#self-destructive

[ao3feed-erasermic]

Self-destructive

Use the related link post to read Self-destructive on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/60154279 by syriala “Did I tell him what exactly?” “That it’s only for the week? That you didn’t drop him completely?” “I—said we’re stopping training for now and that I’ll get back to him when we start it back up again,” Shouta admits and Hizashi almost painfully tightens his grip on Shouta’s hand. “You can’t do that, Shou. You can’t, you can’t, he’s going to panic,” Hizashi mutters out, panicking himself, but it only lasts for a second before suddenly all of that sickening worry is being replaced with anger. “Why do you never think?” he suddenly yells right into Shouta’s face and he takes a step back in surprise. Words: 3189, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Series: Part 30 of Beetober 2024 Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: Gen Characters: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Shinsou Hitoshi Relationships: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Shinsou Hitoshi, Shinsou Hitoshi & Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic Additional Tags: Married Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Child Abuse, Injury, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead and Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic Adopt Shinsou Hitoshi Use the related link post to read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/60154279

[bpd-aware]

[ettieektos]

[dk-thrive]

These instructions were more useful than most of the wisdom people offered about self-destructive behavior. This shrink understood that my disease was also an attempt to make something happen.

— Leslie Jamison, Splinters: Another Kind of Love Story (Little Brown and Company, February 20, 2024)

[alex-the-bringer-of-chaos]

Nah mate, having made self-destructive behavior and self-hatred my default response and state ever since I was a kid has truthfully fucked me up for life. Like, therapy has helped me to be capable of getting out of this infernal cycle and staying out for months, but I always fall and get stuck for weeks on it. Now, after almost a month of actively fucking myself over, I'm having to get my shit together, and I hate it here. Why?!?

[howifeltabouthim]

Then you will be free of this nonsense, this pain you make for yourself.

Catherine Lacey, from Biography of X

[jasmineflavouredjazz]

Broken mirrors are bad luck.

I used to break mirrors on sight Throw my fists across the shiny glass And let the blood colour my features As I stared at my shattered reflection Now they crack as I walk by A sharp splintering sound That makes me turn and look into The fragments of my existence Compiling the mosaic Of all that I am.

[pupucino]

When life gives you lemons, just eat them. Anaphylactic shock will end your misery.

[alphie-in-the-sky]

[guitarplayermrs]

She is the only thing that keeps me alive. After all these years, I still want to die. I’m a failure. She shall never find out that she is the reason I’m still holding on.

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[calicojack1718]

Narcissistic Collapse: Suicide Watch or Trump's Self-Destructive Meltdown

When a narcissist can no longer maintain their delusion of perfection, they enter a state of narcissistic collapse. This is the explanation of Trump's erratic abusive infantile behavior. The only questions are how long will it last and how bad will it get

SUMMARY: It is clear that Trump is in the throes of narcissistic collapse. Harris entry into the race and rapid rise in the polls has made his delusion of perfection impossible to maintain. He has to do something to redeem himself. Often narcissists resort to violence and verbal abuse. Sometimes, if the situation is particularly severe, suicide. What is Trump likely to do? Since so many have…

[a-hospital--for-souls]

"It's all in your head." - Thank you Janette, that's why it's called mental illness. It cannot be in my ass.

[stump-not-found]

A Lifetime Served in a Little Cup

pt.1 / pt.2 / pt.3 / pt.4

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bill, babygirl, the red flags get outta there

[howifeltabouthim]

As for sacrificing myself, that's done. I'm a man utterly ruined and would cut my throat to-morrow for the sake of my relations, if I cared enough about them. I know my own condition pretty well. I have made a shipwreck of everything, and have now only got to go down among the breakers.

Anthony Trollope, from Can You Forgive Her?