#rowan fedorov

[rowanfedorov-2709]

If I may, why do you call zombies nosis or however it's spelled? Is it just like a different word for zombie or...??

yes, where I grew up they told stories of the end times.

Nowis was told to be all of the worlds evil incarnate, they said that they'd eat away till there was nothing left, that those who worshiped him would survive to rebuild..

but that was all a lie and nowis is just a word. my father was a shitty "cult leader" and nothing more.. i mean ill agree it is a strange coincidence he was right, but that's all it is. a coincidence. nothing more..

[rowanfedorov-2709]

This site is so interesting. I've never seen people draw like this. I never seen most anything on this site.

I mean sure back at home kids would draw but it was always seen as something only for little girls. I remember sneaking off to the lake to draw, where my father would never check.

even here on base there's a few people here who can draw, they don't care much for me but I always appreciate their drawing in passing. I've overheard them say it keeps them sane during all this.

I wish I could just tell them it's cool they're able to do that but whenever I speak everyone seems to groan and leave. i guess I ask to many questions.

it doesn't matter. fuck them.

𝑫𝒎𝒊𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝑲𝒉𝒓𝒂𝒎𝒕𝒔𝒐𝒗.

[thehybridsystem]

The Hybrid System

Introduction

we are a 15y old trumagenic DID system! we have VERY STRONG anti endogenic belief, we won't actively harass you but know you fill us with unbridled rage.

we LOVE asks and messages so please please interact with us!!!!

blog rules

don't send syscourse in asks (you won't persuade me)

if you inform me of something please send proof

stop asking me to not use tags, endos just block the tag #anti endo, anti syscourse just block the tag #syscourse.

frequent posters (click name for intro/sideblog)

the main host, Kaz is the most common poster! he uses He/They and is a stray service dog kin along with dhole kin! doesn't know much about the system and is really anxious when talking to ppl

Aspen is our ISH and social protector so he loves interacting! he uses he/him and is black wolf kin:3 Aspen knows almost everything about the system and hes also been dating mxrz for two-ish years now!

Mxrz is our ex-host, its kinda hard to tell the difference between him and Kaz tbh!! Mxrz is a white wolf therian and knows more Abt the sys than Kaz

important posts

Masterlist

How we found out we were a system

our collective intrests

what to do as a suspecting system

our views (in depth) on endogenics

our views on endogenic processes (silly ask we got)

side blogs

collective reblogs blog

silly/positive sys confession blog

Flags and terms side blog (personal)

collective pagan blog

collective therian blog

In character OC sideblog

Userbox blog

Jeff's side blog

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[foxrabbit92]

My Muses & Side Characters List - Update

Joseph Grave - Albino red fox Gabriella Grave - Black rabbit Yana Agapov - Silver marten rabbit Vlad Belov - Hotot Rabbit Kevin - Weasel; made by me, but donutsandpacifism helped developed Adrian - Rabbit; made by me, but donutsandpacifism helped developed Dominick Wilde - fox/rabbit hybrid Vash Grave - Corsac fox; made by me, but donutsandpacifism helped developed Eustace Grave - Red fox; made by me, but donutsandpacifism helped developed Charles Grave & ....... - red foxes Judith, Nicolas, Nathan, Naomi - Fennec foxes Mr. & Mrs. Clawson - wolves Zebadiah - rabbit Alex Craven - Grey fox David Coney - Harlquin rabbit; created by me, but donutsandpacifism helped developed him Rey - Red fox Henry Wolfgang - Wolf Marco - Black jaguar Adler Rubio - hare; donutsandpacifism helped with his creation (Rubio's full sister) - hare; donutsandpacifism helped with her creation Naomi, Alexander, & Malachi - rabbit/hare/fox hybrids Milly - tiger Dean & Zeb - ocelot Drake - black jaguar Vash - tiger Rose & Fred Dholson - dholes Jamie - hare Abbey Wolfgang - tan wolf Fabienne Growley - snow leopard Mikey Wolfard - raccoon/hare hybrid (baby names 3) - snow leopard/hybrids (1 wolf, 2 leopards): Aidan - wolf, Jacob - leopard, ? - (fab's sister) - snow leopard Atacus - black leopard Eric - dhole Derek Redcoat - dhole Derek's wife - dhole Emily Redcoat - dhole Gregory Timber Mara Crypt - Red wolf Sarah Crypt - wolf/rabbit hybrid Peter Crypt - grizzly bear/buffalo hybrid; more donutsandpacifism than mine, but we created him together Jonathan Crypt - dhole/rabbit hybrid Nurse Wright - timber wolf; made by me, but donutsandpacifism helped developed Brandon & Darla Crypt - red wolves Elisha Huff - cougar Roselee - leopard Bogo - cape buffalo Jackson Luckfoot (Jack Savage) - white rabbit with black stripes Willa Luckfoot (Druid) - white rabbit Marcus Luckfoot - grey rabbit Tulip Luckfoot - tan rabbit Lilly Luckfoot - grey rabbit Cecily - artic fox Chloe - artic fox Adely - artic fox Catherine - human Vadim Fedorov- artic wolf Viktor Morozov - artic/red fox hybrid; created by me, but msfovercast helped me develop him (another Russian fox) - artic fox Nina - Black wolf Norman Alcatraz - white house cat; the first name and species were first created by me and donutsandpacifism, but he was scrapped. Later on I brought him back and made a bunch of changes. Msfovercast has helped me develop him. Dellah - timber wolf Dellah's grandmother & father - timber wolves Julia Alcatraz - Black jaguar Einar - enflied (hawk/fox hybrid) Rowan - tiger/wolf hybrid (howler); created by me, but msfovercast helped me develop him Avalon - wolf/rabbit hybrid (howler) Eden & Stella - wolf/rabbit/house cat hybrids (howlers) Lilly Albin - Hare Agatha Weber - hare Jared Ringtail - raccoon. Jimmy Fanglon - Black bear Elsa Clawder - red panda Jeff Corton - Coyote Chris Buckley - Elk Adeline - white tail dear Joey Regal - cheetah Tommy King - lion Balder Beowolf - tundra wolf Zakhar - wolf Ivan - wolf Dillon Fellers Abram Volkov- artic fox Mae Greer- badger Sol Greer - badger/hyena hybrid Galen Greer- hyena

[rowanfedorov-2709]

I don't really know if anyone is even getting these, maybe I'm just crazy and the wifi really is out. but either way i fucking hate everyone else on base.

I have to work while the lieutenant sits on ass and hides from the Nowis.

maybe I'd be better off trying to make my own base? if anyone is out there alone, is it better?

[rowanfedorov-2709]

something I've noticed about this site is that people seem to really like zombies? do you know those things eat people alive? that the world is decaying around us and most of us are fighting for our lives?

before the connection cut they're were broadcasts world wide of these things so why are people posting this? also how are people posting this???

idk maybe this phone is from another world or something? i mean that's fucking stupid but what other explanation do I have?

not to mention everyone talks so strange on here, this is like my Father sent me to the military but amplified by 100. what the fuck is zombie-"core"??

Zombie-core or smth lol

[rowanfedorov-2709]

it's nice being able to use the phone during the day. at least im not worried about getting it taken anymore.

whatever his name is hasn't left his base, says he doesn't wanna get bitten. pussy. i on the other hand spent a few hours fixing the hole in the fence, it still needs reinforcements but it should be good against most of the Nowis ("zombies").

ive also spent a bit figuring out how to use the phone, so that's nice. Ive been taking photos recently. I'll post them soon.

I'm still lonely. send asks I guess.

[rowanfedorov-2709]

hey. the Nowis("zombies") finally left and I'm just exhausted. I spent all day cleaning whatever remains they left.

I collected all the dog tags and placed them on the beds. I don't know where they go specifically but I like to pay my respects.

good news? though, there was one other survivor; I don't know his name but he's a dickhead so I doubt he'll be of any help.

I'm starting to get really lonely if I'm being honest. I mean I've never had friends but I've always had people. now there's just Nowis... if anyone wants to my asks are open.

[rowanfedorov-2709]

Got the charger but other than that the mission fucking sucked.

so around 2nd street I split off to "check the perimeter", I check the residential neighborhoods. luckily there were no Nowis (aka "zombies") but when i connected back with them at Claremont st i realized we were searching a fucking church.

these fucking dipshits kept treating it like something sacred, even after all this shit. they were all just fucking sheep listening to manipulative fucks now they're clinging to whatever pathetic "God" they believe in.

why would "God" let people go crazy cannibalistic? why would "God" put me in this shitty fucking base?

"God" doesn't exist and she never has. it's just a fairy tale your dad tells you to make you behave.

i fucking hate it.

besides what's the point in going to a "church"? when they explained what it was to me it's so fucking stupid. if I did believe I would know a building isn't sacred, it's the land that is. nowhere here is sacred.

this guy understands ^

[cherryschaos]

Thanks for tagging me @riddles-n-games...took me way too long to decide my top 5 and I think I have a type 😅

1) Grayson Hawthorne

2) Rowan Kane

3) Lev Fedorov

4) Thomas Cresswell

5) Kell Maresh

@fangirlysstuff @averysjameson

fictional men

are so fucking fine so whos ur top 5?

me, no order cus i love them all ;

aaron warner

grayson hawthorne

roma montagov

kaz brekker

atlas corrigan

npt ; @reminiscentreader @sunnieshineeeee @catastrxblues @bookish-phile @booksovertherapy @obbsessedfan @darlingod [ id safely bet that youd put cardan from 1 to 5 ] @novas2cool4u @bookish-swiftie13 @f4iry-bell @herondalesbooklover

[rowanfedorov-2709]

fuck it's been a long day but the banging finally stopped and I survived.

i have no fucking clue how. they were banging on my door for fucking hours, I guess whatever it was decayed already.. i wonder what the outside looks like?

I extra reinforced the windows and triple boarded the door, turns out the lieutenant was hording supplies worse than me. this rooms fucking stocked.

i wonder if anyone else survived? I'll see in a week I guess. but till then im staying in here. I cant risk it, not till everything's died down. I can still hear their talking. fuck I wish they'd decay faster.

I'll try to modify the three boards to be removable too so I can have easy locks.

[rowanfedorov-2709]

I don't know how much longer I'll survive. I'm typing this as I holdrthe door to the luientiants room back from fucking Nowis. or zombies or whatevrr the fuck you call them.

i fuckingg dropped the piece of wood thattthey use to block the door. fuck.

i don't know if I'll survive. I don't know if I want to.

[rowanfedorov-2709]

I'm gonna be honest I miss my mom, I wonder how she's doing with the apocalypse. I'm sure she's doing well. she has to be.

we had to work out in the rain today, it made me think of her. she would always dance in the rain, she said it gives krasinya joy. though she was probably just playing along with my Father for appearances. he said he made the whole "religion", or as some of the others call it, the "cult" up.

but it doesn't matter. it's in the past.

[rowanfedorov-2709]

Maybe you should talk to the other...worker? Soldiers? Whoever you're working with. And try to make the base thing a better and more fair place??

no shit but at least I'm not hallucinating this site.

I would if it weren't for the fact I'm being put on fucking scavenger duty for trying to do that last week.

all I did was kindly demand them to give me the keys to the weaponry. they're being too fucking stingy.

honestly sometimes I wish I could just break the fucking walls down and. look Im just mad. besides maybe I'll bring back something to earn their respect? that's stupid, I don't know. my mother always said to look on the positives.. I hope she's well.

anyway, I need to figure out charging. this things at 19%. I'll try to sneak off into the residential areas tomorrow but I haven't seen much of technology since 2025 so my chances aren't high.

[rowanfedorov-2709]

I don't know what the hell is going on. i found this phone on base. I have no clue where it came from? this site seems to be active but the power lines are out world wide so there shouldn't be internet.

either way, Nowis, or like most people call them, zombies, keep trying to get in our base. if anyone has any tips on how to deter them it'd be greatly appreciated.

I don't know how much longer we can hold them off.

[rowanfedorov-2709]

OOC // hey btw this is an ask blog! it's based of my apocalyptic OC Rowan fedorov, He has some weird trauma and is kinda a dick, ask things please or try to start an argument!!!