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horrocious · 1 year

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#alchemy stars #grimme #right. okay. this is fine and I'm normal

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dannydanoninoo · 2 years

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Okay but this look of pure LOVE AND ADORATION?!

I'm rolling in the floor crying right now (not joking)

#look at that SOFTNESS #i swear im normal #the amout of love got to me okay?#also whoever drew this panel deserves an award now #Amity's eyes MY FUCKING GOD #like you know what if this is what we got for the show being shortened I'm fine #I can die happily with this screenshot right now #also I cried twice during the panel just imagine how I'm going to be during the episode #the owl house #toh #toh spoilers #luz noceda #amity blight #lumity #bi ugly sobbing #cries in bisexual #bisexual #lesbian #lgbt

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sysig · 5 months

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Having fun, more and more! (Patreon)

#Doodles #Unicorn Tails #Dangersoft #Villainsona #Just Desserts #True Villainy AU #Okay fine I'll talk about the really silly fixation I accidentally fell into lol #It's all Jello's ISaT stream's fault they mentioned Wall Day and I got curious!#Actually it was Jello reciting Will's line as the mad cultist in a kids' unicorn game that got me interested lol he just went all out #And it really is a kids' game! Like yeah some of the lore is dark and ominous and weird but it's genuinely just a nice unicorn game #And the character customization is cute and you can buy a spider hat! I want a spider hat #I'm fully onboard at this point lol I intend to buy it for realsies and play as an alicorn and go hunting for the Estranged Rabbit #Dangersoft is great of course <3 Neon green horse love that for her #Some happies <3 I've been quite happy lately :D Big Loves yay <3 #If there is an article of clothing I can hide in I will take the opportunity every time lol #Regularly hiding in hoods and collars - it just feels nice!#More Charm more cutes <3 I've had the idea of her cutting her hair for S3 since she was created but I still don't Actually have anything lol #She's just cute and I love her! She's adorable no matter what she looks like #I think I was thinking something along the lines of her long hair being used against her in her True Villain form #Like how it's normally up and ice cream shaped but Kaiein wanted it down and it gave her a different look #But short it can't look like that :) She's always light and fluffy if it's short! I like it <3 #Speaking of - her candle wings popping out from her Kaiein wings!#It's weird to see her with her hair down and glasses on in that context haha #I do like the symbolism of dark inky wings being cut through with fire and light :) Still drippy tho lol #And rounding off with a Just Desserts bee <3 I posted that one JD Pet Bee a while ago but I think bees are also wild animals #They're important for sweets production and pollination! Fruit-based sweets need them!#I personally really love bees I think they're the cutest but I also get really stressed about buzzing :'D #Does Not help that my hair is a colour they're attracted to so they come up right next to my head to investigate agh #So Charm is the same! Loves bees! They're wonderful and important and cute! But the buzzing...#She's being very brave tho <3

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girl-that-wants-to-die · 4 months

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gummy-axolotl · 5 months

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I am unwell

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ikamigami · 3 months

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I have such a bad feeling that Sun's going to die on July 16th, it just has that vibe, and/or he learns Dazzle's secret and then dies

Yeah.. I think the same, dear anon..

I have a feeling that Sun will willingly die.. idk what will happen though..

#sun and moon show #sams #sams sun #sun and moon show sun #sams july 16th #laes dazzle #i know that vas won't show anyone killing themselves #but at the same time #i just find it oddly unsettling that they still make hints that characters might be suicidal #i mean i'm totally fine when story depicts dark topics #obviously when it's done right #and like i said sun doesn't have to succeed #i just can't help this strange feeling #though i swear that this time i'm normal about it #i'm doing better mentally #but i can't help but to see that things despite getting seemingly better beside the stuff with new moon #that sun isn't doing okay at all #he's depressed #and there are signs of psychotic episode being either mild or in development #and it's just #it's very worrying #sun isn't okay and it doesn't seem like he plans to tell anyone about how he's doing #the only stuff he touched upon is his trauma regarding moon #but he should also talk about his mental struggles which are consequences of said trauma (plus july 16th incident and other deaths in family #and overall deaths in general)#but it doesn't seem that anyone's is aware that sun's mental state is worsening #or i mean that no one seems to be aware that sun suffers from depressive psychosis #and has delusions centered around guilt and unworthiness #and that's why i'm worried #sorry for rambling in tags

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le-velo-pour-dru · 4 months

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I should not be allowed in social situations

#dru speaks #dru vents #putting this under a read more cause i'm not in a bad mood i just got hit with a wave of sad‚ and it'll be temporary #but yeah. thinking back on stuff. reflecting.#like even around my friends. i've started feeling kinda insecure around even my closest friends #and i think i hurt two different friends of mine's feelings last night :(#i just don't know what i'm doing but i'm trying my best but. i feel like i can't ever get it 100% right and i always get so anxious #i feel like i can't interact like a normal person can. all of my reactions are just a little bit off. which is why i suspected i had autism #idk i just want to loosen up. and i don't want to accidentally hurt people #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh agh. okay </3 #i'll be fine guys it's just. agh </3 #._.

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scribblingface · 12 days

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I went into bg3 fully ready to have a good time and have done so despite many ways in which the game is not good and have not worried too much over various dramas about patch changes but my chill streak has finally ended and I am wailing gnashing my teeth etc. about patch 7 (the supposedly final one with story/content changes) not adding companion reactivity for any of the durge content in act 2

#gotta regain my chill about this. it doesn't change the good version of bg3 that exists in my head #but like. durge is literally the protagonist character. and a huge chunk of story is just bizarrely missing from act two #all the baddies recognize you and no one reacts #warden says you were an important guest no one reacts #kressa says she had a great time torturing you for weeks no one reacts #and it's so misaligned with companion reactivity for everything else. like #I am one of those players who goes around the camp circle talking to every single companion after anything even mildly important happens #to hear the couple of lines of dialogue they have about it #because they've got a couple of lines of dialogue about every plot development and significant moment in other companion storylines!#but they don't have a single word for enormous central plotline revelations about the player character #it makes the act 3 reactions bizarre too because everyone's shocked by what gortash says and it's like #literally everyone in moonrise was like 'oh hey it's you again' what did you THINK 😭#a lot of people complain about the resist!durge final scene after killing orin being lackluster #and yeah sure I feel it's lacking in a few ways but like. at least it exists.#a cutscene does play and afterwards the companions do react. ymmv on whether those reactions are impactful or fitting #but they do--crucially--exist #whereas in act 2 there is straight up nothing #when people say right in front of the companions 'hello fellow villain fancy seeing you back here again'#there is not even so much as a 'dude are you okay' after kressa talks about keeping durge prisoner and torturing them #okay okay it's fine I'm getting it out of my system I'm gonna be normal about this again #the companions had reactions in the good version that exists in my head 😔#scribblingface plays bg3 #okay actually also like larian has made so many changes based on fans complaining a lot about something #often changes that made the complaining people happy but pissed off everyone who already liked the current version #not weighing in on the merit of various specifics but it has struck me as a sometimes odd and unwise degree of #listening to what the players want. like just tell your story and accept that some parts won't please everyone #but THIS THING is universally agreed on by every durge player #because it's not something 'wrong' it's something completely absent that should have been there in order to align with the rest of the game #and yet. we don't get this change in the final update.

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cattywampers · 6 months

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its not like a perceived sensation of rejection or responsibility for loss (or just loss Normal) isnt the underlying factor in almost every single non-dying loop or anything. surely that wouldnt be the case right. Haha

#isat spoilers #🗝️#and i stare at siffrin and i dont say anything at all.#okay thats the end of the post dont look at the tags dont worry about it #the rare few that are just like “wait i fucked up” in a normal way #THE BONNIE ONE W/ THE DEATH RITUALS CONVO MADE ME JAW DROP BECAUSE THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME THAT HAD HAPPENED IN MY GAME #AND IT IMMEDIATELY CLICKED FOR ME LIKE. OH. THIS IS HAPPENING BECAUSE YOU WANT IT TO.#BECAUSE YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH THE ALTERNATIVE. WELL THAT'S CUTE #actor AND director!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and to this extent it makes me giggle whenever loop is like. Ummm. I have a suspicion. but I'm not going to say anything.............#like you know if you dont spell it out for siffrin he's going to pretend it's not real right. because it isn't until it's spoken aloud #because I'm sooo sure he knows that much at LEAST about what's going on with the wish #is that it's at least partially connected to their OWN willpower #enough so that he intentionally invoked it at the ending of act 3 #okay im done reambling in the notes. you understand #I guess i just wonder how much about the play is Siffrin following the Universe as they tend to say to justify his willful repetition #and how much about the play is the Universe conceding to Siffrin to allow them that repetition #or rather. providing the avenue for him WAIT A MINUTE #OKAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY #CLENCHES JAW ITS FINE

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year

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Bad news, got back from the vet and my beautiful baby son is going to have to be put down soon, probably tomorrow or the next day, so send him best of wishes for his next few days~ Luckily, he's actually not in a lot of pain (for now, hopefully he won't be) and is acting pretty normal, so I'm hoping he won't suffer at all and everything will be peaceful for him.

#pet death tw #death mention #let me know if I need any other tags #I would post something to help pay for his euthanasia expenses or etc. but I don't know of any secure methods #since I don't know much about stuff like that. I've heard that like on paypal and ebay and stuff people can still get your real name #and some information from their payment receipts or whatever sutff like that. thats part of why I've held off on selling clothes and sculpt #res for so long is trying to find a way to do it that's the most safe. aside from literall yhaving to start an llc and open a business bank #account and run everything on an entirely sepreate thing just so it has no association with my name and etc.#and obviouskly I don't feel like figuring out all of that stuff right now lol #I am busy just trying to make my beautiful meatloaf son comfortable and spend some time with him whilst I can #It's sad. but I'm glad the issues were caught before he was in terrible pain or anything. So suprisingly it was actually a pretty easy #decision. I would rather him go out while he's feeling okay and relatively content then wait until he's in severe #pain or extremely lethargic or etc. So it seems all very sudden but . It's better that way for him.#anyway #of COURSE this has to happen during a heat wave also.. hhrgghhh...#more fuel for my vendetta against summer lol.. Not that it's the season's fault but. something bad happening in the winter #vs. seomthing bad happening in the summer which just adds an extra layer of 'oh yeah on top of everything else #you're going to be sweating and nauseous and chronically uncomfortable!' is like.. >:T #Also for him. part of the issue is lung cancer which has spread and caused a bunch of fluid to build up in his stomach (which is what I #noticed. even though he's acting perfectly fine and normal his stomach was weird and bloated suddenly)#but if part of the problem is his lungs (which look absolutely crazy on xray) then him breathing in hot shitty thick air is definitely #not as comfortable as if he were able to be nice and cool and snuggled in some blankets. etc. etc.#ANYWAY ghhb... send him much luck and positivity!! Really hoping he can make it through the next day or so without #taking a turn for the worst. So hopeing for a peaceful quiet exit and not like tramatic sudden things. etc. etc.#cross your fingers pray to your gods whisper to the night sky so on and so forth. whatever you do that's meaningful to you.

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whump-it-like-its-hot · 1 year

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Today I present to you Whumpees that get injured but don’t realize it/don’t think it’s bad until a while later, when they accidentally touch the injury in an unfortunate way or move the injured limb wrong and they just fucking crumble

#whump #injury whump #whumpee #irl whump #if that sounds oddly specific. it's because it is #on my way to work right. because I was riding over some #fields because I work on a strawberry farm but it had rained last night and it was super slippery #which I didn't REALIZE and I was absolutely rushing because I had overslept #and so I slipped really weirdly and fell UNDER my bike and for like a few seconds my knee really hurt. like the knee I've been having #problems with for years. and I already thought *ah. well then. that might as well just happen now right* but then it was okay again after #a few minutes. like it only hurt when fully extending it which is something I already deal with normally #so I just kept on going and it didn't bother me much anymore #but just now I was standing in front of my bed and leaned over to grab my charger and BOY #my neighbors probably heard me lmfao #like I straightup couldn't get up for a solid two minutes or so #I'm good now again and can walk normally but that just snapped me awake like no amount of coffee will ever be able to #still hurts a bit but it'll be fine 👍

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aftermathing · 3 months

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#This shouldn't be a surprise but seriously no one actually cares about my survival yes I've asked for help why would I get help #I'm functionally nocturnal and I keep staying up for like 48 hours and then sleeping for a day and I never know where I am #Or what day it is or if it's morning or night #Normal humans eat three meals a day and snacks right I think I maybe eat a snack every other day #I just don't feel hunger and my body hurts and cooking is so much effort I don't have #Weed used to help me be able to eat easily but now everything is just so hard and no food in house n cant go to store bc of ptsd too scary #I keep telling people when they ask that I am doing badly and need help but they as always just tell me to go to the store and buy food #Because it should be easy for a normal person!!! That would be such helpful and kind advice if I were normal #But I am not I am severely sick and traumatized and driving hurts so bad and stores give me panic attacks #Seriously if literally nobody cares about my struggling why not just be euthanized at this point?#This problem is so inconvenient to everyone and I have done all I can to convince people that I'm worth the inconvenience but :(#If I were worth talking to or visiting or helping people would have done that and I would be fine but I am not and that's okay #I genuinely don't mind being a husk at all #I'm just weirdly sad about it right now maybe because I think I feel hungry but genuinely I can't tell thanks autism #I also haven't been able to do my t shot in like three or four weeks I keep trying but I literally can't get the needle in :((#I imagine less testosterone in my system also makes me tired and lose my appetite #I'm so fucked up and nobody cares that I start my day at 8pm and am active and reply to emails and shit at 4am #Why would anyone notice that first of all but still. I would notice.#When even strangers are struggling I notice and I will do anything for anyone but it's selfish upon selfish to expect it back I understand #I keep looking for arfid and ed affirmations to help me but I can't find anything good #Genuinely . what the fuck #Just fucking need to be someone's dog feed me walk me put me in a cage teach me how to be better and treat me like I don't know shit #Because I don't I'm so stupid I can't even feed myself I'm dying please help me

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mcalhenwrites · 4 months

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I finally get some more sleep only to nearly collapse when getting out of bed. Took some effort to get to the bathroom, wasn't sure I'd stay on my feet. Now I'm back in bed, but I'm hungry and want a shower. I can't do shit about either one, but my roommate doesn't get off until midnight and due to the bed bug situation, finances are too tight for getting food out. Who the fuck would even be open in a rural area? ;A; I hate my body, and I was looking forward to red beans and rice with cornbread. (All boxed, but like... listen. It's food.) I hate fibro, where you are very likely to wake up with less energy and more pain than when you first went to bed!

#mcalhen personal #sometimes I think 'I'm fine and I could work a normal job!'#but I'm reminded frequently that that is a LIE #I don't know what to do right now but I think food would help #problem is we have nothing we can just pop in the microwave or anything like that #money is really tight suddenly due to unexpected bullshit #so we didn't get much at the store this week and figured we'd just work with what we already had at home for meals #I'm hoping if I lie here for a bit and such maybe I'll be okay in an hour to grab a peach cup at least #and once I have food maybe I'll start functioning again #I'm wondering if my iron or blood sugar maybe sunk low

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roguemonsterfucker · 7 months

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i hate spending time with people because i always want to kill myself afterwards 🙃

#i'm fine but like #fucking hell why am i like this #suicide cw #WHY CAN"T I JUST SAY NORMAL THINGS #why is being normal for two hours so fucking hard #but no i'm an autistic idiot that doesn't know how to behave around people #i don't know what you should or shouldn't say #especially in a tough situation like this #ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #i hate everything please kill me now #you may think i'm exaggerating but i'm not #like i'm in really bad shape right now #i'll be okay but fucking hell i hate myself

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possumkingluca · 9 months

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well i got to a point in FX 6 where i realized i made a grievous error in my unit choices and opted to just restart the entire map i am losing it i literally just want gregory

#here's the thing i'm fine when a game challenges me #makes me use my brain n shit #i am not okay when a game makes me want to rip my hair out 🤩#i just wanna have fun man i do not want to experience a torture method more effective than waterboarding #it also doesn't help that because classes are pre-determined #my normal team is not nearly as effective as it would be normally #clanne and jean both have sword power and amber has knife precision #and those are useless right now!!!!!!!!!!#it's so cool!!!!!!!!!!!#i love this game!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i want death!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#fire emblem #fe #fire emblem engage #fe engage #fe17 #fell xenologue

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cultofpunksonality · 11 months

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i go fairly long periods of time not actually looking @ the z°wens tag on here and every time i take a peek in i'm just like

#shut up kell #like. hello .? i'm not here to start shit i'm just baffled by the behaviours truly #they're best friends. they don't hate each other they weren't miserable together. they told a fantastic story and they deserved that moment #even though the rest of the run left a /lot/ to be desired.#but ALSO. not everything they do revolves around one another? they're separate people? they're not going to die while apart?#sz's promo from the other night had ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with ko. the match he wrestled had nothing to do with ko.#he is not an accessory that comes with the ko toy. sz is an incredible performer in his own right and he deserves a singles title run #and i'm not gonna lie i was legit devastated when ko turned up on sd. they've been my main fixation this year and emotionally i wasn't ready #but it's okay. they will be okay. they're still best friends in real life. they're still gonna have each others' backs.#but their characters can and should do separate things and do so successfully. like it's okay.#everyone around here needs to get just a little bit normaller about these two. we don't know them. YOU DON'T KNOW THEM.#z°wens is rpf. please remember how rpf is meant to work. remind yourself it isn't real. it shouldn't be causing legit beef between people.#doesn't matter what you think the real “truth” is. you don't. the only people who do are the real men who portray sz and ko. and that's fine #everyone chill i'm literally begging lmfao

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