#sander sides community

[leconcombrerit]

This thing had been rotting in my files for a year (minus three weeks but that's basically a year). It was a redraw of one of my first ever pieces for this fandom, and I still find it quite okay if a little stiff in places, so I thought I might as well share it since I don't draw that much anymore.

And then I had second thoughts, which obviously led to me posting it anyway, as you can see, but I realized I've almost made it a point not to draw anything related to Sasi anymore. As in at all. I can't, and I don't want to, and even sharing old art feels a bit 'meh'. It's too directly linked to my long going art block.

What I mean by that is that if I took all the followers I have out there and asked them what they know me or initially followed me for, you might have a fair amount of Lis 2 and the occasional Desert Bluffs afficionados, but you'd get an overwhelming majority of Sanders Sides. Sanders Sides fashion posts even. I was by no means famous for it or anything, but at my small artist scale, it was the biggest success I had.

And it makes it much harder to go back to it at all now. One, because I don't give a damn about the show anymore. Two, because I haven't been properly obsessing over anything in a while (there was a series early this year but given the actual emotional distress I get thinking about it I'm ruling it out). I haven't had real engagement from my own brain, nor real engagement from a broad audience -which makes sense, I'm not posting for anything that will reach a broad audience. But it takes its toll regardless.

Even when I finally finished writing a long fic, I couldn't help but feel 'all this for what ? Ten people or so and two hundreds have dropped it ?'. Which is a bad way to think about stuff you write for your own enjoyment but, you know, the brain gets happy with external validation even if you pretend really hard you don't care.

And so it feels tempting to go back to the golden goose just the time to get the creative juice pumping back, and I try, and I always end up frustrated and angry and feeling even less like making art that before. I'm not having fun with Sasi. Like an old friend you have nothing to say to and yet you have so much to say otherwise, so you get a bit frustrated, you know ? Not sure I'm making much sense, but that's how it feels. I want to have something like that again, but it won't be with Sanders Sides, and I somehow just want if off my radar.

It was left hanging, then lost its spark, and then I stopped caring altogether and I most likely won't even watch the finale when it does come out. I'm over it. I wish I wasn't though, because it does feel like the artistic spark won't come back all on its own this time, and the buzzing community made it so much easier to bounce back and do shit when your brain got wired all wrong.

It sounds like I'm just bawling after love and likes and stuff, and I guess that's part of it, in a way ? Like I'm in no place to do things for myself, and seeing the one thing I used to use to get back in the flow giving me a bored sense of dread doesn't feel too great.

Yet this drawing is still good ! I find it good ! I don't remember everything, but I can tell from the looks of it that I spent a while on it ! It's nice ! I should celebrate that. So I'm sharing it. I think it will be the last piece of Sasi I ever share, though. I'm not watching the finale when it comes out. I don't care about it. I'll just keep doodling my OCs and characters from cool books every once in a while. I'll write little things.

I just really, really need to stop trying to go back to it when it's clearly not working and not even for good reasons. It was a fun ride though ! So yeah. Basically. A whole ass rant for a one year old piece of art. I'm in my bi-annual depresso mood, nothing too surprising there.

[let-roman-bite-someone]

in honor of pride month, here’s some incorrect quotes for all my aspec folk out there! y’all are rad and i’m fist bumping you through my screen

[warnadudenexttime]

11/20/2024 - new YouTube community post!

[nolongerphantom]

Going to bed for the night

Just wanted to remind you to do the same if you need, and take a sip of some water, maybe eat something, doesn't have to be big, if you haven't eaten in a while?

I hope you have a good (or at least decent) rest of your day/night <3

-Roman, the new host ❤️

[loganslowdown4]

A little update from the boss man 💙

[hahanamegobrrrr]

tickle art fight attack on @fictitious-fluff !!

i saw you liked tickle machines, so i thought, what if logan was in a lee mood but too embarrassed to tell anyone? so he used his big science-y brain and… improvised ^-^

[transacewithapan]

When someone recognizes your old and cringey writing:

P A N I K

[vedicinsights]

ASTROLOGY OBSERVATION PART 14

People with Saturn or Rahu (North Node) positioned in the 12th house often experience sleep disorders, anxiety, and stress-related issues.

The 12th house represents the subconscious, sleep, and distant places. These distant places can refer to physical locations on Earth, as well as the 5D or parallel universes, since this house directly connects to dreams and consciousness. Enlightenment is also associated with this house.

When malefic planets like Saturn, Rahu (North Node), or Mars are positioned here, they disturb everything related to this house. Overthinking can also be observed in such cases.

LET ASTROLOGY CHOOSE YOU

[giraffeboat]

Hello!! I don't usually post stuff on this blog but I just wanted to ask

How's the Sanders Sides fandom doing??

Are we still alive?? Cause while I left the fandom some time ago (after being completely immersed for 3 years) I recently found myself coming back into it and I'm really sad to find not a lot of creators or new content recently. I know that there hasn't been lotsa canon content but c'mon guys!

Where are the aus, comics, animatics?? Incorrect quotes?? Fanfics?? You can't tell me I'm the only one who misses the booming community! It really felt like a family back then and I really miss that, it seems not so many people are into it, or even find it cringe!

Honestly for a while, I did too, but then I realised, do I find it cringe, or do I not want people to think I'm cringe cause I like it?? And hey, it makes me happy, so why not??

Or maybe I'm not looking hard enough and it's still alive? Anyways it's evident that it's not as big as it used to be, and that's really sad!

I'd love to see that community once more and sincerely hope it sticks around! I wonder if there's anything the tss community can to to kickstart the fandom and get it up and running again!

Anyways, thanks for reading if ya read this far :)

Edit: Glad to see it's not as dead as I thought, Hey, been seein some, so why don't you use the replies n reblogs of this post to do a lil self promo for your sanders sides content, perhaps share some of your favourite blogs, writers and artists in the comments so we can see :)

[nesushii]

randomly generated superpower au! introducing the serpant and…just patton :)

[its-ahissionado]

Virgil: *Trips over his spot on the stairs*

Janus: *snorts*

Logan: Schadenfreude.

Janus:

Virgil:

Janus: Gesundheit.

[cyncerity]

HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF.

[januscorner]

Agere Logan Sanders Stimboard

💙💙💙 💙💙 💙💙💙

[warnadudenexttime]

YouTube community post update!

[spreadingawarenessandlove]

PLEASE PLEASE repost this as many times as you can. This is downright sickening and wrong.