#rocky lynch imagine

[lifelaughloveharrystyles]

Ross Lynch: givemewhatuwant

*on tour with the driver era 2024*

“Y/N do you know where we are at?” Garrison calls from the back of the bus with all the boys.

The Driver Era has been on tour for about a month now, traveling all over the east coast showcasing their phenomenal songs that they made from scratch. I had the amazing opportunity to come on the tour as one of the equipment managers. This has been my biggest dream in my career, working at “The Doors Rock Shop”. It’s a well known instrument company in Atlanta Georgia where people would go to get a guitar and a crystal at the same time. I got this amazing job with touring The Driver Era with my cousin Poppy who is with us on tour as one of the tour photographers.

“Y/N!” Ryland shouts from the back. I look outside to see we are about to arrive to the venue in Asheville North Carolina. “we are about to pull up to the venue guys!” I said looking to the back of the bus and I see Ross in the hall with just pajamas pants on. “Word! i’m ready to stretch my legs and get out and move.” Ross said stretching his arms looking like he just woke up from a nap.

Ross and I have gotten really close on this tour. i’m normally not on their bus, i travel in a large van behind the bus with the crew. We haven’t stopped talking to each other whether it’s in person while im helping carry his beautiful gibson to him when he goes in for his solos or text. We make these jokes everytime I have to give his guitar to him in a show and I always make a bet with him about how many girls will scream “take your shirt off!”. Secretly I was jealous I couldn’t be those beautiful girls making him smile and shake his hips like that and pleading to take his shirt off for me. Having him as a friend is the best, I just know he could never like me that way. I’m his equipment manager, I lift speakers and drums for a living and he’s a fucking rockstar sex god. I mean look at his recent ex. like how can I compare to Jaz Sinclair. I have to be just a friend to protect myself from that energy.

Everyone ends up scattering across the venue to start their projects for the day. The show starts at 8 so I scramble around to the strings van to transfer the instruments to their spots on the stage so the boys can start soundchecking and tuning their guitars to the songs.

“Y/N why is it you’re always the one carrying the most stuff in the building when Greg is suppose to do that because of your knee.” Riker says from the green room where I walked in with a coffee for myself and him. “Riker i’m telling you Greg is so fucking slow I can’t bear watching him take 45 minutes to set up a guitar stand. I gotta get the shit done so I can actually enjoy myself for the day.” I express to him and i’m frazzled pinging from one corner of the stage to the other figuring out all the wires and amps so they can start their sound check.

“Y/N take a deep breath or a certain someone is going to come in here and see this and raise hell.” Riker laughed as he secretly points in the direction of Ross and Rocky’s green room. I roll my eyes and wave him off not believing a word he said.

Riker thinks he’s slick with trying to hook me up with Ross ever since we started the tour. i’ve seen the small hints of asking ross to come to me when he can’t find the setlist or where his extra picks are. Riker is basically our tour mom, he is making everyone smoothies and making sure everyone is hydrated before every show. Besides Ross, me and Riker have been attached to the hip.

“Shut up Riker before I grab a pair of scissors and cut your bass strings” I jokingly threaten him with a huge smile on my face.

“Oh God Riker what did you do to piss Y/N off again?” Ross said coming out of the side stage with a vintage baseball cap that says “i’m a local celebrity” with a white tee and baggy light washed denim pants. he slings his arm over my shoulder making us sway to the random song playing on the speakers. I look up to see him already looking down at me with that infamous smile he wears. “Nice Hat pretty boy.” i laughed and flicked the bill of the hat. “So which songs are we playing tonight? any newbies?” I smile back at him really hoping he’ll play one of my favorite songs at the show tonight. “Yes Y/N we are playing givemewhatuwant and Natural if that’s what you’re asking.” he chuckles and pulls away from me to pick up his guitar to start sound checking. I squeal and jump off the stage and start jogging to the doors to get the rest of the equipment “YES ROSS YOURE THE BEST” I scream at him and blow him a friendly kiss as I run out the door.

*Ross’ POV*

Y/N is the most precious and loving human I have ever met. she just brightens the room when she walks in. Whether it’s her bubbly personality or just her energy she radiates, it’s one of the reasons why I love having her close by. She makes me feel like life is worth living again. Heartbreak after heartbreak, I felt like love isn’t an option for me anymore. I have thousands of people falling at my feet but it never fills the void of feeling unloved. Hookups and one night stands can only do so much to the point even sex isn’t appealing to you anymore. Ever since Y/N walked into my life, it’s has taken a complete 180. I feel lighter. happier. I wake up excited for the day knowing I get to see and talk to the most beautiful woman I have ever met. She doesn’t compare to any girl I have ever been with or even seen. Befriending her was my first hit in the game and i’m ready for the home run. I want her to be mine. I need her to be my girl. I feel like I can’t live life without her by my side. she completes me in a way I have never felt before. I’m worried i’ll scare her away if I confess what i’ve been feeling inside. I just need to rip the bandaid and just go for it, be a man and express this to this wonderful girl.

*10 minutes before showtime*

*Y/N POV*

“what’s our bet tonight Ross?” I ask him walking up to the band. I just finished helping set up the stage for The Driver Era after Valé’s performance. She did amazing as she does every night. Tonight however the energy feels a bit off. Ross looks like he’s in his head about something and I just don’t know what. Everything went smoothly today and the crowd already has such a good vibe for the night, there’s nothing else to worry about. “Ross? You good?” I asked while rubbing his arm while he looks off in the distance.

“Yeah i’m good, just in my head a bit. Nothing to worry about, probably stage fright.” he has a fake smile plastered on his face to try and not worry me. I know him better than anyone that he is in his head about something and it’s definitely not stage fright.

“Do you need to talk before you go on? you are not good. you can try and fake smile at me but you know it’s not going to work. What’s going on in that head of yours?” I step forward to see his full face instead of the side and look up in those beautiful hazel brown eyes he adorns on his face. he sighs loudly and closes his eyes before opening them he says. “Y/N there’s been a lot of shit going on in my life and ever since I met you, it seems like everything disappeared when you walked in the room. You make me so happy and giddy to the point I get antsy when I don’t see you first thing in the morning. You light up my life and I know we only have known each other for a month but I feel it. My God I hope you feel it too so I don’t feel like the biggest idiot before this sold out show. I like you Y/N, I don’t want to wake up without you by my side. Please tell me you feel the same.” he pleads and grabs

my face in his hands and put his forehead to mine.

“Just shut up and kiss me Ross. I’ve been waiting way too long for you to say those words. I just need your lips on mine before you-“ he slams his lips on mine before I could sentence my sentence. I wrap my arms around his neck melting in his arms loving every second of this moment.

“Ross let’s go! you’ll have plenty of time to make out with Y/N after the show, come on!” Rocky shouts from the side stage making us break away from our heavy kiss. I smile and push him towards his brother. “Lucky for you i’m going to be in the pit with Poppy helping her take photos. I promise to get the best angles, I might sneak a couple just for my entertainment.” I smirk and he laughs and kisses my cheek and runs on stage right on his cue.

The boys are rocking out and came out full throttle. I’ve been helping poppy this show because one of the extra photographers called out and couldn’t make it. I can already feel the energy in this knowing it’s gonna be a great night. “ Y/N why has Ross been staring and smirking at you all night? Did he finally have the balls to do it?” She smirks at me side glancing to the stage. I look up and sure enough he’s staring at me with hooded eyes with his hair clinging to his sweaty forehead. He squats down to my level and curls his finger for me to come closer. I take a step towards him and he whispers “you are making it incredibly hard for me to stop this show and take you backstage to have my girl strip that skirt off so I can fuck that beautiful pussy.” he kisses my earlobe and pulls away before I could even react. my jaw drops and I step back and look at poppy and she’s busting out laughing at my reactions and hugs me and squeals in excitement. She always said from day one that Ross will end up falling over me. I brushed it out because of stupidity and insecurities. Now i’m like ‘fuck she’s right…. again’.

“That man is already planning the wedding in his brain and he hasn’t even gotten in your pants yet. I saw the kiss when I was setting up. “ She says while snapping pictures of the band while they play “Natural”. I get excited and dance and sing along. I decide to tease ross a bit, i shake my hips to the beat and drag my palms up my stomach making my shirt ride up a bit. He notices and bites his lip and tilts his hat down and looks at me with sultry eyes. I wink at him and flick him off. he smirks and proceeds to perform the rest of the song.

The show finally ended and the boys are celebrating in the green room with a couple of drinks. I finished my job for the night when I start searching for Ross to actually start my night. I feel hands wrap around my middle and I instantly melt when I smell fresh body wash and sandalwood. “Let’s go to the bus, I promise to keep my hands to myself” Ross mumbles kissing my neck with his hands roaming my hips pulling me closer to his warmth. I chuckle and turn my head to see his face and tease his lips with mine before I dart towards the direction of the bus. I hear his laughs behind me when I get up to the door to the bus.

he meets me inside and starts teasing my neck again guiding me to the back of the bus. He closes the sliding door and locks it in place. I arch my neck towards him in a way to let him know I want his lips on me. He starts sucking on my neck behind my ear. he kisses all the way to my lips and he slams his lips on mine. I moan and run my fingers through his hair and tug at the ends. He groans in my mouth and starts unzipping my corset like top. I gasp when I feel the cold air on my bare back. The shirts comes loose from my body and falls at our feet. “Beautiful” He whispers to himself when he see my breasts in full exposure. He starts peppering kisses all over my breasts and he cups his lips around my nipple and start sucking to drive me wild. I moan a sound that has never escaped from me before and I tug his face up to mine “Just fuck me already Ross. I need you so bad. Feel how wet I am” I whimper grabbing his hand and pressing it to my core. he rubs his fingertips against the sensitive nub and I moan loudly biting my lip. He shrugs his pants off and throws his shirt somewhere while I undress myself as fast as I can. “I wanted this to be slow and make this moment last as long as possible but I can’t bear anything anymore. I need to be inside you baby.” Ross said as he slips on a condom with a groan. He pushes the tip towards my entrance and I close my eyes waiting for the first push. “Look at me Y/N. I need to see your face” he pleads. I open my eyes the same time he enters me and I gasp at the size of him. He slowly thrusts in and out letting me get used to his size.

“Faster Baby. Fuck you feel so good” I scream as his pace picks up. he grabs my leg and throws it over his left shoulder slamming his hips into the back of my thighs. He presses a hand against my stomach and I moan feeling him deeper inside of me. “Fuck baby I can feel it. My god your pussy is perfect. You’re so tight, you were made for me” He groans fucking me harder making me slam a hand on the window beside me. “Ross i’m so close. please let me cum. fuck baby” I moan in his ear and drag my nails down his back. “Yes baby. Let go for me. Cum all over my cock. Make a mess of me. “ he slams his hips into mine as we both hit our climax at the same time. he thrusts slowly while we come from our highs. I breathe heavily and rest my head on the armrest of couch. Ross slowly lays his head on my breast letting some of his weight fall on me. I run my hand through his hair and just smile wanting this moment to never end.

“Whatcha thinking about beautiful?” he asked slowly pulling out making me wince. “Just realizing how did I get this lucky? I don’t deserve you.” my eyes start tearing up looking at his eyes and studying all of his features. “You don’t deserve me? You got it all wrong baby. You are the most beautiful human I have ever laid my eyes on. We are meant to be here in this moment for a reason and I know down the road we will look back at this time and just laugh and smile about all these memories we have made together. I want to make memories with you forever Y/N. l- I love you so fucking much I can’t hold it in anymore.” He rambles sitting up on the L shaped couch and pulling me to his chest. I breathe in his scent and close my eyes. “Ross, I love you so much it makes it hard for me to breathe. I’ll love you to the day I die.” I look up at him and he slams his lips on mine putting a hand over my heart to feel the thumps of my rapid heartbeat. Our lips move and he slips his tongue in and our tongues dance along together lazily.

We finally had the energy to get up after 30 minutes of lazy kisses and just appreciating the moment we just shared. Everyone comes back to the bus after the celebratory shots.

“So where did both of you guys run off too earlier?” Garrison asked slipping on a hoodie and a crochet bucket hat I made for him in Wisconsin. “I don’t kiss and tell but it was definitely fun for sure.” Ross winks and pulls me to sit on his lap.

“They fucked in the back of the bus. there’s a hand print on the window to prove it.” Ryland said smirking into his tequila soda. I roll my eyes and tap the bottom of his cup to make it spill all over his neck and shirt. “Y/N what the fuck dude!” he shouts snatching napkins from Riker. I laugh so hard I snort and then that makes everyone in the bus have a laughing fit. I lean my head back on ross’ shoulder and he kisses the top of my head whispering “I love you” in my ear. my eyes start drooping and I fall asleep on the love of my life and already can’t wait to wake up to experience this life with him.

[katiascraft]

HELLO LOVERS

I am back officially if university doesn’t kill me or life or love or my mental health :3

Anddddd I’m going to renovate the account a little bit for sure. Also, I’m gonna start writing Ross lynch content soooo I would like you to tell me if you’re down for the ride !!

Leave some suggestions of what you would like to read about him down below in the comments.

I went to a TDE concert last week and now I’m obsessed 🤧 BEST SHOW SO FAR

See u soon my loves

𓆩♱🤍₊˙ 🧸 ♡♱𓆪 ur fav girl catie

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Slap my ass instead

[zendvyaa]

To All The Years I Had Before

A solo para written by Zendvyaa

27. That's where I am now. Not just 'what age' I am. But, where. I know that it might not make much sense, but, it's how I feel. You know what they say; "It's about the journey, not the destination." And that rings true for me. 27 years young today, and I feel like I've accomplished so much more than I could ever imagine.

It all started that the California Shakespeare Theater. If it wasn't for my Momma Bear, Claire taking the opportunity to become House Manager for Cal Shakes - that's what they call it -, then I might've just continued to be a quiet kid. I mean, I went from a shy kindergartener that had to repeat the grade due to just that, to a kid that found the spotlight, and never let it go. Thanks to my Mom being the trouper that she is, taking the job to support herself and my Dad as teachers themselves, I was able to pursue my theatre classes. If it hadn't have been for that, I don't think that I would be where I am. That's just one of the things that I'm so grateful for. I mean, I was even cast as Little Ti Moune in Berkley Playhouse's "Once on This Island" in 2009.

I did so much as a kid. From playing basketball at age six, to dancing in a hip hop dance group called Future Shock Oakland at the age of eight, and my theater classes that I took along the way at Cal Shakes. These things helped shape me into not only the kid that I would be come, but the woman that I would turn into. I can't have one without the other. Basketball, dancing, and acting is apart of me now. Even if no one sees me doing it as much.

'The Effect of Gamma Rays on Man-in-the-Moon Marigolds' was not only a monologue I used to audition for the Oakland School of the Arts, but it was the same one I used when I auditioned for 'Shake It Up' on Disney Channel. Not only that, but dancing helped me land a Sears commercial at an early age with THEE Selena Gomez in 2009. It's crazy thinking about this now, because Selena and I are good friends now.

Things came full circle because a vast majority of the kids that were in that Sears commercial went on to pursue a career in the entertainment industry. Ross Lynch included. And to top it off, my 2009 audition for Shake It Up was originally for Cece, but they called me back to audition for Rocky Blue. My first major network show. My first character I played on tv. I'm so grateful. I still find the working title of 'Dance, Dance, Chicago' is so hilarious. Thank GOD they chose 'Shake It Up' instead. I digress. I was talking about full circle moments, yes.

The biggest full circle was how I went from dancing in the Sears 'arrive lounge' commercial with Selena Gomez, to having Selena Gomez sing the theme song to the tv show that I later became a lead on within the same year. A show about teenagers wanting nothing more but to dance, and wind up dancing in a popular local Chicago show called 'Shake It Up, Chicago!' Not only that, but I was apart of Kidz Bop 15. Also in 2009. I was in the 'Hot In Cold' music video if you're wondering. I don't wanna talk about how they didn't really use my singing voice. Matter of fact, I don't wanna talk about it at all.

Proceeding SIU, I was overwhelmed as a kid. Being thrown into the spotlight like that, and the show doing well was both a blessing and a curse. I wasn't really ready for it. Not like I am now. I mean, I still get overwhelmed, but I think I'm better at tackling those feelings now than I was before. From being on other shows on Disney Channel like Good Luck Charlie, and A.N.T. Farm, to doing many music videos for SIU as well as my own when I started my short-lived music career. The 'Something To Dance For' and 'TTYLXOX' mashup video is still one of my favorites. Oh, and 'Contagious Love'.

My DFTS and ZSwag era…..that…I loved that era. Did I mention on top of being a dancer, actress, and basketball player, that I loved the arts too. I used to draw all the time. If you scroll down my Instagram feed far enough, you are sure to find my old drawings. Not only that, but I loved to sing, and modeling became yet another passion that I started to have. I really blossomed from this quirky, high energy kid to this woman that knows her angles, can flow effortlessly from one click of the camera, to the next. I mean, have you seen the behind the scenes shot of my Vogue Italia shoot in June 2022? Not to toot my own horn, but…going from fun poses as a kid to what I'm able to do now just blows my mind!!!

Anyway, I love fashion. Even when I was in my 'ZSwag' era. Where being a tomboy who could rock high heels was everything to me. I still love that photo I took of myself with a pair of Jordan's on and heels. I look back at it, and laugh. That part of me never left. One minute, you would see me playing basketball, or skateboarding, the next, I was making the most out of the clothes Law and I were given on the red carpet. Which, by the way, were slim to none. No one wanted to dress me. No one at all. Not even during the SIU era. We really struggled for a while. Something really shifted for Law and I between the end of SIU and K.C., because you could see it. I went from wearing clothes from Kmart, to high end couture before I knew it!!I mean. If younger me knew that I would go from being an 'easy, breezy, beautiful, Covergirl', to now being the face of Lancôme beauty, from being the face/ambassador of Valentino, to the House Ambassador of Louis Vuitton, from rocking Momma Claire's handmade jewelry - I still do!! -, to being the face of Bulgari jewelry? Like???? That's HUGE! And I'm now the face of Smart Water as well??? I think she would LOSE IT!!! Just….

And Law… I'm so grateful for his light. He has been through a lot. He got really sick one time, which I won't talk about, but, he made it through. We always talk about how I found him so fabulous when Law worked as a personal shopper in 2011 while I was on 'Shake It Up!'. Things really just fell into my lap. We had a mutual friend introduce us, and the rest was history. Law has been my Fairy God Motha since I was 14, and doing the met as Cinderella and The Fairy God Mother in 2019 was by far, my favorite moment. I got to share that with him. Like…. I wouldn't be such a sought after name in fashion has it not have been for Law. Let's keep it real. I may do my own makeup for events, but Law keeps me together with the looks. I'm so happy to have him as my Creative Director. I will always support him in his career. Whatever he decides to do. We are thee dynamic duo, after all. As much as I love fashion, and although I did style him for Canada's 'Fashion' magazine, I just don't think I could exist in fashion without him.

After Frenemies, Zapped, and the success of SIU, I started to make my exit as a Disney star. Disney Channel asked me to come back, and Ieveraged that in telling them that I would only come back to Disney if I would be made as executive producer in whatever tv show they wanted to do next. That tv show being 'Super Awesome Katy', being renamed to K.C. Undercover. There was no way I was going to be on tv being called 'Katy'. No. 'K.C.' was just fine.

Sometime after that, I was able to land the role of Michelle "M.J." Watson-Jones. Keeping the secret that I was about to become the new MJ of the Marvel Cinematic Universe was one that was very hard to keep. But unlike the guy who plays the friendly neighbourhood Spider-Man (yes, that was intentional. Yes, I'm still brushing off the London that rubbed off on me. Hush.), I was able to keep a secret. That to me was such a massive role to land. Even though I might not be an important character to some people, I'm speaking about it, because although I left Disney Channel to technically still work for Disney through Marvel, Spider-Man: Homecoming helped lead me from K.C. Undercover to Euphoria. Which, is the show that I'm apart of now.

Anyone who knows me, knows how much of a Beyoncé fan I am. Being in the 'All Night' music video in 2016 is the biggest accomplishment for me. I met someone whom I've looked up to for years, I got to star in her music video!! And I know y'all have seen my Yoncé car dance video. I was acting up with Darnell when Renaissance dropped. There are several videos out there with me cutting up and having fun with Darnell, my personal assistant since K.C. Undercover, or by myself. Don't play with me!! The set of the 'All Night' music video was also where I met Amara and Chloe. Even then, I knew those two were destined for greatness. If I could have Beyoncé as my mentor? I'd be fainting every time we spoke. They're so blessed. I love those girls. They're really doing amazing things as a group, and as individuals.

Immediately after HOCO, I stayed in New York to Film The Greatest Showman, aka, TGSM with Hugh Jackman and Zac Efron. I had the time of my life. I mean…. the training I had to do to portray an aerodynamic Circus performer was intense. I hate exercising. Which, is something I remember mentioning in my 'Zendaya' app when that was a thing. When it comes to work though, I suck it up, and do the training. I like learning new things, pushing myself, and making each role believable. Anne Wheeler was pretty scary though. Performing trapeze isn't easy, but I just know she's working her butt off in the air to this day with Phillip Carlyle by her side. Aerodynamics is scary, though. I won't lie. And the music in that film? Ugh! Phenomenal. Benj Pasek and Justin Paul really deserved all the awards for what they created.

Voicing Lola Bunny in Space Jam: A New Legacy was very fun for me. I got to voice my favorite character, who wasn't sexualized. I love Lola, I really do. I love that that made her more about her passion, which is basketball, then to make her this weird sexualized cartoon. Thank God that at least in that film, she wasn't. Focusing on her craft and passion for basketball was far more important and meaningful to me seeing as I was a basketball player when I was younger. Yet another full circle moment.

I won't go through literally every tv show or movie I've been in. My point is, I'm grateful and blessed to have experienced all of them. I however, am vastly disappointed that the two films I was a lead in, Dune 2, and Challengers have been moved up to 2024. I obviously am in full support of the writers and actors strike of course.

Especially as an actress myself. I just wish that I could've gone to the Venice Film festival this year. I miss Venice. That's all. I do think it's rather ridiculous that writers and us actors have to beg Hollywood for fair pay. It's disgusting, but I will talk about that another day. 2024 is going to be here soon, and I hope everything gets resolved by then. I don't really know where Euphoria stands. I could go without the show coming back for a third season, really. I miss the cast and crew, of course, but with the writer and actor strike going on, and the fact that we won't have Angus Cloud there…. I just don't know what's going to happen there. I don't think it'll be the same. And that's okay.

Getting to be apart of Project Backboard a few days ago really hit home for me. I miss playing basketball for fun. I hope that the kids at Oakland Middle got something out of that more than just a 'wow factor' of having 'a celebrity (or two) at their school'. I just want to help nurture the children of our future to become the people they want to be. Following your dreams should be at the forefront of all that they do. I just hope that I was able to help give back in some way. Oakland will always be in my heart. I grew up there, so I will always go back, wanting to help, wanting to be a light in some way.

I still can't believe that I won my first Emmy at 24! I was blessed with the award for 'Outstanding Actress in a Drama Series' for Euphoria back in 2020. That was the craziest night of my life, knowing that I could win or lose, and the people who had the awards were standing outside of my house, waiting for the announcement. And two years later in 2022, I won the same award again for Euphoria season two. I'm so blessed to have just been in the same categories as the amazing women on both nights!

Right now, I'm just chilling. I still have my home in California. I do miss London, and I will miss the home I picked out with my ex, but I sold that months ago. I moved on, and it's time to keep pushing, keep working, keep grinding. There are always projects being worked on behind the scenes. Most of which are modeling jobs as an ambassador for the businesses I mentioned like Lancôme, Louis Vuitton, Bulgari, and Smart Water, they keep the lights on. Aha. Some things that I'm working on, I keep to myself. My fans know how private I am. They know what's up. If they need to know something, they will. Some things I can't share due to NDA's and things of that nature, but some things I like to keep to myself, because I love the element of surprise. You'll never know what to expect from me.

As I said, it's about the journey, not the destination. Being so young, and accomplishing so much is just…sometimes, I can't believe it. It's crazy. I still have so many years to go, and I'm not stopping soon. 27 cycles around the Sun. Many more to go. So to all the years I've had before? You ain't seen nothing yet. Happy mother fucking birthday to me!!!

Xoxo, Zendaya/Daya

~ Archive Edition via twitter.

Alright. I know that this isn't your traditional 'para', nor, is it how one is "normally" written. I really tried my best to write a para almost story-like. But, it wound up being like a letter from Z to Z, from the older Zendaya, to the younger Zendaya. Or technically from me, about Zendaya and everything she's accomplished, really. However you wanna look at it. She has done so much since her career started, and I just wanted to showcase that she has come so far.

There's no secret how much I love Zendaya. If you read everything prior to this, you should know that she's my favorite (vegetarian) Virgo. As a Scorpio myself, I love me some Virgos!! I used to rp as Lauren Keyana "Keke" Palmer years ago, another Virgo, and I love Michael Jackson and Beyoncé as well.

A bit about me; I used to be a big Selena Gomez fan. But, I think it's crazy that Zendaya was someone I thought of as 'cute' while I was in high school during Shake It Up!, but I didn't realize until much later in life that she was one of the many kids chosen to be in the nationwide Sears commercial casting that happened. I remember hearing about that, wanting to go so badly, but I didn't have the money or transportation to make it to any auditions sadly. And looking back at the videos now, as I was pulling references left and right, it looks like they wanted actual kids, not teenagers. ;-; Anyway…

I do appreciate you all if you read this far. I really do. I may not talk much to anyone, but that's just because I'm so used to being a lone wolf and an outcast. That doesn't mean that I don't care for anyone of you that I follow. I hold a lot of you in my heart, and think about you often, I just, again, am so used to being alone/lonely/a loner….. bad habits die hard, for real. But I do make it my business to show love when I can. Because even though I may not talk much, all I wanna do, is show love, and give love in return, because it's what I desire to have the most. Love.

I have a few fanstagrams dedicated to Zendaya. I even attempted to make a separate fan account on twitter that was actually a fan account and nothing more, just so I would look 'normal' to the Zendaya fans that follow me, but I simply couldn't do it.

'Zendvyaa' is my home, you know? It's where I show my love that I have for Zendaya as a fan, and as a writer who just wants to write; I choose to rp as Zendaya too. If you don't like it, can't get behind it, or whatever. That's fine. But if you can't understand that I too, am a fan of Zendaya, that just shows it in a different way? Then my account really isn't for you. I don't mean to be rude.

Anyways, I do plan on writing an actual para soon. I have these feelings that I want to write as Zendaya/Daya, that I want to get out soon. I hope that when it does come out, you all show kindness, love, and understanding.

Happy 27th Birthday, Zendaya!!! <3 Thank you, Daya's writer. <3

[lovemurphythe100]

Imagine spend 4 of July with one these guys

1) Kol Mikaelson/Nathaniel Buzolic

2) Chris Wood

3)Adam Milligan/Jake Abel

4) Simon Camden/David Gallagher

5) Luke Hemmings

6) Rocky Lynch

[tomhollandandtessa]

Spontaneous road trip with Rocky

A spontaneous road trip with rocky would include

Being bored one day when both of y’all are free

“Rocky let’s go drive I’m bored”

Deciding to go to the beach

Getting really excited about it

Stopping at a gas station and buying a ton of snacks for the ride

Taking turns playing music

Playing his music and asking “have you heard of this band before?”

“You know what? I don’t think I have”

Finally getting to the beach

He busts out his guitar and play some on the beach

Totally starts showing off to you

Eventually putting up the guitar and watching the sunset together on a blanket

Once the sun sets cuddling up to him and watching the stars

Kissing the other everytime there’s a shooting star

Pretending to see them just so he can keep kidding you

“OH THERE’s ONE”

“Where”

“Uh somewhere....in that general direction”

“Rocky you’re not even looking at the sky!”

Deciding to go back home when it gets late

The vibe in the car is totally different in the way back

Playing mellower and kinda calm music

Everything is just serene

You end up falling asleep in the car

he insists that you stay over Bc you’re too tired to drive

Falling asleep in his arms

Aye there ya go sorry I forgot to post this I’ve been going through some stuff! Send in some more requests for me to work on! Anyways I hope ya liked it anon

[girlwiththestories]

Cuddling - Rocky Lynch Imagine

Note: All Twitter handles used here are fictitious.

You ready?“ you asked Rocky who was sprawled in the corner of the couch looking at his phone.

"Frick,” he complained, looking up. “I don’t feel like filming right now.”

You busied yourself with a few last minute settings on the camera. “I know. But we’ve been through this before. The fans have been begging Rydel to have us make a video for months. They’re dying of curiosity about what the perennially single Rocky Lynch is like in a relationship.”

Rocky quickly slipped his phone in his pocket. “Because they’re definitely not freaking obsessed with our every move.”

“Just one short video, and we’ll be done. We won’t do anymore unless you want to,” you promised him. “And Rydel’s chosen the questions carefully. There’s nothing to worry about.”

“What did you do to the questions, Delly?” he called out to Rydel who was in her office most likely editing some other video.

“Nothing,” she yelled back. “I only picked the best.”

You put your finger on the shutter of Rydel’s camera. “Shall we get started then?”

“Okay,” he said reluctantly.

“And action.” Just after you started the video, Rocky stuck his tongue out, making you laugh. “Stinker,” you groaned in feigned frustration inwardly breathing a sigh of relief. This was actually good. Rydel could edit this out, and Rocky was already enjoying himself.

You took a seat on the cushion beside him. “Hi guys, I’m ______, and this is my boyfriend Rocky Lynch.” You stretched out your hand out to point to him. “And today we’re going to be answering some of the questions you’ve been asking Rydel on Twitter.” You turned to Rocky. “You ready?”

“Yeah,” he said unenthusiastically. “Bring it on.”

You pulled out your phone and brought up the list of questions Rydel had emailed you. “Question number one from @_rossdahmer is ‘do you prefer cuddling on the couch or a dinner date?’ I’m guessing they’re asking that because you’re known as being like the world’s cuddliest guy. I’d say dinner date although I’d prefer one at home because I don’t really like restaurants. What about you, babe?”

He gave you a sideways glance. “Well,” he said slowly. “I always like when we cuddle on the couch.” He slung his arm around you pulling you close and addressed the camera. “_____ always says she’ll get bored when I suggest we cuddle, so I have to come up with my ways to get her do it. She’d never admit it, but she secretly loves it,” he said with a laugh.

“Hey,” you scolded. “You’re making me sound like a terrible girlfriend. I can’t help that I get bored thinking about cuddling. Here,” you said leaning into Rocky and setting your head on his shoulder. “Is that better?”

“See?” You heard him whisper. “I’ve got ways.”

You laughed and sat up a little as you prepared to read the next question. “Question number two is from @riker_is_2bae. 'Who said I love you first? And where did it happen?’” You looked up into the camera. “Yeah, Rocky said it first. We were walking along the street downtown on a date, and we got to this spot where you could see all these pretty lights in the distance, and he told me he loved me.”

His hand found yours, and he intertwined his fingers with yours which in Rocky language was him telling you he loved you. “That was the one competition I shouldn’t have won. I could tell you were ready to say it a few months before that, and I really wasn’t expecting you to be able to keep it in for that long. I kept thinking you were going to say it, but then you surprised me by waiting and making me go first.”

“I just wanted you to be ready. I knew you’d say it when you were ready and not a second sooner…Okay, on to question number three. This is one is from @ryrygirl. 'What is your favorite way to spend time together?’”

Rocky laughed. “Cuddling on the couch for the reasons mentioned above. Plus, ____ is like the world’s best cuddler even if she won’t embrace the title.”

You elbowed him gently. “Enough with the complaining. I’m cuddling with you right now. You have no room to complain.” After a moment, you continued. “I’d choose anytime we get a chance to sit and talk. You might not know this…” You patted Rocky’s leg. “But this guy is pretty darn brilliant. It’s always fun to know what’s going on in that head of his.”

Rocky put his hand to his cheek and spoke in whisper. “Plus, she loves the sound of her own voice.”

“No, I do not,” you argued. “That’s not true.”

“It is too,” he said quietly. “Don’t tell her, but I love it too so it’s all good.”

“Moving on,” you said letting go of Rocky’s hand. “This next question is from @rosskuala. 'Who is the better cook?’”

You paused momentarily, and Rocky jumped in. “That’s an easy one. _____ is such a phenomenal cook, and she always makes enough for seconds.”

“Aww, thanks, honey,” you said, “but don’t sell yourself short. He makes like the best barbecue chicken and cherry chocolate cake ever, and listen, ladies, he can actually read a recipe. So I can send him a recipe, and by the time I get to his place dinner is well on its way. He’d just never tell you that because he’d rather be mixing up a new tune.”

“True,” Rocky agreed with a chuckle.

“Ooh, this is a good one,” you began. “@rockyenthusiast, sounds like I could have that username,” you joked. “Asks 'do you remember the day you first met?’”

“Do I remember the day we first met?” Rocky began. “Yep. You just seemed really down-to-earth and ready to take everything in stride, and I really wasn’t expecting that. It was so refreshing.”

You laughed. “Good thing you couldn’t read my mind because I was totally totally freaking out to meet you because I definitely hadn’t been daydreaming about meeting you for we-won’t-say-how-long.”

“She’s full of surprises, this one,” Rocky commented rocking you gently. “There’s never a dull moment with her.”

“The next question is from @emilyr5. 'What’s the dumbest joke you’ve ever heard the other one say?’ I’ll go first. I can’t think of one because Rocky’s always so freaking funny and never fails to make me laugh.”

Rocky smiled. “Well, it’s not really a joke, but sometimes when _______ is really tired she’ll say ridiculous stuff. Like I asked her where Costa Mesa was, and she said that she knew it was someplace. But then we both laughed…so.”

“Ladies and gentleman,” you laughed. “I’m not sure if we just like dumb jokes or if we’re actually exceptionally hilarious. Comment below.” You pointed downward with both hands.

You looked at the next question. “No, we’re not going to do that one,” you said.

“Let me see,” Rocky said.

“No,” you replied scrolling down.

“Please,” he begged. You pulled your phone over and let him see the question. “Hey,” he said after reading it. “That’s not so bad.”

“Okay, I’ll ask it, but let it be known you’re treading on some dangerous ground, Mr. Lynch.”

“Bring it,” he said smirking.

“Okay,” you began. “The next question from @amoar5 'is what does ____ do that makes you annoyed Rocky?’”

“Well,” Rocky said with a mischievous twinkle. “She says that she doesn’t want to cuddle and makes me sit on the couch by myself.”

“Like they’re even going to believe you when I’ve been cuddling with you for the whole video?” You put up your hands in surrender.

“She’s putting on a show for the camera,” Rocky whispered with his hand to his mouth.

You scanned through the questions hoping to find something you could use to get back at Rocky. “Oh yeah,” you said when you found the perfect question.

“Sounds suspicious,” Rocky replied scratching his beard.

“The next question is from @_____forever,” you smiled secretly loving that the fan had used your ship name as a handle. “When is Rocky going to propose?”

“How do you know I’m going to propose?” Rocky asked in mock seriousness. “We’re currently a planning mutual split that will leave you all broken-hearted.”

“Rocky,” you groaned feeling frustrated that he had gotten you worse than you had gotten him.

He was serious when he spoke again. “No, but seriously we could elope or ____ could propose or things could stay as they are. You never know.”

You were pretty impressed with that save, but when was he not articulate? “Rocky Lynch at his finest keeping you guessing. So that’s the end of the questions, I’m ____, and this is Rocky lynch. See you all later.”

You jumped up and walked up to the camera. “And it’s done,” you said turning off the shutter.

Rocky smirked. “Payback time.” You didn’t even wait for him to get off the couch to make a run for it.

“Rydel,” you screamed running to her office.

“Your boyfriend, your problem,” she said nonchalantly looking up from her laptop.

By then, Rocky had caught up to you and grabbed your wrist. “Come on,” he coaxed. “You knew you had it coming.” You stood there for a moment letting him taking you in his arms and carry you back to the couch where he set you down.

He sat down momentarily before going across the room to where Rydel kept her white fleece throw. You stood up to get back at him. Although you were as silent as possible, before you could take a single step, he spoke. “Sit back down,” he said without turning around. “Stay.”

He came back and sat down next to you spreading the throw over the two of you like he always expertly did. He sighed contentedly as he put his arms around you. “I love you, ______.”

You turned sideways to lean your head on his chest. “And I love you too,” you replied. There was no way you were ever going to admit it, but cuddling with Rocky was always better than you imagined because you always knew that there was no where else he’d rather be than holding you in his arms for as long as you’d let him.

[bts-hyperfixation]

So I was at the driver era concert tonight so no writing got done.... Making tomorrow a double creature feature.

In the mean time check you haven't missed any and enjoy this video of half naked Ross Lynch

[idkhyuck]

My apologies for being a little (LOT)  late with this but here’s the request. 

“ Do you still write r5 imagines? If so, could you write me something where I'm Rocky's girlfriend and he's texting me or facetiming me while he's off on tour?”

  You sat there knowing the phone would ring any minute now. Rocky always made an effort to facetime you at the same time in your time zone regardless of where he was. You yawned, the familiar ring tone startling you fully awake, you quickly swiped open to see rocky smiling back at you. 

“hey darling!” He said excitedly. “how’s things?” was how he always started your facetime calls. “Hey babe!” you said “great, now that i’m talking to you.” you’d tease, then start into what you did that day “I went to target with (your Best friends name) she said she was only going to get one thing before we went to see a movie. We were in there for three hours! we missed the movie completely!” 

“I’ll take you to see it when i get back.” He said smiling “Only three more weeks!” 

“I know! I did a little redecorating, you’ll love it, i’ll have your favourite meal waiting for you when you get in.” you smiled at rocky through the screen 

“sounds perfect, i don’t want to leave the house for at least a week.” He laughed “We’ll spend that week together catching up.” He smirked 

“What kind of catching up are we referring too.” You laughed 

“The best kind.” he smirked

“oh?” you asked “and that is?” 

“you’re just going to have to wait to find out.” He said “little miss impatience.” He teased.

“So what was the show like?” you asked 

“Great, great crowd, great energy.” He said “only thing missing was you.”

“aww you big sap.” you teased “well i’m just over here having the time of my life.hardly noticed you were gone.” 

“I’m sure.” he said “have you checked mail? i’m waiting for some stuff.” 

“no i’ll check it tomorrow.”  

“I Miss you soo much, i’m going to let you go just incase we lose connection. Reception is always so messed up when we leave a state. i’ll text you tomorrow! and facetime if we can. I love you!” He smiled 

“I love you too.” you sighed

“okay sleep well, good night.” He said then he was gone. You fell asleep that night ignoring the coolness of his side of the bed.

Your alarm rang, scaring you out of a wonderful dream of a concert date with rocky. you sighed a reached for you phone a text  sitting there from an hour ago “Check Mail.” 

“yup right away.” you replied to rocky. What the heck could he be waiting for?” you asked yourself as you put on one of rocky’s infamous button up shirts over your pajamas and trudged to the doorway, a box sitting on the step just as rocky had anticipated only it said “To my sweet (Y/N)” how sneaky. you smiled to yourself and rushed inside to sit on the couch. your text tone pinged 

“you get it?” you snapped a picture and sent it to him.

“open it!” you got back instantly 

you pulled the tape off the top of the box and opened the flaps to reveal an bunch of brown packing paper, you sent him a picture with a question mark, to tease him a little. you pulled the wads of paper out to reveal a CD. 

“songs about (Y/N) because tour makes me hopeless romantic apparently?” was written on it in black marker. this gesture alone was almost enough to make you emotional, Rocky loved you and you knew that, He showed it in his own special ways, his reserved ways were what attracted you to him in the first place. you loved the way he was romantic in his own ways. you loved how your love had grown, how he never stopped surprising you with the ways he showed his love. you text him a picture of the CD in your hands with the crying emojis. 

“I knew you’d like that!” He replied with a smirk emoji. 

“what else shall i find in the majestic box?” you sent back with a selfie of you making a thinking face. then went back to digging in the box, there were a bunch little things from (Insert favourite fandom(s) here. you sent back a selfie of you covered in all the gifts on the couch.

“keep going!” He said. you went back to the box and saw a little chiffon baggie in the corner. You picked it up and opened it you pulled out a little bracelet that had four guitar picks on it. one had your name and the year you were born on it, then second one had the day you met on it,  another had the day you moved in together and the fourth had Rocky 1994 on it. a tear escaped as you put it on. 

he sent a selfie of him wearing the exact same one with “Here’s to many more guitar picks.”

You replied to him telling him how much he meant to you and how much this all meant to you. he responded 

“i know darling, It’s why i do it, i love you and love making you happy, can’t wait to see you in three weeks. gotta soundcheck but i’ll see your beautiful face on my phone screen later tonight!” he had replied. “oh and let me know how you like the CD!” he said.

you went up to your room feeling like the most special girl in the world, and just maybe you were because you had the love of Rocky Lynch 

A/N SO THAT TOOK A REALLY SAPPY TURN I’M SORRY IF THAT’S NOT WHAT YOU WANTED BUT REGARDLESS I HOPE YOU LIKE IT AND SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG! 

[ilovethewayyoulovemelikethat]

Always Together (Slight Sexual Content)

Type: One Shot | Imagine about Rocky Rating: Rated R for slight sexual content Word Count: 2,688 Enjoy! I stood in line as I waited to get my ticket. I just wanted to go down town to meet up with my boyfriend. It seemed like it took forever but I finally got my ticket and I was on the train. It was about a three hour ride and it seemed like the last 30 minutes lasted forever. I finally got off the train, pulling my jacket closer as the breeze started to pick up. I could see him pulling up in the parking lot, I ran towards his car. He got out holding his arms open for me as I embraced him. He squeezed me tight in his arms as I wrapped my arms around his neck. It had been way to long since I've been with him, I just loved being in his arms. He pulled away slightly tilting my chin up kissing my lips slightly. I smiled against his lips as I kept the kiss between us, keeping my grip on him. He finally pulled away from me, opening the car door for me. He took my bags and placed them into the trunk before returning to the driver seat. I closed my door pulling the seat belt around me, he started the car allowing the heat to warm us up. I grabbed his hand lacing our fingers together as he started to drive. He focused on the road driving back to his dorm. I undid my seat belt as he got out of the car grabbing my bag out of the trunk. He opened the door for me, reaching for my hand. I grabbed his hand as he helped me out of the car, we started walking the hallways. We stopped at his room, he opened his door allowing me to enter first. His roommate was away for the weekend so I had Rocky all to myself. "All to our selves" I smiled. "Yea, you are all mine" he smiled. "I'm sure you love that" I placed my arm around his neck. "Whenever I can have you to myself" he smirked as he leaned down peeking my lips slightly. I gripped his sides as I looked up at him. Standing on my tippy toes kissing his lips softly, his hand against my neck. He leaned his forehead against mine as he pulled away. I looked up at him, knowing it was just him and I was the best feeling. Every since we finished high school life has gotten crazy, and we didn’t have much time for us. Someone how we still made it work, I guess our love was strong enough. He moved his hands down my sides gripping my hips in his hands. I smiled as I looked at him, I couldnt believe that he was actually in front of me. It was the longest 6 months of my life, being away from him it was like a piece of my heart was missing. "I love you" he wiped his thumb over my lips. "I love you" I smiled at his touch. "Im sure you have had a long day, want to get some rest?" he asked. "Sure" I nodded. I took off my jacket laying it over my bag, slipping my shoes and pants off before getting into bed. He smiled as he watched me get ready for bed, slipping his pants off. He made his way over to the bed turning the light off, climbing into bed. I snuggled right up to him resting my head on his chest as he pulled the covers over us. He held me close to him through the night, it wasnt until morning when he let go. He slipped out of bed making his way down to the cafe. I was still asleep when he returned with breakfast, he sat down on the bed rubbing my leg slightly. "Wake up sleppy head" he spoke softly. "I dont wanna" I groaned as I turned over. "I got breakfast babe" he smiled as he watched me. "Fine" I sighed as I sat up in the bed. He handed me my breakfast and my coffee. We sat on his bed eating breakfast together, trying to make plans for today. We had no idea what we wanted to do today. As long as I was with him it didn't matter what we did. It was still summer time so we finally decided to go to the pool. There was one close to campus. After I ate my breakfast, I opened my bag going through my things. I finally pulled out my blue bikini and shorts, I went into the bathroom to change. He had finished eating his breakfast by the time I returned to the room. "I forgot how beautiful you are" his eyes wandered over my body. "Why thank you" I grinned. "I'll get ready and then we can go, " he smiled. "Alright babe" I leaned over to kiss him softly. I pulled my hair up in a bun as he got ready. He grabbed my hand, intertwining our fingers as we left his room. I followed him to where the pool was, there wasn't many people here. School didn't start for at least another week, Rocky just chooses to stay here instead of coming home. I placed my bag down at a table as I pulled my shorts off. He pulled his top off, reaching for my hand. I grabbed his hand moving towards him, he rested his hands on my hips. I could tell what he was trying to do. I placed my hand on the back of his neck, gently gripping it as he moved us towards the water. He tried to throw me in but I pushed him in. He crashed into the water soon coming up for air. I stood there laughing as he started to swim towards me. He splashed me with water as he started to laugh. I sat down on the edge, allowing my feet to go into the water. He swam up to me, placing his hands on my legs pulling me in. "Hey" I said as I came up for air. "You had it coming" he wrapped his arms around me. "Maybe" I rested my hands on his shoulders. I stayed close to him as he pressed me against the wall. I wrapped my legs around him as he kept his arms on my sides. I peeked his lips lightly, making him smile. He placed his hand on my chin gently titling it as he leaned in allowing his lips to linger against mine. I smiled into the kiss as I moved slightly allowing our lips to meet. He gently tugged at my bottom lip, he know how that drove me crazy. I rested my forehead against his as I pulled away from the kiss. "Why do you do that?" I asked. "What?" he smirked know exactly what I was talking about. "Drive me crazy" I bite my lip as I looked at him. "Because I love watching you squirm" he smiled. "I know how to tease you too, remember that" I said. "I know, " he kissed my lips softly. "Good, I know your weakness" I smirked. "I know, " he kept his hand against my chin. "Can I ask you something?" I looked at him. "Sure" He nodded. "Why didn't you want to come home?" I asked. "Because this is the only week I have free" he responded. "Oh, " I nodded as I looked down. "Don't think I don't want to come home and spend time with you because I do" he tilted my chin up. "I just thought it would be better if you came down, I'm sorry" he spoke softly. "Ok babe" I looked at him. We stayed in the pool for a while, until we both got hungry. I pulled myself out of the pool, grabbing my towel. I dried off as much as I could, he did the same as he got out of the pool. I slipped my shorts on as he put his shirt on, sliding my shoes on before grabbing his hand. I thought we were going back to his dorm, but he had other plans. We started walking downtown, the sun was sitting so the view was breath taking. He kept his grip onto my hand as we finally got to the restaurant. It was a small local restaurant, nothing too fancy since we were still in our bathing suits. He grabbed us a table, allowing me to sit down first. He slide in right beside me, wrapping his arm around my shoulder. I looked over the menu and everything looked good. I was stumped, I didn't know what to get, but it was clear he knew what he wanted. "What's good here?" I finally asked. "Shrimp, pizza, pretty much anything you see, " he nodded. "Oh ok" I smiled as I looked at him. "What?" he questioned. "Nothing, just happy to be here" I turned my attention back to the menu. "I don't want you to go, " he pouted. "I have a few days" I placed my hand onto his leg. "I know, " he said. We finally ordered our food and drinks. We sat in the booth just talking about things, catching up really. Our food finally arrived to our table things got quiet for a little while. He got up after we ate and paid for our meal, I waited for him at the door. He walked past me opening the door for me, I walked out behind him. He grabbed my hand as we started to walk back to the dorm, this was beautifully but also very quiet. I could tell something was on his mind, but I also knew the same thing was on mine. We finally made it back to his dorm. I sat on his bed as he closed the door behind us, we both were quiet. We stayed in for the rest of the night just cuddling on his bed watching movies on his laptop. I leaned up slightly peeking his cheek softly. I ended up falling asleep against him, he did the same. In the morning I woke up before him and I just watched him sleep peacefully. "Wake up sleepy head" I rubbed his chest. "What?" he groaned as he rubbed his eyes. "Morning babe" I said. "Oh morning" he sat up in his bed. "Are you ok?" I questioned. "Yeah​ im ok babe" he leaned over kissing me softly. I kept the kiss between us as he moved me onto his lap. I placed my hand against his neck, his hands gripping my hips. I deepened the kiss slightly, his hands sliding up my sides. He pushed my shirt up removing it from my body, throwing it down on the ground. I tugged on his shirt as I placed my lips back against his. He took his shirt off also tossing it on the ground, placing his hand against my chin. He pushed his hips up turning me onto my back against the bed. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he moved between my legs. I ran my hand down his chest playing with his button on his pants. He leaned down kissing me softly as he started to push my shorts down. I lifted my hips slightly allowing him to remove my shorts, I started to undo his pants. He got up from the bed removing his pants, he got back over me leaning down kissing me softly. He used his knees to spread my legs out more as he rested between my legs. He slipped his hand between my legs, rubbing his thumb against my clit. I let out a moan as I ached my back, begging for his touch. He replaced his hand with his tip, rubbing it along my slit allowing it to get wet. We stayed tangled up in the bed for most of the day, just enjoying each others bodies. "Maybe we should go get something to eat" he tried to catch his breath. "Yeah​ we should" I smiled. We finally got dressed and went out into the real world. It was nearly dinner time when we finally left the dorm. We just got take out food and found place on the beach to sit and eat. The sun was sitting and once again it was beautiful, especially with the water reflection. He wrapped his arm around me as I rested my head against his shoulder. "This is beautiful" I said. "It is" he agreed. "Are we going to be ok?" I asked. "Of course we are babe" he rubbed my arm. "Its going to suck when I have to leave" I pouted. "I know babe but we will make it" he nodded slightly. "I love you Rocky" I played with his hand. "And I love you babe" he pressed a kiss into my forehead. We spent the rest of the week doing things together. Swimming in the ocean, plus going to the zoo and getting ice cream. I could say it was one of the best weeks I had and that was because I was with him. That Sunday came all too soon and I didn't really want to leave, I had gotten use to sleeping next to him. I packed my stuff back into my bag as he sat on the bed, he didn't want me to leave either. "Do you have to go?" he asked. "I dont have a place to stay or a job, it would take a while before I could move down here" I said. "I know that, I just hate being away from you" he said. "I know and I hate being away from you" I sat next to him. "Maybe we can do this once or twice a month?" he asked. "We will see" I nodded. I finished packing my things and he took me to the train station. I bought a ticket as he walked with me to my station. I hugged him close to me not wanting to let go. He kept his grip on me until the very last second. I finally pulled away from him and got onto the train, he waited until the door closed until he left the station. Things got crazy in our lives, but we always made it through, I hated being away from him. I also knew the holidays were coming up and he would be coming home to them. It had been a few weeks since I last saw him, we would always talk on the phone and Facetime. "What's wrong?" he asked over the phone. "Nothing, " I said. "I know you baby, what's going on?" he asked. "Rocky we need to talk, " I said. "Ok, what about?" he asked. "I'm pregnant" I took a deep breath in waiting for his response. "Don't be scared, I'll hop on a train and be there in a few ok?" he said. "It's ok, I'm ok baby. I just want to know what we are going to do" I said. "Do you want to keep it?" he asked. "I would love to but with our situation its complicated" I said. "We will figure it out, I love you, " he said. "I love you, " I said before hanging up the phone. To be honest, I was terrified and didn't know what to do. He had over 2 years of school left and now throwing a baby into the mix. I knew our lives would just get crazier, but I also knew everything would work out. As crazy as that seemed to say, I knew our love was strong enough to make it through this. He came home for the holidays plus anything to do with my pregnancy. After the holiday season he didn't go back to school that was so far away, he transferred closer to home. Of course I loved that because I could spend all the time I wanted with him. It's crazy how life sometimes works, but I knew we would always be together.

[kassilovesr5]

You’re My Music: (R5 Fanfiction) Chapter 41-  MESSY.

In the moments that followed our rough breakup I didn’t know what my next step would be. I had a long moment of feeling the most surreal I’d ever felt. I stepped back and looked at my life and wondered what had just happened.  What had I just done? I wasn’t sure if it was all real, it didn’t seem like it. I suddenly had to grasp onto the fact that the person I was connected the most to in this world was just poof out of my life. This boy named Riker I had loved him more than I had thought I would ever love anything. Suddenly our relationship, the thing that bonded us together as a couple, the state that defined us a people had been diminished. We were no longer a pair, we were no longer together, we were two separate people that had no official connection except the past. All of those thoughts zoomed around my brain and I tried to hold on and accept every one of them but that was harder than it was thought to be. I took a few deep breaths and tried to access the situation. There is hardly a moment my brain has ever been more scrambled than right then. Riker of course asked me to talk it out with him. I turned him down as I knew I just needed to sort my thoughts out before speaking to anyone about it. I didn’t want to be persuaded by anybody on this. If I had ever heard Riker out I might’ve been back in his arms one second later. I loved him and all I wanted to do was stand there and take it all back saying I didn’t care about any of it I just wanted to be with him. Those were all surface feelings though. Deep down I was so hurt that I didn’t want to even be near him, and I knew if I gave into the feelings I had at the very beginning I would be disappointed with myself. That’s why as fast as I could I ran out of that house.

I thought about that moments for many days to come. The moment was the most intense as I was running. I had slipped on a pair of sandals I kept next to our front door for easy access, grabbed my phone off of the coffee table stuck it in my back pocket and ran. I ran a for a few blocks until I was ready to walk. I was ready to take it slow, to start absorbing everything into my head. I was still in our little residential zone of homes when I my phone rang.

“Hey, sorry I’m, running a little late.” The voice said. It took a second for me to realize it was Rydel. It took me a few more seconds to realize why she was calling.

“Shoot I totally forgot we were supposed to go shopping tonight!” I interjected. I had plain forgotten in my chaos. It was honestly the last thing on my mind. I also didn’t feel like divulging everything that had just happened in the past few hours to her right away on the phone. I didn’t feel like talking about it at all. We spoke for a moment before I agreed to meeting her at this little furniture ship and I had to explain why I showed up in an Uber. I didn’t actually explain except for saying don’t ask kind of roughly and she didn’t ask. I’ve always been someone who likes to step away from their issues and push them aside to distract me from my pain. I know that’s the worst way to deal with things and pushing my emotions aside will only cause pain down the road but it’s what I do. If it this wasn’t my way of coping I wouldn’t have done it at all. Rydel just wanted helped picking a few things for the house like lamps, rugs, décor etc.

Obviously though everyone started to notice something was up. Rydel was walking on egg shells wanting desperately to know what was up with me, but not wanting to make me upset. About a half in hour into that night of meaningless conversation and words on thin ice I said a few things to make her a little easier. “I’m sorry I’m really off today Rydel. I had a bad morning, and I don’t really want to talk about it and I’ll be okay I promise.”

“Okay well I’m here if you need. Don’t worry we all have our days.” She was such a gem and didn’t bring it up a single time more our whole trip. She soon got distracted by a cute maroon rug and rushed over to check the feel of it.

The rest of my week went as dismal as you would expect. Classes were over, and I was living awkwardly in a house with my ex, and still estranged friend. Thankfully I got a job working at a coffee shop down the street part time, and was making very little money as a teaching assistant at a dance studio for elementary aged kids. It was more of a hobby and a way to keep myself occupied during one of the loneliest weeks of my life.

It had been a week plus a day or two (I’d lost track) since my falling out with Riker. “Iced Caramel Macchiato with soy” I called out. A man in his late 20’s with third day facial hair and casual clothing walked up and grabbed his drink.

“Thanks.” He winked, and dropped a napkin with some pen scribbled on it. I looked at it and saw it was a set of numbers. This man did not honestly just give me his number.

“Did that dude for real just give you his number?” A familiar voice said from in front of the counter. It was Rocky.

“I am so done with today.” I groaned, ripping the napkin in half and throwing it in the trash.

“I mean he was kind of hot you could’ve gone for it.” I rolled my eyes and Rocky gave a short chuckle before speaking again.

“So, is there a special discount for the best friends of barista’s?” I smiled. I needed something in my life to be constant again and I missed Rocky so much.

“Well that depends. Will the best friend forgive the barista if she gives him a free iced Americano?” Rocky slammed his hand on his chest, cocked his head, and raised the corners of his mouth into a cheeky smile.  

“You know my coffee drink.” I giggled a little and already started to put the ice in the cup while speaking.

“Of course. I know everything about you.” I said finishing off the drink. Rocky shrugged.

“Not everything.” He said in a lower tone. After handing Rocky the drink another girl who worked there came up to the register where I was and asked how I was in the generic no connection but coworkers kind of tone. I untied my apron and hung it on the wall.  All I said to her was that it was good but busier that day. It was a bit of a blur and not much about our relationship was worth salvaging beyond work. In life, you just meet those types of people.

I went and sat down at a cute two-person table that Rocky had sat at.

“Hey.” He spoke.

“Hey.” I said back. It was silent again. “Do you want to take a walk there’s a park around the corner, I’ve been in this shop too long.”

“I would love that.” He said softly and we got up and walked to the entrance of the park. There was silence again except Rocky looked up at me with hurt in his eyes.

“I am such a bad friend and I get it if you’re mad at me.” He kicked his feet at some grass and leaves.

“I’m not mad at you.” I spoke. “I was really hurt that you wanted to break our friendship off and was really scared for a while. But even when you were away you have always been my constant. I can’t imagine us not being friends I just want things to be the way they always were.”

“I don’t really have an excuse for the way I acted. I don’t know if I can call it jealousy or anger-” He started kicking at some more leaves to relieve a little of the stress he was experiencing. I cut him off before he imploded into a pit of self-guilt.

“What I saw was a best friend who was trying to protect me. While I was dating Riker, I wasn’t really being that great of a friend. I was just too focused on wanting to have the perfect relationship that I didn’t even think about anybody else. Now look where I am.”

“I don’t think it was that bad. You didn’t desert me I think we can agree we both haven’t been the fairest. Let’s agree to put this all behind us because I miss you like crazy and you’re my best friend and need somebody in this world who gets me.” He didn’t have to convince me I wanted my best friend back more than anything, I quickly wrapped my arms around him and gave him a gigantic hug.

“Agreed.” I hummed embracing the hug I needed in so many ways. We both stepped away from the hug and continued walking only a few steps until there was a huge field of grass where people would picnic and play Frisbee and flag football on nice days. “I just want to lay in the grass.” I groaned. I shuffled along until we were almost directly in the center of the field and collapsed onto the ground. Rocky laid in the grass less dramatically next to me and tilted his head.

“Rian are you doing alright? I know it’s still probably rough with Riker and you.”

“I don’t know. I haven’t talked to him much it’s hard to live in the same house because every time I see him he looks lifeless and I know that’s all my fault and it hurts so freaking much to see him in pain but I don’t know how to fix it and every day I’m just wondering if I made the right decision. Sorry I didn’t mean to explode like that but as you can see I’m kind of a mess.”

“First of all, take a deep breath. You have a right to be a mess. I know you probably still love Riker and I don’t know why you guys broke up but I’m sure you made the right decision. I’ve found that in life if something is meant to happen it will.”

“All I can think about is Riker being a father. What if he is the father?”

“Wait what?” Rocky was startled. I hadn’t exactly shared any details of our breakup with him or many other people.

“Um…Riker had gotten a letter from Estella telling him she’s pregnant and he might be the father.” I mumbled trying not to crack. Rocky was floored his eyes were wide as could be.

“Riker might be a dad? HOLY SH-”

“I know.” I cut him off.

“Dang Rian I’m sorry. That really sucks.” He moved closer and I rested my head on his shoulder.

“Estella is so manipulative and now she’s going to have a baby that very well may be Riker’s because they had sex every other day and who knows how careful they were.” I said very aggressively. I was still so upset that he lied to me it was almost what hurt the most. “The day we came to visit you when you guys were on tour I told you I had gotten my own room but I actually spent it in Riker’s.”

“It was going on for that long huh?”

“Yea well we thought about going further but then we talked and decided it would be more fulfilling if we waited until the right time. He told me that he had never slept with Estella because he wasn’t in love with her. That night was the first night that I felt deeply connected to him. I was really falling for him I ate it all up and it was just a bunch of lies.”

“He told you he’d never had sex with Estella?” I nodded my head yes. Rocky raised his eyebrows. “I’m almost shocked you believed him. I’ve walked in on that idiot more times than I’d like to say.”

“Well I believed him I guess I was stupid to believe.”

“You’re not stupid. He should not have lied to you about that and made you feel the way you do.” I shrugged my shoulder. Rocky sat for a few seconds before speaking again. “Not to pry but did it ever happen?”

“Yea it happened quite soon after that. I’d fallen in love with him, but that’s all. I told him I loved him and he freaked out and we took a break and then he realized he loved me too and I thought everything was amazing. We never had sex but I was okay with that. I thought he wanted to wait because that’s what he did with other girls. I guess it was just me.”

“I’m so sorry Rian but you should know that Riker has never cared that much. He must’ve really cared about you if he wanted to wait I know him.”

“I’m afraid if I talk to him I’ll realize I he still loves me and I’ll want to get back together with him. I love him so much but I…I don’t want to get back together.” I took a deep breath. I don’t know if I’ll ever see him in the same way I don’t know if I can ever trust him again.”  

“Its okay that you don’t know how to feel. Its okay for everything to be a bit messy. Just know that I’m always there for you Rian. I always will be.”

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[stargazing-imagines]

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[lovemurphythe100]

Imagine your dating Ross or Rocky and your spend time with one of them at the pool

[tomhollandandtessa]

A lowkey weekend with rocky would include

Him taking you somewhere private and secluded

Maybe like a little beach house or something

Taking lots of pictures of each other that only youcand him would ever see

Him trying to teach you how to play guitar

He would learn all your favorite songs in advance just so he could surprise you

Him kissing you sweetly whenever he could

Not letting you do anything alone Bc “baby I just wanna be with you”

Renting movies and staying in and cuddling in the couch

When you two would go out for the night he would take you to the best places he could find

Never letting go of your hand

Bubble baths with wine and a nice quiet playlist he made playing softly in the background

He’d beg for you to wash his hair for him

Both of you trying to stay away from your phones so you guys can really just be with each other

Being absolutely wrapped up in one another

Falling deeper in love with him that weekend

[girlwiththestories]

Carry Your Burden -Rocky Lynch Imagine

You opened the door of the oven and noticed to your relief that the food inside looked ready. You turned off the oven feeling happy that very soon you wouldn't feel hungry anymore. Skipping to the garage door, you opened it and called Rocky. Ross turned and looked at you instead. "Hi, __________," he said. He pointed out Rocky who had his headphones on. "He's listening to the vocals we just recorded. I think they're going to be pretty dope." "Well, duh," you responded. "You guys are amazing." "Thanks," Ross said with a little smile on his face. "We're always improving, you know." You slipped out of the garage studio knowing that Rocky would need a little more time until he would be ready to break for dinner. Wandering over to the table, you found yourself straightening the silverware. You didn't usually care about it, but you weren't quite yourself when you were tired and hungry. Having an in-home studio was great for Rocky, but sometimes you wished that it was at Ross' place instead of yours because it felt like Rocky was always out there. As much as you admired his hard work and persistence, you wished that he could not take forever to come and eat. Eventually, you decided to put the dish on the table and head out to the studio again. This time Rocky's headphones were off even though he was still bent over the laptop. You walked up and stood right next to him. "Rocky," you began gently. "The food will get cold if we keep waiting." "Yeah?" he asked. "Will you be ready to eat soon? It's going to get cold." He laughed. "I'm not going to turn down food. Just let me save this real quick." "See you guys later," Ross said heading towards the door. Ross had lived with Rocky, but when you and Rocky got married, he had gotten his own place to give the two of you some of your own space. You felt lucky that it was such an awesome brother-in-law who was always around, but you still really appreciated his thoughtfulness in making sure you always had time to yourselves. You opened the garage door and stood in the doorway until Rocky walked through. You followed him in feeling slightly annoyed with his slow pace and gave his back a gentle push. He turned around and pulled you into his arms. "Impatient as usual, I see." You looked up to see a smile on his face. "Yeah, but you chose to marry impatience so if you should be disappointed with anyone it should be yourself." He laughed. "I love you, ________ even if you're unbelievably impatient." He let you go. "Let's eat." You sat down to eat and told him about your day at work and all the paperwork you had done and all the phone calls you had taken. And then you asked him about his and how the new song was going. After dinner, the two of headed to the kitchen to do the dishes. Rocky as usual grabbed a dish towel and stood by the rack to start drying. You pulled up your phone and turned on your favorite Christmas station. It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year had barely started playing when Rocky interrupted. "Can you turn that off?" he asked gently. "Sure," you said wondering why it was suddenly bothering him. "I know I like cheesy Christmas stuff, but I always thought that didn't bother you." "I'm just not feeling it tonight" was Rocky's quiet reply. You detected some traces of emotion in his tone so you didn't press the matter further thinking that you'd have to ask him about it later after he'd had some time to process it further. After every last dish was dried and the counters were clean, Rocky dismissed himself to head out to the studio. There were no pressing deadlines, but he always found it hard to stop when he was in the middle of a song. After fixing yourself a cup of tea, you went into the living room and grabbed your your current read--a Christmas romance novel. Snuggled under a blanket in a room lit by Christmas lights from the tree, you were definitely cozy. However, it just wasn't quite right without Rocky by your side. But just like he had known he was marrying impatience, you had known you were marrying a crazy work schedule, and nights like this were far from uncommon. Sometimes, you joined him out in the studio, but you knew that that could be distracting to him even if he loved showing you what he was working on. So you turned back to your book eager to avoid bothering him for as long as you could. Eventually, you felt like you would die if you didn't see Rocky, so you set your book back down and wrapped the blanket around you tightly before heading out to the studio. You sat down on the couch, and Rocky who was bent over the laptop appeared to not even notice. Still, you couldn't help feeling happy even getting to see him doing the work that he loved with all his heart. There was something magical in his intent gaze that always reminded you why you loved him. As much as it made you sad for him to busy in the evenings, you knew you wouldn't love him if he weren't passionate, devoted, and hopelessly loyal to what he loved most. Now, that was you too you suddenly remembered, and that thought made you get up from your seat and stand next to him. "Just a second and I can show you what I'm working on. You're going to love it," he said with the little smile that was the cutest thing ever. "I'd love to. I'm sure it's amazing, babe. How could it not be when you pour your heart and soul into it?" He turned to you after a moment. "It still needs a bit of work. I'm going to redo the bridge harmonies." With that, he started the track. Rocky's work was always beautiful, but this song was more breathtaking than anything he'd ever done before. You felt your heart soar out of your chest as you listened to his gorgeous melodies and chords and frowned when it ended all too quickly. "That's absolutely beautiful, Rocky. I don't have words for how much I love it." "I'm glad you like it because your opinion is honestly the only one that matters to me...except the label's." He laughed. "Because that ends up impacting whether or not anyone else ends up hearing it." "Yeah," you replied feeling like it was finally time to address Rocky's mood. "Have they been giving you trouble again? Because if they have, I'm ready to march in there and file complaint for disturbing my husband. That's just not okay with me." "No," he began slowly still staring it his laptop. "It's been typical I guess." You patted his arm gently. "You okay, babe? You've just seemed a little down." He turned and looked at you. "Of course, I'm okay. I've got a lovely wife, an amazing family, and a career that I love. How could I not be grateful for that?" "And," you prompted knowing he needed more time to open up. "What's bothering you is...?" He said nothing so you grabbed his arm and pulled him over to the couch dragging him down beside you. "I'm not trying to pry, but I'm your wife, and I don't want you to have to carry your burdens alone." You readjusted the blanket so it was around both of you. He found your hand and intertwined his fingers with yours. He silently stared into space with an emotional look on his face that made you feel like you could cry. His voice was almost a whisper when it came out. "I'm missing Papa is all." You squeezed his hand. "Oh Rocky, I'm so sorry. I should have guessed. You always got to see him this time of year, and now you..." "I'm sorry," Rocky interrupted. "I really wanted you to have a good Christmas and to not have to deal this again. It's been five Christmases now, and I promise I'm fine." "But you're obviously not fine, and that's okay. He loved you and supported you like no one else, and of course you're still going to miss him even it's been a long time." "I'm used to it. I'm fine, really, babe." Rocky put his arm around you. "And I was used to not having my grandma around. Heck, I couldn't even remember her that well, but you still let me cry and held my hand that year every Christmas song made me think of her. Why wouldn't I do the same for you?" "But you love Christmas?" "That's bull, and you know it," you said in a firm tone. "I love you too much to let you suffer alone. Tell you what we're going to remember him this year, and you're going to help me." Rocky smiled thoughtfully. "He would have loved you. I wish he had gotten to see how well taken care of I was going to be. He always told me to find a good girl like my grandma who'd treat me right, and I wish he knew that's exactly what I found." "And I wish I could tell him how much I owe to him for being your hero like without him I don't think you'd be half the man you are. He'd be so proud of you, Rocky, and how you've never stopped improving as a musician and a person. What he has taught you is obviously still with you, and that's beautiful even if missing him hurts. That just means your heart loved him with a love so strong that even death can't destroy it. It's a special thing, and I'm so proud of you for being so strong even when it hurts so much." Rocky rubbed your shoulder gently. "Yeah." "I love you," you said. "I love you too," he echoed. You squeezed his hand, and no one said anything. Your hearts were too full for that. Maybe you couldn't take Rocky's burden, but being able to help him carry it meant more to you than you could ever express.

[galaxyminds-x]

「 Suits, smirks, and major sex appeal. 」

Fanfiction Recomendation #2: Untitled by rockylynchxo

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