#rust and stardust 4

[crewman-penelope]

Rust and Stardust

Lyutsifer Safin x ofc, explicit, non-con, grapefruit, lemon, dark!Safin, love-stroke, love fever, oh! to storm the walls of Troy like a mad man!

1. Severo-kurilsk

2. Strictly business

3. Sweet anticipation

4. Becoming cozy

She was out the moment the Heli landed. Safin wanted to throw in a word of warning, but Primo was quicker. The soldier catched her and draw her quickly away from the harsh twirl of the rotator blades.

Safin stepped out, bending under the blade wind, his mouth a thin line.

He wanted to slap her for her stupidity. Or Primo for laying a hand on her. Both was uncalled for, tho.

Halyna looked apologizing to Safin, and rushed to him, after Primo freed her from his grip.

“Don't be mad, dyadya. I didn't think..”

“Indeed”, he grumbled. His face soften the moment she linked her arm with his.

“Just don't do this again. Or I have ask Primo to spank you.”, he warned her stiffly.

Halyna started to giggle, but became serious by Safin's expression.

“Wait, seriously!?”

Safin couldn't hide a smirk by her shocked expression.

“No. Of course not.”, he said. He could not resist to tease her, and went on: "I will do that myself.”

“Stop it!”, she laughed and swiped her phone out. “Oh, my.. Just three bars.”

Safin tried his best not to roll his eyes, while he guard her to the entrance of his sub pen.

Halyna rose a eye brow.

“What is that? Did you live inside a bunker!?”

“It isn't so bad. It looks better on the inside. And by daylight there is a park to enjoy.”, he hurried to explain. “But you will see.”

Halyna tried to recording, but Safin covered her phone.

“Not here. And not my ugly face. Come on now, let me get you out of the chill night air.”

He rushed inside with her, his body light, endorphins working against his normally pain.

Halyna shrieked out as they both walked inside. “I have no internet!”

Safin patted her arm.

“Don't fret. The thick walls of the bunker are shielding the signal. Come one.”, he draw her forward. “I'm my media room you will find a full signal. You can call your mother and tell her you arrive safe on my island.”

The view of the special room, equipped with satellite TV and board games, calmed her a bit down.

“Oh good! 5 bars.”, she sighed. Without looking around she walked single-minded to the plush sofa, sat down and scrolled through her instagram.

Safin watched her confused. Her behavior was bewildering to him. But - he was an old-fashioned man not used to such a young woman. He got the feeling she will teach him one or two lessons.

“I'll look for a proper quarter for you. Your visit is unexpected, so we have to arrange something.”, he said and squeezed her shoulder.

She turned to ask: “No guest rooms?”

He paused, thinking of the prison cell he has.

“No. Not yet that is. I will need your help to get something properly furnished after your fashion.”

“I can create my own room?”

Safin smiled by her enthusiasm. “Yes, of course. I told you, I want to treat you like a princess. And a princess deserve only the best.”

She grinned and throw him a kiss, a silly gesture, that weaken Safin's knees.

He cleared his throat.

“There is nothing I will deny you, Halyna. But now call your mother. I send some tea and fingerfood for you.”

Turning around, his chest nearly bursting, he strolled out of the room. Blood rushing in his ear and he had to Fokus where he stepped, tunnel vision overcoming him.

'This will be fantastic or a absolut failure. There is no middle ground.'

After he went into the kitchen to order a 'goodnight tea' for Halyna, he looked after the room Primo's men try to prepare. Try was the key word here.

“The cleaning crew was already here, but we have not yet the proper furniture. It will delivered tomorrow morning.”, Primo informed him. His right hand pointed to the naked cement walls. “We need some paint also, and the heating system is not yet fixed.”

Safin sighed, as if this was not getting after his imagined plan.

“Well, get me a second futon in my quarter. She will survive it for some nights.”

Primo eyed him curious. “What is her status?”

Safin does not gather at once, what he meant.

“Is she allowed to walk freely around?”

“Of course not! She is a guest, and will be allowed only in the first floor. Main room, media room, my quarters.”, he counted on his fingers. “The moment she tries to set a food into the garden, you call me. She is not to be alone in it. For obvious reason.”

He pursed his lips and overthinking his order. “And tell Obruchev to check the antidotes we have.”

Primo nodded with a hint of amusement on his face. He was curious how this will go for sure.

As he eventually entered the media room again, feeling clearing in his mind, he found Halyna chatting with Alysa.

“ - u call me the moment he tries something! Your father and I using every way to get the money together. Just held on for a week, maybe two -”

Safin stopped in his track. Neither Halyna nor Alysa had seen in yet. He walked backward out of the room to get at the next intercom.

Did Alysa truly think she gets her daughter back!? Yes, he told her, this was just business - but she was cleverer than that. Perhaps it was time for drastic measures.

“Primo? Forget the room for now. I have a more important mission for you...”

[melancholias-magic]

[. . . Z z z welcome to https://www.nyaspoetry.com . . . z z Z]

SoNGS ; !

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Interstellar

[made on (4/2/23)]

[it’s a little rusts and sounds more like poetry, that’s why I titled the browser as a poetry piece rather than song piece. . .]

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

Verse 1:

In a world of galaxies, our tale unfolds,

A love that's otherwordly, strong and bold,

You were a girl with stars in her eyes,

Searching for love, under lunar eclipse skies.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

Pre-Chorus:

From black holes in her heart, you’d longs for connection,

Dreaming of a love that defies all expectations.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

Chorus:

Interstellar love, crashing into sight,

Two hearts collide, like comets in the night,

Exploring the cosmos, hand in hand they roam,

A love so mesmerizing, a love to call her own.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

Verse 2:

She recalls the stardust memories they share,

Kissing under constellations, without a care,

Through telescopes of passion, she sees her reflection,

In the eyes of her lover, a celestial affection.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

Pre-Chorus:

With each beam of light that falls upon her soul,

Infatuation ignites, making her heart whole.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

Chorus:

Interstellar love, crashing into sight,

Two hearts collide, like comets in the night,

Exploring the cosmos, hand in hand they roam,

A love so mesmerizing, a love to call her own.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

Bridge:

Together they dance through the asteroid field,

Waltzing to the melody of heavens revealed,

This love so radiant, like stars as they align,

In this space of bliss, their love forever shines.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

Chorus:

Interstellar love, crashing into sight,

Two hearts collide, like comets in the night,

Exploring the cosmos, hand in hand they roam,

A love so mesmerizing, a love to call her own.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

Outro:

Among the galaxies, their love takes flight,

Boundless and infinite, an eternal light,

In this celestial journey, their love's decree,

Two souls intertwined, forever wild and free.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

[mylightsatnight]

It Was...

It was the little ‘tink, tink, clack’ metallic sounds from my heart shaped locket bouncing against it’s own springs and hinges.  My breastbone the trampoline for it’s rhythmic step to my footsteps so hollow and yearning.

It was the smiling barista, less a smile today than the other days, and maybe she saw something less in my eyes, but it’s not fair to ask today...Not fair to ever ask, really.

It was the way that a family member survived an ER visit, and I was urged to phone.  And I wanted to send flowers, hell I would have dropped what I was doing then and there if I had known and raced to the hospital picking up every red light ticket I could on the way.  But it turns out she didn’t want my bedside support, so I’ll be over here without any tickets, and a shame in my heart knowing that an end-of-life scenario, isn’t enough for reconciled reunification...

And it was the cross I never saw you wear, but the God I knew you believed in.  

It was the way I ne’er spell god with a capital G on my own accord, but it meant something to you...and you meant something to me...and those are the kind of sacrifices I began to make before we became smoke and cement...One impenetrable to the other.

And It was the way I did my glances around the cafe, and saw no other patrons aside from myself.  Alone is a state of virtue that I know better than most.  And ‘Alonska’ is a State that you can guess even though I changed the letters because the isolation of that state matches the virtue that the patriots hold.  And Virtuoso is the condition that I was, perhaps destined for ‘Alonska’...not the state, but the state of being.  And I threw my virtues out the windows, unaware that they were tethered to my skills with a rope in a comical way Bugs Bunny would have chuckled at...So now I’m skill-less, jobless, Virtueless, and most of all, Carrot-less, but at least I still have my silly humour along with a book of scrapped memories of all my friends who never made me feel alone, yet...here I am, with no hand to hold.

It was the London Fog, in the tall Strawberry Mug, made with the right ingredients, but combined in the wrong way.  

I remember my novel I wrote about strawberries, and the youthful charm it contained, and the youth that I feel in my bones waiting to explode, and the sorrow in my brain waiting for me to explode, and the google searches for dark answers I needed the questions to...

I have so many damned questions, and I’d have less if the answer to Love was searchable.  And I googled it, just to see, just to SEE if it might be there.  And there were 4 results.  A play, a song, a movie, and this: C8H11NO2 + C10H12N2O + C43H66N12O12S2.  The proper chemical combo.  I tried that combo, but maybe I had one too few carbon, or I just got the order wrong...Because it imploded in my own face, the beaker bright, acidic, and orange with stardust of poison.  So now that I know....just how hard it is to get the ingredients right...I’m not so mad at the barista anymore...It’s just so hard to get right...

It was my left hand that reached up my neck and felt the links on my locket.  I felt a gentle, yet coarse rusted copper gold.  I realized that the links were all smaller than I thought they would be.

And I realized that the links each stood for a moment in my life.

And I realized that some were already made, and some still needed to be added.

And I realized that maybe my life is about adding links, and then taking them away so that the locket and my heart might hang in the same spot.

And THEN  I realized, that even if I got the links right, by some miracle chance, that I’d still have problems timing the pendulum swing...

And I realized that this life has no rules on what you can do...

But somehow...Rules on who you can do it with...

...

And I realized, that no matter the speed I’m bound to take in this life,

It was all for something...

Even if I never figure it out.

[nebulaxie]

After settling into our new home I was too impatient to start our new journey. I had bribed a man at a local bar for the location of the portal. He may have had too many drinks considering he agreed too easily. But I’m not above taking advantage of the dumb locals to get what I want. But I don’t think he gave me the right coordinates... I was stuck wandering around staring at this stupid device far longer than I wanted. So I guess maybe I was the dumb one for believing a drunk.

[clovercrafted]

CLOVERCRAFTED'S BUILDTOBER 2022

hello and welcome to clovercrafted's buildtober 2022 edition! an event created to hopefully challenge and inspire people to build during the month of October!

So how do I do this thing?

Simple! There is a theme for each day of October (that's 31 days thus 31 themes) and you build something in Minecraft for that theme. For example for day 9. Witch Hut you could build your own witchy cottage or improve the existing vanilla one, its all up to you how to interprit the theme!

Can I use mods, texture packs, anything that isn't part of vanilla minecraft?

Of course you can!

Do I have to do these things in order? Can't I just do any day I want?

I mean you could but that kind've defeats the whole aspect of the challenge here. Try to keep the themes in the correct order, of course this rule doesn't apply if you're doing this after the event has finished!

What if I miss a day/ What if I end up super busy during October/ What if I plain just forget?

Not a problem! If you miss a day, feel free to upload late, this isn't a test where you get a little score at the end of it, it's just for fun! Of course the point is to try to hit every day but don't stress if you can't or forget to!

Wait so I can go at my own pace if I don't feel like pushing myself/ Can I skip days?

Sure! If you don't wanna stress yourself out you can go at whatever pace you see fit, those who want the challenge can do the daily uploads and you can vibe with the list for as long as you want.

Wait! What's this about a tag list? Can I still get involved?

The tag list for buildtober was created as an interest check for those who wanted to be notified as soon as this went live, don't worry, anyone can still join. This list is getting released at the start of September so people have a whole month to get builds made and make plans!

Sweet I think I know what I'm doing now!

That's great! If you have any questions feel free to shoot me an ask here or on my main blog @smothsmajor

You can upload your first build on October 1st your timezone, feel free to tag me @clovercrafted and remember to use the tag #clovers buildtober 2022 so I can reblog all your creations!

Image I.D and tag list under the cut

image I.D: a photograph of a autumn forest of muted greens and browns with text overlayed on top. The text reads:

Clovercrafted's Buildtober

Pumpkin spice, 2. Haunted, 3. Wither rose, 4. Graveyard, 5. Deep dark, 6. Overgrown, 7. Spider Wed, 8. Abandoned, 9. Witch Hut, 10. Rust, 11. Mushroom, 12. Magic, 13. Soul Fire, 14. Honey, 15. Ruins, 16. Snow, 17. Candy, 18. Dimensions, 19. Mangrove, 20. Buried, 21. Woodland, 22. Wizard, 23. Dripstone, 24. Candles, 25. Alchemy, 26. Monochrome, 27. Hallowed, 28. Gothic, 29. Alpine, 30. Glow, 31. Home

@valiantlytransparentwhispers, @not-from-mars, @penguinkool, @moonstonemoonlight, @lurker-extraordinaire-657645, @wjbminecraft, @auggofroggo, @clustercraft, @duckmumbo, @scottsmajwhore, @goodtimeswithetho, @cobble-stone, @violence-as-a-love-language, @robella-mc, @jbry, @unendingmonologue, @nostories-justheadcannons, @halloweensoularis, @death-headed, @cloversposts, @buildmarts, @cottage-werewolf, @skelement, @taran-wanderer, @cherrileaf, @slightly-stable, @voiidcupid, @mylmanburg, @fearofthev0id, @yellowjeans, @thefrogbin, @forestagain, @awful-roffle, @bullfrogr, @evilest-opossum, @stardusts-corner, @trees-to-meet-you, @ridiculysscraft, @notafrogblog, @who-needs-braincells, @bloomcraft, @effectedelk

[navybrat817]

Stardust Reblog Challenge - December

Hello, lovelies! Below are fics I've shared throughout the month of December and will feature Sebastian Stan and Chris Evans characters (for now). Show these writers some love and please heed any warnings provided. Enjoy and check out the Stardust Reblog Challenge put together by @natrace. Moodboard by yours truly and divider by @firefly-graphics.

12/1 - Come Around Sundown (DBF!Steve Rogers x Female!Reader) by @cockslutpadalecki

Into the Sunset (DBF!Steve Rogers x Female!Reader) by @maladaptivexxdaydreaming

Disarmed (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @bucky-bucky-bucky-bucky

12/2 - Sour Holidays (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @nekoannie-chan

12/3 - Relentless (Dark!Steve Rogers x Reader) by @speechlessxx

12/4 - The Fairest Sun (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @rodrikstark

12/5 - Break the Back (Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier x Reader) by @indyluckycharlie

12/6 - Happy Accident (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @thenhewaswrongaboutme

12/7 - Hunting Lodge (DBF!Curtis Everett x Reader) by @onsunnyside

12/8 - You Call it Love But All I'm Left with is This Pain (Lloyd Hansen x Reader) by @mellowsaturns

12/9 - Ride With Me (Biker!Steve Rogers x Reader) by @maladaptivexxdaydreaming

Cloaked (Vampire!Steve Rogers x Reader) by @labella420

12/10 - Need You Now (Nomad Alpha!Steve Rogers x Omega!Reader) by @late-to-the-party-81

12/11 - Overheated (Dark Alpha!Bucky Barnes x Omega!Reader) by @sgt-seabass

12/12 - Forget Me Not (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @sweetascanbee

12/13 - Fists and Feelings (Boxer!Steve Rogers x Reader) by @writing-for-marvel

12/14 - Hearts Beat as One (Roommate!Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @doasyoudesireandlive

12/15 - Goodbye (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @sweater-daddiesdumbdork

12/16 - Obsession (Steve Kemp x Dark!Reader) by @thebluemage

The Magic Box (Dark!Terry the Terrific x Reader) by @rustytricycle

12/17 - Missionary with Steve (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @becca-e-barnes

12/18 - A House, A Home (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @rookthorne

12/19 - Fluky Jakey Loser Lucky (Jake Jensen x Reader) by @madscape

Law (Sheriff!Lloyd Hansen x Reader) by @boxofbonesfic

12/20 - It's Fun Being Bad (College!Andy Barber x Reader) by @sunshinebuckybarnes

12/21 - Flirt With Me (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @moonlight-prose

12/22 - Glacial With the Blue Ice, I'm Terrifying (Lloyd Hansen x Asian!Reader) by @honeystevie

12/23 - Taste of a Sweeter Life (Hal Carter x Reader) by @the-iceni-bitch

Friday Nights (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @lilacletter

12/24 - Love is Actually, All Around (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @rookthorne

12/25 - Secret Santa (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @buckybarnesandmarvel

12/26 - Coercion (Ransom Drysdale x Reader) by @ramp-it-up

12/27 - Pillow Fort and Pizza (Jake Jensen x Reader) by @foxgloveprincess

12/28 - Making Up for Lost Time (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @sweetdreamsbuck

12/29 - Jealous (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @sweetascanbee

12/30 - A Knight in Rusted Armor (Dark!Lee Bodecker x Reader) by @thecutestlittlebunbunfairy

12/31 - Poison on Your Tongue (Vampire!Random Drysdale x Reader) by @inklore

[greenyvertekins]

Metal probably dreamed of eggman creating a Robot Kingdom where he rules by his side as his second-in-command and robots live in splendor.

Can you imagine how Metal would react and how confused he would feel at seeing his Robot brethen left to languish in rust and squalor in Eggman Empire?🤖🏚️💀

It's not like MS hasn't been on the receiving end of the doctor's neglect. Sonic 4 implies that after his failure at Stardust Speedway, his remains were left to rot there until Little Planet reappeared a year later.

Not to mention he had his free will taken when he altered his AI chip after Heroes. Could explain why he can't talk anymore.

[erazonpo3]

Cassunzel Week Day 4 - Choice / Destiny

Rapunzel looks splendid in the light of the sun, and although her golden hair is gone she’s still the picture of a fairytale princess. The mythos of the Lost Princess is one she’ll never be able to escape, and she’ll be immortalised in the annals of history for her tragedy and triumphs. Hopefully the remainder of her life will favour the latter, but there’s still plenty of time left for more controversy.

Cassandra couldn’t say she’d never thought about it— that she doesn’t still think about it, constantly. The thought isn’t so entertaining as much as it is completely frightening, which makes it all the more enduring; a fantasy that unravels what you want reveals everything you don’t have. And Cassandra fantasises.

The Princess’ hand holds a withered, wrong one.

She forsakes her divine right.

They find a way to heal, without the magic salve of the sun this time.

They’re not destined for each other.

A Princess and her Lady in waiting becoming friends is a one-in-a-million chance, she’d said. They’d defied the odds once, and who’s to say they can’t do it again? Rapunzel sees slim odds as a challenge and starving odds as a white stag. Cassandra knows that if she put the idea in her mind Rapunzel would take care of the rest, investing all of her dogged determination into achieving the impossible.

But Rapunzel needs to be saving that energy for more important impossible things like improving a kingdom, and Cassandra isn’t— she won’t go there. There are some lines that shouldn’t be crossed, after all.

In the meantime she’ll ignore all the wide-eyed and imploring looks Rapunzel sends her way, and squash the cocoons of hope before they emerge into a delusional flutter.

She only sees a sister, she won’t understand.

She doesn’t want anything else, don’t ruin everything.

She’s so hopelessly naive, it’s wrong to take advantage of that.

They’re not destined for each other.

Only Cassandra has defied destiny before; she knows how to steal things that don’t belong to her. She knows how to take what she wants. Rapunzel was the sun, and Cassandra stole the moon, and then they were neither in the end. Cosmic balance was restored to the heavenly bodies, and now their bodies are their own, made only of stardust and other debris.

Destiny— Cassandra chews on the word, and she spits it out.

It tastes like rusted iron.

It tastes like the absence of all the unchosen ones.

She knows there’s a reason why Fate is another term for Death.

They’re not destined for each other.

And maybe that’s for the best.

[the-angry-pixie]

top 5 scenes in all the rest is rust and stardust

Yoooooooooo. Did you know that fic has been made private?!? Forreal if anyone has a link to the story saved anywhere I would really appreciate it. That fic is so good that its always worth a reread.

Ok now for the scenes. Since I can't go back and check my work I'm just going to have to go from memory. I haven't read it in awhile so these scenes are probably not so much my favourite scenes... but more the ones that stuck with me.

**SPOILERS SPOILERS SO MANY SPOILERS**

That scene early in Charles and Erik's secret relationship where they are fooling around on the couch and Charles reads Erik's mind and realises that Erik is pretty much checked out of the moment. He's thinking about what he wants to cook for dinner later or something like that and Charles realises that Erik doesn't "enjoy" these intimate moments with him as much as Charles thought he did. He doesn't "not enjoy" them, they are just kind of part of the routine or the list of things he has to do today. So delicious and heartbreaking.

2. The scene where Erik and his college-aged friend (can't remember his name) are disposing of that body and they are doing so well and being so methodical about it until Erik realises that his friend is going to have to literally tear the body apart (using his mutant strength) in order for it to be disintegrated in acid. And that... is too much for him to handle and he has to leave and not witness it. Erik is such an unapologetic badass in this story that it was just so cool to see him reach "a limit".

3. Erik's giving testimony at The Hague. God it was just sooooo tense. Erik confronting his abusers in court. Being so brave so justice could be served.

4. Erik and Charles being photographed in the park. I think this is after their secret relationship is made public and so there is still a lot of cloying tension as they grapple with public opinion. They are having a picnic or something and Charles is worried about the photographer and what that will mean for the tabloids but Erik is just like "ignore them, let them take their pictures, i'm not ashamed, we are not doing anything wrong". As I mentioned earlier, such a badass.

5. Charles having to go powerless at The Hague. He has to wear a device that means he can't use his psychic powers while in the UN courthouse. Him being so worried that Erik will think less of him because without his psychic powers, he becomes “extremely submissive”. He can't help it, it's part of his nature in its raw form. Just so cool to see that switch up in personality and dynamic. Charles is also such a badass in this story.

Ask me my “Top 5″ anything…

[transparenttriumphzombie]

Jordana LeSesne, formerly known as 1.8.7, is an American musician and producer from Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania.[1] She now produces and performs as Jordana. She became known in the mid-1990s as a drum and bass producer.[2] Vibe magazine called her "one of the most respected Drum ‘n' Bass producers in the US."[3] In 2015, she was named as one of "20 women who shaped the history of dance music" by Mixmag.[4] She is transgender and came out in 1998.[5][2]

She has released over 50 tracks, including four albums, several EPs, and remixes under the alias 1.8.7. The 1997 album When Worlds Collide became known for its "dark pummeling assaults". She has licensed tracks for compilations as well as the Sci Fi Channel. Three of her albums charted in the Top 25 of both the CMJ (College Music Journal) and Mixmag U.S. (later Mixer Magazine, now defunct) for 1997 as well as 1998[6] and 1999. Her third album "The Cities Collection" debuted in the CMJ Top 5 climbed to the #2 position on CMJ Music Monthly's dance chart for June 2000.[7][8][9]

Her works have been reviewed by Billboard,[10] Spin, Rolling Stone, Urb, Mixer, Mixmag, Raygun,[3] as well as Knowledge – the U.K. Drum and Bass magazine. In 1999, she was listed in Raygun's Who's Who of International DJs. She was one of the headlining DJs on Knowledge Magazine's 28 city Kung Fu Knowledge tour in 1999.[11] She also made Out Magazine's OUT100 list for the year 2000.[12]

Contents

1Impact on music

2History

3Hate crime in Ohio

4Additional work in music industry

5Literary mentions

6Personal life

7Vinyl

8CD releases

9Videos

10References

11External links

Impact on music[edit]

Her work has influenced other artists such as well-known dubstep producer Bassnectar, who heavily sampled 5 A.M. Rinse (feat. MC Sphinx), the last song on her first album When Worlds Collide for his song Here We Go of his 2010 EP and single Timestretch.[13] Since the sexual allegations of Bassnectar have become known to her, Jordana has publicly condemned his actions as well as called out the fact that he never delivered contractually promised royalties for the above mentioned work.[14] Additionally, electronic rock act Celldweller sampled "Wake Up" off of her first album as well as "San Francisco" off of her third album "The Cities Collection" in their 2013 song "Uncrowned".[15]

In 1999, Drum & Bass/Hip Hop producer and label owner Hive approached Jordana to remix her song Defcon-1 also off of When Worlds Collide. Hive's remix appears on his 2001 album The Raw Uncut.[16] Jordana collaborated with Lady Sovereign on a song early in Sov's career after the two met through an internet chat room for StrikeFM.co.uk, an online radio station which Jordana had a show, and the now defunct UKGarageWorldwide.com forums. The two would later team up when Jordana under her Lady J alias, had Lady Sovereign MC for her radio show on Flex FM London.[17]

History[edit]

She first came to the attention of the music industry when she was asked to remix Blondie's "Atomic." Her remix appeared along with Armand Van Helden and Diddy’s remixes on the single.[3] A little over a year following that release, Mac McFarlane, the promoter of the well established and legendary New York City club, Konkrete Jungle, contacted her to create a themed song for a CD compilation/mix-CD. Jordana created the song "Konkrete Jungle" for that purpose. Described by CMJ as containing "menacing hardstep attacks",[18] it was released on the Ultra Records compilation, Konkrete Jungle - Maximum Drum & Bass, mixed by BBC Radio 1 Drum'n'Bass show host Jumpin Jack Frost. Following extensive touring throughout North America and abroad as a music producer, Liquid Sky Music, an indie label distributed by Caroline Distribution signed her to a three-album contract in late 1996.

Hate crime in Ohio[edit]

On the night of February 22, 2000 in Kent, Ohio, Jordana was attacked and brutally beaten in a transphobic hate crime by a group of men including Matthew Gostlin.[19] Gostlin and other assailants vaulted her in the parking lot outside of the Robin Hood nightclub where she had just performed on the Cities Collection tour. The attack took place while she was escorted from the event with the event promoter to his car. The group of men attacked suddenly and Jordana lost consciousness almost immediately after being struck in the face. She suffered nerve damage to the lower part of her face from her lower lip down as a result. She was quoted, saying in the May 2000 issue of CMJ New Music Monthly that in the seconds just prior to the attack: "I saw his face. I remember the look on his face. It was this look of utter hate, like 'I'm going to kill you.'"[20] In an interview with the Village Voice, George Meesig, a man from Cleveland, Ohio who defended her during the attack, stated that Gostlin had misgendered her, saying “this is personal”.[21] Other reports noted by the Village Voice on the message board for Breakbeat Science (a Drum'n'Bass record store) mentioned transphobic slurs being shouted during the attack. She subsequently cancelled the tour to recover.[19] Gostlin, while charged, was never arrested nor spent any time in court. Her family was told by the Portage County (Ohio) prosecutor's office that attempts had been made to serve the warrant but Gostlin's whereabouts were unknown. She felt that justice would not be served so she left the United States for England due to concerns about personal safety and well-being.

Additional work in music industry[edit]

In addition to music production, Jordana is a DJ, musician and singer. From 2001 to 2002, she worked at Flex FM in London, England as Lady J, with Lady Sovereign performing for her during her radio show.[22] In 2002, she held a club residency performing UK garage, 2-step garage and house music at the club Trinity in Vauxhall neighborhood.

After returning to the United States, Jordana returned to rock and fronted a goth metal band in Seattle. Prior to that, she was asked to play bass in another band briefly where she met and became close friends with singer/songwriter Shelita Burke. She has toured the world and played many DJ sets. She has been billed alongside Arca for Planet Zolean: Un/Tuck + Hot Mass on the Currents.FM Common Multiverse Initiative.[23] She was featured on the Dekmantel Podcast.[24] She was featured as Mix of the Day for Resident Advisor.[25]

In 2014, Jordana scored the documentary Free CeCe, produced and directed by Jacqueline Gares and Laverne Cox. The documentary details the struggles of CeCe McDonald, an African-American transwoman wrongfully incarcerated for murder for defending herself against a hate attack on her outside a Minneapolis bar.[26][27]

Literary mentions[edit]

She has been featured in several books. Her success in rising from living in a "rust belt" city to being an MTV-featured electronic music artist was mentioned in "The Rise of the Creative Class" by economist Richard Florida. She appears in two books detailing American electronic dance music scene history: Michaelangelo Matos's The Underground is Massive,[28] and Rave Culture, an Insider's Overview by Jimi Fritz and Virginia Smallfry.[29]

An interview with Jordana was featured in multiple books, including a book published in 2012 by rock journalist George Petros.[30] She has spoken on her personal life in interviews for publications such as The Festival Voice,[31] The Brooklyn Rail[32] and href zine.[33]

Personal life[edit]

She currently lives in Seattle, Washington.

Vinyl[edit]

1995 Blondie "Atomic (The Beautiful Drum and Bass Mix)" VV58320 Chrysalis Records/EMI

1996 RockStone Foundation "Dis Soun'" JS007 Jungle Sky

1997 V/A – Nirvana EP "We Are Not Alone" JS114 Jungle Sky

1997 Soul Slinger-Don't Believe "Abducted (1.8.7 Remix) JS118 Jungle Sky

1997 Soul Slinger-Don't Believe "Ethiopia/JungleSky (1.8.7 Megamix)" JS118 Jungle Sky

1997 1.8.7 – When Worlds Collide full-length album EP1 "Defcon 1"/"When Worlds Collide"/"Blueshift"/"Dragonfly" JSK121 Jungle Sky

1997 1.8.7 – When Worlds Collide full-length album EP2 "Wake Up"/"Distant Storm Approaching"/"Ghetto Style"/"Ghetto Style (West Philly Mix)" JSK122 Jungle Sky

1998 Murder 0ne (1.8.7)/T.Farmer "Annihilate"/"Memory" BOOST002 Boosted Records

1998 This is Jungle Sky Vol. 5: Rock N Roll EP Disc 2 "Break In"/"The Return of Shaft"/"Konkrete Jungle" Jungle Sky JSK131

1998 This is Jungle Sky Vol. 5: Rock N Roll EP Disc 3 "Atmosphere Remix"/"The Jam"/Beastie Boys – "Sabotage (1.8.7 JS Remix)" JSK132 Jungle Sky

1998 1.8.7 – Quality Rolls full-length album EP1 "Quality Rolls"/"Relax Your Mind"/"Phobic" JSK136 Jungle Sky

1998 1.8.7 – Quality Rolls full-length album EP2 *"Jerusalem"/"Get Amped" (215 Remix)/"Stigma" JSK 137 Jungle Sky

1998 1.8.7 – Quality Rolls full-length album EP3 "Rock The Party"/"Deep Stealth"/"Cross the Line" JSK138 Jungle Sky

1998 1.8.7 – Quality Rolls full-length album EP3 "United"/"Blue Nile"/"Reboot" JSK139 Jungle Sky

1999 Jordana – "Pure Funk"/Stardust – "Music Sounds Better".. [With Bass] (Jordana JS remix) *whitelabel* JSK149 Jungle Sky

1999 Jordana – Cities Collection 12" 1 "Hollywood (courtesy of Lucasfilm)"/"Los Angeles"/"New York" JSK157 Jungle Sky

1999 Jordana – Cities Collection 12" 2 "Pittsburgh"/"Miami"/"San Francisco" JSK158 Jungle Sky

2000 Loki and Jordana – "Murder" 12" *whitelabel*

2001 Jordana – "Tampa Tantrum"/"In Your Arms" 12" TECO008 Technorganic

2002 Lady J feat. Lady Sovereign – "The Intro Dub" (Flex FM)

2002 Jordana – Full Colour 12" 1 *whitelabel* ConceptAudio

2002 Jordana – Full Colour 12" 2 *whitelabel* ConceptAudio

CD releases[edit]

1994 V/A – Interstellar Outback "Jungleman" ROM01 RomHyperMedia

1995 V/A – Scotto Presents: Drop Beats Vol.1 "Ravestock Anthem" DROP001 Drop Entertainment

1996 V/A – This Is Jungle Sky Vol.2 "Dis Soun" JSK008 Jungle Sky

1997 V/A – This is Jungle Sky Vol.4 "We Are Not Alone" JSK116 Jungle Sky

1997 V/A – Future Groove "We Are Not Alone" ?74321 50089 2 Ariola/BMG

1997 V/A – New York Junglist "We Are Not Alone" AVCD11540 Avex Trax

1997 Soul Slinger-Don't Believe CD "Abducted (187 Remix)" JSK120 Jungle Sky

1997 Soul Slinger-Don't Believe CD "Ethiopia/JungleSky" JSK120 Jungle Sky

1997 1.8.7 – When Worlds Collide CD album JSK124 Jungle Sky

1998 V/A – This is Jungle Sky Vol.5 "The Jam" JSK130 Jungle Sky

1998 V/A – This is Jungle Sky Vol.5 "Atmosphere Remix" JSK130 Jungle Sky

1998 Soul Slinger – Upload: A Continuous Mix CD "Rock the Party" JSK142 Jungle Sky

1998 V/A – Nu Balance: Domesticated Drum & Bass CD "5am Rinse" COA70016-2 City Of Angels

1998 1.8.7 – Quality Rolls CD album JSK135 Jungle Sky

1999 V/A – Sci Fidelity: This is Sci Fi. CD "Deep Stealth" SciFi Channel/Jungle Sky

1999 V/A – This is Jungle Sky Vol.6 CD "Pure Funk" JSK150 Jungle Sky

1999 V/A – This is Jungle Sky Vol.6 CD "Unite Remix" JSK150 Jungle Sky

1999 Jordana presents 1.8.7 – The Cities Collection CD album JSK162 Jungle Sky

1999 V/A – E-Sassin Absolute Friction CD "Worlds Apart" 21C.3007 Quantum Loop

2000 V/A – Digital Empire: DJ Girl "Deep Stealth" 6454-2 Cold Front Records

2001 Hive – The Raw Uncut EP CD "Defcon-1" (Hive Remix) VTXCD-002 Vortex Recordings

2002 Jordana – Full Colour album ConceptAudio Limited Release

2003 V/A – Girls In Space CD "In Your Arms" CD-9213 Urabon Records

2005 Jordana – Jordana EP CD "In Your Arms" TECO CD001 Technorganic Recordings

2005 Jordana – Jordana EP CD "Tampa Tantrum" TECO CD001 Technorganic Recordings

2005 V/A – DJ Psycle-Back From The Future CD "In Your Arms" TECO CD-9213 Technorganic Recordings

2005 V/A – DJ Psycle-Back From The Future CD "In Your Arms" TECO CD-9213 Technorganic Recordings

2008 V/A – What the Bleep & Foi Oi Oi-Feelings For Detroit Vol.3 Yabette – "Babylon (1.8.7 Remix)" EEMIX003 Electronic Enlightenment

Videos[edit]

We Are Not Alone (1998) – directed by MSKW1 aka Michael Whartnaby

Defcon 1 (1998) – directed by MSKW1 aka Michael Whartnaby and DBIDWA aka Dan Bidwa

Worlds Apart (1998) – directed by Gerard Ryan

Atmosphere (1998) – directed by Gerard Ryan

Ring Me Back (2002) – directed by Trevor McKinley

References[edit]

^ "VH1 Biography". Vh1.com. Archived from the original on February 14, 2011. Retrieved September 8, 2010.

^ Jump up to:a b Riedel, Samantha. "This Trans Drum & Bass Musician Was a Pioneer in the 90s. Why Isn't She Getting Her Due?". them. Retrieved September 30, 2020.

^ Jump up to:a b c Vibe Media Group (February 1999). "Vibe". Vibe Vixen. Vibe Media Group: 38–. ISSN 1070-4701.

^ "- - Mixmag". Mixmag.net. Retrieved December 21, 2015.

^ "Roll With the Changes". citypaper.net. Archived from the original on July 7, 2012. Retrieved January 19, 2016.

^ CMJ Network, Inc. (December 1998). "CMJ New Music Monthly". CMJ New Music. CMJ Network, Inc.: 78–. ISSN 1074-6978.

^ CMJ Network, Inc. (March 2000). "CMJ New Music Monthly". CMJ New Music. CMJ Network, Inc.: 48–. ISSN 1074-6978.

^ CMJ Network, Inc. (March 13, 2000). CMJ New Music Report. CMJ Network, Inc. pp. 27–. ISSN 0890-0795.

^ CMJ Network, Inc. (June 2000). "CMJ New Music Monthly". CMJ New Music. CMJ Network, Inc.: 82–. ISSN 1074-6978.

^ CMJ Network, Inc. (June 2000). "CMJ New Music Monthly". CMJ New Music. CMJ Network, Inc.: 95. ISSN 1074-6978.

^ "Kung Fu Knowledge Tour Cities". Bmotion. Archived from the original on October 4, 2013. Retrieved October 3, 2013.

^ Out Magazine (74): 45. January 2000.

^ iphoneunclockseattle. "Bassnectar's Here We Go sample of 1.8.7 feat. MC Sphinx's 5 A.M. Rinse". WhoSampled. Retrieved November 2, 2013.

^ Avery C Kleinman for Vice News. "The Fall of the Bassnectar Empire".

^ jordana. "Celldweller samples Wake Up and San Francisco". WhoSampled. Retrieved May 9, 2014.

^ "Hive – The Raw Uncut EP". Discogs. Retrieved November 2, 2013.

^ "Hot update | Welcome to the FLEX FM NETWORK". FLEX FM Network. May 19, 2002. Archived from the original on June 1, 2002. Retrieved December 21, 2015.

^ CMJ Network, Inc. (October 1998). "CMJ New Music Monthly". CMJ New Music. CMJ Network, Inc.: 62–. ISSN 1074-6978.

^ Jump up to:a b Maximum Rocknroll. Maximum Rock 'n' Roll. 2000.

^ CMJ Network, Inc. (May 2000). "CMJ New Music Monthly". CMJ New Music. CMJ Network, Inc.: 13. ISSN 1074-6978.

^ Bill Werde (February 29, 2000). "Top Jungle Producer Attacked". Villagevoice.com. Archived from the original on January 9, 2019. Retrieved January 8, 2019.

^ Sovereign, Lady (May 18, 2002). "Lock in to FLex FM 2nite". ukmusic.com/. Archived from the original on August 10, 2014. Retrieved May 30, 2013.

^ "Currents.FM Common Stream Multiverse Initiative".

^ "Jordana is one of America's most widely respected drum & bass artists". Dekmantel.

^ "Drum & bass made for the biggest rooms, with plenty of soul, nuance and killer vocal hooks". Resident Advisor.

^ "FREE CeCe! Post-Production Campaign". Retrieved December 21, 2015.

^ "AFROPUNK". Afropunk.com. Archived from the original on December 22, 2015. Retrieved December 21, 2015.

^ Matos, Michaelangelo (April 28, 2015). The Underground Is Massive: How Electronic Dance Music Conquered America. Dey Street Books. p. 154. ISBN 978-0062271785.

^ Jimi Fritz (1999). Rave Culture: An Insider's Overview. SmallFry Press. p. 162. ISBN 978-0-9685721-0-8.

^ Petros, George (2012). Lehman, Deanna (ed.). The New Transsexuals: The Next Step In Human Evolution. Creation Books. pp. 247–274. ISBN 978-0-9855018-1-5. Retrieved December 22, 2015.

^ https://thefestivalvoice.com/black-lives-matter-tfvs-series-on-racial-injustice-jordana/

^ https://brooklynrail.org/2021/05/criticspage/Let-Us-Live/

^ https://href-zine.net/technoid-natures-zine.html

External links[edit]

Jordana discography at Discogs

1.8.7 at Rolldabeats

https://jordanaofficial.bandcamp.com/

https://www.mixcloud.com/jordana/

https://soundcloud.com/jordanaofficial

Jordana at IMDb

[crewman-penelope]

Rust and Stardust

Lyutsifer Safin x ofc, explicit, non-con, grapefruit, lemon, dark!Safin, love-stroke, love fever, oh! to storm the walls of Troy like a mad man!

1. Severo-Kurilsk

2. Strictly business

3. Sweet anticipation

4. Becoming cosy

5. Delayed gratification

After dinner and the 'good-night' tea, Halyna was tame as a lamb. Safin had to hold her as he leaded her to his room.

She frowned as she saw the futon for her, hidden behind a parawan, to give her some privacy.

“Your room is not ready yet, remember?”, Safin whispered, thrilled to see and feel her so tired already. She was so powerless - and in his hand. But all in good time.

“The day was exciting and long for you. Lay down. Rest.”, he hummed in her ear. His lips nearly touching her ear shell, he didn't look at her, but stared at her futon - so inviting. “Sleep safe and sound, my printsessa.”

He found himself hesitating to let go of her. But yet she was awake. That was not how he wanted her.

Safin helped Halyna gentle to settle down on the futon, while pointing to the door next to them. “The bathroom.”, he explained shortly. “You will manage alone?”

Halyna nodded and didn't hide her jawing. She even stretched her arms pushing her chest up and tugged at her hair tie she wore at her wrist instead in her hair - for reasons only Halyna knew.

“You - you are not staying?”, she asked suddenly. Her tone of voice didn't make it clear to Safin, if she was disappointed or glad.

“I still have some papers to look over. I promise I will as silent as possible when I go to bed.”

He could not hold back a small sentiment - leaning in to kiss her forehead - and was relieved to see she didn't mind.

She smiled sleepily up to him.“'night, dyadya.”

“Sleep well, printsessa.”

Turning away, he checked his watch. One hour should be enough for the drug to settle in. Then, she was all his!

Safin went back into the media room and switch on the tellie. He tried to focus on the news, but gave up after half an hour. Switching from channel to channel he passed the time, until he could be sure, Halyna was deep asleep, thanks to the drug in her tea.

Eventually he rose, feeling nervous as excited. This was dangerous territory, even for him. He had his share of ladies, who smiled at him after paying. He knew his needs as his limits.

Halyna was something special. She was a gift, carefully to unwrap.

He walked to his room with wobbly legs, his blood rushing in his ear. He felt so light, alas with a cold sting in his belly. His trousers tight, he trembled slightly.  He paused at his door to take a deep breath. Inhaling in and out, until his mind felt clear again. Straighten up he entered, carefully, not to make a noise at first.

He walked in to find Halyna indeed wrapped in her sheets, her wheat coloured hair the only thing to see.

He looked a moment down on her, hesitating. Eventually he turned to the bathroom, making himself ready for bed.

A quick shower, a fresh pyjama, brushing his teeth. Ignoring his erection, he swallowed his medicine, while watching himself in the mirror. Proud, that he had no trouble to look at himself in the mirror. It doesn't matter that he was a monster. He would be her monster, and hers alone.

He walked solemnly back into the room. Halyna had not changed her position thus far.

“Halyna?”, he spoke up. She didn't react.

He crouched aside her futon with a satisfied grin on his lips, and tugged the duvet from her. Using both hands, he freed Halyna from it, bit by bit, until he had uncovered her fine body. Her small limbs half dressed in a night shirt, was easily to access to him.

“How beautiful you are.”, he whispered and sighed deep.

“Let me see more...”

First, he felt her pulse, and found it strong. Then he helped Halyna out of her night shirt, slowly, undressing her like a porcelain doll.

He took a deep sigh by the view of Halyna's naked body. His printsessa rested comfortable on the futon, her elvish body bare and beautiful.

Safin touched her at first just with his eyes, to wander with it along her shoulder and arms, down to her not yet fully curvy hips. Her lower abdomen rested in half shadow, and only a fine fleece of light blond pubic hair could not hide the treasure that laid between her tights.

“Oh Halyna..”, he hummed. “What a prize you are. You honour your name.”

Finally, he dared to touch her. He placed his hand on her left hip and relished in the view of his hand on her skin. His thick fingers drummed softly on the curve of her pelvis bone, the veins on the back of his hand tensing.

Then he stroked softly down from the pelvis to her tight, further along her leg to her calve, to eventually reaching her ankle.

Safin swallowed, so close to droll.

Her body was warm, velvet soft. The enchanting scent Halyna exuded made him dizzy.

Safin blinked, suddenly aware that drops of sweat run down his forehead into his eyes. His whole body vibrated.

There was an animal inside him. A creature that grunted and moaned, eager to mangle skin and bone of hers.

His fingers wrapped harshly around Halyna's ankle, Safin pushed her legs more open. Just for a glance. For more?

He swallowed his salvia down, tastings copper on his tongue.

Not tonight. Too early. You have to wait., he thought.

Delayed gratification, he reminded himself. He wondered how long he could hold to it.

His eyes wandered to Halyna's face. She was deep asleep, her strawberry mouth half open. The view of her mouth again let his cock twitch in his pyjama trousers.

He forced himself to stop. For now. But - it would not - would it? Should he?

He licked his lips and bent down. A sinner on his knees, praying for satisfaction. Safin's head between Halyna's tights, his face pressed at her maiden gem, he tasted her.

One, long, relishing lick with his tongue, pushing between her silken folds.

He shivered, shuttered vividly.

The taste of heaven on his tongue.

[nebulaxie]

Episode 1 - The New Girl

First >> Current >> Next

We’ve traveled far. Its funny how happy the people here seem to be. Everything’s so bright.. there’s so many plants. These people have no idea what real trouble is. No idea what real struggle is. They look at me and my scars and whisper behind hands. Its been a long time since I’ve felt this feeling. This self conscious feeling. Back home, everyone is scarred. Inside and out... Well.. I guess this is my new home. At least for now. We’ll get the power we need and then we’ll return to the wasteland I yearn for. We’ll be the most powerful witch this world and any world has ever known. And then we’ll have our revenge.

[sonickedtrowel]

Number 4 for the ask if u please

4. Link your three favorite fics right now. Ahhhhhhhhh this is so hard okay these are three OF my favorite fics, I couldn’t possibly narrow it down that much, there’s so much good fic in River/Doctor!  Truly we are blessed.

but she prefers two lumps of sugar and tea by @mygalfriday​ literally never fails to make me smile.  I’m not usually much for AUs, let alone coffee shops because anyone who’s ever worked in a coffee shop like... we Know Too Much, and because I think it can be tough to make the characters feel right in a totally different setting, but Pam always makes it work!  And I just have a lot of affection for this one.  It’s the sweetest.  12 absolutely belongs in this setting.  I left the shittiest short no-effort comment on this years ago I’m so sorry lol. in another universe the sun is always setting by @regalpotato​ will just rip your heart out like fifty different times, and takes a deep dive into River’s story and relationships with the Doctor and her parents that REALLY that should have been given more time in the show, and these things are EXPLORED and TALKED ABOUT and you’ll be CHEERING for it even as you’re in pain because it’s what she DESERVES.  Anyway.  Go read it.  And give Katie your comments and adoration.  (We’re working on a fic together now... in theory.  When the brains return from the war.) for together you have been the sun by @xhellnhighheelsx, sequel to And the rest is rust and stardust, has a special place in my heart because for a while me and River in this fic were pregnant at the same time.  Needless to say I HAD A LOT OF HORMONAL EMOTIONS ABOUT IT.  Jack is so fabulous here.  The Doctor is an IDIOT and I love him.  River is perfect.  And it’s a WIP so every once in a while I respectfully poke Bree with a stick to let her know my kid is going to be 2 next spring and maybe she should let River out of her misery  - lol but no really I love it and I can’t wait to find out how it ends, but I will, patiently, because I love Bree and life is busy and writing is hard.  But still I will keep on her about it however long it takes!  [fanfic writer ask game]

[i need to be stopped]

[ultraferal]

about that 32+ year old t-stray who is highly associated with ciel star/evan

i wouldn’t be talking about t-stray if he wasn’t already highly associated with ciel star, had known him for 4+ years, saw the ins and outs of his “kin” bullshit grooming tactics, and knew that evan was talking to underage kids in those groups as well... and was literally there when I spoke to evan for the first time to agree or not to agree to doctrinaire me into that group while I was underaged. he says he didn’t know what went on during that period of time, but that is literally bullshit for the fact of how many people he did that same tactic with many other indivuals who knew evan, and became of a victim of his. basically he knew much more than he lets on about evan, and saw A EXTREME amount of the grooming that went on throughout the events. 

he made some fanfic with some whole ass pedophile chromehoplite, just a regular pedophile in the seba/ciel fandom.. nothing shocking, but like i said i’m talking about this because it’s related to evan. t-stray talked about making a comic about a “aged” up ciel, who in canon is a young child, to justify his rights to sexualize a child because he aged him up for the specific reason of sexualizing him and of course- t-stray said that is not the case.. and it’s for just the purpose of writing ciel in more “mature” situations.

here is something t-stray said about the “fic”: 

- Rust & Stardust is not a “pedo fic”, the main characters are adults, it’s an alternate universe where all characters are (sound and look as) adults. There’s no child sexualization and not an implicit attempt (at some antis seem to think) to imagine Ciel as a child, in a sexual situation, while writing it, literally, that defiles the purpose of what an underage character may have a “charm for a pedo” the fact they are depicted as adults. I refuse to accept now that authors are not allowed to age up characters because they are thinking of them as a child, is bold to believe being a mind reader and quite an inquisition-mindset to asume all who do are trying to automatically normalize pedophilia by creating content.

“depicted” as adults.. is bullshit. want to know why i believe that? is because a minor can be thought of as a adult because of how they look physically. it happens often, we see someone who looks older, we think their an adult.. but it happens to be they are underage. that happens all the time, that’s reality. not every minor looks like how t-stray defines “looking like a child”... beside that, here is something he drew of “aged” up ciel: 

the op post is linked here  but it has nsfw in it, i blocked out some of it, but the tags are very important. ciel is a child, you are just “aging” which just basically means fitting a child into a “grown man” body so you can treat it as though its not inherientally pedophillia.. bc he’s a “man” now. anyways, here is something he said about critism (people telling him hes a pedophile for it) 

here is another thing t-stray said in this following post he made: 

- It seems is being assumed I’m a shipper since I have shipper friends, part of being an adult is knowing you can be friends with someone without agreeing on their tastes. Enough said, I want to create content without involving any “ship fawn” or romantic content, I want to explore other types of narrative. Stop putting me in the same bag only because I collab with other creators that do like the ship.´This kind of bigotry is insane, I’ve been called pedophile only for saying I don’t hate shippers. Content creators are bieng pushed away from the fandom because none wants to recieve death threats and accusations of  real child abuse over a drawing they made or a fic they wrote. The human spectrum is huge and has a lot more complications than “being on my side or not”

the person, chromehoplite, he is co-writing this fanfic of a “aged up” ciel has written countless pedophilic writings about ciel, “aged up” or not. t-stray drew those drawings above for chromehoplite to go with this writing which is nsfw. regular sebaciel pedophiles... just the whole thing, but what t-stray said is being “assumed as a shipper bc i have shipper friends”... you don’t just collab with these creators, you draw them pedophilic art to fit that narrative. being friends with pedophiles, and knowing full well they are a pedophile- makes you also a full whole ass pedophile.. because you see nothing wrong with it.. and continue to make material for them. evan had the same rhetoric he shared publically, fiction vs reality, and thinking that as long as the child is aged up to a adult.. you can fictionally sexualize it. it’s clear how that worked out for him. 

unforunately the reality of the black butler fandom, is it is 90% filled with adults who cosume and create pedophilic content. i’m sure if you have been in the fandom long enough (or just seen the tag for 1 minute) you can for sure see that is the case..... we of course can’t take down every single pedophile in the fandom sense there are way to many of them to count, and evan/ciel star is one of them as we all know now. what i want to say is that i believe full well that t-stray is just as complict to the crimes that happened under his watch while being close with ciel star/ evan, because he allowed evan to constantly bring in more and more new underage minors into the kin groups. he was the reason i was APPROVED to be brought into evan’s group, and including many other people.

EDIT: ALSO! quick note, t-stray kinned sebastian at the time of knowing each other, and is infact why they were so close in the first place which gives more to the “sebaciel fantasy”. evan and t-stray did have sexual history. there is sufficent proof to prove this from many people who were around both of them when they were together. this among many other things, is something important to keep in mind. thank you

EDIT EDIT: 

if you have anymore information regarding t-stray, please feel free to talk to me. 

[dailymolliarty]

The Mouse and the Spider by I’m Over There: Jim Moriarty gets bored. Molly Hooper gets lonely. They’re just two planets revolving around the brilliant sun that is Sherlock Holmes, drawn in by his gravity. And his light. But everybody needs distractions… 

Song as Old as Rhyme by @wherestoriescomefrom:  Hush, the wind is blowing hard. Be quiet, child, sleep soundly - Or the Dark One will steal your heart. [Beauty and the Beast AU]

Nameless by @wherestoriescomefrom: The first name was expected - even welcomed. The second, on the other hand, left much to be desired. And Jim would never understand what it was about it that was compelling. [Soulmate AU: On one hand, the name of your soulmate, on the other - your enemy. Molliarty.]

The Rose Point Manor:  A young woman struggling in an unjust society takes a break from the theatrics of pretending to be her male counterpart, Mark Hooper, and decides to relax at the quiet but foreboding Rose Point Manor. There she comes to a realization that something far more sinister lurks there than at her morgue back home - Victorian AU

We’re Ancient History:  When Molly Hooper had begun her scientific expedition, she never knew her time on the dig sites would unearth more than the dead.

Forget Me Not:  “This melancholy London - I sometimes imagine that the souls of the lost are compelled to walk through its streets perpetually. One feels them passing like a whiff of air.” What happens when two lost souls find each other? Are they still forgotten? - Amnesia!AU

Capture My Good Side: “Photography is all about secrets. The secrets we all have and will never tell.”

Deus Mortis: "You can hide from the devil, but he’ll always find you.“ - Victorian AU

Face Value: “I’m not sure how to describe this nonsense, basically Molly looks good in a moustache and Jim notices.”

Not a Body Farm: Molly really should’ve known better than to download FarmVille on a criminal mastermind’s cell phone, even if it had been a hilarious joke at the time. Since one day she wakes up in a bed in some random farm in the middle of nowhere, and the deed to the property in her name.

Oh God, Not the Westwood!:  In which timid Molly Hooper must hide a heinous crime from a man who likes to watch a murder take place while drinking his morning coffee.

Life Preserver: “Missing you comes in waves and tonight I am drowning.”

Midnight Edition: The Bittersweet: Pop-rocks can be unpredictable. In an instance, a delight to the senses, or startling painful the next - smut

The Bittersweet:  Even delicious things can be sour, at another glance.

Third Date Syndrome: Long bouts of silence and awkwardness on first dates are inevitable, and for the hundredth time Molly wished she was exempted from it.

We’ll Always Have St. Barts: “I wish I didn’t love you so much.” - Casablanca AU

Apex: Molly Hooper thinks fondly of Jim from IT, but can’t get enough of Jim Moriarty - contains smut~

The Parting Glass: After Reichenbach, Molly Hooper is drowning. She receives a package, request and tradition from a very dead Jim Moriarty. She receives nothing but burdens from a very alive Sherlock Holmes.

Rust and Stardust: “The last long lap is the hardest. I shall be dumped where the weed decays, and the rest is rust and stardust.” - Jim is a ghost, and wouldn’t it just figure that he haunts Molly Hooper.

Wild and Precious: “Doesn’t everything die at last, and too soon? Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?” - How Molly fell in love with a ghost, and tried not to waste her life beside him. She failed. - settled in the same universe of Rust and Stardust

Release: Written for the prompt “Jim fucking Molly so hard and so good that she can’t even get a full word out, only moans and half-uttered curses “: In which Jim surprises Molly after work - contains smut~

A Love Outside of Time: There’s a lot of strange happenings at 2945 S Willow Street, shrieks and screams and moans that have terrorized the neighbors and left the house unsold for generations. Can the great paranormal investigator, Sherlock Holmes, exorcise the spirits living there?

Gifts Given and Received: Sherlock ruined Molly’s Christmas gift and Jim is determined to make her holiday better. - ASIB AU, contains smut~

Cabernet Sauvignon: Written for the prompt “Jim’s ready to propose, but wants the event to be special, and so he hides the ring in Molly’s wine. Molly drinks it down too fast and chokes on the ring”: A fluffy slice of life, where Molly makes Jim’s life just a little less lonely.

Power Dynamic: Molly can’t help trying to control the insanity that is Jim Moriarty. A framework for his mind to lean on, a collar to hold him together, a mistress to keep him mostly sane.

Asphodel: “When you need slightly-less-than-legal magic substances, you seek out ‘Moriarty’s Special Imports and Fineries’. A new branch of Necromancy, pathologist-in-training Molly Hooper returns a set of counterfeit goods and receives a job offer in return.” - Fantasy AU

Her beast feature: “As he studied her from afar, Jim thought Molly’s best feature was her neck. He really didn’t anticipate her reaction to Sherlock beating a dead man with a riding crop.” - Molly x Jim, PWP, set at the beginning of A Study in Pink

Junior: So what’s a beleaguered pathologist to do when the UK’s Most Wanted turns up to visit her cat?

Mr Sex: Jim doesn’t ask her what she likes or what she needs; it’s not necessary. But he asks her what she wants - contains smut

Sunday Afternoon: Sleep with Molly Hooper:  Molly canceled their date at the last minute, but no one messes with Jim’s precisely organized calendar and gets away with it.

Why Don’t You Do Right?:  Seb arranges for Molly to get an extra special, early birthday present. Jim gets to learn something new about Molly. And Molly discovers one of Jim’s deepest secrets.

Club Calavera: Downing five zombies doesn’t give Jim the liquid courage he needs to ask Molly a very important question. It only makes him forget that he and Molly are already together.

Happy Birthday, Jimmy Boy: Jim’s never had a good birthday. Molly’s determined to buck the trend. - contains smut

It’s A Nice Day For a [White Wedding]: The wedding of James Moriarty to Molly Hooper can be nothing less than a momentous occasion. In his speech, their best man recounts some of the juicier bits of Jim and Molly’s journey into matrimony.

Cold War: She had to admit Jim was creative. Who else would think to kill three ice cream salesmen from different towns and attach a one-worded note to each corpse, forming the sentence, “Ready to concede?”

My Persuasion Can Build a Nation: In a world where Eurus had a best friend growing up, she doesn’t go to Sherrinford, nor does she turn out as unhinged as she did in canon. However, she’s still Eurus, and her brothers absolutely forbid her from meeting Jim Moriarty. She’ll just have to fix that, won’t she? Also: Matchmaker!Eurus ftw.

What Sober Couldn’t Say: “(11:23 pm) Drinking again(11:24 pm) And since it makes me too sad to go on my blog anymore thanks to you, I figured it’s only fair you become my new place to vent(11:25 pm) You’re probably not receiving these messages anyway so no harm no foul(11:25 pm) Right?” - Molly drunk-texts Jim over the course of several months.

I Wanna Feel Like I Am Floating: “Now the question is…" He vamp-flipped them over so she was lying down and his body was pinning hers. “Should I tie you up and make you take it, or are you going to be a good little vampire and let Daddy have his way with you?” Jim & Molly’s journey: blood-sharing edition.- Vampire!Molliarty AU, s-m-u-t.

Coffin Shopping: Sebastian could only imagine what the other, mostly ancient customers perusing the store must be thinking of the couple in their thirties, bubbling with laughter and fooling around as they ran about in search of the perfect coffin.

Come To Daddy: Jim failed to see how Molly’s physicality could ever not be arousing. The size of her lips did nothing to detract from how amazing she was at sucking cock. The size of her breasts made it no less fun for Jim to cup them in his hands, tease her nipples into hard peaks, suck on them until she squirmed and made those delightful little sounds. - smuttish ;)

Intention: A take on how the brief but unforgettable office romance between Jim from IT and Molly from Pathology began and how it just might become more than just a simple office romance.

An Exchange: Jim Moriarty comes across a familiar face and realises, from just one exchange, that it is not merely Sherlock Holmes that connects them, but a connection of their own.

A Beginning: Jim Moriarty tries to make sense of new waves of sentiment as his office romance with Molly Hooper transits to become something more.

Interruptions: Molly Hooper is made to face a stunning revelation about Jim Moriarty, but it is her reaction that stuns him most.

An Enemy’s Gift: In the pursuit of his greatest enemy, Jim Moriarty makes an unexpected discovery.

On Fanfiction.net:

Life: James Moriarty is in trouble, so much trouble that he fears for his life. He soon learns, however, he has absolutely nothing to fear, not with Molly Hooper around.

Spiders: Molly and Jim have a casual chat laced with hints of their plans, revealing a side to Molly that both surprises and seduces Jim.

(Re)kindle: Jim Moriarty is perplexed at the lasting impression a certain Molly Hooper has left on him. When his rekindled fascination with her meets an unexpected obstacle, an animosity is ignited.

Other fics:

- The Demon I cling to

- The Anatomist

- What Slinks Unseen (one-shot)

- Safety in Small Numbers (one-shot)

- Heart Shaped Buttons  (one-shot)

- I.O.U (in progress, Season 4 AU)

- A change of clothes (one-shot, smut)

- The Uninvited House Guest

- Home is where (one-shot)

- Danse Macabre (one-shot) mine

- Lay your body next to mine (one-shot, mine, smut, dark themes)

- Symmetry (one-shot)

- Kisses for the Devil (one-shot)

- Descend (one-shot)

- Death and the Maiden

- The Number Is (one-shot)

- The Devil’s Own (warning: dark themes)

- Reality of Innocence (warning:smut)

- Gifts (one-shot)

- Thanaptosis (warning: dark themes)

- Pulse (one-shot)

- Yorick’s grin

- Hades (one-shot)

- Gay (warning:smut)

- Oaths, affidavits and Other Lies

- Brain Drain (one-shot)

- Counting Days (one-shot)

- A conversation starter (one-shot)

- Spinning Tornadoes (one-shot)

- Secret Veins and Arteries (warning:dark themes)

- Watching the world burn (one-shot, smut)

- Death and the Maiden

- Unloveable

- Sweet Dreams (one-shot)

- Frozen Feelings

- Forever and Always

- I will burn the heart out of you

- Choke  (one-shot)

- His Dark Mistress (one-shot)

- He saved the last dance for me

- Exsanguination (one-shot, very kinky smut)

- Almost Anyone  (one-shot)

- No Space between Us  (one-shot, smut)

- Brain Drain  (one-shot)

- Between the bars  (one-shot, smut)

- Troubleshooting  (one-shot, smut)

- Falling  (one-shot, smut)

- Knots in this noose of mine  (one-shot)

- Glass shatters softly  (one-shot)

- Victor, meet spoils (one-shot)

- He kindly stopped me  (one-shot)

- Blow the House Down (one-shot)

- The answer is one  (one-shot)

- Strings  (one-shot)

- Heartbeats in the Dark

- The Fox (one-shot, smut)

- Bad Romance

- Lion and the Lamb (one-shot)

- Red Song in the Night

- The Rules Are (one-shot)

- Molly Mine (one-shot, smut)

- Restless Things (warning: very dark themes + Johnlock)

- Intention (one-shot)

- At the End of it all (one-shot, smuttish)

- An Incorrect Deduction

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