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This, apparently, is where I am emotionally today
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#the drowned man#drowned man#temple studios#punchdrunk#punchdrunk theatre#immersive theatre#immersive#faye#faye greener#sonya cullingford#the shangri las#shangri las#remember walking in the sand#no i guess i am not okay#standard tbqf#Youtube
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69. Remember (Walking in the Sand) by The Shangri-Las debuted Aug 64 and peaked at number five, scoring 892 points.
The Shangri-Las formed in Queens, New York, and had 11 chart entries 1964-66. Three made the top ten.
Aerosmith's 1980 remake charted but did not make the top 40.
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I feel like nothing they ever release is going to beat Shadowbringers for me. That expansion was like….catered for me
#It just makes me crazy start to finish. I can still remember the visceral emotional state I was in at the start in lakeland with the#beginning notes of the theme playing and when I first walked into Amh Araeng and Sands of Amber is playing and the sky is bright as fuck and#the crystallized wall of light is in the back UGHHH#I FUCKING LOVE AMH ARAENG#It also hands down has the best theme imo. I love you Shadowbringers theme
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The Shangri-Las - Remember (Walking in the Sand) (Stereo) George "Shadow" Morton from: "Remember (Walking in the Sand)" / "It's Easier to Cry" (Single) "Leader of the Pack" (LP) "The Shangri-Las: Myrmidons of Melodrama" (1995 CD Compilation)
Pop | Girl Group | Brill Building
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Personnel: The Shangri-Las: Mary Weiss: Lead Vocals Elizabeth “Betty” Weiss: Backing Vocals Marguerite “Marge” Ganser: Backing Vocals Mary Ann Ganser: Backing Vocals
Produced by Jeff Barry / Artie Ripp / "Shadow" Morton
Recorded: @ Mira Sound New York City, New York USA July, 1964
Released: August, 1964
Red Bird Records
#The Shangri-Las#Girl Group#1960's#Remember (Walking in the Sand)#Mary Weiss#Shadow Morton#Brill Building#Red Bird Records#Jeff Barry
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#liv core#mixtape#i love this song sooo much#LIVE FOR YOUR SMILE AND DIE FOR YOUR KISS#REMEMBER YESTERDAY#WALKING HAND IN HAND#LOVE LETTERS IN THE SANDS#I REMEMBER YOU#skid row really nailed this one
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The way Rio was in the bnuuy event really proves that he would still love Emma even if she turned into a worm 😭
#there’s like specific lines to it too like#even if she became a flower in a field; a butterfly in the sky; and or a grain of sand#he will still find her; water her; give her the finest nectar; and walk with you to show different oceans#i just wow#he scares me a bit bcs i know he’s genuine#who gave him a rizz book#thinking if i should post a semi-summary of this event#only posting the parts i vividly remember haha#alt rambles#why are my tags longer than my post?
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just had a dream (nightmare) that i made my friends tea and it was fucking horrible they all hated it. i am going to carry this shame and fear with me forever
#it was so horrible actually i was in a massive hall of people and i had to walk all the way across the room to get to the kettle#and for some reason in this dream i had crutches and it was a big point of tension everyone thought i was faking something?#so not only was the hobble across the room mortifying#but then the kettle was SO loud and you had to keep your finger on it to boil it so the whole room was staring at me#and after all that the tea was rank they only had brown sugar nd for some reason it didnt dissolve so it was like tea with sand in it#i also remember something abt a grave wouldnt be surprised if god was taunting me to k word myself after that atrocity#(wrote this first thing this morning nd wasnt planning to post but upon reading back its so funny the grave symbolism is crazy)
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random question but does the world of terras town have any sort of religion
swear i've been sitting on answering this one for literal months now i'm. so sorry! wanted to be in a more tt mood again before replying (i'm still not fully but nostalgia is hitting hard on this friday night. btw).
also yeah! so since tt exists as a refraction (and opposition) of the town right above it, its no surprise that its religion also has similar (and skewed) foundations. considering lev's hometown is largely christian (& catholic), aka structured around a man dying for them, surprise! tt's is all about a woman being killed by them. which actually fits into their general day to day beliefs and attitudes more than you'd think.
so, just as lev's world has Our Lord, tt has Our Lady. and god in their case came from the earths, her divine body both one with the sand and also somehow sleeping deep within it. and in popular mythos, this is how the people of terras also first came to be: chewing and tearing their way free from her flesh, and thus becoming imbued along the way with a small spark of her divinity (aka, their magic). but subsequently, for each new person 'born', god grew weaker, until eventually self preservation rose and she woke up, with the aim to swallow them all back down again and re-become whole. this is the point where the people of terras proceeded to band together and kill her to maintain their lives. bonding activities fr
anyway it's no real surprise that as a result religious virtue in tt is based less around humility and fearing your god, and more about personal pride and surpassing them. terran religion is meant to uplift the self, promote determination and senses of justice, and encourage unity in the face of greater evils, since they are literally all each other have in the middle of this cut off dreambubble wasteland. these beliefs also tie though as to why the council & upper classes in terras generally suppress or hand wave away most religious affairs - last thing they need here is the lower classes to start being like oh shit right, we are so powerful actually, we can take on those corrupt bastards in charge if we all stick together haha!!!. it's not like they'll discriminate or outright prohibit religious displays or holidays, since that tends to only breed fiercer devotion and encourage the unwanted behavior, but for each religious holiday, some other follow up festivity or something will be made to sort of remind people of their power in particular. yk. power that you can actually see and touch and fear. not the general sense of power that allowed us all to hypothetically kill a god once upon a time. so. it's also why they encourage the vitriol and suspicion people in the lower classes have for each other.
unfortunately these attempts have also sort of largely worked, since there is not a lot to be proud of when you're fighting from day to day to survive to the next - or a lot to trust when your neighbor seems keen to stab you in the back. religious people exist in terras, but they're not that frequent (esp amongst The Masses), and are also usually dismissed more as optimists.
anyway past this, there's also some other branches off this primary faith - main sub groups include people who maintain that the Lady willingly let herself be killed instead of being gloriously defeated, and that there is no honor to be found in that kind of victory and that terras town citizens should be repenting for the original sin (sounds more familiar right?) vs people who maintain that the Lady wasn't ever really killed, only pushed back into slumber, and that one day she'll rise again to swallow them all - and that the people of tt must be ready to band together when that happens and truly defeat her for good etc etc. most people in tt find the former group whiny, if not downright heretical if they too are religious (who are you to try and shame us for our proudest and core tenet?), and the second cringe as fuck, plus slightly hererical if we are being picky (the whole point is that she's fucking dead dude).
oh and also there's the breakers. right. forgot about them. they are not connected to religion so much as they are like... the science of terras town, but they're a cult so i guess they sort of count in this section too. basically their full title is the barrier breakers, they think terras and the upper world need to be unified in a great rapture, and that the first sign of this happening will be the two planes 'swapping blood.' & they are going to love lev ❤️
#terras town#urban fantasy#writeblr#original writing#worldbuilding#talking with the wind#theres also some fun superstition around. ie sandwalkers which are like a combination of changelings and zombies#who are formed from the corpses of those who lie under the desert’s sands#people say you can identify them by the unburnt soles of their feet and pale skin#they take on faces of loved ones to lure you in and then bite you to draw the life out of you you know how these things go#oh also sandgrabbers! vaguely same premise as far as creation goes but these corpses were too skeletal to start walking about so#they stay underground and pull you under if you walk over them#this isnt religion either but hey! kinda fun. kinda fun!#anyway sorry for late reply & also forgive the slightly messy everything about this. im lacking in iron and trying to remember what my 18 y#old self was on about with a lot of this#she writes
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if you kill yourself now you won't ever see the sunrise again, and you won't ever be able to walk on the beach or through the forest, and you won't ever be able to spend hours staying up at night laughing with your friends, and you won't see the leaves change color and fall in autumn, and you won't jump into a pile of them, and you won't drink hot cocoa or tea in the middle of winter when it's freezing cold, and you won't see the flowers bloom again next spring
#tw suicide#somebody left this in my inbox years ago and i’ve kept it deliberately in my inbox since#and every so often when I get sad i think about this stranger that reminded me about the leaves changing colors#and hot cocoa in winter#and my toes in the sand on the beach#and the quiet hum of the trees and the birds as you walk through the forest#idk who this person was and is but i hope you’re doing okay and i want you to know that i am too#i still wanna die sometimes#but i think of the trees and the leaves changing colors and hot cocoa in the winter and i choose to live for spring when the flowers bloom#and then i do it all over again#and i want you to know that i did all of these things this year with people i really love and care about#we hiked through the smoky mountains and i had sex on the beach#so when i’m sad i distinctly remember the smell of the trees and the salt in the air and i remember this stranger typing four paragraphs#in my inbox that night so thank you stranger you probably saved me and continue to do so until this day#i am forever thankful for that ask that night i don’t know who you are but i love you and i hope you’re doing okay#suicide#depression#sad#sadness#suicide awareness#it will be okay#self harm#ptsd#jay says stuff#grief#so sad#academia#poem#poetry#writing
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Thinking about characters delirious with fever or something where they are not at themselves, not quite aware of their own reality, in and out of consciousness, and calling for the person taking care of them by name... or by the name of someone else.
#thinking about bj gone with fever or coming down from a bad trip and calling for his mum#(he doesn't think of her often. loves her and hates her in the same breath. doesn't remember her face but he remembers her in snapshots)#(her voice. her perfume. the color of her lipstick. her fake pearls. the way her skin of her cheek would feel cool and powdery against his.)#(her hand squeezing his so so so so tightly as they walked. or the way her footprints looked in the sand on pleasure beach.)#(he hates her for dying and leaving him most days. but he misses her too. oh he does miss his mum.)#out of fairy tales [ooc];
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And I should be on the lookout. It is not working out.
#well i tried bc that place has incredibly solid advantages#but it seems it's another thing where i don't use what talents i have and instead i do in a very mediocre way#apparently from the outside it looks like i am tired to the point of loosing the will to life#and as much as i have that sense in me rather skewed and comparing to my lowest i feel i am maybe not flying but surely not crawling#in the mud and certainly not scratching from beneath#my closest people are concerned#and my wife told me frankly 'you don't have to feel like shit when you are working'#it is something i don't really even remember as a possibility#trauma really fucks up some responses and boudaries eh?#my survival instinct has been really sanded down to a minimum#that is not helpful at all#now when i don't want to die as an everyday obvious thing#i struggle to remember that i can walk away from environments and situations that make me feel like i'm simultaneously drowning and being#burned on a stake#moreover that there are some things that maybe will let me live as in pay rent and both will be requiring from me what i can do well#i was really good at my former jobs and it was validated both by what people had told me and formal documents with results#it feels really sad when i just cannot promise oh i will do better when i know i am at my max already and it is not enough
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Something tells me it’s not normal to want to use the top of your hand and your fingers as a chew toy
#And I know I know I have chewelry and ideally I should be using it instead of my hands#But chewelry is not connected to my nervous system#I should get one of those circular wire brush sanding things the next time I go to a hardware store… I always rub my thumb on them#or like a steel wool sponge would be good too I think… something metallic and abrasive#to gently scrub my hands and feet with#or crush in my hand so I can feel the spikiness of it#idk I remember freaking my friends out because I’d play with a pair of folding scissors like Seward and his scalpel#by placing the web of skin between my thumb and forefinger between the blades and gently “sawing” it#It was completely absentminded and I wasn’t stressed out… I’d do it in a relaxed state (if there is such a thing with me)#And I accidentally sliced myself between the fingers (and on the tongue) multiple times before but did that stop me? Absolutely fucking not#because I’m an idiot#I never wear shoes when I have to pull weeds out of the lava rocks in front of the house because I like the feeling of being stabbed#I guess#but at the same time walking on smooth powdery cement makes me flinch wince and walk on the sides of my feet????
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forming parosocial relationships with the people in the medical book </3
#okay so.#its from 1917 and very dated but its so fascinating hearing the theories and practices#and then it having photographs and illustrations based on the writers experiences and exposure to different cases#and i got a little habit forming of just... mentally thanking them#like a subconscious 'thank u my friend'#for their involvement and how thwy played a factor and part in the advancement of science and knowledge#like even if its just a fraction of a sand grain in the vast dessert. its a fraction that influences all around it.#like !!! thats all lives ! long gone ! but it was actual lives that were here and played a factor and influence !#i hope they knew theyll be remembered even if i will never know their names and story. they were important than important now#<- this is all said from someone who would sneak out at 13 and walk to the nearest graveyard to talk to the forgotten tombstones#because i was terrified at the idea that ghosts can exist/some consciousness and theyd feel lonely or forgotten#everyone deserves a friend u know? leave some flowers to a stranger. tell another u hope theyre at peace and are well. say hello & goodbye#its 10 pm. still tired. still constantly in love with humans and strangers and friends and eventually the mirror#i want to take everybody by the shoulders and shake them as i yell that i love them#alive or dead. the dead that feel alive. the live that feel dead just !!#i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i know you and i love you ! youre a stranger and i love you !!!#these tags are all over the place#and doesnt make sense but ur all used to it by this point#im gonna read and get a shower and tuck myself into bed. remind myself i love myself too even if i dont rly believe it (yet)#crypt callings#probably delete later#depends how embarrassed i am on this word dump and oversharing hehdh
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@grape-jelly-lite
Oh, I understand the source of the confusion- I would NOT be keeping live mussels!
I learned how to take collections during my first field job (invertebrate sampling for the EPA) and a wonderful summer course (field zoology), so I have a few specimens I saved rather than donating them to our museum at the end of the season. So, I'm already a bit into specimen collection.
Mussel collection is prohibited in Ohio (link), which includes trace evidence such as an already dead shell. This is for the same reason keeping a bird feather collection is prohibited by the Migratory Bird Treaty Act- without proper permitting it would be impossible to tell if someone found their specimen already dead, or if they had killed the animal in order to get the shell/feathers. Now, no one really calls the rangers in on a trinket or two, especially because the most likely case is that they were found without harming the animal, but it's still frowned upon legally.
We had a gorgeous collection at the EPA office I worked for, which was all collected with the proper permits. For our surveys we would write down which species we found in the river, and would take a shell or two if they were already dead but still in good condition. This is the sort of collection I would like to keep one day, especially if I settle down in a place with a thriving mussel population.
Some states do allow you to collect live mussels via permit, same as a hunting or fishing license, but the issue in Ohio is two-fold. One is that identification of freshwater mussels can be extremely hard to anyone not familiar with them, which leads to higher risk of by-catch of uncommon/threatened species. Another reason is due to our water quality; since mussels filter-feed, they take in all sorts of gunk from waterways and keep it in their flesh. Ohio has a rough history of industrialization, mining, and farm run-off, which all have their own host of issues for wildlife, but especially so for the humans who would eat them.
I definitely rambled a bit there 😅 I'm sure that answers your question tho!
There were a lot of freshwater mussels on the 2021 US extinction list. They didn’t leave us with haunting recordings of them calling out for a mate they’d never meet, there were no drawings in vivid color. They were extremely important nevertheless and their loss is frustrating too. That’s why stream ecology and mollusks have always fascinated me. They were silent, stalwart little heroes and entire species were lost to pollution.
#also thank you for asking!!#mussel 'hunting' was one of my favorite things we did during our surveys bc I got to get dirty and muddy to get them out of the sand#it felt like a hidden secret#walking along the creek til you sort of bump one or see the odd shape through the water and then you gently work them up from the sand#i cant really remember the names of any that we found but i remember there is one called Pink Heelsplitter and Cats Paw#the shells are gorgeous too. its mother-of-pearl and all aaaahhhhh#gonna go stare at pics of mussels now brb
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#If I had three lives#I’d marry you in two.#The other? Perhaps that life over there#at Starbucks#sitting alone#writing -- a memoir#maybe a novel or this poem. No kids#probably#a small apartment with a view of the river#and books -- lots of books#and time to read.#Friends to laugh with#and a man sometimes#for a weekend#to remember what skin feels like#when it’s alive. I’d be thinner in that life#vegan#practice yoga. I’d go to art films#farmers markets#drink martinis in swingy skirts and big jewelry.#I’d vacation on the Maine coast and wear a flannel shirt#weekend guy left behind#loving the smell of sweat#and aftershave more than I did him. I’d walk the beach#at sunrise#find perfect shell spirals and study pockmarks#water makes in sand. And I’d wonder sometimes#if I’d ever find you.
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