#seasonal depression is a real

[soulinkpoetry]

Rain carries a bit of nostalgia and melancholy in each drop.

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[oriixxc]

[batsplat]

random throwback to fabio's response to casey saying he should've been black flagged for the whole open leathers situation

[heph]

House's tendency to rationalize feelings away and being frustrated at himself for still feeling them. It's hurting me 😢

At the end of 05x04 Birthmarks he did a paternity test... And even after it turned out that John wasnt his father, he was still drinking his whiskey, because it didn't mean anything that John wasn't his biological father, because things are still the same.

He's still sad, he's still depressed. The dipshit of a man passing still made him sad. And the thought that he can't even rationalize it away as hatred upsets him. And so he drinks.

And to that Wilson said no one can choose their parents... Because House rejects John as his paternal figure and yet deep inside, House still called him his dad.

[cannot-catch-a-god-damn-break]

Hair holds memories

In season 1 Jinx wanted to remember everything: Vi, Vander, Mylo, Claggor, Powder

and her hair could hold those memories for her, even if her mind would forget

In season 2, after everything happened, after Silco, Isha, losing Vander again. She couldn’t do it any more. She wanted to forget. So she cut her hair but it didn’t work, the memories didn’t go away so she cut it shorter, and shorter till there almost nothing left to cut. But the memories didn’t go away

and then she died. And she found her escape from the past then, there, in death

[pc-98s]

hrt really did in under four months what 10 years of high dose antidepressants never could

[wren-kitchens]

this is too short for fancy formatting have some dredge hermitcraft inspired by @/were-changing-cake-vaults’s fics and gem’s dredge theme for her base!

(there will be another fic out today/tomorrow depending on your timezone btw I just speedran this HLFHD)

gem avoids mirrors.

recently, she’s been finding herself unnerved by the appearance her reflection in windows and water and mirrors. she’s sure it’s fine—that her brain, addled by too little sleep, is beginning to warp her vision just the slightest bit and it’s manifesting in some kind of- anxiety over her self image. but- y’know, for the time being, gem thinks she’s gonna stop looking too hard at her reflection. just to keep her anxiety down, y’know. the new season really- it can get to you a bit, so- it’s just the new season. she’s fine.

but- there’s been.. a couple occasions. gem would be alone in a room, or stood in silence at the edge of the river, and she hears a kind of.. whisper coming from the reflective surface. there’s no doubt in gem’s mind that it’s just her tired ears playing tricks on her.

she’s never checked to see if it was, though.

“hey, gem.”

“yeah?”

“how many reels until I get mending?” 

gem snorts and glances over at grian for the first time since she arrived at his dock- and feels something in her chest sink a little. 

it’s not that- there’s nothing immediately wrong with him that seems to explain why gem feels this strange dread. something about the flecks of red and purple in his otherwise void-black eyes makes gem feel like she wants to run the other way and never look back, but- somehow, it’s familiar. almost comforting, bizarrely.

“did- are you okay?” grian’s voice cuts through gem’s thoughts and she realised that she zoned out. his eyes are scrunched ever so slightly in concern, and gem can see her reflection in them. she’s- gem doesn’t think she’s wearing glasses right now.

grian is still watching her, and gem has missed at least three bites on her rod. “i’m- when was the last time you slept?”

“why do-“ grian starts to say, but his attention is pulled away by a tug on his rod. gem watches as his eyes light up, as he grabs the rod and hauls the catch up onto the dock, watches as it is decidedly not a book, but a regular old codfish-

that’s not a regular cod.

before grian can even finish his startled mutter of “what the hell is-“, gem has lurched across the dock and grabbed the aberrant fish. she doesn’t remember making the decision to do so, but in a moment, the cod is sliced open—it’s three heads laying limply on the wood. in her hand is an old handkerchief—slimed with the innards of the cod. 

gem’s breathing is thick and fast, and she can just about hear grian’s asking what’s wrong over the rushing in her ears. a figure in the water catches her eye: a woman with black, circular glasses, a neat green dress and a purple shawl. the woman walks towards her from beneath the waves and speaks:

“I see that artefact you extracted.“ her voice reverberates inside gem’s mind, sounding as if she’s speaking from underneath the water. “come to me when the moon is at its highest. bring the artefact.”

gem feels herself shaking as the woman disappears, unable to tear her eyes away from where she stood. 

next to her, grian fishes up a mending book.

[yellowyani]

ok fuck ok. this is all i got.

[wishing-well-art]

the guy who always leaves when you get there and they put up the "i'll be back for lunch" sign oh god he has a costume

[menace-bitch]

“yayyy it’s winter!! :D”

[beanghostprincess]

I think Doffy loves Christmas. Fucking loves it. Adores it. It's a holiday focused on families. And he'd try to make everything perfect for the Donquixote family but somehow, after Cora's death, everything always goes wrong and it's so overwhelming and stressful that he cancels the whole thing. And in the end, he just spends Christmas drinking and crying, missing his brother and hating himself.

[gjsxj0]

mindless rambling in tags don't mind me

[swiftfootedachilles]

i so fucking badly need to know what happened between seasons 5 and 6. what was going on in ians minds after he broke up with mickey and mickey got sentenced to prison and he wasnt regularly taking his medication - if at all - and he visited mickey a couple times only because svetlana said he had to and he would go over to the balls' house to see yevgeny and all his siblings could talk about for a couple weeks was how peaceful the house was without sammi and chucky and carl and mickey there and nothing felt real and fiona forced him to get a job at patsys so she could keep an eye on him and he felt so weighted down and empty that he went on that bridge to end his own life

[bad-surprise]

[archengazelle]

*** JWCT SPOILERS 🦖💥 ***

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WE F*CKING WONNNNN ??!?! !! 🤯🔥🤯💥 IM INSANE LETS FCKING GOOOOOOOOOO AAAAA!! 🎉🎆💥✨🌟🎉👑🌟✨💞 I’M ACTUALLY SPEECHLESS I’M SHAKINGG

[themissingmango]