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grand festival ft. aiver!!
#had a fee gay panics over aid sorry#aid and river#aiver#splatoon oc aid#splatoon oc river#splatoon 3#splatoon ocs#splatoon grand festival#splatoon#sem thoughts#sem art#sem ocs
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refusing an impossible wish and settling for one last game of chess.
#p5#persona 5#shuake#akeshu#p5r#persona 5 royal#goro akechi#akechi goro#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#joker#joker persona 5#soda art#the artbook gave me brainrot and the strength to make a COMIC. extreme rarity for me#akechi in 3rd sem having a wish to play chess with joker in a world where theyre both happy and are able to lead normal lives is just...aug#but the fact of the matter is that he can't have that without sacrificing his free will and everything he stands for#so in this scenario i thought he could ask for a small microcosm of that wish#at least he gets another game with joker - even if he wants to play many more he'll settle for just one#they still can't play together without the baggage and without akechi feeling that he's burdening ren#but at least it's something. at least akechi gets to spend a little more time with him#and akechi makes a concerted effort to push ren away in the 3rd sem to avoid attachment#so this would be a āselfishā/vulnerable request on his part since it's something he wants but is sentimental#and will only make it harder for ren to lose him in the end#ANYWAY !!! they make me crazy <3
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forever thinking about royalās bad ending. my thing with it is that maruki doesnāt necessarily give anyone what they want most, he gives them whatās most appropriate for them to want within a maruki-approved framework. iirc thereās a really interesting text sequence in the game where he just straight up changes someoneās career because theyāre not āgoodā at it, regardless of whether thatās what they actually want. why struggle at all? ever? right?
and so ultimately i donāt think goro akechiās greatest wish is necessarily ren. i think itās a wish for sure, but his greatest wish is his own agency. despite any regrets he has and the fact that shido and yaldabaoth treated him like a pawn, he's generally pretty adamant about owning his choices and their consequences. he doesn't want that erased. and instead, you end up with pleasant boyā¢ if you take marukiās deal. maybe maruki (incorrectly) thinks sanding off all of akechiās rough edges will make him easier for ren to love. but the crux of it is really that maruki has to essentially lobotomize him to preserve the illusion of his perfect reality, because their ideologies are so diametrically opposed that akechi would spend every waking moment fighting back.
this isnāt to undermine renās importance to akechi btw ā he explicitly acknowledges that he wishes they had met earlier, and there are countless moments throughout their confidant that underscore how much it means to him that they mirror each other so well. he absolutely does want more time with ren, just not under these circumstances.
and thatās also what makes renās choice on 2/2 doubly devastating. he knows that either way he loses akechi. and if he takes marukiās deal, he loses him knowing that his last moments with the real akechi involved the two of them being unforgivably out of sync.
#shuake#ren amamiya#goro akechi#takuto maruki#persona 5#DOES THIS MAKE SENSE#this has been on my mind for ages#siri play ideal and the real dot mp3#like the two of them happily playing chess together hits hard bc in another life they couldāve had that#but the thing is#neither of them want another life! they just want each other as is!#me for the millionth time: takuto maruki most interesting antagonist of all time#tired of all the one dimensional evil villains#give me the pathetic wet cat man who projects his issues w his ex gf onto u and turns ur bf into a stepford wife ā¤ļø#will the real goro akechi please stand up#*#wishing i had the time to replay this game for 3rd sem alone but alas. capitalism strikes again. adulthood is a scam#so instead i am rotating these guys endlessly in my mind and throwing my thoughts out into the void#eta: have really been enjoying seeing ppl's tags on this!!!#thank u for rotating them in ur mind as well
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doodlin some johās
#kagoodles#trainer kris#trainer ethan#trainer lyra#rival silver#green background bc Iām a spinach head lately. and a mustard green enjoyer bc i had some good potstickers that had it in the filling#kris to me should be a little cartoonishly malleable. a smiling smirker. like >:]#i also think ethan has a little unevolved natu on his team. purely for the āyou can evolve when you feel like it buddyā vibe#been considering what to make team wise for the joh's but a fun idea i've got brewing is that lyra and silver Both have chikoritas#i know he canonically has a totodile but i have a fun workaround for the future that i'm workshopping a lil#when getting starters silver thought he stole the only chikorita in the lab. then when lyra comes in elm gives her a Shiny chikorita#12 year old absolutely devastated hammering fist on the floor mad but he gets over it (but maybe still a Little salty)#learns to mellow out a bit with his potato dino over time and the evolutions for both of their meganiums have different flowers/colors/type#i know i've been out the whole month i've been unfortunately stuck in the post midpoint of the sem where the workload is Crazy#been prepping works for an art show at my college And getting projects done for deadlines and it is. a Toll#but I will get One illustration done. i've been planning out lyra's dress for a piece and the second to last pic is the test for it
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How long will you like me? Till I have my first wrinkle, I suppose
#persona 5#persona 5 royal#goro akechi#p5r#art#i have so many thoughts about 3rd sem akechi and his relationship with his image#like. So Many
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It's funny how Akechi had resentment, envy and love for Joker as well and wanted to stay dead. But Maruki thought "Two for the price of one" with both Sumire and Akechi.
Maruki never went into Goro's head as far as we know, at least not in depth. But he knows that Akira cares about Goro, and that this could be used as leverage (Maruki can say he didn't intend for it to be blackmail all he wants but WHAT ELSE WAS BRINGING AKECHI BACK FOR). Maruki holds a sort of respect for Akira and wanted him to come over to his side willingly. Goro came back not because Maruki thought it would be what's best for Goro, but because he knew that's what Akira wanted.
#anonymous#i have so many thoughts about 3rd sem. most of them are some form of 'i want to put maruki in a blender'#*affectionate#p5 discussion#mango answers
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Ghost and Soap have thisā¦.. thing going on.
Ghost isnāt talking about it.
They sit by each other during meals, they hang out in each others rooms, they sing bad renditions of pop songs when the comms are quiet, they make out in Ghostās bed, they read over each otherās reports, they stand forehead to forehead in dark corners when it all gets too much for the both of them.
And Ghost is not talking about it.
He never gets to just have something like this. He treasures every kiss under the sheets and soft linking of pinkies, because he feels like it could break at any moment. He has too much of his soul riding on this thing. To put a name to something that could tear him apart is terrifying.
So, yeah, heās not talking about it.
#ghostsoap#ghost x soap#soapghost#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#ghoap#cod#call of duty#soap x ghost#i havent posted in a while and ive thought of this idrk how good it is#i finished my mid sem today and easter is soon so im in the mood to go crazy
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I think about the way Akechi died a lot. He was killed by a cognitive version of himself, Shido's cognitive version of him, the embodiment of the puppet he had created. I think about the fact that he killed himself, not in the way that term usually indicates, but he did.
Akechi, with the fresh realization that the Phantom Thieves dying isn't what he really wants, the realization that despite how complicated everything is and despite every horrible thing he did some of them acknowledge his ability, and some of them tell him they understand. It would be easier if they fully hated him, but they don't. They all try their best to reach out to him, and he tells them that they should just get rid of him instead.
This is the most vulnerable he is throughout the whole game. Maybe he would've accepted their hand, but before he can the version of him that Shido created rears its ugly head. It's a cruel reminder of all the worst parts of himself, a caricature of the person he became after he started working with Shido. A reminder of how little control he has over his life.
The point is, as he says:
So Akechi faces it, and he loses to it. But in the process he also stops that version of himself from hurting the Phantom Thieves more than he already has. He takes back control, however fleeting, to ultimately end his own life.
How much do you think Ren's final words to him meant to him, a way of letting Akechi know that he will remember him? He spent his whole life longing to be wanted by someone, and he gets to know he was. But it's too late to stop the gun that's pointed at him from firing.
#i don't know if this makes any sense#or if this means anything#but it's something i've thought about a lot#chronic akechi overthinker#it can also tie into how hes fighting for his own death during third sem but that's a whole other topic#persona 5#persona 5 royal#persona 5 spoilers#persona 5 royal spoilers#goro akechi#shuake#kind of. at the end there#tw suicide#also kind of? it's hard to figure out how to tag this but the post is about me connecting his death to that
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joker love week 2023: darkness
#myart#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#takuto maruki#persona 5#persona 5 royal#stupid third sem thoughts: is ren the treasure like why is this grown man so insistent for his approval unless??
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pls take this goofy useless doodles of the fragarian knights *runs away*
#fragaria memories#sanrio#fragaria memories rimicha#rimicha#hangyodon#hangyon#fragari art#willmesh#cielomort#I DONT SHIP CIELOMORT AND WILLMESH BUT I SAW A MEME OF THEIR DYNAMIC AND#THOUGHT IT WOUD BE FUNNY TO DRAW THEM LIK E THAT AHAHHAHA#its either im gonna love hangyodon/hangyon or im going to nail him to a wall#DW GUYS IM WORKING ON A NEW SKETCHšš#my 1st sem exams are now done YAAY
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aha heyyy
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Drinks!
#eggs can art#persona 5 spoilers#persona 5 royal spoilers#persona#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#royal trio#kasumi yoshizawa#sumire yoshizawa#joker persona 5#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#goro akechi#damn akechi how come atlus only lets you have ONE name#uh I think it would be kinda funny if Marukiās palace had a lotta snacks in it just littered everywhere#like in the stealable shit#like ik the apple imagery is obvious but the āI have snacks!āā thing being something he thought would work so bad it makes a lasting#impression on his cognition is funny to me#also I just love drawing characters having snacks together#shout out to royal trio I did all of 3rd sem with exclusively them#(Adam Kadmon forced me to have a fourth so shhh you donāt see the cat)
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STOP ā”ā”ā”ā”ā”ā”ā”ā”
#fate grand order#cosmos in the lostbelt#fgo spoilers#daybit sem void#type moon#myart#mypic#at least before he resorted to destroy the world#he tried a far less genocidal option#if Marisbury somehow obeyed maybe he wouldnt even kill#like idk who knows lol#i hope i can meet u again alien baby boy#never thought u would be my type
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my WIPs are so unorganized but rice is forever, in doodles and Even when coding >:]
#kagoodles#trainer riley#champion lance#stat trainer riley#lance pokemon#fluffyriceshipping#ššš#hi. if you're wondering how its been. college! lots of preparation for graduation this sem so i'm slow to a lot of updates on things#i'm also learning coding in my spare time;; my code is the messiest thang in the world. but its MY mess#i may or may not post some more original stuff bc i've been needing to work on some for portfolio reasons#but yeah :Tc many thoughts lately;; i have a long list of things to do project wise (personal And professional)#current list of my hashtag funstuff is: gen 4 interpretations (sinnoh trio and kantrio timeskips ohhh man)#remaking my johto quartet aswell to keep em up to date. also to get said timeskips written out + work on a general page for em on neocities#idk craziest thing i have on the list is make a fluffyrice comic. if i'm feeling dastardly and want to go thru short comic hurdles#but that's if i have time. a lot of work I gotta do atm is to build up my professional side but i'll complete that grocery list. hopefully
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yāall think megan thee stallion be reading yāall sukuna fics
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nother summer thing for fun <3
#aaart#daybit sem void#tezcatlipoca fgo#fate grand order#others oc#<- the baby is my bfs character we're handing fgo characters demon kitten babies for fun#if they don't give tez that outfit as a summer one ill be SO devastated bc that ce is everything to me#also its hard to see but yeah daybit's wearing a the thing movie sihrt bc i thought it was funnie#i wike them#i was lazy on the bg bc this was supposed to just be a doodle that i got rly into FKJLDS
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