#scorpio brain dump

[1313ablackcat1313]

A Message From Your Friendly Neighborhood Scorpio

Why do people hate us? I'm here to plea my case. Yes Scorpios can be intimidating and even a little mean, but have you ever stopped to ask yourself why a Scorpio might get mean? Do you have them backed into a corner? Scorpios only sting when they feel like they have no other options. Ask yourself what you did to make them that way, because Scorpios are very loyal to their friends, almost to a fault. We tend to put our closest friends and family above our own emotional and physical needs. We love deeply. We aren't being rude or angry, we are just passionate about certain subjects and things. Scorpios may seem dark and mysterious, but we share a lot with those we are closest with. We will take your secrets to the grave with us. We don't go around blabbing your business or gossiping about you. We are above that kind of behavior and look down our nose on people like that. When someone is gossiping or being two faced we immediately observe that and keep that information about that person filed away in a dark filing cabinet in our minds. We now know not to tell that person anything about ourselves or our friends. We are the ones who sit quietly in a room unnoticed, but observe and listen to everything. If something is said about our close friends we save that information for later so that we can tell you about it. Scorpios have a bad rep of being manipulative or controlling. I tend to believe those are defense mechanisms. I have the ability to play mind games, but I choose not to unless I feel like I have to. I sometimes feel like the negative traits of being a Scorpio like manipulation, controlling behaviors, or angry outbursts are signs of an unevolved Scorpio. Anyway, now I'm rambling. Lol. A Scorpio in your life is a blessing. We will always have your back. Always. We will take your side in almost any argument and stand up for you and defend you. We take betrayal to heart, so don't fuck us over. Scorpios don't have explosive anger like an Aries, but we have quiet, passive rage. When you backstab a Scorpio, we will cut you off with out any hesitation and never look back. We forget you and won't forgive you. That's why we are the Death card after all. That's where I think the mind games and manipulation come in. We cut you off silently, but we are secretly plotting our revenge on you. I think Scorpios that actually act on revenge are unevolved. An evolved Scorpio will cut you off in silence and pray that karma destroys you. We will keep tabs on you. We will find you on social media. We will keep updated until we are satisfied that you've been punished enough and then we will forget your existence. I think this is why we take betrayal so seriously. We love with our entire hearts and are extremely loyal, and I think we expect the same in return from other people, but no one can love and be as loyal as a Scorpio in my opinion, those are just completely unrealistic expectations.

[golden-eye-ramblings]

Renatus Revol Headcanon Dump Part 1

Woo wooo!! Time for Renatus headcanons! He’s not just a simple delinquent and I intend to convince y’all on why :3c. This will have manga spoilers! Gif credit to @fallinblossoms

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Renatus Revol

Height: 5’10/180cm

Age: 26

Birthdate: November 1st

Sign: Scorpio

Gender: Cisgender

Pronouns: He/Him

Sexuality: Bisexual

• While Renatus fits into the category of a delinquent brute with how lackadaisical and extreme he can be in terms of delivering punishment. He’s actually quite amicable like Ryoh and Kaldo. He’s just incredibly tired 24/7 due to his role and hasn’t gotten proper sleep in years(except for holidays, which he yearns for every day).

• Has developed the ability to sleep standing upright.

• His favorite food is fast food because it’s the only thing that’s usually available super late at night to eat. My man can NOT cook.

• Conversely his favorite drink is cheap beer because, once again, of how easily accessible it is during late hours.

• He enjoys reading ghost stories because it helps keep him up at night.

• Compared to the others who at least have decent homes or lavish spaces, Renatus lives in a cheap apartment. He still has things in boxes because he’s never had time to go home and truly unpack anything. The first thing one sees when entering his place is a single mattress on the floor, stacks of magazines and books, dirty containers of fast food and empty bottles. Truly a Male Living Space™️.

• Is actually quite the academic, although his memory isn’t what it used to be.

• And speaking of his memory issues. While I am inclined to believe that sleep may be a factor in it, I am also inclined to believe his immortality also plays a role in it.

• While he can regenerate at incredible speeds, it’s not entirely perfect. A crick in the neck? Simple, he just breaks his neck so the bones can set properly again. Back problems? Just break his back, no biggie. After his fight with Doom, his regeneration couldn’t keep up and he lost consciousness. And the healing process was not completely perfect when he came to(huge time shenanigans and mega manga spoilers aside). To summarize, he ended up with brain damage.

• People often think he’s forgetful because he’s just tired or lazy and doesn’t care enough to remember properly. While that’s *partially* true, it’s also because he has yet to really fully grasp how bad it really is. And he’s certainly not being careful with himself either. He’s always had memory issues but his lack of self preservation only exacerbated the problem.

• While he recalls that he gave up his mortality in order to save a girl he loved, he can’t recall if he did in fact save her. Nor even remember her name, or what she looked liked. He doesn’t think on it much in recent times, save for this weird funny feeling he gets in his chest whenever he traces his only scar.

• Renatus’ coworkers have yet to notice how bad his memory has gotten, Agito however has been assisting him in little ways. Such as leaving behind notes and helping him grab lunch and remind him of important events or work related things. He hasn’t noticed the changes fully.

• In terms of closeness with the other Divine Visionaries. He is closest with Agito, amicable with Tsurara, Ryoh and Rayne. Neutral with Orter. And on negative terms with Kaldo and Sophina. He enjoys teasing Sophina the most due to her strict school president like attitude.

• Does not remember Nerey. At all. Repeatedly even after Nerey has introduced himself several times. It’s unclear on whether or not he’s doing this as a bit or because Nerey’s genuinely not interesting enough to be remembered by Renatus.

[middlenamesage]

Tumblr is VERY Piscean and I think it’s absolutely beautiful.

Today I woke up thinking about how Tumblr has been the only website out there where I can share longer writings of mine and get them noticed and appreciated by merely including hashtags. The niche as a writer that I am falling into is extremely unconventional- it’s vulnerable personal accounts of my life, contextualized by astrology that naturally most want to come from me. And I am very grateful for anyone who resonates with my frequency and appreciates my messages, because I know I’m basically out here trauma dumping😂, and to happen across other people who are here for both that and astrology, is surely a rarity!

I was feeling grateful enough for Tumblr this morning to get the idea to look up when this site was launched. I was curious just what were the open-minded dynamics, so accepting of emotional vulnerability, that characterize Tumblr. To my pleasant surprise, Google informed me that Tumblr was launched at the very beginning of Pisces Season- meaning that it’s just about to have its birthday.

But that wasn’t all. Tumblr’s conception chart (with time unknown, but at least city known) is likely the most Piscean chart I have personally ever seen. 💖 Every single personal planet except Mars is in Pisces (and maybe it’s a good thing Mars didn’t join this party😂). All this Piscean energy seems to create a realm where I can find others as if I’m divinely guided by the Universal spirit which connects us all.

There’s vast yet connected territory here, because Pisces is the very undercurrent that runs through all of society. It’s the 12th and final sign, so it holds a little understanding of them all. 💧

Pisces holds so much power, it just holds it graciously. And often inconspicuously.

Pisces also explains why I was just realizing I see so many emojis included in informative astro Tumblr posts, compared to other sites. I’d been wondering if Cancer had a hand in this somehow (I myself am a Cancer Mercury, and please don’t ask me to not include emojis in my writing😂). But Pisces really makes a lot of sense too. Both Cancer and Pisces energy want to show expression in emotional terms… and emojis are so good for that. ❤️

And jeez, Tumblr still has relevance after seventeen years?! What other social media sites can you manage to say that about?? 🤔 This really shows the fluid and mutable ability of Pisces to adapt.

The Moon and Venus in Pisces in Tumblr’s conception chart really create an expression of Pisces energy that’s especially accepting and open to emotional vulnerability. And personally, they are trine my Moon in Scorpio, explaining even more why Tumblr-ites can stomach any sharing of my trauma. 😂 As if that wasn’t beautiful enough, the Pisces Sun in this chart is on my Pisces ascendant. No wonder I feel this is the only site I’ve so far found that gives me and my writing a place to shine. 🌞

Mercury retrograde in Pisces could be seen by some as indicative of a site where not the most comprehensively informative nor practical writing is shared. But I see it as indicative of a site where writing that makes people reflect on their emotions, grow their imagination, and even feel open to the web of Spirit connecting us all, is shared. I’ve long been fascinated and often admired a Mercury in “detriment” because it brings Jupiter’s realm up into Mercury’s realm; merging areas that can relate to the concepts of “left brain” and “right brain”, sometimes in amazing ways. And Mercury retrograde just gives us more opportunities for inward reflection. I love that posts can stay relevant here for ages, as we keep coming back to reflect upon them.

Jupiter is at home in Sagittarius in Tumblr’s profoundly Piscean conception chart, and aspecting some of those Pisces placements, so I think you can say this chart is extremely Jupiterian in every way. Personally, I’m so here for the expansive energy. 🏹 There are many ways to grow your philosophies hanging around on this site.

And I should mention that Uranus is also with the group of powerful forces for love and oneness hanging out in Pisces, because this is a revolution.

Thanks to the North Node also in Pisces in Tumblr’s chart, lending extra forward motion to this whole movement, I’d say exploring Jupiter territory, most colored by the loving, accepting, and spirit-recognizing side of Jupiter that is Pisces, is a perfectly appropriate direction for this site to only go deeper in.

Happy Birthday (tomorrow), Tumblr! Thanks for providing a meeting ground for beautiful, inclusive souls who can learn from each other.

[liljamjarisbrain]

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hi my name is jamjari! you can call me jamjam, jam, or just jamjari! i'm 23 years old, she / her pronouns. this just a shitpost and my random thoughts about anything and everything!! still going to put out i wouldn't recommend looking or interacting with my account unless you are 18+ since i won't always have age-appropriate topics and posts on here!

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just a small little list of things i like! you can find more about me on my padlet!!! jamjari's brain (padlet.com) → this will be updated a lot

ateez, skz, silent hill, horror movies, specifically japanese horror movies! lee dongwook, anime, berleezy, astrology, tarot, horror gameplay, khh, kpop, rap, a lot of things honestly.

[lovelyiida]

WRITING BACKGROUND:

I’ve been writing since I was around 9 years old and I’ve grown to love the arts of creative writing and making stories! Having the ability to reach deep within my brain and dump out all my ideas and fantasies out onto paper, or electronically via computer, phone, etc—is a talent that I am thankful to share with you, I hope you all enjoy this as much as I do :)

EXTRA DETAILS:

• I go by she/her pronouns!

• fandoms: kpop, anime (no need to get into specifics)

• fav colors: neutral tones (grey, green, brown, blue), some shades of pink if I wanna get girly

• I am a scorpio :)

[bogosbintedthealien]

P5 x HS AU no one asked for

I posted this as a first ch and never wrote anymore so I thought I should dump it here instead of just straight up deleting it.

It would've be fun to write one-shots for this AU, but I need to get my shit together and only have a few stories to work on bc I never write much or finish things. There goes all the work I put in using the Homestuck skin on AO3 for this,,,

Link to part 2.

The title was The Color of Jazz

Summary:

Your name is AKEERA KURUSU and you are a SEADWELLER. Your BLOOD color is FUCHSIA, making you a MUTANT seeing that you are male, not female. You like meowbeasts and your friends. FLARP isn’t really your thing, and you are quite the quiet fellow. By the way, your glasses are totally fake.

AKA the Persona 5 x Homestuck crossover nobody asked for. AKA the Person 5 cast, but as Homestuck trolls.

Chapter 1: Information

Here's the crossover no one asked for and nobody wanted but me and like, 2 people.

This is an informal chapter about the AU.

I'll be honest, I only made this because I'm obsessed with Persona 5 at the moment and I think I like the concept of trolls being an alien species more than Homestuck itself.

So yeah there's no cohesive plot to this, it's just going to be a series of One-Shots. Whatever shenanigans I imagine them getting up to. Perhaps there might be a small little subplot that spans a few chapters, but just know I came into this not planning anything. Besides making character choices.

Alright, first let's get into blood colors, then to the relationship chart.

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Characters with canonical birthdays and therefore signs:

Kasumi - Aries = Rust

Makoto - Taurus = Mud

Goro - Gemini = Yellow

Ryuji - Cancer = Lime

Ann - Scorpio = Cerulean

Haru - Sagitarius = Indigo

Yusuke - Aquarius = Violet

Futaba - Aquarius = Violet

I know I could have just made them the blood color that fit their personality the best or their color scheme, but nah. I like just by going off by their signs. Yeah it's lazy, but it's also like throwing darts at a blackboard. You just have a pre-made thing, and you just have to run with it.

Also I have put less brain power in it so…

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Characters with no canonical birthday so I assigned them a blood color:

Morgana = Olive

(He's a meowbeast Ryuji found as a kitten, and gave to his moirail Akira bc he knows how much he loves those things; since it's canon that some lusii can talk normally, he can too)

Hifumi = Jade

(That just fits her personality. Look at her! She's a jade blood. She looks like one. She got that air.)

Yuuki = Teal

(Since he has that power struggle thing going on with him, and because he's been beaten down by others with his tail between his legs, I just thought this fits. Technically considered a highblood and therefore granted those types of privileges, but lacks nobility and can be looked/beaten down by higherbloods because of that.)

Shiho = Purple

(Legit just cuz nobody else was purple. I also thought it would be funny. And writing a very nice, polite, well put together, purple blood would be interesting!)

Akira = Fuchsia

(Mutant Fuchsia. Like, he’s a fuchsia blood, but is male, so he shouldn't exist. Therefore he is a mutant. Pretends to be a violet blood tho. It would be kind of hard for others to tell what blood color he is if he gets flustered or whatever. And it would be unreasonable for lowerbloods to question him, but he probably schools himself anyway because he doesn't want other sea dwellers to know. Since they might be able to tell the difference between a fuchsia flush and violet flush. Originally indecisive between making him a Mutant Fuchsia or a Jade. Since if he was a Jade he would still be unique and also that would explain how he's so good with getting along with everyone. But then I thought, if he's a Pisces, he's compatible with a Gemini.)

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Shiping Chart:

Kasumi --<3--> Akira

Goro <--<3<3<--> Akira

Ryuji<--<>--> Akira

Ann <--<>-->Shiho

Haru --<3--> Akira

Yusuke --<3--> Akira

Yusuke <--<>--> Futaba

Okay, so if you can't understand that, here's the written version of it—

Kasumi had a flush crush on Akira, but after seeing this whole thing between him and Goro, she backed off. Sometimes she acts as their auspistice, but usually they don't need her.

Goro and Akira have this redrom—blackrom thing going on. It is this fluctuating thing, I think Karkat called it vaselining? Akira leans more towards red, while Goro leans more towards black, but they still have the other color feelings for each other. I just thought with the rivalry and soft spot for each other (especially after all that stuff in Royal) this is a fitting translation into Troll romance for them.

Ryuji and Akira are best bros, so they are moirails in this. You can pry this fact from my cold dead hands. You know Akira gave Ryuji something violet to wear so people know not to mess with him unless they want an angry seadellwer on their ass.

Ann and Shiho are moirails too! I don't even need to explain this one. Ann says Shiho is her only friend and the only thing good at the damn school. I,,, mustn't need to say more on that. Now, Ann doesn't need to wear anything purple as she has a comfy spot as a cerulean blood, but that hoodie she wears is totally purple just because she wants to wear it. She just wants to brag that her wonderful lovely moirail is a purple blood.

Haru having a crush on the Akira is canonical, right? Like it's kind of implied that she grows one on you in the beginning. Anyway, thought I would translate that here. She also loses her flush crush on Akira once she realizes how involved he is with Goro.

Yusuke has a flush crush on Akira and everyone knows it, but no one does a thing bc they all know he won't act on it. So it's just there. I decided to do that because, fam, listen to the dialogue he has about Akira in game,,,like wow. He really admires him, perhaps a little too much. He has such a blind faith and admiration for Akira. I couldn't not put that in here.

Yusuke and Futaba are moirails! Come on, look at their little silly friendship in game. You can't tell me that wouldn't translate to moirallegiance in troll romance.

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How the names are going to be changed:

Akira ---> Akeera

Goro ---> Gourou

These two names were remade by Meruz on Tumblr. Being one of the few people to do a Homestuck/Persona 5 crossover where the P5 cast are trolls.

Ann ---> Annnoo

The o's are silent.

Haru ---> Harruu

Ryuji ---> Ryujgi

Yuuki ---> Yuukie

Shiho ---> Sheeho

As you can tell, these last ones are not creative or well done. That's how you know I came up with them!

Everyone else's names follow the troll naming rules so I don't have to change them.

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Chumhandles:

Kasumi - icyGymnast [IG]

Makoto - muddyEmpress [ME]

Goro - pancakeDetective [PD]

Ryuji - nomoRules [NR]

Hifumi - shogiQueen [SQ]

Yuuki - chariotHelper [CH]

Ann - rottingSweets [RS]

Haru - noirExecutioner [NE]

Shiho - sunnyDisposition [SD]

Yusuke - oceanicPainter [OP]

Futaba - techgodFortuneteller [TF]

Akira - fishyGodslayer [FG]

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Typing Quirks:

I ain't making up 12 new one, so I'm using some canonical ones.

Kasumi - € for C and ends lines with --€

Makoto - Aradia

Goro - Kanaya

Ryuji - Karkat

Hifumi - uses / instead of L and \ for i

Yuuki - Tavros

Ann - every O is put as ooo also no punctuation

Haru - starts and ends lines with --(- uses ¶ instead of i

Shiho - Gamzee but no swearing

Yusuke - lower case with no punctuation

Futaba - Vriska

Akira - Eridan but no vv

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Signs:

I just did random signs, not gonna lie.

Everything I pulled out of my ass except for Kasumi’s, Yuuki’s, Haru’s, and Akira’s. They’re symbols from the Extended Zodiac.

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Things to note:

-Sumire is going by Kasumi because the others don't know that she's pretending to be her dead moirail. Basically Kasumi was Sumire's neighbor and was also a rust blood. They had very similar horns but completely different symbols. They got along extremely well and were very close moirails. After Kasumi is culled protecting Sumire from a higherblood, she pretends to be her and wears Kasumi's symbol to cope. (And using her typing quirk as well.)

-Akira is pretending to be a violet blood to avoid being culled for being a mutant. It's not necessarily illegal to be mutant blood, but other trolls will consider that's sacrilege to the hemospectrum. So they won't hesitate to cull him. It's easy for him to pretend since he's still a seadweller, and rarely gets challenged or questioned. Other seadwellers tend to mind their own business.

-This AU is going to take place on Alternia, but is this weird mix between what canonically it's like on Alternia and Beforus. Think about it like this, Feferi is empress and has been for quite a few years. And she's changing everything and reforming it to how she wants it to be, but obviously not everything has conformed completely. A lot of old stigma and old rules/traditions still hold its roots deep within the planet and its people. So it's still a very dangerous place even though it technically doesn't endorse "thoughtless slaughter"/"being more aggressive/dominant is the only way to go" mindset. She can't control everything, especially since Gl'bgolyb is dead or doesn’t exist in this one. Does that make sense? I hope it does.

-Akira survived by having some random Violet blood lusus decide to take him in and take care of him. Everything was all fine and snazzy until recently-ish when his blood color was discovered by some Seadellwers. His luse fights them off and culls like, one or maybe two in the process but ultimately dies. Akira, in a fit of rage and self preservation, culls the rest of them so it can't get out that he's mutant and flees the area. Later is found by Sojiro (who is not a troll but a lusus) when he's looking out for some food for Futaba. He takes pity on him and brings him in. Since Futaba originally had a different lusus who died, and he took her in, so this isn't his first rodeo. Akira and Futaba quickly bond and Sojiro loves his dumb fishy kids.

-Sojiro and Futaba's hive is this big spiraly place that is partially underwater and partially above it. The above area acts like a cafe where's Seadellwers can enter by swimming over to it and land dwellers can enter by boating to it.

-Akira lives at the top area more after he gets Mona from Ryuji, but still chills out in the underwater portion.

-Yusuke lives on the beach. He's rich and all, he just forgets to take care of himself since he gets so absorbed in things. Good thing he has his moirail and friends around.

-Lime bloods have since been reintroduced into the gene pool by the empress. But since she hasn't been ruling for awfully long, there's not that many of them. Making them rarer than jades but, not as rare as fuchsias. For this reason it's basically criminal to cull them, as there is so little of them. So Ryuji has gotten out of some debacles alive simply because the other troll realizes he's not an olive, but a lime. After becoming moirails with Akira (and finally swallowing his pride to wear his friend's color) that definitely helped deter trolls further. Even if Ryuji does get a little irritating and doesn't know when to shut his mouth. They just gotta look down and remember that he's filling some seadweller's quadrant and they don't want to deal with that repercussion.

-Akira is actually not that threatening, but he's fully aware of his position and takes full advantage of it.

-Goro of course is a celebrity lowblood. Making a name for himself and blah blah blah. His lusus left him for dead when he was pretty young, and actually was raised by another troll. But she ends up…she's the equivalent to his mom, so you know. He elevated himself to the status so he could up his chances of survival and to advocate for lowbloods.

-Haru lusus is very fierce and kinda owned this large section of property, but recently he has been defeated/culled and now her property is kind of been split. She's struggling to maintain her hold on it.

-Makoto gets taken in by a lusus that already has a troll under his care. But after a couple of sweeps he gets eaten, leaving the other troll take care of her. Obviously I'm referring to Sae. (I'll remake her name when I get to the bridge.) Sayyye maybe?

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Oh my God, you read all of that. Thank you so much! I feel like most people won't even read this and be really confused once I start making chapters.

For all your efforts I'm going to say something that you probably haven't heard since early 2013. Cuz I sure know I haven't.

Here's a digital cookie for all your troubles! (::)

[brain-dumper]

bds #6:

i haven't written some brain dump for awhile. i can't gather my thoughts for sometime now. i think my brain has been fried from too much social media consumption.

i've been wanting to reinvent myself again. it's a scorpio's pass time. but it's really hard when you're in a relationship. i think i lose a lot of my time. i have hard time trying to start and continuing something when i'm in a room with someone else. it's a me problem, i know.

i don't know why i always like change. i don't like consistent things in my life. i'm so fucking damaged.

[junhuisorbit]

not to sound like a broken record but uh a bitch could do with a hug :((

[1313ablackcat1313]

Cancer Being a Cardinal Sign

I think there is sort of a harmful stereotype out there that Cancers are overly emotional crybabies. Me, being a Scorpio, I love my Cancers and I feel like a Scorpio is just a Cancer in a leather jacket smoking a cigarette. We are the goth version of a Cancer. I think that Cancers have the ability to be really strong and dependable people. They are a Cardinal sign after all, and I believe that makes them really good leaders and trendsetters.

Cancer's have really strong maternal instincts and I think that's why they make such great mothers, leaders, and caregivers. They're compassionate and understand where people are coming from. I always think of Cancers as the ultimate empaths and I think that's kind of where they get the stereotype of being "overly emotional."

Cancer's personality really represents the crab when you think of it. A crab is a delicate little creature that you would think you could easily take on and take advantage of or hurt easily, but the crab is protected by its strong outer shell and it's defense mechanism are two claws that can pinch with considerable force. I think Cancer is the same way emotionally. They may look as if they're easily offended or hurt, but they have a strong defense mechanism. You don't want to get pinched by the crab. You'll be hard pressed to actually penetrate that strong outer shell.

I'll probably add more thoughts and opinions to this. I love my Cancers and I feel a need to protect them. Cancers are extremely sweet and empathetic people, whereas Scorpio is loyal but can come off as too intimidating or cold to others. I love Cancer's warm and welcoming nature.

I also believe since Cancer is ruled by The Moon, a lot of them have strong intuitional pulls and psychic abilities. I think this is also why they are the ultimate empaths. This also why I think on the outside they seem like they're overly emotional, but remember what The Moon tarot card is like... "things are not as they seem." I think Cancer may have a tendency to put on an act, but that's not what's really happening. Cancer may seem whiny and crybaby like, but they're really not. They also have the ability to bring out what needs to be seen or said and they're also pros at hiding their true selves.

[rainy-astrology]

Mercury signs

My view on mercury ruling different signs. Mercury is the planet of communication - the way you talk, the way you think and make decisions. May change/add to this later.

Aspects to Mercury, house placements, and degrees can affect how your mercury expresses itself

If you like kpop and astrology, I do chart readings on idols. List is here

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Aries

Aries mercury people seem to be very blunt and straightforward. Although, all fire mercuries are like that...Honestly can't tell which one is more honest: Aries or Sagittarius lol. Not afraid to argue, seem easy to anger and saying anything in the name of "defending" themselves.

I have a sibling with an Aries mercury and another with a Sag mercury... They can both be quite mean ngl. I think Aries mercury is more prone to getting mad and yelling, whereas a Sagittarius mercury will just sass and insult you. In my experience anyway...

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Taurus

Such nice voices. Often make for amazing singers (iirc, a lot of singers with amazing range and tone have Taurus mercury). They like to take their time to think through things and make firm decisions. They are decisive and may be stubborn.

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Gemini

Mercury in Gemini is domicile. Curious and knowledge seeking individuals, always wanting to learn and do new things. Lots of mental energy, their brains never shut off. They prefer to detach from their emotions and remain rational and logical.

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Cancer

Cancer in mercury are often very intuitive and sensitive. Can read other's moods and emotions very well. Soft spoken and quiet. People often seem to be very comfortable with sharing deep, personal stories with us even if we've just barely met. Also may have lower/deeper tones.

Cue all the times people have randomly trauma dumped on me lol. Not too long ago, I had a customer tell me a traumatic event from their childhood while smiling. I didn't say or ask them anything that would have led them to tell me that. Mind you, I am just training as a nail tech, not a therapist or anything. Funnily enough though, I did consider and still do consider becoming a pyschologist...I think a lot of Cancer mercuries are just a natural at drawing people's deeper emotions out.

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Leo

Honey type of voice, loud, and noticeable. Have loud laughs especially. Voices are usually deeper. They can be natural leaders who don't mind taking initiative and center stage. They may be really creative people. They're emotional people and don't mind showing it.

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Virgo

Mercury is exalted in Virgo. Studious, particular way of speaking, and perfectionistic. Articulate and detail oriented. They can have great focus and motivation when it comes to working on anything. Can be quite meticulous.

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Libra

Very friendly and smooth, can definitely be flirtatious. They just know what to say to get others to like them, very charming. They can also be good at calming tense situations down, since Libras value harmony and peace. They may be a bit indecisive as they see every side in situations.

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Scorpio

Investigative and deep, wants to know everything. Don't lie to them. Often have good memory, so definitely do not hurt them in any way. They will remember for life and hold that against you. They're prone to overthinking.

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Sagittarius

Detrimental under Mercury. Sagittarius likes to focus on the big idea and go on from there, while Mercury wants the little details and to be exact. Blunt and honest people. Also very funny. Open minded and honestly don't really care what other people think.

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Capricorn

Capricorn Mercuries are generally quiet. Disciplined and always ready to achieve whatever they set their minds to. Realistic and maybe slow speaking. Likely the type to give you advice and solutions rather than be emotionally comforting.

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Aquarius

Can be a bit judgemental, make strong opinions and judgements. But they are willing to change them if they want to. They're somehow both stubborn yet flexible about their beliefs.

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Pisces

Mercury is fall in Pisces. Pisces mercuries seem...confused whenever they talk. Tendency to space out and get lost in their inner world. They seem to struggle with articulating their thoughts. May be forgetful or remember things incorrectly

Reminds me of a post I read some time ago...The person mentioned having a Pisces mercury in their chart and how it was a struggle for Pisces Mercuries to word their thoughts precisely. I could tell bc that person's explanation was very confusing. They could have explained it in one-two sentences instead of a messy paragraph... I don't mean to be mean though - that was just a really good example of how disorganized a Pisces Mercury's mind can be.

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Other planets

Rising | Sun | Moon | Venus | Mars | Jupiter

[astrobiche]

🌸 Cancer rising 🌸

As one myself~

Disclaimer : energy manifests differently for different people, take this w a pinch of salt. Photos not mine, credits to owner(s). Don't steal my work.

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��� The eyes chico they never lie : it is true that cancer risings eyes are watery, they can be big or their pupils look big and innocent. This is especially true when the house is empty or the moon is in a water house from what i noticed.

• people we just met trauma dump on us, and sometimes, we dont really mind it as it shows these people trust us enough with their secrets to open up.

• if feminine presenting, we have the wifey image projected on us, the amount of times i heard this, especially from conservative men..

• we grow into our aries mc sooner or later and go from the people-pleasing, taking people's bs for the sake of peace approach that we learned at home (4h libra) to a more outspoken, bold disposition. Some people reach this transition sooner (teens) while others a bit later in their 20s or more.

• we navigate the world through our intuition and feelings, we tend to feel strongly about our environment , for example, einstein had his love for research dimmed (feelings) because of his hatred for the school environment and exams (environment), this laster for a year after uni before he got back into it.

• people can be confused by how changeable we are. Like the moon, we can be as loud and attention grabbing as the full moon or be discreet like a new moon.

• we know how to read a room, we can sense when things are off.

• we can get away with stuff (Example : cancer rising dude from my class didnt do his presentation and the professor not only marked him as present, but she thought he participated too lmao)

• the innocent face/aura and people apologizing for cussing around us haha

• being the mom friend. No matter the gender.

• seeming like different people when we're doing our hobbies. (5h scorpio)

• nervous but neat communication. Getting into details when discussing. A mind fit for debating. Can make good lawyers or consultants. (3h virgo)

• intense in love and possibly late bloomers. With 5h scorpio and 7h capricorn, we may avoid engaging in flings because we can get attached. Its either all in or all out. We can get obsessed with what brings us pleasure. With 7h capricorn we may get in a rs later than our peers or get serious too young.

• secretly freaky haha bouncing off of the last observation, 5h sexual scorpio and 8h experimental aquarius can definitely throw people off. The soft and somewhat timid demeanor is yeeted out the window and morphes into kinkiness behind closed doors.

• most likely night owls. With a 12h gemini, we can have trouble sleeping and shutting our brains off. This is why i recommend my fellow cancer risings to avoid reading a lot before going to bed if u want to have a good night's sleep or sleep early.

[galaxyedging]

Writer appreciation/350 followers celebration/general out pouring of love.

Feeling super overwhelmed from the Fanfiction Writer Appreciation Day tags (I didn't even know it was a thing.) and from the tags/likes/reblogs/comments/followers in general. Rather than replay individually or rush to make my own writer appreciation post, I thought I'd show my appreciation for everyone and explain why I appreciation you all.

TL:DR version you make my neurodivergent brain happy and I love you all.

Long version...

I make no secret of the fact that I'm neurodivergent. It's in my bio, my work. Let me give you a little insight into what that means in my brain.

There's a myth about Autism and lack of empathy. I empathise just fine. I can pick up on people's emotion and motivation. I can unpick behaviour. What I do struggle with it putting myself in other people's minds.

I know that I think about other writers and mutuals but I can't get my head around that they think about me. Poor Theory of Mind plus low self esteem makes it really difficult to accept that you see me they way I see you guys.

I also struggle to getting to know people, I always relate things that people say to something about me. I'm not trying to make it about me, I'm trying to show that I understand. I also info dump about my interests. It's kind of like me going "Here, here's what I like. This is me. Now show me you." I'm trying to connect.

I know that these can be seen as annoying personalitly traits. I'm aware when I do them but they tumble out anyway and I cringe about it later, even though I shouldn't because they are perfect valid ways to relate. See above about self esteem.

Enter Tumblr, where we just basically just go "This is me. Is this you too? Let's be friends. Let me info dump my hyperfixations all over you. Let me bathe in yours." Plus there's not pressure to be present my mind can wander with I'll talk to people here. I'm comfortable in my own home while I do. It's such a low demand way to connect to people. I can retreat from my real life to relax for a bit without isolating myself.

It is really a gift to me and you are all the ones that had created it for me. Thank you so much. I enjoy all our interactions.

Thank you to the amazing writers who make these incredible world for me to escape to. Your talent and passion shine through in your work, you should be immensely proud of yourselves. I love how supportive you all are. I see than some people on here have written books, some have maybe written a short fic or two but I've never seen any division. We are all writers and we all support each other. Thank you for just being awesome people.

Thank you for all the work that you guys create, the talent that you share with us, the gifts that you share.

I'm not just talking about creators. Some of you are gifted with the ability to say the nicest things. Thank you for the positivity you give out. Thank you for the support and love when my brain doesn't want to give me the happy chemicals, or recycles them to quickly (Cheers ADHD).

Thank you for the tags, the inclusion, the advice. Thank you to the avid follows who make me feel special.

Most importantly to me thank you for allowing my conditions, that in a neurotypical world are seen as weaknesses, be what they really are, strengths. Thank you enjoying what my creative, hyperfixating, super charged brain can produce. Thank you for making me feel at home.😘

And most, most importantly, thank you for the Pedro-tonin.😜

Tags @kirsteng42 @babydarkstar @prolix-yuy @thegreenkid @hquinzelle @fangirl-316 @gracie7209 @jedifarmerr @doommommy @scorpio-marionette @sturkillerbase @harriedandharassed @aynsleywalker @mswarriorbabe80 @quica-quica-quica @misspearly1 @aynsleywalker @micheleamidalajedi @supernaturalgirl20 @pedropascalsx @i-love-movies @ellenmunn @movievillainess721 @amneris21 @littlemousedroid @charnelhouse @oonajaeadira @leslie-lyman @blueeyesatnight @brandyllyn @adancedivasmom @pix-writes @ithinkwehitametaphor

and everyone else. Sorry if I forgot a tag, my memory isn't my strong suit.

[them0rtal]

CR headcanons?

ah hi! it’s been busy and my brain hasn’t churned for the arrival for a hot minute BUT-

- C.R.’s full name is Carl Ross Everett. No middle name, but he has two first names so beat that.

- I don’t have an exact birthday for him, but he gives me massive male scorpio vibes (sincerely an afab scorpio)

- He’s a very odd fella; he’s old timey in some senses and pretty progressive in others.

- Guitar kid for sure. Weezer fan

- He’s pretty tall compared to the other two, but he still sits at 5’11”. It’s kinda funny.

- Fake Canadian

- Likes natural colors like browns, greens, etc. 

- Also a beanie guy. Or like one of those paperboy hats? Absolutely. 

- Carl doesn’t have a good relationship with Lauren nor Beth. He’s seen as a trouble kid and a sketchy friend from both sides, but Kate enjoys having the guy as a pal.

- Don’t undermine his off-putting tendencies though. Due to his lack of a healthy father figure, he doesn’t quite know what proper interaction is. He doesn’t do anything illegal, but he also doesn’t have a filter when it comes to his feelings.

- Despite being a friend of his, Kate still perceives him as awkward; he doesn’t have a grasp on social boundaries- especially in the romance department. Kate? Really isn’t that interested?

- If I had to assign him a social media platform to use, it’d be Reddit. He claims he doesn’t, but that’s when he’s scrolling Twitter.

- Probably left handed but raised to use his right, so either way his handwriting’s a wreck.

- Under the influence of that Thing (Slender, in this case), C.R.’s moral compass is completely knocked on its head. He’s quick to act versus think, and he turns into quite the emotional wreck.

- Lil bit of a backstabber honestly. Unlike Kralie I can’t see C.R. being a redeemable guy- even with the sickness. I just get the ick from him can you tell.

I’ll probably dump more at some point bc heavily regressing into SV again so lay ‘em on me.

[innocentpeach777]

dragging!! venus in the signs pt 2

(i have such a migraine rn, you'll have to excuse how lazy this is!!!!!!!!!!! sorry you have to!!!!!! :p)

sagittarius - "dora dora dora the explora!!~ 🎶 🎵 🎶 🎵" yeah, dora? YEAH??????? literally problematic. lowkey racist. major jungle and yellow fever. like, nobody cares, "dora". shut the fuck up.

frigid. doesn't fuck. incels. probably named fucking casey and are ugly and worship fucking artemis or something. psycho pagan bitches. will fuck you like crazy though once you finally get bored enough to actually lay them. bad lays. too crazy, and i fucking mean. will make ugly faces and climb on top of you like animal and squeal deranged sexual things in your ear in a high pitched alvin and the chipmunks voice then start fellating your ear in a wild fervent craze. probably into chastity. and pissing themselves at random. zoophiles. will want you to pretend to be black or like a fucking lion or some shit during sex. like foh.

wants to actually fuck a dog. like y'all whack fr. foh.

i fucking literally can't with sagittarius. go back to fucking second grade. headass. 🤮 -30/10 annoying af. like y'all give me a migraine 😩 😫 😒 😭 🙄 😒 like fr get out

for anyone who has been personally victimized by sagittarius, this goes out to you, my brothers in christ, below

you all my little nyc babies!! mwah!! 💋 💋 💋 💋 💋 x○x○x○

capricorn - incels. mentally deranged. the actual devil. like, will look at you like you... like aren't even there. like actually mentally unstable. will have sex with your daughter after eating your ass, the same day, in your house. will literally dump you for your daughter. cheaters. whole mess. but love them. oh! i have to. no matter how much i want to quit them.....

will literally BEG for sex!!! like a DOG!!! its O B S C E N E. like, get tf off my porch and hop tf out my dms, you fucking whole ass headass !!! grow a brain!!! you have no brain!!!! fucking actual dumbasses. morally bankrupt. actually.

ughghhhhhhgghhgggggh!!!!!!!!! HATE THEM!!! i wanna shit on their, like, toes!!! and make them sit like a good dog and chain them in my yard!!!!! and make them stop being bad! 👿 0/10 they are actually rabid. i feel like they'd bark at me and want me to call them a good dog during sex and pet their soft, sweet little heads.... like good little doggies... oh god! i hate them!!! i would pet them though and cuddle them if they sweet, nice little babies... cuties. usually cute.. 💋 🫂

aquarius - get off me !!! damn!!! I'll sit on your face later!!! but only if you sit on mine after that!!!! ... bc im an aquarius hehe teheeehe dehee ♡ ❤ 🧡 💛 💚 💙 💜 ❤ 🧡

ok, but, to be real. they sweat a lot, and love to laze around and cuddle you, and they're usually down for whatever you're down for. so you can just pick them up and bring you with them like a sweet little kitty. they'll let you hold and cuddle them 4ever. like fr!! they're so sweet. they're actually extremely maternal(/paternal) and tend to be kind of a mommy 👩 😳 🙃

they love to smoke weed, and act like they were born on weed. smoking weed, playing video games, fucking, sleeping. they love to fuck. complete nymphomaniacs. will fuck on the first date. guaranteed.

they won't help you with anything though. they're selfish. they're like diamonds, like gods.. 💎 🔸️ 🔶️ 🔹️ 💠 🔷️ 💎 🔸️ 🔶️ 🔹️ 💠 🔷️ 💎 🔸️ 🔶️ 🔹️ 💠 🔷️ 💎 🔸️ 🔶️ 🔹️ they just wanna have fun!! and fuck you if you try to bring them down!! don't ever patronize them or try to force them to do anything. they hate being disrespected.

the golden rule: treat others how you would like to be treated.

that's all you gotta remember w aquarius, and they will surf on them mf booty waves from duck till dawn, and even be your xanny molly weed dealer :)) they love booty hairs. they also love to be dookied on just like scorpio 🦂 20/10 the best sign, god tier (they are obsessed w ass....... 😩)

pisces - foot fetish. won't stop touching your feet. piss freaks also. they're like litle creatures.... very sweet though. until you piss them off and they leave you on read for five months straight. you'll feel like you have bipolar interacting w them. on god. one minute you'll be thinking abt marrying them and two seconds later you'll be vividly fantasizing abt strangling them to literal death w your bare hands. literal monkeys. let them hang from a tree and feed them bananas. and your pee.

will drink themselves into an early grave. complete headasses. they are also completely aimless. wayward sons. 🙉 9/10 i love them

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[onetimetwotimesthreetimess]

the party doesn't start until i walk in LCBAB reaction let gooooooo

He put on a nice sweater, one without holes in it, and fluffed his hair a bit. He wanted to look nice but also not make it apparent that he had made some effort.

oh alec you virgo (is there gonna be any reaction to your fic where i stop mentioning alec virgo ass? maybe not)

It should be normal to think constantly about your friends 24x7 without it having any romantic intent.

the word alec is looking for is obsession. it always romantic feeling with friend and never a job

Alec wanted to meet the person who introduced the word beautiful. He wanted to ask that person what or who made them use this word and then tell them that beautiful was nothing compared to what Magnus looked like.

dont raise the dead just so you can be a simp its against the death code, dead ppl HR gonna have your head

Magnus jolted awake at that and started screaming. He took out the knife from under his pillow and launched it at Alec.

“Don’t come near me or I will kill you.” Magnus shouted.

when magnus keep a knife under his pillow its revealing detail on him and his background. when i keep a knife under my pillow im a danger to society????

“2nd May.”

no way in hell magnus is a Taurus at least pick a Scorpio date

And Alec was just—Alec.

and water makes things wet. we all know this

“I’m sorry.” Magnus said earnestly and it was all it took for Alec to forgive it.

alec needs to STAND UP i know he can. no virgo should forgive forget that easy stand UP

“Are you really using your childhood trauma to get out of being punched for saying stupid shit?“

Jace pretended to wipe fake tears from his face. “Is it working?”

the fact that you are making me relate to jace...evil?!?!?!?

Because how the hell was he supposed to survive without talking to Magnus for an entire week.

stream midnights by taylor swift it such a good album i know right

“Why does it matter to you? What the fuck does it matter when it is?” Magnus asked angrily.

me when im writing every essay. alec should have replied with "nothing" purely for the aesthetic

i was gonna make a joke about birthday as birthslay but my brain not functioning

Magnus held his face gently and Alec leaned into the touch. “I love you, Alexander. I’ve been in love with you since the day you had that law test and you forced me to quiz you for 48 hours and I hated absolutely every minute of it but I still did it. I love you more and more every day and I don’t know how to stop. And even if I knew, I wouldn’t want to stop.” Magnus breathed.

again stand UP

Alec was 32, and if he was being honest, he didn’t know why people had to work too.

actually nobody knows this it is another Bermuda triangle

“He is in a meeting with Abigail, right now. But he should be free any time now. I’ll just check in.”

um the amnesia au tease? are we okay?

Alec was fine with other people having a thing for Magnus. As long as they don’t act on that desire.

oooh amnesia au gonna wreck alec, serve him right for being a simp we cant be all too lovey-dovey around here

“I tried for ten years and these three convinced you in one night?” Alec said petulantly, bringing a chuckle out of Magnus.

maybe if u stop thinking with emotion and start thinking in strategic mode

this fic is just angst + trauma + alec being mega whipped to the point he can start a whipping cream brand + ari being the cutest + tease for hiadt when alec got dumped and his ex-husband moved on with his ex gf. again LAYERS

“Don’t raise the dead just because you want to be a simp” sent me. Your reactions like always are superior anh>>> I cracked so hard at the entire thing

Simp Alec would never stand up for himself and if you think it’s bad in LRHWY, wait till you read about HIADT Alec getting walked all over himself lmao. Also yes!!! Loved throwing that lil bit of amnesia au tease lmao.

I have honeslty no idea how this fic ended up being as angsty as everyone is saying it was lol. That’s what I’m saying—I can never tell which chapters or fics are going to be angsty and which ones are not. I’m in this with you homies jsjssjsk

P.S. Ari really do be the cutest I am love only one girl

[valkyrayn]

name's juhl.

she/her, a scorpio november baby and straight as a motherfucking pole. if it wasn't for my boyfriend and the 2D men i simp on, i'd probably hate penises.

i am also 25+. i'm a full adult. so minors, please do not interact or i'll break your kneecaps.

this is a brainrot dump, the gutter, a blog written fuelled by horniness. and my two default moods are horny and angsty.

i have a full-ass career in marketing but here i am, writing porn on my free time.

i write and sometimes draw very mediocre art for: Tears of Themis and Genshin Impact

english is not my first language so i apologize in advanced for any grammatical errors.

i'm an absolute whore for these 2D men: Marius von Hagen, Luke Pearce, Vyn Richter, Artem Wing, Arataki Itto, Scaramouche, Thoma, Childe, Zhongli - in that order.

but really, I only ever write for Marius these days because he's been plaguing my brain with nothing but filth

there will be smut and only smut (maybe a fluff or two, we'll see). but things will get nasty. and i do mean nasty. so if you're not into that, grab a cookie on your way out.

i'm from the SEA and my timezone is GMT+8. you can expect me to publish around 7pm to 12am (usually after i'm done with work)

disclaimer: everything that i write are fictional (obviously) so don't take anything seriously. i will tag my posts so do read them before you proceed.

if you enjoy my content/works, feel free to support me on ko-fi though you have no obligations to. i'll take it as a horny fuel from one simp to another :3

follow me on twitter if you'd like to see me thirsting x10 more than here. i also post my art and video edits on there :3

ps. i also created the #totnsfw subreddit and discord server.

join the degeneracy on reddit and discord. we're a fast growing community. thirst and horniness really do be bringing us together.

(i am no longer active in reddit and discord but you can still join, I'm mostly only on tumblr and twitter (x))

see you there, whores <3