#self love is a bit hard
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imagine a world where I wasn’t an artist and these were made by someone else
if you were to tell me these were all made by the same person I wouldn’t believe you
#I really don’t give myself enough credit for what I’m capable of doing lmao#sometimes the negativity and self hatred consume me too much to the point where I don’t see value in what I can create#I don’t acknowledge my talent enough#self love is a bit hard
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Sketch dumping these WOMEN 😩💖💖💖
we need more art of these two so I hope I did them justice, I’ve been practicing how to draw them in my style and here are the results
#swimsuit Maleanor#Dylla in a dress#a bit self indulging but ahhh I love them sm#crushing on them so hard#twisted wonderland#twistedwonderlandfanart#twst#maleanor draconia#dylla spade
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Inspired by this comment
From this post of mine!
#danganronpa#danganronpa art#danganronpa fanart#danganronpa makoto#makoto naegi#danganronpa byakuya#byakuya togami#naegami#makoto is laughing at him with love cus he wuvs byakuya's dumb self to bits ^v^ can't blame him. byakuya's being a dork here#not entirely sure what they're doing. who knows. maybe filming a really shitty youtube video for their -3 followers#maybe it's specifically on byakuya's yt channel or maybe it's owned by both of them OR maybe it's not for yt and makoto's filming live#all while byakuya tries and fails to do kick flips increasingly getting more embarrassed cus he keeps landing on his ass and it stings#this silly drawing took me way too long btw all cus i fumbled hard on makoto's hands and took a break to draw other things#and whoops! it's almost 1am now!
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Sight of a Star - Blue-ish Star Ryōshū and Don Quixote
#HERES HOW BLUE-ISH STAR BELIEVERS CAN STILL WIN I PROMISE#Rendering sucks but I do like how these look very much. I hate drawing armour. big fan of dramatic shadows however.#but! as for justifications:#B-iS is an abno regarding what one so desperately wants but cannot have - possibly connecting to Blue Star and the paradise-like place-#people wish to reach by throwing themselves into it. though what is offered by B-iS is a much less refined yet as tantalising#given the text of 'The irresistible allure is almost tearing you apart' and the less refined bit being implied by both design#[jagged edges of the actual blue shape and legs like dolls - both unlike BS' much rounder and more naturalistic design]#in short it's the manifestation of impossible dreams - for Don this is her quest for a just knighthood in the City of all places#and for Ryōshū [though idk her source] it is her final work of art - the Hell Screen#when approached one's body is 'pushed away' as if a manifestation of how it is unachievable. at least it is for them#'To be truly blue the one with the true blue must be left alone in one’s blueness.'#is what I interpret as: 'to truly dream the dreamer must be left to one's fantasies'#dreams by nature do not intersect well with reality. all their flaws will be shown and they will crack under the pressure of the real world#it is why the dream pushes them away. to preserve itself. also probably has something to do with how DQ also has void dream#and this abno gives pride boosts in its event. and I personally see pride as a sort of 'self assurance' or 'self above others' so to speak#as to chase ones dreams one must think themselves the exception. as the one that can persevere over the City#plus the HP damage and the various juxtapositions in the 'forward' option may be in reference to how dreams and reality don't mix.#harming those who chase them. though all the same the 'backwards' option shows that simply tossing them aside shall hurt in its own way#to think oneself 'impure' enough to give up on chasing it is all the same resignation on your uniqueness#as for the gift: the name is possibly to do with how lower stars seem easier to reach. and the effect of damage at minus SP....#going insane dream chasing?#but to take ones leave allows for it to be left behind without any further effects. you did not look at your dreams. acknowledge them at al#but are you better off like that? not dreaming? forgetting that brilliantly unfinished star?#but anyways I hope you liked my rambles. also this abno and everything related to Blue Star is so tastefully C flavoured that I love them#and fun fact! when I was first generally mapping sinners to unfightable/EGOless abnos I entirely forgot Ryōshū somehow. which led to this.#they don't have weapons they just kick real hard and it works well enough#limbus company#ryōshū lcb#don quixote lcb#🎠🚬
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Living off the land
#street fighter#my art#akuma#gouki#stayed up way to late working on this but ughhg i love him#comfort character go brrr#i am gonna ramble a bit but#the way akuma lives i find so genuinely admirable#being totally self sufficient and hard working?#like gosh that’s amazing#his way of living feels so soothing to me#like whenever we see him outside of combat he’s always chilling in such beautiful places#i mean look at all his stages in the games#gorgeous#idk i see him and i feel warm and fuzzy
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tell me what the video Basically, I’m Gay means to you?
daniel howell why did you send this ask to every phannie tumblr account you could find .
#that was my funny answer#the serious answer: i stopped watching dnp at that point and only started again after BIG#and. i related to. A LOTTT of what Dan was putting out there in that video#funnily enough not because im bi but because im trans. like. the not fitting. the finding other queer label bc i couldn't accept what i-#-actually was#the constant fear. hard growing up feeling different. etc etc.#anyway#i think he's been watching a bit too much contrapoints b4 making it. but i rly loved it. in a strange way it was very comforting#and very reassuring#bc i was always drawn to dnp as a neurodivergent & queer person and was felt. for lack of better word.#stupid for it. or mocked.#and in BIG i had this. self recognition thru other moment yknow#own post#ask#dan and phil#daniel howell#phan#dnp#dip and pip
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wriothesley 3, 16, 17 :3 -- @milkstore
[Character Analysis Ask Meme]
What is Wriothesley’s mbti/enneagram?
Wriothesley is a 9w8 ESTP sp/so.
What is the best way to win Wriothesley’s heart?
Wriothesley is a simple man, and simple men require simple methods. Simply put, the best way to win Wriothesley’s heart is to flirt with him. He doesn’t need much more than that. Challenge him, tease him, take him by surprise. Play hot and cold. Accept his invitations for tea, then spurn his advancements the next. Present yourself as a catch, dance right out of his reach, and let his instincts kick in. But make sure you’re having fun too. It’s not a game if both people aren’t having fun.
What are Wriothesley’s strengths in a relationship?
Of the many traits Wriothesley was blessed with, two that stand out are his level-headedness and his tendency toward action. No matter what you may go through as a couple, he will not be overcome by stress or fear. You can always trust him to be solid no matter the storm. Not to mention you can trust he will not take the backseat in your relationship. If there is anything wrong, he will address it. But more than that, if he sees the chance to make you happy, he will take it, whether it’d be bringing home flowers or taking you on a date to something you want to see. In a relationship, he won’t let you feel alone.
#genshin impact#genshin x reader#wriothesley#wriothesley x reader#my writing#character analysis#okay! i admit it! because it was you i let myself get a bit lazy with the writing#it’s not as uwu as it normally is#wriothesley’s ivs were so hard here because you can make an argument for any of the synflow types#he exudes pseudo sx vibes but i’m p sure that’s the case bc he’s the typical leather jacket bad boy types being an estp and 9w8 haha#i will say tho that the winning his heart thing isn’t completely accurate#that’s more how to capture his attention and get him to be interested in you#imo he’s not picky you know?#but if you had to ask i’d say he’s attracted to fighters#not in the super saiyan sense or in the love hate relationship sense p#i mean more like��. you don’t simply accept everything that’s handed to you… even things you don’t like#you have enough self respect to stand up for yourself in the way that you can get him to say#‘oho? i like that look in your eyes’#he’s a fighter so it only makes sense haha#but that’s just my opinion he’s pretty open
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kiryuu sibling stasis post-32 is so interesting to me. nanami tries to leave and is (temporarily but also, crucially, violently) prevented from doing so by touga and akio. after this experience she puts distance between herself and them: she leaves touga’s phone in the car, she resigns from the student council (though she dons her old uniform still), she repeatedly dismisses and undermines the authority of the rose code, of end of the world, of akio, of touga. but she’s still in ohtori, isn’t she? uncomfortable with the idea of leaving, uncertain if it’s really possible. she tried before, and it hurt her. deeply. it’s so interesting to me, nanami’s agency and how she limits her exertion of it after 32, when she realises it for what it is. contrast that with touga, who accepts this weird stalemate between them, who is, really, uninterested in having any relationship of any kind with nanami if he can’t gain something from her. he’s very passive with her after 32, compared to the passivity he’d always feigned towards her before in order to stoke reactions from her and then exploit them. i was thinking about how touga has always been able to sever his relationship with nanami, but chosen not to; first out of a sense of obligation (‘we should live to help each other’) then a realisation of how that could be exploited. i was thinking about how nanami has never realised her ability to leave, in part because it is limited by touga and the harm he does her. i was thinking about the desperation and confusion akio calls out to anthy with as she leaves. i was thinking about how different that is to the kiryuus’ strange semi-breakdown; touga doesn’t want or need nanami, and nanami might love her brother but she cannot trust him or feel safe around him, doesn’t want to see him anymore; she’s itching to leave, and just a little scared (you know, because last time she tried that her brother assaulted her), and he’s not doing anything because ignoring her means he doesn’t have to deal with the emotions of her leaving or staying. something something gendered power dynamics something something tragic siblings
#local kiryuu sibling enjoyer has thoughts about them#i wrote this like three days ago but it’s getting posted now i have to speak my truth#touga loves a bit of inaction#nanami doesn’t but what the fuck else is she gonna do?? be brave? she tried that already#and she WILL try it again and i don’t think touga will try particularly hard to stop her#i think he might try a little but in doing so he’ll just become more aware of how much he doesn’t want to do that#and is only doing it bc of a vague sense of obligation to a perspective on life that he’s already questioned a la utena#im just. i have so many feelings about them. i bet none of you were aware of that fact already#i am once again wondering: does touga love nanami? what does that mean for each of them?#and im concluding: i really don’t think he does#i think he’s felt obligation to her and turned bitter towards that emotion and her in turn#i think he has no idea how to feel about her so he ignores the problem and exploits HER feelings as he thinks he understands them#until he realises that he doesn’t and has to deal (a little bit) with the ramifications of that#touga and anthy when nanami makes them self reflect. or swagever. the 32 way. neither of them would ever admit this but it’s true#dais.txt#her tragedy her triumph
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Hm. I've got an annoying lack of words right now, but not a lack of random WIPs.
If I edited up some of my Five's Time In The Apocalypse Fic (that was originally supposed to be like. a 10k piece about Five's relationship with Delores but is now over 30k words and only in the first year, still) and threw it up on AO3 with no plan or schedule for further updates except "Eventually" - would that be something you guys would be interested in?
#it feels redundant and self-interested to ask#because i know the answer is yes#if someone was offering this to me my answer would be Yes#but it's also a wip i haven't really worked on in... like two years#and i've never put a work on ao3 that i wasn't finished with or in the active process of finishing it#and this is a piece... i don't know if i'll finish it or not#i want to! i like thinking about it!#but i can't promise i will. unfortunately.#which feels a bit bad to me#but some fic is better than no fic! and i do really love the bits I've written so far!#if i think about it too hard i feel like i should do a rewrite like i did for the early chapters of jt#but that also feels like brain worms and an unnecessary extra thing to make myself do#anyway. if you have opinions for my self interested question feel free to indulge me#ficblogging#dl
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBRIS!! I still can and will cry while dropping an essay analyzing Tatsuki cause this game hit so many points for me. Spoilers for game theories + alt versions without overlay under cut
Really playing with the concept of Tats just drowning in their fantasies and their only friend that truly seemed to understand them being a product of their imagination because in reality they were alone and who they were deep down was dying from all their problems ;-;.
#debris#tatsuki#lefia#ynfg#yume nikki fangame#debris dream#god this game man.#never related to a character so hard#the idea of constantly slipping into fantasies where you had friends to cope with how lonely you truly were#internalizing all the abuse and taking it out on your self#Tatsuki deserves so much more love#one of the few characters i would honest to god. from the bottom of my heart. just hug for a bit
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we have suffered enough; we’re allowed to be happy
#no you don’t have to suffer to first feel deserving of happiness#but this post is for the ones who find it a bit hard to allow themselves to be happy after everything that has happened#i see you#mental health#be kind to yourself#positive self talk#trauma recovery#healing#actually traumatized#complex trauma#gentle reminder#cptsd recovery#cptsd warrior#actually bpd#cluster b#just cptsd things#happiness#self love#self growth#inner child healing#healing quotes#hope#wholesome
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AND THEY WERE ROOMMATES
#Nevermore#Nevermore Webtoon#Webtoon#Funny episode liked it a lot#Monty playing with Prospero’s cravat funyyyyyy#“I’m anybody” HE’S SO DONE IT’S HILARIOUS#Prospero Monty relationship who thought#He’s the dad of the group it’s hilarious and all the kids and his wife are giving him troubleeeeeeeeee#Doctor’s bag??????? What did you use it for in life my guy#“We couldn’t just leave Montresor to die!” …it was an option and omg their faces on the bottom panel 🤣#LENORE STOP YOU’RE TOO HOT OH MY GODDDDDDD *FANS SELF* “LOOK WHO IT IS GENTS” LENOOOOOORRRREEEEEEEEEEEE#I want to redraw but life be busy so soon ish#Episode 25 “Stains are so hard to get out of mahogany!” I knew it before Duke even said it 😂#He saw a ghost and it hit him on the head smacked his face sliced his shoulder sliced his side and broke his leg 😂#Lenore is unfaaaaaaazzzzzzeeeeeddddd also Duke wanna protect his bestie#“…A little bit. Maybe” I THINK IT’S MORE THAN A LITTLE BIT#MAZE TRIO LAUGHING BEING FRIENDS LOVE ITTTTTTTTTTT#LENORE AND MONTY SHOWDOWN MY FAVE IT ESCALATES SO WELL ALSO ANNABEL’S THE ONE WITH A BULLET IN HER GRAVE SORRY TO SAY#“Go to hell” 😂 this is the best#Annabel did NOT prepare for her to say that#Will doesn’t even have a roommate just throw Monty in there Will likes him enough and Prospero’s kinda wary of people it works out#Although Prospero you gave Annabel your key with ZERO hesitation or question so mayyybe you should’ve been more careful#Very funny episode I liked it a lotttttttttt oh no we’re heading into the formal divorce arc oh nooooooo
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Tuvok & Janeway both strike me as people who insist they aren't rich* but then they bring up a summer house or something in casual conversation *note: I'm aware that Star Trek humans live in a post-scarcity world with no money but still. I can't help but see the truth and the truth is that Janeway's fridge had an ice dispenser.
#It's a very SMALL summer house#I love them <3#Janeway especially is trying to stop Chakotay from eating her alive. She isn't RICH - she had to get a job. Her father ALWAYS#impressed the value of hard work onto her! (Where was the job?) It's not important. <- It was at a golf course and then interning at#some fancy lab because her dad was an admiral but he SWEARS he didn't pull any strings. Not her father!#Janeway gives off such big 'My father was a self made man!' vibes and I think he absolutely was but that meant she grew up a bit spoiled#and she doesn't want to admit it. Not EXORBITANTLY wealthy but still#Tuvok's 'I had a Vulcan master teach me kal-toh' ass....you had a vulcan MASTER teach you KAL-TOH??????? AT FIVE????#What is there to TEACH????????#I'm strangling him like bart simpson <3#Vulcan Master: Hello (Tuvok's dad). I have conquered all emotions and have at my disposal knowledge which the common Vulcan could never-#Tuvok's Dad: Wonderful. Please teach my toddler Kal-Toh.#Vulcan Master:..................T he game Kal-Toh? / Tuvok's Dad: Yes.#star trek voyager#Kathryn Janeway#Tuvok#Janeway & Tuvok are the prince and princess of Voyager in that order
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Unfortunately it is the end of pride month, however I made this drawing to celebrate. In this piece I wanted to showcase that nonbinary people can be very different and present themselves in many different ways, the reason why I wanted to make this is because recently I’ve been considering being only nonbinary, although I’m not sure of anything yet. But hey, I have lots of time to figure it out! Anyways, have a wonderful rest of this pride month!
#art#my art#artwork#artists on tumblr#digital art#queer#lgbtq+#lgbtqiia+#nonbinary#enby#enby artist#enby pride#pride month#happy pride month#pride art#last day of pride#self discovery#omg I love the way I did the background#although it is a bit hard to see the text#whatever
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If you love me raise your hand and you don’t the�� raise your standard.
#my chemical romance#love#health and wellness#self love#lovers#love quotes#love and deepspace#i wanna kms#hard k1nk#hell is a teenage girl#seventeen#frank iero#gerard way#ray toro#mikey way#collage#writers on tumblr#tumblr quotes#quality#catching fire#tumblr fyp#explore#ariana grande#just a little bit#arianator#cute#awsome#amazing body#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#gothic
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One thing that I think muddies the water re: SQQ acting like a buffoon is that he’s much more physically expressive in the donghua? In a very comical and memorable way, like chugging the medicine he tries to give Luo Binghe when the system is about to doc him points, noticing it’s for external use only, and then visibly fainting in front of Ming Fan and Luo Binghe. He’s much more of a clown, and it’s mostly in good fun, even if it’s not accurate to the book. Thinking about it more, my ideal adaptation would have SQQ properly maintaining his immortal facade at all times, but also include an expressive chibi version of himself acting out his inner thoughts and yelling at the system constantly. Only the audience would see his flailing, and also probably SQH when he’s introduced. Also! Showing him get more expressive with Binghe as book 3 goes on and he lets out more of his real personality around him.
that's a really good point about the donghua! I'm charmed by how SQQ is in the donghua because he's such a fucking loser (affectionate) but it definitely isn't very accurate to the novel. tbh the difference between SQQ's inner monologue vs outward appearance/actions is one of the things that makes it hard to adapt from a written form! having a little chibi SQQ to express his inner thoughts is an option, or hiding his expressions behind his fan or waiting until he's alone to scream into a pillow or something lsdkjflksdjf it's tough! it's really one of those things that works best as a book, which is such a shame because GOD i want to see so much of it visually
also him being more expressive with Binghe as their relationship develops is really good :') especially post-canon! Binghe complains that SQQ smiles more at other people, can you imagine what it'll be like once SQQ starts letting more of those walls down and fully grins at him while teasing him? I think Binghe would just straight up short circuit for a second
#asks#anonymous#thinking about them play fighting/flirting in book four.......#they're so cute#but yeah capturing the cool master facade while also conveying his inner thoughts is so hard outside of any medium other than written#i yearn for a live action adaptation but that would suffer the most tbh#unless they use a LOT of voiceover?#idk i feel like you can't really do scum villain without his inner monologue in there#if it's all detached from his inner thoughts then it's a completely different story#see: the way the tone completely changes when sqq is no longer narrating after the self detonation scene#i feel like with mdzs and tgcf you can get away with having less of wwx or xl's inner monologue#you definitely miss out on some stuff due to the things they don't say out loud#but the story and tone don't fundamentally change when you pull away a bit#sqq's voice is KEY to the tone of svsss#idk. it's interesting to me#i love this novel about writing novels that really can only be in a written form
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