#sam's stupid rants

[spidey-x-male-reader]

Well guys I'm back and it's only been *checks notes* THREE MONTHS?? that can't be right...

Well anyway I'm in my last exam phase, finishing school so I'm kinda busy but I've also gotten obsessed with the cat king from dead boy detectives so either I'll be gone for another three months or you're gonna get new content...we'll have to see

[spidey-x-male-reader]

i would like to say this isn't reletable but i've spent the last hour just staring at my laptop, trying to write something and at this point it isnt even funny anymore 😭😭

'I want to do this art project' 'oh what's stopping you? Just do it!'

DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND IF ITS NOT A CERTAIN TIME OR OR WEATHER OR LIGHT OR FEELING I CANT DRAW???? I NEED EVERYTHING TO BE PERFECT OR WHEN MY PENCIL HITS THE PAPER OR I WILL CRY

[ohmytiredheart]

Honestly I feel for Sam but serves him right.

Even if we ignore the potential intermingling of the web or any other other spooky strings that are likely being pulled, there's a lot to unpack here.

I wouldn't say Sam "deserved" it, but Alice tried warning him for months. This is what he gets for sticking his nose in places it didn't belong.

Did I say the same thing about Jon in TMA? Yes and no. Obviously there isn't a story without someone doing something dumb, but I think Jon's situation and Sam's situation are a little different. Jon was an idiot, yes, but he (and everyone else around him) were forced to go in completely blind. He had no idea what he was doing and didn't have any warnings or help at all except from his creepy boss with ulterior motives.

Sam also went in blind, but he was warned several times by several people including the eldritch computer to stop and turn around. He could have avoided this if he just returned Alice's calls or looked at her messages.

But nooooo he had to poke around with his little crushy crush and get himself thrown into a portal to what we can only assume is the TMA universe. Serves him right.

[i-am-creacheur]

being in a fandom but not being an artist is physically painful. There is so much you become unable to do- mock up headcanon designs, show off your OC, tell stories in engaging and easy to access ways, join drawing trends, not be able to do any individual ideas for drawings or animations you have yourself. It feels awful, like my wings are clipped, like I am a fish in a birdcage watching all the pretty birds flying around, calling out for others to join in- oh, and how I long to.

"Ooohh but you can just start drawing and posting your drawings whenever and whatever your skill level! No one will make fun of you-" WRONG. I have had multiple bad in-fandom experiences related to posting my practice art and people tearing me apart. I have seen beginner artists and, to my horror, disected their art in my head, judging it against everything I have seen in the past. It's awful, I wish I could stop, but sadly this kind of thing is hardwired into many non-artists (and some artists as well) minds. Sure, ten people may like my art and three people may praise me, but that's unknowable amounts more who saw it, ignored it, stared at and laughed.

And if you don't have prior experience drawing, or references, or any good materials/drawing mediums? If you are unable to keep up with drawing trends? Unable to perform or render or download any art or animation software? Well, you may as well be dirt. It's honestly feels like there's a whole cultural or class divide between artists and writers, as I once said I was branching out of writing and doing art, and got so much more praise than normal. All of this feels so fucked on so many levels. There is a reason I never post my art on my blog, besides it mostly being fuckass doodles, but even the pieces I am proud if never see the light of day.

I am just sick of how you automatically become "better" if you are a talented artist, and how everyone shits on beginners.

(This is based of my own experiences and I am tagging this with my own fandoms. Feel free to add on your own thoughts and expand fandom tags in reblogs.)

[that-starry-freak]

"I have an illness"

"Is it homosexuality?"

"No, a virus"

"Oh???"

I had a vision and I had to draw it- (also Solar is bald because Nexus has his goggles)

This is based on a conversation with me and my friend- wr were on video call and they said it out of nowhere so I assumed they were texting their bf. Nope, they were just having chronic pain. The actual conversation was:

"I have an illness"

"Is it bisexuality?"

"No, lupus"

"Oh"

That lives in my quote book because its so fucking funny to me, and I was looking at it and I was suddenly like "WAIT-" and immediately drew this

So- yeah. Tbh it feels like a meme format lmao- idk why it just does

[dykejugheadjones]

there is a special place in hell for season eight of supernatural

[lavendel081]

From the next Episode

Sunflower Serenade

[mostsanesmutreader]

Dude I would hate to be a hunter in supernatural, like imagine having to chase demons and shit while having to use PAPER MAPS. Like I get that’s all they knew back then and i’ve been spoiled by growing up with gps built into cars but that would be AWFUL, having to be driving all the time while fighting the spooky shit

[reaper-bloodmoon]

Me watching the MGAFS/LAES episode today: Okay these aren't too bad, like these episodes enough besides the ending of one...

Me watching the TSAMS episode today: ....What. The Fuck. ARE THE WRITERS DOING, THE LEVEL OF CRINGE AND EDGE OMFG-

I'm sorry, I love BloodMoon still platonically as a character, I like Sun, but my god it feels like...15 year-old edgy teen me level of writing and it's not like I could say this on the discord server because I, haha, might get banned or something, but yeah, this show is crashing and burning right now but I'll still watch for BloodMoon and whatnot despite him technically counting as an edgy character.

Maybe they'll save things tomorrow but maybe they won't and I'll get to see more of a car crash yippee

[binaryboyfriendsblog2]

hypothetically if i said I didn’t like how they handled trauma in ck what would yall do about it

[spidey-x-male-reader]

Quick Update on Me :)

Okay so i'm still alive but my break on her is probably going to be for a bit longer.

I got a lot shit on like that whole end of school prom thing or whatever you call it (my first language is not english and i'm not even gonna try to work out proper words rn)

I also found love in a new creative project of planning a visual novel (lets ignore i cannot draw so its gonna be a visual novel without visuals for now) but I'm currently just doing my best to kinda stay positive

Thanks to everyone whos reading this and I hope everyone is having a nice day <3

(p.s. even though i'm on break for my posting i'm still always open to chat about stuff if anyone wants to)

[visionthefox]

sams- rant?

nnghhhh do I see the new ep or nah? .. my gods Im soo not interested on what ever is up right now most days I just check to see any eclipse mention or solar mention and when they do!!! is just... that.. (dream based ep) nngghhhh like aah is miku and I dont like her but also I like how she is in the villains vids but in canon she is soo nngh.. something- do I even hate her? no why I dont like her- idk! also as much as I love the VAs being able to do meta talk- I fear this new ep is just "hey look look sun is ok- also look you YN people? yall cringe as furries- because ye we are back to say that- also look look hes straigh!! we make jokes about him but is ok eh! we can do it! " like ok- is kinda of funny when is only one time..but also.. dont over do it mnghhh aa idk.. I feel guilty I dont care anymore.. I feel sad and bad that I dont want to see what's new.. im sad I dont enjoy this and mostly watch like.. idk-- homework? only times I enjoy is when teh villain are just silly villains- no try hard wanna be marvel story plot lines- Aaa im so sorryyy..

[samaspic31]

Did you know ppl are extremely dumb about star wars

“Leia is too kindly treated! She’s spoiled ! Luke deserved x and not her ! She caused her son’s fall ! “ you are a complete tool

Yeah it’s not like she was captured twice for sure tortured in one of those and enslaved the other (and her character endlessly sexualized by cishet men lusting over her orientalist SLAVE outfit). And a tumultuous marriagedivorce with han. And a fascist son blaming her for not being a housewife. Such an easy life

I can’t believe in 2023 we STILL have to deak with people hating her vibes for being confident and grasping at straws to find her flaws 70S style to justify their dislike (which. she has some obviously, but not those ones and unfairness to luke is. Such a funny argument. this isn't how narrative construction works. Yeah class differences means she grew up in material priviledge etc etc but bail and breha wanted a girl and they’re as close to an ethical rich politician as it gets is that her fault-)

like. the reason she's a princess and luke a farmboy is because 1. george was fitting his space story's characters into fairytale archetypes 2. luke's his self insert and he moved from a relatively small town to a big city for college. not cause he likes leia better griuedfkgh

[animationismycomfort]

was I the only one that thought season 2 of green eggs and ham was a total let down oooorrrr

[reesescuffs]

I get little Kelly flashbacks sometimes (rarely) and wonder what was up with old minecraft roleplays

[bittyfromquotev]

As someone who is both autistic and suffered abuse and trauma from a friend for about a decade, Lunar is stupid.

Don’t get me wrong, he can be hilarious. I really liked him when he was first introduced. But after his revival? Way too anxiety-inducing. Also. Like. I get it. You hate Eclipse. NO EXCUSE TO KILL HIM. Makes you JUST AS BAD AS HIM, you CHILD.

I’m glad Gemini yelled at him. He needed that reality check. Trauma is not an excuse for anything. I would know.