#sad sapphic

[harleeyyyyyyyyyyyyyy]

i’m really glad chappell roan is able to spread her influence so far. i’m glad every midwest princess can know it’s okay to be queer.

i go to a christian school, and i am a lesbian. i am out to some people(mostly people i know will keep me closeted and/or other queer people), but for the most part, i try to act as straight as possible and under no circumstance, get outed. i have worked my ass off to get where i am. i have straight a’s, all(except one) of my teachers really like me, when there’s a group project or other group activity involving academics, my classmates want me in their group. i am finally in a place where, to the best of my knowledge, people are not constantly shit talking me behind my back because of my sexual identity and because i was a hopeless people pleaser who got into two relationships i didn’t want to be in.

that being said, this really hurts. it hurts having crushes on straight, mormon girls. it hurts to hear people mock lesbians and gay people. it really hurts when someone was ‘jokingly’(it wasn’t funny) walking around asking people, “are you a part of the lgbtqiabcdefg plus community?” and you have to grit your teeth and pretend you don’t want to cry and scream and vomit and say “no”. this sucks. i have so many thoughts and opinions on queer media and relationships and representation that i can’t voice because my opinions are from a queer person’s perspective, not a straight one.

one day i want to be able to crush on a girl without guilt. one day i want to be able to write essays on bad queer relationships representation versus queer representation of bad relationships, or the evolution of sapphic culture, or how misogyny affects everyone, especially in the lgbtq+ community. one day i want to have a girlfriend and hold her hand and not have ti worry if i’m going to lose what i fought for because i fell in love. i don’t want to be sorry for being in love.

[ziggystrdust]

i feel the harsh sunlight beating down on my face and i feel your soul. i see the red marks the rays left, and i am reminded of your filthy kisses. i touch the water in a great big fountain and i feel your long blonde hair. i look up into the stars and see your eyes staring into mine, daring me to get closer, to get a taste. i stand near the crashing waves of the ocean and i hear your giggle and your teasings. i sit in front of the fire and i feel your warmth.

finally i feel the satisfying twitch of pain from getting too close to the flames, and i am reminded of why you left.

[rosebittenapple]

[morticiasplayground]

i just wanna feel loved and appreciated and to know that i mean something, i want to feel like a priority, not an option.

[pealeii]

You know I’m not a lesbian but sad sapphic songs really rip open that wound in my chest so softly that no other music does

[sleeplessv0id]

what doesn't kill you makes you weird at intimacy

[emotionalbisaster]

When you try to make a mashup drawning from your favourite sad sapphic stuff but it ends up being about your breakup with the bisexual flag.

[iatemyorgans]

i really hate when people ask me "so, what are you doing these days?" because i can't say, "oh, you know, rotting in bed, suicidal thoughts, lesbian loneliness, daydreaming & yearning." so instead i just say "eh, nothing important."

[nighttime-thoughts]

I sleep so that we can meet.

[napping-sapphic]

I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when we’re angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay

[the-merchant00]

This just hit me (in light of the casting confirmation for Nicky).

The awful truth:

Their son wasn't even supposed to live.

Her wife had to bend the cosmic rules JUST to give them a chance but eventually had no choice but to take their son away.

Agatha would rather be the villain in the story than admit that there was simply NOTHING they could do for their little boy.

I'M BLEEDING ALL OVER AGAIN.

[benzodiazebeanss]

IT HAPPENED IT HAPPENED IT HAPPENED

[betinh3]

💙💛I miss joyness💛💙

Kiss🥺💋

[morticiasplayground]

i miss when she was happy to be with me :( i was happy to be with her every step of the way

[thecanadianweeb]

i’m so sad and stressed i need my gf on my chest.

[red-moon-at-night]

okay the whole vase is great but something about Helen sitting on Aphrodite's lap as she wraps one arm around her shoulder and brushes her leg with her hand, staring into her eyes like that... as she is persuading Helen to go with Paris (while Peitho aka persuasion stands behind them) is so incredibly iconic.

and gay. toxic yuri, if you will.