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something possesses me whenever marcille’s involved cause what the hell.
#rip to all my other projects#wip#my art#dungeon meshi#marcille donato#not sure about the stained glass window yet ive got 3? designs sketched#her eyevrow’s a little. wild. but i can deal w that lateerrr
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in the darkest night, guiding stars
Some rambling about Tailmon's and Caedemon's complicated relationship in Aurora below~
Tailmon and Caedemon are two of some of the oldest Digimon aligned with both their own and mankind in Aurora, and their relationship goes far back to the very genesis of the Digital World.
As Huanglongmon's creations and members of the Archangels, both of them served them and the four Great Beasts as guardians of their world, alongside the other eight of their kind. For thousands of years, they were the guiding light for all the other Digimon to look up to, until Lucemon's betrayal, and the other six Archangels siding with him. Having discovered what would later become known as the Dark Area - an eldritch, mysterious and volatile dimension existing apart from the Digital and human worlds, yet intertwined with them - he chose to keep it secret, and, in time, his own desires, made worse by the influence of the Area, made him turn against his world and creators. The six others that succumbed to it all the same chose to follow their leader, and nearly laid waste to the Digital World by breaching the dimensional walls and unleashing the Area upon it, but were ultimately stopped by the remaining three Archangels, the world's inhabitants, and Huanglongmon's ultimate sacrifice to seal the Dark Area away, along with the traitors.
Ophanimon perished in those battles, but was reborn in the far future, though without memories of her past.
It was the actions of mankind that called her to action once more, and what awakened Caedemon from his eternal slumber deep within the Dark Area. It was when humans, upon discovering its existence, breached it in an attempt to take control of its powers and Caedemon himself - and sealed the fate of both worlds.
Caedemon, like his brethren, was never meant to be awakened, and Tailmon was mortified upon eventually figuring out the identity of the decaying beast. In her eyes, rightfully, not only was he a traitor, but also even alone a serious danger to both worlds, having become part of the Dark Area itself, but he was also absolutely not fit to be a Tamer's Digimon, especially to a child.
Caedemon initially also did little to soothe her concerns, even with her disdain and suspicions for him obvious, as he exhibited a selfish, troubled and nihilistic personality, caring little for their own kind, and consistently questioning whether or not humanity is even worth saving, with all they've learned about it - a big contrast to her more optimistic outlook on things, a love for all living beings, and a desire to seek out good in everyone, even to the detriment of herself and others.
Though they do eventually mend their once broken friendship, it takes a long time for things to get better, and a lot of change ( namely for Caedemon ) for them to find a way to complement each other in working together - two beings plucked from past long gone - to guide both worlds into a better future.
#I just wanted to say words#all of this is extremely vague LOL#there's so much more to explain about the Dark Area ALONE in this setting not to mention what happens with humans interfering with it#or the full history of the Digital World and what happened and what it's like now#Or how humanity came in contact with Digimon initially#I'm gonna eventually detail things more when I have time to actually work on this and illustrate stuff proper#I haven't even shown any of the human characters' redesigns yet rip#but yes they start out hating each other#very rightfully so for Tailmon#because Caedemon is a fucking asshole initially#and very vague about whether he wants to just destroy everyone or not LOL#she was also the one who defeated him initially when they tried to fuck over the Digital World lmao#ironically their Tamers become best friends very quickly#digimon#my art#my doodles#digimon project: Aurora#Tailmon#Caedemon#Gatomon#demon#Impmon#monster
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if you ever wondered what amara's spotify looks like
delilah belongs to @loriane-elmuerto | wally belongs to @auricfog | poe + gabi belong to @risingsh0t
templates - one. two (i heavily modified this js).
tag list! (opt in/out) @jamessunderlandgf @lavampira @queennymeria @chyrstis @derelictheretic @benwishaw @boldly-ho @spookyrares @devil-kindred @florbelles @roofgeese @ruvviks @strangefable @confidentandgood @leviiackrman @carrionsflower @simplegenius042 @thedeadthree @socially-awkward-skeleton @imogenkol @malefiquinn @neonshrike @d-esmond @captastra @gothimp @statichvm @calenhads @poetikat @nonfunctioning-queer @ghostfvcker @dickytwister @inafieldofdaisies
#hi this is the second edit#if yall wanted to know. The other playlists. songs of all time is literally all fall out boy songs. all of them#songs of all time 2 is all paramore songs. all of them. amara has 2 favorite bands#I just like these songs. is ripped straight from me LMAO I have a playlist called I just like these songs it’s. hold on. 645 songs long.#and u guessed it. every song I like is on there#see I told u she was a self insert#ANYWAYS song recs is. u guessed it song recs. thank you to hev for providing all of the song recs btw#and group project. is the massive playlist that the gang just adds what the fuck ever to#and obviously. Shop playlist is the playlist amara has running in blooming records when she works. sometimes she plays this#sometimes she just picks a record to play#she was limited to 2 fob songs so she had to pick her faves#also sorry for the double tags ANYWAYS that’s all#oc: amara owens#my edits
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i enjoy writing fic from the bottom of my heart and i also get so much love from people that im very grateful for and feel very blessed by. but man writing takes so long and is . so difficult with is received sometimes with what feels like so much entitlement. it is just weirdly exhausting randomly.
#aristotle.txt#might just be the end of years blues#been working on comms and stuff#and i will absolutely be getting those done and all the other fics i need to finish done at least before February of next year#but man its hard. i think after im all caught up i will force myself to take a break#and ill focus on my other projects#this is not really about me as much as its a general feeling of being like jaded#i love writing fanfiction though so im hoping it will pass#but its rough rip. and i have it good overall. i cant complain rlly and rarely do#its just the general attitude towards writers lately that makes me kind of depressed#and it really does make me not want to do it rip#i dont need to be rewarded but it does not feel good to not feel respected on the whole yfm
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Binah loves it if you're physically soft. it's such a contrast from her own cold, toned body, and a wonderful one in her eyes. softness makes you warm and comfortable, all that much better to hug and pull close to her chest. she can still pick you up no matter what. being an ex-Arbiter doesn't mean she's weak by any means. she enjoys lightly squishing or laying on top of you, using you as a soft pillow, or tugging you onto her lap and idly kneading her hands against your shoulders. softness is something Binah has little of, so she loves that you're the way that you are, no matter what, as you already bring such light and happiness to her life.
this applies to Queequeg too. and Outis for good measure because i like her.
#project moon#lobotomy corporation#library of ruina#binah#binah lobcorp#binah library of ruina#an event happened that made my insecurities flare#so i am counteracting it with facts#this is true for all the sinners and characters ever by the way#and if you disagree i will send the Head to your home and have them rip your skin from your flesh.#all bodies are valid and they all like them and i do not take other opinions#anyways binah loves me and she loves you and so do queequeg and outis
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F!Leo fanart heavily inspired by @last-hourglass!! the relationship between a turtle and his past/future self is something that can be so personal
#rottmnt#future leo#rottmnt leo#rottmnt future leo#rottmnt art#rottmnt fanart#I am going through the full seven stages of fandom#and have finally reached stage 6: fanart#RIP all my other projects my brain is only Turtles now#my art
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"What, playing by the rules wasn't enough for you?"
"In that case... Let's play a new game, just you and me."
"I'm gonna count to ten, and if you're still there..."
"I'll make you disappear. Better get hiding."
'The Kriptid' isn't your standard issue Kris Dreemurr; it's hard to say what they qualify as these days. A few too many tweaks by an over-zealous Deltarune modder have left them irreparably changed. They don't appreciate what 'meddlers' have done to them or their world.
Are they human? Are they a monster? A secret third thing, it seems.
If you're lucky, they'll never be more than a fleeting shadow at the edge of your screen, a flicker of pixels you can't quite identify. To most they're nothing but an elusive urban myth. And to those who dwell within, they're merely a mysterious vagabond with a discomforting sense of humor and an eerily detached disposition... And a notable aversion to being directly observed. Their nickname seems all too apt.
But to those Players who reach a little too deep into the code...
Well, that's a whole other story, now isn't it?
#kris dreemurr#deltarune#deltarune AU#kris deltarune#deltarune kris#my art#Jailbroken AU#Kris the Kriptid#blood tw#face horror tw#horror tw#i mean it's light horror and black blood but y'know.#this is part of a fun little project I've been cooking in the back :) it's a bit like an interactive ARG! and it ALSO has a sideblog!#i'd consider The Kriptid kind of a jokepasta of sorts; they're absolutely creepy at times but mostly more of a meme tbh#you might notice they share the creepy smile motif with all the characters who got messed up by forbidden knowledge tho :)#anyway the duality between this and Dog is so funny to me#one AU is visibly goofy in a very silly cartoon way and the other is a morbid parodypasta with a really dark background HDHDGDG#ANYWAY. shuts myself up and leaves this here#edit: added a readmore because tungle cuts it off so early rip
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Trying to keep myself distracted so i dont get upset but this has been the first week of my break and i have not gotten a single day that im not working the whole day JDHDHJFJGKG
#🤖.txt#Brughhh not even the weekend. This week is gonna be rough bc holidays and im gonna have to go out and fuck i forgot my grandma wanted me to#do her christmas decorations again before its night rip#Eugh i need to accept that this is my life now and im never going to have time for myself again etc etc etc#rest in peace all of my wips and my projects and everything else#Gonna do my best to try to do everything i said i would do for other people at least#but im giving up on everything else#My whole body hurts so much augh. But thats just another thing i shouldve accepted/gotten used to already at this point#Also my mom was here and left a huge mess in my room has usual. Awesome
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sorry not sorry but its twisted that people take Christian media and try to twist it around to fit and affirm their gender ideology
#this post is about half•alive btw#people are like oH yAY aRRoW iS aBouT bEInG arOSexTuAL#how about you shut up and actually look at the lyrics#and look at the song IN THE CONTEXT OF THE ALBUM#bc you should NEVER take things out of context#and in the context of the album you can CLEARLY see that arrow is about how the human heart has a very hard time being satisfied#with where it is at any time#bc of our human longing for Eden#and the point of the song is that if that longing gets overtaken by our flesh#then its a bad thing#but if we allow God to direct the arrow of our hearts towards Him#its a beautiful thing#by throwing all for that away for 'oh arrow sounds like aro!'#' 'the hardest place to be is right where you' are is talking about identifying as an aroace!'#you are ripping the soul out of the song and then it has no legs to stand on#listen I love half•alive's instrumentals more than anybody#you kinda have to like the instrumentals to love a song#I'm not going to listen to a song I don't like if it only has good lyrics but a trashy sound#but with music and with every single thing in life the substance of it SHOULD BE THE MOST IMPORTANT THING#I'm not going to read a book that has beautiful description if its rotten at the core#I'm not going to watch a movie that's funny if its advocating for hate crimes#and same with music#so if the core message of that media is not something you like#DONT CHANGE IT JUST TO SUIT YOU#DONT PROJECT ONTO SOMETHING THAT IS LITERALLY SACRED FOR OTHER PEOPLE#get your own media that's giddy over that stuff#don't walk into my house and disrespect my Father and expect to get away with it#sunkissedliterarylightofchrist#also while we're on the topic:#have you ever considered that Christian music sounds so good BECAUSE ITS BEEN BLESSED BY THE LORD????
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kyle: exists
tweek: i hate you. i'm in love with you. i want to hold your hand. i want to push you off a cliff, catch you at the last second, and make you beg me for your miserable life. i hope nothing bad ever happens to you. i would sell my soul to strap you down in one of those medieval torture nail chairs. i want to cuddle with you and hold you and keep you warm. i want to slit your throat and wash my face with your arterial spray. i want to fuck you. i want to make you breakfast. i want to hold a pillow to your face while you kick and writhe uselessly under me until i feel you go still. i want to kiss your stupid little cheeks. i want to marry you. i want to carve my name into your skin so you never forget me, for better or worse. i want to make you happy. i want to make you cry. i hope you die. i hope we both DIE.
#hc :: ( tweek )#//SIGHS... having twyle thoughts again 🥺#//whether tweek is actually in love with kyle is... deeply questionable#//but his feelings about the guy are so messy and turbulent that platonic affection starts to take a... weird slant HAHA#//tweek feels abandoned by kyle in his teenage years; thus leading to the rabid hatred#//but then he's also nostalgic for the affection and tenderness kyle USED to show him#//twyle is such a normal healthy ship with nothing weird going on behind it at all :)#//they're SO normal for each other#//the most normal guys ever actually#//tweek ISN'T an obsessive lil freak and kyle DOESN'T view tweek as a project to be abandoned when he inevitably becomes Too Much#//or you know. maybe they work it out KLFDJKSDF#//but i'm definitely spinning the idea of them being TURBULENT for a long time around in my head very fast#//they both have so many Issues that are so incompatible with the other's Issues#//alas i haven't found anyone to REALLY chew on this thought with yet. someday perhaps#//tweek: i want to rip all your teeth out with pliers and lick the blood out of your gums#//kyle: can you please PLEEEEAAASSSEEE come up with ONE normal way to say you wanna have sex? D:
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sainthood // september 2022
#i wrote this for a project for my postcolonial queer lit class and never posted it but.#was thinking about it. in wake of recent news.#and how i knew when i wrote it that the line 'another trans woman was murdered last month' would remain relevant no matter when it was read#and. you know. you know.#rip brianna. you are so so loved. i'm sorry i never got to know you.#and a peaceful rest to all my other sisters who are gone as well. you are remembered with love.#poetry#poems about religion#poems and poetry#poem#poems about being trans#poems about saints
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still got an occasional gross cough and a bunch of anxiety over being back at work with a certain horribly exhausting person but prolonging the stress will prob make it worse so I might as well go back to work tomorrow.
I stress cleaned everything in my flat today except the piles of washed clothes and unwashed dishes so things are back to normal once more, and then I sorted out all the stuff for upcoming project + exam prep and packed my bag for tomorrow and laid out clothes so I'm as ready as I can be.
gonna be exhausted tho bc it's already 11 pm and I gotta be up by 4:30 am at the latest if I wanna be at work at my usual time. I don't have to be there at 6:30, I could go there at 9 or 10 even but then I would have to stay late and deal with people right away, which is a strong hell nah for me
#we'll see how it goes. if I end ul feeling like utter shit in the morning or the cough gets worse again as it has been kinda#then I'll just divert to going to the doc instead. maybe ask for another day or two. it'll be a short week anyway#since the 3rd is a national holiday and most ppl will take the following day off to have a long weekend#so we'll see. gonna go with my gut on this. either way. and try to fight against the anxiety bc it'll just escalate again if I let it#today was proof enough of that. cleaning the entire place bc of nervous energy is a clear sign that I'm not doing so hot#but as therapy teaches you: recognising the pattern is the first step in changing it. so all that's left is adjusting behaviour#can't fix her attitude and her lack of care about anyone else and her disregard of other people's emotions#all I can do is focus on the rest of the bunch bc they're wonderful folks and on the work since there's plenty to do#esp with the project time starting now. I really gotta get on that. I have a week and a half to figure out the practical aspects etc#and I'm sure I'll be returning to a bunch of emails and messages and unfinished tasks rip#all the more reason to be there early as usual so I can take some time to get back on track#a day in the life of..
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These two lines really make me feel like Susie is only a bully for, let's say, survival reasons. But that's as coherent as i can get so i'm going to ramble the rest of my thoughts on the tags.
#luly talks#FIRST AND FOREMOST LOOK AWAY DONT LOOK AT JOEY'S ICON KUJHNUYHGB i didnt feel like editing ok. nor finding other screenshtos#anyway that aside.#if you think of her parallels with King it kind of reinforces it bc king is as bitter and violent as he is bc he was betrayed and abandoned#and what does susie do when she feels like her at that moment only friend lancer has decided to betray her? she turns bitter and violent#(rip to lancer my man keeps getting his ass kicked to next week someone get these ppl therapy 😭😭)#this all could also be like. turned grimmer if you think susie has a home but it just fucking sucks#bc she's just like me fr and i know living with someone that hates you makes you hate everything too#but there's also the possibility of her being bullied and again shitty family not doing anything for her#some theorize she came from a mostly human place so that's a reason why she'd easily get targeted#and in school her situation is pretty Bad bc she didnt do jack shit but everyone instantly hated her#really reinforcing what she says to kris about your choices not mattering#(btw isnt it fucking hilarious that so many people project on kris even and obviously us too? protagonist curse is strong)#anyway its lovely that she got to see there's more to this gay earth than pain and agony and stuff. heart < 3#deltarune#susie deltarune
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IA 2.0 voisona test with a short version of drag on dragoon's ending B song tsukiru/exhausted :) now i can hear Lia's beautiful dulcet tones sing scary scary songs
#vocal synth wip#maybe i'll finish it. not sure if im fully happy with the base file yet. ive been working on it + the growing wings ver for a thousand year#the timing is super tricky. why did i decide to make an svp of the most intentionally muffled smothering whispering song on earth#as my first attempt at making an svp by myself. why did i do this myself#also the instrumental probably needs work since its just a basic like software remove vocal situation LOL#there is no official instrumental rip..... i think someone had made a nice piano instrumental like five years ago but the videos down so#this is all we got LOL#the base file was an svp because i started this whole project in sv because..... its easier for me LOL BUt also i didnt feel like dealing#with the whispering in the bg of the original so i was like. just gonna make a flat track and maybe output the aspiration separate#and like fuck around with that until it sounds weird enough. but voisona and cevio dont have that function so i just stopped at the main#vocal + the chorus double. which also i have been so spoiled by sv scripts. randomize timing my beloved. i had to manually randomize it her#it took.... a thousand years 😔😔😔😔 although i guess thats fine since the tuning is like mostly default with just some tiny adjustments#i was more interested in messing with the different voice expressions and stuff in voisona <3 IA 2.0 has like this awesome exhale expressio#that im in love with because like. okay the one thing i think UTAU banks always have on any other synth is the end breath situation#no other software has given me as expressive end breaths as ur average utau bank. but IA's exhale is getting there!!!#also hopefully this isnt too loud. this is a very loud song. drakengard is a very loud game#edit: i mixed this like deliriously melting from a lack of AC and a bajillion percent humidity and listening back i now realize how#fucked up the volume levels are LOL ia's a BIT too loud and that double should be messed with a lot#but it works for demo purposes i think at least. kinda
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going insane from grading
#diary#currently have jingle bells stuck in my head for no reason at all#feel like i have been reading this paper with all my biggest pet peeves for hours (15 min)#also be plagued with Inspiration for a million other things since i absolutely do not have time for any projects#someone please save me from this i think i am losing it#also i forgot my copy of tgf at my other place rip so i will have to find another palette cleanser for after this
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bardlau gay crisis over touch: the fic
no seriously that’s it that’s the whole thing. lau is not coping well with... feeling anything soft, so he’s having a very embarrassing internal crisis
#this is probably the last kuro thing i'll write for a good while (rip all my wips) bc i'm like. busy and i have other writing projects#but i still draw tons of stuff lmao going back to uni won't stop me#anyway#kuroshitsuji#kuroshitsuji fanfiction#my writing#bardlau#kuroshitsuji bard#kuroshitsuji lau
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