#sd live

[blaze42323]

“Enough with the history lesson”

I love you, Roman, but uhhh…you started it

[strattonsmone]

Uh so… this just tells me that the videos I’ve been seeing are real. Bo Dallas has been posting creepy promos on this YouTube… and he mentioned AOP being with Scarlett and Karrion over a week ago…. this is WILD. There’s about 4 different promos on this channel that he has done, mentioning returning as “Wormwood” and bringing the Wyatt 6.

[aenslem]

THE BOYS (2019– )

[kuro-ayameart]

Let’s have some music 🎶

[blaze42323]

Honestly he seems like he’d give amazing hugs

also, i would like a hug from el idolo

very much.

[what-am-i-doing-in-this-fandom]

GUYS OH MY GOD. THE ABSOLUTE BEST NEWS.

Okay, the reason my SD card "broke" was because I dropped my laptop, but apparently when I dropped it, my SD card didn't break, my SD card READER broke. In my laptop. GUYS I HAVE BEEN BANKING ON THAT BEING THE CASE SINCE IT HAPPENED

I'm sweating, omg, my USB SD card reader that I ordered just came in and..... It works 😭😭😭 I can access all my art again, guys, it's a Christmas miracle 😭

[xinesthetic]

I desperately need Asagiri to write a novel about Hunting Dogs. Except there's no backstories there's no angst it's just the same vibe as the day before Atsushi's entrance exam novel. It's 150 pages worth of Jouno trying to get Fukuchi to sign a restrictive order to ban Tetchou from cooking, it's Teruko on Tachihara's shoulders inviting Suegiku to a 2v2 duel, it's just them trying to get their paperwork done and failing miserably.

[lily-in-japanese]

Last chapter destroyed me, so there's a manga panel of the lastest chapter colored by me yippie (im crying)

If you wanna use this picture for something credit me pls

[solidcarbon]

sporck

[azari-the-enby-geek]

🎶I am in misery!🎶

You can find my AO3 account down here ↓

https://archiveofourown.org/users/The_Enby_Geek/pseuds/The_Enby_Geek

[dazai-on-my-mind]

KUNIKIDA THIS KUNIKIDA THAT

WHAT ABOUT AYA WAS ABLE TO HELP BRAM COMPLETE THE PROMISE WUTH HIS DAUGHTER

WHAT ABOUT "YOU YOURSELF MUST BECOME THE KNIGHT"

WHAT ABOUT AYA LOOSING THE ONLY POSITIVE PARENTAL FIGURES SHE HAD

CAN WE TALK ABOUT AYA PLSSSS

[blaze42323]

God i love Kevin Owens on the mic

[qjackmanifold]

hey mcrpheads i have a question . what do different smps use as character prefixes? like how dsmp uses c!, qsmp uses q! and origins uses o!

[aenslem]

Taz Skylar as Sanji ONE PIECE (2023–) 1.06 ∙ The Chef and the Chore Boy

[kuro-ayameart]

I had a lot of fun drawing this, thanks to @fullmetalgirl98 for suggesting me the characters!

[thatkarleesidraws]

You wanna know why I like Dazai so much?

It’s because he resonates with me. When I was 18 and severely depressed, I went to the club every weekend. Friday, Saturday and sometimes even Thursday til 5 in the morning, blackout drunk, smoking one cigarette after another, waking up with a massive hangover, just to fill that void in my chest.

Of course it didn’t help. I’ve known it back then, and I know it now. But slipping into those self-destructive behaviours was better than not feeling anything at all.

I don’t know when it started. Maybe I was just born with it. All I knew was that I don’t feel like I belong here and that I want to go home.

I’ve been the golden child, the smart kid that got good grades without studying much. But where did it get me now? I’m 25, working through my second therapy, taking antidepressants again and I have no idea what to do with my life. I have no desire in earning a whole lot of money, no desire to contribute anything to society, no desire to exist.

It’s odd, really. Contradicting even. I find a lot of things beautiful. Music, art, nature, sometimes even people. Always seeing the world through the eyes of a child. Though somehow I’m always at war with myself, trying to bend and force my mind to function properly.

I’m not even sad. I just don’t know what to do or say anymore. I’m so tired of explaining myself, tired of being the “funny friend”, tired of always listening to others. I don’t even want anything anymore.

But there he is. A fictional man, with a dark past who pretends to be silly and carefree even though he’s dying inside, who puts my thoughts into better words than I ever could. That is why I love Dazai so much. Because there is this one character that gives me the feeling that I’m not alone in my suffering. Is it delusional? Yeah, maybe. But I can’t be bothered. He gives me a sense of belonging in this world of pure chaos and for that I cannot thank him enough.