My toxic trait is that when I start to be slightly less feral about Barto I start to miss him and then I rewatch Film Red (bc I miss him!) and then I fall in love with him all over again.
The cycle repeats.
I endure.
This is my 4th time watching Film Red this year. He is everything to me!
Everytime I think I’m out he pulls me right back in. I don’t think I’ll ever be free of him.
The rvb fandom really been getting their Pentagons hit one after the other for YEARS like first Monty Oum dies, then Burnie leaves, and then the Joel drama, THEN season 16 with the characters, AND THEN season 18 as a whole including a lot of the people who worked on it, THEN the whole company shuts down which means the SHOW gets shut down, so they THEN make a mediocre ending, THEN the website gets taken down, AND NOW THEY TOOK ALL THE MUSIC OFF SPOTIFY I CAN'T KEEP DOING THIS 😭😭😭
just got a unhinged Hangster idea where Jake comes from a RICH family and who moonlights as a contract killer and is a serial killer, who meets completely ordinary Bradley, who is just absolutely drowning in debt, most from his mom's medical care and his university school and is working three jobs and just barely managing to scrape by and doesn't question this rich goes sudden interest in him.
nor does Bradly care when Jake starts insisting on buying him things, or paying for things because he's just so tried and lonely and just desperately wants someone to take care of him.
and who better to do that then a hot unhinged man, who seems to have money he wants to spend and just wants to make him happy?
just. Pillow princess pampered Bradley (it's what he deserves!!!) and service top Jake, who's covered in blood and blushing so pretty as Bradley breathily tells him how good he is, while he rails Bradley within an inch of his life.
After, after, they gave his name to a carrier. The Navy never received so many votes for a single name, but she is brand new, shiny, and bigger than the other carrier. They say it is a she, but they call it USS Thomas J. Kazansky because no other name would fit.
Slider serves on in it the his last few years before retirement, Bradley is there more than he's not and Mav doesn't want to hear that name, see it or even imagine what it looks like. Sarah goes to the launch, and Mav spends the night hugging Tom's pillow and desperately trying to remember the feeling of his husband's arms around him.
Decided to make one of these for Top Gun: Maverick too, you know... to dispel the pain I caused with my last post...
(this is my whatsapp history, not direct quotes from the movie)
(in the first one, I'm aware it looks like There's a 30 min gab between both messages. There is not, my internet just decided that they were going to let me see the message 30 min later)
Watching achievement Hunter in your formative teenage years will have you in ur mid 20’s smoking a joint on 4/20 and thinking abt Ray Narvaez Jr as if he’s the Holy Ghost
I’m just curious, but what is everyone’s personal head canon to why Hangster broke up? I think it’s universally agreed upon that Bradley and Jake were dating/a thing, but there’s a thousand and one different reasons why and whose fault it was.
Personally I can’t really decide on a concrete reason. General ideas why, but no specific reason. Like I think they were in Top Gun together, but that’s not where they became their thing. At Top Gun is where they met, where they started their rivalry, but in a friendly kinda way. I don’t think they were at each other’s throats but I think they were similar to, if not more friendly than Maverick and Ice. After Top Gun I think is where they became their thing. In TGM bar scene, Phoenix says “well he hasn’t changed a bit” to me means they were around each other for more than just a couple weeks in Top Gun. I think they were stationed somewhere together, and that’s where their friends with benefits started.
But other than that, I can decide where it goes from there, or what the tipping point was. I definitely think it was a group effort in their demise, but how and why I just can’t decide on