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yeah so this was insane
#i feel like too many people reduce this interaction to jason being like ‘lol same��#but idk :/#this chapter is from jason’s pov#and leading up to it he’s like ‘people keep walking on eggshells around me bc of the the michael varus stab wound’#and he hates it so when he goes on deck to help out with the storm#everyone’s like wtf except for percy#and jason states how much he appreciated percy not treating him like a sick kid#and i feel like it’s echoed in this sentiment where jason could say so many things like#‘you should never feel that way’ ‘im here if you need anything’#but he doesn’t make percy feel alone in his desire to just…. end it all#which ik for some people that doesn’t work but you’re not a character in hoo and percy is dealing with so much guilt#and he can’t tell annabeth bc she’s a main aspect of that guilt#and he doesn’t wanna guilt her more and he feels ashamed and when he describes this he feels weird for feeling it#so having jason this tough guy be like ‘yo i understand it bc i felt the same way#that’s gotta mean a lot to percy#also insane how jason who also struggles to display vulnerability#allows it in one of few times in this moment just so percy this guy he’s supposed to be jealous about#feels comforted and not alone in his guilt and shame#and also it’s just insane how jason’s wanting to kay em ess does not get talked about AT ALL#and just seeing his mom and the pressure of new rome getting to him#like this scene is insane and i’ll never shut up about it#also ignore me i’m just finishing my reread of hoo that took all summer#jason grace#percy jackson#pjo#ashla.txt
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i didnt write my essay for this 👍👍
im so festive with my red and green color combos n whatnot
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#i still cringe when i add those tags. i hope no one sees me#i have actually been drawing him constantly for days(weeks)(months) like still and yet what do i have to show for it#a whole lotta sketches and nothing FINISHED and so many ideas i havent even drawn#im like paralyzed#by the ONSLAUGHT of ideas that i wanna see so bad but if i wanna see em i gotta do them and i cant pick which one to focus on so im like#damn i guess ill just walk around my kitchen like a deranged idiot#i could say soooo much about him and then still have more to say#i find new things to say about him everytime i even think about sayin one thing#and then i never say anything#again. paralyzed.#and really do i even wanna talk about him anyways whats there to even say really like really really. NOTHING. i have nothing to say.#when you ignore all the things id love to say i have nothing to say and thats really all there is to say on the matter.#mic drop#ANYWAYS thats the post i hope im talkin to no one. unless. hiii nugget 👋👋
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[[TARGET: Acquired and Secured]]
y'all know the drill, bonus because 😭❤️✨
#ffxiv#ffxiv gpose#ch: makhali khatayin#ch: khasan dotharl#hey khasan why is your hand placement always one plausible deniability away from feeling your wife up#they're canonically on a turali vacation!! there's so many really beautiful spots in DT and I'm gonna gpose near em :)#Khasan often picks her up like this - so that they are at the same eye height - so Makhali can witness the way he views the world#it always throws her off! he's so tall! he just sees the tops of cupboards walking around!!?!?
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Regular reminder that sudden and severe weight loss is a pretty serious sign that something is very, very wrong
#weight#weight loss#brought to you by the realisation today that my hips are currently smaller than my fucking waist usually is#it’s summer and i’ve been walking the hill a lil more but damn that’s not fucking good#and before anyone even THINKS ‘i wish i had this problem’ i guarantee you do not#cuz it comes from 2 hour bathroom trips that are screamingly painful#and the arbitrary inability to eat literally anything#which often crops up right before i sit down to eat something#and i mean i can wait it out and eat late but it’s really goddamn annoying#and none of my goddamn clothes fit AGAIN i’m way out of even my smallest stuff#my broke ass is not buying new shit and if i make any cosplay to fit me now it’ll be way too small when i’m back in remission 😤#gotta get the goddamn meal replacement shakes again and see if i can process those#they are GROSS#gym bros are lying to you#they all suck#and i need to do em along with regular meals cuz i’m not gonna get enough from either#luckily i also have chronically low blood pressure so frenchfries are medicinal on both levels#this may also explain my resting heartrate being around 120bpm in my opinion#but no one’s ever really discussed it
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hello... please consider... yakumo in:
the classic traditional style qipaos
the modernised and modified ones
bonus: modified hanfu
he would look wonderful wouldn't he? all the more delectable and sashimiable?
ahaha...ahah...AHAHHAH.AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
#feesh answer#the more i scrolled the more manic laughter leaked out of my face. exolkoiddeploded really#i had no images to accurately convey my emotion. so i had to make one#BEHOLD! MY PHOTO COLLAGE SKILLS!!!!!!🤣#did you really just have yakumo-coloured outfits ready and waiting somewhere in your storage??!#your curation feels like a personal attack even tho i know you just out here doin things for You#me normally: i want the most obnoxious ridiculous over the top colour combo and clashing finalfantasia10000belts mess----#me now: ok but there's something about that 3rd modern one. it's. so simple. but. i. but i......#i need him to be cute and helpful in the traditional ones. i want him walking around in the garden just sniffing pretty flowers#wait no i want him in one of th emodified ones just absolutely DESTROYING eiden's ---#waiT no I want him IN THE FLOWING ETERNALGARMENTS WITH HIS GLOWY EYES AND SOBBING POSSESSED DEMEANOUR BUT NOT ACTUALLY POSSESSED#so just glowing and crying. got it#WAIT NO-#god it's like all the things i used to be meh about or go 'what kinda character design is this'#now i'll see it on yaku and it's.....well......#those maiden buns? the lil twin baobao or whatever? hated thsoe things forever and always#then someone will put em on yakumo and suddenly everything is fine#WHAT IS HE DOING WITH THE LIL. ORBS ON HIS HEAD. I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYONE WHO WEARS THEM.#ONLY LITTLE GIRLIES. IS IT INAPPROPRIATE TO GIVE YAKU THE BUNS#BUT I. IF HE DOESN'T WEAR HIS HAIR LIKE THAT.#i will straihjtt up put steamed buns on his head#and force him to stay still and balance them#until i finish eating them all#it's a game of pile bread on the snake#i will require a stepladder#nu carnival yakumo
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bought aesthetic new stompin boots and first time wearing them i realize my heels rub
#worst fucking feeling was already out the door didnt hav time to turn around and fix it so had to walk to bus stop knowing i am creating#unnecessary blisters#ill see what i can do when i get home i dont wanna give up on em bc theyre gay hot etc#i have some heel pads for highheel shoes i wanna try to sew them in#wait can i sew thru rubber. can anyone do that
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What is the Scoundrel thinking about as they go through in this ship? Did they get down to the lowest level yet.
...did they find the thing that is in the deck. Admist the wax?
it isn't thinking anything, really. it's just- moving. quickly. no it's not breathing frantically that's just how its chest works. no its hands aren't trembling they just happen to feel a bit chilly today. if they pick on the (now thoroughly blood-soaked) bandages on their arms, well, that's their business!! it doesn't mean they're scared. they're perfectly calm. look at them!!! they're smiling!!!!! they're having a Delightful time!!!!!!!!
now where was that pesky-
oh.
oh, they need to get the hell out of here.
#tldr; panicked screaming#ask#fallen london#fallen london spoilers#honored to just halfway liveblog this specific chapter of evolution to yall lol#the most relief they've had on this entire ship was finding their bird. they actually quite like their bird.#mostly because it enables piracy which enables money which is the sole reason they tolerate zailing period#but yknow. small steps.#ive been walking around without the mask mostly just to see the cool horror text but on the rp side of things#the delighted status probably just falls onto the exact end of 'fucking around with their mind' that the scoundrel Doesn't Enjoy#so they avoid it. as much as possible. even when the horrors#honestly going by character stuff alone putting it on would probably increase their nightmares tenfold rather than remove em#but gameplay mechanics are gameplay mechanics and i don't mind lol#they arent even particularly bothered by body horror. they wanna train shapeling arts.#they did the entire Body Horror Shebang in godfall earlier in this very same questline#it's. somehow very specifically that + fucking with their head. also being on a boat in the middle of the zee with no way out#honestly their weird inexplicable boat phobia may be like 70% of this#scoundrelventures
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We need to talk about Boeing...
You cannot fool me JoJo. As fortuitous as I feel to see Mond's gorgeous scheming face on my screen once more, I do not believe for one second he is only going to cause mayhem for TopMew. You may argue SandRay have enough to deal with for now drama wise, Rays journey in rehab, whatever Ray's father asked of Sand, the apartment fight. I will simply say to you my brethren, enough is never enough for JoJo. That beautiful conniving bitch. Love that man.
In the preview we see Boeing is causing issues for Top and Mew. in the words of Taylor it was so nice everyone being friends again. There Mew was giving Top a second chance. buT lo and behold there has been a Boeing a Hoeing around these parts. This was not something Mew was envisioning having to intercept on his merry skip of sweet mercy.
But whatever. Mew is gonna do what Mew gotta do. We need to talk about the Boeing of it all more. He's here and he's ready to stir up chaos. He's diving in balls first baby. Clearly quite happy to be Tops on call emergency fuck service when the insomnia pills just won't do it, this does not surprise me one bit. It makes sense to me he'd compete with Mew for Top. Boeing has always been in some pointless game with himself of becoming Tops priority. Or at least something that Top cannot completely let go of.
What surprises me more is that we aren't seeing more drama for Sand with shitty ex boyfriend of the year back in town right when Sand thinks he can finally be the first choice of someone he has come to love. How is this gonna set him back? After all, Top assured Sand that Boeing and him were long done. If Sand sees them together, it's clearly not the case now. How will he digest that? The mere mention of not being enough for Boeing set Sand off on vengeance is my middle name mode not too long ago. He's never been great at holding Boeing accountable for his part in fucking off with Top and leaving Sand in the dirt.
Because here's the thing. No matter how Sand sees it Boeing was not "stolen", Boeing made a choice. And is seemingly still making that choice, Top to the detriment of his own well being every time without fail. I am so very hopeful that seeing Boeing clinging to Tops scraps of attention again will wake Sand up enough for him to get the closure he needs from his ex being around, leave Boeing fiending after Top and come to the realisation that Boeing would've never been right for him. Never would've put him first the way Ray is at least trying to choose Sand's love right now, choose getting better in rehab even though it'll feel like it nearly fucking kills him for Sand's love.
But on the other hand, with Ray away in a rehab, experiencing relapse and withdrawal and having moments where he switches back to the old cold Ray on his journey to find his best healed self, there leaves room for Sand to feel scared and lonely and doubtful too. Perfect time for someone like Boeing to slink on in and play with those emotions... I just really hope Sand shows us how he's never yielded to anyone like he does for Ray with this messy bitch and doesn't give in to Boeing's flimsiness this time around. I want Sand to get the chance to finally hold Boeing accountable for his part in the downfall of their relationship instead of pinning it all on this rivalry with Top.
#only friends#only friends the series#boeing#sandray#topmew#look i used to only care that sandray made it to endgame now i kinda wanna see topmew make it too#which is a testiment to forcebooks chemistry bc ive been around cheating all my life. ive been cheated on countless times.#ive watched my mum take back her cheating husband multiple times. once a cheat you belong to the streets.#and if you arent on em best believe all the trust is gone never to return to ur relationship if u try again#so ur always gonna fight and get paranoid and nothing will be the same even when it seems good.#but in a way i jsut want mew and sand to tell top and boeing that they deserve each other#and walk tf away from all that smoke for a bit
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wip: emery ostagar fic
The warden woman is doubled over her own sword dry heaving, the mage behind her is shaking so much their stupid feather cap looks ready to fly off, Alistair is frozen, and Emery can feel a dozen more darkspawn staked out behind the stupid door. The fire from the barricades on the first floor might not be following them up the stairs, but the crackle of it is echoing and she can't think past it.
She forces her breath out through her nose.
"I'm taking her shield," she says. It's not like the woman is using it. "I open the door. Pop in. They chase me out. You," she points at the mage, "Fire. Freeze, maybe. Alistair and I keep them pinned in the doorway until you can go again. Freeze first, actually, to block the door more. When they push through, we swing."
That seems to drag Alistair back. "Cath."
What? Emery blinks, she can feel her face twitching. Alistair isn't even meeting her eyes. "Their name's Cath." Ah. Forget the twitch, Em reels herself back with yet another breath. It tastes like the blood.
"Cath sparks. You and me keep the darkspawn back. Ready?"
#ultimatecryptid writing#dragon age origins#warden brosca#oc emery brosca#dragon age#da alistair#jumping around in my em folder trying to get inspo#i decided the two randos who help you up the tower of ishal are wardens too :)#emery voice 'i escaped execution for THIS?'#i dont want her to seem callous here#especially about the name thing#what i want to get across is that em is super goal oriented#she sees point b and is walking straight to it#she is not thinking about ANYTHING but what she has to do to clean up#because otherwise she has to pay attention to#*gestures to the massive kitchen fire*#shes esentially going 'you want us to hold hands and sing right now too?'#with the added bonus of not wanting to know the name of the soon-to-be-dead#however#unfortunately for emery#cath was the other survivor in alistairs joining :3#emerycore
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I have so many silly things I wanna write and finally the motivation/time to use them but I only just got back on my meds yesterday so my brain is too scatty to concentrate grrrrahhhh
👊🏻 why cruel world
#i have this idea right#jack is crawling around the desert doing jack shit idk#smoking and pissing and shootin at wolves to freak em out for laughs#and then he see's this shadow near the road#groaning noises#walking in a weird way#shuffling and shit#jack hollers like AYE GIT ON OUTTA HERE#I WILL SHOOT YOU BROTHER#the figure just groans and makes weird noises louder#jack thinks its a fleshgait skin walker#freaks out and runs to his rv#then#the figure....#it was cecil after a bender and some off taco bell#he parked his car to take a massive spray of shit and is on a crash from the green#but lost his car#silly cecil
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and btw genderfluid ray IN REAL LIFE (REAL)
#skye's ramblings#HKFLJF college was handing out little pride flags today it was soooo awesome seeing everyone walking around w their flags.. my friends#and of course i had to pose ray w it once i got home. i bring ray with me to school but youknow <3#getting em both to stay upright was a struggle <3 enjoy glimpse of my illness collection and sketchbook (also illness collection)#um yah genderfluid ray is canon. yah bro its on the manga. right there
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went to the beach w kp & 4 other indian friends & 3 of us had NEVER surfed before girl WHEW it’s SO fun literally only 20quid to rent a wetsuit & board & i fucking smashed my toes on the sand so much, but also we 1) got the wrong tickets so we got off 1 stop early 2) went to find a bus & the bus that was supposed to be 15 min turned into an HOUR 3) on our way to find a bus back everyone’s phones are dying or dead bc it took us 3hrs longer to get there, cigarettes are out 4) all of the shops in town are closed & the town seems to have ONLY a tesco extra & 1 off license that sells a PACK FOR 15.65 A PACK WHICH IS FUCKING CRIMINAL ITS CHEAPER TO BUY IT FROM TESCO ARE U INSANE 5) the bus back to the other town kept skipping us bc the bus stop wasn’t the ACTUAL bus stop - i had 1 bowl since literally 11a & we got back at fucking 11p 😭😭😭
#diary#i was honestly abt to strangle EVERYBODY#‘do u have a cigarette’ ‘where’s ur vape’ ‘where are we going’ ‘which bus is it’ ‘do u have a ___’ ‘did u bring ___’ girl what am i DORA w#the magic fuckin BACKPACK ??? while ur UP MY ASS dig around & SEE IF SMTHGS IN THERE 😭😭😭😭#i literally broke sobriety again bc i was just#girl i was so agitated & there was 1 TRAIN LEFT BEFORE 11P so we needed to get the 2ND TO LAST BUS OF THE DAY#i deadass was like ‘if we miss that train i will make sure u all go blind’ ‘did u bring a knife’ ‘I DONT NEED 1’#AKSJAKSKAKKSJSKSSJAKJSKAHSKSHDLASKAKDLA#LIKE U BITCHES SMOKED ALL MY CIGARETTES MY VAPES DEAD MY PHONES DYING UR ALL DRUNK IM GOING TO KILL YALL 😭😭😭😭😭#<- me knowing i could never be a parent#tbh if i caught my kid smoking a cig id make em do the ol ‘im going to sit down in front of u w a fresh box of cigarettes & make u finish#the box or pass out’#YES IM STRICT#i think it’s so funny ok unrelated but like they’ll speak hindi & i’ve just#learned it through being around them kind of like i can’t speak it except for some word u know like matachot etc but i’ll Understand the#Context & what’s being Said#ASLKALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLA like while waiting for the train back 1 of them was talking abt me being a fool to the others - literally they’re#all indian & i had walked away so when i walked back he was still talkin but then i started giggling bc i knew he was talkin abt me & how i#pinched a bit of the kebab to throw to the seagull bc he offered it to me & i needed to bait the seagull w something & i pinched & tossed &#& he looked at me like 😦 bhenchod ! & then the seagull came over & i was like :D hi bestie <3333 but then when i started giggling after i#walked back he was like ‘what the fuck does he just know hindi now’#it makes me laugh so fucking HARD 😭😭😭😭😭 LIKE FUCK U I LIKE TO PARTICPATE IN COVERSATION IDC ABT LANGUAGE#like i’ve been surrounded by yall for the past#girl it’s been like a year i don’t even talk to british ppl or americans#ALSKALSKALSKALKSLAKSLALSLA MESS ! i love to slavsquat & kp hates it bc he’s like ‘we’re in the uk why are u sitting like this’ bc he thinks#it’s ’too indian’ ALSKALSKALSKALJSKAKDLA 😭😭😭😭😭 this hips were made for sitting#we’re definitely going to go back bc it’s SO CLOSE IF WE ACTUALLY USE THE TRANSPORT PROPERLY ITS ONLY LIKE AN HOUR OR SO COMMUTE EACH WAY#bring lunch whatever#i’m exhausted but also socially like bro i had to leave the donner place just to walk around the block for SOME QUIET#i’ve just been sososososo busy LOSING MY MIND
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Imma go in a Messi miami shirt + the 8th as a phone wallpaper to college
I even asked the driver to go before my lecture by 3 hours just to walk around the place showing the haters
Wish me luck
HDLSAJFHKJAS AS YOU SHOULD!!!
#NOT THE THREE HOUR PRE LECTURE MESSI FLEX FHASJFHALS#i always loooove walking around in my jerseys i want as many ppl as possible to see em#ty for the ask <3#leo messi
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i forgot its red spotted lanternfly season
ive killed about 6 already on my walk to work
#bunny.txt#context!! highly invaaive species#and you see em A BUNCH around my area this time of year#normally me and my sisters go on walks and make a game out of squashin em
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thankfully everything seems okay ish now with my aunt, but I'll probably be going back to the hospital later tonight and again tomorrow but there's no sense in sitting there in the room like a ghost when they have the barrage of tests to run & stuff to do not like I can make it go any faster
#she had a tia which can proceed a stroke that was horrifying to walk into her room & see#thankfully ems got to our house pretty fast and they got her into an er room fast too#but i just couldn't sit there anymore in the quiet#chewing on my fucking lips and fidgeting around you know
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It kinda bothers me how people are so hyped up about the Barbie Movie™ that they keep framing it like the dolls were the best thing to ever happen to little girls. Like the creator's 'original intent' for her daughter or whatever doesn't stop it from being a capitalist venture that sculpted the toys isle from being for kids in favor of strict delineations between toys for boys and toys for girls. Believe it or not, but toys are more gendered now than they used to be, and that wall of pink in the toy isle is at least like 70% Barbie stuff. And like does anyone else remember when Barbie was like the antithesis of feminism? feminists used to rally against Barbie for being a toy forced upon girls that chipped away at their self esteem. GOD the damage Barbie has done to kid's body image over the decades. The amount of eating disorders that have come about bc girls were told to idolize Barbie's impossible proportions. And like Barbie in the 90's that said 'math class is tough', like THAT is Barbie history, and if you gloss over it with stuff made in the last 10 years of Barbie's woke facelift you're ignoring what Barbie MEANT for most of its existence.
like I'm not saying don't have fun watching the movie, but don't rewrite history about the doll
#Like they have made progress in introducing more body shapes and female professionals#and the 00's had some good movies#but treating Barbie like it was a universal good for girls is just so grossly incorrect#I remember when I joined tumblr there were posts about how if Barbie were real her proportions would make her not able to even walk#and it's just such a dramatic shift I'm getting whiplash#and seeing ppl have the attitude that 'oh finally women can wear pink again' is just like 🙄🙄#Idk I have a lot of thoughts about the doll#I can't say anything about the movie cus I haven't seen it. So I'm sure there's better more modern messages in it#but retroactively changing the impact of the dolls makes me cray cray#growing up girls got Assigned Barbie At Birth. And even someone like me who was a tomboy and barely played with em u still were Barbie#Like I had a couple specialty Barbies like the rockstar that I liked but mostly my mom forbade my relatives from gifting me Barbie#and even with that the world around me still assigned me Barbie#My first bully sang 'jingle bells Barbie smells' to taunt my tomboy ass bc to him no matter what girl=Barbie#so like I couldn't escape it being forced on me even tho my parents tried to prevent it#idk#I'll end my rant here#barbie#barbie 2023#barbie movie 2023#barbie doll#My posts#my additions
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