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Afraid to read the new chapters of bnha and be utterly disappointed...
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so going without food for long periods of time completely resets (fucks up) your digestion and metabolism and you have to reintroduce food to your system slowly with lighter foods like smoothie juice soup etc and while sanji usually is very knowledgeable about nutrition and diet, do you realize that this particular piece of knowledge came from his own experience with starvation my beautiful precious sanji has suffered so much :(
#my beautiful perfect angel#why does he have to suffer so much GAWD#im about to go out in the street and start throwing rocks at people i feel so bad for sanji#sanji is always so considerate and kind#and i love seeing it now even as he is taking care of Momonosuke and law in dressrosa#i love him so much yall don't under please#one piece sanji#black leg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#sanji#punk hazard#one piece punk hazard#one piece
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@openphrase123 your fanfic(s but i mainly made art of the mira and siffrin one because i cant remember words for the life of me for i do not speak french) IS???? ? SO GOOD. SO GOOD IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH finally something to look forward to in the week fr
Mild spoilers for it ig!! But nothing too explicitly groundbreaking i dont think it'll kill your mom to look at these without having read the ff first
Don't mind the shit quality i??? I drew all these so fast theyre kinda shit and i have yet to fully acclamate isat to my artstyle so it's mid
Teehee me when i make shitty rushed fanart to show my appreciation that i cannot put into words for my faovorite games and also authors
peep the rant in the tags
#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#god ive been obsessing over isat lately#its terrible how ive been feeding into it#ffs of it be having me giggling running around because siffrin is healing#not in this particular one though#at least not at the part thats written rn#i do love seeing them suffer in equal parts#siffrin my scrimblo i will microwave you#a mosquito is in my room as im typing this girl gtfo#slight spoilers for this fanfic i suppose#okay so THE FANFIC BROO that part where sif lets mira pick his name?! makes me think that sponsors always pick the names#hence why sif never got a new name and spica feels outdated#also i love LOVE seeing mirabelle get better and better at yk... remembering#needing sif to reintroduce themselves every time is such a creative way to do like a pseudo timeloop#everything was so neat#upset that i cant do them justice in drawinng though i have very little experience drawing black hairstyles#or like being around black people with such hairstyles which is a shame!! i would wanna get a better look at the texture and the variation#BACK TO THE FF i literally read this to my older brother out loud (thank god i managed to pester him to play Isat)#and my throat got so raw from speaking that i had to stop but then itd get to another cool detail and i HAD to tell him#so my throat pain? your fault not mine nuh uh not the lack of self control#case in point thanks a bunch for writing!! i wanna get as good at that as you at some point
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this is how i kind of see them i think
#markvid#this is like a dumbed down way that i see them#i have many perceptions on the ship but this is probably my MOST fav to think abt#i love seeing mark suffer maybe that’s why#cotc#elders of the creek#they live in my head rent free i fear..like mold…#as if they’d pay rent lmfao#elder mark#elder david#i feel like im carrying the markvid torch where are y’all gay mfs i need more fanart of them please
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A little special something for something even more special. Hint: it's about love and fears and birthdays and new beginnings
(@/marvel hire me <3)
#pavitr prabhakar#spider man india#atsv pavitr#across the spiderverse#sandman#spider man fanart#comic#artoftheagni#mythic mumbattan au#inspired by the cover for spider man family business#it's so dynamic and for what!!#WOOOOOO anyway just gotta do some final editing on the birthday fic and then WE'RE HERE..... MMAU IS REAL..........#im so excited you guys. the amount of lore and stories and fun things i'm going to shower you with..... unreal#giving my baby boy what he needs (trauma pain suffering and a power up and a birthday party!!)#kalaripayattu pose is the horse stance. if you want to know#why can't i write FASTER GRR#anyway i believe in ghungroo supremacy. moon knight with his “i wear white so the bad guys see me” well-#-pavitr's schtick is that he sounds like christmas when he approaches. get scared#new fic incoming in a few days.....
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bsd fandom has always mischaracterised kunikida to hell and back but the fact that i am seeing SO MUCH hate for his character right after his 'death' is insane
#'kunikida is a boring character' 'dazai doesnt even like kunikida' 'kunikida has never suffered through trauma' DO U HEAR YOURSELF...#on one hand yeah studio bones butchering ln1 so bad will always be a main source of the misinterpretations#but EVEN THENNN you dont HAVE to read ln1 to get it. you just need to use your brain!!!!!#i dont care if you dislike kunikida or dislike knkdz or whatever. you can have your own opinion#but dont make up bullshit reasons for why you dont like them??????#and also ship wars are so stupid if i see ONE MORE POST comparing skk and knkdz's partnerships#which while have some good parallels#are ultimately not the same#then i will FIND YOU#skk and knkdz involve dazai in two very different stages of his life and you cant compare them#'oh this is healthier. oh this is more interesting. oh this partnership carries more weight. oh--' SHUT THE FUCK UP FOR FIVE SECONDS#LET PEOPLE LIVEEEEE#sorry for being petty but ive gone seven years without a knkdz manga interaction and so many skk shippers still wanna whine about how their#ship is better or whatever. like you already own so much content. so much of the fandom is skk tunnel visioned#why are you threatened by other shippers just having fun. calm the fuck DOWN#and also STOP PUTTING YOUR BASELESS HATE IN THE KNKDZ TAG I DONT WANNA SEE ITTTT#tag it as anti or whatever but dont shove your hate into the ship tag lol thats just basic etiquette#ok sorry im done now goodbye#this went from being annoyed at bad knkd takes to stupid knkdz hate but. those always seem to come together#smiles through the pain#bsd spoilers#sorry forgor to tag that
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A fun recap
of Ryu Sunjae being "pure like oxygen"
#Well there you have it#A recap of ryu sunjae's not so pure like oxygen thoughts#See this is why us Christians have to wait till marriage#Cause temptation is real#But you can't blame the man#This two suffered for at least 4 timelines and that's enough to last a lifetime#They really deserved their happy ending and im glad we got episode 16 of them being together#lovely runner#sunjae x sol
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Puyo/Madou, meet ISAT. ISAT, meet Puyo/Madou. I'm sure you have everything in common and this is not at all a completely random crossover of my two current interests
#dont look at Salde for rhe love of my sanity do not even percieve Salde i dint kwno what ifmf doing g#art#fanart#ISAT#puyo puyo#in stars and time#madou monogatari#kitscribbles#sig puyo puyo#schezo wegey#arle nadja#ringo ando#sig really do be sig no last name#prince salde#their ages are different in this one. oldest to youngest - schezo > arle > sig > ringo > salde#you see that stubble on Sig thats baby stubble. thats unfortunate facial hair on a teenager#sometimes it works out for people still in their teens but not sig#Ringo is!! Perhaps a bit too young to travel!! She's basically a foreign exchange student#i have to admit all the roles and dynamics in ISAT are NOT 1:1 in this AU#i have it all mixed up#when i say sig and schezo are besties i mean theyre both awkward with people they just happen to have an understanding. also sig bullies hi#Sig is he/they here!! I dont usually mess with canon genders (hella respect those who do) but honestly i just like it for Sig...#I still need to learn more about Salde but imma just go ahead and say that Salde is kid gender#Was tempted to hide Sig's lil hair thingies under his hat but then was like. Why would i do that#favorite joke in all this is that Schezo tried so hard to Change that he fucked up his own speech patterns and now socializing is. well#sig didnt shave before the loops and now he has to do that every time or suffer the teasing of his friends at some point in the house#thanks guys im going insane over here and youre laughing. going nonverbal now#How does Salde balance a fish on their head? uhhhhh well you see. have you ever balanced a massive bag of frozen peas#Salde doesnt cook but there's money in that fish. Nobody feels comfortable enough to ask a kid for cash but they WILL reward good behavior#in puyos and time
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I really appreciate that peacewalker went out of its way to give big boss the most prominent eyelashes ever
#every time it zooms on his stupid face i just see the long lashes like good lord i see why the fanarts make him like that now#big boss#yes im playing peacewalker with all its raw pixelated textures and yes i am suffering#and yes i know theres pssspp settings i can configure but I will figure that out. later.#mgs pw#mgs
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making an au rn and im so torn between drawing the sticks as actual humans/gijinkas or just my normal humanoid stick designs aaaaaa
#their expressions would be a lot more readable if i could draw them as humans but more boring#but my usual designs are already hard to see in some scenarios (esp chosen) and also idk how i feel abt putting eyes on those#arghhgrhghh decisions decisions......#maybe i could find a middle ground between the two but ARHGHH I JSUT DONT KNOW HOW#there are a bunch of pros and cons to both AND IM INDECISIVEEE#pawu.speak#currently suffering why couldnt ijust be a writer. why do i have to draw stuff.
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i swear to god, if i see one more "poor calypso, she deserved better, such a tragic unrequited love story 🥺🥺🥺" post/tiktok/content/literally anything online, something is getting brutally stabbed
#like im sory bbgs but she is fckn rapist#she literally rapes a guy constantly for seven years#i don't see poor victim in her in any way#how could anybody read odyssey and think that???#fuck calypso#calypso can choke#calypso#greek mythology#the odyssey#odysseus#i love riordanverse but rick wtf why is she there paired with LITERAL TEENAGERS#i fucking hate her#calypso should die#tw sa#to be clear im not attacking rrverse fans who like her character there but i definitely have beef with rick for putting her there#but if someone is talking about actual greek mythology calypso that way#its just so gross to me#especially if they read the odyssey#justice for odysseus#in a way that yes#he is a horrible person and have done a lot of shit#but he also suffered enormous SA from calypso and this should be recognised#so yeah :)#to sum up:#burn in hell calypso
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Girls be like "it's my comfort episode" but what it really is is their favourite character having a horrific time
#its me im girls#this post was written with The Real World in mind#and also Rite of Passage and Desperate Measures#yes my comfort episodes are when my favs are suffering#yes thats when we see the core and the strength of their characters and the very reasons why i love them!!!
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I did some twists and turns to the Dreamtale I included in the server me an my friends rp in, and I’ve been kinda hyper fixated so I did a little thing
I don’t like perspective but im going to have to eventually learn, soul shattering I will never be the same once i dominate it
Yea the fucking tree told him to shoot night because everyone is so mean to him so I just yknow she might as well also be mean to a fucking seven year old who knew no better 
Dreamtale (Dream and Nightmare) Belong to Jokublog
#undertale au#utmv#dream sans#nightmare sans#dreamtale#wow jaja im actually normal for once?? I don’t have anything to bark at but WROFO WROOF AUUUUUUUU howling in pain for them they are devasta#I love them sosososo much I have been putting Dreamtale animations on loop and songs that remind me of them I love them I want to hold them#and give them hugs and tea and give their little heads little kisses and and show them that they both deserve to be loved#I want to show Dream how to read and write and I want to comfort nightmare i want to tell him that he’s capable of being loved too and he#deserves the world#I cried I cry I always cry when I think of them I will always cry for them I will always mourn for them they have my entire being and soul#would kill for them please be nice to them they have done nothing but suffer and cry and be angry I need them to be happy please let them b#happy please I cannot explain how much I want to scream and bang my head on a wall when I think of them and their relationship I break and#cry urgrurghr why why why why why I have such a brain rot I just want to see them hangout and smile and call each other brothers and call#each other family I need them to gossip and pinky promise and cook together I need nightmare to teach dream to read and write and dream to#teach nightmare how to have fun and heal their inner child I need them to do brotherly things and cause destruction together
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to be real honest i want my wives to kiss (sabo and yamato)
i love my pretty handsome men ok and sometimes i gotta see them kiss !!!
#i think abt yamato a lot but i never draw him#if i draw him with sabo i’d be unstoppable#however. i suffer artblock and audhd things so im kinda stuck doing nothing#one day maybe…#dain talks#‘dain stop shipping sabo with every character you see’ no#‘why ship them’ pretty.#are they saboyama or yamasabo… idk
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Not being able to write when I have multiple chapters for fics I need to update plotted out fully, multiple new fics in progress of plotting or completely plotted out and literally nothing to do at work is killing me.
#i have so mucb time to write but physically cant and Im suffering#why do this to me?#i wanna write!#i have so many things ready to write!#ive got a great fun Artemis keeping Percy safe and alive when he gets grabbed instead of annabeth in TTC#and one where fem!Percy is next oracle of delphi and is a future seeing disaster#and a Thanatos/Percy fic#and a silly one where percy has a pet lion#and a mortal View of the kids#and even a Jason/Leo fic#got a new chapter plotted for#you will see me thrive#guide me (through the storm)#and started on one for#symbol of the oceans love#and#close your eyes (dream of me)#like so much ready to go!#and thats not counting the other fandom fics Ive plotted#ive got a dozen fics for HP/CDT#one update for naruto and three for fablehaven and one more for miraculous ladybug#uuuuuggggghhhh#life speaks
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actually so evil how much of hal's internal world gets obliterated with the rewriting of his relationships with jessica and martin.
#hal jordan#empyrean posting#ok going in the tags because im not actually v confident in my understanding of his character. i read all of his 80s/90s stuff but forgot#90% of it but ANYWAY.#so much of him just does not make sense with how geoff johns characterises him and his relationships with his parents particularly the#parallax stuff simply because of how much his relationship with the guardians and their apathy/'betrayal' is influenced by hal's original#relationship with his dad. like at its heart it's pretty much the same dynamic in how hal blindly trusts and sort of idolises the guardians#despite their repeated infractions in hope of... something in return just as he had with his father and the abuse he suffered at martin's#hands. that's what makes his anger at the guardians make sense when it does show itself because the relationship parallel didn't stop there.#as with martin hal gets nothing for his devotion. he gets nothing for doing everything that's asked of him and more and it ends the same way#too: with a man in the sky burning like a newborn star. and you lose so much of that nuance and intrigue behind that if you just make#jessica the 'bad one' because!!! you cheapen it!!!!#the whole idea of hal is that he has his father's face but his mother's scars#(to me). in the sense that they both reacted to martin the same way with that cognisance of who he was as a man yet inability to pull away#because... love. both the love they had for him and the conviction that he did or could love them too. and jessica arguably did eventually#but also she didnt did she? because she held onto that notion of love till the very end. the few scraps she had she ballooned outwards until#they became the whole. but hal didnt have even that and he spent his whole life chasing it & running away from wanting it at the same time#like i think there's something so interesting to the fact that he had to be convinced that flying was what he wanted to do. how much of that#was touched by his father? the fear that he was already too much like him than he could bear to be? he already had his face now he had his#dreams and longing for the sky. how much more could he have before he began repeating the cycle?#and at the end he even had his father's death. burning in the clouds. like there's so much there and that's not even touching on how it#impacts his relationships with other heroes. not just in the sense of why did kyle clark and diana get to keep their close yet complex#relationships with their moms when hal had to lose his (although yeah why did they) but also just how he lets himself come across to them.#because it's on purpose right? that he lets them think his reflection of his father is born out of unadulterated love for a man worthy of it#? he has his father's job he wears his father's jacket he smiles his father's smile. what else are they supposed to think.#and isnt that interesting!!! that this man who is so committed to being good & just can lie so casually to people he thinks of as friends!!!#can you see how that might be his mother through and through!!! in how she might have glossed over the abuse to other people and herself!!!#can you see how in spite of it all he might want to be perceived as his father that paragon of masculinity and resent that he is not!!!#do you understand how everything he loves has been poisoned!!! im thinking of that scene where he tells bruce about watching martin die &#wouldnt it have been so much more interesting through this lens. how he is both revealing & obfuscating at once. i hate the change sm
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