#scape goat

[unwelcome-ozian]

[dosesofcommonsense]

[booitislife]

Let’s Pick Apart My Life

Okay, here we go folks.

I am the only child of my parents. Dad and Mom had me.

Dad was married before and had three boys. For ease let’s call them C, E, and M.

Dad and his first wife divorced which (as with all divorces caused friction). E ended up living with his mom most of the time, M ended up living with dad, C was old enough to live on his own.

Mom was married once before as well. She had one son (let’s call him D.) Then she had an affair and had my sister, let’s call her B. She stayed with her husband and husband 1 agreed to raise B as his own. Sometime when B was 2-3 she left her first husband.

Dad and mom met and ended up pregnant with me and then got married and then came me.

None of the family really got along. Blended family? HA what is that. Then, just a year into my life dad’s son (C) dies.

C’s death causes alcoholism in dad and E moves away from the family. M decides to dislike my mom. D ends up going into the military when I turn 8. B ends up taking out her frustration on me (because she doesn’t want to be mad at our mom).

How does this all play on me, you may ask? Well, I grew up with 1 dead sibling, 2 absent siblings, and 2 siblings who were mad at their parents, but they decided they couldn’t take it out on their parents so they took it out on the product of their parents - me. I grew up very alone or being taunted, disliked, etc.

M was super nice until he realized he could not make me hate my own mother. From then on he was cold. Until dad died. Then, M was so emotionally abusive to me that I started having panic attacks every single time he would text or call me. My partner had to intervine and we ended up absolutely no contact. His children don’t know me because I am not considered a part of their family.

E took M’s side and I am not close with his kids either because M was always considered the authority.

Other side of the family?

D ended up on the other side of the country and the only times we really talk is when I initiate it. His wife is great, but even she can’t get him to talk.

B? She ended up blaming me for years because she didn’t want to be mad at our mom. She had a kid and I have seen her less than a dozen times - she’s 7. I have asked and asked and asked. It doesn’t matter. I have also had to look past the horrible things she has said to me - including when I opened up to her (the first person I told in my family) about my miscarriage and she said - “It’s for the best.” I have never gotten over that hurt. That is one of several very serious things she has done or said.

Dad is dead. Mom? I know out he her 3 children I am her 3rd favorite.

I am tired. Why did they even have me? I have nothing to contribute and my own family doesn’t care whatsoever. I am so fucking exhausted. Why am I still here?

Man, yeah, that’s my close family tree. Yay. Someone shoot me.

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

well actually i consider myself eager and open to new life experiences. so when i said i "prefer" "nonviolence" that was, as stated, just a mild preference. like with pizza toppings, or laundry cycle settings, or wanting to set fire to certain strawish objects. i am actually concerningly flexible about any and all previously listed situations, listen i am so open to negotiations drop me a discord li

[scripture-pictures]

[phiori]

Dark magician girl and the Scape goats

[fox0war]

'Scape the last Goat and Lamb the last Sheep

[ds-90210]

Miles: Stop blaming everyone for all your problems Julian. Pick one person and blame them for everything. Julian: Deanna Troi!

[sistarstarlydraws]

The Cult of the Lamb Goat!

Friends and mutuals were making Cult of the Lamb sonas, so I decided to join in. They told me that I am quite chaotic and mean when I play so I decided to go for the goat character!

[dreamcatcher-faux]

Very slowly getting into Cult of the Lamb and I already failed by making Ewe 😔

[fictionalsownme]

keigo in my newer style since I finally watched s7!! 🧡🌟

I had sooo much fun choosing what I would headcanon/fancast his features as (peep the dimples, i like those heheh,, i just know in-universe there would be at least one fan account dedicated to them lol). My style these days is a lot more grounded in realism so it was hard finding references without an exact face to use-- kind of like a collage. I like how it turned out! I hope this fed my MHA followers & mutuals for a bit, I hath not forgotten you~~!! I really enjoyed season 7, I already know the major beats of what happens next in the manga but I haven't actually read it so I'm waiting with bated breath!!

bonus: I rambled about keigo in the tags but I have big feelings after finishing the season so it ended up long hehe (the tags on my posts are slowly becoming a notes app for fandom shower thoughts atm bruh!!)

[lorenzodalessandro]

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[allmightyscroll-swag]

CW: BLOOD, THERE'S A FETUS/TUBE BABY LITERALLY IN THE FIRST SHOT

I know I don't post my ocs here like. Ever but I worked really hard on this shit and you WILL fuckin watch it

[anchovy]

Always intrigued by the straight man x bi women couples where the man has entire personality revolve around loving other fat titted naked women but the girlfriend never posts about men to the same degree. It seems like such a painful existence for the girlfriend.

[galarglory]

What Tragic Horror Character Trope Are You? The Witch

People need to find blame wherever they can; it makes the bad things in their life feel just a touch more bearable. The witches are so often blamed for the curses others are under that no one even questions it anymore. You point to a supposed witch and everyone else prepares the stake, no matter their innocence. To be born and believed a witch is one of the worst curses of them all- you can have friends and family, but there's always a dread that someday, someone will point to you, and everyone you once trusted will throw you into the pyre. If you're here, reading this, you've probably been burned before. And i don't blame you for wanting to hide away, to really become the witch they all say you are, to curse them. But to be a witch is to brush your fingertips over the bark of a tree and watch it grow a touch stronger. keep that in mind.

[strunmah-mah]

There's been a lot of discussions of Kuras as a Satan figure. Which fair enough, he seems to be a fallen angel, granting knowledge to humans that causes their death is very snake in the garden etc.

But the nails through the palm is a very Christlike image.

It makes me wonder; How much of his guilt is genuinely his own, and how much is he being scapegoated for by someone else?