mysleeangel

[mysleeangel]

Break me

[mysleeangel]

*Continues to take it*

I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I csnttakrotanymirs I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I snt take it anymore I can’t take it snymore (I say as I proceed to take it)

[mysleeangel]

People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

[mysleeangel]

I made a grenade pin necklace cuz I had oc story ideas and it’s kind of romantic.

Also wearing the pin to an explosive device is some pretty landmine girl shit right? I’d like to think so…🪽🪽🪽

anyways I’ve got like 19 more and also a grenade spoon that I need to figure out what I want to do with. 🪽🪽🪽

I definitely want to change the string to some kind of nicer cord and I want to add some jirai style charms to it because I’m not really a fan of this super plain look but it is kind of cool as is. I saw someone say online that Hollywood made people think pulling a pin with your teeth is easy, but if you tried it in real life you’d probably break your teeth out, and I can see what they mean by that now.

[mysleeangel]

Someone pls draw Leon Kennedy in a Juicy tracksuit i beg 🙏

[mysleeangel]

Ijust really wanna be good enough

[mysleeangel]

Fuck tumbr fir deletibg my shit

Anyway I tink that god wants me to die

But jf he wants me to die

Then why is there music so beautiful I don’t wanna die at least temporarily

Everone is mad at me but I font fucking care anymiew

I just wanna feel true happiness

But I’m stuck like this forever

Always full of self hatred and djsgust. Cpntenpt bitterness and

Jealously

[mysleeangel]

Stay mad at me forever if u want, nothing matters anymore and I’m going to die alone anyways.

[mysleeangel]

I hate myself

[mysleeangel]

If u want to avoid interactions with ppl who sit outside grocery stores under tents trying to sell u stuff, repeatedly and loudly talk about how ur going to kill urself, like don’t yell it but just speak loud enough that the people at the table can absolutely hear you, talk like you’re on pcp. Just over and over, just say things like “i can’t wait to die, what if i just killed myself, would it be so funny if i just painted the sidewalk with my brains?” Then when you pass them just out of reach you drop the act entirely and continue on with your business. I did that today to avoid being asked to buy Girl Scout cookies, lemme tell ya, it works like a charm.

[mysleeangel]

I want him to beat me viciously, drag me around by my hair, kick me in the ribs until they puncture my lungs, and then I want him to administer a lobotomy through my eyesocket with his cawk. :)

[mysleeangel]

literally ppl who aren't mentally ill should stfu because the fuck is talking to u gonna do to make me feel better huh? honestly u'd probably distance yourself after i spill the most heinous, nasty, and extremely destructive thoughts i have you loser

[mysleeangel]

Who has time to dress up all nice and pretty before they end it? At this point I’m genuinely so fucking over it, I don’t care how I look, I don’t have time for an aesthetic end, and why would I even bother with makeup if my face is going to be in pieces anyways?

[mysleeangel]

lol. lmao even.

ultimate landmine userbox (text)

[mysleeangel]

♡♱♡♱♡♱♡♱♡♱♡♱♡

[mysleeangel]

Fuck I forgot tumblr was real mb

[mysleeangel]

Me after being unemployed and bed rotting in my room for a whole calendar year. I spent 85% of my year inside, the remaining percent was spent in hospitals or getting my hair/nails done 🎀🖤🪽💊

Art is by mcore_8 ✨🪽💖✨

anyone else randomly gets moments of mental clarity like "what the actual fuck have i been doing all this time" and just feel such disgust with themselves . .