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Me in 2021 starting episode 1 off Loki: haha wouldnt it be funny if Loki got to kiss Owen Wilson??
Me now:
#WE'VE GONE THROUGH IT HAVEN'T WE????#lokius#loki spoilers#loki#marvel#like i loved their connection in s1 but like#NOTHING compared to how i feel with s2 completed lmao#they said we're gonna lean into it and break my heart huh!!!! yep!!#LIKE they rly gave him an actual super meaningful and wonderful dynamic with owen wilson???#which they made into one of the cores of s2's emotional arc?? HELLO??
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The way the world loves itself so selfishly, it's no wonder it hasn't turned to ash.
Everyone so desperate in seeking their own desires, they forget the one they hurt has a heart and soul.
I see the world differently. A bit of an altered reality, I suppose.
I believe being kind in the face of anger is strength.
Showing love in the midst of hate breeds change.
Serving others brings joy, not just to them but to us as we serve.
Loving others brings me hope that one day, they will love someone as deeply as I loved them, even if they couldn't love me back.
How beautiful the world would become if we saw past our own needs and looked to help others, unconditionally.
I choose rare, real, and kindness.
~beccawise7 💜🖤
#my words#my mind#my thoughts#my heart#connection#intimacy#spilled thoughts#my writings#love more#kindness#kindness is free#love deeply#soul connection#be real#be driven#be bold#be yourself#d/s#change the world#powerful woman#high value mindset#high value woman#monday mood
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#i wish for a day where my heart did not bleed from all the losses that come with serious chronic illness#i know i should be grateful for even being able to type today#to think today#to make choices good or bad today#but there's just so much mourning to do that never gets done and it just piles up and up#i wish i could have a thanksgiving#or a birthday#or a shabbat#but instead this weekend will be about maintaining consciousness to not wreck my sleep schedule#making sure i don't lay down more than 14 hours each day#and trying to remember that this boredom is s gift#bc when my cognitive dysfunction was super bad i couldn't even be this bored#or this sad tbh#i couldn't even be this sad bc I wasn't physically well enough to have emotions this intense#🎉#anyway this is so wildly inappropriate im so sorry its just so hard to hear how terrible i am for not handling my illness better#and i feel like such a failure but i don't know how to do better with the symptoms that im given#and i live in a society that is always going to try to make me feel bad for being this sick#so i know i should just do the best i can do and focus on not beating myself up#but its so hard#chronic illness is loneliness upon loneliness#the loneliness of being too sick to connect#the loneliness of everyone giving you advice that is the functional equivalent of 'run 10 miles a day instead of 20'#the loneliness of having experience no one else can relate to#the loneliness of having nothing to talk about bc you don't do anything#my heart is broken#and this is not an appropriate venue for it#but it's just so hard to smile all the time and try to be appropriate#i'll get it together#i'll learn my lessons and put my public face back on and go back to mourning in private I just need a second
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when I say 'her life in menzobarranzan ' I don't want you to JUST picture the graceful tactful politician and rebel hunter that she was.
i want you to imagine Minthara as the playboy she also was, the stereotypical child of mommy's riches who spends their days partying and having sex with men and women, and being up to her EARS in cunt and cock. Coming down to the family breakfast table, hungover, naked under a robe, and lighting a canon equivalent to a cigarette and she reaches for the toast. In some cases covered in blood if her lover from the previous night tried to kill her. Known every bit as the pleasure party lover, party animal she was. Eyes scrunching and rubbing her temples because mom is giving her hell again for not focusing on anything else BESIDES cock and cunt.
#[ 🕷️ ] —— musings#[ 🕷️ ] —— headcanons#[ remember she's monogamous BECAUSE she's tired of or*gies and par*ties and mindless romantic-less s*x connections. ]#[ she loves loser guys- not piece of shits- but you know SOCIETAL losers ]#[ the nerds and the awkward lads trying their best with tum tums ]#[ and her ladies she likes have heart and sentiment behind a warriors outlook. ]#[ she's used to people crawling over her lap- at her feet- touching her shoulders- pulling at her robes BEGGING her to f*ck them. ]#[ she doesn't want that anymore she's had so much of it she grew bored and.. wants LOVE. ]#[ also mom please don't yell at me I have a headache I am HUNGOVER ]
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not to also be in tc denial but i cant see how this conversation won't include gorgug saying in some way that he joined the owlbears to spend time with fabian. what other reason would he have to be on the team for so long if not to hang out with him or something 😭
nno cause. youre so right like what reason do u have other than u wanna spend time with ur bff . like 'if i get to be with u then that's enough for me !!' . its ok anon if we hold hands when the episode drops then through the power of friendship and Believing this WILL get referenced in the ep. godspeed
#cause it's like. if u werent drawn to the sport What Drew You In#AND FOR SO LONG TOO like he;s been on the owlbears since fy#im gonna start my spiel in the tags#i feel crazy#like picture a conspiracy board with red string#but the string isnt actually connected to anything. ive tied them into bows.#and there's just red marker overlapping both the corkboard and the photos and it's just in the shape of a big heart#thats what im feelin like rn#idk whats goin on actually im just here for the ride#VERY EXCITED THOUGH#lou and zac pc interactions always eat#it drops at 7am for me so. haha#watch this scene end up being like. so unserious#its ok we can dramatize it thats what the imagination is for#asks#thistlecaster#guys i just fucking realized if gorgug leaves the owlbears#fabian will be alone. Again#hey guys what the fuck#LIKE TEAM-WISE. like im sure tbk would watch his games from the stands#but on the owlbears itll just be him. Man#fhjy
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not to be true crime posting on main but i think i'm falling down the wm3 rabbit hole again
#xenia.txt#when i tell you this case keeps me up at night to this day#not even the murders themselves as much as the general public's reception to and opinions on the case 3 decades later like#i get why it;s always been so divisive especially after the pl docus came out (lots of opinions on those btw none of them are good#from the bottom of my heart fuck you joe berlinger and bruce sinofsky)#but it's truly baffling how no one is willing to do the research on what is arguably THE most well documented true crime case in recent#history like. everything that's ever been released to the general public is available online and i mean everything#you can find all the court files trial transcripts depositions interogation tapes aerial photos you name it it's out there for anyone with#internet connection to access at any and all hours of the day#and yet people are still foaming at the mouth fighting on reddit abt their innocence based off nothing but a couple of movies like#bffr with me right now!! almost every point the innocenters make can be easily debunked by scrolling through callahan for 15 minutes#'but they've been pushing for dna testing since their release so they can't be guilty' baby the case is closed!#it's been closed the second they took the plea. they can be striking under that courthouse and it still won't change a thing and they knowi#that's why they're pushing for it in the first place but that's just my opinion#^ and i say they but it's really only echols which makes a lot of sense to me personally#and if you want to talk abt dna testing let's talk abt the one that was done in 2011 and how the defense hurried to propose the plea as soo#as they got the results! let's talk abt those cause no one's ever seen them and i would very much like to#braga share the results the people want to know!!#makes me wonder which pieces of evidence they even submitted for that 2011 testing because if i'm remembering correctly#there was one that would've closed this case instantly and maybe that's why the results were never disclosed and the plea was rushed#but that's also just my opinion#and it's also interesting how the majority of people who have in fact deep dived into this case#(and i'm not talking abt big true crime youtubers as i'm very sceptical abt their research abilities)#all collectively lean towards guilty. much to think about#i was hoping someone would make another ~actually~ unbiased documentary for the 30th anniversary and go over all the case files#but i don't think that's even realistic at this point seeing as everyone and their mother has some sort of an opinion on this case#hbo deserves another lawsuit for this. they should've never won the first one in the first place#true crime tw
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Genuine poetry can communicate before it is understood.
T. S. Eliot
#t s eliot#poetry#quote#heart#communication#feeling#connection#unknown#potential#tuning in#energy#thinking#understanding#being#learning#transformation#intuition#evolution#greater reality#consciousness#love
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Last man standing (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#It's lonely at the top :(#Poor dearest is worse for wear ah </3#This scene made me cry ;;#Like it was sad when he wrote down his missing canonmates but going back in and writing everyone else's names ;;;;#Even his shaky alliances! Even the people he hasn't seen for a while!! Wehhh <3 <3 <3#You soft heart ;; I see you Admiral ♥#Also had a lot of fun writing in VUK ZIX again hehe ♪#The translations from VUK ZIX to English aren't exact - for starters they're upside down haha#So if you started from the top down it would actually read KINLEZ NATPAK but I figured that wouldn't be as readable#You read from the bottom up! I also still headcanon it being written/read from left to right#So he started with Zelnick then Fwiffo then Tanaka and so on#Although I did change it up for the second one - Teisel then Xelloss then Xigbar then Asch and Van#The more I think of it the more I'm surprised there's no H :0#Even just as a demarcation of a pause before during or after a syllable#The ''sh'' sound makes complete sense tho hehe <3#Any incorrect shaping of letters/poor handwriting on my part can totally be chalked up to ZEX not being used to human hands!#Totallyyy lol#I really like the way specific syllables are shaped - like how Teisel and Zelnick almost share the same shaped between ''SEL'' and ''ZEL''#How Z is a more connected extension of S just agh it's so pretty <3 <3 Eco_Mono really did such a lovely job with it ♪#And then certain ''incorrectly'' spelled syllables still turned out so pretty! Like the ''ANA'' in Talana - look how swoopy and continuous!#The ''BAR'' in Xigbar looks really cool - honestly reminds me of the fanweapons I made ages ago for I? think? Xigbar's apprentice??#It's been too long I don't remember now lol but it's cool to me in particular because of that!! :D#Fwiffo looks so funny haha - Tanaka has a cool star-like kind of letter in his name?? Man it's just so neat <3#As for ZEX - I mean he made it this far :( Not one to give up easily that's for certain ♥ Tenacious#I want him to be happy :'0
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What if Luxord was Keykiid's apprentice? I believe this because they both use cards (in Chi, before the medals, cards were used) they both use darkness and light, in addition to ludor, one of the possible names of Luxord's somebody, which means playing, what do you think?
it's an interesting theory! i've been thinking of the possibility that player themself could be luxord (though it's a bit of a stretch since we don't know what the exact rules for reincarnation are yet), but apprentice seems plausible too — especially since in the jp dialogue for the final dark road cutscene, xehanort calls player "master" (not necessarily indicative of them having apprentices, but interesting to note either way)
related to their similarities, i also keep thinking about that kh3 remind scene between luxord and xigbar, specifically where luxord says, "yes, that's what i've always done. i followed the orders from above without question." obviously this could just as easily be me picking out coincidences and making connections where there aren't any, but i have to admit that it just makes me think of player's line in the clock tower when they confronted their foreteller: "i've done everything that was expected of me without a second thought."
which also reminds me of luxord saying "the game isn't over until it's over" in the caribbean, which seems to be becoming something of a reoccuring line — it's said once in the loading screen of xehanort and eraqus's chess game with the exact same wording, ephemer says a variant of it in the khux finale ("it's not over till it's over, skuld."), and even player sorta says it right before they fade away though it's a lot more truncated and could be handwaved away ("it's not over yet."). it's interesting to me to see who gets those lines, and out of all of those luxord's sticks out like a sore thumb to me; sure, games are kinda his thing, but it seems like a line that's gaining some importance, so to give it to luxord of all people feels suspicious — all part of him becoming more important in the story moving forward supposedly
(and this probably isn't related at all so i'm just slipping this in last, but in that dark road q&a there's a question about odin where nomura just says "Naturally, Master Odin also had a master to mentor him. Said master entrusted Odin with a mission, which actually ties in with the identity of the blue-robed individual." and it just . it hasn't left my head because there are so many things you could extrapolate from it. does this imply player and odin had the same master? or is player odin's master? are they completely unrelated and the mission is the only thing that connects them? it keeps me up at night)
anyway i'm rambling but tldr; i think there's a lot of tiny details that link player and luxord together and it's fun to think about what their connection could possibly be, and i'm more than excited to see what gets revealed about them in the coming installments !!
#kingdom hearts#can u tell i have very normal thoughts abt this /j#all these tiny details and similarities Could just mean nothing bc u can find connections w Anything if u look hard enough#but goddamnit until im proven otherwise im sticking them up on my corkboard and keeping tabs on them#i was also gonna point out luxord saying specifically “black/white goat” in his confrontation w xigbar bc its a symbol associated w MoM iir#but then i remembered its also associated w xehanort so i changed my mind#(i could also just be misremembering that and MoM was never associated w a goat)#another thing i didnt mention was player2's default design looking similar to luxord#mostly bc thats kinda more on the iffy side#either way. i have Eyes on luxord#and to a slightly lesser extent demyx but rest assured im staring at both of them#asks
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nimona thoughts! still my top movie of the year so far!!
been thinking about how to frame my thoughts on this gem, and I ultimately arrived at a bit of a pretentious jumping-off point. but honestly, my favorite stories are always the ones that end up demoting the whats, the hows, and sometimes even the whos in service of the whys. it's the hardest question and context to tackle in any story, and it's worth interrogating the most in order to find any true meaning, any connection at all to what's told.
nimona shows exactly why walling yourself away from the "others" isn't good enough. it shows why you have to do the work and see them.
not just that it is dogmatically "the right thing to do". not just depicting what certain systemic injustices are, how they are deployed, and who they are targeted at. but the why. that simplest, purest shape of questioning an injustice dating back to your gentlest time as a child, when you were vulnerable, naive, and truly curious in the best possible faith. the question you would always ask was why.
you are picking up a sword to threaten the unknown. you've been told the whos and whats. you parse it thus. but you don't know the why. you are watching this happen on TV, contextualized, simplified, dramatized. you are connecting the dots. understanding the why.
nimona painstakingly drills down on that why. arduously, achingly digging past the institutions of fear fed by cycles of indoctrination and right down to the core of it. packaged in a simple-to-parse fantasy world built with deft, elegant metaphors and archetypes that immediately fall into place and make sense to a person of any age.
it is animation as a medium and fantasy as a genre both working in concert. a fun and colorful romp that ends on a gentle embrace of reassurance that tells children - both literal and the ones buried deep inside adults - that their first question to the world was always the correct one. because it was the kindest.
#nimona#text#I had such a rough time with the ending and how much it affected me. I knew what her goal would be the moment she headed for the town squar#even before the obvious visual connections. the film carries you alongside her internal state so well that it's almost a magic trick#but really it's just good a-b-c-s of dramatization. not a second is wasted on tertiary noise that's not serving the central metaphor#and you know kids are hyper-attuned to that. they lack the language to conceptualize effective storytelling#but storytelling isn't about peering behind the curtain. it's about receiving whatever is the result of it#and I know deep in my bones that this movie was a warm balm on the hearts of many little ones and that makes me so happy#I'm a 30 year-old adult and it damn near made me weep. anyway! not to promote netflix NOW of all times#but man what a good ass story. you can keep your barbied heimers
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15. children for Au Ra April and 15. conceal for Vierapril
And he thinks of a person he doesn't know and knows with all his heart, who grows up in place without shrines and hidden banners and missing figures, held instead by two loving sets of hands. By three sets of hands. And he considers.
They look toward him with curious smiles, and he looks down at his hands.
And "What if…" becomes "Yes."
This was inspired by the beautiful words written by @waveknight
#feeling a lot of things about this ahhh#my heart#AuRaApril#auraapril2024#vierapril2024#vierapril#auraapril#I literally cannot begin to have the words for how emotional this makes me feel.... for how Niko's words made me feel#this art was really an expression of how deeply the words connected and resonated with me#they've been through so much... to see them as a family is just... so.. heartwarming... heartachingly so... and i love love love love them#asjdklsadjskaljdklajsdksaljdkaljda#meguart#gaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#s;dadlkja my heart
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Sometimes I wonder if snow has a lot of significance in ToG.
About Horyang (Ilmar): during his backstory, after becoming the devil's right arm, we see he's being transported somewhere unknown. When I was reading this part, I remember it felt like Horyang was being transported to either be discarded/ destroyed, or sold to someone because the Workshop was done with him. Anyway Headon appears, the transport driver is shocked, Horyang is taken by Headon, and that's how Horyang ended up climbing the Tower. (S2 chapter 42).
The place Horyang was being transported to was over a body of water, and it was snowing. Horyang stated that it was his first snow back then, and that he thought it was beautiful. In the distance, there seems to be a fuzzy silhouette of maybe a giant tree or multiple trees.
About Wangnan: there's a scene (S2 chapter 230) where Wangnan tells Miseng that he was born in a cold place, and the Hell Train's cold climate is easy for him to deal with.
About Arlene: we learn in season 3 that Arlene has stayed at a place called Seolhyangwon that has eternal snow within it (S3 chapter 132).
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What if all three of these mentions of snow and the cold are connected? Maybe it's a coincidence that they all have something to do with cold weather (and the possible tree silhouette in Horyang's flashback and Seolhyangwon is a coincidence too), but I have a hard time ignoring coincidences in this story 😅 Hopefully we get to see more Arlene/ Bam/ V/ Jahad/ Wangnan lore in the upcoming arc
#ramblings#I'm going to go insane if this theory comes true ever#tower of god#webcomic#text#snow#meta#I kinda wonder if the Workshop is deeply ingrained with all the mystery of the tower#Jahad prince(s). Aria. 3 eyes and the cross in Bams cave. Plants and machines. Souls. Gustang. Arlene. V. Bam. Jahad. all of it#my brain is kicked back into gear thinking deeply about ToG lore again#I like the theory that Wangnan is a piece of one original Prince of Jahad#like Wangnan is the piece of 'adventure'. Karaka the piece of 'heart' or 'defense' or 'revenge'#the Bosses are other pieces#etc etc#and it was all because Jahad couldn't have children so he had to experiement with the Workshop or something#and the Red Light District was burnt to the ground because of covering things up yadayada#Wangnan and the other princes are seeds that are connected to the Workshop (cough plant and machine??)#and like. a place where people hide or are discarded at is a place of eternal snow and trees#a place where Horyang was planned to be discarded at. Wangnan was born. and where Arlene hid.#not sure where my brain is going with this. goodbye!!
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I wanna say I’m in love But I wanna save those words for when I’m cute enough! Don’t you know it’s not alright? Won’t you wait for me, my charming prince in shining armor?
#Pokemon#Pokemon Black and White#Pokemon Black and White 2#Gym Leader Cheren#My Art#((Slater being themed around love because I made him look like a love letter is kinda cute..))#((Anyway. It'd be kinda funny if post-Relic Castle arc. Everyone knows that he and Hilbert are pining.))#((AND WELL. AT THIS POINT ITS NO SECRET BUT.))#((They are so. Funny about it.))#(('Oh what if he doesn't feel the same :(' you two are connected by the Destiny Knot..))#((Hero of Truth literally died out of despair when The Heart died..))#((Lyrics are Micchi's cover of Deco*27's Cinderella!))#BW/BW2 Rewrite - Blur / Blight
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if niwa cannot find anyone prior to reaching narukami island, he will take his time to carve several bokken and fans for himself to use as a means to earn money. at first, he sells the wooden swords and fans to children, but then, when he's found alone, practicing kenbu to pass his time, he begins to engage in the art on the streets as a means to earn a more sizeable chunk of change for himself to eventually afford a real blade. his performances are silent pieces at first but soon develop into more professional-appearing sets with accompanying instruments of kind patrons who wish to help his art stand out. though his red streak of hair is something that most focus upon when they first encounter him, his moniker used to snatch the attention of curious individuals is surely more prominent for its decline known in inazuma: the isshin dancer.
#* // ♦︎ 012. — › M A N N E R I S M S#* // ♦︎ V3. — › HEART FROM IRMINSUL#// just in case there are story arcs that don't connect#// he'd eventually have to find a means to help himself since he cannot rely on the kindness of strangers 24/7#// as a self-sufficient person too he'd want to push through and earn money while he tries to find his way#// his performances would reach the city and that's where he'd make the most of his appearances#// it's a hub of activity for him to gain some eyes that could push him further
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oh.
#surprised that the lunter anti s haven't been using 'echoes of the past' as sblings propaganda#the clear cut parallel of luz offering her hand to king when it comes to revisiting the truth about his ancestry#a character she'll later come to call his little brother#like uhhh maybe the fact hunter and luz have no canon sibling bong is confirmation enough that it wasn't the point of it#when there's absolutely nothing set up for luz's connections with titan before WAD chose to take a gigantic shit on the show's themes#esp when hollow mind does the work to connect luz with belos with the whole you and i are very alike villain speech#and of course cannot forget the caleb/evelyn parallels. lunterinas no one will every take that away from you btw#they could've chosen to make evelyn and caleb have a familial bond but nope. caleb impregnated the shit out of her and You Will Know That.#maybe there's some canon evidence that the intention was to follow up on the siblings allegations#but like... then i look back at TTT and how luz calls hunter 'family' in the context of their connection to the hexsquad instead of nocedas#and how TOH commited hard to vee having a familial connection with camila despite how little time they had and it's implied in the-#-timeskip that luz and vee have grown up together as family#(by all means luz/vee shippers go ahead you guys are neat and canon is a mere suggestion)#but yeah like. uhhhhh i'm bery drunk rn can you tell heehee#anyways idk what i was getting here#echoes of the past is still like a 9/10 episode i love it will all my little heart#and maybe the writers had in mind that lunter could develop into a familial bond before they realized the implications of evelyn's existence#and then were like welp. this is awkward now is it. and neither committed to sibling bond or romantic bond#also let it be known that youtube user local has changed my entire outlook on media and you should watch his videos#and he's like a year younger than me. do you want to make out with me white boy. i am free every monday and wednesday#toh#oh wait i have another thought. amiter is a Good ship. way more potential than huntlow#amity has two hands :)#oh nooooooooooo i didn't censor the ship JDHKJFHSKJFHSFHDSKJFHDJKSHFKDSHFJKDSHFJKDSHFJKDSHFJKDSHJKFHDSJKFHDSJKFHDJKSHFJKDSHFJKDSHFJKDSHFJKDH
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I’m kinda sad that I haven’t written a proper spones fic for a year (I don’t count the 12dos stuff or the short snippets/whatever because they weren’t things I really wanted to write. They’re like sketches... and kinda like “I should write something”, so I did) and even before that it wasn’t like okay this is IT for a while (and the last fic I was “yes, love this” about I didn’t actually finish, just called it finished because I low-key gave up (maybe I should look at it again and write the third part it always deserved hm it was supposed to include kirk and mccoy scenes so I guess that should go easy now lol)
and it isn’t that I can’t write, obviously, I’m having fun with my mckirk-ish fics, but I’d just really like to write some proper (to me) spones fic lol
#leni's nonsense#people say 'don't wait for inspiration' but idk i feel like i need to want to tell the story in order to really like it#so yes i can write something without an inspiration but i don't think it's 'true to myself'#idk lol#i mean i like to some degree everything i've published but things that i really wanted to tell i just love#and maybe that love is also connected to the fact that i was having fun writing it and writing from the heart#they might not be good. they should probably be edited some more. but they're also 'i was having fun. please read these i love these'#:D#and i kinda want to feel that with a mc/s fic again
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