#and my toes in the sand on the beach
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if you kill yourself now you won't ever see the sunrise again, and you won't ever be able to walk on the beach or through the forest, and you won't ever be able to spend hours staying up at night laughing with your friends, and you won't see the leaves change color and fall in autumn, and you won't jump into a pile of them, and you won't drink hot cocoa or tea in the middle of winter when it's freezing cold, and you won't see the flowers bloom again next spring
#tw suicide#somebody left this in my inbox years ago and i’ve kept it deliberately in my inbox since#and every so often when I get sad i think about this stranger that reminded me about the leaves changing colors#and hot cocoa in winter#and my toes in the sand on the beach#and the quiet hum of the trees and the birds as you walk through the forest#idk who this person was and is but i hope you’re doing okay and i want you to know that i am too#i still wanna die sometimes#but i think of the trees and the leaves changing colors and hot cocoa in the winter and i choose to live for spring when the flowers bloom#and then i do it all over again#and i want you to know that i did all of these things this year with people i really love and care about#we hiked through the smoky mountains and i had sex on the beach#so when i’m sad i distinctly remember the smell of the trees and the salt in the air and i remember this stranger typing four paragraphs#in my inbox that night so thank you stranger you probably saved me and continue to do so until this day#i am forever thankful for that ask that night i don’t know who you are but i love you and i hope you’re doing okay#suicide#depression#sad#sadness#suicide awareness#it will be okay#self harm#ptsd#jay says stuff#grief#so sad#academia#poem#poetry#writing
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I like to imagine if levi (canon au whatever you like) had a child and they turn out to be as particular as he is. Maybe you show your toddler finger paints and they absolutely hate that shit on their hands. Making a sour face the entire time your covering the kids hand to stamp it on paper because you wanna remember how tiny their hands once were.
Or when you go to a beach they will absolutely HATE the sand, demand you wash it off immediately the best way a toddler is capable of. Don’t even get met started on eating with their hands. They absolutely refuse to dip their hands in the cake you got them for the purpose of smashing it on their first birthday. Making a stink face when you show them what to do and they see the frosting on your hands.
#levi ackerman#levi#attack on titan#levi ackerman x reader#aot#levi x reader#levi aot#levi ackerman fluff#levi fluff#dadvi#make me go to the beach and touch sand with my feet i fucking dare you#ill end it#sand between my toes YUCK#in my toe nails#im losing it#is this about cleanliness or neurodivergence tendencies#both?#idk man#i removed the last sentence because it sounded like as if being like this is a burden when it’s not
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Well I probably should be drug out to sea, where I can't hurt no one and no one can hurt me.
#how has it already been 3 weeks since I got to be at the beach#take me back#i want sand in my toes#me#selfie#girls with piercings#girls with tattoos#dyed hair#shovels and rope lay low
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Take me back to the beach 🌞
#me#beach babe#beachlife#toes in the sand#hot girl summer#loving life#mine#my photos#tattood girls#beach day
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I need a week on a beach
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Thoughts on seagulls?????
#asking the important stuff#when i was a kid my siblings buried everything but my feet and head in the sand and left me there for like an hour (classic sibling move)#and an awkward spotty juvenile seagull came up and started trying to eat my toes#11/10 beach experience#seagulls#anon#kenna answers#birds
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feel much better now after saying hi to the ocean 👋🏻🌊
#there’s also a lot of sand to stim with at the beach!!#we found one that wasn’t too populated and stayed our distance#but i did get to stick my toes in the water and sand so i’m happy
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Just got back from Seattle/surrounding areas and ummmmmm where is my fucking ocean?????? The sea???? All the fucking waves???? tHE COLD SAND AND HUGE MOON AT NIGHT WTFFFFF
#look i know its literally just Seattle and their beaches aren't even that amazing but FUCK when ur from Montana it literally doesn't matter#i miss swimming in the sea so fucking bad i miss the big waves and cold water and just getting high as shit with my toes in the sand#literally not even fair i love Montana so much but i dont even care anymore fuck this place i want to be by the ocean always >:(#and there is just so many blackberries over there too.....so many delicious berries for me just waiting....AND THE SHOPPING AND WEED PRICES#WAYYYYYY BETTER TOO OMFG#its ok im literally gonna be fine in a week..... probably....
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About 24 hours before I can finally be on vacation and enjoy Heat for 10days
that minus celsius weather fucking up my knees
#beached whale incoming !!!#i cannot wait to dip my toes in the sand#and not look at this polar wasteland i live in ;alskdjf;laksjd
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and all i am is a man i want the world in my hands
#i hate the beach but i stand#in california with my toes in the sand#use sleeves of my sweater#let’s have an adventure#head in the clouds but my gravity’s centered#touch my neck and i’ll touch yours#you in those little high waisted shorts oh#she knows that i think about#and what i think about#one love two mouths#one love one house#no shirt no blouse#just us you find out#nothing that i wouldn’t wanna tell you about no#cause it’s too cold for you here and now#so let me hold both your hands in the holes of my sweater
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With me having to work tomorrow and having to get up at the ass crack of dawn, i have this weird urge to stop by the beach on my way home just to put my feet in the water.
Like. It's right there. I could. ...But how many tourists are there tomorrow? ...And will I even be able to park? ...I really wish that my granddad's beach house wasn't sold and I could park there and walk a half mile to do this. I would. I really would.
#taks speaks#my toe nails are super irritated bc i cut one ever so slightly too short#and every time i do that it's always like 'ohh right. cool. gonna be ingrown now'#and let me tell you how fucking soothing it is to walk in the water at the beach with irritated toes#it feels so nice and it usually stops hurting for at least a few days#something about that salt water. i don't get it but i'm not complaining about the weird healing abilities here#i know of like four beach entrances. and two are on the way home.#but until about 6pm. one of them is paid and i'd have to literally drive on the sand#and i don't have 4wd so no. not getting stuck.#and then the other is tourist hell#BUT it's a little more disappointing lately after the replenishing they did which made the pier literally not even reach the water#(then the tropical storm hit. but even then it's sad.)#i don't think that deters the tourists but it sure does the locals#mmmm ocean water tho....#i need to go to walmart anyways for epsom salt. i just finished it off and i gotta soak my feet daily if i don't want them hurting too bad#...but ocean water...
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sometimes i wonder why i can't connect with people irl the same way i can connect w people online and then i realize that . everyone else called it a beach day. i called it my beach episode.
#lived in the fucking state of florida for six months. only JUST NOW got my beach episode#whatever. dean winchester didn't get a beach episode in fifteen years of television.#no shirtless gay angel but i did get toes in the sand#stevie.txt
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i think of being in the sea way too much. like somehow floating in it will heal me (it will)
#text#personal#i just want to be at the beach#feel the sand on my toes#feel the gentle waves#i'm going up north with my friends at the end of the month#i can't wait!
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first time visiting long beach. my heart yearns for the marshes
#im so fucking sad i most likely wont be able to financially survive here on my own#i love long island so much :(#i love marshes i love the atlantic ocean i love the bays and the estuaries#im a beach person not in the like sun tan beach lounging sand between my toes kind of way#but i am a beach person in the. A part of me always intrinsically knows what direction the ocean is#i know it in my bones. and its how i navigate the physical world around me#and to separate myself in the ocean would like leave me stranded. how do i navigate#or like the smell of the salt water in the air at dawn when theres still some dew on the grass and a low lying fog#like what does life even look like without those things. 💔#brot posts#anyway what does this have to do with long beach#well its got all the beachy things while also being like a stones throw away from nyc#so not only am i like omg beaches but its also like omg. urban living#idk. its a nice duality
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#cherish every moment#romantic moments#moments#lovers#journey#beach vibes#sand between my toes#genuinely#a gentleman#Spotify
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SEASON 13: DEAN WANTS TO BE ALIVE AND TO RETIRE. SAM IS CONFUSED BY THIS BECAUSE HE WANTS TO KEEP HUNTING. THIS IS A LITERAL CONVERSATION THEY HAVE. THIS IS NOT SUBTEXT. IT IS TEXT. FFS
Season 10: dean wants to be alive. He wants to retire. He wants to go hang out on a beach with his loved ones. Sam wants to keep hunting. He doesn’t want to “go back” to his “normal life” with a wife and kid and no hunting.
Finale: you’ll never fucking guess what happens
#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#justice for dean winchester#LET HIM BE HAPPY#LET HIM FUCKING BE HAPPY#HE DESERVES THE SAND BETWEEN HIS TOES#HE JUST WANTS TO GO TO A BEACH WITH Cas#HE JUST WANTS HIS FAMILY TO BE SAFE AND HAPPY#PLEASE OH MY GOD#castiel#deancas#casdean#sam winchester#Dean Winchester#fuck the finale#spn 15x20? what 15x20?#fuck 15x20
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