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hello to tiny hardy!
not sure if this has already been asked, but do you make all of his clothes?
(also i am now very very tempted to attempt making my own tiny hardy lol)
No
Well it depends on the clothes. Some are bought and fitted to size, some are made. I'm very bad at sewing so I've only made a few things. But most of his stuff is bought, premade, from a toy/collector manufacturer that makes some decent quality shite.
Mezco shirt, hand made trousers, modified mezco shoes.
#i wish i cojld sew#it would save me so much money#sadly whenever i try#i wind ul withva needle#through my fingers#its funny cause i can needle felt art#but cannae sew#tiny alec hardy#tiny hardy shenanigans#alec hardy#broadchurch#tiny hardy asks
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so....... what would you guys say if i said that........ ive been writing a fic...... thats not icft....... but its jungkook x f!reader being idiots in love...... friends to lovers........ with angst bc if you dont know already i am A SUCKER for angst......... and that it currently has 8k words and im just halfway through.................................
like........ what would you say.
#stxrvel talks#im still writing for icft dw!#i just get random ideas some days and am like i should definitely write this RN#sometimes i just get a drabble#this story was like 4k words yesterday#and im really liking it so i thought maybe i can finish it and publish it as a oneshot#cause i know already series are HARD for me#in case you didnt know i have a LOT of unfinished series#i can do mini series tho#thats why im trying to think of this one as a oneshot#it is actually its not that deep#i just wanted to write some angst with miscommunication because thats the common misunderstanding in my life#and im very familiar with that#sadly#well anyways i got carried away#i just wanted to know if you guys would like to read something like that#i know there are some more incredible authors out there that have similar concepts#but would you like to read it from my perspective?#i dont know now how ill be doing if i dont get your answers omg hahaha#so embarrassing#WELL ANYWAYS hope you have a great night or day#whenever you read this#ill put the hashtag just in case#jungkook x reader
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#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#okay but this made me laugh so hard just because of how much it reminds me of misao JSJSJ LOL because she has had like casual 'flings'-#with people and is an addictive personality as i've talked about here once which includes her being a love junkie + getting into-#relationships with people because she is in love with the IDEA of being in love though falling in love with someone can't just happen-#like magic as it involves a bunch of hormones and stuff but misao kind of somewhat hopes that this person of interest to her will somehow-#complete her life anyhow which... yeah can definitely raise a few problems as people with a love addiction often attract love-#avoidant people because both of these types of people generally have a fear of being abandoned and controlled.#but whenever it comes to love-avoidant individual's they're also emotionally unavailable so 😬#it's unfortunately kinddd of a recipe for an unhealthy relationship that could very well lead to the both of them being in a bad place-#once they break up as misao as a love addict is constantly seeking out new love in particular as a lot of excitement and good feelings-#come with this particular type of love in particular. so yeahhh - i know that this may be a bit of a weird picture to do a meta to but-#SHHH lol i just thought it could possibly relate to her more long-term relationships that she's had with people as misao-#tends to avoid feelings of vulnerability with people as you may all know and so this leads to both her + the other person not really-#knowing what they are BC they haven't really established that deeper connection even though they've been together for a while.#not to say that i'm trying to blame misao for having problems with opening up or anything like that but she has a very disorganized-#attachment style i think and that leads to her often doing this continuous 'push and pull' thing in her romantic/sexual ships#where one moment she will want to be attached to the hip to them but the next she will be cold and distant from them.#so yeahhh. misao is honestly kind of like what i've said barton is before: a cake inside of a cake because i feel like she's got sides of-#herself that she doesn't even know about because she's been scared of being fully emotionally vulnerable with someone for a while now sadly#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.
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i should probably clarify for the sake of being sensitive re my tags on the vid i just reblogged: some people do in fact get sad enough to kill themselves when they get caught doing bad things. i could be wrong in my assumption that somerton absolutely did not do that. i also don't really care whether he did or not because it's so unbelievably tacky to open an apology with "i don't want to make this a sob story, i was just so sad i tried to kill myself and everyone who has a parasocial relationship with me needs to feel bad/guilty/worried on my behalf, and everyone who doesn't have a parasocial relationship with me needs to feel bad/guilty/worried if they wanted to hold me accountable for anything. but i'm so sorry for making this a sob story! it's not like this is a prerecorded video that i have full editing control of or anything"
like.... i don't care if you actually were in the hospital or not. you chose to open your apology video with the most blatant and pathetic kind of emotional manipulation possible & i don't care for it. it's literally no one's problem except yours and your loved ones' if you were in the hospital. it's no one else's responsibility. certainly not the responsibility of the people you wronged.
people doing this shit brings out my lowest-empathy tendencies because it gets to my high-empathy friends and i've known too many people held hostage by their partners/friends/parents threatening suicide over the years, so whenever i see people being like "oh, he really does seem upset, though" i'm like.
listen. i know he looks sad in the video. i know he's saying he wants to be dead.
You Don't Have To Fuckin' Believe Him.
#it's all part of the grift it's all part of manipulating your audience for money.#whether he's actually been in the hospital or not. it shouldn't be part of his public statement afterward!#it's just. whenever i see someone crying really sadly and wetly to make people console them about something they did wrong#so they don't actually have to change their behavior or reflect on themselves or in this case.... stop making money...#i'm like oh alright. pushes up sleeves. are you trying to do this to people i care about?#because if you are then i am going to step between you. and i am going to be So Fucking Scary.#I Will Be So Scary. I Don't Have Many Berserk Buttons But This Is In Fact One#suicide#james somerton#i don't think most people here even give a fuck about whether he's suicidal it's just i know those tags might read like#'i think every suicidal person in the world is manipulating people for attention' or whatever#and that is not the vibe. james somerton who emotionally manipulates 83727749 youtube subscribers is an outlier-#i gotta go to bed. what a headache of a man. wow.#youtube drama
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how you holding up inkster? still in pain?
There was no one like a friend to current inky than past inky. Waddled to my kitchen to refill my ice water, checked a drawer out of sheer desperation and I found my long lasting pain killers I bought for work.
So, rn? I don't feel anything except some soreness, that I know will turn into blinding pain, but who cares, my shop is open and I'm hot stepping out the door. Then I'm gonna call up my dentist and fucking beg for an emergency appointment asap because I have cried WAY too many times in pain in the last two days.
#quiet has an emoji in discord thats :gwishinks: and whenever they used it to try and send comfort#i screamed#NOT THE CHEEK#so currently quiet is air kneading me#what a lil lad#quinceyeasyspeaky#ask#THANKS FOR ASKING!!#LOVE YOU!!#also necro saw my dilemma and asked if i had a weed guy to come and save me#sadly i didnt#goddamit
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Sar3nka pfp change event
#i feel like i desperately need good pfps. especially for fb. but sadly i havent been serving anything lately#i LOVE having over the top makeup in my pfps but whenever i try i cant get the right balance#1st world problems truly! im nottt using a makeupless pfp bruh#only bc if someone only knows my fb and then sees me irl? they wont recognize me. sure ill have same hair n piercings#but they wont be sure its me thus leaving me the hell alone
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I blame @astrxlfinale for the Dain brainrot he's making me have after a brief lore conversation 🔪
#sadly#one of the things that tend to happen#whenever I want to try something out#is that it's virtually hard#if not near impossible#due to Dain's own special circumstances#but also because how hard it is to plot these things out#not because they themselves are hard#but because not everyone is up for that jump of imagination#for exploration of that kind if that makes sense?#he also made me realize#just... how kind of a man he is#for being someone who is seeking vengeance on the sinners#looking at his brother for one#if he wanted to fuck him up#someway#he could've taken it on the abyss twin#and that would be one problem less#but not only he doesn't do that#but he lets himself be beaten by them#every time I think about this man I get sad smh#but truly... do I love that man#how fucked up he could be for so many legit reasons#yet he's this marshmallow piece of sadness and trauma#big sigh
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But also, so to not sound like too much of a drag again, on the bright side of things - I have very cheap yet delicious goat cheese in the fridge. I love you forever discount cheese section in Auchan. Also, while I didn't think it would work, my parents seem to have actually read through my vinyl birthday wishlist that I sent into our family groupchat - yay! And I have repurchased my cherry glass that I broke recently.
#pogaduchy#And sadly of course the friendship I thought I could make did not work. We haven't talked since. I think I scared her away#Which is like upsetting because like. Please believe me that I am trying my hardest to be positive on a daily basis#I only whine online and in my diary#So I tried my hardest to be friendly and fun with her. But so these things go. Sometimes people just aren't interested#You move on and you hope you can stumble upon someone else someday again#So you can have another shot at whatever the bare minimum is.#I'll probably just wave at her hello whenever we see each other and hopefully she'll wave back#Maybe someone to talk about weather with once a month should be enough for me
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A while ago, I've started to comment on almost everything I like.
Posts and gif sets, video edits I love, fanfics. I hate the way fandom has turned into consumption somehow, disregarding the work that's been put into all the art. It gets demanded and inhaled but only very few people take the moment to appreciate it.
I experience it with fics but it's the same with every other kind of artwork. So now I make an effort and try to take the time and energy to leave at least a little something, a sentence about what I like and how it made me feel.
And I sincerely recommend it <3
#personal#rant#fanart#appreciation#even with the kiseki fandom the comments have gone down already#as soon as more stories dropped#as if commenting on one is enough#while every little story takes time and effort#commenting on video edits is something newer and I love getting a reaction from the people who edit the videos#and to tell them how much it means to me#sadly I barely read fics currently#but whenever I do and I like a fic I try to leave some kind of comment#because comments are always better than kudos
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I honestly don't think there is greater shonen anime in existence than My Hero Academia seasons 1 & 2. The breakneck speed of the pacing, the MUSIC, the animation, the pure unbridled excitement, the realistic development of everyone's powers especially Izuku's, the emotionality. Shonen is not even my genre typically, but when I think of an anime that captures everything that I think the genre is supposed be I can't think of anything that does it better.
#personal#my hero academia#bnha#sadly the quality dipped drastically as the seasons went on & there is so much filler now#but I'll stick with it until the end#bc i'll never forget how the first couple of seasons made me feel like i could do anything!#it inspired me to go back to school and finish my degree while working a full time job#it was the hardest thing I've ever done & i remember watching an episode before bed each night and feeling like#if izuku could believe in himself to the point of delusion despite everything and everyone telling him he couldn't achieve his dreams#then i could sustain a brutal schedule for 18 months#i am trying once again to inspire that kind of energy for something I have in the works so i think i will restart it :)#i had quotes from the show written in my notes app and i'd read them several times a day#whenever i felt doubtful scared overwhelmed or anxious#and i not only graduated but with straight As too & that shit was hard!!! all of my classes were math/statistics/data analysis of some kind
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//uhHh gunna go on a small hiatus due to not having internet+other (ill expln in the tags c/tw vent/rambling)
#// i owe like 300+ for my internet ($200+ to reactivate) reason i havent been able to pay it was due to paying rent/bills/groceries/gas#and medication(for my partner) and weve applied to a better job but we need funds to pay for the livescan to continue/finalize the hiring#process but sadly we wont be able to pay rent this month due to some circum's sothats sm ;u;#and aside from all that both of us going thru heavy depression and mental fog#we want to hang out w irl friends but feel like we cant cuz were always broke (our friends still live w their parents/have a safety net) an#we feellike a buzz kill cuz we cant pay for our own meals or afford to go out in general just feeling left out causing us to be depressed#and not wanting to go out/be invited out#we had one friend lecture us abt money when its like dude you&gf pay $200 in rent to ur parents; we live together(w my retired/disabled MIL#and we pay rent household bills groceries gas car stuff medication we get paid bi weekly so like first/ending monthweek checks are for rent#and the mid week check we have to save accordingly for rent but were cured w the pharaohs curse cuz whenever#we have money that we plan to get alil smth for ourselves something goes wrong w the car#like we cant do shit and honestly it feels like someones praying on our downfall or smth cuz its every fkn time we cant catch a break#so yeaa gunna go on hiatus dunno how long tho but wont be too long but i will still be drawing so maybe expect some art dumps#ily guys thank you for putting up w me i dont ghost on purpose im just always depressed and need to be distracted or else the urges comebac#trying to be okay but its hard but i need to grow up#//i have my parents but theyre going to financial hardships too so they cant help and my sisters cant help cuz older sis started a family#amd my twin sis lives w my parents#my mom started working but hadda stop due to having a grapefruit sized tumor on her ovary (which is the other main reason4 my depression#and dad could care less abt my moms condtion (hes the reason for her suffering but ahe refuses to leave him#vent post#sorry went off on a tangent#but istg if i lose my mom im going to fkn hurt him cuz i already lost my dad (my FIL) and i will not be able to mentally recover#like i was there when we got the phone call (couldnt be at the hosptial due to covid reg.) i dont ever want to go thru that heartache again#edit if youd like to help me out i have comms open and i have a cshpp if ur feeling generous ;; $altereghost
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sometimes i'm reminded that i'm the insane bedehop fan that can't even go thru the tag w/o having a panic attack
#I SWEAR I JUST CAN'T DO IT whenever i try to just type the words in the search button i start panicking and then i die#someday i WILL go thru the tag but sadly today is not that day so for now i'll be crying in a corner :')
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i just had an idea for my helen cosplay but idk how well it would work
#so for my helen cosplay i was wearing just plain black fishnets under her skirt#buuuuuuttttttttt#what if i wore coloured fishnets (purple. yellow. blue. pink. etc) layered ontop of eachother..#idk if it would turn out well but in theory it would fit well with her#sadly i dont have any coloured fishnets atm so whenever i get some ima try it out
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#dai: jolie richard trevelyan#oc: richard joly#grapecase plays dai#they are a rendition of a disenchanted if pc with a dash of sable one of my sherlocks [who need to get back to]#i am still on the fence if i wanna do bi cullen and just do a male pc [even if that means maybe missing out scenes] or do a femme form/afab#pc who is trans#actually i think they go with they now [mostly bc the mods]. MAYBE she/they [so i dont twitch whenever they call them 'my lady' .... i thou#ht i could do it soundless but im a coward]#[though it was fun trying to imagine their voices lol]#but when they meet krem it's all over!#i think their time as an apostate has given them a lot of 'youre too pretty for a man' which has put the seed in there#hence the face tattoo serving double as a distraction from beauty and that tehy are a woman*#sadly dai thinks women's shit sould be tight forming and they should have their nails done. but i have hc for that too#[they prefer bulky arrmor bc it hurts to bind. curse of the big tits.]#*but nothing distracts ffrom their eyes unfortunately#i wanted to give them merlin eyes. for a few different reasons. but i like the idea that their family is well known for their beauties wit#their gorgeous hazel-brown and dark chocolate eyes so dark it looks like youre looking at a clear night#but then THIS FREAK. further showing they are different#as much as - what i know of him - cullen doesnt deserve to be the romantic hero for this type of storyline#i refuse to put him with a woman bc im petty#and if must endure t-rex then it must be no half assing#tho im sorta feeling dorian would be good given the bg and expectations [but honestly bruh they took me out with that slavery talk!]#kendis is - probably - still my main#but the ideas were itching#gonna REALLY wait til i start bull's romance#werweewe REALLY. i promise this to myself#*sitting on hands*#shuffle your unwanted mage child into the circle and they come back the inquisitor and man and queer
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She *can* do damage, but she doesn’t now that I’ve kept her safe for so long. Instead she likes to prop her legs up and cross them like a lady
I don’t have a picture of her crossing her back legs but she DOES do it
getting a wolfdog for protection is so fucking dumb. ma'am you know wolves are naturally timid of humans, right? you could grab literally any shepherd or pit mix from your local shelter and it will guard your house better than a wolfdog and destroy your house slightly less
#I LOVE YOUR SWEET BOY#Squishface#she hates old white men in baseball hats though no lie no exaggeration#young men? suspect but fine#old women? neat new fans#old men from literally any other ethnicity? yeah ok#old white men without hats? she’s gonna keep an eye on you but it’s cool#old white man with a baseball cap? CRIMINAL ALERT. either it is time to LEAVE or time to Scare Him Off#this is a reduction from any white person who looked more masculine and significantly bigger than me in some direction#she used to not like the fat Butch custodian but I made sure she got over that#she used to hate All Men who were taller than me but I got her over that#^all white men#again when we ran into feminine people who were taller than me it was fine#she’s a shelter dog so I think she was trying to keep me safe from some demographic that scares her#I doubt she was raised in some anti-white family or something???#the county shelter I got from is a county that’s so white#like even whiter than the county I’m currently in (no animal shelter here sadly)#so I think one of her previous owners was/exposed her to an evil old white man in a baseball cap#she also gets funny about gun noises. like she doesn’t like sudden noises anyway but this is different#anyways I love her and I feel safe walking her whenever#not *wherever* necessarily but that’s more for car vs pedestrian safety reasons
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just thinking and crying over the way simon would continue to refer to you as “his girl” even after your sudden passing.
he would talk about you as if you were still alive whenever relationships came up in conversation. and he’d be so reluctant to allow anyone, even his respected comrades, to try and comfort him.
“yeah, me n my girl have been together for years now. she’s everything. all i’ve got, ya know?”
he would make sure to always keep your resting place full of life. Whether that was by planting your favorite plant, and naming it after you, or always keeping it filled with bouquets of your favorite flowers. and he’d always take your beloved pet that you left behind to go see you.
“did you miss mommy, p/n? i bet our girl missed you so much.” and he’d smile sadly when your baby showed signs of recognizing your grave. his heavy hand petting it comfortingly “so excited to see her today, yeah?”
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#in my crying era#drabbles#simon riley x reader#simon riley#cod ghost#ghost angst#simon riley angst#ghost x reader#cod angst#cod fluff#ghost fluff#simon riley fluff
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