 riots and fires and sirens, i know. so yeah. to anyone who has sent me an anon ask and you're now wondering if you were part of the problem, im firmly of the belief that you'll know if you are. when i say 'weird asks' i dont mean 'you sent me a para about your personal life just to vent or ask for advice' or 'you sent me a really deep emotional compliment about the impact me and/or my writing has had on you' - i love asks like that, so much that i put off taking a break and turning off anon solely for the joy they bring me. im sorry that it might feel like you're being punished too bc of the actions of what in reality is a HANDFUL of weird people, but this is what i feel like i have to do to feel safe and not go insane every time i log in. love you guys, hopefully ill see you soon x

[brightaxe]

i know it’s still early so you might be holding off on developing too much, but do you have any jehanne info you can/feel comfy sharing? 👀 her aesthetic is already 👌

me? holding off on developing an oc? 💗

seriously, though, i appreciate your interest in her so much because i've been fully consumed by her, lmao.

as for bare bones development, jehanne is an orlesian grey warden. she's elven, too, and was born in a small village outside of highever. under the cut is... hm. i got a little carried away, but it's most of what i've thought up for her so far!

only a child of two when the blight hit ferelden, her parents took her and her older brother and followed the small horde of refugees pouring into jader in order to escape the darkspawn threat. her father was extraordinarily strong for an elf and handy besides, and he proved beyond helpful to both his fellow refugees on the road and also the townspeople (and wardens) of jader. he was a hunter, you see, beyond his smattering of other skills. he provided for his village at the behest of the bann whose property stretched well into the forest that separated their village from his bannorn. and accustomed to having permission to provide, her father did that very same thing when he saw his wife and his children and the hundreds of refugees beginning to starve. except, they were no longer in ferelden, and the bann remained in his castle back home. it was lady seryl who led jader, and it was lady seryl who heard of the slain bucks and rabbits and the caught fish. not wanting to seem overly unkind to the refugees who crowded the perimeter of her city, she offered them permission to hunt... after condemning jehanne's father for doing it without that same permission. the wardens were quick to interfere, as ever. they offered her father a place among them to avoid lady seryl's ax. he accepted, of course, worried for his family, though they would not be his family for much longer. as always, little went as according to their plan. disease swept through the fereldan refugee camp, burning as quick and as hot as fire-kissed straw. her mother and brother were counted among the dead, and she was brought to the wardens' keep in jader to be looked over by her father rather than handed off to some other family just for her to meet the same fate.

her father died in the joining. there were murmurs that this was because he was grieving for his wife and his son, fearful for what would become of his daughter. others claimed that grief had naught to do with it. but in the end, the cause did not matter. her father was dead, and the wardens of jader had a two year old girl to look after.

jehanne had only known the names darling and treasure before the death of her parents. they had not yet chosen a name for her, and so, the wardens were given another task involving the girl. it was a former minstrel who named her, weaving the name jehanne into one of the only songs that helped the child sleep.

she was a lovely child -- easily raised and clever, with an adventurous streak that some of the wardens encouraged and the others condemned. she was raised by each of them, in one way or another. every lesson conflicted with another, though she was quick to figure out which of them was utter nonsense.

the warden she clung to hardest was a fereldan, just like her. warden loghain mac tir was brought into the keep a year after she'd arrived, and she stuck to his side like an auburn-headed shadow. he had some experience with daughters, she learned, and he was the gentlest when it came to brushing her hair.

though she had barely known her parents and did not remember the loss of them, growing up in a warden's keep acquainted her with grief quickly enough. whether it was the calling or darkspawn or some other threat, she lost a fair few of her protectors as she grew up. but rather than that stopping her from wanting to become a warden, rather than letting the fear of death absolutely consume her, it only made her more desperate to join their ranks.

when she wasn't learning, she was training. and when she wasn't training, she was resting, musing, dreaming about heroics that she'd only ever heard in the mouth of her bard of a mother.

loghain did his best by her. he attempted to instill a certain amount of patience in her to no avail, and when he realized that those particular lessons were not taking, he picked up his bow and taught her that, as well as the sword and shield she'd taken to like a fish to water.

better to be well-armed, well-trained, and foolish than simply foolish, he grunted.

and she learned. everything he put before her, she devoured with as much enthusiasm, no matter how quickly she took to the weapon or the fighting style. even when she ended up bruised and battered, she went to sleep with a smile on her face.

this continued for years and years after. when loghain left jader to travel with hawke, she continued. when the men and women who took care of her left to pursue their calling, even long before they should have, she continued. and when they returned, red-faced, she was still there, still doggedly pursuing the same path.

after everything they had seen, the wardens of jader did not want her to take the joining.

but they also did not have the heart to deny her the opportunity.

[2aceofspades]

Hi! :]

You're last few parts of your au hurt me so much I was ✨️inspired✨️

Firstly you've actually inspired me a lot for my own au and I'm even learning morse code and it's been so fun to learn and watch people decipher it, you inspired me so much that I figured it's only fair to show you the part you inspired out of me haha

(For some context In my AU leo is dancing on the line of death and donnie makes a clone in order to save his life but things didn't go quite as planned, resulting in leo's soul linking with the clone that wasn't quite ready and is now basically a lil bean) in chapter two near the very beginning, we get a peek into Casey's childhood after watching past Cassandra holding baby leo recovering a memory he'll never forget

By far one of my favorite scripts for the upcoming parts

I really hope you like it, and thank you for being a huge inspiration for me <3

..The world fades away as he's drawn back to that day, his mom hadn't returned from a mission, leo had organized a search party to go looking for her in a couple of hours after everyone rested a bit. But he didn't want to wait, he wanted his mom and he wanted her back in the base, where it was safe, where he got hugs when she returned.

He put on his puffy jacket that was torn up and had holey, and a rugged hat that April had given him. He peeks around the corner of donnies lab, noticing leo talking to donnie, he took this chance to sneak past while their attention wasn't on the cameras, he quickly makes his way to the base exit, and takes his first steps outside the base.

"MAMA!!" Casey cried as he continued to walk, the winds beating against his reddening skin, his nose running and his eyes getting puffy, it didn't snow, but the winters were still fridgit and harsh, especially with no trees to block the cold temperatures

"Mm-mmmAMAAA" Casey cried again, the tears he was fighting back making his eyes burn from the harsh and frightening winds, his fingers were red and felt hot, his breathing was shallow and his hot breath steamed in the air, after what felt like hours he stumbled onto his knees, his hands under his pits and his body shivering into itself "m-ma-mm-maama!" He cried as loud as he could but it came out as a shaky whimper, he grips his hat and pulls it over his burning ears as his tears fell down his cheeks, freezing his skin as they fell

"-by boooy?" He hears something through his loud sobs from his covered ears, he knew this voice, yes! It was his mom! He let's his hat go to turn his head, a large smile forming on his freezing, tear stained face "m-ma-!" His smile fell just as fast as it grew, just a few feet from him stood his mom yes, but something was off, she could barely stand up right, her frame twitched and strained from where she stood, half her face was covered in some strange.. flesh organic material, her uncovered eye along with the multiple other eyes that didn't belong to her all stared right at him, but not with softness and care he felt secure and safe in, he felt the fear, but the bloodlust was unbearable.. was this really his mom? "Ma..?" His breath huffed out as his heart beat started to pick up pace

"M-mmy baa..babyy boOOyy.." her voice sounded as if she had choked on razor blades, it sounded so much like her but not like her at all, her hand reached out, her fingernails broken and her face was torn up, especially on the unnatural side. Her voice choked as tears began to fall, her only humane eye on her son who sat on his knees in the freezing cold, glistening from the tears falling down her tearing skin "caaAASsseeeYYy" he voice sounded desperate as she suddenly began to move, starting with a few shaky steps before breaking into a stumbling sprint, her eyes honing in on the boy frozen in fear, his eyes wide and puffy

Her jaw basically came unhinged as her entire structure changed, she jumped up as her body tore itself apart, snapping and popping as kraang claws exploded out of her body, her eyes honed in on its next victim, letting out a shrilled shriek as Casey fell back on his palms, his heart pounding, his mind racing, screaming to run, his breath catching in his throat, preventing him from letting out any noise, only frozen in place as his mother's jaw gets ready to snap down and end his life

"CASEY!!" He jolts back to life as a green and blue flash slams into his mom, sending her flying away from him, crying out as her body slammed against the solid ground, he stared in complete shock, his mind still processing the events, watching his mothers body convulsed and snap more "-sey! Casey hey! Are you hurt??" He felt two large hands engulf his shoulders and neck, diversing his attention from his mother and staring up at leo, he could feel the warmth of his touch begin to linger into the fabric of his jacket, making him realize just how cold he really is "oh God, shitshitshit, I gotta get you out of here" he moves his arms to scoop Casey up but suddenly, as fast as lightning, he pushes himself off one knee and curls around Casey, suddenly seeing his mom snap her jaw through Leo's forearm and locking it there, he let's out a forced cry as he uses his free arm to pull Casey into his chest to ensure his safety from her claws that dug into Leo's same arm that was extended out to put as much distance as possible

"Casey, augh, listen to me" his voice serious but also tender, Casey looks up at him again but hesitantly, his attention on leo who had a pained expression on his face, but it didn't seem to be from his arm "I know you don't understand, I know you're- arg! Confused-" she pushed back causing leo to fight back and push harder to keep her away from harming Casey who jumped from the sudden pushback

"B-but.. this..." he frowns as he sees Casey's eyes weld with tears, his nose, ears and fingers were red, he'd left the building two hours ago and leo hadn't realized till donnie replayed the footage, he gently puts his hand on the back of Casey's head and pulls his head under his neck, resting his chin on top "I'm so sorry case, but mama isn't coming home.." His voice whispered as he continues to fight Cassandra, barely recognizable now

"B..but mama's right here!" Casey points a small finger at his mom "she's right here!! Wh-why can't she c-come home?!" He began to cry out and leo winced as her jaws tightened "casey..."

"NO! I WANT MY MAMA!!" He yells as he tries to push away from leo but his shivering body and small frame did not benefit him "I want my mama home!! I want my mama safe!!" He holds his arms out to Cassandra, tears falling down his face "I want my mama's hugs!!!" He sobs out, shakingly clenching and unclenching his fingers towards her "mama!! Mamaaa!" His voice broke and wavered, he Bagan crying so hard he'd hiccup sometimes in his sobs

Suddenly, she stopped fighting, her hands dropping to her sides as she falls completely to her knees, her jaws releasing its hold on leos arm that stayed up and ready for another round, staring at Casey with her own tears "m-my booy..." her gaze follows up from Casey to Leo's face, she blinked and raised a hand up slightly "..l..llluuee?" Leo's eyes widened slightly but he nods, pulling Casey close once again for safety

She says nothing for a moment, reaching her hand out but stopping just before reaching casey her hands shaky and her fingertips black and blue, casey reaches his hands up and wraps his hands around her fingers whimpering "mom?"

She gives Casey's hands a weak squeeze before pulling her hand away and placing her palm on the blade of Leo's sword, bowing her head down and leo pulls back and stands up immediately, holding casey in his arm as he wraps his hand around her wrist "Cassandra no! I.. I can't do that.." His Lip quivers as he pulls her hand away from his blade "please, don't make me do that..." His grip tightened on her wrists, but not hard, just enough to show his worry "we can, we can figure something out..?" He whispers out his arm starting to feel hot and tingly

She pulls her hand back "y..yoOOu.. mus-s-stt" she lowly croaks as she lowers her head again "before.. n-nooo time.." her nails dug into the dirt as she lowly hissed, fighting back against the kraang instincts and control

Leo turns his head away to blink away his tears, he knew what he had to do, he just really didn't want to do it, especially with casey "I'm so sorry" his voice broke out as he grabs the handle of his blade with his numbing hand.

He gently tucks Casey's head into his chest. Being sure he can't witness what he has to do, he slowly raises his arm as he hones his attention at the back of her neck, his chest jumped a bit as he fought back his tears, but he didn't make a sound.

She looks up at them one last time, and smiles with all her pride and joy at seeing her kid one last time

Her eyes fall close

And he swings

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.

.

Casey sobs into Leo's chest as he walked through the world, Leo's scarf wrapped around Casey's neck and face, his breath warming his cheeks and nose, his arm fell completely numb after an hour of walking, but still remained protecting casey from the high winds, his breathing began to grow heavy and his pupils began to narrow

He hears it, in his head, in his veins it boils his blood dispite feeling so cold

The urge

The bloodlust

"K I L L"

After a couple moments that's all he can hear

"Killkillkillkillkilllkillkill"

He suddenly slumps over against an old ruin building, carefully setting casey down before falling to his knees and grabbing his arm. His breathing heavy and his sight hazey

"L-leo?" Casey spoke quietly and leo nearly jumped out of his skin seeing blood on him, it must've got on Casey when he KILLKILLKILLEDKILLEDKILLED "Aagghhh!" Leo had reached out to comfort Casey but he was hit with such pain he curled in on himself, gripping his arm so tight he was digging his nails into his skin "leo!" Casey rushes up and helps leo stay upright but after a moment he couldn't keep up Leo's weight and he ended up laying on his stomach, face down and his eyes struggling to stay open "Casey.. please.." His eyes began to fall closed as he spoke "the base is only 20 minutes away.. its straight forward.." he bares his teeth causing Casey to jump back a bit, having never seen leo look so aggressive "you have to leave me here.. case.." he whimpers as his eyes closed, he didn't know how much longer he could fight this

Casey shakes his head violently and grabs Leo's bitten arm and pulls, attempting to drag him back to the base himself "no! I'm not leaving you too!!" He whines and pulls as hard as he could, his shoes scrapping against the dry, dead ground. "I don't wanna be alone!" He cries

Leo could only mutter a few unrecognizable words, his eyes falling closed and his body only seemed to get heavier. Casey quickly kneels down by his head and lightly pats his hand on Leo's face and shoulders, trying to wake him "nonono! C-come back! Please..?" He attempts to chur to try and wake him up but his throat felt like it was closing in on itself

His attention draws in on the bite on his arm, the injury was deep and dispite the freezing temperatures it continued to ooze with dark red blood, he noticed that the area around the bite was turning blue and black and his veins were bulging down his arm and progressing up towards his shoulder. He didn't understand what what happening but he knew he had to get rid of that part.

He carefully drops Leo's head back onto the ground and frantically began to search around the area for something that'd help him with that after a moment of frantic looking his eyes landed on Leo's sword and a familiar bracelet tied around the base of the handle, choking back tears Casey hesitantly walks over, exstended leos arm outwards then slowly grabs the handle of his sword, carefully pulling it out from its holder on Leo's shell, the blade thumps on the ground by Leo's neck and shoulders, it was much heavier than it looked and the bracelet made it a bit uncomfortable to hold, with some strained effort Casey holds up the sword above his head, he hones in on his target and he knows he has to get rid of that part, but he's scared

His heart was beating against his ribcage, his lungs were dry and in a constant squeeze, his muscles trembled against his bones as he held this sword above his head, the weight of it Making his arms go a bit numb. His sight was blurry from fighting back his tears, he really didn't want to do this "i-im sorry sensei" he weakly whimpers out in case he was listening, and brings the sword down with all his might, feeling it slice clean though, and hearing that awful noise for the second time this day

Now he was faced with a bigger problem, the bleeding, he did not account for the blood, and the sheer amount of it. He takes off his jacket and presses it unto his arm but it kept pooling out.

His green skin was paling and the harsh winds were taking its toll on Casey's small frame, tears streaked down his face as he carefully tucked himself under Leo's arm trembling.

It had felt like a decade went by, feeling their bodies grow colder and colder, his eyes slowly blinking, getting heavier with each motion. Just before his eyes fell to a complete close a flash of colors danced across his blurry vision before being engulfed by darkness, only faintly hearing three distinct voices before suddenly waking up in the medbay

That is where the memory ends

... at least for that part

Again I really hope you enjoyed it and I can't wait to show you the finished version once I get to that part, have a great day/night! Drink lots of water and don't forget to eat :]

---some aftermath---

They buried her under one of the few trees left

None of them were alive, but them just being there brought some comfort and hope at a chance

Casey's eyes stare down at the two sticks that leo had snapped off the dead tree and tied them together

He stares down at the distorted ground just underneath the tied sticks, his fingers so numb they burned, making the dirt trapped under his fingernails noticeable

Like razor blades to skin

Feeling as an constant reminder of what he just lost

The ground had been hard to drag his fingers though, even with his sensie's help it was still a battle, in more than one way

His heart felt heavy, like a brick tied to the string of a ballon being dragged down by the weight, his tears burning his skin from the fridgit winds numbing it

As leo picked him up into his arm and holds him up, he feels the warmth seep into the cloth of his clothes and leans into it, helping him feel safe and secure

They stare at the dirt for a moment, not a single word spoken within the time, it almost felt wrong to speak

With a shaky hand, he lightly waves at the ground, shivering as a icy breeze blows by

With a hollow and wavered voice, casey speaks quietly, not wanting to wake the world around him

"I love you, mama"

"Sweet dreams"

They stayed for as long as they could, but as the sun started to hide behind the ruins of new York city, they too had to hide away from the harsh world

Back to a place that no longer felt familiar

🩵

I-

I'm just...in shock. Oh my goodness when I tell you that Cassandra's first line l i t e r a l l y gave me ~chills~

Ahem??? Ouch. That hurt my heart/lh

Reading the whole way through had me on the edge of my seat oh my stars-

The fact that Cassandra basically told Leo to end her...and he actually did it?!??!! And then Casey frickin' chopped off Leo's arm?!??!!! Oh gosh there's so much pain and anguish all compacted into one horrible series of moments oh goodness gracious have mercyyy 😭😭😭/pospospos

This is amazing, you are amazing, I am in shock and awe like-

Damn. I've been floored 🫠

And the art?!??! Oh gah! Aughh I love the deep, rich colors and their big, sad eyes. They look like they've lived through a nightmare. Gah! I love it I love it!!

Thank you thank you thank you! Aawwwee!! Thank you so so much for sharing your work with me I am so very flattered and grateful 🥹💙✨