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What is your favourite depiction of romance (or sex if you prefer) that you have produced? Or if you haven't produced one yet, then what is your favourite example from another creator?
Yes! This is the ask I was especially hoping to get! Thank you! ~♥
[Assume all links in this first paragraph are 18+] Aside from stuff that I haven't posted here, I still quite like this one which ticks both boxes, or at least ticks one and is extremely suggestive of the other. This one is also one that I still like and I plan to revisit the idea behind it later to fix some stuff and add it to the timeline when I get there. These two are also nice and sweet.
For my next trick I'm going to use this ask to shout out some other creators (because I was secretly hoping to get this ask to do just this lol)
From other Erenville x WoL creators, like p much all of what @deathflare posts makes me melt. I would also like to shout out @lilas @nabaath-areng @hotgirltavi @zeloinator
@shadowentei and @elizabethrobertajones for also having great Erenville x WoL ships and taste. ♥
For other non-Erenville related content; @hythlodaes and their lovely Emile and their beautiful and moving cinematic shots. @ahollowgrave also does stunning romantic shots and Odette is drop-dead gorgeous. Also @iron-sparrow whose Yein is the embodiment of love in all forms. Also also @oneiroy and @verysmallcyborg whose Ryss and Fornax are such a powerful couple and peak romance.
I absolutely missed people, but I hope that showcases at least a small handful of the other people out there doing beautiful romantic work as well. I am particularly fond of anything that is very sweet and soft.
#I'm going to remember like a dozen more people after I post this#and be like 'oh my god Zyl you fool!'#see my crying in the tags of their posts lol#Z speaks#Z answers#ask games#raynshyu
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"I adore you // love you too baby" YOU COOKED SO GOOD ACTUALLY, love the characterization details in ur works!!
HEY ANON LOL DO YOU WANT ME TO CRY??? DO YOU WANT TO SEE ME CRYING MY EYES OUT?!?!
but hm hi. 🤚 hello thank you for speaking about that hello hiiii 🤚 can I talk for a second about it pls 🤚
about endo never truly learning the idea of being lowkey about anything. about him being intense in every aspect of his life, about loving and being infatuated so deeply by everything he even dares to care about.
about how being in a secret relationship would hold him back so much. and he'd be pissed about it but he would understand it so well because he doesn't want to give up on fighting and also he doesn't want to give up on you. so it's whatever, he will try it. for the sake of having fun without hurting what you have, he will try it.
I wrote that part specifically by the idea of his s/o being aware of who the relationship is with. you gotta know that he adores the ground you walk, that he's obsessed with being around you, just like he's with other things, and that just means he loves you. its kinda fucked up. but when he says those stuff you can only hear "I love you" and honestly, takes a while to get used to it, but what else can you ask?
it's about the idea of helping him through it too, you know? constant reminder that when the infatuation is gone, there's still love. when the fights aren't fun or when shit happens, things get messy, there's still your love. :)
#highest of all compliments for my writing i will literally cry#anon im so sorry for using your ask to gush about this i was thinking abt it and i didnt know how to post#come back pls i hope you dont mind ilu this was honestly so sweet. im kinda here trying to repay the compliment hope its okay LOL#DO I TAG THIS!?!?!?? IDK im just rambling but i guess i put some effort into thinking it all day so#yamato endo x reader#yamato endo x you#wind breaker x reader#e.txt#mine#inbox.txt#im about to start writing mini series of smaus abt my thoughts abt this man#this is not fun (its i love it)#thats how i see him btw hii 🤚 he's obsessed with you#that doesnt mean he will always be loving but its always abt u :)))
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mr medicine seller i love you, may i steal your gender please and thank you
#yall i havent been posting bc i havent rlly been finishing anything 😭😭😭😭😭😭#anyways have an artstyle crisis scribble#mononoke medicine seller#kusuriuri#my art#also berries if u ever read this just know i think about the stoner medicine seller and snufkin page so often#everytime i see the medicine seller or listen to the op i think about it and its still so funny to me#i look through all the magma pages every so often and they make me so happy its unbelieveble#ok thats enough sappy shit in the tags i need to stop lol#to me hes the you ever see a man so beautiful you start crying meme
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Call Him By His Name
Thank you for fighting for this world. For believing. Fare you well, my friend -- my inspiration.
#bound with thread | original posts#seal it with wax | art#crystal exarch#g'raha tia#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#trying to remember what tags i put on these other than just character tags oops#anyways have this screenshot redraw that i got way way too invested in making. oops#feat. my own little specbio bits and headcanons of course. as one always does#(i put the art sig for my usual fandom blog on there by muscle memory but yknow what it works. lol)#anyways you ever see a man so beautiful you start crying? yeah? yeah#i've only done shb through watching letsplays so when i eventually get there in my own playthrough i'll draw something like this again#and inevitably cry over this man. because i love him
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So I finished The Magnus Archives today... safe to say that I'm not doing great
#THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A FRICKING HORROR PODCAST#BUT NO IT ENDED UP BEING A TRAGEDY. BECAUSE WHAT THE FRICK WAS MAG 200. SERIOUSLY#I genuinely cried man these stupid gay archival dudes meant so much to me#AND THEN RUSTY QUILL PULLS THIS ON US LIKE COME ON#safe to say that this is my new interest now time for animatics and fanart dumps#traditional art#the magnus archives#the magnus pod#the magnus archives podcast#archiveblr#|<- is that the tma tumblr community tag??? i dunno#tma podcast#tma posting#tma#magnus archives#persona doodles#i want to thank my irl friends Anthony and Bingo for introducing me to this podcast#cause man if it wasnt for them i wouldnt have finished it#or started it for that matter lol#magnus archives is a tragedy#anyway if you ever start the podcast. be warned you will cry over the finale#and like. MAG 159. cause that was really sad too#north arts sometimes#and hi anthony. i know you see me on tumblr so hi :>
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I told no one of it, it shall forever remain our secret. Here is what you’ve sacrificed your life for…
A friend of mine is playing the Layton series for the first time right now, so I decided to replay them for the first time in over ten years (ouch. I feel old). Miracle Mask didn’t really stick out to me as a kid, but as an adult? Ugh.
Anyways. I hadn’t drawn anything in a while but the demons in my brain demanded a sacrifice. Welcome to my blog. See you again in a month.
#professor layton#miracle mask#miracle mask spoilers#? I mean technically#professor layton and the miracle mask#Waow first post#still have to learn how to tag.#I think Diabolical Box will always be my absolute favorite but Miracle Mask is a close second right now#Had to literally set down my DS at several points and cry about how everyone in these games deserves so much better#Ugh.#Can’t wait to see how NWOS makes me cry.#And while I’m here. don’t stare at the flowers too long. I learned I cannot draw flowers lol.#artists on tumblr
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so i just spent like 4 hours writing the text to and recording a murderbot-themed song to the melody of jingle bell rock, because i've been forced to listen to jingle bell rock on repeat at work and my brain helpfully suggested that "jingle bell" and "murderbot" have the same amount syllables on like repeat number 3 and ever since my brain's just been going "murderbot, murderbot, murderbot rock"
(the lyrics are like /so/ bad for the amount of time i spent on this, it reads like a 15-min project, also i /can't/ sing, i was literally told to "stop intentionally singing this badly" in music class in school at one point, and it's recorded on my phone mic, on a phone that cost under $150 new)
but man i am so happy/excited about this and im legit thinking about like if i can learn how to 1. make videos with karaoke text in them, 2. fucking ANIMATE a short video with like simple chibi-like drawings (i can't draw either), (and also maybe 3. get some vocaloid-like voice program to sing this instead of me) in the next 48-ish hours to make a murderbot-themed video for christmas
#rn im like legit considering posting the recording#it's scary af because 1. posting everything is scary but also 2. my singing is SO bad and also im not sure how badly my accent comes throug#but also like. i had fun making this. if one single person has fun seeing/listening to this that'd be great.#but also im pretty sure that if i get like two likes and no reblogs i'll cry lol#maybe i should post it on ao3 instead im generally okay with very low engagement on ao3 for some reason.and i do have a side ao3 account lo#i wish i had murderbot friends to talk to this abouttttt#(and maybe hopefully like one of them would be better than me at any of the things mentioned above ^^^^^^ and also would have lyrics tips)#herr's personal tag#also it's 4 am here now. i have stuff to do tomorrow#i just. my brain wouldn't let me sleep until this was finished at least in its most simple form
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I’m happy bc Phineas and Ferb doesn’t make me feel sad at the moment :))
#it doesn’t make me feel like#exuberantly happy#but it doesn’t make me want to cry my eyes out either#so that’s a win from where I was when the poster was released haha#I wore a pnf shirt to work this week and it made me happy#and then one of my friends messaged me about pnf and my brain didn’t immediately jump to#‘hey rmemeber how that thing made you sad??’#and that’s on#✨growth✨#it feels nice to be free of overwhelming pnf emotion. at least for right now.#I’ll sacrifice the extreme happy if it means I don’t have to deal with the extreme sad either haha#I can’t believe it’s November#damn#cadence rambles#also I can tag my pnf sad posts if yall do not want to see them LOL let’s tag them#pnf sad
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sketches from @mipexch 's whiteboard a couple days ago!!
also feat. a very small reference to @onlineviolence :]
#peridots-art#bugs#bots#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#swordsmachine ultrakill#bugzapper ultrakill#minos prime ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#plus the rest of the fumos but those weren't done by me. someone was drawing v1 so i put a v2 beside them and came back later to like 5 mor#hence why they are out of frame. anyway this was a LOT of fun I lost track of time and stayed up till dawn even#there were so many cool and/or recognized artists.... i keep checking the ultrakill tag to see if anyone else posts their own sketches#it was posted at like 2am my time though so i didn't get to stay very long.... i checked in today on the fumo drawings and there was#just so much new art over there and in general. so many people doodling and having fun and complimenting each other and bonding over#the things we all like. im gonna cry#anyway. i think this is the longest period of non-posting (not inactivity. lol) on tumblr i've ever had#so might've forgot some tags. also i think i'll use alt text for multiple images and regular id for 1-2#edit also i wrote 'today' in the tags up there but it was in fact two days ago. regardless#ALSO. sorry if the alt text is hard to read or anything. never used it before + penchant for lengthy descriptions#can you tell i'm really proud of the beetle gabe btw. men will see a character say 'anyone gonna buggify that?' and not wait for an answer#WAIT i've already made that joke haven't i. whatever turn your blorbo into an insect or some sort of gay bug today#peridots-described
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this is basically my kyle playlist
california girls is rlly carrying the angst so sad((she eants me(2 b loved) is not the sadest song ots just the 1st))
#most if the songs r about alex ngl i love her sm#goodmirbing!! my headaches gone yiipppee!!!!#tgus doodles from yesterday tho lol#i was gonna post it on my kyle doodle acc but like?? not anymore#i drew him kinda leaky srry man#actually no not srry CRY MORE#this guy needs therapy idc what u say#i mean most of them do byt like i will ralk about his silly lil issues hes got sm of those#i feel so bad 4 the ppl i talk 2 omfg#i just talk talk talk & never shut up & THEY DONT TELL ME 2 SHUT UP?? makes me frel bad like oh shit i just yapped @ u im so srry#not even talking about dc all the time#its worse when its dc omg#‘no i like hearing u talk’ like uhm DO U? i can make u regreat that here let me talk about kyle rayner#all the ppl irl having 2 deal w/me shuffling trough comics & me making them see smth on my phone 4 context#i swear i dont talk over ppl ot @ least i rlly try not 2#srry im like sleepy @ am remembering going over 2 1 of my parents friends house &i just talked talked talked#i was ddoung basically a horrible stand up routine#skjfkfkvkkgg#anyaysd kyleee omgg kyle raynerr??!!!#im so srry kyle nation#my kyle tag lmao#kyle rayner#<- is scared#2 put that#dc#puppee art#i think instead of talk talk talk i should say ramble ramble ramble
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Blog 1: lol anyone else seeing a lot of strawberries in new recipes now? sometimes its fun but i really dont get the appeal of adding it to everything. why did you make strawberry garlic bread
Blog 2: u kno im not a fan of strawberries, i really like the rich sweet and sour notes from oranges, oranges and chocolate is such a good combo. i altered a recipe for a smoothie with oranges last week and it was soooo good ill give you my notes if you want Reblogged by: Blog 1: ahaha yesss i love chocolate and oranges
Blog 3: I canNOT believe the hate im seeing to strawberries right now, like, you know guys know the rule don't like don't bake right?? you know you can hit the back button right?? honestly what's wrong with yall
Open draft- wait guys you know there's a difference between leaving a comment on a recipe saying you hate strawberries and the recipe writer should never use them, and going to your own blog to say you don't really like strawberries, without naming any specific people or recipes right? you know there's a difference right?? - Save - Post - Discard
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Blog 4: why is everyone jumping on the strawberry hate train right now. what is wrong with you. Reblogged by: Blog 5: I knowwww like guys some people stop baking because of reading things like that, please stop it, if you don't like strawberries you can be quiet about it
Open draft- im so sorry if anyone's getting sent mean messages or comments about what they're writing and baking, but i'm literally not seeing any of that and if you are, please use the block button. but someone making a post on their own blog is not that, and if you can't see the irony in you being allowed to complain on personal blogs but not them i can't help you... - save- post- discard
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Blog 2: are strawberries even in season?
Blog 6: woo cherry pie!
#trying so hard to be a blog 6 rn#im discarding those drafts#but clearly it has been too much for me as this one is getting posted#like i really am sorry if any. strawberry antis are directly being rude to anyone#that isnt ok#but i have seen zero of that on my dash or in the tag#i saw a few blogs saying lol they don't like strawberries#and then i saw a ton of blogs saying how dare there be any negativity at all#and seeming to act as if those blog posts were specifically about disliked fic authors i mean recipe makers#which... if any of them were... i didn't see it because of how i blocked large swaths of the fandom like three years ago#when i realized that it was determined to blow up a discourse topic every single month#and if there are people doing that. please. do what i did. block en mass#if you open a recipe that turns out to have strawberries in it and you cant hit the back button but instead leave a nasty comment that is a#you problem#but also if you see a random blog post about someone saying they dislike strawberries- hate strawberries even- and you feel personally#attacked and start crying about how now you never want to bake a strawberry shortcake again and they're so mean#that is also. a you problem.#'what fandom is this pocket' dont worry about it#not one i have any mutuals in#which. considering the mass blocking and the annoying chronic discourse explosions. perhaps is not surprising
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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers 💜💜
was not expecting this sweet of a surprise in my inbox lol
*conveniently forgets everything that gives me serotonin* ;-;
I. my identity. unusual choice i know, but the building blocks that make me me give me peace, warmth and joy. they provide comfort, promise me betterment, prove to me time and time again that there is so much beauty to life, if only we have the eyes to see it and the heart to embrace it. they also occasionally give me grief but such is life XD
things like being a muslim alhamdulillah first and foremost, a hijabi, proud jordanian, quasi-polymath, socially anxious (coffee) bean...
II. knowledge and its pursuit. for as far as i can remember ive always been drawn to the known and unknown of anything and everything. libraries are my safe spaces, books are my friends, and scholarliness is my goal. truly the fastest way to my heart is by infodumping while i sip my tea and watch your face light up with every word <3
III. the basic necessities of life like food, sleep, and existing. doing literally nothing (and occasionally dissociating in the process lol) is one of the best things one can do. simply be. that and eating my feelings and sleeping to unholy hours. #medstudent #godimsotired
IV. as much as people terrify me sometimes, there is something unmistakable about the innate desire and longing for human connection. meaningful and deep relationships with friends and family mean the world to me, and their happiness is equally, if not more so, mine :') (yall keep me sane thank you for your service xxx)
V. im leaving the last one slightly ambiguous ish, becasue i can never tell when and where my (temporary) new found infatuations with quite literally anything take me. as of this week, im sliding back to my hades & persephone rabbit hole of the beauty of life and death as seperate entities, and then intertwined as one. *sob*
a while back i was absolutely enamoured with botany and traditional chinese medicine (i blame maomao) and before that embroidery, psycholinguistics, medieval torture devices and execution methods and japanese mythology. fun times :)
#theres so many tangents i want to go on and elaborate further#i had several dozen things i wanted to add in the tags#but i didnt want this to get too too long#and also i forgot them so youll have to make do lol#i have an exam in 4 days my braincells are trying ok#anywho#it aint much but its honest work#asks#no i didnt nearly cry when i got stuck for an hour after no. 2#*the books on my shelf collecting the dust glaring at me after gushing over how much i love to learn* so that was a fuckin lie#watch me regain all memory of things that bring me whole and undescribable joy shortly after posting this :')#i proof-skim-read this if you see errors no u didnt#:P
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R.I.P Simon Belmont, he woulda loved the 80s 😔
#castlevania#castlevania games#akumajo dracula#akumajou dracula#castlevania fanart#Castlevania nes#simon belmont#castlevania simon’s quest#simon’s quest#castlevania ii: simon's quest#my art#art post#posting these here cause they’ll get absolutely torn to shreds on other platforms lol#the Simon slay is just too powerful for them they aren’t ready for that yet XD#this is gonna be so weird for people on the main tags to run into hahahaha hello general public :3#but I like these!!! I am proud of them!!!#I think I’ll probably draw him in more outfits again soon it’s very fun he looks good in everything#I don’t think he’d wear pants willingly tho#it’d have to be purely out of necessity and he’d be miserable the whole time#ya know that one CV4 artwork of him with the shade completely covering his eyes#yeah he’d look like that and a completely deadpan stare too#so I looked up a bunch of skirts and picked out ones that I thought he’d like :)#the first outfit is very ‘Boys Don’t Cry’ and the second outfit is like ‘Two of Hearts’#but they’re both ‘Dead Man’s Party’ and ‘Head Over Heels’#at least those are the songs I kept thinking of while drawing them#I forgot I drew that little tiny sad Simon so close to these whoopsie doo#yeah anyway hope yall see my vision
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would it be okay if u told me why u like aoki😭/gen😭😭😭😭BEEN TRYNA LIKE HIM FOR SO LONG I JUST CANTT but i love ur art so much so i still consume it otherwise lol
i liked tohru adachi in high school and tbh i think that alone is enough of an explanation for why i ended up liking aoki
#snap chats#haha see i told you last post's tags were relevant#anyway vLKVJEVLKAEJVLKJ IM CRYING ANON youre so funny. this is the funniest ask i coulda got thank you so much#i dont know why i like him either <- yes i do#fine lets get Real Talk about it#well first off all i thought he looked hot rolling out the elevator and i was playing the eng dub and i think his voice sounds hot there#and thats like. not athing that happens to me ever <- literally thought sawashiro was hot two frames into the game but anyway#i like politician characters. or characters that are in a position of power ESPECIALLY if they have to act like they dont suck balls#like i very much love the idea of the power of charisma and that type of thing not to mention the 'strategizing' as aoki puts it#that comes with politics. LIKE HE SUCKS DONT GET IT TWISTED HE SUCKS BUT //shrug emoji//#like its why i love the mine rggo stories i like seeing mine's thought process and how he uses his intelligence#smart's sexy to me idk what to tell you but moving on#its fun watching him lose his cool too ESP IN HIS FIGHT LMAO HE STOMPIN HIS FOOT LIKE A TODDLER SHUT UP#i also really love the arakawa family in general and thinking of aoki's relationship with each of them makes my brain explode#especially him and sawashiro that shit is painful to watch and i love it so much#i also thought him going from goth to republican was the funniest shit in the world like i howled at that AND i was distraught#aokis so interesting to me from the notion that he IS loved by his family but he has so much hatred for himself it eats him up#and as a result he cant be happy no matter what he does- how hes constantly seeking validation even if it's nothing meaningful#his lil. Dog-Eat-Dog world world belief to ichi also appealed to my edgy depressed high schooler brain. sorry.#his speech at the lockers also got to me. unfortunately. sorry everyone i empathized too hard it got too real it wasnt funny anymore#like as much as i complain bout the very end the ending is what solidified me liking aoki if not also cause of ichi's impact in those scene#plus... analyzing him and the environment around him is so much fun too....#idk reasons for why i like aoki also boil down to personal reasons. he still sucks tho so i cant be upset when people hate him LOL#i probably have more reasons or could elaborate more i love rambling but i mean. who really wants to read all that 💀💀#maybe for a character that WASNT the worst but. aoki is so LMAO#thank you for loving my art regardless :) im sorry i have to be attached to the worst guys ever
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Some artists are posting pics of their art progress in 2024, so here's the weirdest compilation I've ever made in the form of: Sonic Characters I have drawn with just the most Ghibli-esque tears I could give them.
Starting from the top left: Oldest > Newest Bottom most right picture is my latest pic! As of today!
There's a bit of other kinds of improvements you can see but like... Lookit them waterworks! You can actually kinda tell that some of those are tears!
#i'm not gonna art tag this cause it's just a silly post but I did in fact draw all these sad/happy teary faces#most of which I have never posted online for anyone to see lol#and yes I DID absolutely forget the one teary picture I HAVE posted which is BARRY'S BIRTHDAY PICTURE I'm sorry I forgor#that fifth picture from the top is both Barry and Gadget crying while hugging tho so that kinda makes up for it right??#I love them I promise I just forgot I drew them happy crying over a cake ;;#lots of OCs here otherwise tho#and one Kitsunami hidden down on the bottom left#none of these OCs are very important anything I've posted online dun worry about it I just have So Many OCs#TOO many OCs really I make a new one like every 3 days#..also I used to draw Infinite with just straight up Monster Claw hands??? Apparently? Looking at my old art is like.. what was I doin here#also I used to draw some of their faces SO FLAT??? I'm sorry I smooshed your faces guys idk why it happened#I might actually post a more serious comparison picture down the line#I just thought it was funny how I gravitated to big ghibli tears when drawing Sonic characters
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I will be forever grateful i can be on this new med. it's one a lot of folks also need and can struggle to have access to! It's important i be on it, especially if i start doing any vid collabs
(some of which, really, all of which, i unfortunately actually need to cancel that were in the preplanning stages, bc the election results have me wanting to wait and see how the general atmosphere of the country is before i agree to meet up with anyone. I feel bad for cancelling, but also i just can't know for sure how safe things are/might be going forward and I'd rather avoid the potential of. ya know. various not great things that could happen at a meet up, tho i would certainly hope they wouldn't. i don't feel like actually addressing them rn, u guys know what i mean)
That said, if the truvada initial side effects could fuck off asap would be so lovely. three weeks at worst, then they should be gone/much better or so i am told. really hope that's true bc losing my mornings to being dizzy and nauseous is Not Working for me lmao. im on week two, and now understand why my new doc said to call if i needed any 'cheerleading' and support to get thru the side effects, bc apparently she's done that for several ppl to make sure they actually make it thru the three weeks and keep on it (lovely of her!!)
#text post#not going to get into the other painful smack of this morning#suffice to say that medicaid does not in fact fully cover vocal therapy/training for trans ppl#even if ur docs feel incredibly certain it is#if i was making a decent bit over minimum wage at consistent hours and already had my current debts paid off mostly#then I'd happily consider paying the chunk Medicaid won't cover but as of now#it would literally be basically two paychecks if not three to cover the estimate for this first visit#and that's only if the poll would have us polling every week like we did before the election#otherwise we're guesstimating it would be upwards of 4 paychecks to cover it#I'm actually gonna get into in here bc nobody reads all my tag essays (fair valid and correct)#im really sad abt this. my voice gets me clocked a lot and while i can mostly handle like. visually being clocked#my voice giving me away genuinely makes me feel a pain in my chest. i can't get my customer service voice to go lower yet#and even if it's my usual voice I've made minimal progress on my own self done vocal study stuff#so like. no one knows how high it was compared to how it is now tho so no one actually hears it as anything near deep#which it isn't but like. there's been a slightly barely there drop of it per at least a couple ppl in my life#i was probably going to be able to learn how to sing again and find my new range. I'd fix my customer service voice#even if it would only ever be a teeny bit lower than how it is now. it would be lovely#im not gonna get too down tho bc someday hopefully I'll be able to make it happen/afford it#and for now...im doing the bad thing of not cancelling the appt yet#i will bc they're booking out for months and it isn't right of me to take a spot i know i can't keep#but. let me pretend i can for another day or two. maybe until monday. then I'll call or msg them on mychart#and let them know i just don't have the funds rn tho i do deeply appreciate that Medicaid at least pays part of it#im just not at a point where i can cover the rest but that I'll reschedule/have a new referral sent whenever that changes#...and hopefully things in this country will be of such a state that such care is still available to ppl like me.#but that's all we're saying on that bc im already having a pathetic little cry over this#(im fine the med side effects have me crying over everything lol i see a sad commercial and Instant Tears like someone died lmaooo)
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