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Roman: who ate my mnms . i swear To God.
Reese: i did, fucker. whatâre going to do about it? huh?
Roman: what if i stole your kidneys. what would you do then
Reese: id eat them straight out of your hands, now you have no leverage. loser.
Riker: for the love of god can you two have a normal conversation PLEASE
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Hey!! Could you write something shippy about Boimler and Mariner? What if Boimler regularly spent time in the holodeck acting out certain scenarios and situations with Mariner? đ
A/N: This was way angstier than I meant it to be. And way less sexier. I apologize in advance.
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She glares at him, mouth pressed into a thin line. âWhat happened to having each otherâs backs? I put my ass on the line for you. Repeatedly.â
He winces. This conversation is not going how heâd planned. âMariner, I-â
Mariner clenches her fists and straightens. âNo, you donât get to say anything after what you pulled. Fuck you.â
The image freezes and Boimler resets the simulation.
What seems like years ago, he remembers lecturing Tendi overusing the Holodecks for fun. The details are fuzzy. It was before the âGUYS I MADE US INTO A MOVIE'' incident with Mariner, but after that weirdass thing with Rutherford and his rogue program. He thinks she and Mariner had been using it to watch Ransom in an array ofâwhat he now admits-hysterical situationsâbut canât be sure.
She and Mariner have gotten up to so much shit, he canât keep track.
He doesnât know why heâs remembering it now. It was a random conversation that happened a long time agoâa few months after Tendi was assigned to the Cerritos? âso thereâs no reason why he should be thinking about it right now.
Liar, a smug voice intones in his head. It sounds vaguely like Mariner. Boimler aggressively shoves it down.
This isnât for fun, he anxiously tells the voice in his head. The voice is quiet. It does nothing to soothe the turning of his stomach.
Itâs been three months since Boimler requested a transfer back to the Cerritos. Three months since heâd run into Rutherford and Tendi on shore leave and the three of them got swept up into a ridiculous, interplanetary civil war that took three different starship crews to settle out. Three months since heâd almost died more times than he can count on all his fingers and toes, three months since he thought Tendi had died, miles away from her home, on a world which would never remember her name, three months since Mariner swept in and fixed everything.
Itâs been three months.
Not that heâs counting.
Somewhere between being in a remote alien prison with Tendi and hiking for a month in a perpetually dark wilderness with Rutherford, Boimler had come to the belated conclusion that his career didnât take precedence over his friends.
(Also, if heâs being completely honest, he missed the chaos of being a lower deck ensign. Not that he still doesnât want to be in the upper ranks. Just not without his dumb, dumb friends.)
After it was all overâand heâd realized that Tendi was aliveâhe put in his transfer request, surprising all his peers.
âThis just isnât a good fit for me,â was his official statement.
Captain Riker gave him a bland look. âYou worked with Beckett, didnât you.â His voice was flat, but his eyes were amused.
âIs it that obvious?â
âShe rubs off on people. Donât let her give you a hard time,â he added, signing off on the request. âIt was nice working with you, Boimler. If you ever need anything, let me know.â
And so here he is, a newly minted ensign again, on the lower decks of the Cerritos.
(Captain Freeman is thrilled. âAll operations have been down by 18% since you left. Good to have you back, Boimler.â)
Tendi and Rutherford seem hyped to have him back-Tendi especially, whoâs been a little clingy with everyone since her near-death experience-but are acting uncharacteristically nervous around him. This isnât a surprise. The tension between him and Mariner when sheâd shown up on Roxadt II was insane and was only getting worse with every day. Itâs been six weeks since heâd transferred, and sheâs found a reason to be in a different room for all six of them.
Hence the simulations.
That makes absolutely no fucking sense, the Mariner-esque voice in his head sneers. Just talk to her you fucking wimp.
Boimler ignores it.
âScenario A-187,â the clinical voice of the simulation intones. The simulation restarts.
It goes exactly the same way 186 other scenarios had gone. He corners Mariner. She stays quiet. He apologizes. She explodes.
Marinerâs anger had always burnt red hot. Heâd first experienced it when an ensign got a little frisky with Tendi after sheâd repeatedly told him no. Marinerâs fury at the situation felt justified. Vindicated. The ensign had been demoted so hard, Boimler was certain theyâd seen the last of him for like. Well, forever. Â At the time heâd been astonished that sheâd managed to pull it off, but after finding out about her familial connection to the Captain, it made sense.
Heâd seen a glimpse of that anger a few more timesâwhen Captain Freeman had forced her to go to therapy, after Rutherford had been captured by rogue Klingons, that one-time Ransom tried to promote her. Â But never toward Boimler.
Oh, sheâd get irritated with him. Â âLoosen up, Boimler, itâs not that bad.â
âLook, the worst thatâll happen is that we get a note to file-stop yelling!â
âDude if you donât chill the fuck out I might actually throw you out of an airlock.â
Standard Mariner reactions, right? Yeah, sheâd been pretty pissed when he took the promotion (his voicemail had been blowing up for the first 48 hours after he transferred), but it had died down fairly quickly so he had logically assumed that she had gotten over it.
He assumed wrong. If her icing him out was to be taken into account. So here he was, six weeks in, desperate and stressed from his friendâs apparent dismissal. The obvious solution, his sleep deprived brain decided, was to simulate a conversation with her using his high-tech program on the holodeck.
This may have not been the best idea. But heâs calculated the probability of anything going wrong and itâs under 3%, so heâs almost guaranteed success.
(So, of course, it blows up in his face, in true Boimler fashion.)
âOkay, I have a pretty high threshold for weird, but this might take the cake,â a voice slowly says.
Boimler startles. Whirls around. Shuts down the simulation. âOhhh shit-â
âYeah shit,â Mariner says, stalking into the room. âWhat the hell, dude?â
âThis isnât what it looks like!â Boimler sputters out, panicked. The simulation is shut down, leaving them in the empty holodeck room, but the echoes of Holo-Marinerâs rage still resonate between them. Actual Mariner is staring at him, face somewhere between completely shocked and furious.
âDid you use your dumbass hyper realistic program to simulate a situation with me so that you could cheat later?â
âI mean, kinda?â
âThen itâs exactly what it looks like!â Mariner slaps a palm over her eyes.
âWell what was I supposed to do?â
âI donât knowâmaybe talk to me like a person? Not use your creepy, hyper realistic simulations to roleplay it?â She drops her hand and glares up at him. Â
Boimler rolls his eyes. âYou literally created a simulation to kill the entire crew because your mom made you go to therapy.â
âYeah and it fucking worked.â
âThen why are you yelling at me?!â
âIâm not!â Â she shrieks. âIâm very calmly telling you to fucking talk to me next time!â
âThereâs not going to be a next time!â
Mariner stops, mouth open. âWhat?â
âLook, I get it. I fucked up and you apparently donât do second chances! I was trying to make things right but clearly it isnât working. Iâll stay out of your way now.â
Instead of pacifying her, this seems to make Mariner even more furious. âYou fucking asshole. what am I supposed to say to that?â she shouts, stomping up to him.
He groans in exasperation. âApparently nothing, considering you donât want to talk to me!â
Her hands grab his collar, pulling him down to eye level with her. âI literally just said to talk to me next time!â
âAnd how was I supposed to do that if youâre avoiding me?â
âYouâre the one who fucked off in the Titan to god-knows-where,â Mariner grits out.
So theyâre actually doing this. Boimler swallows hard. Takes a breath. Tries to quell the anxiety welling in his gut. âIâm sorry.â
âRight after you said you didnât care about rank or shit,â she adds, twisting the knife.
âYeah. It was really shitty of me.â
âAnd then you ghosted me for like six months.â
Boimler winced. âYeahâI. Yeah.â
Marinerâs iron grip on his shirt loosens, but she doesnât let go completely. âThat was really shitty of you.â
Not sure what to say, beyond apologizing again, Boimler gives a jerky nod.
âYou came back.â She stares at him, eyes unfathomable. âThe Titan wasnât everything you dreamed it would be.â
Itâs not a question.
Boimler still has an answer, though. âIt was.â
She stiffens. He pushes forward, intent on getting this out while he still has her attention. âIt was everything I wanted in a career. I was doing what I wanted, everyone took me seriously. Our missions came straight from the Admiralty and they treated us like we werenât a joke. I loved it.â
âThen why are you here?â
âBecause I care more about my friends then I do about people taking me seriously.â
Mariner freezes and then lets out a strangled laugh. âNow I think youâre the simulation. Who are you and what have you done with Boimler?â She pokes at his cheek.
He grins. And then falters. âFor what itâs worthâand I know itâs not worth muchâbut. I am sorry. I wasnât a very good friend.â
âYeah you werenât.â She lets go of her grip on his shirt completely and draws back. âYou said you were my best friend and then you left. For Riker.â
âThat makes me sound like the love interest in a cheesy drama. And like Iâm hooking up with Riker.â
âI said what I said.â
Boimler laughs. It feels real for the first time in a long while. âAre we good?â
âNo.â Mariner smiles. âIâm going to give you so much shit and youâre gonna grovel for like months and then Iâm going to tell my mom that you used to holodeck to simulate certain situations with me.â
âIf you do that Iâm transferring back,â Boimler tells her. âYour mom finally likes me; I donât need her ejecting me out of an airlock.â
âShe wouldnât do that.â Mariner waves him off.
âShe totally would.â
âYeah, she totally would,â she agrees. Grabs his arm and begins dragging him out of the holodeck. âSo maybe I wonât tell her. I am telling Tendi though and sheâs gonna give you so much shit considering you reemed her out over misusing the holodeck.â
Boimler makes a face. âIâll probably let her too. Iâm such a hypocrite.â
âYou are, but itâs super weird to hear you be honest about it. Stop being all apologetic, itâs weird.â
Theyâve reached the corridor. Mariner steers them in the direction of the bar. âOnly if you promise to deck me if I ever make a dumb decision like that again,â he says, giving in and allowing himself to be manhandled. Itâs the least he owes her.
âDeal. And the next time you use your weird, hyper realistic simulatorâwhich doesnât even fucking work by the way, Iâm not that much of a bitchâyou gotta promise youâll use it for sexy reason only.â
âSexy reasons only,â Boimler deadpans. âYou know they log everything we do down there.â
Mariner wiggles her eyebrows up and down. âI know.â
âYouâre disgusting.â
âAnd youâre uptight, but youâre the one who was playing with simulations of me.â
âThat sounds way worse than it actually is,â he cringes.
âNo, it doesnât. I would take some sexy action over your sad, sad trauma simulations any day. Next time I catch you, youâd better be having fun with it.â
âMariner, what the fuckââ
They dissolve into good natured bickering. She says something lewd and he rolls his eyes and elbows her and she squawks in protest and threatens to get him thrown in the brig. Itâs normal, but itâs also not. Thereâs something new in the air between them that wasnât there before. Tension, but not negative. Itâs charged with. Something else.
Boimler doesnât examine it too closely. Better to let it work itself out naturally. After all, he has all the time in the world now.
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Series: Precious Commodities Chapter: 4. Denouement Fandom: Star Trek TNG Pairing: Will Riker/Deanna Troi Rating: PG, hints at PG13 Notes: final chapter in the fic for @nothingeverlost based on TNG season 3â˛s episode âMenage a Troi.â
Family is a precious commodity, and Deanna has so little of hers left. Everythingâeverythingâin her being is screaming to fight for it. She can barely breathe as her mother is so calmly asking her to leave with Will. To let her make this sacrifice.
Itâs horrifying. The only parent she has left is asking her to do this of all things. Just this once. As if leaving her mother here isnât a life imprisoned. As though she might have some sort of future visitation rights. But she knows too well that the moment she leaves this ship, she has little hope of seeing her mother again.
And Deanna Troi has already lost all of the other biological family she has. A father. A son. Thereâs not enough time for any of these thoughts to process. And sheâs too stunned by all of her regrets about how she has spoken to her mother over the last days. Over her exasperation with this only parent she has left, who only wanted to see her happy in the way that had most made her mother happy. As a wife. As a mother.
She couldâveâand maybe shouldâveâtried to explain about her little Ian. About how much it had hurt to see him leave. About how it had been real, fully real, and she had been a mother. But now she wasnât. And sheâs had too many Troi family taken from her.
She feels like sheâs on autopilot, letting herself be directed back to Will. Itâs only Willâs arm on her back that feels real. That keeps her from throwing a fit. From objecting as ardently as Farek.
Itâs worse that the last words sheâs hearing are about oomox, and it makes her stomach turn. She expected⌠something. Anything else. Itâs like some holonovel. Or holodeck program. Deanna turns and strains for one last⌠something? A moment. Another look. One more word.
There is no goodbye.
There wasnât a goodbye with her father, either. Ian Troi had given her a hug and a kiss and said he would see her soon. Sheâd cried quietly and tried to be brave. When she was older, sheâd wondered if it had been a premonition. But Deanna knew too well to really think such things. She had simply been a little girl who didnât want her favorite parent to leave her.
She knew her mother had been aware that her father was her favorite. And Deanna had felt plenty of guilt about that later. There was no hiding those thoughts and feelings from a telepath as adept as Lwaxana Troi.
It takes the nudge from Farek to bring her to the moment, and she shudders away from his touch. By the time she gains the corridor, Willâs arm slides around her, putting himself between her and the Ferengi. And itâs meant to comfort her, to protect her.
William Riker is the first person to make her feel safe since her father died. Sheâs not naĂŻve, though. The innocent security of her childhood is something she cannot ever regain. Thereâs no planet or cave or corner of a galaxy that is truly safe. Disasters happen. Loss compounds.
Imzadi, weâll find some way, Will is urging. She can feel the concern cresting as he guides her toward the transport area. Heâs unsettled at the idea of leaving her mother behind, too. But heâs also desperate to return her to the relative safety of the ship. And Will is all too aware of the toll the last, well, whatever it has been, has taken on her. It feels like months. But sheâs sure itâs not been more than a day. Theyâre both well past exhausted. In need of food. Their bodies strained by far too long without sleep. She wants to hold his hand through the whole transport process, but it has already started and completed before that thought has time to make itself known.
The increased warmth and ambient light of the bridge should be a comfort. Willâs hand on her back urging her toward their familiar seats is a small comfort. It reminds her of her purpose, and itâs meant to do that. To pull out the last strength that she needs right now. When the captain asks them if theyâre alright, she finally has the words.
Itâs jarring to see her mother on the screen. In the performance of her lifetime, and thereâs a moment of promise. A strategy to be leveraged, and it might not be the Queenâs Gambit, but itâs a strategy. And one that Deanna desperately hopes the captain can play out. As the Shakespeare begins, she finally relaxes into her chair. And certainty built that they were on the cusp of regaining her motherâs freedom.
Thereâs embarrassment when her mother makes herself at home so literally on the captainâs lap. And it is frustrating to no end that Tog is getting away with abduction. But they are off of the ship. Theyâre home, or at least she and Will are home. And her mother is safely on board.
Itâs a relief when the captain steps to the helm to set the course for Betazed. And a reminder of the shore leave that wasnât. Deanna can sense that they wonât have much more time than it will take to return her mother to the planet before they need to go. And sheâs increasingly aware of her exhaustion. Itâs terribly tempting to fall asleep in her chair.
âLadies,â itâs Will, offering a hand and an understanding smile. Using that voice that is firm enough not to be ignored. Itâs so much easier to follow his lead in this as he gives command to Data. The captain has retreated to the Ready Room, and sheâs certain that the captain knows that neither of them are in any condition for bridge duty.
Even her mother grows quiet now, which is a testament to how much this has taken out of all of them. It doesnât take long to gain Deck Eight and their quarters. It seems unnatural to part here, and for once in her life Deanna is actually glad to see Dr. Beverly Crusher waiting in her lounge to scan them for injuries. Itâs an excuse to keep Will close for a little longer without having to specifically ask him to stay.
Beverly is already fussing over them before they can get through the door. If she wasnât so tired, Deanna would find it comical as her friend tried to decide which of the three she should scan first.
âDeanna first,â Will insists, folding his arms across his chest and giving her a look as though daring her to disagree with him.
âMotherââ
âDoesnât have a single scratch on her,â Lwaxana counters over her shoulder as sheâs already moving toward the bedroom. âIâm going to make use of your sonic shower, Little One, and Iâm sure between your replicator and your closet, we can find something that will be appropriate for the journey home.â It was a retreat to privacy, and the counselor in her couldnât help but note it.
Whatever Beverly is saying is lost on Deanna because sheâs finally hitting the end of her reserves. Every sense is suddenly dulled, and she can feel Beverlyâs arm around her, guiding her to her sofa. She couldâve sworn the doctor was across the room moments ago. As she settles in beside Will, who wasted no time in gaining the sofa. Heâs reaching for one of the trauma blankets and tucking it around her.
âLeave her lef arm free,â Beverly instructs as she finishes her scan. Thereâs the slight not-quite sting of a hypospray at her neck, and now the doctor is sitting beside Deanna and digging out instruments. â⌠dehydrated, in need of a good meal, and this armâŚâ
Deanna shook her head slightly and both attempts and fails at a smile. âI donât really know what happened to it⌠I woke up in the brig and it was tender.â
Two sets of blue eyes are scrutinizing her, but when Beverly glances to Will for answers, he simply shrugs. âNo breaks, but thereâs soft tissue damage,â the doctor tuts, âtendons, ligaments, and some minor muscle tears. Iâm sure itâs been bothering you.â
The comfort of the blanket and the analgesic in the hypospray is almost Deannaâs undoing. In a short time everything has upended, and now itâs all back so neatly together. Securely. Her mother spared. But itâs like mental whiplash, and the reality and certainty hasnât caught up with her. Sheâs reeling, and there is nothing to distract her anymore. She doesnât have the capacity to even cry or laugh.
âDeanna?â Will is shifting closer as Beverly continues to restore the body with her various instruments. When the doctor is finished, Will gently tucks in her mended arm and lets his finger trace her collar bone as though they had spent shore leave together. Like the last days hadnât happened at all. Like Dr. Beverly Crusher wasnât busy running a scan on Will. Like her mother wasnât a room away.
The dark head shook slightly as though to throw off the tiredness that clung to them. âIâll be fine, Will, I just need a nap,â she murmurs, feeling the ragged edges of the ordeal tugging at her. Her fingers curl into the blanket, and she pulls it a bit closer.
âYou need a solid meal and naps and some full nights of sleep. And Iâm not clearing either of your for duty for at least two days,â Beverly counters. âAh, donât you dare move that hand, Will Riker. Like you donât have bruised knuckles. What, did you get in a bar fight?â
Deep blue eyes narrow to a glare as he glances out the port to the now-empty view. âSomething like that.â Will sighs and relaxes a little deeper into the seat, his head dropping to rest against the back cushion. âI shouldnât have sat down. Itâs too comfortable.â
âMotherâs going to need something to wear,â Deanna murmurs, trying to gather some non-existent reserves and convince herself to get up and figure out what options the replicator has. But Beverlyâs hand on her shoulder stops her.
âYouâre going to tell me what you want to eat, and then you can nap there on your couch or go to sleep properly in your own bed.â Beverly crosses the room and when no actual order is forthcoming, she takes a minute to examine the last meals ordered and programs in something suitable.
As quiet settles over her quarters, it strikes Deanna how much sheâs missed the calm. How much she craved the warmth of her cabin and its own environmental controls. Later, sheâs not completely sure what she even ate. If Beverly hadnât mentioned the hot toddy, she wouldnât have much noticed it, either. But itâs warm and filling, and in the end she doesnât even bring herself to use her sonic shower. Because by the time she eats, sheâs doing good to make it to her own bed and curl up beside her mother, who is already in a deep meditation that will probably do her more good than sleep.
It doesnât surprise her to find her mother asleep beside her and Will asleep on her couch when she finally wakes up six hours later. She takes a few moments to send a quick message to her own therapist. Sheâs going to need to debrief in a few days. No doubt there will be some reports to complete.
But for now, she allows herself the luxury of a hot bath, and both it and sleep and a meal have gone far to soothe the frazzled edges of her soul. Her lavender outfit is more appropriate to the rest of the shipâs environment, and sheâs aware that her mother is awake by the time she finishes her bath.
Doesnât that feel better, Little One? Itâs a question, but itâs more of a statement. Lwaxana Troi is seated at the small table in the corner of Deannaâs lounge with a plate of barely touched oskoids and some other salad of sorts. She doesnât blame her mother for leaving part of the Betazoid meal untouchedâthe replicator canât seem to get the dish quite right.
Sheâs a little disappointed to see the couch is empty, save a neatly folded blanket. It makes Deanna wonder if Will moved back to his cabin to clean up, or if he got called out on some ridiculous or legitimate call. A thousand beings could certainly find a few ways to keep the First Officer on his toes. A shipâs counselor, too, for what it was worth.
âDarling?â her mother prods, drawing her attention back to the moment before taking another bite of her food.
âMuch better,â Deanna finally answers with a small smile. âHow are you?â She knows the questions will be brushed aside, but she also knows that sheâs as good at sensing her motherâs emotions as her mother is at reading her mind. And so the question is more of an invitation or at least an acknowledgement that sheâs turning her attention to her mother now.
Lwaxanaâs head bobs slightly. Nothing that wonât sort itself out in a few days. A little meditation, a little of letting my mind do its healing, and Iâm good as new. She finishes the last bites of the salad and took a deep drink of water before patting her mouth neatly with a napkin. âThat much too serious fellow that runs the transporter called a little while ago to say weâve entered orbit around Betazed. Now you and Will must beam down with me and enjoy a little holiday. You both could use it so badly, and no doubt that doctor, too. I can think of a few friends Iâd like to introduce her to. You remember Xanderââ
Her head shakes slightly, though she offers up a small smile at the thought. She really does wish she and Will had time for such things. âItâs Chief OâBrien. And that window of opportunity for shore leave is closed, mother. Unfortunately, we have other obligations with the crew.â
âBut surely the Captain can see you both need this holiday!â
âMother,â she crosses the space between them and places a gentle hand on her motherâs forearm. âI miss the Fifth House, but it will have to wait until the next time we are in the system. Weâre both sorry things turned out as they did, but next time I will come to visit you.â
Lwaxanaâs smile emerged at those works, and she enfolds her daughterâs hand in both of hers. âYouâll stay at the Fifth House with me next time?â
âI promise,â she assures.
âAnd youâll bring William with you?â she presses, eyebrows raising.
Deannaâs head cants slightly as she considers it. âThatâs going to be up to Will. If he wants to come along, thatâs his choice. Iâm not promising for him.â She is absolutely on to her motherâs game, but she isnât going to put Will in a position where he canât make his own choices. âAnd maybe I can convince Beverly to join us as a guest, too. But I think sheâd enjoy getting to know Darius far more than Xanderâs company.â
Her motherâs sly grin tells her that sheâs found the right compromise. âAnd you must invite Jeanââ
âNo, mother,â Deanna counters firmly. âThe Captain has his own holidays. That wouldnât be appropriate.â
âBut you ought to ask. He shouldnât be excluded simply for being the highest officers on the ship.â
She shakes her head again and gives her motherâs hand a squeeze for emphasis. âMother, you arenât really interested in him.â Of this she is fairly certain. Her mother can be capricious, but Deanna remains hopeful that she is right in this. Or she hopes she can maintain self-delusion if sheâs wrong.
âHumans are so easily ruffled, especially the men,â she pouts. âSpending so much time around them is making you downright prudish⌠Oh, letâs not argue about it. Especially not when that ruffled fellow is going to call back any moment now.â She huffs slightly. âI donât suppose I could convince the Captain that I have a pressing diplomatic mission to⌠where were you heading?â
Deanna shrugs, but she canât help the indulgent smile. âI suppose that would be stretching it, even for you. Come on, Iâll walk you to the transport room.â She offers her arm and is warmed when, instead of taking it, her mother draws her into a hug.
âSo like your father, he did his best to indulge me, too.â Lwaxana cups her daughterâs face and presses a kiss to her forehead just as she did when sending a young Deanna to bed as a child. This time she doesnât chafe at the affection like she did days ago. âHe would be so proud of you.â
âHe wouldâve been proud to see how you handled the Ferengi,â Deanna answers. Her smile is warm but watery, and Deanna takes her motherâs hand and doesnât mind the usual parting chatting all the way from her quarters to the last moments before transport.
Lwaxana wraps her arms around her daughter and indulges in one more a kiss to both cheeks. âPromise me youâll send word soon on subspace?â
âI promise,â Deanna agrees with a smile, particularly amused as OâBrien is increasing preoccupied and fascinated with the console in front of him.
Her mother steps onto the transport platform. âAnd give it some thought. Maybe you can convince the captain to circle back on the next mission. There are always plenty of spare rooms for all the guest.â
âIâll put in a good word,â she chuckles, resisting the urge to roll her eyes. After everything, she is simply grateful her mother is back to her old self.
âI may be old, but I know how to capitalize on a good thing when I see it. Just remember that William is more than welcomeââ Whatever else she was hoping to add, Lwaxana has de-materialized and is on her way back to Betazed.
Deanna carefully avoided eye contact with their transport chief, but she gives a nod when he mentioned that the captain was requesting her presence on the bridge. Apparently catching up on more sleep will have to wait. Her nap has helped tremendously, though sheâs aware it will take at least a few more days to pay back some of her sleep debt. Beverly wasnât wrong to say they were in need of sleep. Hopefully the doctor will forgive her visit to the bridge in the name of following orders.
The familiar scents and slightly-dry air of Enterprise are soothing. The turbo lift is familiar, and she can feel herself easing back into routine as though the last days hadnât happened. Eventually she will take some time to process everything. But for now, even a short shift on the bridge is welcoming.
If it was worth summoning her, she is sure Will would be there, too. With any luck, it wonât be anything too out of the ordinary. Maybe they would even have time to grab another meal in Ten Forward and start their plans for Angel Falls. The emotion is elusive, and she nearly gains the bridge when she realizes that she is actually missing Will. Itâs almost laughable. They often have split shifts and donât see each other for half a day or more.
She isnât going to think about what it meant right now. Or how when she emerges from the turbo lift, he twists in his seat and looks as glad to see her as she is to see him. Or that when his eyes meet hers, there is something like emotional resonance between them. This bond they still share. Missing each other. A small joy at this reunion. Lingering tiredness. And a refocus on the next mission. There will be time to sort it all out later.
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Riddle Me This
So, uh... casually reblogging on the train yesterday morning, and there was this:
(Find the original over here:Â https://anxietyproblem.tumblr.com/post/184795738758)
And well, Qcard inspiration, basically. Iâm beginning to think I can literally Qcard anything ever, to be perfectly honest, but have some dumb, wholesome and warming fun for your Wednesday evening anyway, because I write far too much angst and sometimes I think I need to lighten up a little lmao
This is dedicated to @q-cardâ as we had a bit of a crap day yesterday and we deserve some silliness and love, as do you lovely people. <3
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Itâs not even a full minute into his shift when he hears an echoed ping; he spins, baffled, almost coating himself in the first tea of the morning, ready to reestablish boundaries in as few syllables as possible, but to his surprise, it isnât Q. Instead, itâs simply an ancient piece of parchment, and he makes for it in mild intrigue, barely resisting the urge to roll his eyes - what in the cosmos could be so important that he couldnât have said ten minutes earlier, when they were still half-dressed and making their way through overly sugared pastries? If the god thinks this new relationship is about to devolve to the level of note-passing -
He stares at the elaborate cursive for a moment, brilliant in scarlet ink, and purses his lips.
ââI am the beginning of everything, the end of everywhere. I am the beginning of eternity, the end of time and space. What am I?ââ He reads aloud in disbelief.Â
... Dear galaxies, itâs even worse than notes.
He considers it for a moment, chiding himself for even humouring the riddle - itâs hardly the conundrum of saving three Enterprises simultaneously, or proving humanity worthy of continuing. Heâs a Starfleet captain, for pityâs sake, and heâs fairly certain that the kindergarten population of the ship could come up with something reasonably accurate in response.
âDo you want to know now?â He questions thin air dryly, narrowing his eyes in anticipation of an amused Qâs appearance; handwriting further writes itself across the page instead, and Picard can almost taste the self-satisfaction.
No, no. I can see youâre incredibly busy, wouldnât want to disturb your vital mission.Â
He consults the ready room ceiling in palpable exasperation and takes a seat, surveying the latest duty roster just so he looks suitably preoccupied to any casual, omniscient observer. It takes him a moment to realise something profoundly annoying: this is a riddle from an ancient entity, known for his complex tests, and therefore it canât be that simple.
... Can it?
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âAll ahead, ensign - warp five,â he instructs mid-morning, a proud, âaye, Captainâ setting them off towards the closest starbase to meet a Risan diplomat. He settles into his seat, glances across at his first.
âNumber One,â he begins, âmay I ask you something?â
âOf course, sir,â Riker replies goodnaturedly, brow raised. âDo we need to adjourn?â
âOh no, weâre just fine here. A simple example of wordplay for you, if youâll indulge me.â
The brow hitches further, and the beginnings of a grin form on his friendâs lips.
âA riddle, Captain? Havenât humoured those in a while. Go ahead.â
He recites Qâs riddle verbatim, and Riker stares at him for a moment, expression bemused.
â... Iâll be honest with you, sir,â he says eventually, âwas kind of hoping for something more elaborate.â
Picard blinks for a second, nodding.
âMm, so was I,â he replies dryly, staring up at the viewscreen. âIt really isnât any more interesting than the obvious, is it?â
âDonât think so, no. Sorry to disappoint you.â Riker grins, shrugging, and Picard smiles back.
âForget I asked, Commander. Thank you anyway. You have the bridge.â
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He finds exactly who heâs been looking for for a while in Engineering; Dataâs halfway up a Jeffries tube, reciting conduit issues to the computer, and Picard crouches down, glancing up at his second.
âMister Data,â he greets, âyouâre quite the poet, Iâm sure youâll enjoy a riddle Iâve been pondering.â
Dataâs head quirks to a curious angle given the lack of space, bewildered.
âWould you prefer we discussed this out in the open, Captain?â He enquires mildly, and Picard barely represses a smirk.
âNo, no need - I wonât take up much of your time.â
âAs you wish,â says the android, voice echoing around the tube. âI must confess to being intrigued at the prospect, sir.â
âKnew you would be.â Picard smiles quietly, and plays the words back aloud.
â... There are eight hundred and sixteen potential responses in Federation standard,â he replies simply, âranging from the metaphysical to the -â
âAlphabetical?â Another voice answers fondly, and Picard glances up at his grinning chief engineer. âSometimes, Data, an egg is just an egg.â
â... I am perplexed by your choice of vernacular, Geordi. What do dietary requirements have to do with the Captainâs riddle?â
Picard doesnât even need to stare up at the familiar puzzlement of the Commander to acknowledge it.Â
âAlthough Commander La Forge is most likely correct, sir - the most logical option is the most plausible in this instance. Riddles do tend to have simple conclusions, and none of the alternate options fit quite as well.â
Amusement fills Picard as he quietly excuses himself with a nod, leaving his colleagues exchanging confused glances.
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âGuinan,â he questions, half an hour from the starbase, âhow are you with riddles?â
âI prefer my words less shadowed,â the El-Aurian replies from nine decks hence, matter-of-fact. âWhy do you ask, Captain?â
âPersonal curiosity,â he answers not untruthfully. âWhat do you make of this one?â
He recites it lightly, unconsciously leaning forward onto elbows as he awaits her response - if anyone aboard could have any manner of higher wisdom, itâs surely his old friend, her mostly eradicated race largely a mystery even to him -
Guinan clears her throat, and he can clearly visualise her dry expression.
âYouâre a deeply intelligent guy, Jean-Luc,â she answers in exasperation. âYou canât tell me you donât already know the answer to that.â
âWell of course I know it,â he exclaims woefully. âBut I canât help feeling it isnât so easy.â
â... I mean, could be ânothingnessâ, I guess, but thatâs even more ridiculous than the answer.â
âMm,â he mutters in agreement, hesitating - his new relationship with Q isnât something he ever wants to reveal to anyone, and especially not to Guinan, but perhaps a vague hint couldnât hurt...
âIf I told you this was set by someone known for being, well... difficult, would it alter your solution?â
âThatâs most of the known galaxy in my experience. Are they also known for being stupid?â
Picard almost chokes on tea at the very idea. âGood lord, no.â
âNo, then,â she replies honestly.
â... Ah.â
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His afternoon of diplomacy having gone as well as it ever can with such an awkward ambassador and his mind as plagued as itâs become over the course of the day, Picard finds he canât quite help himself as they arrive in transporter room one. The Risanâs clearly intelligent, has spent the last few hours desperately trying to prove as such, and amiable enough.
âAmbassador,â he asks as he nods at the chief, âperhaps a parting gift, as a show of good favour towards our new trade agreement. What humans would call a âriddleâ; lateral thinking, in the form of wordplay.â
âI did think Iâd had quite enough of your wordplay today,â replies the man indulgently, and Picard internally winces, âbut as itâs an intellectual custom, please feel free.â
âWonderful. Now...â
The Risan glances at him in disbelief a moment later.
â... Do they tend to be so simplistic, Captain?â He asks in amusement.
âUsually, yes,â he murmurs almost to himself. âThank you, Ambassador. Iâll inform Starfleet of our conclusions post-haste, donât let me keep you any longer.â
âGood show, Picard. Travel safe.â
âAnd you, Kanfla. Engage.â
Miles stares at him as he leaves, agape.
â... You do know that the answer, right sir?â
Picard rolls his eyes. âYes, chief.â
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Heâs rather exhausted his options at this point, he realises darkly shortly before he clocks off. Beverly, whilst an invaluable friend and exceedingly helpful, is a woman of science and logic who will consider him likely in the first throes of something nasty and neurological if he starts questioning simple conclusions; Deanna, he acknowledges warily, is likely to assume him troubled and attempt to pry the depths of his psyche, and he takes little joy in being his dear counselorâs subject even when he needs to be. So that leaves -
He takes a subtle breath, and spins in his seat, glad the bridge crewâs on a split shift today and therefore that no one has to hear this twice.
âMister Worf,â he begins primly.
âCaptain?â The Klingon asks attentively.
â... May you indulge me for a moment?â
âOf course, sir.â
âA... riddle.â He almost grimaces, hides it admirably - he doesnât doubt his lieutenantâs intelligence, but Worf is hardly known for his verbal subtleties or affection for the lateral; indeed, he looks mildly annoyed at the very notion.
â... Captain, with respect, I am not certain I would be of much use to you. Perhaps Counselor Troi would be a more... suitable choice.â
Picardâs lip twists for a split second, and he nods, pulls down his shirt promptly, and stares blankly out into space.
â... Mm,â he answers fairly. âAs you were, Lieutenant.â
â... Yes, Captain.â
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He finds Q sipping something luminous from a spiral-shaped flute upon his return to his quarters, periwinkle blue sequins shimmering upon the evening robe heâs adopted, and the god grins at his appearance.
âAh, mon capitaine!â He greets in delight, and damn his cursed riddles, but Picard admits privately that thereâs something distinctly warm in his chest at the sight of him - of having someone he cherishes to come home to.
... Not that he has any intention of showing him as such, of course; their kiss is perfunctory at best, and his withdrawing look could sour honey.
âOh, come now, dearest - you arenât stuck, are you?â He teases, amused. âDo give me your answer, wonât you? The anticipationâs been driving me mad.â
Picard stares at him, trying desperately to cling to irritation rather than silently melt at the excitement in those eternal eyes.Â
âYou challenge me,â heâd said not two nights earlier against a pillow, fingers trailing across his captainâs cheek. âIQ of two thousand and five, darling. I see everything, I can do everything; do you have any idea how rare that is?â
He valiantly maintains his exasperated countenance, and answers dryly, âThe letter âeâ.â
Qâs face falls with an almost comical suddenness.Â
â... What?â He says in disbelief. âWhat in the galaxies -â
He snaps, summons back the paper thatâs spent its day upon the ready room desk, scanning it for a half-moment before raising disappointed eyes back to Picardâs bemused ones.
âWell yes, alright, fine,â he dismisses, âadmittedly that does fit quite nicely, but did you really think I was going to offer you something with such a depressingly basic solution? Think about it, man!â
This is their acquaintance, Picard notes with a quiet thrill; the permanent game, ramped up to warp ten now that theyâre lovers, every touch and night cycle whisper a tease, a promise, an idle nothingness laced with potential meaning.
He has no intention of failing, however little he has to prove any more, and so he thinks through that brilliant stare, mulls the words over his mind.
Beginning of everything; end of everywhere. Beginning of...
â... Ah,â he murmurs, humoured despite a certain weariness. âOught to have realised it was self-indulgent.â
ââSelf -â? Oh,â Q answers softly, smirking. âWell obviously it could be me, yes, but I was thinking rather, er... closer to home, Jean-Luc.â
Picardâs mouth opens, though he realises belatedly that he has nothing of note to say.Â
âYou... meant me?â He asks dumbly, baffled. âHow can I possibly be -â
âPerspective.â Q smiles warmly, dots fingers across his uniform before clasping a hand quietly. âYou begin and end everything for me, my dear. Honestly, your colleagues are morons - youâre right here! How could that not have occurred to th -â
Picard embraces him spontaneously, buries himself in a warm chest, treasures the arms that encircle him fiercely in response.
âYouâre an overly dramatic fool,â he scolds tenderly, no heat at all to the words. âYou can just say things sometimes, Q.â
âToo dull,â he drawls, grinning from somewhere above his favourite mortal. âWe donât do dull, dearest.â
He presses a soft kiss to Picardâs skull, and the captain wonders idly how he could ever have been annoyed.
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