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I truly believe a spirit cursed (or blessed) me with always being different than everyone in my family
#mine#this sounds like a joke but its part of my belief system djdnkdek#pagan#independent pagan#curse#or blessing#whos to say#my family is fundamentalist christian#they only fight about religion#they are anti every good social movement#they all married young and believe its sinful to not marry and that there are 'biological consequences' if a woman doesnt give birth ever#meanwhile i fight about everything and am extremely hot tempered#i will never shut ip about the things i believe regardless of the topic#religion doesnt interest me#but i am very spiritual#i vehemently oppose marriage for myself#im queer#i cant drive#ajdjdjejej
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I feel like... people are forgetting that 911 is inherently a deeply Christian show and those values are going to influence the writing choices.
#blah#not gonna tag this and not making it rebloggable#i dont want any drama for a show that ive lost interest in#and no this is not a positive thing to me btw. i find the xtian themes really fucking exhausting#and tbh it doesnt surprise me that a show with so much xtian messaging is also being really biphobic#how many times do we see bathena kiss vs. how many times have we seen hen and karen kiss?#tbc i dont think its 'intentionally' biphobic#i think its shitty writing influenced by an inherently anti-queer religion
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when reading scripture or religious texts in my studies from a variety of religions (a not-insignificant part of my education has been religious studies) i can appreciate and understand the beauty and appeal of it and make sense of its internal logic system and worldview and feel that i'm picking up what it's putting down even if i don't necessarily identify with it on a personal level, but i gotta be honest i always feel like i'm missing something or losing my mind when i read christian texts like i don't get it and it doesn't make sense to me and nothing about the trinity makes sense to me and the entire worldview feels so harsh and terrifying and bleak for no reason and every time i've asked anyone in my family (on the christian side) to explain any of it to me like sincerely i just feel more baffled and whenever i've had to read passages of the new testament i dont get it at all like even abstractly i don't understand and it makes me feel crazy like what i'm looking at has to be completely different from what other people are seeing and i don't mean it in a reddit atheist smug asshole way like it's genuinely beyond my comprehension I Don't Get It and i don't think i ever will
#and this is solely looking at texts/scripture/writings like i understand its historical and material context and aesthetics#i appreciate the way thay different ethnic groups have adapted xtianity to their culture and find it fascinating when it is syncretic#with ancient traditions and respect peoples right to practice and understand many xtian minorities have faced persecution etc#but every time i read something from the new testament im like is this really...??? uhhhh#and i dont feel that way at all w any other religions texts i can vibe with it i see what its doing and understand it and appreciate it#i find it so deeply unappealing in every possible way . truly just not for me sorry#it doesnt help the sheer amnt of bad experiences ive had with xtians targeting me for conversion#explicitly even after being told that i am sikh and not interested and continued to be harassed#and a genuinely traumatic incident w christian family counselling ive blocked out lol
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the warriors bond between a dude with religious trauma and media that depicts and examines religion and religious viewpoints
#Not just in like a ‘criticizing christianity’ way#Like in a. Idk. It can just be very interesting to me done certain ways. that i dont know how to describe#like one of the things i love abt ds9!!! is how religion is an important part of the story and how they do it#its fictional alien religions but the ideas stand;#it shows how religion can be used in harmful ways- like winn promoting her own self serving viewpoints#and using it as a tool for manipulation and ladder climbing#or when dukat started an Actual Death Cult#but it doesnt treat religion and religious people as idiotic the way …… scifi tends to do.#the bajoran religion is Respected and Important#an important part of the world and of kiras character that isnt ignored or treated negatively.#anyway idk i just like…… seeing fictional characters do interesting things w religion????#or something ?????#basilposting
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we could get a degree in theology
#ray's tag#because religious stuff is really interesting to us and honestly it always has been#i like studying how it manifests itself and is organized#its absolutely fascinating to me#im drawn to depictions of devotion and prayer. always have been. probably says something about how we were raised#it also doesnt help that religion and art go hand in hand
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#listen. sometimes. when i get emails pertaining to a specific project i worked on that nearly broke my brain. i just stop what im doing#and start playing Losing My Religion by REM. and i wish the person emailing me could see me face down at a table listening to thay song#mostly its fine. its just when someones trying to manage the data files so i kno im gonna have to go back thru and update my code#for a bunch of tiny stuff and its like: does this sound ok? and i just dont care so much that i want to start screaming#and then at the end of the day i hike up a fucking mountain going over what im gonna tell a therapist when my insurance switches#and im gonna say it in a way thats v calm and agreeable but i want to scream and tear my hair out. or maybe i wont b agreeable. i wasnt#last time i was in a therapist office but that guy deserved it and i wasn't being that bad#ugh. im just mad bc working on my stuff makes me so miserable that when i stop its like wow im no longer in agony. cool#coool. fun times. becoming increasingly apprehensive abt how im gonna try to b more healthy abt working while taking on triple#the responsibility with a phd project and being a student and being a TA. i mean. ill try but its gonna b fucking interesting#ugh. had to bust out the burnout playlist. which like. when u try to look at other ppls burnout playlists they all suck#theyre all like former gifted kid burnout Playlists and im like fuckkk offfff. why do u not have the incredibly specific vibes that im#looking for? i just demand the perfect burnout playlist and somehow nobody puts No Surprises on there#like what??? y not? its a song abt being so totally saturated that youve had enough. a heart thats full up like a landfill. a job that#slowly kills u. bruises that wont heal. how is it not THE burnout song? but whatever. i listen to too much radi0head.#ugh. but now my burnout playlist is becoming too much like my My Brain Doesnt Feel Too Good playlist#listen. i just need to curate playlist so that they can express the feelings for me#unrelated
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Hello! I was looking through your kpop opinions tag, and I found what you said interesting and insightful. I was wondering what your opinions were on Key's Gasoline :D
i have............complicated thoughts on gasoline. i LOVE the graphic design and album marketing and i like a big chunk of the songs on the album, i think a lot of the styling and the mv are really well done. all those outfits are custom builds and the embroidery work is UNREAL, as garments they are beautiful pieces of work. but i don't really like how the song is just a retooled version of industry baby. and i'm not sure how i feel about all the crosses, to be honest. the use of them is obviously very intentional and undoubtedly they mean something TO key specifically in terms of his faith but it's..........not really a thing i can get behind, personally. something about it feels a little too evangelical to me and i will absolutely admit that i am overly sensitive to that kind of thing bc i've had more than one run in with evangelical attempts to convert me. i don't ACTUALLY think it was meant specifically as a whole dogmatic evangelical thing but i find myself being a bit......uncomfortable with the imagery even now a year later.
#like. crosses appear in SO much kpop styling bc theyre just an accessory to a lot of stylists#but with kibum and his care and affinity for detail in his styling......#idk. something gives me the ?? about the visual idea of claiming/making yourself into a new god.....#using a very established and loaded religious symbol.....#that's. weird for me. it doesnt read as transformative in the same way that taemin's work does#its interesting to play with christian iconography contrasting/in dialogue with its contexts#but how do i put this.......it does not strike me as being outside of its contexts here#idk this is hard to explain but as someone who's not religious the way that evangelicals & catholics make art about religion is v different#text#key w#shinee w#answers#im not talking about random instances with strangers on the steet/coming to the door either. im talking about from people that were friends#i also have a lot of ex christian and ex mormon friends bc queer so yea.#sorry this is not really a very interesting or thoughtful response lmao#loved killer though it was extremely fun and very my vibe (synthpop)
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ALASTOR IS SUPPOSED TO BE A DEER???????
#i dont go here but#what???#hes also a black man apparently who practiced a closed religion called voodoo#and a radio show host??#and hes got tentacles??#hazbin interests me im ngl but genuinely that characters motifs are all over the place#and he just.... doesnt look like a deer#to me#discourse#neg#kinda? more confusion than anything
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THE CLUE MAKES ME INSANEEEEEEE THIS EPISODE IS KILLING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
#wl26#sorry. normal again (im not)#sorrysorrysorry#ok listen. hear me out. what if i read the bible GDJKNFGD#thinking abt how i might break this to mom and how im probably gonna be like well im just curious you know religion is an interesting topic#she doesnt know i want more gomens lore#im joking. but i also am genuinely curious#good omens#wait. i just realized. am i clogging up the tag :-(#do i have to retag all my posts again gdkjfgd...
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The prospects of IA working to SETI?! Omg omg omg omg omg omg. -yeah yeah nothing new might happen... but what if???? My eyes full of outerspace wonder--> ⭐️👃⭐️🌌🌌🌌🌠🌠
(Too introspective as I tag and tag 😞 (hopeless-nessly-er)
Never mind, we'll get to Mars and call it a night huh, aren't we aren't we 🙁😠
#atenceladusiaawfytbwb me be saying 🤠🧐#😬 GenRaTiV Ai omg shut up SCIENCE AI fucking rules and if I could I'd make out with it#enceladus undersea better be stretching 😤#i personally 99% sure we wont make any form of contact but 1) it's still fucking exiting#2) whats to come next like imagine if they put effor into it studying those spectrals from other planets? my#beloved enceladus???!!! omg omg omg omg omg ªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªH!!! 🤑🤩🤑🤩#it sure as fuck doesnt feel comparable to the 'human (manual) -> Computer (systematic/digital)' jump#but my secret weapon is that I clutch to prospects and illusions and possibilities ☝���🤷♀️#the more I think about it (as i write) the more i realize it's still kinda slow and stuck and behind 🧍♀️#nevermind most ai powersgonna go to capitalism and plagiarism and Idk? bots?#W-what if the aisingularity happens and it's only interested in economics or armagedon or porn. but no astronomy or science at all 🥺#fuck astrology too? idk just you know. a thought. go die along homeopathy and religion and pyramidschemes 👩
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i deserve crow time to be real in my life thank you
#ahoys thoughts#the despair and self esteem is low lately gang :/#like at the point where everything feels true#and logic doesnt feel like it stands on its own#like before i could be like yeah logically what im feeling rn isnt true and see it and be like even if i dont belive it now that has eviden#behind it#but now#not even that#vent#you have one moment when you realise the other person is just humouring you and then you crumble#how do i deal ever#like even religously qadr isnt as comforting anymore and its scray#like the weight on my chest is the biggest thing rn#interesting that i view qadr as like actual solid truth while like the sutff that isnt connected to religion im like not true for me#weird#i should interrogate that sometime#i should have a cat#thats the moral of the story
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if i write keqing it'd be for the metas of her finding lord and savior rex lapis-morax-zhongli
#SHES SUCH A SILLY GOOFY TO ME#esp her voicelines where she has a lot of two-parters on being skeptic and then post-aq where its like OKAY FINE#;out of wishes#also from a strictly religious standpoint i find it interesting because i think her skepticism can relate to a lot of people being like#/oh if god is so great why doesnt this happen or that happen/#/if god is all powerful he cant be all good/ etc etc LIKE THOSE COMMON ARGUMENTS#I THINK IT'D BE INTERESTING#religion tw
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navigating religion as a system is SO WEIRD HELP
#doesnt help that were currently SUPER blurry#we recently split headmates specifically to help manage religion and spirituality#but just like. as a system we have different beliefs#collectively there are some things but generally we all have Different Things#right now me (akakios) and milenko are sort of starting this process#but we know we cant really predict what the next few fronters will be feeling about that#which could lead to us falling out of practice#its just so difficult to navigate religion as a whole but then adding in being a system just complicates it more#and we feel bad about losing interest and stuff#and while we are a lot better now than we used to be#we still have lingering religious trauma#and THEN theres our issues with dissociation and psychosis that once again complicates our relationship with religion#confluence.txt#kios.txt
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One of the most interesting ways that Christocentrism rears it’s ugly head is when a Jewish person does something because of our religion and here come all the ex-xtian atheists to say “GOD DOESNT CARE IF YOU EAT PORK” or “YOURE NOT GONNA DIE IF YOU WORK ON SATURDAY”.
Like yeah, no shit. As a Jew I don’t fear god. I don’t think he is gonna impose consequences on me if I break his rules. That’s not how the relationship works.
If I do something because Jewish tradition says to, it’s because I’m honoring my community and keeping my culture alive. God doesn’t really enter the equation. He can have given us a rule, but if you know any Jews you know we have nine to eleven ways of following any rule and it depends on what suits us in the situation.
So if you slip a Jewish person trief to “show them” that nothing bad will happen to them, you are an asshole of the highest order and have fundamentally misunderstood the rule they’re seeking to follow.
Judaism does not include fear of God. It is a partnership with history and community and culture. And god can come, too, if he promises to be cool about it.
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i apologize for the really long ask but i really wanted to share my thoughts and i would make my own loa blog but i dont have it in me to deal with anons so i fear i will dump them all on you 😔 first off i want to say THANKKKK YOUUUUUU you literally changed my manifestation journey i used to be really into manifestation back in 2021/2022 and i was trying to manifest my dream face but it never happened no matter how much i affirmed or listened to subs or anything so i was just like fuck it this manifesting stuff isnt real imma just move on with my life and thats how i went about my life until you popped up on my dashboard a month ago and usually i would click not interested on any loa content but i was like you know what lemme give this stuff a chance again bc i did try the non manifesting route and it didnt work out bc when i tell you my life went DOWNHILL i used to protect myself from negative experiences by having the belief that i was simply the exception to terrible stuff but the moment i left the loa behind and was like no thats unrealistic anything can happen well guess what!! so many bad stuff happened in my life the last 2 years its genuinely crazy. so i was like lemme try this again and i went through your blog and really tried to materialize everything you were saying and read it with the attitude that what you are saying IS real instead of the doubting attitude i had towards loa advice/info back in 2022 and things really shifted for me.
so the first thing i learned is that MANIFESTATION IS REAL and more importantly NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE what i went through these past two years was proof to me that manifestation is real because once i adopted that negative mindset and dropped any positive beliefs i had my life became a nightmare and all those terrible thoughts manifested right before my eyes. for example i used to believe that i always looked pretty no matter what, this was just something part of my belief system but when i abandoned the law and everything i told myself no thats crazy i cant mAniFeSt looking pretty its unrealistic if im not pretty then im just not and bro when i tell you i was at my lowest appearance wise I WAS AT MY LOWESSTT my classmates at school would come up to me and tell me i looked so different and so dull even my mom would say the same stuff to me and tell me i changed i also noticed a difference when i looked in the mirror. the reason why i felt like manifestation wasnt real was because it just seemed really crazy to me, i felt like things materializing out of nowhere and appearances changing drastically was just like something fantastical and just not possible here in the real world. well i am here to tell you that is NAWT THE CASE! the world is not logical and im gonna tell you why. most of us here have grew up religious, and whats more illogical than religion? there are so many stories in the bible where illogical stuff happen like youre telling me some guy can turn water into wine? doesnt that sound like something out of a fantasy movie? but it happened, right? you believe in the bible so you believe in all the stuff that happened in it even the magical stuff. and another thing with growing up religious is that we always hear stories about miracles where for example a neighbor who was really sick suddenly woke up completely healthy. and we also were taught that we can ask god for anything and that god can make anything happen. i remember when my dad would teach me about religion he would say that god can make the grass is purple if he wanted to. it isnt just in religion but also in another spiritual communities and stuff they also have their own stories where things that dont really make sense logically happen. this goes to show that the world and humanity were never logical and that illogical things can happen, they've been happening since the dawn of time. people just came up with their own explanations. so get that thought that you cant change your entire face because its too crazy out of your head because it isn't. anything is possible. we literally live on a rock and we somehow move and speak and talk and somehow atoms exist so pls get with the program aint nothing logical in this life and the sooner you come to terms with that the better. nothing is too crazy because existence itself is crazy.
the second thing i learned was that MANIFESTATION IS NOT A PROCESS. i used to hear this all the time back in 2022 and it never made sense to me i was always like what tf are yall talking about???? my understanding was that manifestation is the act of trying to get something, but i was so so wrong. everything changed for me when i started approaching manifestation with the attitude that i was reminding myself of what i have, not trying to get what i want. basically stop thinking of manifestation as manifestation if ykwim. to really understand this im gonna have to talk about the whole "decide that you have your desire > affirm that you have it > keep presisting" thing and break it down.
so what do people mean when they tell you to decide that you have your desire? does it mean saying out loud "i have __" and then a few seconds going "alright wheres my ___?" no. it means you in your mind decide that its ALREADY YOURS and that you ALREADY GOT IT. i dont know how to word this any differently because its so simple its literally in the words. im gonna try an example. im assuming that youre reading this with your eyes so you have eyes. are you trying to 'manifest' having eyes? when you say "i have eyes" are you using an affirmation to get eyes? is having eyes a desire youre trying to 'manifest'? no because you literally already have eyes bro how else are you reading this with your bootyhole??? so when you say "i have eyes" you arent manifesting via affirming, youre just saying it to remind yourself because well you have eyes. you arent trying to manifest eyes because you already have them. thats what it means to decide that your desire is yours. it means to stop treating what is yours as a desire because its literally yours. stop seeing it as something youre trying to manifest because you already have it, wtf do you need to manifest for? do you get it? don't think of doing this as you tricking your mind into thinking you have your desires because AGAINN you arent tricking anything you literally already have it. when you say "i have eyes" and you have eyes are you trying to trick gour brain? no. that sounds silly. im sorry that this is so repetitive but its literally that simple idk what everyone else is doing complicating the most simple thing ever.
and now, what do people mean by affirm that you have it? does that mean using affirmations to manifest your 'desire'? (i put desire in quotations bc you already have it since you decided you do) no. it simply means reminding yourself that you do. ill go back to the eyes example. if you were to say "i have eyes" right now would you understand that as some woo woo manifestation affirmation technique? no because you already have eyes. what youre doing is simply stating a fact and reminding yourself of it for funsies. you arent trying to manifest anything because you already have it. affirming doesn't mean tricking your brain or your subconscious that you have your desire or whatever, its just you reminding yourself.
and finally, what does it mean to persist? does that mean fighting for your life trying to convince yourself that you have your desire? no. because you already have it. it simply means that everytime you ask yourself "oh why isnt this showing up in my 3d?" you tell yourself "bro what tf are you on about were not manifesting anything we already have it are you crazy?" that's all. going back to the eyes example, you know you have eyes, so if someone came up to you rn and was like "hey did your eyes come in yet?" you'd probably think they hit their head or something because your eyes are literally right there its how youre seeing their dumbass. that's the same attitude you have to have towards your 'desires'. stop thinking of your 'desires' as desires, stop thinking youre trying to manifest anything, stop thinking you have to wait for anything to show up in the 3d or that the 3d is lagging behind or whatever, stop seeing manifestation as manifestation, stop imagining yourself sending in success stories asks when you get your desires, basically just stop dawg. you already have it. "dont contradict yourself" (although again you arent contradicting anything bc you already have it im just running out of ways to simply something thats already so simple). thats what it means to manifest instantly.
anyways thats all i wanted to say. im so sorry for the horrendously long ask i would make it even longer by talking about my success now but i think you would beat my ass if i did. bye bye love u
!!!!! you ate this whole thing up. y'all better come read this.
#anon ask#itsrlymine#success story#loa success story#loa success#law of assumption#imagination is reality#lawofassumption#loa tumblr#manifesting#loassumption#shifting#reality shift
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it pisses me off
#-jinx#it all pisses me off#christians will only ever preserve their best interests#they claim to care about the children yet they still keep around the man who did that to me#and probably so many other children#and they tell MY family we need to come back.#you may THINK that god loves you and will forgive you. but he doesnt forget and neither do i#rant#religion tw#religious trauma tw
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