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i keep hearing how college won’t benefit me that much. but. the. how am i. what do i. AGAGAHUAGAAAAAAA
#i want to believe it. but i also dont like do u feel me?#like. if it’s true then that means i should like GET OUT THERE AND DO SHIT FOR ME#EITHOUT WAISTING 3097339727293 DOLLARS#but. if it isn’t true. then i should go. and not risk disapointing my family#BUT NEITHER OF MY SIBLING BENIFITED FROM THEIR COLLEGE LIFE SO#GGGHHHHHAGGAAAAAAA#chill session with bee
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I love eating straight-up cloves of garlic
#not like with milk or with food or with water or anything#just some fucking garlic#seriously tastes great#has a little burn but it doesn’t last long and its totally worth it#especially for the health benifits you get#uncooked garlic reduces risk of heart failure reduces risk of blood clots and reduces risk of cancer#cooked garlic does provide the same benifits but not to the same degree#so uncooked garlic cloves are not only tasty theyre also healthy and the smell lingers so your breath will be garlicky for a couple of hours#and idk about you but that to me is very cool#everyone should eat some garlic#unless youre on an anticoagulant or planning to do anything that might get you badly injured#though honestly i suggest you simply... dont do said thing.#anyway I will now fly away using the magical powers i got from my constant garlic eating. FAREWELL FRIENDS UNTIL NEXT TIME#sprinkles says shit
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I read your last Yandere!Ken headcanons...so I wanted to ask you if you would ever write smut for Yandere!Ken?
I Love You Like a Doll
[God, I hope this is good... Warning, I haven't had much experience with Smut]
Yandere! Ryan! Ken x Fem! Reader Word Count: 1,674 Tw: Smut/Nsfw, Strap-on/Sex Toy, Human! Reader, Kidnapped! Reader, Slight Panic Attack, Loss of Virginity, Porn W/ Plot, Foreplay, Restraints, Dub-Con, Crying 🔞18+ Content due to dark and adult themes. Read at your own risk
He wanted it so bad. He didn't really have the parts to do it, but he learned that this 'love-making' thing is what people do when they love each other. He loves you and he wants to show it to you.
He looked at the toy, confused. It was supposedly a plastic version of human male genitals. There was a belt-like rope attached to it, that he could wrap around his waist and then there was fabric that would cover where his dick would have been. The dildo was attached to it.
It was strange to Ken. He had never seen anything like it. Was this what you liked? He thought it was strange, but he was in no place to judge you.
Speaking of you, he needed to get you food. That was also something he didn't understand about your kind. You needed this substance to survive and he didn't understand it. But because of this, he made it where food was more accessible in Kendom, but it only benifited you. No one else needed the food.
He placed the strap down, before grabbing a plate filled with small snack foods. He leaned on the door of the room you were being held in. He smiled himself when seeing you still tied up to the bed.
You saw the male and struggle against the restraints, before groaning and giving up. He closes the door and goes to your side while setting down the food. He caresses your face, moving some lose strands out of your face.
There were tears streaming down your face and your eyes were swollen and red. If there wasn't a gag in your mouth, you would have been screaming at him.
"If you promise not to scream, I'll remove the gag." He tells you, tilting his head.
You quickly nod, wanting to get the thick ball out of your mouth. When he takes it out, you take a deep breath, greedy for oxygen, since you were deprived of it. He picks up a cracker, examining it, before putting it near your mouth.
"Open."
You did as he said, hoping that maybe he'll let you go if he thinks you're accepting him.
"I was thinking of trying something..."
Your eyes widened, confused. Your mind was racing with thoughts and concerns on what he could possibly be talking about. His mind was corrupt and destroyed, so you didn't know where he was going with this.
"I was hoping you'd let me. I mean," He straightens up, almost as if he realized he was coming off more submissive, "Of course you'll let me. Why would you deny me? I deserve it."
You looked at him like he was crazy, which he was, annoyed by his statement. You almost wondered what he was like before, if this was him at his worse. How could he have fallen so far off?
"And if it goes well, I might consider letting you out of this room."
Your eyes widen in hope and excitement. You should have been more cautious... You should have known better.
He smiles down at you, "Well, I'm glad you're so open."
"What is it that you want me to do?"
He taps his chin, almost as if he was debating telling you. You frowned, tugging harder on the restraints.
"Wouldn't it be more fun if I showed you?"
Your eyebrows furrowed together, your heartbeat picking up. Your amygdala was sending glutamate into other parts of your brain, causing your body to freeze up. It felt like you were being ambushed by enormous tides of water that was quickly drowning you.
You hear the door click as he leaves, causing you to come back down to Earth- Wait, where you even still on Earth? Honestly, you didn't really know. Though, it didn't take long before Ken came back and he was holding something behind his back.
He stands at the end of the bed, before kneeling on it. The divot of his weight feels strange, when your body goes down with it. You watch him carefully, still unsure of his intents.
He finally pulls the thing out from his back. You gasp when seeing the long, thick, dildo strapped to a wrap. You wondered where he even got ahold of such a thing. As far as you knew, Ken wasn't even really human like you were. He had the body of a doll.
"Is it too big?" He asked, genuinely concerned when seeing the fear on your face. "I heard 7 inches was average."
You shook your head. You had never taken anything that big inside you. Granted, you had never taken anything inside, but it was so much bigger than anything you'd ever seen. It was thick and veiny and made you wonder why someone would put that much detail into a toy.
You can hear him unbuckle his belt and take off his pants. You avoided eye contact as he attached the strap to his waist.
"Honestly, Y/n... I don't know what I'm doing."
You looked up at him, as he struggled with your pants.
"I want to do this right," He says it as if he's trying not to cry. He wants to please you. He wants to make you happy. He wants you to love him.
You pull on your arms and he looks up at you when hearing the headboard shake.
"Right, you're still tied up." He hums, "If you promise not to fight me, I'll untie you."
You weren't stupid. If you had the ability to fight off Ken, you wouldn't be here. "Okay. Please untie me, Ken."
He blushes at your begging, before going up to untie you while avoiding eye contact. You rub your wrists, red marks imprinted on them. You groan, before looking up at Ken. He was towering over you, seemingly loss and confused on what he was supposed to do.
"None of you have genitals right?"
He looks at you, "No."
"So you've never done this?"
"No."
"Me either."
He smiles, happy that you had never been this vulnerable with anyone. Granted, he had kidnapped you and he didn't deserve you, but he didn't care. He had you now, and that's all that mattered. He's willing to learn whatever he has to, so he can please you.
He pushed his hands through your folds, playing with it. He had never seen it before, so he was curious. You bit your lip, trying to contain yourself. He wasn't doing anything special, so you felt you shouldn't give him your moans. He pushed his fingers towards your clit, rubbing the hood, before pulling it back and flicking your clit, causing you to lightly squeal.
It was cute. He had never heard a sound like that before. How could he live without it now having had heard it? He kept 2 fingers on your clit, lightly rubbing it, while his other hand lightly pushed through your pussy. He pulled back your labia minora, lightly licking where his fingers had once been.
A loud moan erupted from your throat when feeling his wet tongue. He smirked against you, before squeezing his tongue inside of your wet hole. His fingers play with the outside of your pussy, which makes you wonder if he lied to you.
He pulls away, causing you to frown, before you shook your head. This man had kidnapped you, you shouldn't be liking it! But it was so good. And he was so cute. And he really liked you, more than any man or woman has ever liked you.
He kneels over you, positioning the strap head over your pussy. This was really happening and you were letting it. You grabbed his shoulders, your nails digging into his perfect skin as he slowly pushed inside of you. He groaned, the strange sensation of pain foreign to him. He bottoms out and you sigh in relief.
You look up at him, but his eyes were closed, as if he couldn't look at you. He didn't want you to look into his eyes and see all of his emotions. So many feelings were rushing through him and they were all very new to him. What was this blooming feeling in his stomach? It felt... well, it felt nice.
You smacked his shoulder, causing him to open his eyes. "Move, please."
He chuckled at your submission. If he knew this is what he needed for you to love him, he would of dont it a long time ago. He pulled out, leaving only the tip, before shoving himself back in. You nearly scream at the intrusion, not expecting it. You pull yourself towards him, chest to chest.
He slowly began to thrust, finding a rhythm as you move along with him. He admired the way your eyes rolled back and drool rolled down your cheek. You were out of it. Almost like a doll.
The second the thought came into his head, he picked up his pace. You did remind him of a doll, even though you were anything but. Your moans became louder as your walls tightened around the rubber dildo. You could feel the tight squeeze and every vein imprinted on the toy.
It was slushing inside of you and the wet sounds of the balls smacking against your ass echoed in the small room. Your words became incomprehensible as your body tightened and you could feel a tight knot in your stomach.
And then, Ken hit you with one last thrust and that tight knot bursted, causing you to loudly moan Ken's name, catching him by surprise, as your cum flushed out like a waterfall. You had never came like that on your own and it was hot.
Though, you did not feel hot. You were sticky and sweaty and your hair was sticking to your face. You must have looked terrible and smelled like sex and body odor. Though, Ken seemed to think otherwise, because he grabbed your chin and forced you to look at him.
"You are the most beautiful woman in the world and I love you."
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hey loves, so because i 1, got new tarot decks, and 2 want to call you guys out, im doing this. also - heads up before i even start - spirit said there's gonna be a pile where there are little/no callouts bc they're actually doing great. just some advice/motivation to keep them going
Hello! Welcome to a pick a pile. This is a general reading, everything should be taken with a grain of salt. Hundreds of people may read this, everything I say in your pile(s) may NOT resonate. Today we don't have questions. we're just going callouts. so prepare yourself, i know some of yall are soft.
along with these questions i will give things that may draw you to your pile. the alice in wonderland tarot has different cards but pretty much the same meaning. dont be shocked if instead of the hanged man i say suspention or something like that. i will be using tarot and oracle cards.
now please take everything with a grain of salt!
breathe in, now out, now pick a pile or two.
pile 1 ; pile 2 ; pile 3
hi pile 1!
confirmation for your pile: lowkey funny, life 'falling apart', consequences for your actions, business man/woman, equality, cycles, bakugou, passion, 'im always right, i know what im saying'
oracle: you are good enough - full moon in virgo
tarot: the hierophant, temptation, 7 of flowers, 5 of spears reversed, 9 of flowers
alright bros, the first thing i have to say is 1, you're not always the cause. bad things happen to good people and i know it sucks but it helps you grow. if only good things happened then you'd probably be boring as hell. i hear some of you guys can be because you cant keep a conversation going. the thing is, you may be a victim MOST OF THE TIME but that doesnt mean ALL THE TIME!! you can be wrong in an argument, you can be right in an argument. but it changes. you're a very driven, smart, confident person in most areas but that doesnt mean because you're the right person to be a firefighter but not a baker. 7 of flowers is saying dont back down from the things you KNOW you are right in, but when someone makes a valid point. take it, it can help you. being passionate is a good thing, but dont be ignorant.
temptation is something thats drawing you in, that one day will be negative. maybe its joining the football team but you'll get a serious injury. do not let anyone or anything tempt you that has high risks for pain in the long run. im not saying dont join that football team, but dont put yourself into situations that wont benifit you in the long run. there's a good and bad to everything. do not fall into or back into negative energies/things that didnt help you before. they sure as hell wont help you now
ngl i have no idea what this pile means during the second part
pile 2
alright so confirmation: tired, faking happiness, evolution, "PUT THOSE GRIPPERS AWAY", hawks, manifestation, abuse, Christmas, MHA, movies, memories, nsfw content, love desire, caring heart, makeup, procrastination, seven deadly sins
oracle: a time for healing - balsamic moon, expect powerful chance - new moon eclipse
tarot: 10 of spears, 7 of flowers, 3 of hedgehogs
so this is the pile whos done mostly nothing wrong. when i say mostly, i mean bc everyones made at least one mistake in their life. ofc theres still a callout. STOP BEATING YOURSELF UP! STOP BELITTLING YOUR PAIN, YOUR TRAUMA, THE THINGS THAT HURT YOU MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY EVERY SINGLE DAY!! let go of the past, its gone. its ending. get over it. that friend isnt coming back, they weren't right for you. let go of the past, accept it, and move forward. thats just some advice.
pile 3
hey pile 3
confirmation: false/negative manifestations, intrusive thoughts, self destructive behavior, gay, peaches (that one song omg), yung gravy, emotions, love, communication or lack of communication, birthdays, parties, celebrations
oracle: believe in the impossible - blue moon
tarot: 2 of cups, 4 of flowers, knight of teacups reversed
okay i got flowers in every pile, anyways this piles energy is of a pair.. two people or two piles? maybe you picked another pile. but its a harmonious pair. you guys may be for a long time, maybe shifting together, maybe you work on a lot of projects together? i heard you guys dont talk much but when you do its fun. you guys are a great pair. hold on to each other. i feel like once this pile overcomes toxic/negative behaviors they will shift. it depends on how fast you get rid of them/start manifesting positively.
change the way you see things, the emotions and reactions you have to things that happen. if you wake up in your cr and not your dr say something like "bro what?? why am i in my cr? thats odd, hasnt been like this before." see everything that happens in a different light. if you think that you saw something that was a sign btw, it was. take it and use it how you think its fit. use your talents, you know you can! practice the fun things you want to do one day. practive makes perfect!! get off your ass and do something. vent through an art form. you dont have to use words. you're doing nothing right now. you NEED to do something, but take a break from stressing yourself. its not helping anything
#abyss .speaks#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifting#desired reality#reality shift#shifting community#black shifters#shifting motivation#shifting realities#tarot pick a card#pick a card#pick a photo#pick a card reading#pick a picture#pick a pile reading#pick a pile#pick an image
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Just to clarify, I am obviously talking about the characters and the QSMP as a story. I am simply an avid viewer that had too much coffee and time on their hands so I basically wrote an essay. What is it about? I have no idea. So, read it if you want, but beware that nothing at the end of this should make sense.
In my opinion, morally ambigious characters are interesting, but UNPREDICTABLE morally ambigious characters are even more fun to analyze because they take more risks and play more dangerous games. If a character was labeled as a "hero" and played on the "good" side they are guaranteed a safe spot within the group. Regardless of whether they kill or hurt others, they are on the good side because they are fighting against the corporation that is keeping them and their friends trapped in a place that is a nightmarish paradise. If they had done actions that worked against the islanders' favor, by, for example nearly getting everyone killed by explosives at a party they are justifiably labelled a villian. But what if a character played in the middle? What if they were neutral? What if they simply wanted to let things play out- sticking to the sidelines and only becoming involved when the situation benifits their entertainment?
So, pardon me for the long intro, but here's the gist folks: q!Foolish arrested q!Pac e q!Mike and unknowingly put them through loads of emotional trauma that I don't think they'll be recovering from any time soon, for fun. To a person with a normal moral compass, that's obviously fucked up.
"Friends don't send friends to prison."
In q!Foolish's perspective, he REALLY didn't think the consequences of his actions through, but he wouldn't have arrested q!Pac e q!Mike for no reason. Mr. Mustard is missing and the Federation told q!Foolish that q!Pac e q!Mike were responsible for his disappearance. At this point, I think enough time has passed that we the audience know q!Foolish is being manipulated by the Federation. Even Foolish himself knows he's being manipulated by them, yet he still partakes in this precarious game because it's simply more entertaining than just sitting on the good side and letting things play out.
Q!Foolish has never actively gone out of his way to hurt people on purpose. Does he lack some emotional maturity and the appropriate response to some situations? Yes he does; but he doesn't have malicious intentions. He's there to have fun. Where others see a dire situation- at the mercy of the inescapable claws of a malevolent corporate entity, q!Foolish sees fun and exciting opportunities. The others might not want to admit it, but aside from the tragedies and kidnappings that have occured on the island, this nightmarish paradise has provided the characters with more excitement and enjoyment, than what is worth.
But, not everyone understands q!Foolish's perspective, and that's good! That's ok! But what I'm perplexed about is their constant unjust treatment of him- the exclusion, threats, torture, many many pointless accusations disguised as interrogations, etc- simply because he did one task for the Federation. One task that affected the lives of two people, but in the end both parties communicated and forgave each other anyways. One task that required q!Foolish, and by extension, q!Jaiden to harmlessly investigate around q!Pac and q!Mike's base for a considerably long time before finding nothing that would incriminate the duo. Throughout q!Foolish's endeavour, working with the Federation cost him most of his friends' trust and gave him no benifits, but he still reluctantly chooses to carry out another task because it's entertaining. But like q!Foolish said to q!Cellbit the other day, he may be stupid, but he's certainly not an idiot, and he has limits. A lot of people, specifically q!Max don't seem to understand the concept of a neutral party. If you work for the Federation, you are a villain- and honestly, that's a fair assumption considering their reputation. But what about people like q!Jaiden? Q!Jaiden, one of the kindest people on the island, who is compassionate to everyone, even Cucurucho, who is always perceived as a malicious entity?
What exactly defines a villain in this story? In my opinion, everyone on the island has a skewed sense of morality. Everyone except Elquackity knew of his first assasination and simply watched as he lost his first life, then celebrated when he lost the other with no regards to the repurcussions of their actions or how Elq felt about all this. And while we can justify their actions because Elq hurt people before, and either brainwashed or replaced q!Quackity, how do we justify their treatment of q!Foolish even after he communicated honestly to q!Pac e q!Mike and done nothing to deserve their maltreatment of him. Maybe I'm a bit impatient, but at this point, q!Foolish's arrest, has had the same value and impact as q!Bad giving people the survey for the Federation; I'm even more willing to believe that q!Cellbit's accidental "employee of the month" investigations benifitted the Federation more than whatever measly and repititive tasks they're giving out to q!Foolish.
So, what warrants all this hate and injustice towards q!Foolish then if he's not harming anyone? Why is he the punching bag? Why is he the butt if the joke Every Single Time? What warranted all the cruel jokes and malicious beatings after the Nether event? Is it because they know he won't exact revenge upon them? Is it because, in their eyes, they only value him as a court jester and nothing more? Q!Foolish even said the Nether, an obsolete dimension of fire and brimstone, offered more compassion and comfort than a world where the sun shone and the air was less polluted because the inhabitants, his "friends" treated him with more malevolence than literal souless monsters from hell itself.
Think about q!Jaiden- a person whose compassion broke through Cucurucho's souless programming and gave it a home, a sense of safety, and relaxation. Jaiden works (and apparently worked???) with the Federation, yet she has more kindness within her than an entire group of people, on the "good" side, fighting against evil.
The truth is, there is no bad side among the islanders. The admins (meta) wrote the Federation (and codes?) as entities that the collective group should be against- a common enemy. But once you "ally" yourself with the Federation and do tasks for them does that make you the common enemy as well, or do you need to commit more heinious acts to be considered a villain?
And what about the islanders? At what point do the rest of the players begin to consider a character on the wrong side of things? At what point do they begin to abandon compassion in favor of searching for the truth? How far will they go in pursuit of the truth?
In my opinion, there are no villains in the story because everyone is capable of becoming an antagonist in one way or another. Basically, EVERYONE is morally ambiqious because they have all been antagonists to each other at some point in the tale, and as the story keeps unfolding, who knows what could happen? A character might say they are a good person, but as the story changes, so do their values, their morals, their limits. How thin can someone's patience be before it inevitably snaps?
#qsmp#qsmp analysis#qsmp character analysis#qsmp thoughts#qsmp foolish#qsmp jaiden#qsmp cucurucho#qsmp pac#qsmp mike#qsmp bbh#qsmp max#qsmp cellbit#me: writes an essay to justify the chaotic neutrality of Foolish's character Also me: realizes that by justifying chaotic neutrality#im completely missing the point of being chaotic and neutral#also also me: writes it anyway and confuses myself in the process
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Really, I like this post, and I want to share it with you. It helped me understand a lot about dog food
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Gambled Away
Angel Dust x Male!Reader (Platonic)
Summary: Valentino losses everything in a gambling match and a new demon takes over everything he owns.
Warnings: none
Part 1 Part 2
"Well that was rough. For him at least" You say as you make your way to the gambling table that the other occupant left. He had just lost his money to the lust overlord Valentino
"Ahh~ come to take me on too? I have to warn you, I'm pretty good~" Valentino smirked as he saw you approaching, Vox looked you up and down, seeming to recognize you
"I'm aware" you hum. You take a seat and wait for the dealing to begin, this was going to be fun
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"Ha ha, you win again Valentino" You laughed amused. You knew he was good but you didn't think he was that good, although you weren't trying much he still gave you a run for your money
"Didn't I tell you?" Valentino grinned as he moved the cash pile to himself. "Do you wish to keep playing, or have you given up?" he teased
"One more round, But....let's add a bit more risk to it" you grin
"What kind of risk?" He asks, as he leans in intrigued
"I want to bet everything" you say
"What, like the rest of your money. Your soul even?" Vox asked, amused with the competition you and his business partner had at this dealing table
"I mean our lives" you say suddenly getting serious. "I want everything you have. Your spot as a Vee. My name is Vextor after all, and my friends do call me Vex, so that already fits the bill" you say as you lean in and devilishly grin
"Everything you have will be mine, your studio, your clubs, every soul contract you've made. absolutely everything will be mine" you expressed all in one breath with a crazed smile
"And that's if I win" you calmly say, leaning back in your chair
"But if you win then....well the same rule applies, you get everything I have, and as a bonus, I'll give you my soul, I'll be at your beck and call, 24/7, 365. How does that sound?" you grin
"Don't, Val I know how much this offer seems to benifit us, but it doesn't. End the game" Vox says trying to persuade his partner from this deal
you stick your hand out as you see the gears in Valentino's head turn. Your hand glows a bright yellow catching the moth-mans attention
"So, do we have a deal?" you ask once more
"Val" Vox calls out, but gets ignored. Valentino shakes your hand with a confident smile
"Deal"
your grin widens and a chain wrapps around you and Valentino's wrist, signaling a non-soul deal that can't be broken until it's fulfilled
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'Boruto' series re-envisioned
tw. opinions (and the wording is all over a mess so read at your own risk), plot-bashing (is that even a thing?)
[This is my opinion on what Boruto, as a sequel to one of the greatest Shounen franchises should have been. Remember, this is entirely my wishful thinking and I don't mean to disrespect any of the writers, animators or the fandom.]
Boruto, as an MC, had immense potential. This point has been chanted to the ground but it is true. He is a third gen Uzumaki and second gen Hyūga. And we all know Uzumaki have monstrous chakra reserves. What he needed was to work hard for it. Where was the training arc?
Think about it. We never got much backstrory about the Uzumaki clan and what their motives and morals were. It would have been cool to see another character use the chakra chains (beside Kushina and Karin). He could have explored Uzushio, the plot could've called for contacting the remaining Uzumaki who supposedly scattered all over the globe.
Maybe Boruto could have worked with seals? Minato, his grandpa, is known as one of the greatest seal masters. If the writers were going for symbolism, why not use that?
Same goes for his Hyūga lineage. We get so much info about the Uchiha in Naruto, it could have been refreshing to see the Boruto lore delve into the Hyūga faction, which isarguably the third (or even the second, not counting the Senju) strongest clan in Konoha.
Think of all the jutsu Boruto could have had in his arsanel with a Byakugan. It's hightime they get the deserved recognition.
Coming to another member of Team 7, Mitsuki is a clever character idea but ultimately wasted postential as well.
If the power scaling continues to get upped in the pace as it is now, there will be nothing left for the Time Skip. Shippuden gave us Sage Mode but Mitsuki already has that. Viewers will look for something new and we all know even Kishimoto wrote himself up a wall with Rinnegan and the Otsutsuki race. What will Ikemoto give then?
Speaking of Otsutsuki, it was sort of dissapointing to see them getting introduced this fast. Some will say Boruto is slow paced and yes, I agree, but in terms of keeping that air of anonymity, it fails terribly.
It would have worked better if instead of Momoshiki landing like a bug out a tree, they got clues and rumors instead.
The whole Code and Kara situation should've been handled first and then led to the reveal of an Otsutsuki nest, perhaps?
Or a portal like the one in Last to a mirror dimension or somthing where the Otsutsuki live? Maybe a dive into how they came to be? It is revealed that humans are an entirely different race and what we see of the Naruto cast are a mix between Otsutsuki and humans.
Also, WHERE IS THE BACKSTORY? Same thing with Hyūgas really. The Hamura thing came out of nowhere. The Last is a below average excuse to tie up loose ends.
Now, Kawaki, I have a love-hate relationship with him. On one hand his backstory provides the perfect intro to post-war tragedies (and a hc of mine that smaller villages in the outskirts still get ignored in favour of the capitals)
But he just feels like a dollar-store Sasuke. As if the writers were like, oh Boruto needs a rival? Add in an angsty guy to contrast his sunny demeanor. I know this is a recurring trope in shounen but it works because it is handled well.
And people say Boruto is handed everything on a silver platter? Kawaki basically lives with the freaking Head of the Village, the elite of the elites, is looked after by the former heir to the Hyūga and gets to be a genin because he has a cool explody power? And all that why? Because he is a mistreated orphan? (what about the kids who lost their parents in the war? what about aforementioned kids in small-sized villages? what about cases like sumire? what makes Kawaki SPECIAL, naruto?)
Kawaki shouldn't have been given any of those benifits. Let him figure out how the world works, let him make mistakes, show his potential as a good guy, let him prove himself as a character worth stanning. Give him a serious politics-based arc explaining that part of the Boruto era rather than some murderers chasing a boy with some magical cure.
Coming to the side characters (yes, I'm saving Sarada for later and there is a reason behind it), let's start with Shikadai. First thought, he is the most carbon-copied version of his dad out of every next gen character.
It's no news that scenarios and often characters revered as prodigies are dumbed down to make him shine but imo most of it is owed to the factor that there is no element of suspense or an ultimatum for that matter.
Kakashi, Minato, Itachi, Orochimaru, Shisui worked as prodigal characters because of the situation. It was war time and kids were forced to grow up. The stakes were high and even then, the plot revolving around them was such that it made them raise the bar higher.
Shikadai seems flat compared to many characters. Remember, Shikamaru was not called a prodigy, he even flunked tests because he was too lazy, but whenever the situation was tense, us viewers could count on his snippets of thoughts for a clarification, or little behaviors to show he realized and often times refused to work for what is right over what is needed because that is smartness, taking a level-headed decision with the least collateral.
On the other hand, Shikadai is fed information and he just 'explains' stuff like a NPC.
I can't help but think, what if Shikadai inherited Temari's temper? Mix that with Shikamaru's actual genius (not the baby puzzle-solving we see in that one arc with Kakashi) and he could be one of the team members to look for clue about the Otsutsuki's existence. Also, I'd like more windstyle-user Shikadai plz.
Moving on to Inojin. He is also one of those characters that I neither like nor dislike. He's just... there.
What Boruto needs is better world-building and ain't no better way to accomplish that than exploring side characters. Inojin doesn't have an affinity for the Yamanaka mind-body-switch so make him train for other stuff.
Let viewers know where jutsu like that stems from (yin and yang release), give him some productive time with the border patrol, stress on the fact that Konoha's citizen don't go to sleep at peace just knowing Naruto will pull some god-level jutsu.
The Yamanaka are an extremely important part of the security system. Remember how Inoichi was part of the team figuring out Pain's black chakra recievers? Make Inojin do something similar with, perhaps some Otsutsuki relic or remains (going with the mystery au)
Then comes Chocho. How to put it simply? At first I despised her. And no, it has nothing to do with her appearance. Actually, I find her and that new girl from the recent Labyrinth Game arc, Batta, amazing.
The fact lies with her attitude. Tell me one attribute that comes to mind while thinking of her other than Butterfly mode and eating chips. Sure, she loves to eat, we get it. The fact again boils down to her falling flat as a character.
Chocho could use her lightning release in many ways and it must be strong too, considering her mother comes from Kiri. She could have earth-release, that would be great to see as none of the main cast prior to this have that.
And if they are going for a Ino-like character, let the girl have some reality to her. A twelve-year old girl is far mature and has other troubles than just thinking about cute boys and girls.
She can retain that aspect but make her serious when it comes to missions, or her family, show her spending time partaking in her hobbies that do not include eating, ogling at movie stars and muttering un-funny jokes and inuendos. Give her depth, for a lack of better words.
And for Hagoromo's sake, LET THESE KIDS HAVE SOME SORT OF GOAL and not just exist because their parents hooked up smh.
Last but not least, Sarada. I, like many others, really like her character. She isn't yet another girl who despises anything remotely 'girly' and is not afraid to show her emotions and voice her thoughts loud and clear. She is practical and relatively smart without being an overkill.
What bugs me is her very existence.
No, I do not want to get roped into a 'sasusaku : good or bad' debate but they just don't make sense to me. And this is coming from someone whose first anime ship as a ten-year-old was sasusaku.
In any case, Naruto (not citing the last few chapters) made it clear that Sasuke did not see Sakura nor Karin as a romantic interest. And honestly, I still am onboard with him being an aro ace because, hello representation!
And whatever happened behind the scenes post The Last are only headcanons, so the idea of Sasuke suddenly marrying Sakura seems a stretch to me. Let alone him having a kid who he suddenly cares so much about after ignoring her for twelve years...(coming to the problem of 'as to why he did that anyway' later)
Sarada, in my opinion, should not exist.
Like, okay, Naruto has a kid but why should Sasuke as well because of that? PTSD is a thing and we are repeatedly shown that Sasuke has grown a fear of familial bonds due to obvious reasons.
If we calculate their ages, the new gen was born sometime when they were 20-23 y/o. Yeah, I'm willing to bet Sasuke did not get past that nagging anxiety of eighteen years in just three or four.
If they wanted to make Sasuke the mysterious sensei figure who is rarely in town and is always going in these crazy amazing solo missions, don't make him a deadbeat dad. Come onnn...
Canon!Sasuke would never just abandon his wife and child for the sake of the village that ruined his family (again, trust issues), the village that he saw ab*sing a child because of something out of his control (who's to say Sarada was not picked on and scrutinized because she is a former nuke-nin's kid and an Uchiha like Naruto was due to Kurama?)
Instead, Sasuke should have just been a traveller. He should still be wandering the nations to find his way in life, being someone beyond an Uchiha and escaping the burden that was placed on his shoulders at a very young age.
You know how I keep mentioning the small villages that probably get ignored? Show him helping them, him cleaning up traces of corrupted organizations like in the last few episodes of the anime.
Show his kinder, softer side in a believable way (not the comic relief that Boruto provides), show us him seeing the beauty in life and finding a reason to live.
The Sasuke we see now just feels like an empty shell. I remember seeing a post the other day saying that he showed genuine emotions in Shippuden but now he looks like he has lost all motivation to even stay alive. And he was definitely guilt-tripped into returning to Konoha.
Yes, that would mean Sakura would remain either unmarried or marry some no-name character. Though, that seems unlikely as her pining over Sasuke eliminated all chance of relationship progress with any other character.
It would be refreshing to see her let go of her childhood crush and just moving on, leaving behind the last link to a Sakura she did not accept, the one she changed. I don't mind having an episode dedicated to them having a heart-to-heart as good old pals, all romantic feelings aside.
Maybe on that bench too, if you get what I mean. It would show us how far they have come, as shinobi, as Konoha's ninja and as people, from naïve kids to being the village's pillars.
Now, as to what the overall plot of Boruto should be, I have this idea of the war still going on when Naruto ends. Just hear me out.
If Ikemoto wants to resolve the Otsutsuki matters in this series, why not begin it with an intense fight scene where the generations following the main cast (Konohamaru and the rest) are fighting some low rank entities who serve the Otsutsuki.
It could lead to multiple of these strange class of aliens attacking from portals like ones the Rinnegan creates and base the entire series as a survival genre. Not only would that raise the stakes from being a one-episode conflict resolve, as it is now, it would mean the generation in the middle would become hardened veterans who the kids could look up to, not cannon fodder.
Make the prior war times return, but this time with an unknown race altogether. Make rifts between the Alliance, comment on how that affects the social and economical standings of various nations, involve the Daimyo.
Naruto can still be the all-powerful Hokage but make the rest of the caste equally useful.
Another idea that just popped up while writing this: what if they made mosters like in the Worm series appear? That threaten the world and some villages are forced to break the truce as they believe some ancient jutsu caused these attacks but cannot figure out from which nation.
Not even jutsu, it can be scientific modelling too since the Boruto era are scientifically far advanced.
Maybe I'm just reaching but with the huge power scaling like they have done, the stakes actually need to be high. Or else, every situation that they come across, we know they will get through it because of high rank jutsu they possess.
And for the last issue, just 'Boruto'. As in, the name. I'm aware it is supposed to be an homage to Neji but it feels so rip-off. There are so many good ones like : Hiro(for its irony as he is to be a hero and it starts with 'H'), Akihiro (personal favorite, means bright), Kaito (means ocean, an homage to the land of whirlpools), Asahi (mirror's Hinata's name meaning which is sun), Shinya (genuine, personal favorite), etc. etc.
A/N : That is it for this part. I can make another as I have ideas just buzzing in my mind and no time to turn them into fanfiction. Let me know if you enjoyed these and feel free to PM or reblog adding your own ideas too!
Also, anyone wanna be friends? 😅 I really want to rant about Naruto with someone and none of my friends watch enough anime to even comprehend what I'm saying most times.
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No, you don't
Part four of: No you don't
Summary: Poe finds out you have the force. Angst, a little dramatic chapter ngl. This fic is a slowburn, enemies to friends to lovers fic. In this part reader finds Rey and Poe tries to hide his amazement of the reader. Reader has the force.
Word count: 2.5k
Warnings: None
Authors note: Sorry I haven't updated this fic in a while, I've been in hospital and just had surgery, and on top of that recovering from the flu 😭. If its not as good as the others I'm sorry but I am still vry sick and my writers block is going nowhere. Anyway thank you for reading, liking and leaving comments, they mean the world to me and I love reading them so much!
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“Come on, help me,” I drag one of the stormtroopers by the collar “don’t just stand there!”
Finn and the alien jolt from their shock and help drag the other two stormtroopers. Poe stands with his mouth agape and his eyebrows raised.
We dump the stormtroopers behind the crate wall.
“Come in trooper R9-0087,” a staticy voice says from the stormtroopers belt.
“Shit, what do we do?” I say.
I look at them. Their shocked expressions make them look like goldfish. “Guys?!”
“Uh- we uh…” Finn tries.
“Trooper R9-0087, come in,”
I look at them expectantly. The alien shrugs his shoulders.
“Is everything alright R9-0087?” the voice pauses “do you want me to send backup? Are troopers R4-0074 and R5-0067 alive?
We glance down at the stormtroopers at our feet.
“Sending backup-”
“Wait! Troopers, R9-0087, R4-0074 and R5-0067 are alive… radio cut out” Poe says frantically.
“-alright cancelling backup.”
I let out a heavy sigh. My stomach stops doing loops. I look up at Poe, his face still struck with shock.
“You-” Poe points his finger at me.
“-later, we’ll talk about it later,” I slap his finger out of my face.
He resets his face into an infuriated one.
“Yeah we’ll talk about it. I-” he points his other finger at me “that was dangerous and stupid. And it put the whole mission at risk.” He clenches his jaw and squares his shoulders. His once starstruck expression gone.“Why didn’t you tell us that you’re a Jedi?”
“You didn’t need to know,”
Anger rises in his face. “You don’t think that the rebels might of benifitted from knowing that there was more than one Jedi?”
“I’m not going around trying to get myself killed!” I speak louder.
“That’s so selfish!” he yells. “You abandoned the rebelion! The one thing the opposes the sith, the Jedi’s enemy- you would let so many people die so you could-”
“The Jedi order is dead!” I yell. I can feel the shock bouncing around the room but my eyes stay on Poe. “It’s dead. And theres nothing I can do about it, so don’t stand there and tell me what I’ve done wrong because there is absolutely nothing I can do,”
The shuttle is ghost-quiet. No one dares to break the silence. I feel like I want to sink away back to Jakuu but I stand my ground. I take a deep breath to wash the emotion from my face.
“It’s dead.” I repeat. “I’ve already grieved about it, and accepted it so why don’t you put on your big boy pants and accept it so we can do what we came here to do.” I turn around to gather my thoughts.
There's a pause.
“I thought the Jedi where supposed to be braver,” Poe says quietly.
I whip around. “What did you just say?”
“You heard me.” Poe tilts his head up slightly so that his eyes look down on me. “You’re a coward.”
Before I can register what I’ve done, my hand slaps across his face with a sharp crack.
He steps back and puts a hand to where I slapped him. His eyes wide. Anger grows in his face. He steps forward to me.
Finn's hand pushes Poe by his chest. “Guys, remember what we’re here for.”
Poe lets out a anger ridden laugh and runs his hand across his jawline while smiling wolfishly.
“Go drink some water,” Finn points to Poe and then the cockpit. Poe rolls his head to the side. Finn points again and Poe slumps down in the cockpit, a faint angry smile on his lips.
I sigh and pinch the bridge of my nose.
Fin turns to me. “What were you thinking?- also very cool your a Jedi- but what were you thinking?!”
I kneel down and take start to strip the stormtrooper of his armor, leaving the black under clothes. “I’m not a Jedi,” I sigh. “I was almost one then the Empire decided to kill my mothe- my Jedi master.” I correct myself.
“Oh. But you still can be one right?” Finn asks.
“Yeah I just need to finish the training,” I take off the helmet of the stromtrooper. Finn gets an idea of what I’m doing and kneels next to me and helps with the next trooper.
“You know he’s a commander right?” Finn says.
“Yeah, I know.” I rip of a chest plate.
“Then, what, where, you, thinking?”
“I don’t know” I sigh. “He was being a dick,”
“Yeah he was wasn’t he?” Finn agrees.
I smile.
“... do you have a lightsaber?” He asks, boyishly.
“Yes I do-”
“-What are you doing?” Poe interupts. He leans on the doorway.
“Do you think we can just walk through there and find Rey, unnoticed?” I quip.
A sense of realisation washes over his face. “So we’re wearing that?” he points to the disheveld piles of armor.
“Yes” I turn around and roll my eyes.
Poe turns and talks to the alien. “Yeah you will have to stay with the ship- no I don’t think we can cut a hole for your tail- I’m sorry- yeah sure,”
He turns to us. My back still facing him. “Borg will stay with the ship.”
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Finn helps us put on our armor adjusting it in odd places. “Alright, how does that feel?”
I wiggle in the armor. “Weird, it smells to,”
“Yeah, it does doesn’t it,” Finn shifts back and forth on the balls of his feet.
“Alright. Let’s go.” Poe says, putting his helmet on. He presses the button to open the door.
We jog out. Sometimes Poe would cut in front of me and then Finn would overtake. We march uncoordinatedly.
Finn grabs our arms and pushes into a empty hallway. “Guys! Your going to get us killed!” Finn says as he takes of his helmet.
“Why?” I ask.
“Stormtroopers don’t overtake and elbow eachother.” Finn gestures between Poe and I.
I roll my eyes. “He’s running in zig-zags.” I feel his glare on me.
“No. You’re running like a drunk person.” Poe spits.
“Stop it!” Finn whisper-shouts. “I will walk infront and you guys walk behind me. Organised” Finn draws out the last word.
I nod and put on my helmet. We march behind Finn robotically for ages until we stop in another empty hallway. We take of our helmets, our hair disheveled. “I have no idea where she is,” Finn confesses.
“Ugh!” I thump my head against the cold metal wall.
“I’m sorry!” Finn says. “Look I was a janitor, okay? I don’t know anything about prisoners!”
Poe crouches down and rolls his helmet side to side with the tips of his fingers. “Leia was right. We shouldn’t of gone this soon without intel,”
“And then what? Leave Rey?” Finn argues.
Poe stands up. “Whatever I don’t feel like getting slapped again.”
I felt shame wash over me. I turned away to hide my guilt. How am I going to find you Rey? I think… The force? A little voice in the back of my mind says. Of course! How could I be so stupid?
I dump my helmet down and sit croslegged. “Cover me,” I say before closing my eyes. I can feel their confusion, and from my closed eyes I can almost see Poe rolling his eyes at me. I ought to slap him again.
I take a deep breath, I feel the force. I can feel how resistant and unfamiliar the force is to my presence, it’s almost saying ‘what are you doing here? Oh it’s you again. Long time no see’. I feel my self floating slightly of off the cold floor. I reach out through the force, its cold like ice-ocean water. I feel the unbalance in the force, I’m reaching out through sharp static, until I feel something warm, comforting, familiar. Its Rey.
I open my eyes and fall back on the floor with a thump. “I know where she is.” I stand up, greeted with again goldfish-like expressions. “Guys”
“Right, uh- okay show us where,” Finn says. He puts his helmet on.
I faintly hear Poe cough ‘show off’. I roll my eyes. I run around hallways, chasing Reys presence, we run around for a while nodding to other soldiers that march pass. We’re running down a hallway when I see Rey pop out from a intersecting hallway, I run to her.
“Stop!” she raises her hand towards me. Her face glistens with sweat and her face is painted with fear.
I take off my helmet. “Rey!” I say. Her face molds into relief and she drops her arm. We run to eachother and I tackle her with a hug. I break away and hold her face in my hands, looking for injury.
“I- you-” she tries to say.
“It’s okay.” I say. She smiles and wraps her arms around me again.
“Rey!” Rey lets go and hugs Finn.
“As sweet as this is we have to go!” Poe says and drags Finn away from Rey. I grab her arm and let Finn guide us back to the shuttle.
We burst into the ship hangar just to greeted by Kylo Ren and what looked like a hundred stormtroopers.
“Shit,” Poe says. We step back. I can see our shuttle, it sits at the other end of the hangar. “What do we do?”
“Rey, join me,” Kylo Ren says through his helmet. His hand outstretched. “I sense the unbalance in you Rey, our destinies are intertwined.”
Kylo Ren turns his gaze towards me in a way that makes me feel vulnerable, naked.
Rey steps forward.
“Rey no-” I begin. She holds up her hand.
“Ah,” Kylo Ren turns to me. “I sense the force in you- the turmoil.”
Rey turns. “Run.”
Finn and Poe bolt for the shuttle. “Come on what are you doing?!”
Rey stands still in front of Kylo Ren, unwavering. “What are you doing?” I yell.
“Go!” Rey yells. I run forward and grab her arm.
“No you idiot, I’m not leaving you!”
Stormtroopers begin to march forward. “Rey join me!” Kylo Ren yells.
“Go!” Rey pushes me.
The stormtroopers open fire, sending waves of red light at us. I dive behind a ship and fire back before snapping my body behind the ship to avoid their shots. I look back at Rey, who walks towards Kylo Ren calmly. “What are you doing?” I yell. She doesn’t respond. I dive behind another ship making my way towards the shuttle. Suddenly a group of three stormtroopers jump out from the ship. I shoot one and he falls down with a clunk. I dodge the other stormtroopers' shots and I kick their guns out of their hands. One kicks me in the stomach and I topple over. They take turns kicking me, their hard white boots bludgeoning me. Suddenly I push force energy away from me. I see the stormtroopers fly back hitting the linoleum floor. I feel someone grip my shoulders.
“Come on, let's go!”
I look up. It’s him, his hair is dishevelled and his brown eyes search my face frantically, looking for some response. He puts his hand on the side of my face and for a moment I think he’s going to slap me. Instead he just places his hand on the side of my cheek and gently says. “Come on, let’s go.”
Poe pulls me to my feet and pulls me towards the shuttle by his hand. I let him tug me around stormtroopers and dodge blaster shots. We duck behind a ship. “The shuttle is right there,” Poe says.
I clutch my side. “What about Rey?”
“Finn went to get her,” Poe answers, looking at the shuttle. “Damn it, stormtroopers,”
I look at where Poe is. Five stormtroopers stand guard at the shuttle entrance. “I’ll distract them and you go around and sneak on.”
I nod. We crouch as we sneak our way towards the shuttle. “Go that way.” Poe says.
Poe stands up and reveals himself. “Hey fellas!” He walks towards them. They stiffen and aim their blasters at Poe. “Whoa, chill,” Poe drops his blaster to the ground and holds his hands in the air. “We’re chill?”
“On your knees!” One of the stormtroopers yells.
“Look-” Poe starts.
“-now!” The stormtrooper motions to the ground with his gun.
“Okay okay,” Poe gets on his knees.
I sneak behind the stormtroopers. “Fellas, let’s not be brash,” Poe smirks.
“We’ve got 'em, the rebels.” the stormtrooper speaks into his radio. No response. “Hello?”
“Hello.” I respond before wacking a crate on his head. He topples down.
The stormtroopers turn their guns on me. Then Poe slides down snatches his blaster and shoots two of the troopers. The remaining two each face their blasters towards us, then two more stormtroopers come marching out of the shuttle, each carrying/dragging Borg the alien by his scaly arms.
“Drop your weapons!” The stormtrooper on the right of Borg yells.
Poe tries to up his ‘charm’. “Fellas-”
I reach thrust my arm out and the stormtroopers holding Borg fly backwards. The remaining stormtroopers unleash their blasters. I bawl my hand into a fist and the blaster shots stop mid air. I pause. I spin my hand around and shove the shots back towards the troopers.
My arm drops to my side.
“Wow, couldn’t of done that earlier?” Poe rolls his eyes. The expression on his face is a mix of irritation and utter annoyance, and if I had a mirror I guess my expression would look the same. He tore his hands through his dark curls. They looked so soft…
I let out a annoyed sigh, which ended up sounding more like a grunt.
From a distance I can see Rey and Finn sprinting, full speed towards us, screaming ‘go’.
I hop on my toes. “Come on let’s go!” I grab Poe’s arm and yank him towards the shuttle. “What are you doing? Go!”
“Aw you care about me sweetheart?” Poe jogs backwards towards the cockpit where Borg waits.
“All I care about is smacking the ugly of off your self-obsorbed face!”
He isn’t ugly I think.
Poe calls me some curse word in some alien language, which I’m sure was extremely vulgar judging by the look on Borgs face.
Stormtroopers march closely behind Rey and Finn. I close my eyes and send out a jolt of energy, exploding of the pipes underneath the stormtroopers feet, toppling them down in waves of pressurised steam. I can hear Kylo Ren yelling.
The shuttle lifts of the ground. I turn and jump onto the ramp. The shuttle is slowly lifting of off the ground. “Come on!” I yell waving my hand towards the shuttle. The shuttle is about a meter of the ground.
Rey jumps on first. I grab her arm to stablize her. “Finn, come on!” Finn jumps, he lands on the edge of the ramp swaying backand forth. I pull him forward.
The ramp closes. I can hear the hull of the shuttle being rained with blaster fire.
“Go!” I yell.
We shoot out into hyperspace. The flashing lights surrounding the windows.
Poe steps out of the cockpit. “God you’re in deep shit.”
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If it's not too invasive, how did you get diagnosed with ASPD, and has it changed anything for you?
i dont have on official diagnosis on my record, and frankly i dont think anyone should seek one out
while i was doing a pretty intense round of multiple therapies for 3-4years, my anger management and dbt therapists agreed on comorbid aspd/npd as my unofficial diagnosis. this was after a few years going through my childhood trauma and adult struggles. the biggest factors for deciding on aspd were my inability to regain empathy even after years in a safe environment, my oppositional defiance that persisted into adulthood, my pathological need for control, and my consistent struggles with impulse control, substance abuse, and anger management neither of them put anything on record tho. they agreed with me that it would only make things more difficult and put me at risk. my bipolar disorder dx already restricts a lot of my rights and i didnt want to make it worse
having an official aspd diagnosis on ur medical history has literally no benifit to u. it doesnt open up any pathways for treatment, it doesnt help u get any kind of help, and it doesnt help things be covered under insurance. any therapy or treatment or medication u want to get can be obtained without it, often easier
its just a genuine threat to ur agency and rights to have one attatched to ur medical history, which other ppl can get access to. it can be used against u to give u harsher legal penalties, longer jail time, involuntary hospitalizations and instintutionalization, it can be used to strip u of ur legal right to make decisions for urself long term, to take ur children away, to refuse u treatment at certain facilities, and more
i dont think anyone should seek one out. i promise u that whatever validation u think it will bring is nothing compared to risk to urself and ur safety that it poses
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Mean Girls Analysis
In honour of the new Movie that came out [If people like it, fair enough I won't judge]
But there was some things about Mean Girls 2004 that I always noticed and decided to point out;
Threes: There are two groups that have a dynamic. The Leader, the Gossiper, and the Dumb One. I've noticed how Janice took Katy under her wing in the beggining of the movie, and even when they were skipping class and Katy felt worried, Janice said "Why would I get you in trouble, aren't we friends?"
Janice Ian and Regina George are similair, that the people under them have to put their feelings last to appease them.
Ian is the gossip, just like Gretchen, he's the one telling Katy "That's why her hair is so big it's full of secrets, she put the letter D in the word orange- one time Regina spread a rumour-" "Ian enough!"
And then theres the 'dumb' one or naive in this case. Katy is like Karen how both don't really think for themselves and just follow the leaders, Katy is emulating Regina AND Janice.
When you see Katy at the beggining of the movie, she's dressed down, and has no sense of style, others have pointed out that the dress she wore at the party after dethroning Regina is similair to her prom dress, they said Katy turns INTO Regina as the new Queen B and becomes the new Mean Girl.
See above the pink prom dress that has a similair fabric to-
But she's NOT a carbon copy. What I bring forward is that Katy was copying JANICE as well.
which is why both Regina AND Janice hated Katy, she was an accumilation of BOTH, she represented the kindness and cruelty that both expressed, Regina saw Janice and Janice saw Regina in Katy.
For example, Regina's looks is hoop earrings and the prom dress.
Janice is dark eyeliner and blacks.
Katie started wearing dark eyeliner at one point in the movie,
The worst part is that Katie was a undercover agent who had to 'pretend' to like the mean girls and be friends with them.
But then pretend that she hated Janice and Ian in public at school. At that point when she first started school in October, past christmas and into the new year all she has done is PRETEND.
Even soldiers break at one point, meanwhile Janice is safe in her corner of the school with her best friend Ian and if the truth comes out and blows up it would be Katy taking ALL the risk and Janice could easily avoid the fallout, she's taking all the risk but Janic reaps all the benifits of her grade school revenge.
After all she did make Katy that way.
My only frustration with the movie [and others online who always say it was Janice that was the villain]
Is that Janice never said sorry, or attoned. Regina and Katy had that moment in the bathroom [and musical that included it] and Regina took anger managment and Katy got the guy. But Katy was the one who decided to own up and fix it, she visited Regina, took her punishment and even apologised.
It's just that when Katy was defending herself when she had the party- that was the whole POINT. she did all that for erin. Janice got what SHE wanted seeing Regina taken down, but now that it's Katys turn she's the bitch? Katy was a bad friend, but Janice wasn't great either. And when Regina/katy attoned Janice was just forgiven she never even apologised in the movie.
Regina is a caretaker.
Not saying she's best girl, no she's both kind and cruel equelly. The reason why she lets everyones guard down is how she dishes out justice and ends up looking like the hero. She makes people happy then is validated for her cruel behaviour.
For example, when Katy was being bothered Regina ended up tearing the guy down and peg and invited Katy to their table.
On one hand, this could be Regina taking Katy away from Janice- she may have noticed them hanging out and decided to take her just to be petty.
Next would be the mall,
How the guy Gretchen likes was with another girl and Regina helped her out by making the phone call. In that point if Regina see's something wrong she does something to fix it, which makes the feel inbebted. Thats twice katy saw Regina being an avenging angel so when Regina said she would talk to Erin for her, she thought it was a done deal, and why when Regina took him back it came out of left field and was such a shock.
It's probably the reason why the girls took all of Reginas crap, maybe in the past she did them favours, but thats why they allow Regina to call them stupid or derogatory names and accept it. Even when Gretchen was suddenly demoted as second and was suddenly hated but continued to remain in the clique.
#mean#girls#analysis#mean girls analysis#just going back over the old movie#Not a fan of the new one it's not for me#but if people like it good for them.
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Y/N doesn't really know how the Player works right? They really just opened up Pandoras box and let a murderer into the world again just for a few questions that are better off not answered. The first thing the Player would probably manipulate them, so this is all going down hill because Y/N took away Dust's happy ending.
I can see how this would be more then frustration from his point of being, but did he even inform Y/N how evil the player is?
technically ... dust never had feelings about y/n to begin with! he just faked an obsession or interest to lure out player from all the other unrecognizable husks to this one.
it worked, he caught them, and he used y/n to his own benifit.
so imagine they're frustration when they feel like a dumbass pawn who's both but a bargain chip on both sides.
to clarify? no. he didn't TELL them what player was or what he was, because y/n wasn't supposed to even be around by the time he caught that annoying heart.
he'd just spare them the headache and tell them they can leave.
no context for the kidnapping and no answers when they were just suddenly free.
but yeah y/n made some questionable choices to go digging deeper on the shady Skelton's basement... (which was technically you guy's choice lmao) to their credit he could have kidnapped more innocent people...
but yeah. player is basically Pandora's box. they would go to destroy everything except... they won't. why?
cuz there scared on the surface their true reset is SO powerful that it even wipes off dust's memories.
they don't want that. they don't want to wash away their sins. they don't want things to go back. they don't want to be forgotten. not again. this was the CLOSEST thing they had to making things real...
well... actually maybe a few deaths here and there. a few poor homeless folk, a few more rich assholes, they're making a deat note bucket list.
it's not like killing humanity is that hard since they're a destructive bunch. all is needed is to let them destroy themselves unlike monsters who were united despite their differences.
still. you won't find this lil demon going on a killing spree without caution. guns exist and they can't exactly dodge actual bullets. this is ALL NEW and uncharted territory for them and they're not confident enough to risk things. not unless they have a full grasp of the military power and how dangerous these humans are... and how much of a danger THEY are to them =)
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"...I wonder if there is a chance that I can subtract the darkin parasite from achara's dna while keeping the other latent benifits intact...though that can risk making the situation worse if done wrong-"
back to work it seems.
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so lucas got his first solo!!!!!!
u knw what twtr i is exploding.... Haha.... Some are being neutrals while some acting like the scandal is happened with them.... Like they have seen it through their eyes!!! I mean as a new one to this fandome I only can read the news.... Yes there was a scandal, a bad one actually.... But I don't knw how much of it is true.... So if u hate him ignore him nd don't listen to his songs.... Nd u like him just support him rather picking up a fight with those hate him..... That's all i can say.... But am really curious abt smthng...
I mean, even if u r doing a great job the company won't always invested in u much...most of the cases are like that....nd when u got into a scandal, there goes ur career into a bhooom....like u knw these entertainment companies won't just support someone....even if they are introducing a new face they work hard to make them famous coz they can't risk the amount they spent on that person..they want profit....but here in lucas case, what made them so confident abt get him into the field again... I mean he had such a big scanadal nd got really hate, ofcrs i knw he still has a good fanbase but u knw, it won't be an easy task... There is risk... There is a chance of it won't make it big... But still SM daringly made him a solo artist really makes me curious.... Does he have some connections or what.... Or is he really innocent that company wants to give him a chance..... Nd I don't think that pink company is that much generous.... Coz they even made shotaro nd sengchan into another group just becoz they are already famous, so puting them into another group would make more benifit to reach out to the fans.... That compnay only think abt profit rather than their artists feeling, so what in the world they got the confident lucas would bring back lot profit through this solo?! Normal idols not getting things while scandalous one got it..... I'm totally confused huh nim.....im soryy if my words made u offended, if I'm wrong correct me nd share ur thoughts on this.... Thankuu ☺
Lucas was accused of things of various degree of villainy. Most fans never cared to look into the things more deeply, read the disproof by fans who investigated the case, just jumped on the hate train. And now those people think they continue to stand on the side of "good people" who condemn cheaters, sexual harrassers, rapists, etc. And, of course, there are just plain antis.
Taeyong was cleared from accusations of being a bully and others in 2020. It is now known he had one of the worst childhoods among 127 neos, was even sent for a month to his granparents, away from school he didn't want to go to. And even today fans spread misinformation about him being a "nasty person".
Many Lucas' fans stayed and demonstrated they were waiting for him through trending of tags, comments on IG, etc. SM could see the continued interest and rely on that core fanbase. Lucas is going on a fanmeet tour around Asia, which demonstrates SM being sure it will be sold. The upside of working for the global market is that being cancelled in one country (here: China) doesn't nesessary mean that other countries will follow suit. When SK starts to hate a celebrety, that celebrety "dissapears" to Japan or China for a couple of years (works there non-stop), and makes a comeback back home, once people forget.
I suspect Lucas is Chris Lee's personal project. He uploaded a photo together with him a year or so ago, and appeared in the documentary. Either Chris was empathic, knowing Lucas personally and how the things actually were behind the scenes, or he wants to try to return a banished idol back and make a case for the future. Idols are cancelled all the time, and recently it has become a big problem. Just look how many idols were kicked out from their groups, and big ones. This issue will become even worse in the future, with deep fakes and AI voice generators.
LSM also gave chances to some of his artists after they caused problems.
SM signed Kim Woojin, who was ousted from Stray Kids. He managed to clear his name with the help of lawyers, proved the accusations were false, but it was too late.
Lucas wasn't a super big star, not like BigBang members, for example, or BTS. He has star quality, a potential to be very big, however, SM has new groups and current ones that bringmoney. It's not like he is last resort, worthy of risking everything. As such, SM returning him means whatever mess ha was involved with, it wasn't criminal. Not something that can comeback like a boomerang again if media really tries to dig something up (and not antis proliferate rumours).
Shotaro and Sungchan's opinon was taken into consideration. The transfer was agreed on with them. Yes, Riize gets a lot of problems with scandals, but the degree of it wasn't possible to predict in the past. The two boys fit Riize better than NCT Wish, and they don't need to work from scratch again and build thegroup's popularity slowly. Just look at choreos. Shotaro would be bored. Meanwhile Sungchan is too tall for teens like Ryo or Sakuya. He is pushed as the next SM visual, while Wish' concept is cute boys.
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