#rip to the fics i will never write or finish
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i just want to write something soft and fluffy but have -24601 braincells right now 😭
#rip to the fics i will never write or finish#jk lmao#i will because i have to but afkljsdfkls in this very moment i just feel a lil' incapable and uninspired 🥲#which sucks because it's an outlet that always makes me feel better and i could use those vibes rn
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i love how optimistic i am when outlining long fics it's like "oh wow if i just plan this all out and then Follow. The. Plan!! it will totally be SO EASY. i mean i can have it all done so quickly!"
...ignoring the fact that this has never once happened 😂
#kayla rambles#writing thingsss#the closest thing is the time i did ladynoir july because like...i did write 60k in around 50 days#but i was a lot less picky about my writing then ajsfbkdsjf#like i COULD NOT write that fic now. and also i would write it so differently now 😭 but not the point#and i still updated the outline many times while writing that#also is 60k even a long fic? to me that's just medium. though i know that depends on who you ask#and i suppose by my standards i've never actually finished a 'long fic' (yet...but i have 4 in progress oops)#RIP to the shera fic that i only have one chapter of left to write asjfbdksjd maybe one day#on the plus side i feel like i'm getting better at outlining!!!#and i'm having fun which is the important thing!!#plus who knows maybe the break from actual writing will help#(if i manage not to cave akjfdskjd it's only been 4 days and idk if i'm strong enough to resist much longer)
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Somebody send me recs about Team Black please.
#I love Rhaenyra and her babies so much#just for once I wanna see the happy family#Ik fanfiction can deliver what F&B and HotD couldn't#I just wanna know. I have so many questions. The Velaryon boys feelings towards both their father figures- Laenor and Harwin + their deaths#and Nyra marrying Daemon. Plus the relationship between Nyra 's Velaryon and Targ bois#yk they loved each other so much Jace died trying to saving Viserys and Aegon loved his older brothers#plus Rhaena and Baela. What do they think of the marriage? Their new siblings? Ik Nyra adored them. They were the daughters she never had.#Nyra raised 5 kids (6 in my heart. RIP Visenya) and 2 stepkids. so at least 7 loving and strong children. she was such a good mother#and I deserve to see it dammit#one day I will finish writing my own fic about this but until then I need more recs#everyone on team black gets to lives in my fics too: Aemma Harwin Laena#but I can't stand team green. either they suffer or don't exist. but I am not so picky while reading. I am fine with whatever as long as#Nyra and her babies are happy. Idc what happens or who she ends up with (my fav is always Rhaewin tho.)#somebody plz send recs. I will name my first born after you#anti team green#pro team black#rhaenyra targaryen#hotd#jacaerys velaryon#lucerys velaryon#joffrey velaryon#baela targaryen#rhaena targaryen#aegon iii targaryen#viserys ii targaryen#harwin strong#daemon x rhaenyra#rhaenyra x harwin#daemon targaryen#anti alicent hightower
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discontinuing mezzo forte … angel just lost its wings …
#in all srs i was never going to finish it bc i never planned fully#rip half filo iwa u will be missed#but trust i’ll have more filo iwa fics 😝😝#im actually quite sad bc mezzo forte was so good and so fun but the moment i got to the one part everything was building up to …#i forgot i had to write an ending 😭#u will b missed mezzo forte !!! to some extent
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f to my parasite mu dreams </3 i thought i may as well finish this right now since otherwise id never post it
#kusunoki muu#muu kusunoki#mu kusunoki#kusunoki mu#milgram#milgram fanart#my art#i started this (checks file) oh god half a year ago#and got like 70% done and then never got around to finishing#so i just fixed the lines and cleaned it up a little in about 2 hours#when i first drew this i intended this to be a lot cleaner but if i did that i would never finish#it doesnt need to be perfect it just needs to be done etc#especially since i have uni now so im going to drop off the face of the earth#im. planning to focus on fic writing too so uh. <33 see you guys in a year i guess#rip to the mountains of 01 and 03 fanart i will never get around to cleaning up enough for posting#i love doodling them but finishing proper art is pain#its 1am. i ignored homework for this.#anyway i dont care what canon says i will continue to listen to parasite and imagine mu amvs to it
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next chapter of family affair will put me at 150k words published on this ao3 account….
#(120k for 2024 ??????????)#its across different fics bc i cannot focus on one and i def need to go back and finish a lot of these but [scream]#literally never thought i could write this much… all my old stories i struggled to get past 5k…#too bad i orphaned almsot all my random high school fics on the old account rip
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Using all my bisexual powers to write a tomshiv/tomgreg oneshot smut fic with a reference to Temple Grandin; talk about Succ Sundays!
#no one cared about my next chpt in my good omens fic because i waited too long (rip) so no one will care about my improved smut writing#sad!#i’ve never written heterosexual sex before lmao help#or lesbian for that matter#<- failure on my part#but yah i’m greedy and my succ oneshots did well and are fun to write because they are Unwell#also shiv is hot and i’d let her ruin my life so it’ll be fun and full of haha’s#succ#succession#ao3#personal#find this later miracle aligner#<- i will bully myself into finishing this within 2 weeks max#tomshiv#tomgreg#my ao3 is glossy_trees btw <3#read my good omens fic if yr based and redpilled#i’m so excited to write about tom being cringe about shiv’s post pregnancy areolas you guys#tom wambsgans#shiv roy#greg hirsch#and jealous greg?? yes please#bisexual#enjoy my 2nd fav pic of carl barat
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#i actually feel like physically fucking sick thats hpw fucked up this fic is#like again i repeat it is my fault for not reading the tags properly i should have never read this#but im just so mad because i suffered through this thing#like So Much happened#only to get Right to the end#and brutally kill them in that way?#and then 3 more fucking chapters where everyones just fucking sad???#and now im just fucking sad and i dont feel like the writing earned it!#im about to be such a bitch i am sorry#but it was a cheap shot (i fucking hate it here) for shock value i felt#like yeah no wonder im fucking distraught now when i wasnt overly invested in this story because you took the two people i was rooting for#had them suffer but then make it and think they were gonna be happy and then you just ripped it away for like. literally no reason.#i hate it here i actually hate it soooooo much#i need to finish this so i can just move the fuck on im sooooooooooooooooooooooooo upset#le text post
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happy 4th birthday to my WIP long fic Two Hearts Could Be One!!!
#2hcb1#mine#i could post some of my actual writing or art ive made for it but i think this says more than enough 😅 RIP asbel#wonder how many more years til it's done? 😅#tho i've been quite productive for it this year already ^^ figured out the climax and fleshed out plenty of other scenes#this fic means everything to me ive never been so utterly obsessed w a passion project before 💜💜💜💜#im really grateful to ToG and this wip for fueling my creativity and giving me a LOT of feelings along the way ;_;#and im super grateful to my audience!!!!! hi pav!!!!!!! 💜💜💜💜#i should really post more from it even though it's unfinished 😅 feels weird to constantly post abt smth no one else has context for#ideally i could finish the child arc and post them sometime next year while graces interest is resurging. ive already finished 3/6 chapters#but nothing is worse for my creativity than a deadline so. if it happens it will be a happy coincidence. if not oh well write at my own pac
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Hi Clam. Question about CoGR. I know you didn't have the fic finished when you first started posting. Did you make an outline for the whole fic or did you just wing it?
I'm struggling to keep my longfic together and could use some pointers.
Oh worm! Coming to me for planning tips is a dangerous game considering I change it up with every fic hdKJH
But in the case of CoGR specifically, yes, the entire fic was outlined before I started writing! Every chapter had a very basic concept attached to it so I understood what was meant to happen + how his Thought Processes had formed. And at the very top of the doc I had the entire Zote History written out so I could keep it in mind as I wrote
I also color-coded chapters based on where they were taking place, unless something important was discussed in that chapter, in which case they were color-coded with red text (hence my author notes referring to certain chapters as "colored red"!)
actually i went digging thru my files and I found the old planning doc, so if u were wondering how the cogr plan looked, well. here u go,
and yes it's in chronological precept order, meaning my plan was backwards. i only figured out that I wanted to go in reverse precept order After I wrote down the initial plan, lmao
But even with an established outline far in advance, stuff was constantly getting tweaked and messed around with as I wrote. Really big plot points stayed relatively the same (such as Chapter 47 - the plan for that stayed pretty cut and dry from start to finish) but some things ended up being added or changed as I went along (for instance, the entire grub arc was a sort of last minute decision; I got the idea a few chapters in advance and went 'hey fuck it that'd be fun to add' so I Did, and I found it made the chapters where the grub was included far more interesting than if they were never there!)
So my advice would be to make an outline but not be too hard on yourself when it comes to sticking to it. I find an outline to be SUPER helpful, as if I don't plan something well in advance I just end up writing myself into a hole (R.I.P Tinnitus), but adding little things as I write can make it all the better. So make a plan, yeas, but give yourself breathing room for changing things/adding stuff!
Hope that helps at all!!
#and ever since cogr my planning docs have become all the more lengthy and complicated to look at. which is both a blessing and a curse#In the case of Nothing Spectacular I ended up writing and rewriting and erasing and revising the outline every five minutes.#I was never happy with what I wanted to happen and it led to me never finishing the fic. Because I was constantly changing the plan#but in the case of Fluttering Wings the plan is ESSENTIAL. Because I am THE FORGETTER. And I'm VERY BUSY while I write it#so if there's things I want to happen I need it WRITTEN DOWN in that planning doc or I will DIE. So the plan for FWCT is LENGTHY.#(there's already stuff I forgot to add in chapter 2 that I saw in the planning doc and went AHHH FUCK. So I need to add em later SHDGKJH)#but I say do whatever works best for you! Short plan? Long plan? Barely a plan? Hey it works different for different people#There are people who can write totally planless and have everything work out!... I am just not one of those people! Rip Tinnitus!#ask#writing tips
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ughhhhh writing is so HARD what do you MEAN it took me two and a half hours to write 900 words
#this i why im never finishing my fics smh#i dont even know if that was a slow pace or a fast pace for me#but i DO know that i havent even gotten to the main point of the scene yet💀💀💀#and that im already burnt out on this one for the night#like i might try to switch fics but GOD writing is a LOT for me smh#what if i just edit stuff i already wrote instead#what if i just do re-edits in my drafts of finished and posted fics instead🤔#im awful#rip all my beautiful beautiful bsd and aa and naruto and various other fandom fics in my drafts#some of you are SUCH. good ideas i hope you get finished one day😔✌️
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i think the one time i wrote most of a team greed fic while i had covid somehow conditioned my brain into me being at my peak for writing whenever I'm feeling sick
#i never did finish that fic tho rip#(I'm ok btw i just got a covid vacc yesterday and the side effects are enough to put me in writing mode apparently. for some reason)#i don't understand why anything in my body or brain functions the way it does#dol-talks
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i got back into batman bc i was watching ateez concert footage of seonghwa pacing the stage & wiggling his finger in the air like a supervillain so i wanted to make an edit of that footage with audio of the joker from the arkham games over it & then i started watching gameplay of the arkham games & then i decided to pick up my old bat comics from high school again & here we are
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prompts in my inbox i see u, i do, and i will get to them but probably not until after lucifer week because i need to force myself to focus and finish my fics
but as compensation for not getting to them promptly (lmao) i’ll do 500 words for them instead. limited time offer. get in now or forever hold your peace. i foresee no way in which this can go wrong aljdjflajfllk
#they’re just drabbles I do know that but also my brain is wired wrong and if I let it get distracted from what im Currently Writing#it will just never finish it. case in point my wip folder rip#and I really want to finish my fics for Lucifer week thats important to me
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@forlorn-kumquat replied to your post “Writing a Phoebe/Coop fic and like. Can I mention...”:
Did she like him, or did she just like what he represented in her life: safety, stability, normalcy? Cause I think Phoebe's time with Cole has her so messed up that she would have latched onto any reasonably normal guy who wasn't trying to kill her and her family
Okay, so the context (and sneak peak, I guess) is Phoebe and Coop are discussing how she wasn't willing to be with Coop until she finds out about the future. Phoebe brings up how everytime she pursued the love she wasn't "suppose to," aka Cole and Miles, it goes poorly and her family is hurt in the crossfire. It's not- Okay, well, it wasn't intended to be a very in-depth thing bc it's just a oneshot that's gotten out of control on me again, but I realized that parallel between Phoebe's relationships with Cole and Miles and am kinda liking the idea of third time the charm-ing it, tbh. (I also bring up Dex, bc like I said! This is getting out of control on me again!)
She doesn't really delve deep into that relationship, so it's kinda your mileage may vary on that but here's the lines about it:
" I thought that it was just because it was Cole. But then I fell for someone I wasn’t supposed to be with, Miles, and I thought that I could change his fate. I thought I was supposed to change his fate, and instead I hurt my family again."
Idk, did that make sense? Any input is greatly appreciated!!
#forlorn-kumquat#abi speaks#charmed#i left like right after finishing that paragraph and coming back to it i think it's decent?#but there's also a nonzero chance that ppl reading this will go wait who tf is miles but like#im bringing up dex too and they might have that reaction to him as well#(im ppl on dex. do you know how long it took me to remember that he existed? literal YEARS#i've had a charmed hyperfixation for over a decade! i run a charmed blog! i write so much (unposted) fanfiction!#i was scrolling through phoebehalliwell (sidenote#she is such a fucking good blog i check it like everyday and i love her stuff she was in fact my inspo#if you could not tell by the blatant url rip off im sorry i dont know how to name things)#when i saw someone ask her about dex and she was like he's a loser with no personality from arizona#and i literally went wait who the fuck#WAITAMINUTE#like. not a single thought to be had. like man he was just boring and idk if he was really in any#not even good but like decent episodes yknow?#especially bc i never really vibed with the homeland plot and thats the part of the season he was in but anyways im off topic (as usual))#the hilarious thing is that this fic is actually like five or six years old now and the intent was just editing it#admittedly strong editing bc teenage!abi had specific headcanons shoehorned in that ya!abi doesn't#shoutout chris being a telepath headcanon we'll never forget you baby#(the focus is on the chris & coop platonic ship and coop/phoebe romantic ship)#the og draft was 2.5 words#the one i am currently editing is almost 4k and im just now getting to the halfway point#the coop/phoebe conversation is substantially longer now#and so is coop being lovesick over phoebe like sir. sir pls shut the fuck up i am running out of things that arent cringey af#i know im the one writing it but im still sitting here like coop baby shut the fuck up PLEASE#i actually really do like this better but i gotta read it over again for proofreading later and im kinda try to add a thousand words#bc me going oh i'll just proofread and clean it up a little is what STARTED this mess#i'm having a great time /gen
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I just reada really good fic but halfway through I realized "oh shit this is really familiar.... didn't I write something like this once?" And as I kept reading I kept predicting what happened next and the further I went the more convinced I was that they'd ripped off my story-
like, copied the ENTIRE plot and re-written it, just better than I had? The characters were more fleshed-out than mine were, and the POV was more interesting, and the pace made more sense- but it was MY STORY?
So close to the end I was like "holy shit.. do I message them? Ask if my story inspired theirs? Should I be angry? Flattered?" Cause their tags and description didn't mention me AT ALL, which, sure, it's fanfiction to begin with, but if you're using my work than at least credit me as inspo, right? Just to be courteous?
But I get to the end of the final chapter, and it's not finished, and I'm kind of disappointed cause I never finished my story and I was really immersed in their version now and had been looking forwards to seeing how they tied up my loose ends- so I scroll to the bottom to leave a comment, and.
It's MY URL.
IT WAS MY STORY THE WHOLE TIME.
THE ONE *I WROTE*.
In *2013*.
And FORGOT ABOUT
BECAUSE I WAS SO INSECURE ABOUT MY SLOPPY, SHALLOW, AMETEUR WRITING
And I'm just sitting here now staring into space thinking about every shitty story I've ever written now like
IT WAS ALL GOOD?
IT WAS GOOD THIS WHOLE DAMN TIME??
I'M A GOOD WRITER?????
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