#rn i'm a rabid dog

[theelderhazelnut]

"Mine." "Yours." He breathed.

The "I fell in love with my unassigned psychiatrist who knows exactly how to cure me but averts it because I'm her attack dog" trope.

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[aphicidi0]

4 EPISODES UNTIL I FINISH THE SHOW I'M SOOO NOT READY FOR IT

[causenessus]

ness i just read your notes on ravens eye and we are TOTALLY getting platonically married ALSO AWW THANKS FOR THE SPECIAL TAG YOU ARE MY FAVORiTE EVER

AAAAAAA IT'S OFFICIAL EVERYONE MO AND ME ARE OFFICIALLY PLATONICALLY MARRIED ON THIS DAY JULY 15TH, 2024 <333 I LOVE YOU SM ARE YOU ARE MY FAVORITE EVER!!!! I WAS SO HAPPY TO MAKE U A SPECIAL TAG IT'S GOING TO HELP SO MUCH <33

[shima-draws]

OHHHH MY GOD THE GENSHIN FONTAINE LEAKS. I’M GOING INSANE. I’M GOING TO THROW UP I’M SO EXCITED

[questionable-idea]

yearning to make art but forced to work on projects i don't give two shits about but that my grades depend on

literally BURSTING at the seams. VIBRATING from sheer creativity.

[rejectory]

@rvolving *

Was that a smile.

Another button he didn’t know Q had.

“Are you old enough to drive?”

Not, judging by his soaked trainers. Q in his civilian skin is a fragment of the crowd.

Altogether past circumventing what might spook whom, James makes it a once-over while he’s at it—slim ankles, bad posture, and cat hair, surprisingly—all a sum of the parts of the intellectually most dangerous person he knows——-

the size of a paperweight.

[queerstudiesnatural]

hello! :•D

[fried-trash]

hi welcome to today's episode of "Paige is feeling absolutely miserable so now he's posting his selfship art."

[euclydya]

girlies it just hit 11 pm and the zoomies (human) r setting in WHAT the fuck is this shit

[tricktack]

thinks about ctubbo and explodes

[capitateoftheherald]

for the past few days i've only really been out of bed to eat and use the bathroom because i'm having a mental illness moment (active suicidal ideation; neither method i'd choose is available to me though). been smoking wayy too much as a result. most of my time is spent maladaptive daydreaming.

had a conversation with a guy i used to be friends with (and had a crush on) and i'm So So Clearly Still Down Bad. he was texting me and i would smile stupidly at the careful way he phrased his messages and the LENGTH !! a chatty cathy. but i need to meet up with him in person to unmix my feelings on the matter.

However. because of the mental illness moment i am Wary. i feel not really like myself & i'm struggling to differentiate between bpd and Normal emotions & i don't wanna do some dumb weird shit in regards to him and fuck it up and hurt him somehow !

it's a strange feeling to simultaneously desperately desire someone and desperately wish to die. like YES i wanna smash and YES i wanna cuddle but also YES the thought of any kind of future is impossible to me currently so it wouldn't really feel fair to drag you into it. idk. i hate trying to navigate this stupid dumbfuck brain

edit: okay i'm realizing that part of my mixed feelings is because i am terrified that if i'm too genuine with him he'll leave again. and i am like PLS god do not leave i do not have another friend near enough to me rn. which is a little hilarious because i am the one that got hurt in the first place so He should be the nervous one if he's interested in rekindling a friendship.. get on your hands and knees and beg boy. apologize harder or whatever. need to keep reminding myself of this i think.

[blaire-beast]

Ultrakill has a strong grip on me, meet V1.5 it's from an AU where they had time to perfect the V1 model before the peace

I don't know their exact mechanics or preferred weapons yet, i just started playing the game but I'm thinking that they might need more blood for whatever reason, hence the weird ass swords machine head repurposed as a fuel tank and the self made chest cavity for keeping organs and what not and other useful things

I think they'd also love modifying themselves and would think it's really fun to use parts scavanged from other robots

Other than that i don't really know what else to add rn, they're a rabid dog fr fr

[doledition]

arcane act 3 migrane rage dump

arcane ending got me so furious that i'm shaking like a rabid dog like what??? was any of that for??? shit ending for mel shit ending for vi shit ending for cait and jinx and ekko and VANDER and-*stops myself* i've stopped being uber angry at the ending last night and....they did cool things w arcane! legitimately very cool things...that were brushed aside for???? what??? having show canon line up more or less with leage?? what???

sigh. maybe it would work better w a rewatch but honestly....idk :// i just feel so disappointed rn

[gorgeys]

You have THREE MAEVE WORKS COMING??? I say as I foam out the mouth like a rabid dog

I HAVE FOUR NOW!!!

the angsty one should be out today or tmrw (word count prob 3k!!) and then i'll get to the three smutty ones after. rn i'm just tackling them based on what order they were sent to me. there were some delays due to life stuff but i'm so excited to get them all out to you guys!

and trust me i am FERAL for maeve too

[panchulien]

PAN PAN HOLY SHIT YOU'RE A NIKTO LOVER TO????!!!!

HAS MY IDEA!!

Nikolai joining in a mission, coming across one of the pow and pausing as he crossed his large arms. Looking over the masked figure chained worse than a rabid dog, 'he acted like one', was what Soap had mumbled into his ear. Brought to translate as the man had let slip a single word in Russian.

"I am being told you have been very difficult for my friends." Nikolai would hum out in his low Russian timber.

An icy blue eye and a mostly white eye would widen, damaged likely from the small traces of burns under that eye black. The man staying silent for even longer, a smart move when caught off guard. But Nikolai was patient, and as he moved to sit down, still holding his odd eyed gaze. Focusing on the uninjured one, he was finally rewarded. Hearing that quieter soft spoken Russian. "You waste your time."

"Maybe, but it is well worth hearing you speak." Nikolai would give the bound man a small warm smile. Noting how the other immediately bristled and became even more defensive, like a cornered attack dog. "I believe we could be, at the least, acquaintances. Nikolai, you are... Nikto, yes?"

I don't think I know him that well to speak on Nikto, BUT he is very interesting to me and I would love to learn / read more about him. 😭 And I'm totally not biting my fist rn after reading that cuz HOLY SHIT. I need a Nikolai / Nikto interaction SO BAD. They actually do have a lot in common no? This has me so interested Lia please share your wisdom with me !? 😭🫶

[teddybeartoji]

MICKEYYYY IM HERE TO ASK ABOUT YOUR WIPS!!!!! FIRST OF ALL . I HAVE TO KNOW ABOUT KNIGHT SUGU ….. is it the same knight sugu from ihtctaot???? or different sugu???? does he like violence or does he resent it ???? how does he feel abt servitude??? does he reject it or fall to his knees willingly? WAAAAHHHH I LOVE KNIGHTS IM SCREAMING IM SO EXCITED

and for WEREWOLVES…….ARE THEY …. gulps …. BOTH WEREWOLVES ….. what are the dynamics are they both like completely overtaken by it is one of them more in control i’m SWKKCKENC D SWEATING IM SK EXCITED

also I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOUR WIPS KISSING YOUUUU

HELLO QUINN HELLO MY SWEETHEARTT:3333333 I HOPE YOU'RE DOING SOOSO WELL I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING THE LOVELIEST DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!

NO DEPTH, JUST FILTH

EEEEHEHEHHEHE I'M SO HAPPY YOU ASKED ABT THIS ONE I AM SO MUCH FUCKING FUN WITH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okok but so . it is a different world and it is a different suguru (though i can't lie there are similarities between them both anyway lmao). he does not resent violence nor is he afraid of it, this suguru is a pretty cold one. he's definitely meaner than the ihtctaot suguru.

the thing is that suguru drops to his knees willingly and the reader is the one who doesn't and that's what makes them clash so hard. neither of them like each other, reader dislikes suguru because they think he's just a dog, doing whatever the king says with his tail wagging and suguru dislikes the reader because they're disobedient. they only reason the reader is trying to become a knight is literally just that they'll have a job, that they'll have a roof over their head and so in suguru's eyes, they're not worth it. they're just faking it and they need to be punished for it.

but the reader takes the punishment and just pushes through, never wavering for even a moment and that on its own makes suguru seethe. because in a way, this is devotion too. you're so hell bent on not giving up just to spite him and to claim the stupid fucking title even though you don't care for it.

don't get me wrong though, this will not be angst. bloody lips and bruised knuckles, it's a twisted kind of love.

SWEETER THAN EVER, THE SMELL OF FEAR

THE WEREWOLVESS AWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is a sick one i can tell you that right now lmao i'm trying to make it uncomfortable i'm trying to make it suffocating. i am very into the prey/predator x fear play kind of thing so to ME this is still very hot ashdhgsahdhsaghdas

ANYWAY THEY ARE BOTH WEREWOLVES!!!!!! suguru is just kind of suguru like he is sick in the head anyway but satoru... it's so fucking exciting to be writing for rabid satoru oh my godddd he really reminds me of a hyena in this lmao they're just toying with the reader, scaring them and making them cry before playing a game with them:33333333333

OK SOO . i'm going my own way about them being werewolves here i'm taking more of a uhhh twilight kind of a way in the sense that they can turn into actual wolves whenever they want??? bc i thought it'd be fun to make a chase scene where you're literally . chased by two wolves like isn't that so fucking scary (i'm kicking my feet rn)

overall this is the perfect setup for smut but honestly... idk if i'm going to do that i just really wanna focus on the chase and the scary parts buuuuuut maybe one day.. i'll add the smut too bc i know that will be delicous nyehehhehehe

COME AND ASK ME ABOUT MY WIPS:333333