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WHOOP! Another week done and the weekend is HERE! What’s the plan?!
#rant#another one in the bag#rested my hand yesterday#might tonight too#but I wanna be drawrin most of the rest#cuz I got IDEAS#and finishing STUFF#and begging for news about the s4 special
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and there was only one bed (oh my god there was only one bed)
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#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#khyt.art#I love putting stupid spins on tropes :]#this is specifically 98 because trimax ww would not do this sndhsndhs#and also bc I believe trimax vw are a lot more hesitant with touch. and it takes them a lot longer#but we are not here for pain and longing we are here for *looks under the read more* not that#anyway. enjoy day 5 (only 1 bed) lmao#I think the most impressive thing about this week so far is that I haven’t had to draw vash’s coat once#it would’ve been yesterday but I was busy/needed to let my hand rest x)
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Love is home 💚💙✨
[Destiel Doodles Volume 2 coloring book]
#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#spn art#spnfanart#spn fanart#destiel fanart#wiggleart#as soon as I did the lineart for the coloring book I’m like I gotta color this PHLEASE#I wanted to finish this for yesterday but I needed to give my hand a rest so#let’s pretend this is out for their anniversary lmao#the lineart is a page in the new printable coloring book#I didn’t color in the lines for this because I needed practice going back to lineless art after not really doing it for a while lol
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probably wont be posting much for the rest of the month or so o7
#cus of health and vacation#my left hands been hurting last few days and got pretty bad yesterday#i later realized it got so bad cus i was having a whole body flare up which made the hand stuff extra bad#so its not As scary since those go away But it was a sign that i should be resting like........... way more...#and typing n drawing r a big part of it......#finding shit u can do with 0 hands is... really hard#luckily ill be forced 2 rest more soon cus of vacation n not having a puter there v_v#but yea just wanted 2 give a lil update#rambles#and i was so close 2 finishing the next aip post....... pain orz
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She heard me doing things so she came up to the side of her baby bin and blelelelele'd at me until I noticed her. She greets me every morning where we spend the first hour of every day together, her just resting in my hand and me holding her, often gently petting her head and tiny scales. If there is a heaven, that first hour we spend together is it.
She is getting a larger enclosure for her birthday in a month and a half. :D Hopefully I can get it done in time, as I haven't sculpted a custom enclosure before and will be trying some new artistic critiques. I do have experience sculpting though. My biggest worry is the paints and sealing them properly! Art I can do- but food safe art that will be in a moist bioactive enclosure is new for me.
#From her enclosure camera#hognose#hognose snake#snake#pets#She is getting a bigger enclosure soon it is preordered and we need to wait#She greets me like this every morning#She ate yesterday and should be in a food coma!#You can even see her lump#So I gave her pets and told her I love her#From inside her enclosure the photo of her being held is from yesterday#She really enjoys pets#Especially after a big meal#I need to get a video of her asking for pets#She will pet herself with her chin#And when I stop sometimes she will pet herself with her chin asking for more!#And then I will pet her and she will relax looking like she is in heaven#Those posts saying “snakes cannot enjoy being pet and will only learn to tolerate it” are absolute BS outdated information#from people who are insecure that they are less valid as humans if animals are capable of feeling love and asking for affection#My snake will LITERALLY ASK TO BE PET#And she will pet me too!#I think she saw me petting her#Thought “This feels nice. Is this what we do for each other?”#And when we are snuggling she'll wiggle over to my arm or shoulder and start petting me. She doesn't pet me in any other places.#It is a lot of effort as she has no hands and has to use her chin#moving her whole upper body#So she'll only pet me maybe 20-10 times and take a rest#Does anyone else's snake pet them?#It is unusual but I think maybe she learned it from copying me and it makes her happy ^_^#What a wonderful world we live in where snakes enjoy being pet
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meme dump sorry if you haven't noticed but yes it's almost all ishaan no i' not insane i'm just posting more of discord memes here now, yes there will be more, and no i won't apologize for spontaneous uploads bc this site wiped 8 paragraphs when i tried to click the EDIT BUTTON. more when i FEEL LIKE TOUCHING THE SITE WITHOUT FEAR OF THE WIPE.
#hand jumper#webtoon#juni chang#ishaan cha#sayeon lee#sighs#ishjun bc they're my only little guys#sayeon special mention bc i forgot to put that one even though there's another one but the fp isn't dropping for like two three weeks#give or take so it's like whatever#but in this house we love everyone and if he's ever confirmed cell three mentor you will hear from my lawyer#not sayeon though for sure#and trust when i say there's worse than this in fact#this is the abridged version.#there's so much worse.....#and you'll never hear it!!!!#bc it stays on discord forever#ig#sory if it comes off as a threat i'm gonna be salty abt the paragraphs the rest my life i fear#entire villain origin story#whole thing.....................#gone.#BC OF TUMBLR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#crying.#i was CHATTY yesterday too#GONE.#A SIGN FROM ABOVE TO NEVER POST HERE#so it stays memes forever ig#idk#apologies for the small page in the tags 😭#it will happen again.
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People really need to give Steel Wool a break sometimes, man- They messed up with Security Breach and now people act like EVERYTHING wrong with modern fnaf is all exclusively their fault when it's really not.
#Chip Chatter#especially when the issue literally WASN'T ATTACHED TO THEM AT ALL!!!#People really just say shit I stg#there's probably one person who'll think this is about one particular post#this post is a culmination of things#the twitter bs going on right now about modern lore and some people pinning all the blame on steel wool even though they don't write the#lore. A conversation I had yesterday with some people where one person kept blaming and shitting on SWS for the smallest of things#The fact that any time I try to talk about a small issue with modern fnaf in any fucking way I'll have people tell me shit like#“it's steel wool what were you expecting” regardless of if the problem was even their fault#and just generally people giving Steel Wool so much shit and most of the time it being over fucking nothing#Like I GET that Steel Wool fumbled with Security Breach oh my fucking god that was almost 2 years ago can we MOVE ON!!!!#They're improving!!! They fumbled one game and a lot of the factors involved weren't their fault anyways!!! Can we give them a fucking#break and just move on with the rest of the series already!!! I'm so sick of hearing people complain about SB when it's been almost 2 years#and Steel Wool is showing nothing but signs of improvement#Cough uhm anyways#of course you can criticize Steel Wool and I'm not saying they've never done anything wrong ever#just don't needlessly shit on them especially if the problem was out of their hands.#Rant over I'm going to bed
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Jumping into the lake rn-
#arhffhfffgghh#exactly 😭😭😭#my Princess is always booked and busy he doesn’t have time to do anything else that’s why the other characters around him can’t be mad when#he’s late 😼!#the Gojo lore that got dumped on my head yesterday I felt like I was in heaven sorry I’m embarrassed 😭❤️❤️❤️#rambling#he only gets 3 hours of sleep and the rest of his day is just work nonstop and he barely gets time off and he’s always traveling#all of the time I want to cry#lays his head on my lap#it’s a marvel that he even has time to be a teacher and a very hands on one at that I adore him ahhh
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Extremely funny scenes of Austenian irony at Jane Austen reading group
#the scene: three single women of varying ages. one single man. single man talks about how every woman he knows is too career-focused to date#single women (after a respectable interlude of dating app talk) discuss how there are absolutely no guys to date#and the standards are on the ground#and then express varying positions from wouldn't-change-career-for-anyone to must-have-career-while-not-married#to no commitment to career at all#single woman (me) talks about the perils of dating in a transient world where you have no other community#single man talks about how ready he is to change career and location for a wife but how hard it is to express that non-creepily#and how women don't trust it or won't receive it#assorted married persons in the room chime in at various points here#at one point single women is saying there's no men and single man raises his hand#single people all leave alone.#(and this is a seemingly lovely guy who i've wondered myself and been nudged by a friend about dating!#hysterical to me. cannot get over it. or could not if i hadn't hit my emotional capacity for the week sometime yesterday evening#this is an incredibly spiritually charged time for me and my housemates methinks. inch resting#we are planning to sit down and pray together as a house for a while tomorrow. so we shall see what the Lord does!)
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yes this is a natural series of events when you've worked at the same place for over a year and it also happens to have RIDICULOUSLY quick turnover where very few people wind up staying on consistently, but ive become one of the Experienced Waitresses That Knows What They're Doing at my job and we very suddenly have a lot of New Teenagers That Have Never Done This Before and it's just. insane to me. bc when i started my job i was SO intimidated like it truly is a big very fast-paced place where everyone has to pull their weight (ie you need to be able to do the coffee station and work the floor and run food and help on bar) and the customers are particularly wankerish so the more Experienced Staff that had been there for a while were like mini gods to me. like truly i thought they were so cool and smart and unbothered and now that's me. i have a gaggle of 17 year olds constantly asking me how to do things and I KNOW THE ANSWER. on a government wage no less
#like it's a BIT annoying bc this is just not the kind of place that should be hiring teenage first-time workers#but the catering industry is doing BAD atm and my manager got told off by head office for spending too much on wages#so he's hiring a load of young people bc guess what! young people have lower minimum wages! some of them are literally on fiver an hour#i genuinely think when i turn 21 my hours are gonna PLUMMET but that's a future me problem#but yeah it means there's like. ten of us that have been working there consistently for months to years at a time#and the rest of the staff are just completely new. like everyone i was working with yesterday were college kids#that had been there a handful of weeks. and im someone who still regularly needs to ask management questions#bc for starters that never goes away like truly u do just need help but also bc I NEVER GOT OFFICIALLY TRAINED#EVERYTHING I KNOW I LEARNED ON THE JOB. DO YOU KNOW HOW STUPID THAT IS#so i have these teenagers looking up at me like 'how do i do x thing' and im like idk either babe. let's quit together#hella slaves to capitalism
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my shitty mac sounds like its going to take off
#tma#my art#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#its chugging so hard and i barely have 50 layers ToT i just know shes on her last legs#that thing has been running since 2001 im surprised it still turns on every day at this point#anyways ive been working on this since yesterday so i wanted to finish it while my hands rested from knitting#ik if im too tense while knitting or smth but a few rows in im already feeling it#its fine. im trying to pace myself this time since it doesnt have to be done any time soon#that is to say: i started my tma sweater!!!!!!#the pattern isnt as wide as i thought so ill have to scrap the lettering on the back T_T its disappointing but i think its okay...#i have space to do it on the front i just gotta be careful where i place it lol#its supposed to be tape coming out of his mouth if that wasnt clear lol
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This is a start, anyway. Lots of research and work ahead.
#still unsure what i can do when adhd brain doesnt let me do my hobbies in the little free time i have#but in the other hand if i can be sure that if i got a health insurance plan thru the ACA on the state market#that it would still cover me even if the ACA gets slashed - including thru the following enrollment period (that they wont be able to drop#me due to 'preexisting condition'. then i can leave my job and have a lot more time to be active and involved with this stuff.)#like I'm gonna do what i can anywY and I'm not gonna assume i cant do anything bc i have a strong motivation w this so adhd brain might be#chill w letting me do something#it feels like theres no time left tho but I'm trying to ignore that#but i just got my work schedule for Thanksgiving week and between the wk before and wk of I'm working 7 days straight. bc I'm dumb and#volunteered to be the one to work on Thanksgiving Day (why. bc i didnt want to make the 60+ yr old do 7+ days in a row or the 20-yr old.)#(shouldve asked if the kid was willing tho tbh. I'm gonna be burned tf out so badly.)#and i shouldve asked for the rest of the week off tbh but only got the 29th and 30th off. boo.#anyway abd then its december and we're gonna be busy busy with stupid Xmas stuff plants decor etc...#I'm just. worried I'll blink and itll be january.#but lets try lets do..something somehow#id like to find a way to squeeze the eye dr. vaccines. and dental extractions and healing time in before January#as well as getting involved in this stuff#and trying to overcome my intense social anxiety to do so#and looking into health insurance stuff#and RESTING too. need to do that. somehow.#but my whole November is booked now bc of work.#id love a 4 day workweek instead of 5 at least tbh but cant be floral specialist if I'm not full time amd cant stay on the insurance thru#work if I'm not fulltime either#and somehwere in the midst is...thanksgiving hah. and hanukkah which is Very important especially noe#now*#one story of hanukkah is of a small group fighting back against oppressors and succeeding#so.#idk where I'm going with this. but this day off is half over and.. i did this list thing yesterday actually but added to it today.#today ive also...devoured all current pages of a miraculous ladybug fancomic. put up one load of laundry. and opened the door#dor some fresh air and commection grounding etc..#i should call the eye dr guy so i can get a basic eye exam sooner than later and get new lenses ordered bc my glasses are at least 2 yrs ood
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#these past two weeks have been so intense that ive just.. not spoken about it once i got home from work#blocked it all out#my beloved colleague whose desk is next to mine has cancer#breast and uterus. she needs two major surgeries#they just diagnosed her two weeks ago#so we've been trying to deal with that as colleagues and friends#because we love and miss her and i am so deeply sad as well#but i feel like i couldn't process that at all bc two days after the news of her diagnosis i was asked to take on half of her work#on top of my fulltime#which i agreed to do bc i like her tasks and i want to help her and i also know i can do it#but it does feel very off bc i know i don't earn enough money for this workload to be long term and it is def like this#for the coming four months at least#so i did tell my manager that i would like a raise and. that bitch told me to BUY MORE SECOND HAND SHIT.#i seriously thought i saw my life flash before my eyes#then the day after she asked one of my colleagues who's been with the firm for over 30 years whether she was looking for another job maybe?#which caused that colleague to instantly go home in tears and be home from basically a nervous breakdown the past 1.5 week#which is her full right and i support her with all my heart but bc my management sucks it meant that we had to also carry her tasks ofc#i felt soooo spread thin and super super angry actually but i didn't even realise how angry i was until last thursday my colleague w cancer#came by the office. and talked about all of it. and i suddenly realised how sad i was but then also how angry#but i was just blocking it all out trying to stay afloat#bc we told her about what the manager had said and she said “i hope that i get the chance to really tell her how it is someday.”#“because the stress she causes with people can actually kill you. just look at me.”#and the rest of the day i felt so ready to be done with everything actually#but seeing her anger made me see my own anger#and released me of my own pent up emotions bc i had actual leg pains this week and it was purely psychosomatic#i then managed to tell some friends yesterday about what was going on and their outrage spurred me on even more#so today i emailed hr. demanding a raise#doing this amount of work while constantly feeling like the house is on fire while also struggling financially seriously makes me suicidal#and i am not joking#so.. if nothing comes of that im leaving that job and not looking back
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Roxie purring :)
#please don't mind the obnoxiously loud humidifier#this silly creature was half a pound and super six at 6 weeks old when i took her from the barn to a vet (the farrier scooped her off the#road)#and she is now a petite 6-7 pound gremlin who makes my heart full to bursting when she graces me with her attention#she IS a gremlin with unfortunate hand/ankle chasing issues but she also really loves lap time & shared naps#i felt so bad yesterday getting up after a short nap where she'd been sleeping on me and i was moving slow as i got up so she'd have time to#move and she just stayed on my legs like on a rolling log as i turned over from prone to supine like...Mother...you are resting further are#you not? I may lounge still longer upon thy bony shins? I crave the solid foundation under the soft bedding. Mother?#no. I'm sorry lunch break was over 10 minutes ago and i have to get back to doing nothing at work#(it was a slow day yesterday)#cat
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I’ve had a few “whoops this thing I stopped doing is actually helping me” moments recently.
I’ve felt wretched and like I was coming down with the flu recently. It felt more than my normal PEM symptoms, and I was really concerned. And then I realise it’s spring, a bunch of stuff is blooming, and it’s been sooooo windy. And I stopped taking antihistamines and my nasonex sometime last year (antihistamines bc we thought it might have been causing some side effects, nasonex bc I hate the sensation of nasal sprays and need motivation to use it). Pesky hayfever. Needless to say I’m feeling much better having restarted my regimen. I felt a bit silly that I could have avoided feeing miserable though.
I went out for an appointment yesterday in my “knock about the house” shoes that are podiatrist loathed (nil ankle support, nil arch support, worn down), rather than my lace up shoes with my orthotics. After that appointment, I thought I’d check out a new store that’s opened at the shops nearby. I ended up doing a LOT of walking at the shops and today my ankles are sooooo painful and my hips been acting up. I guess it’s good to know that my shoes and orthotics are doing good things in terms of symptom prevention (as well as better longer-term outcomes) but damn do I feel ouchie.
I’m framing it as “yay negative data also tells us important things” because I gotta remember it’s not my fault when these things happen but it is good to try learn from them. And frankly, when there’s so many things going on with your health and condition management as a disabled person, it’s okay when things fall through the cracks. It’s gonna happen. Especially when there’s lots of non-disability stuff going on too. It’s okay.
#the ups and downs of chronic illness#disability#chronic illness#okay it’s been hectic recently#I had to travel for a funeral recently#and travel always fucks me up a bit#a close family pet also passed away 4 days after the human family member#that makes 4 deaths in my family in the last 12 months and it’s been a bit rough#get back home after the interstate funeral#next day is my ridiculously early class and then a long day#Friday also long with physio appt thrown in#weekend I catch up on life chores and attempt to rest#Monday I start an intensive course for uni#it’s 5hr day 5days per week and while it is an amazing class and I am having so much fun#and the teacher has been great about accomodations#I am also exhausted#I’m also making travel prep for in a few months#and this weekend especially after my shoe oopsie yesterday#I’m just feeling like death#first time in a while that I’ve needed to spend a significant chunk of time in bed#I’ve also had 2 migraines this week which is it’s own kind of warning system#but I think I’ll make it through#as I said I’m having so much fun with this class#which is learning how to do linguistic fieldwork#in a really hands on class where we work with a speaker of an underdescribed/underdocumented language#it’s so so fun and our speaker is fantastic#he’s picking up on linguistic stuff and it’s really cool how much we understand after only 5 days#and I’m getting to use some non-English lingua franca skills as well#first time I’ve used them in a non languge learning environment#unforchies I’m not gonna mention the languge we’re working on or the lingua Franca I mean bc that would lowkey doxx me
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accidental artsy worm portrait
#TWO big fatties at my parents’ house yesterday#phone will NOT focus#my shaky ass hands are only a LITTLE to blame#YES I should probably rest my thumbs more#BUGS#critters#monarch caterpillar#they came back#🥲#this has the vibe of those senior photos of someone standing waist deep in a pond at sunset
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