#self ref

[a-whispering-echo]

Forgotten City dye chart for referencing

[arobats]

list (for my own reference) of spn fanfics im pretending ill write some day in the future (and has also somehow become a list of some of my favorite fics??)

disclaimer that this is going to be long and will probably never actually get done but i need a place to put this all so they stop bouncing around my head ; you will almost definitely see a trend, yes i know its there, shut up let me have this ; if you have thoughts / suggestions / etc feel free to let me know

canon divergence:

s5, sam drinks cas or gabriel's blood to kill lucifer like he did lilith

idk i like a nice!lucifer au where sam doesnt end up in the cage bc fuck u :)

s5, lucifer comes out of the cage not wanting the apocalypse or to fight his brothers (rehabilitated, somehow removed mark of cain, some other evil god!chuck theory?) and teams up with sam to try to stop michael and raphael

s4 au where both John and Dean get resurrected bc that'd be so fucked up

going off the one above, What If? and Watching Over You as inspiration / spinning off of them

s2, sam keeps contact with all the special kids he talks to and they have a group chat going, work together to stop azazel (a bundle of sticks my beloved)

idk what exactly but i just really love Sam Winchester School of Hunting and Sam's Network of Baby Hunters so some kind of take on that, sam collecting all the kids esp the not-exactly-human ones under his wings

s5e6, sam goes with jesse / takes jesse and runs from cas and dean, now he has a reason to live and not self-sacrifice

s2e14 buabs au where sam is possessed longer than the few weeks that meg has him, he ends up pregnant with a cambion (trans man sam probably, but cis man sam if i want even more of a body horror angle)

wtlb au where sam does die in the panic room, gets resurrected by probably zachariah because ew, does dean even realize what happened, sam refuses to rejoin dean and bobby after lucifer rises

Last Minute twist, of sam realizing at the last minute that lilith isn't fighting back, refuses to kill her

a la Babel and A Father's Protection and Learning to Live Again, sam gets help from others during s5 and probably gabriel as well to put an end to the apocalypse

sam keeps in contact with missouri and is better prepared for cold oak, doesn't die

even more divergent from canon or pre-canon:

pilot, jess is a witch / in the know, sam has developed his psychic abilities more, so jess doesnt die - would sam stay or would jess go hunting? unsure. just want witchy jess

re above, You Can Always Go Home my beloved as inspiration

some sort of not-human sam, either cambion or nephil sam - developing powers early, hiding them from d&j, etc etc etc

a combination of this post and Been Away Too Long because im so weak for samjess and i refuse to apologize for that

some sort of boyking sam because its a classic (inspiration from Demonic Politics Verse)

post s3 au where instead of going off with ruby, sam realizes hes spiraling hard and actually tries to stop doing that by bunkering down with the harvelles (he and jo become besties, he discovers his psychic powers can work without the blood, jo calls dean out in metamorphosis, etc etc etc)

this post of mine :)

Ties That Bind by monpetittresor as inspiration for sam&adam post-cage (just gonna rec basically anything by this author bc love love love love love)

one of them "sam is actually lucifer and just doesnt know it like anna didnt know she was an angel" aus

crossovers:

criminal minds of course - they cross paths with the bau on a hunt, you know how it goes, and obviously samspencer

lucifer (tv show) - so many ideas for this one

s2e18 hollywood babylon lucifer is on a case with chloe and crosses paths with sam, instant connection

s3 au where sam hears about this guy calling himself lucifer and sneaks away from dean to try to see if this guy is the real thing and if he could break deans deal

s4 au where lucifer realizes the seals are breaking (my favorite explanation of the cage lucifer vs lucifer tv is in The Real Devil, basically the caged version is the part of his grace that he cut out because it has the mark of cain on it, but lucifer himself isnt in the cage) and goes to find his "true" vessel to see if he's reasonable enough to try to help stop this

s5 au where the caged grace is released and lucifer in LA is like "oh shit oh shit oh shit put that thing back where it came from or so help me" and helps sam out with that whole thing

[hemoplagued]

For reference purposes....

[areolni]

can't keep this in longer so sonic kinsona blabber under cut (except i can't draw so it's MOSTLY in words but y'all can imagine right)

ive been wanting to make a sonicsona for the LONGEST time but somehow, despite kinning the modern blue blur himself, i can't get the right design for him in my head. like yea ok just add clothes and stuff but it doesn't feel me. THEN. IT CLICKED. (massive word vomit below u've been warned and also satbk mentioned)

Lore

Behold the Fallen King, reduced to a measly Jester. He lost his monarchy, his authority, his dignity, but gained joy and freedom, now running as free as the wind despite the shackles of entertainment. He's seen as nothing but a mere show – a performance – for people to feast their eyes on the magnificent spectacle before them. King Arthur is long gone, only the nameless Jester is known.

tldr Arthur got dethroned and forcefully became a jester instead lol (in this context arthur and sonic are two diff people, js with the same appearance. yk js like how shadow and lance are diff but look the same)

how does this tie to my kinsona? why did i choose this lore? simple rlly: burnt out gifted kid. that's all im gna say. i fell down SO FAR it's not even funny.

i relate to sonic himself in many ways but one thing i struggle to relate to him is our experiences. while king arthur in canon satbk is well 'dead' (or nonexistent per se), what if sonic's alt exists in satbk (like shadow and lance). that's where im coming from. still was king of camelot, js dethroned. someone else took over idk who but that's not impt for now.

lance still stays with him (COUGH self indulgent COUGH) bc he's too loyal to actl leave arthur's side despite him serving the new king. him and the knights of the round table are the only people who know about this new jester's true identity bc arthur didn't want to be known, not out of shame due to his dethronement but he simply wanted a fresh start. he doesn't want to be weighed by his past responsibilities anymore. he doesn't want to be seen as king. while power is great, it isn't for him. that's why he tries to make himself as unrecognizable as possible while keeping some hints of his charm. why? so people see him and go "why does he look so familiar but i can't put my finger on it" (he loves to confuse people)

Extra info (background)

Arthur is, you guessed it, trans 🔥🔥🔥 ftm as most hcs say. how does this work in the medieval realm? born female, forced to become male initially bc he's the only child and his parents desperately needed a heir for the throne. if the kingdom found out their new leader was a fucking girl they'll go on a riot for sure so. in a sense, arthur has been male his whole life. while initially he despised this whole ordeal, he's grown to feel comfortable with himself. he's denied it for so long but eventually embraces it. it's a bit of an identity crisis bc his external persona is male, but when no one is looking his parents treat him like a female. it messes him up a lot and eventually says fuck it "nah ima do my own thing"

^ js a disclaimer this is from my knowledge of society in medieval times. im not very sure how heirs work. ive heard that princesses CAN be queens w/o a suiter but again, im uncertain.

abt the dethronement thing? don't ask me abt that. why was he kept in camelot and turned into a jester? the new king wanted to make a fool out of him so. there ya go. Arthur simply goes by 'Jest' now. (i suck at names, as u can tell)

Design Inspiration

if it isn't obvious enough, my main inspo would be based on Jester Sonic himself. he's my absolute fav design so far it's wonderful. obv i would make some tweaks

oops ari art WOAH *gunshots* additional details would be added from my persona/OC, based on The Fool arcana. his name is Neil :) i love him so much. (me and my friends made our own AU called Masquerade of Rebirth, MOR for short, and it's based on the 21 Arcana. we have lore for that too)

made a doodle of him but again i can't draw nicely so uh. yeah. ill learn how to draw sonic chars soon but i simply don't have time

for differences, he has more puffy sleeves and flowy accessories. he was supposed to wear those. puffy shorts stuff. like in Neil. but i was too tired to care at that time (basically i LOVE puffs and flowy stuff. im gna incorporate it as long as it makes sense) i don't have a colour palette for now unfortunately. again i suck at choosing colours. i also have a design for Arthur during his monarchy but it's js a simple white tunic, brown pants and leather boots. yk like. fucking astarion from bg3 LMAO

ngl this is mostly a ref for me so when i finally get to draw, i have smth to look back to. and also… cough… if there's any potential lancelot kinsonas.. hello.. ive seen so many shadow sonas but never one related to satbk </3

um idk who actl reads till the end but YAYY 💥 ive rlly nvr seen a sonic kinsona based on the storybook games so it'll be cool to see others :)

[mestos]

can i get an AMEN?

i once again trust TMS studio with my life. call me an ant the way i collect these crumbs

(episode 768)

more undercut

episode 1052

episode 1023

episode 805

"What is this chip?" "It was in Kaneko's camera." "Whaaaat?"

i cant ss it, but they ride his skateboard together, and ai has his arms around him

this made me laugh out loud

side note, haibara acts as a stage manager for the case theory part of the episode and directs the broadcasting guy for special effects while conan solves the case as kogoro

its a very long scene and i cant fit it under the pic limit lol

THERE ARE SO MANY CRUMBS IN EPISODES THAT FEATURE THE DB and i have to thank the wiki for my LIFE

[juneiper-art]

she's allowed to have a little crime as a treat

[xen0lush]

(flirting) I make an amazing ratatouille by the way

[barnharpy]

Man haha wouldn't it be funny if Astarion was seriously lying the whole way through and you found out after the fact that when he was alive he was just a sewist, and he's king of being the most unremarkable normal man to ever have the worst luck ever recorded ever

[smallpapers]

Why does nobody but you, know a shortcut, a sure shot? I forgot how it ought to feel I don't know what to do It's a whole lot to hold back, you know that Cupid shoots to kill

[quixotit]

#I have no idea what this is #but I approve

pgsm appreciation usa + mako’s first meeting

[mielplante]

my king i think there's tianlang jun in these bushes,,,

[hemoplagued]

:}

[ping-ski]

shrödinger's plex fic (they are real to me)

EBY eclipse and y/n ref here!! :3

[candyheartedchy]

I’m gonna walk into the ocean now.

[burloire]

Happy Self-Indulgent Spicy Solavellan Sunday everyone. Featuring as usual Mr. Dragon Age Himself, Solas Wifeguy. This weeks inspiration comes from Every Single Solavellan fic I have read the last 30 days. It is many, unlimited, most. All? Mayhaps. Also, additional shout out to every Boudoir photographer/models who posts their shoots online. Truly an inspiration. *3*

[barnharpy]

As I'm writing, I just keep thinking that Dhampir should be way more spiritually and cosmically important and upsetting than they are presented to be.

D&D has so much weirdness going on, I understand they got shuffled off into being Van Helsing concscripts, but a thing that is neither fully dead nor alive, potentially carried and birthed by a thing which can nurture nothing, or grew from a dead seed planted in living flesh - why aren't holy orders and wizards and shit hunting these bitches down and offering them stipends and furnished quarters and shit?

Especially the churches that only create paladins by tormenting them and calcifying the natural sense for whimsy and "idk, I think it depends" in most people. Why arent the necromancers that get a little sexy with the ethics "rescuing" spawn from their masters to keep in stalls

If trying to describe someone's creation and birth basically sounds like you're satisfying some prophetic loophole or sphinx riddle, man maybe get that freak on your team.