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#yes I made this one to be educational#we need to talk about these symptoms more#and just how disabling adhd can really be#fuck marry kill#fmk#fmk game#fmk poll#poll#polls#tumblr polls#adhd#adhd symptoms#apd#adhd apd#auditory processing disorder#rsd#adhd rsd#rejection sensitive dysphoria#intrusive sleep#adhd intrusive sleep#adhd sleep
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Cat Diabetes
So as you've probably seen, lately I've been considering what Diabetes will end up looking like, both for my rewrite and any herb guide I make. I had been trying to consider how to strike a balance between Human Diabetes and Feline Diabetes... but I'm not sure if it's possible to do that.
Cat Diabetes and Human Diabetes have significant differences.
Human Diabetes:
Type 1 is typically an autoimmune condition where the body destroys the cells responsible for insulin production, usually with a childhood onset. Type 2 diabetes is the body becoming insulin-resistant despite the pancreas still producing insulin, usually with an adulthood onset.
Type 1 is treated with insulin injections. Type 2 is treated with medication, usually metformin.
In human diabetes, Type 2 does not progress into Type 1.
Feline Diabetes:
Type 1 is the total failure of insulin production in the pancreas, it is very rare in cats. Type 2 is insulin resistance or reduced production in the pancreas, it is common in cats.
Both Type 1 and Type 2 is treated with insulin injections. Type 2 can be managed with medication, but this is becoming an outdated practice because...
In feline diabetes, Type 2 can progress into Type 1. This is a significant side effect of oral medication in cats.
So What?
It didn't come up before in any discussions of what to do, but I've been told that it could be offensive to diabetics to show a character progressing from Type 2 to Type 1, even if they are cats, because that is a misconception of human diabetes.
Ultimately my goal is representation. While I WANT my herb guides to be consistent for Warrior Cats and be adapted for feline biology, I will bend those secondary goals in the name of better reflecting the real human people with fake cat OCs these guides are made for.
I wanted to mix the two and strike a balance between Feline and Human diabetes, but the more I work on this and consider every angle, the more I'm feeling overwhelmed and the enjoyment is actively draining out of it.
I'm not having fun imagining disappointing everyone with a compromise that doesn't accurately portray Diabetes in either species.
So I'm going to commit to making a herb guide that reflects human diabetes, and in this case, ignore feline diabetes. It seems like the more requested option anyway.
#I really enjoy the Crooked stuff but I'm not enjoying the creeping sense of pressure around it#I've really enjoyed everyone sharing their experiences btw it was fun and informative#I really appreciate how people came out to explain how to accurately portray symptoms and such#I don't want to disappoint anyone. So it's just going to be Human-esque diabetes#Unfortunately I have to disappoint someone here and it seems like the better option to just forgo feline db#since there's no real cats in my audience to be upset about it lmao#h#It could be the RSD talking#Bone Babble
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I really don’t want to sound entitled or like I’m getting worked up over nothing but like...one of my biggest pet peeves is when you message someone and you see that they’ve read your message and they just DON'T RESPOND
I honestly understand that people may be responding and not hit “send” by accident or just outright forget to respond but...I don’t know it just rubs me the wrong way when it happens so frequently. I don’t think it’s too much to ask for something like a “Hey, I’m busy right now, I’ll message back soon” or “I don’t have an answer to your question right now, let me get back to you”. I feel like if you have the time to read the message, you have the time to send a quick response if you don’t have the time to have a full blown conversation.
And especially when you’ve explained how you feel about it more than once. I’m more sad than anything (having RSD really does not help me), I just automatically assume the worst when I don’t get a response when I know they’ve seen the message...am I allowed to feel this way or am I being dramatic?
#rsd#rejection sensitive dysphoria#pet peeve#idk i'm sad right now#i feel like a burden to this person#adhd#adhd symptoms#i'm not entitled to anyone's time#i just don't know how to not feel torn up about it#i kind of sound like an ass don't i...
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It has been a tough evening. I've been very busy lately and haven't had time to grind up my gearscore, so my dps was too low and my friends just kinda. Dropped me from the static and only one of em has said a word to me since. Totally get it, have not been able to dedicate the out of raid time, and my winning personality can only get me so far. I think they're giving me a bit of space; we've been friends for too long for me to immediately assume the worst. But it has definitely been straight up not a good time.
I wanted to let y'all know that coming here, and seeing y'all on the dash and chatting with y'all in replies and tags, brings me so much joy, and that it really brightened up a very dark night. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.
#tomorrow I will feel better about the situation but it is rather fresh now.#me a person with symptoms disorder: what?? how can i have a symptom?? RSD who???#i will have more time to gpose though :) and it'll be nice to have my nights back#perhaps someday i shall try again as gnb. i'm solid raid mechanics wise it's just the dps part#I think if i can get the rotation into muscle memory i'll have to keep an eye on my bar a lot less than pachinko parse#the mun speaks
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Another update in experiencing the corporate world through the lens of realizing oh shit I really am autistic:
Had to attend a safety meeting today. My manager is going through the ladder safety packet at a rapid fire pace but pauses when she reads the word "rung" one too many times.
"WTF is a rung?" She says "Someone Google it."
"They're the steps." A coworker chimes in.
"Then why not say steps? And why add the top three if I can't step on them?" My manager asks.
"Well, the last three are for your grip," I reason "And they're called rungs because -"
Queue everyone just laughing and my lead leaning over to say "She wasn't serious, she was just injecting some humor into the lecture."
Which, why the fuck did the other coworker get to answer her question seriously, but me answering her seriously was taken as having missed an obvious social cue and deserving of laughter?
Bonus RSD experience: my lead turning to the entire group who is still laughing.
"She's new," he says to the entire staff. "We can forgive her. She's new."
#actually autistic#autism#bonus adhd symptom triggered: RSD#like#its been hours and i have not lost that feeling of wanting to cry#humiliating and for what reason#?
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i think i might have rejection sensitivity dysphoria and that's why i've been miserable all day
#this is like being based off my whole life not just today#reading about the symptoms is like a huge OHHHH#if anyone has experience with RSD and wants to message id love to discuss w someone
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that pathologizing/humanizing post and all the discourse surrounding it is driving me batty if i never see it again it'll be too soon. post block time
#like listen. there is value in translating your symptoms for people who don't have your disorders#there is value in saying 'hey i'm feeling overwhelmed right now' vs 'hey i'm having a sensory overload'#most people understand 'overwhelmed' even if they have never heard of sensory issues#there is value in saying 'i had a knee jerk reaction and felt attacked and overwhelmed and thats why i snapped at you' vs 'i have rsd'#most people understand feeling attacked and angry and upset even if they have never heard of rsd#however i do not think 'humanizing' is the correct word for the act of making that translation#and i dont think its necessarily pathologizing to say 'i had sensory overload' or 'that was emotional dysregulation'#thats just using precise words for things. sort of nd jargon u know#which isnt the simplest way to explain to like. a layperson#and as for the idea that we should apologize rather than explaining our symptoms...like. yeah dude. it is possible to do both#you can take responsibility for snapping at someone and explain why you did in the same breath. it's just easier again if u translate#anyway. fuck that post and its rebuttals. im tired
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all of my Symptoms are so loud rn
#i HATE my time of the month every single sense/symptom of autism/ocd ive got is suddenly 100 TIMES WORSE#i cannot wear anythign that isn't soft any more#food??? awful#NOISES TOO LOUD#AND I FEEL SO UPSET AT ALL TIMES#my rsd (rejection sensitvity) is SOOOO BAD rn#im so buggy rn that i dont wanna talk to anyone/start a conversation#but my brain is taking the lack of conversation/positive affection SO BADLY. SO SO BADLY.#head in hands#i need to sentence myself to watching like shows intended for 3 -6 year olds for like 3 hours or something#do a hard-reset on my brain
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“it’s okay! its fine! *words laced with goodness and niceness* <33 ”
wow ok so basically i’m a failure and a horrible person and i should k-word myself
#maybe its autism#maybe its mabeline#/ref /j#ive been told rsd is a symptom of my adhd#actually#every day im closer and closer to saying sure to taking meds#/hsrs#idk man#i tell myself that caffiene weed and batman will cure my adhd#or at least manage it#Its true im managing#But#could i manage better?#anyways im gonna#turn my brain off#so i dont cry abt the fact im ruining my zucchini’s life#aha
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I think I have rejection sensitivity dysphoria thanks to my ADHD, but idk for sure. Idk all of the correct parameters for diagnosing it, either self or via my therapist, and even after very much experiencing it recently I’m still on the fence about whether or not I actually have it lol
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#correct me if i'm wrong but afaik RSD isnt a recognized diagnosable condition!!!!#i BELIEVE it was coined by ppl w/ ADHD to explain emotional sensitivity#(as opposed to: coined by psychiatrists as an official diagnosis. aka there is no diagnostic criteria for RSD)#RSD is moreso categorized as a common symptom of ADHD! not its own diagnosis!! it's yours to claim baby!!!!#at the same time: official diagnosis isnt a be-all-end-all anyway! if RSD resonates with you.... claim that shit dude 💪 !!!#(plz correct me if this is wrong btw!! i have ADHD and ive done research but that was a minute ago + im open to being wrong)#i have a lotta thoughts on ADHD if u wanna talk anon <33
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NPD BPD combo will make you feel like a starving wild circus animal every time you remember other people exist
#ok to rb#vent tw#it's like. we have a member who has NPD proper as cohost now#so our BPD and NPD symptoms have been combined into one worse thing#and it's baby's first Real Narc Crash and Ive been having RSD inflicted panic attacks every day#and I'm getting really fucking exhausted so the point where Im thinking stuff like 'I wish I could kms rn but that'd be too shitty and I#know this shit has to get better eventually because it has before so Im just#trying to relax#and in this case it's not like I have imo a compelling reason like my friends are all paying a proportionate amount of attention to me#to the energy for friends they have to give like I'm not being NEGLECTED#but I am so attention starved it's actually insane#and if it were just that itd be fine but I'm pmsing and Ive been losing sleep#from a mix of medical issues and exotraumatic nightmares#so I'm just. I'm absolutely Fucking Miserable#and its nobodies fault so instead of getting pissed off at someone Im just pissed off at everyone and no one at the same time#I just want to feel special again but its like. even if I DID feel comfortable asking for more attention#1. It wouldn't feel genuine and nothing my friends could easily do would stop it from not feeling genuine#2. I've been cluster B long enough to know that this stuff has to sort itself out naturally#asking for vallidation can be good at the right times but when I'm wanting to rely on it most thats when I need to find something else#but genuinely IDFK anymore man like I'm too tired to do shit I feel like all of my energy this month has been#STOPPING myself from doing stuff so when I try and think about what I actually Want To Do I feel so obstructed and exhausted I feel like#there's nothing fulfilling rn bc my stupid ass brain is like why find joy in anything if everyone hates you and you don't matter#(<- literally no one in my life has even implied this but. that's just how mental illness goes sometimes)#I just need to hang on until this narc crash is over and my friend groups aren't in the middle of like#2 million different things we're all struggling with stopping us from hanging out very much#I do think this happens every winter though#Ironically I love the winter weather and the rain and cold and gray (idk if I have SAD but if I do it's for the summer)#but I never enjoy the season like I want to because it's the most busy time of year so everyone is stressed out and doesn't have much time#to vibe like I want to so I end up just feeling pretty miserable until the slow time of year when people can relax more#It's usually like
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RSD (rejection sensitive dysphoria) is literally one of THE WORST ADHD symptoms for me.
Like literally, you CONSTANTLY feel like you're and asshole, and nobody likes you, that no matter how much you try, EVERYBODY IS GOING TO HATE YOU. It's feels really shitty when you can't handle any rejection, because rejection means — you're not good enough, you're never going to succeed, you shouldn't even try.
It's also feels shitty because you understand that you think badly about your friends and family, and you can't stop it, and you feer that if they find out that you think that they hate you, they gonna feel bad, or actually gonna start hating you, or feel bad because you think about them like they gonna hurt your feelings, and you don't want it, right? So what do we do? That's right, pile it up until we burst into tears on the floor because nobody likes you....
It's sucks....
#adhd#rsd#rejection sensitive dysphoria#attention deficit hyperactivity disorder#adhd symptoms#life with adhd#anxiety#i feel awful
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22 Symptoms that mean You Might Be Neurodivergent
This isn't universal, and there's a bunch of stuff I didn't know about, but these are some commonalities with some mental disorders. If a significant amount of these apply to you, you should probably do some research and see if you need to get an evaluation.
Planners not being helpful, and developing an irrational hatred of them.
Feeling rejection as much worse than it should be.
Extreme loyalty towards friends.
The phrase "They're so smart, but not applying themself" or any variations.
Music helping your productivity.
Hating random sounds.
Intrusive thoughts about violence.
Interest into a topic to a point where you can just talk, and talk, and talk.
Lack of passion for certain things.
Inability to explain certain things.
Saying sometimes contradictory phrases, eg "I wanna go home" whispered at home during a stressful time with schoolwork.
Advanced classes.
Remedial classes.
Feeling stupid while in advanced classes.
Daydreaming and "skipping" half a math class.
If somebody shows concern about your grades, feeling discomfort.
Not studying.
Hatred for membean.
Uncomfortability with getting rid of items.
Hatred of school.
Making up conversations in your head with fictional characters.
Fear of the psych ward.
#adhd#neurodivergent#autism#anxiety#depression#rsd#rejection sensitive dysphoria#symptoms#self check
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why do miscommunications have to be a Natural Aspect of Human Interaction but also make me feel like a cringefail creature that darwin forgot fr
#[holds up hand] is this rejection sensetive dysphoria#WAIT HOLD ON IS THIS ACTUALLY RSD THO WAIT#bitches be having symptoms and then say ‘but i don’t have it’ LOL#tori talks
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remember when people on tiktok kept saying that the only possible impact ur adhd symptoms could have on ur life were things that had a direct impact on your attention/focus and Nothing Else. and if u disagreed actually u were just misdiagnosed. that was wack
#tell me how my rsd is just bc i can’t pay attention to things. no go on#now i may have autism but even so that doesn’t mean the things u listed r not. adhd symptoms#ted talks
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hey sorry but what the fuck is that one post about rsd doesn't exist and adhd and how the op says adhd isn't a mental illness why are people rbing that
#also rsd may not be recognized in much research but that doesn't mean it's not a phenomenon that happens ???#the claim that it doesn't exist bc it's not as recognized is always so stupid to me#also rsd is not just normal rejection it's literally feeling as though you've been physically wounded like you've been stabbed in the heart#and like you're better off dead#i don't think it's necessarily a symptom or just and adhd thing but A LOT of ppl with adhd experience a reaction like that#that's like saying impulsivity isn't a trait of adhd bc people can be impulsive sometimes without having the disorder#so dumb
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