#reyna pjo angst

[winter-rossie]

Reyna: Trauma Dumping about her Father. Nico: My Dad gave me a Zombie. He's French :| Reyna: . . . . Nico: . . . .

[1800-lemon-boy]

Friendly reminder that just like Nico had to learn it’s okay to be queer, Hazel would have had to learn that it’s okay to be queer, a person of colour or a woman.

Hazel was born in the 1920s-1930s and we don’t talk about that nearly enough-

[queenofthegays15]

TW: suicide

Also I got CapCut backkkkk

[raphael-angele]

Things my brain decides to hurt me with at random moments Part 2

Nico: Hey, Bianca.

Reyna: Hey, Nico.

Nico: Do you have a whetstone? I got this new knife and it's not as sharp as I thought

Reyna: Yeah, it's by the counter.

Nico: thanks *leaves to go get it*

Thalia: ...You heard that, right?

Reyna: What?

Thalia: He called you Bianca

Reyna: Oh, yeah, no, he does that a lot

Thalia: ...and you...you just let him?

Reyna: I don't mind. He thinks I don't notice it.

Thalia: ...you're okay with him calling you by the name of his dead sister...?

Reyna: I don't know if he does it on purpose or not. Either way, he misses her. I can't even imagine what it'd be like if I lost Hylla that night.

[demigod-shenanigans]

Currently thinking about how full circle (in a completely awful way) Jason and Reyna’s relationship comes with its canon ending and I want to throw up

Jason who faces the choice between starting over and leaving behind all memories of her AGAIN (rebirth) or spending forever waiting for a best friend he still loves but no longer knows

Reyna who gets the choice to stay behind in their shared home with all the memories that are now hers alone (AGAIN), with their only possible reunion being in death, or going with the Hunters and spending eternity without him

[pjofancalledbelle]

pjo headcannon TIMMMEEEEE

will was just chilling watching monster high (the OG) once when Nico walked in and got invested and now they share a doll collection. Nico swears that monster high is his favourite thing about the 21st century and now him, piper, will and hazel have monster high nights. He also makes the Argo ii clang and Reyna dress up as monster high characters (and yes Leo ends up being a girl character.)

[alongtherubyford]

thinking about reyna proposing herself to percy because what if jason really doesn’t come home? this percy guy is something similar. maybe it’s awful of her, but she wants jason back.

thinking about reyna being so excited that jason is coming home, oh how will he react? will he kiss her, like he promised? has he remembered her like how percy remembered annabeth? oh, she hopes she has. she loves him with every piece of her.

thinking about reyna holding her heartbreak in her body as jason smiles at her while he holds another girl’s hand. her face is stony, but she wants to scream. why don’t you remember me? you told me it was us. why did you lie to me?

thinking about jason wishing piper’s hair was longer as he braids it, and maybe darker. he just can’t remember why- oh. reyna. his girl- no, piper is his girl. it’s what hera wants, and jason is nothing if not obedient.

thinking about jason staring at camp jupiter from the edge of the argo ii, hoping to see reyna in the crowd. he’d know her anywhere. piper comes up next to him and holds his hand. he smiles at her. he wouldn’t know her anywhere, but hera wants him to learn to.

thinking about jason watching as reyna collapses. not physically, of course, but he knows her. it’s in her eyes. he remembers his promise, that it was them. it’s always us, rey. it’s always you. piper squeezes his hand. it’s always piper now, but hera decreed it so. and jason is nothing if not obedient.

[somewhereincairparavel]

could u do something about thalia never showing up for jason? in the end of tlh he was hoping she’d show up for the counselors meeting and she didn’t so maybe a series of him making plans with her/trying to get in touch with her and just being disappointed every time… not thalia hate i love u thalia she just is too busy for him (while doing it during the months between tlh and son could be cool i think in between boo and toa would be more angsty bc u know he’s going through a breakup!!! he’s all alone in this random private school he isn’t familiar with the mortal world and he just wants his sister but she isn’t there!!!)

Two times Jason Grace wrote Thalia a letter, and the one time he didn't send it.

author's note: Ah this is so angsty and perfecttt :( The Grace siblings deserved more…they're my faves fr.. anyway, I hope I did justice to your request anon! Thank you for requesting, it made my day! I thoroughly enjoyed writing this. I just finished my exams and I'm back to having more time for writing :) you guys can send me more angsty jason prompts like this one if you want to, I'll write them with the best of my capabilities, I'm quite new to heavy angst like this so I was surprised when I was able to finish this within an hour. Jason Grace does this to me.

TW: severe angst. I mean it, very severe, character death, mentions of sacrifice, no happy ending. I went all out, I'm sorry. I was just way too into this.

Jason traced his finger over the glossy photo frame in his hands, which encrusted a picture of his older sister, Thalia. He had requested Leo to help him with the framing, the edges were made with a mahogany coating. He smiled at the lovely picture of his sister, her hair being held together by her silver huntress circlet, wearing her punk rock clothes. 

Over the course of the summer, He had finally gotten the chance to take a good picture of Thalia for a family keepsake, he had held on to the tattered, torn picture of Thalia that annabeth had given to him before his first quest, and he still treasured it greatly. But he insisted that Thalia and him take at least one good picture before she disappeared with her maidens into the world, for months. 

“And then Leo said-” Jason was cut off by thalia’s fellow maiden Phoebe, rushing towards them, yelling for thalia. 

“Lady Thalia, lady Artemis is heavily in need of your assistance immediately!” Phoebe said panting. Thalia frowned and her eyes apologetically turned back to Jason. “I'll be there” she told her fellow huntress, before giving Jason a strangling hug. “I'm so sorry Jason, we'll talk later yeah?” Jason swallowed his disappointment after he saw how truly apologetic Thalia looked. “Of course, stay safe for me?” Thalia smiled sweetly and nodded at that before trudging up the path.

That was the last time he had seen of Thalia in months, and there was only one way to settle this. Jason decided to send in letters to his sister, that way, she could read it and keep them with her, and he could tell her everything without getting interrupted by anyone. He soon learnt to cherish this hobby alot. He loved his sister, and writing to her gave him a warm sense of comfort. He needed that, especially after Leo's death.

“Dear Thalia,

How have you been sis? I hope your mission with Phoebe to help Artemis went well! It's been pretty tough lately. My nightmares are plagued with pictures of mom. I know you of all people would understand how horrific that feels. I miss Leo, and piper's been acting a little strange around me lately.. but Leo's disappearance is taking a toll on her. So I get it. Nico is finally staying in camp half blood, isn't that great?? That boy deserved a break for once. Anyways, write back if you can, but if you can't, that's fine, I know you're busy.

–love, your annoying little brother.

Weeks, and months flew by, but still no response from Thalia. But he knew better than to take it seriously. Jason knew that she had gotten the letter, and that was enough for him. Well, that was enough, until things went downhill for him very quickly. Piper had approached him in the school corridor and thought it was a great day to end their year long relationship, shattering Jason's soul to pieces, this, coupled with the immense amount of pressure he had to build the minor god shrines, Jason felt numb, and he did what he usually did. He poured his heart out to Thalia in another letter, seeking comfort in his ink and paper. Longing for thalia’s presence once more.

“Dear Thalia,

it's me again, I hope you're doing good, atleast better than I am. I've been feeling terrible lately, Piper ended things with me, i guess we finally know why she was acting the way she did around me, huh? She said our relationship was only hera’s illusion and didn't feel that way about me anymore, which sucks, since I'm still very much in love with her. The pressure has increased tenfolds on me these days, the minor gods are heavily anticipating the promise I told them I'd keep. I'm planning on moving schools so i don't have to deal with the heartbreak of seeing Piper in school anymore. Anyways, I just wanted to write to you since it makes me feel better. Sending you lots of love from California.

— love, Your annoying little brother 

Minutes. Hours. Days. Weeks. Months. 

Jason knew. The moment the sibyl told him about looking for the third emperor. Jason knew, that his doomsday was going to knock on his doorstep very soon. He was going to sacrifice himself for Piper. And nobody was changing his mind. Jason stared out his dormitory window, the outside mortal world looked a little too cheery for the melancholic thoughts that were chasing his mind. He averted his gaze to the person in the picture frame hanging at his wall. Thalia had always been too busy for him. They had never had a proper full conversation together, one on one conversations getting disrupted, iris messages wearing out within a few minutes, even his letters never got a reply, or even a single acknowledgement. 

Yet jason knew, that Thalia Grace was the only one who loved him more than anything in the world. She didn't have to spend time with him for him to know that. He knew by the way she had only left their childhood home after Jason was deemed “dead”, he knew by the way she had picked a two year old jason up  after he injured his mouth with that stapler,he knew by the way she played hide and seek when they were little, he knew by the way she had told no one about him, not even annabeth, since he was a memory that she held close to her heart. So subconsciously, his hands wrapped around the pen he always used to write with. With shaky hands, and teary eyes slowly dripping in the paper, he began to write.

Thalia was resting on the rocks, thinking of how Jason was doing, she had recieved all his letters and read them through atleast 2 times. She wanted to respond, but it kept slipping her mind. Something had always come up, but now, she was finally free. Just as she was about to pick up her pen, she heard her name being called.

“Thalia!”

It was Reyna. She was holding an envelope, Thalia’s spirits skyrocketed at the thought of her brother sending her another letter. But.. why was it being sent through Reyna..? It was usually always sent by Jason's wind manipulation. Those letters would float towards her. That's how she always knew it was from her brother.

She was expecting Reyna to tease about Jason's cheesy letters to his sister, but what she wasn't expecting, was for Reyna to start sobbing on the spot, breaking out the news that her younger brother was dead. 

Jason. Her little stapler eating brother. Was dead.

“This was found by Meg in Jason's desk.” Reyna shakily handed Thalia the envelope. It was a blue envelope, the usual colour that Jason always sent to her. And on top of it, was his smudy handwriting that Thalia could recognise from a mile away. The letter was signed “To Thalia Grace”.

Thalia opened it carefully but tears were leaking out of her eyes.

“Dear Thalia,

there's something that I've been keeping for a while now, but I know it's finally the time to tell you this. I met the sibyl in the labryinth who had told me that my life would be cut short. if went looking for the third emperor, Caligula, either me or Piper would be killed. There's no point denying the inevitable is going to happen. Prophecy's can never be thwarted, after all. I've made my choice, I'm not letting Piper die. I've decided that I am going to use myself as a sacrifice. I'm writing you this, to let you know, that, I love you. I love you so much sis, I hope you know that. I know we've never got to see eachother much, but I don't want you blaming yourself in any way for this. I hope you know that, writing to you, even without a response from your side all these months, has helped my life feel a lot more meaningful. the mere thought of you taking the time to read my letters makes me feel so loved. So happy. Now that I know that I might be meeting my end, I'm letting you know, that I've cherished every single thing you've ever said to me. Including the fact that you hate tomatoes on your sandwiches. Take care of yourself, sis, I'm always with you.

  — love, for the last time, your annoying little brother :)

Thalia clutched the letter with her heart, screaming in agony. Thunder boomed angrily overhead, almost as if her father could feel her rage. Her heart strings were tearing apart. She sobbed, as she looked up at the blue sky, the same blue as Jason's darling eyes.

“I love you too. My annoying little brother, always”

[nobodysavemysoulitsperfectlyfine]

Rant Post. Spouting about Octavian again because I'm going insane over these muffins.

If what people (me I am me me me) are saying about Octavian potentially having some sort of weird jealousy/crush/or other strong attachment to Jason even before he was a praetor and disappeared and all of that, it really just makes his crash out WAYY more justifiable once we get more context. I'm officially adding this headcanon to the list of objectively should be canons.

Imagine FINALLY seeing the man you love return home — on a war ship.. With GREEKS.. and a GIRLFRIEND.. Okay.. And he's talking really weird, not the way that you remember, and saying stuff about peace when you don't recall him EVER giving a shit about those guys. Huh. Whatever. You're suspicious, but for the sake of remaining mature and taking things rationally, you go into the war ship yourself because you're promised reassurance. Hey, this was built pretty well, even if the guy inside is a little OH DEAR LORDS HE'S DESTROYING THE CITY??? WHAT??? PEOPLE ARE GETTING HURT IN THE STREET AND THIS GUYS LAUGHING?? STOP STOP IT NOW!! YOU HAVE TO GET DOWN AND ORDER YOUR MEN TO NEUTRALIZE THE THREAT. You try talking to Reyna but she's pushing you aside and LETTING THE DAUGHTER OF ATHENA ESCAPE?? AND YOUR LEGIONNAIRE'S ARE JOINING THEM?? WHAT?? WHY IS JASON WITH THEM?? THEY TOOK THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE AGAIN AND ATTACKED THE HOME YOU'VE BEEN LIVING AT FOR YEARS.

Hold on, this was supposed to be an angsty thing and now I'm just giggling to myself. Instead imagine how many nights Octavian spent, alone in room, growing paranoid over the course of going to Camp Half blood. Do you think he ever noticed that Gaia was fueling his madness day by day, or do you think he just knew it was inevitable? Because this man did know he was going to die as Rome's Savior, by the way. There's a big chance that if it wasn't for him getting shot by the artillery thing, Gaia wouldn't have been defeated like she did. Do you think he knew this and clung onto that hope, or do you think this teenager perished knowing he was an absolute failure that people only laugh at when they mention him?

Will Sollace, Honey, Baby, Angel Pie, Left Handed Coffee Mug, I love you so much. And I'm thankful that Rick put at least SOMETHING in there about witnessing that death and sort of being the cause of it. But if THAT was the only thing you were willing to expand on, please, for the love of the gods, STOP MAKING THEM SO ONE DIMENSIONAL OR REDUCED TO STUPID JOKES. OBVIOUSLY THEY WOULDN'T FEEL TOO BAD IF THEY HAD NO CLUE WHAT WAS REALLY HAPPENING, BUT AGHHHHHHHHHH.

His death means a lot to me. I don't know what I'm feeling, just a lot of messy stuff about the human equivalent of one of those cartoon rats.

[winter-rossie]

The Most Powerful Demigods :- The Ghost King. One of The Best Praetors of Rome. Two Scared Kids :- Little boy who Lost his Sister (The one only who cared for him). Server of Circe (Kidnapped by Pirates).

[pjoxreader]

Hi!! It’s so good to see you back and in a better space :)

May I request Piper/Frank/Reyna(Separately) with a reader who comes back from the dead? Like they sacrificed themselves, but ended up getting revived through some sort of method? (Maybe they escaped the underworld, or a god some how owed them a favor, whatever you think would be fun to do!)

Reader Comes Back From the Dead 

TW: Grief, Death

((Thank you! I'm happy to be back you guys are always so kind! 🥹))

Piper Mclean

-Piper’s world had turned upside down. There were so many things she wanted to do with you, to say to you. And now she’d never get that chance. 

-She had held you in her arms when you died, she watched the life drain from your face while she could do nothing but hopelessly wail in agony. Now here she was at your funeral watching your burial shroud go up in flames.

-She couldn’t find it in herself to cry, she had spent the last night sobbing the entire night and she didn’t have any more tears left to cry right now. She could make out people giving her their sympathies, but she couldn’t make out any words. She could only watch as the flames burned. 

-She sits down by the fire wanting to stay by your side until the last minute. Leo had come over once the sun set and put a blanket over her shoulders to ensure she wouldn’t catch a cold. As she watched the last cinders of the bonfire go up to the night sky she felt the tears stream down her face once more. “Goodbye.” she chokes out softly.

-”you’re counting me out this early?” your familiar voice makes her turn quickly almost hurting her neck from how fast she turned. She was half convinced she had finally snapped and gone insane when she saw you standing there with that same dorky smile. She felt so many emotions rush through her relief, joy, then quickly anger.

-She storms over to you letting the blanket drop to the ground as you put your hands up in surrender seeing the anger burning in her eyes. “Woah, woah, hades owed me a favor so he decided to break me out and well I wasn’t supposed to tell anyone but-” you rant out quickly in panic but Piper grabbed you by the front of the shirt, yanking you down into a tender but emotional kiss. 

Frank Zhang

-Frank had never felt so… Numb. He was used to the adrenaline rush of fighting for his life against monsters, the high and lows of a quest but this? This is something he never wanted to face. Everyone knew someone in the group was going to die in this last battle. Frank… Frank had even accepted it might be him.

-But losing you? He wished it was him instead of you. The pain was agonizing, like his heart was stuck in a vice that squeezed harder and harder any time he thought of your smile, your laugh, the memories you shared together…

-Yet here he was standing in front of your godly parents' temple watching as they performed your burial ceremony. He could only watch in silence amongst his ranks as your cohort stood guard for you one last time. He could feel the pitiful looks people were giving him but he didn’t care.

-He already knew he looked awful, dark lines under his eyes from lack of sleep and crying would do that to someone. You were a hero, someone who sacrificed their own life to save not only the world but your camp. There was nothing more honorable than that.

-Frank could only watch as they brought up your last meal to be burned alongside you. Your favorite food. “Hey, don't waste that good food!” Frank could feel his blood turn to ice. Part of him believed he had just imagined it, that his mind was tricking him due to his grief. But seeing the others look up in surprise Frank worked up the courage to do the same. 

-There you were, fighting with your godly parent over a plate of food. Frank couldn’t help the choked sob that crept up in his throat. He was a Centurion, he was supposed to set an example. But his feet moved on their own as he broke rank and ran up to you grabbing you in a tight hug that you swear broke a few ribs. You can’t help but laugh at that trying to pat his back as best as you could. “I missed you too big guy.” you whisper softly and genuinely to him. 

Reyna Ramírez-Arellano

-Nothing was the same. After you had died, camp had never felt so empty. No matter how much time passed it never felt like ‘home’. She knew why, it was because you were gone. It was hard to believe it had been a month already… You had fallen to the underworld with the enemy monsters in order to ensure they didn’t reach camp and just like that you were gone.

-The camp was quiet, things had gone back to normal as if nothing happened, but there was a part of Reyna that hated that. She needed something to do, something to distract herself from the ghosts of her past, the memories of you.

-But no matter where she went she saw your smiling face. Of course she’d never tell anyone about these feelings. She was a leader, someone who others depended on. She couldn't show weakness. Not to anyone but you. And now you were gone for good...

-She had been working on leading some training drills when she heard the commotion. People chattering excitedly and running towards the gate. She hesitates but does follow after the group, mostly to discipline whoever was causing such a distraction amongst the camp. But that’s when she saw you.

-You were scratched up, had an arm pulled in a makeshift sling and dirt and grime all over your body. But Reyna didn’t care about that. The only thing that mattered to her was that you were alive. “I had to search all of the underworld for that godly gift Apollo gave me, sure enough it brought me right home!”

-The crowd split when they saw Reyna standing there, the silence deafening as she walked up to you. With a beat of hesitation she carefully pulls you into a hug, ensuring that she doesn't hurt your already broken arm. “Welcome home...” she says softly. “But you’re stuck on the night watch once you heal for that stunt.” you can’t help but burst out laughing as you hug her back. “Alright I suppose that’s fair…”

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[queenofthegays15]

Not a ship

I feel like I’ve been posting so much angst today

[rosesradio]

Nico dating girls is such untapped potential.

Because like even if he is gay, there could be him dating girls and being in denial

that's such a good point

while for his character i see more of an approach of "i'm in denial i'm gay because i just don't want to think of anyone that way/i'm unlovable", there's definitely potential for him to try to Fit In by Being Straight. i can imagine maybe post-second war (no cupid scene in this scenario i guess, curse my jasico heart :') ), a lot of girls show interest in nico. he might think that even though he didn't quite fit in on the argo, he has a chance to be "normal". the angst potential of him coping with his trauma + wondering if his inability to romantically connect with a girl is due to what he's been through or if he's just "built wrong" or Whatever is just...so convoluted, chef's kiss

Also Also...whatever wild AU that makes this happen...i'm big on reyna being like an older sister figure to nico, though i can picture a scenario in which she's pushed towards him and he's pushed towards her, and they get together. he's in denial about being gay, she's in denial about being aroace. of course, the Praetor of New Rome + the Ambassador of Pluto are like royalty—cold and calculated and a perfect pair. there can't possibly be any internal struggles in their relationship...right?

[ssavinggrace]

fucking sad hunters of Artemis headcanon: when people join the hunt, after everything in ttc, any new recruits join, they write a death letter their family will get incase they die in battle or die in general. Thalia was the first to write one.

Thalias:

Dear Family, if you are reading this letter, it means I have passed away. And I wish I had one opportunity.. one more opportunity to smell, see, touch, and tell you guys how much I love you. First to my siblings, Jason... if i ever see you again, Annabeth.. You have no idea how much I love you. And I wish I was given the opportunity to show you how much I care. You are so amazing and precious, and beautiful. You have always inspired me, motivated me, and you have my whole heart. To all my siblings, by blood or by love, I love you all. I want to see you again. I want you to all have my spirit and never give up, no retreat, no surrender, and I love you.

reynas:

Writing this letter is hard. For those who read it, I know it's harder. Hylla, Nico, Hazel, Frank, Thalia, I love you so much. Please don't let being without me break you. Live bigger for me. I can't begin to adequately express how grateful I am for all the love I have experienced in my life. My friends and the family I had loved me and that's what's important. You made sure I had a life that was so complete, you all filled in the voids others left when they departed. Thank you. Wherever I am, I feel your love. Wherever you are, you feel mine.

[dudedidujust]

ABO universe where Jason presents as an omega. this happens after he became praetor which usually doesn't happen before you present but 'cmon obviously child of jupiter he's obviously an alpha'. only alphas can be praetors so Jason is dismissed from his position and basically socially exiled. A son of Jupiter can't be an omega so Jason must be Failure. when he goes missing no one searches for him and he's branded traitor. Reyna tries to argue but no one listens, most feeling betrayed that, according to them, Jason had tricked his way into praetor position.

When Percy gets to camp, he never hears mention of Jason Grace, except a hushed whisper that is quickly silenced.

[im-a-creator-im-a-sandwitch]

Myths: Cicero's Civil War 🩸

Luke forms an alliance with Magnus and Jason - the Triumvirate - swearing friendship and the pursuit of power.

They approach the New Athens senate about ratifying the Centurion League and entitling them to financial compensation for every successful quest/battle. The powerful Senator Cicero is staunchly apposed to this, believing it's "dishonorable" to quest for money, but the whole senate is split on the bill.

Luke, Jason, and Magnus try to dig up dirt on Cicero for blackmail but end up discovering his plans to bomb the senate building and blame it on the followers of a rival Senator to start a civil war - mere seconds before the bomb detonates

Cicero gets his war. Octavian & Michael and Reyna & Clarisse (unaware of what their mentor has done) lead their legions by his side, while Luke & Silena, Magnus & Alex, and Jason & Piper lead their legions to stop this war and expose Cicero.

(The real first triumvirate + PJO mashup)