#second time seeing them… so worth it
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this pic i took…. waow…
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When in doubt, Soup it out.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#a-yuan.#wei wuxian#Yes I am skipping over LWJ's panic at WWX joking about giving birth to A-Yuan. It's funny bit but there are many more to come!#The last time these two sat down together the tensions were so high. The peace is nothing more than a layer of cold fat on the surface.#It's not 'really' them coming to see eye to eye. It's them not having the energy to say what they really want anymore.#LWJ is very defined by his jealousy and the conflict it creates with his need to put his feelings aside for the perceived greater good.#To live a life where you are always second and never ever allowing yourself to be first...#If other people can be at peace and happy - it has to be worth it right?#If he orders a plate of food that he will struggle to eat but is the favourite thing of the person sitting across from him#Is it not worth the sacrifice?#But remember! You can't take anything for yourself ever. No matter how much you want it.#He did it once before and he regrets it so much. So all he can do is accommodate.#And WWX? Well. You can't let anyone in if there isn't enough water to splash around in.#Keep things shallow and they just move on. Even if you'll miss them when they go - this is just how things are now.#No more teasing and trying to pull a reaction from LWJ anymore. You'll never be more than someone he can't stand so what's the point.
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Hey I just want to make this post really quickly to say:
All of you out there that are passionate about a piece of media, even just a little, just know that you are the foundation of what makes fandom spaces fun, creative, kind and enjoyable. NEVER forget that.
People try to bring other fandom spaces down all the time. Every fandom has its toxicity, and some bad sides are definitely more substantial and visible than others. It’s just what happens when you put a bunch of people together in one community, and shit’s bound to crop up at some point. But no matter what people’s general opinions on YOUR passions are, never, EVER let them get you down. Because your passion overrides any “toxicity” your space has.
Those that are creative, those that are analytical, those that have that very clear and very beautiful passion and love in their hearts for the media they talk about is what makes fandom spaces so beautiful and fantastic to me. Seeing others like me talk about and express through their own mediums just how much something I love means to them makes me feel a warmth in my heart you can’t get anywhere else.
So, I just wanted to say: I love you all. Please never let anyone get you down. You are all amazing, passionate people, and you are what makes fandom so special, to me and so many others. Keep doing what you’re doing.
#I will ALWAYS be known in my social circles as the person who’s spent WAY too much money on their omori collection#and I love every goddamn second of it. I love looking around my room and seeing MY pure love and passion for something.#I love logging onto tumblr and seeing so many others#whether they’re in a fandom I’m personally passionate about it not#express that love in their own ways. it makes me feel so happy#I myself can be VERY sensitive to hatred towards my passions or the fandoms for them at times#because I love them so much#but sitting down for a moment#looking around and realising how much you love this thing#that feeling is ALWAYS worth more than the hatred you see. please remember that#I see fandom members and spaces get attacked and ridiculed all the time simply because people don’t like the media#and to those people I say fuck off. and I urge you to enjoy what you love anyway#because YOU love it. YOU care about it. and god that’s all that matters#it is special to you and you deserve to enjoy it and love it in peace.#i love you all <3#fandom
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yyh shipping opinion charts (NIGHTMARE MODE)
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#anyway this is the first time i've done one of these and there's just. so many yyh characters that get shipped in all kindsa ways and it's#cool + i thought this'd sum up my opinions nicely. if there's no lines between something 1) i forgor 2) i didn't think it was worth mention#the first chart is just a highlights reel of the second. basically focusing on the ships i see the most#everything else is highlights reel since idk if anyone ships like. tarukane and raizen yk#anyway ft some of my crack ships (usually in light blue or green sometimes boiling down to haha i fucked ur mom/gf)#some of them i waffled on a bit. i think i like kurahi and yusukeiko Roughly the same amount? ish? eh whatever#also the best ship is obv suzuki x rando x shishiwakamaru x suzaku bc i think they're all losers who deserve each other#i kept forgetting characters so sorry if your blorbo isn't on here. kaito and kurama would be green btw. nerd violence...#yyh#yu yu hakusho#shipping chart#yusuke urameshi#kazuma kuwabara#kurama#hiei#botan#shizuru kuwabara#yukina#keiko yukimura#atsuko urameshi#younger toguro#genkai#uhhhhh#yoko kurama#sorry it's hard to remember everyone#mukuro#yomi#raizen#kuronue#koenma
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I recently got out of a toxic and unhealthy friendship on here. I had to be the one to end it; hopefully the other party decides to leave it be and not smear my name due to realizing it wasn't healthy and that I had to end it because of it.
Basically, if someone makes you start feeling like shit, from your life, to your goals, passion, and everything else, then it's not a rewarding friendship. And it's hard to sometimes see it in the moment. Because you want to think the best of peeps, especially ones you care about.
But sometimes the healthiest thing for You is to know when to put your foot down and end it, even if it hurts you and them. At the end of the day, you matter and what you're doing matters and no one has the right to make you feel shit for who you are when you're just living your life. Life is hard enough without adding peeps who make you feel that way or question how you live when, prior to them showing up, you were happy with all of it.
To anyone in a relationship or friendship like that, I hope, like me, you are able to take a stand and realize you deserve better.
I knew I was being manipulated but not how much until I talked to others close to me. I pray you all never have to experience such a thing because damn, you know you did the right thing, but feel so fucking guilty at the same time.
But your happiness matters. You matter. Please remember that.
#personal#me#had to make a post. it's been eating at me since I ended it#you feel so fucking guilty but know it was the right decision.#i feel happier and lighter#its weird cause I've met my closet friends on here who are so incredible and supportive and respectful and I am in return#so to have one spiral into....that....was hard. and hard to realize despite my stomach aching day after day trying to tell me that#this was a shit situation and I deserved better#if someone makes you feel like shit and makes you believe you deserve to feel that way: leave#just leave#block them#life is to damn short to share it with people who will only make it worse and and make you feel bad as a person#i have more self respect than that#and sometimes it's hard to tell cause I want peeps to get along and have a good time when I care for them#i like making peeps happy. it brings me joy. and I tend to do it naturally without thinking.#so it's hard to sometimes see when it's not healthy#i pray for anyone in a relationship/friendship like this#know you are worth it and no one has the right to make you feel like that.#when someone doesn't respect that you have a life and can't be there 24/7 and take it Personally when you can't....like no#I've had so many friendships on here that respect your time and realize messaging comes second maybe even third or fourth#and it sucks when the opposite happens and it just gets worse and worse.#And them using 'i used to be a therapist so I know you better then yourself' should never be an excuse for them putting you down EVER.
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I groaned at the writing of the 19 year old with too many ideals and not enough life experience, but there's a perspective shift in episode 3, so when we see her again, she's not a cringy character anymore
#douglas is cancelled#a decent show but you have to watch all four episodes to judge#that's why i binged it#i was scared to watch it - i watched for karen and alex - but i had hopes it would turn out well#there is a lot in the first two episodes told from the perspective of the people in power#they're like ugh what's a microagression#and the second two episodes fill in all the blanks#and we see madeline's perspective#and it's a different show#the first two episodes make it clear that douglas is a sexist guy#it's pretty constant#but he's the protagonist as well (or so it seems)#spoiler warning ahead#then it switches to madeline's story and we're watching a horror movie unfold#about a woman who follows her childhood idol into journalism#and he basically tells her its worth it to sleep with the boss to get a job#even revealing he assumed she slept with the boss because she looked terrified in the hotel room#he knew that if it had happened she had been taken advantage of#and he made constant jokes about her sleeping her way to the top even though he knew she wasn't instigating it#she gets this man to say he's her best friend and yet he's making these jokes#and so she takes them down#kind of a bittersweet ending#for a few reasons#I think the show could have been an episode longer to delve into more#I'd like to see more of the wife and daughter post reveal#but at the same time the pacing of the last two episodes was good
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[man who is so normal about his ocs voice] fuck this post happy birthday Alex and Rhys
#allen and I made these two & the world theyre from one year ago today!#these two are very dear to me and them + this project are very important to me in a way thats hard to articulate#but alex ended up being all my biggest fears insecurities and wish fulfillment all put into one character#and he helped me realized that Im not stuck being beholden to some fate that was decided for me by someone else#and that the happiness I want in life isnt an easy road but going through hell and back to get it is worth every second#usually around this time of year in general I reflect a lot about where I was this time last year and I wasnt the same person I am now#but these two have made me do that a lot. i wasnt in a good spot when I made alex. and things arent perfect now#but in a way he slowly helped me see all the things I needed to do to start getting better#so yes. i will be silly and get a little cake to celebrate my oc anniversary because in a way this is me celebrating my own healing#i can also get really mushy about how amazing its been to create a story with the love of my life who is equally as passionate about it#and hes so talented and how much I love hearing his thoughts and inputs on things#but Im getting too long winded already and Ill spare the dramatic rambling lmao.#anyway. happy birthday to the most toxic couple of 1994 and may they have many more#cal.txt#cal.png#oc: alex#alex and rhys#sanctified
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every once in a while i have an interaction with a spider that goes completely chill like rn i was just vibing in bed when i felt one walking along my arm, in front of my phone screen and waddling off into the darkness without me really thinking anything of it & only after its done i realize that this makes me braver than half the US marines in the eyes of 70% of the population
#i think i even know this specific spider bc i keep seeing a similar sized one around the corner closest to my bed#i wonder where it was going. taking a nightly stroll#also for a bit of context i have a lot of plants in my house so i get tons of those tiny dirt flies#and when i sit w my phone up late theyre drawn to the light and bump into me so im used to light sensations on my skin#unless they get particularly annoying its just not worth it to bother w shooing them away#so i acted the same with the spider instinctively#if it's the same one then its happened like one or two times before where it walked over my hand while i was chilling here#after the initial 0.3 second surprise alert reaction im just happy to see it again if anything. he's my roomie#spiders cw#como misadventures
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LMAO so funny thing is everyone knows the whole Sonic and Shadow looking alike thing is total bullshit and I totally agree those comments they try to pull in the games and show(s? I'm not technically a Sonic fan I dunno if it's multiple) make basically no sense to me but then my Mom comes in while watching Sonic Prime and says "So what, Sonic has a brother or something?" and this whole other world has opened up to me and I've seen the truth of it all
#so to clarify I do not consider myself a Sonic fan since I have never played a Sonic game and I've never read any of the comics#and idk the lore cuz I've never really bothered to watch other people play it and I have watched some of the shows#y'know my grandma had 4Kids so sometimes I would catch Sonic X on TV#but literally most of my knowledge of the Sonic franchise is just having people talk to me about it#like when I was a kid my grandma babysat these kids who were older than me I forget how old I was like under 10 I think#and one of the kid's big interest was Sonic so I would just sit and listen to him talk about Sonic the entire time I was there#he would play the games too I think but my brain didn't process any of that so I have no actual memory of the screen#I would mostly just pay attention to him talking cuz he would talk about it while playing it was great#so that is the base of my knowledge and then after my grandma stopped babysitting them it was radio silence#until y'know people would occasionally bring stuff up in videos I'd watch and I'd look @ videos about people talking abt Sonic#occasionally and see like memes or YTPs of Sonic or y'know abridged stuff#but I literally never actually watched a Sonic game until Frontiers came out and then The Murder Of Sonic the Hedgehog#and Sonic Prime is the first Sonic show I properly sat down and watched which show is great btw I enjoy it a lot#but yeah and it was vaguely purposeful like I was keeping myself away cuz I know how I am about stuff and I WILL try to learn EVERYTHING#if I get too interested in Sonic as a franchise#oh I did play Unleashed sometime after it first came out and couldn't get past like the first fuckin level but tbf I was like 7 years old#possibly 8 years old cuz I'm not 100% sure how much later I got the game but like I was really bad @ any game that wasn't just like#spamming buttons since I grew up on fighting games lmao#but yeah I dropped the game almost immediated I do not count that for anything#but yeah long story short: all my knowledge is second hand like I still think I know a good amount for what it's worth but#I wouldn't trust my own knowledge
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amyeleven fivenyssa crossover
#the three people who would like to read this get excited and then get disappointed because i never finish anything#but the thing about fivenyssa is that she's his daughter#and it's supremely fucked up#and the thing about amyeleven is that she's his Everything and it's supremely fucked up#and also she's the one who asked the doctor if he's a father and well. she'd get it the second she saw nyssa#i know that line was SUPPOSED to be about susan and susan's hypothetical parents but in my heart it's about nyssa of traken#and the thing about eleven and nyssa is that they'd have extremely deep and intimate conversation about being the last of their kind#she's probably the only person in the universe that he could talk about it truly openly with and it'd be like.#nyssa I'm so sorry i never fully understood you. i couldn't. i do now#and she'd be so SAD about it because she never ever wanted that for him#she never WANTED him to understand her like that because the only way he ever could was to go through the same thing#and nyssa would never consider that price to be worth it#but now she knows it's going to happen and she can never tell her own doctor#and it's devastating devastating but also deeply healing for them both but especially eleven#....#and the thing about amy & five is that she'd know him. of course she would. she'd Believe he's the doctor and Understand about regeneration#and immediately tell him about the first time she met Her raggedy Doctor and he'd be like. you shouldn't be telling me this but#he'd be stunned and captivated by the amount of love and also possesiveness in her voice and wouldn't be able to bring himself to stop her#and she'd see straight through him and make him feel naked and raw and at the end she'd hug him goodbye and kiss him on the forehead#the way eleven does her because he's a CHILD to amy compared to eleven and he can't hide that#and the thing about eleven and five is that they'd each be deeply ashamed of the other#and finally#the thing about amy and nyssa is that they'd make out sloppy style#.....#............#voices offscreen:#'i can't believe you called her my daughter and then made out with her'#'yeah and how many times have you made out with my daughter what's your point'#lavender thoughts#dw
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Hey so imagine an au where Dazai does kill Mori. He kills Mori and takes the position as Boss.
Years later, Akutagawa kills him and takes the position, and years later Kyouka kills Akutagawa.
Like- she never leaves the port mafia.
Idk- I just like the idea of this cycle of each boss being killed by their protege(?)
#okay I’m not sure if I’m#using the word protege right#anyways#this is half baked and I just thought of it like five seconds ago#bsd shitpost#bsd Dazai#bsd mori#bsd akutagawa#bsd kyouka#each generation is so different yet always the same#Mori had Dazai. Dazai kills Mori#Dazai had Akutagawa. Aku kills Dazai#Akutagawa had Kyouka. Kyouka kills Akutagawa#Mori has Hirotstu or Fukuzawa (idk)#Dazai has Chuuya#Akutagawa has Atsushi#Kyouka has also Atsushi or smth#maybe Aku has his sister or Higuchi to fill that role#anyways I think Kyouka would break the cycle#each generation was arguably cruel to their student#whatever their intention may be this is definitely a cycle of /abuse/#maybe Kyouka takes in Q#maybe Kyouka sees Q for what they are#a scared and hurting child.#Kyouka takes care of Q#instead of keeping them locked up she gives them a place to stay#she takes away the razor blades and tell them they don’t need to be in pain.#they’re worth more than their ability. they deserve much better than their pain.#then when the time comes. when Q is older and has an opportunity#Kyouka expects Q to kill her. but they don’t
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used bookstore haul!
[ID: two pictures of mass market paperbacks in various states of quality against a black background. the first image contains The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy, The Restaurant at the End of the Universe, Life, The Universe, and Everything, and Dirk Gently’s Holistic Detective Agency, all by Douglas Adams, and I, Robot by Isaac Asimov. The second imagine contains Mistborn by Brandon Sanderson and Emma by Jane Austin. END ID]
#books#i <3 secondhand books they are the most special and precious to me#mass market paperbacks my beloved#the used bookstore i go to most has a little second labelled for Douglas Adams but i rarely see anything actually by Douglas Adams there#so this was a big day to be me#i also check the Asimov section every time i’m there for either I Robot or Foundation so very excited to find one of them this time#Mistborn was a great find because again i check for it regularly and my friend has been bugging me to read it for ages#so that’s very very exciting#and then Emma i mostly got because my mum wants me to read more Austin#and i want to read my Austin too and this was the one with the nicest cover this time#i wanted to get more Anne of Green Gables books but I’m on the 4th one and the copy they had was in very rough condition#also i had $14 worth of credit to spend today and idk how that happened but it was sick#spent less than $20 on all of these :]
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i get so torn up over the headcannon that max had to watch her grandma tell susan neil would end up being a monster. and max and her mom knew grandma would say this about any man but susan ached for her approval nonetheless and fell over herself trying to explain how perfect he was. because “mom he’s a gentleman, he’s so sweet and he likes max, he’s reliable, he’s the perfect father and-“ before she could finish grandma had to know, why, if neil was so perfect, would he want anything go do with her? that’s when max decided she was actually okay with her mom and neil being together, she wanted them to get married and neil to give her mom everything she ever wanted and for them to prove grandma wrong so she’d shut her mouth forever. her mom deserved love, max was sure of it. neil was a good man, she was max of it.
#max mayfield#susan hargrove#susan mayfield#stranger things#because that’s clearly so wrong to say but she also wasn’t wrong#susan’s life has just been a series of her trying so hard to break the cycle of abuse - being told she’s stupid for thinking she can do that#and then them actually being right#and max watching her grandma be proven right and loosing her mom at the same time#for most of max’s childhood her mom was so meek and sweet but all that could go away in a second if you mistreated max#like even if her mom wasn’t able to stand up for herself there was something special about max that made her worth it#and when her mom stops doing that she sees less as a failing on her mom’s part and more of ‘okay so how have i changed that’s made me less#deserving of defending?’#this almost has no basis in canon btw i just think about susan and max all of the time
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i have listened to this so many time and just keep imagining crowley falling and aziraphale questioning and for the love of someone i need an animatic with this
#good omens#love this song so much#'was i the only one to question anything they said?' can be both crowley and aziraphale#i can see the first time its said being about crowley falling#and the second time being aziraphale questioning#and then the end is them standing against heaven and hell#AUGHH i wish i could make this animatic#but i cant draw bodies worth shit#if someone does this tag me tag me tag me plsss#'i didnt deserve heaven but im standing at its gate' crowley just looking at aziraphale all lovely#LIKE???#im not okay over the animatic in my head
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please god how hard is it to not say snarky things as soon as I’m in the apartment. i am going to walk 500 million miles back to my home if that gets me out of here sooner
#exaggerating the second part. Very fed up w the first part .#like !! some of this is just so unnecessary. like respectfully you haven’t even acted like you like me the last few months#so like. bffr.#literally just block me if you don’t want to see my stories or liked posts or whatever like stop commenting abt it constantly#like I understand this is going to be difficult but literally I’m leaving in two days. can we not act civil until then.#I’m also fully not going to say anything abt it bc it’s not worth a fight where i say mean things. but still frustrating.#and also backtrack. Crazy that ur first question when we’ve decided to breakup is what to do w ur hard launch post#like bruh what are your priorities. just so so weird#i honestly may j block her atp and save her the trouble. like this is silly .#anyway !! Last meeting today very sad my friends are graduating :((#sad to be missing their graduations but also even before this it was rlly time to go home.#hope i see them again someday tho :(#lee’s bullshit
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#every now and them im like 'should i make a genshin twitter account to interact w/ people'#because sometimes i feel like there's a glass wall between me and the fandom since i only post on tumblr#then i see the discourse and like. maybe it's not worth it#but anyway. saw nice comments about my fic. i am sending those people good vibes. smiling across the glass#miscellaneous#when i wrote for hetalia i at least felt /in the fandom since a majority of it was on tumblr#and i regularly interacted w/ people#now my main genshin interactions are with my brother. my friend who is not in this shipping hell with me. and my partner#who i am not talking about dottolone with#lest that unleash something into this world i cannot contain#so man idk. maybe one day when i inevitably write a second fic#i have ideas brewing but nothing concrete enough yet to make me put pen to paper#and i dont want to write something just for the sake of it#anyway. time to get ready for bed#had a nice evening and feeling touched the fic has gained a random resurgence of attention again
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