#sea swallow me

[eggyboj]

Sea swallow me,,,

[wh1ms1g0th1c]

[oluin]

[imareticentpotatoe]

Now it's hard to recall, but this is how I used to feel from 2022 to 2024, when I allowed the sea to swallow me.

Image by: @hiromu-maru

[jt1674]

[miheartsedthings]

NEW NSFW Alphabet ~ Headcanon~ Billy Hargrove

Minors DNI

SO, I've taken the liberty of changing this up a bit. I've redesignated some of these letters because I think we've all seen the old ones so many times. Also, I think these changes could be more interesting for Billy in particular. Mind you not All of these are different, just some.

Enjoy

A- Aftercare (What is he like right after sex?)

Billy is attentive. He knows how rough he can be so after he's calmed down, he takes care to make sure you're okay. This can look like verbal check ins or bringing you water and towels. He'll make sure you're safe and comfortable.

B- Body Count

Billy gets around. He stopped counting after 30.

C- Cum

Billy likes it inside you. Rather that be your mouth or elsewhere, he likes the idea of the essence of himself being in you. On your chest is a close second.

D- Dirty Talk

Billy is big on dirty talk. He gets really into it and can't help telling you how good you feel and giving orders (stroke that c*ck, baby). He has no problem telling you what he plans to do to you.

E- Easy (Does he play hard to get?)

Billy is usually easy. The only exception is if you're desperate. Then, he'll tease you, making you beg and tell him how badly you want him.

F- Fight

Arguments with Billy don't typically turn into sex, believe it or not. When he's actually angry, Billy doesn't feel safe, and if he doesn't feel safe he's not getting aroused. He's much more likely to say something to embarrass you and then storm off.

G- "Good Girl"

Sex being one of the few times he can be openly affectionate, Billy showers you with praise. He's a big fan of telling you what you're good at, how nice you taste, how good you're doing. Etc.

He likes when you tell him how he's making you feel, and he LOVES to hear you say you're all his.

H- Hickey

YES, he loves giving you hickeys, all over your body but especially in places where people can see them. When you give him a hickey he wears it like a badge of honor. (Side note, this just gave me an idea for a story 😘)

I- Intimacy

Billy really enjoys intimacy and feeling loved by you, he just has trouble verbalizing it. He expresses love physically, he wants to touch and kiss and fondle you to show his affections. He's also slower to anger with you and will show up around you.

You know how cats pretend they don't care about you and then just "happen" to be in the same room as you all the time? Yeah, that's Billy. He just happens to show up to parties you're attending, even parties you're throwing that he wasn't invited to.

He crashed a wedding you attended because he heard you didn't have a plus one.

J- Jealous

Does it even need to be said? Billy will get jealous if your gaze lingers on a poster too long. He's a walking nightmare to any guy who looks your way. He's your scary dog privilege.

When he gets jealous there's a 50/50 chance that he's just as mad at you as the other person. Sometimes he views you as too innocent to notice other people lusting after you. At other times he accuses you of having a wandering eye.

It takes a long time to talk him out of his jealousy, but it always comes back to reminding him that he's good enough and you aren't going anywhere. After a jealous episode he's usually feeling vulnerable. Kisses help.

K- Kick (Something he's always kicking himself for)

Billy regrets the times you've seen him lose control of his anger. He wishes he could've been better when you met so you didn't have to see any of that and he could've avoided hurting you. Now that he's growing he just wishes he could've been a better man for you in the beginning.

L- Location

Billy is fond of car sex. He likes to get you in the backseat and put down a towel to protect the seats. He also likes to get you alone at a party with the music to cover the sounds.

M- Motivation

Billy gets turned on easily. He loves when you try to flirt with him, even if you're bad at it. If you're bad at it then he just teases you about your crumby game and watches you get flustered which he finds extremely cute.

He loves you in skirts and halter tops. He loves seeing you naked in his leather jacket. He'll pretty much f*ck you at the drop of a hat.

N- No

No scat, no golden showers, no sounding.

O- Oral

Billy is a big fan. BIG BIG fan of oral, both giving and receiving. In a way he's more proud of his skills with his tongue than with his stick. In a way it feels like more of an accomplishment to know how to use just your mouth and fingers to get someone off.

P- Position

His favorite position is cowgirl, believe it or not. (More on this later) A close second is having you flat on your stomach. He likes to have you like that with an arm around your neck, mostly because it quickly overwhelms you and he loves seeing you like that.

Q- Quickie

Billy is down for a quickie in theory. In practice he's more likely to just make you late to wherever you're supposed to be.

R- Risk

Billy likes a healthy level of risk. Like I mentioned he likes having sex at parties, but he'll also sneak into a bar or restaurant bathroom with you. Back row at a movie theater is a fun one.

S- Sloppy

Billy gets sloppy sometimes, maybe if he's drunk. He likes fingering you when you're really wet.

T- Time

Billy likes sex pretty much whenever, but his FAVORITE time is the middle of the night. If you find yourself up late with him you're going to get your cheeks clapped. This is also true if he wakes up in the middle of the night. And don't let there be a thunderstorm, Lord help you.

U- Unfair

Billy likes to tease you, fluster you, overwhelm you, make you say please, make you say exactly what you want before he gives it to you. Jerk.

V- Volume

Billy isn't shy about his sounds, he'll let you and the people next door know how he's feeling.

W- Weakness

When you ride him he falls to pieces, (see, told you we'd come back to it.) particularly when you get up on your feet and squat down on him. Combine that with a hand around his throat and he's done for.

X- Xenial (Is he hospitable?)

Billy wants you to feel safe and comfortable when you're with him. At first, he doesn't know how to go about it besides having stereotypical "girl" stuff around.

He also mistakes looking out for you and "keeping you safe" for being bossy. He'll try to tell you who to hang out with, how much to drink, and where to go because he wants to take care of you. Needless to say this causes problems.

At the end of the day, if you need anything all you have to do is ask.

Y- Yearning

Billy has a high sex drive, but it doesn't have to be penetration every time. He likes all kinds of sexual behavior and will thoroughly enjoy it every time.

Z- Zone

Billy wants above all else to just share space with you. It doesn't matter where you are or what you're doing, as long as you're safe and happy it's the perfect place for him.

Thanks for reading 😘

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[sapphire-to-the-rain]

happy last day of mermay!!

this is my fanart of sea, swallow me (planymphia mermaid x human au, read it here) by the one and only @adoordelano love you bestie sorry this took over a month LMAOO

fun fact this is probably my most detailed digital drawing ever!! i’m still kind of exploring this style so i have a lot to learn but it’s really fun and i especially love doing skin + hair like this so i think i’m going to stick with it 🩵💛

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friend took some pictures of me for her photography final

[quibblyisme]

Sea, swallow me

Who? Spencer x User

Warnings: Suicide, Main character death, Angst.

Summary: Spencer Sees your blue eyes in the sea

Word count: 480

A/N: Be warned and enjoy! Also the title is a link to the song

Spencer never understood the phrase "Now I see her in everything." He had always taken it literally. He only thought you could see people in mirrors and photographs. Just that thought made him want to break any mirror in sight.

He didn't hate you. No, it was far from that. He wished he could see you.

It had been a year since your death. Since your attempt. Spencer knew it was coming. He was a profiler; he knew the signs, but it was still a shock. He never thought he'd have to bury his love, his lifeline.

How could he react? Coming home from work and seeing the bloodied sheets and your lifeless body. How could he react to your suicide note? Your last words to him:

"Oh dear, my Spencer

If you are reading this, I'm dead. I'm sorry you had to see me like this. It's been a long battle; I've tried everything, but it's been far too hard to continue. I've tried meds, therapy, and distractions, but nothing captured my attention quite like death. I want you to know that I love you and that you're my whole life. You've helped me so much. I'm sorry, Spencer.

I love you."

He wanted to scream, to fight, to kick, to kill, but he stayed frozen there. How could he go on without you?

The grief was far from anything he's felt before. The worst part was seeing you in everything. At first the grief was crying, lack of personal hygiene... but then came you. He started hearing you calling his name in a crowd. He saw a random lady wearing your sweater. He knew they were coincidences. But the team still had to hold him back every time.

He mostly saw you in the sea. He saw your bright blue eyes in the misty sky. He felt himself being drawn to those waves, how it would feel for them to swallow him.

He wasn't himself when he got into his car, he wasn't himself when he set the destination, and he wasn't himself when he parked.

He stepped out of the car and felt the cool early air hit him. The beach was empty and just like he wanted... full of mist. He stood at where the sand met the sea. His feet stung from the cold water washing over them, but to him it felt like the warmth of your hugs.

He slowly took a step further and further. Eventually he was waist deep in the water. He grabbed the rocks below his feet and shoved them into his pockets.

"I'm coming, my dear," he whispered before swimming past the buoys, where he'd take his last breath.

[urv3nicebitch]

sea swallow me

[mysleeangel]

I’m so sorry, please forgive me, I never meant to make you cry.

[thequietabsolute]

the sea where liberty will stand in place to seek and rule the world

[myironluce]

🌊 The House In The Cerulean Sea Edit

“Don’t you wish you were here?”

📼: Sea, Swallow Me -Cocteau Twins, Harold Budd

[christinwashere]

Kate Moss on Martin Margiela show / Spring 1993.

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