#roz yaps

[punkrockmlchael]

gareth emerson thoughts from your favorite gareth emerson thot!

thinking about modern!gareth and how you met each other on the internet and became best friends like instantly, always chatting online about music or dnd and about your days.

about how one day you’re texting and he’s had the worst day at school and you’re like “we can call if you want to talk about it.” and he agrees and it’s the first time he hears your voice talking back to him and he’s a smiling and giggling mess by the end of the call just because of you and your cute voice and jokes.

and then one day you see his name pop up on your phone for a facetime call and you look at it confused because you’ve never facetimed before but you answer it nonetheless to see a baby blue eyed curly haired boy staring back at you through the screen with the biggest smile on his face because you answered his call!!

you smile and giggle, asking him what was up and he said something cheesy like “i wanted to talk to you but i kinda wanted to see your face this time while talking.” and you blush and smile more and are literally on facetime with each other for HOURS before you finally agree it’s time for bed.

and from the moment forward you’re facetiming that goofy boy almost every night, sometimes even falling asleep on facetime with each other.

and he’s always talking about you to the hellfire boys and they’re all like “there’s no way this girl exists, gareth.”

like eddie is like “i refuse to believe this until i see her.” and jeff and grant are nodding and agreeing with him.

gareth just huffs and continues on with the campaign they’re doing until his phone rings and he picks it up and sees your name so he answers it to finally show the boys who you are and when you pop up on his screen you’re like “oh my gosh, gareth you’ll never guess what happened at school today..”

and eddie, jeff and grant whip theirs heads around to look at him before they’re all up from their seats surrounding gareth to get a glimpse of you from on his phone.

and gareth is a smirking and smug little boy because yeah, you’re real, and you’re hot. and you’re talking to him.

aaaaaaaaaaa

[theappleofhereyes]

(Roz here!! This is mostly justa general warning. This blog contains really dark topics and images and having babies here is a no-go! So please, if you do have rp characters that are kids/babies, don't send 'em here. Espically if their the innocent type of kid. This blog is the wrong place.)

[onel0gicalreason]

her eyelid drops are the besssst 💖💖

[this-is-a-username124]

This is them to me

[macaroni-stars]

UM SO THE ALARM LIGHT IN THE DEATH SCENE REFLECTING IN PINK WHICH PARALLELS ROZ'S UNCONCIOUS PINK LIGHTING WHEN BRIGHTBILL FIRST SLEEPS ON HER IS FUCKING INSANE ACTUALLY

[kipnchipps]

Just finished The Wild Robot and cried like a baby

But also I haven’t seen anyone talking about the themes of nature and global warming. And how Roz has to understand the animals and their language before being able to communicate and truly engage with the inhabitants of the island? As in. Learning to live alongside nature instead of forcing nature to adapt to you? Yeah I’m broken

[indigo-flowers09]

how did the wild robot go

OH MY GOD

i came in expecting “robot fox and bird found family in a forest” and i GOT “robot fox and bird found family in a forest” but SO MUCH BETTER????

all the spoilers every spoiler

yknow stories that are like “how am i supposed to live after that?” like Undertale Yellow or Brokeback mountain? yeah this is the opposite of that. and that’s exactly what i needed after being hyperfixating on uty for months.

some random thoughts i have are:

HRNRTHHFHFJFJGHTH. AUGH. WHAT DO I EVEN SAY…

i was crying since before the middle of the movie. and i didn’t sob at the ending. it was so good, the strong hard parts made me really cry but it kept getting hopeful again. i just.

I felt so seen by so much of that movie. I’m autistic, raised in a quite dysfunctional family and always depending on escaping with fantasy like undertale and fnaf, so i never had any real friends until 6th grade. Watching Brightbill (a runt) being raised by Roz and Fink (two already outcast members of the island with no friends) all because of their own flaws and accidents made me feel so… real. seen. I’ve never felt so represented. a dysfunctional, loving family, built on mistakes and trying to fit in and fulfill their purpose. trying to find the people they belong with.

Similarly but not exactly the same, the found family aspect. Again, as functional as they can be for a runt goose, a manipulative fox and a hunk of metal. but they were all stuck in a place where they can only try their best and take care of each other. that’s literally me and my friends bro. it’s like finding someone so different that you completely click with after a while. you get to watch everyone change and grow with each other.

one of my favorites things was the titular Wild Robot, Roz. GODDDD WHERE DO I START….

Roz showed up somewhere new, not knowing how anything worked, and just followed how she was programmed. She was feared, hated for just doing what she knew. Eventually she sat and waited and watched and learned what she could. When she woke back up, everyone still hated her. She did her best, she could now communicate, but it led her into a bad spot in which she did what she always knew and ended up, with a little help from others in a similar spot, finding those who loved her. In the end, learning how to connect and helping them do what they needed to led her to connecting with others, and being accepted for being kind by those who were not.

now replace Roz with Indigo and read that again, maybe don’t read it as literally but like. THAT WAS JUST MY ENTIRE MIDDLE SCHOOL EXPERIENCE???? HELLO????

Roz is literally me… autism…….

one last thing because GOD THIS MOVIE IS SO FANTASTIC THERES SO MANY THINGS I CANT EVEN THINK OF EVERYTHING I LOVE ABOUT THIS MOVIEEEEE

the art and music. dear god. this movie is so fucking good at being a movie. the art, environment, composition, EVERYTHING IN THIS MOVIE IS ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS. it’s stunning, every single shot i just wanted to dig my teeth into, it’s such a beautiful movie.

the framing and pacing and music and colors and emotion throughout the entire movie is just phenomenal. everything is just so fucking good.

i wish i could say more but i’d need to rewatch it. i just can’t think about it right now i need to let it soak into my autism sponge brain. expect Axis, Guardener and Roz drawings tonight.

[lumizifluffles]

and my friend is being 𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 again nice nice

[trashcatgallade]

So disoriented over a single fucking event that I had a nonstop migraine for two days and forgot everything. I am going to have an aneurysm at the ripe age of 25

[sifishsticks]

Forcing random mutuals to look at my odd creature (cat alien thing) enjoy

why so sily

gnarp gnarp

[spacerockroz]

about roz

i am an artist! i'm not too good at it. i absolutely adore space, stars, planets, the like! my gender is complex! i am a HSP - highly sensitive person. i like peace and quiet.

what i like:

space

punk stuff

writing

self-expression

music genres folk, ethereal, shoegaze

the colors orange and indigo

greek god stuff

what i dislike:

bigots

loud areas

pop/preppy music

procreate being annoying

[punkrockmlchael]

Do you think modern!Gareth could listen to My Chemical romance?

Idk why but this is in my mind for a couple days now.

- Pretty in pink anon

gareth emerson thoughts from your favorite gareth emerson thot!

oh, definitely. this has also been so heavy on my mind lately as well. (honestly, might write a fic about it, tbh; but, i digress)

my chemical romance, blink 182 (he would have fought someone to get tickets to see blink back together with tom in person, don't even at me), fall out boy, oddly enough i think he would love bowling for soup as well just because they're such fun old men doing something they love and he just dreams of that. he dreams of being able to have fun with the boys and make music that means something to them for as long as he can and i love that.

i also think that gareth would be into more of the modern pop music as well; especially if his girlfriend was into all the girls of pop! (sabrina carpenter, taylor swift, chappell roan, olivia rodrigo) like, his cute little girlfriend is decked out in all pink and is a girls girl and he is right behind her to support her and her girlies of pop.

like, could you imagine gareth strolling into corroded coffin's band practice and he's whistling the tune of juno by sabrina carpenter?

or, his silly little ass would be like, "have you ever tried this one?!" after he does something cool like, spinning his drumsticks in his hands or doing a stupid cymbal crash.

also a firm believer that gareth would secretly be into boybands; and he would just listen to one direction, 5 seconds of summer, etc.

spotify wrapped would come out and eddie, jeff and grant have a variety of artists like metallica, my chemical romance, pennywise, the offspring, megadeth, black sabbath, iron maiden... (you know, the stereotypical music the bad boys of hellfire should be listening to)

and, yeah, while gareth would also have similar tastes to eddie, jeff and grant, his spotify wrapped would expose the shit out of him with like sabrina carpenter at number 3 and the boys would just give him so much shit and he would be like "guys, come on, you know how much my girlfriend likes her, she was using my spotify!"

but really, you weren't, you had your own spotify and gareth just didn't want to admit that he loves sabrina's music as much as he loves listening to megadeth.

[thegrayace]

Successfully spliced a replacement (recycled part from salvage yard) headlight socket to my car. Yippee ! I feel so accomplished

[onel0gicalreason]

DUDE I WAS JUST READING A FIC OF VONTROZ AND IT WAS LIKE THE CUTEST THIS EVER 💞

[ablobwhowrites]

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS GUYS!!! also here's my mega yap session of dc ideas cause my DC brainrot and other fandom brain rot has not stopped.

Thinking about a dc hero y/n who helped people out of a building that was about to be destroyed by a villain but when they get the last person out they are hurt in the process but is then revealed that they are a robot as the heros knew the whole time as the real y/n was killed but their memories are in the robot body they have and y/n has a breakdown realizing they are just a copy of themselves and having to deal with knowing that they aren't real but not knowing batman will have to restart y/n's memory because y/n shouldn't be worrying about something out of their control.

Or maybe a robot y/n who is kinda like robot from robot dreams and roz from the wild robot. they are just this positive ray of sunshine that could possibly not go wrong and yes the bat family (also the other yanderes) do care of them as y/n is irreplaceable but y/n kinda ends up wandering away while helping Alfred grocery shop or something and end up wandering far to then see another robot dismantled and thrown in the trash and this has y/n question 'Am I just a thing to play and throw away?' (I've been listening to A humans touch song to much. I hope I cooked with this idea plus I have been rewatching the wild robot and robot dreams to much.) and is kinda battling the idea that if they where broken even a bit will they be thrown away? Or does the family really care for them?

Thinking of splatoon that has a idol y/n but is a like a octoling or inkling but a different species like remember the sharklings or something like those OC's? Their like that but scared of being in seen in the public so using a virtual avatar of what they'd look like as a octoling or inkling but the other idols know what y/n really looks like and try to encourage y/n to do a public appearance on stage next splatfest (much to their dismay as they like feeling close to y/n) but a fan of y/n ends up accidentally getting a picture of what y/n looks like as then this ends up having y/n's music sold out and merch as people what to see the real y/n.

Also thinking of dandys world and toon y/n who was on a ichor run with a team and when a twisted tried to attack the last toon y/n ended up giving the meanest punch to the side of the twisted's face and rescuing the toon but bro was full of adrenaline as they can sometimes be the smartest to then to just revise the skibidi toilet lore for a hour and to fill a tuba with water to try and play it cause it makes a funny noise. Toon y/n is also not allowed near the oven alone because they tried to test a science theory that if they can turn it up to the highest het then would the cookies bake faster? (Spoilers: the kitchen was replaced as now their toon handler or Cosmo and sprout have to supervise y/n and y/n says their not going to do it again but they don't trust y/n)

[aconstantmonologue]

I just saw Wild Robot in theaters and I am absolutely enamored by every aspect of it.

[YAP SESSION WITH SPOILERS AHEAD]

There were so many beautiful lessons and themes in the whole film that it’s hard to just pick out and label them because doing so would disservice the film in its entirety.

-Roz: From the very start I felt such a strong connection to her. She never really ‘fits in’ anywhere, and faces isolation from those she wants so desperately to form a connection with. It takes her awhile to adapt and understand things outside of her ‘program’, and even then it’s a learning curve for her, change is difficult to process and understand. But eventually she gets to a point where she’s stuck at a crossroads, she still isn’t quite synchronous with the community around her, but they’ve begun to understand and accept her, and she knows that she would be out of place if she returned to her maker. Her love and care for Brightbill and Fink are difficult for her to express verbally, but she expresses through her actions, eventually getting the vocabulary she needs and yearned for. She took her programming, and used it to create a life she truly wanted, not just a husk of a being.

-Brightbill: I saw this film with my dad and my stepmom. My stepmom raised me, she is just Mom for me, but there was a moment where I didn’t understand why I never really got to spend time with my biological mother, and I held a lot of animosity surrounding that for a long time. Eventually I grew to understand that she wasn’t to blame, the situation was out of her control, she simply adjusted her sails to save me, becoming my Mom without hesitation even if it was difficult as first. She was the Roz to my Brightbill, and sacrificed so much of her time to learn and adapt to raise me, and now she has to watch me grow up and live a life of my own.

-Fink: I wasn’t expecting to like him as much as I did, I feel like fox characters tend to fall into a very specific mold and seem flat and under developed. But seeing his growth through the film was lovely. They made it clear that it wasn’t an instantaneous change. He went through lapses where he would self isolate his honest thoughts again, not even sharing them with Roz. But as he spends more time with Roz and Brightbill, he starts to grasp the fact that there are people who WILL care about him with no strings attached. And that he is allowed to get close to others and love them without the fear of it being transactional.

Disability Representation: I was not expecting this at all, and it may not have even been entirely intentional, but elements of this story spoke a truth that rang into my bones as a disabled person. When Roz loses a foot she adapts her surroundings to suit her needs so she can still navigate while training Brightbill to fly. Paddler even makes her a prosthesis to replace the section of the leg she lost. The isolation all three face from their peers for being different and out of place hit so close to home. Being isolated from others because you were “too odd” is something my family and I, and so many other neurodivergent people have experienced, and sometimes you start to lose hope on finding a community that will accept you, until you find them in the most unexpected places.

Going off of that, Brightbill being significantly smaller than the other geese and the criticism he faces for something out of his control was written so well. There are people who will write you, and your capabilities, off without question once they realize that you are disabled and ‘not normal’. He has to do considerably more work and put in more effort to be seen in an equal standing as his able bodied peers. That’s why I think the lesson he learns (along the lines) of “you can do anything I can do, even if it has to look different to fit you” was so important. Disabled people CAN and SHOULD be given the same respect and consideration as able bodied people, and the end result should be the object of value- not the accommodation it took to get there.

I have so many more thoughts but I will contain myself, I do want to see it again sometime soon though :]