#religion doesnt interest me
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I truly believe a spirit cursed (or blessed) me with always being different than everyone in my family
#mine#this sounds like a joke but its part of my belief system djdnkdek#pagan#independent pagan#curse#or blessing#whos to say#my family is fundamentalist christian#they only fight about religion#they are anti every good social movement#they all married young and believe its sinful to not marry and that there are 'biological consequences' if a woman doesnt give birth ever#meanwhile i fight about everything and am extremely hot tempered#i will never shut ip about the things i believe regardless of the topic#religion doesnt interest me#but i am very spiritual#i vehemently oppose marriage for myself#im queer#i cant drive#ajdjdjejej
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I feel like... people are forgetting that 911 is inherently a deeply Christian show and those values are going to influence the writing choices.
#blah#not gonna tag this and not making it rebloggable#i dont want any drama for a show that ive lost interest in#and no this is not a positive thing to me btw. i find the xtian themes really fucking exhausting#and tbh it doesnt surprise me that a show with so much xtian messaging is also being really biphobic#how many times do we see bathena kiss vs. how many times have we seen hen and karen kiss?#tbc i dont think its 'intentionally' biphobic#i think its shitty writing influenced by an inherently anti-queer religion
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when reading scripture or religious texts in my studies from a variety of religions (a not-insignificant part of my education has been religious studies) i can appreciate and understand the beauty and appeal of it and make sense of its internal logic system and worldview and feel that i'm picking up what it's putting down even if i don't necessarily identify with it on a personal level, but i gotta be honest i always feel like i'm missing something or losing my mind when i read christian texts like i don't get it and it doesn't make sense to me and nothing about the trinity makes sense to me and the entire worldview feels so harsh and terrifying and bleak for no reason and every time i've asked anyone in my family (on the christian side) to explain any of it to me like sincerely i just feel more baffled and whenever i've had to read passages of the new testament i dont get it at all like even abstractly i don't understand and it makes me feel crazy like what i'm looking at has to be completely different from what other people are seeing and i don't mean it in a reddit atheist smug asshole way like it's genuinely beyond my comprehension I Don't Get It and i don't think i ever will
#and this is solely looking at texts/scripture/writings like i understand its historical and material context and aesthetics#i appreciate the way thay different ethnic groups have adapted xtianity to their culture and find it fascinating when it is syncretic#with ancient traditions and respect peoples right to practice and understand many xtian minorities have faced persecution etc#but every time i read something from the new testament im like is this really...??? uhhhh#and i dont feel that way at all w any other religions texts i can vibe with it i see what its doing and understand it and appreciate it#i find it so deeply unappealing in every possible way . truly just not for me sorry#it doesnt help the sheer amnt of bad experiences ive had with xtians targeting me for conversion#explicitly even after being told that i am sikh and not interested and continued to be harassed#and a genuinely traumatic incident w christian family counselling ive blocked out lol
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very very personal, just insight into where im at w my family and things that bother me/have encouraged me to move out
"i know youre moving out so im just gonna say no ones kicking you out and if you feel like this is something you have to do then ok"
thanks! i know im not being kicked out! but yknow i kinda yet a weird vibe when your out of touch husband takes me to a cemetery to yell at me, tell me im just like my father/dont give my father "the time of day", and that im "mean to people who care about me" in front of his dead mother's grave in a poor attempt at guilting me out of speaking my mind. but no yeah thanks for stating the fucking obvious that im leaving on my own terms
#problems!#people seem to underestimate how quick i am to make moves#the job market is piss. cant believe yall two would blame me for being unemployed when all i do from rise to slumber is hound ppl for jobs#im not going to stay in a house where i will be 'scared straight'. that shit doesnt work on me. in fact it has the opposite effect#i respect yall even LESS now#and youre so so fucking lucky one of my goals for next year is to make things right with you it would be easy to cut you off forever#same way i did with my abusive transphobic dad.#my mom is someone i know can do better and can actually listen to reason instead of being stuck in her generation's mentality of#'x is easy if you just do y. you kids have it so easy the world is at your fingertips' blah blah fucking blah#i am autistic i do not keep jobs easily. i am trans jobs do not want me. i am black and perceived as a woman. every customer at all of my#past jobs thinks i am rude or mean or have an attitude when i do nothing but treat others the exact way i would want to be treated#customers dont like what i say? i stop talking. customers dont like when i dont talk? i talk to them. rinse repeat#like i know im the problem here but all of my problems circle back to my autism and the fact that because im not a supergenius or#someone whose special interest is capitalism i fail at every avenue i try to jam myself in.#but yeah no i need to work harder i need to be taken to a FUCKING CEMETERY and yelled at by YOUR HUSBAND for wanting to go to the bathroom#in front of his mothers grave. god rest her soul and yall know im no christian so i actually mean that shit#because in his mind all i want to do is smoke and party. when i smoke because i have fucking migraines and g to shows#(two out of three of them being free and for the purpose of their willingness to 'get me out of the house')#bc i like music and i like engaging w my scene. but no its all violent noise theres no actual purpose or activism behind moshing. nope#its just one big party right. im just wasting my time right. because i like sleepin on a couch every night with no doors to close. yep ok#anyway heres to me getting my meds getting the fuck out and being somewhat far from my scene now that im moving#hows that for smoking and partying all the time huh?#if any of yall read this i am so so sorry. bitching about my stepdad will become a thing i think#hes one of those bible thumpers that are totally boring and indifferent to differences around them and thinks my mom is just like him#in some ways? she is. but she is a people pleaser and will never take her wants or her feelings seriously#because she had the unfortunate upbringing in being brainwashed into thinking her feelings/wants are sinful#shoutout to my christian or catholic mutuals who are fucking normal and dont let some old fantasy novel control your life. peace#religion mention
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the warriors bond between a dude with religious trauma and media that depicts and examines religion and religious viewpoints
#Not just in like a ‘criticizing christianity’ way#Like in a. Idk. It can just be very interesting to me done certain ways. that i dont know how to describe#like one of the things i love abt ds9!!! is how religion is an important part of the story and how they do it#its fictional alien religions but the ideas stand;#it shows how religion can be used in harmful ways- like winn promoting her own self serving viewpoints#and using it as a tool for manipulation and ladder climbing#or when dukat started an Actual Death Cult#but it doesnt treat religion and religious people as idiotic the way …… scifi tends to do.#the bajoran religion is Respected and Important#an important part of the world and of kiras character that isnt ignored or treated negatively.#anyway idk i just like…… seeing fictional characters do interesting things w religion????#or something ?????#basilposting
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we could get a degree in theology
#ray's tag#because religious stuff is really interesting to us and honestly it always has been#i like studying how it manifests itself and is organized#its absolutely fascinating to me#im drawn to depictions of devotion and prayer. always have been. probably says something about how we were raised#it also doesnt help that religion and art go hand in hand
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#listen. sometimes. when i get emails pertaining to a specific project i worked on that nearly broke my brain. i just stop what im doing#and start playing Losing My Religion by REM. and i wish the person emailing me could see me face down at a table listening to thay song#mostly its fine. its just when someones trying to manage the data files so i kno im gonna have to go back thru and update my code#for a bunch of tiny stuff and its like: does this sound ok? and i just dont care so much that i want to start screaming#and then at the end of the day i hike up a fucking mountain going over what im gonna tell a therapist when my insurance switches#and im gonna say it in a way thats v calm and agreeable but i want to scream and tear my hair out. or maybe i wont b agreeable. i wasnt#last time i was in a therapist office but that guy deserved it and i wasn't being that bad#ugh. im just mad bc working on my stuff makes me so miserable that when i stop its like wow im no longer in agony. cool#coool. fun times. becoming increasingly apprehensive abt how im gonna try to b more healthy abt working while taking on triple#the responsibility with a phd project and being a student and being a TA. i mean. ill try but its gonna b fucking interesting#ugh. had to bust out the burnout playlist. which like. when u try to look at other ppls burnout playlists they all suck#theyre all like former gifted kid burnout Playlists and im like fuckkk offfff. why do u not have the incredibly specific vibes that im#looking for? i just demand the perfect burnout playlist and somehow nobody puts No Surprises on there#like what??? y not? its a song abt being so totally saturated that youve had enough. a heart thats full up like a landfill. a job that#slowly kills u. bruises that wont heal. how is it not THE burnout song? but whatever. i listen to too much radi0head.#ugh. but now my burnout playlist is becoming too much like my My Brain Doesnt Feel Too Good playlist#listen. i just need to curate playlist so that they can express the feelings for me#unrelated
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Hello! I was looking through your kpop opinions tag, and I found what you said interesting and insightful. I was wondering what your opinions were on Key's Gasoline :D
i have............complicated thoughts on gasoline. i LOVE the graphic design and album marketing and i like a big chunk of the songs on the album, i think a lot of the styling and the mv are really well done. all those outfits are custom builds and the embroidery work is UNREAL, as garments they are beautiful pieces of work. but i don't really like how the song is just a retooled version of industry baby. and i'm not sure how i feel about all the crosses, to be honest. the use of them is obviously very intentional and undoubtedly they mean something TO key specifically in terms of his faith but it's..........not really a thing i can get behind, personally. something about it feels a little too evangelical to me and i will absolutely admit that i am overly sensitive to that kind of thing bc i've had more than one run in with evangelical attempts to convert me. i don't ACTUALLY think it was meant specifically as a whole dogmatic evangelical thing but i find myself being a bit......uncomfortable with the imagery even now a year later.
#like. crosses appear in SO much kpop styling bc theyre just an accessory to a lot of stylists#but with kibum and his care and affinity for detail in his styling......#idk. something gives me the ?? about the visual idea of claiming/making yourself into a new god.....#using a very established and loaded religious symbol.....#that's. weird for me. it doesnt read as transformative in the same way that taemin's work does#its interesting to play with christian iconography contrasting/in dialogue with its contexts#but how do i put this.......it does not strike me as being outside of its contexts here#idk this is hard to explain but as someone who's not religious the way that evangelicals & catholics make art about religion is v different#text#key w#shinee w#answers#im not talking about random instances with strangers on the steet/coming to the door either. im talking about from people that were friends#i also have a lot of ex christian and ex mormon friends bc queer so yea.#sorry this is not really a very interesting or thoughtful response lmao#loved killer though it was extremely fun and very my vibe (synthpop)
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ALASTOR IS SUPPOSED TO BE A DEER???????
#i dont go here but#what???#hes also a black man apparently who practiced a closed religion called voodoo#and a radio show host??#and hes got tentacles??#hazbin interests me im ngl but genuinely that characters motifs are all over the place#and he just.... doesnt look like a deer#to me#discourse#neg#kinda? more confusion than anything
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THE CLUE MAKES ME INSANEEEEEEE THIS EPISODE IS KILLING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
#wl26#sorry. normal again (im not)#sorrysorrysorry#ok listen. hear me out. what if i read the bible GDJKNFGD#thinking abt how i might break this to mom and how im probably gonna be like well im just curious you know religion is an interesting topic#she doesnt know i want more gomens lore#im joking. but i also am genuinely curious#good omens#wait. i just realized. am i clogging up the tag :-(#do i have to retag all my posts again gdkjfgd...
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its hard being a girl who just likes things that smell nice and shiny things bc its like omg i loveee good smell i heart candles and incense and then i look up incense and see whatever this is
and then im like uhmm.... ok anyways..... Well what if i got shiny rocks i will look at pictures of shiny rocks now and theyre all tagged some shit like vaginal purification women energy witchy vibes aura blah balh blah and its like ok lets all kill ourselves
#its also hard being a girl who does just in general like a lot of like.. witchy imagery#i love moonphases i love cluttered places i love celestial imagery in general as mentioned i love crystals and stuff. and yes i like#mushrooms and i think cauldrons look awesome and tbh i love witch hats but i literally cant bc tiktok and tumblr witches are the most#annoying people on this entire planet god i hate yiu ppl. Not to mention how racist most of them are and judt generally shitty and weird#basically yes i hate 99% of wiccans and pagans And im allowed to say that bc my moms wiccan and i hate her too. mildly joking on that last#part. love my mom but also ambiguous disorder and also the wiccan shit is so annoying . and my dads one of Those atheists#and yas im like Atheist but lord . i dont like t call myself that bc of how shitty ppl who ccall themselves atheists are...#agnostic is ig a better word bc i am like. yk ... i am open to learning about religions theyre very interesting 2 me im open to hearing abt#ppls beliefs yk. it just.. idk i genuinely cannot. believe in it. i just donot have faith FJDJFGNHJ i think of it the same way i think abt#like. sports. like i just wasnt raised with that as a big part of my life and i dont fully understand why its a big part of ppls lives but#i respect it yk. and im glad that it works for them and that they enjoy/take comfort in their interests/beliefs....#idk if thatakes any sense DJFFJF. i was an annoying atheist when i was a kid so now i try 2 be like. Normal LOL.even tho religion just#doesnt click in my mind
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The prospects of IA working to SETI?! Omg omg omg omg omg omg. -yeah yeah nothing new might happen... but what if???? My eyes full of outerspace wonder--> ⭐️👃⭐️🌌🌌🌌🌠🌠
(Too introspective as I tag and tag 😞 (hopeless-nessly-er)
Never mind, we'll get to Mars and call it a night huh, aren't we aren't we 🙁😠
#atenceladusiaawfytbwb me be saying 🤠🧐#😬 GenRaTiV Ai omg shut up SCIENCE AI fucking rules and if I could I'd make out with it#enceladus undersea better be stretching 😤#i personally 99% sure we wont make any form of contact but 1) it's still fucking exiting#2) whats to come next like imagine if they put effor into it studying those spectrals from other planets? my#beloved enceladus???!!! omg omg omg omg omg ªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªªH!!! 🤑🤩🤑🤩#it sure as fuck doesnt feel comparable to the 'human (manual) -> Computer (systematic/digital)' jump#but my secret weapon is that I clutch to prospects and illusions and possibilities ☝️🤷♀️#the more I think about it (as i write) the more i realize it's still kinda slow and stuck and behind 🧍♀️#nevermind most ai powersgonna go to capitalism and plagiarism and Idk? bots?#W-what if the aisingularity happens and it's only interested in economics or armagedon or porn. but no astronomy or science at all 🥺#fuck astrology too? idk just you know. a thought. go die along homeopathy and religion and pyramidschemes 👩
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i deserve crow time to be real in my life thank you
#ahoys thoughts#the despair and self esteem is low lately gang :/#like at the point where everything feels true#and logic doesnt feel like it stands on its own#like before i could be like yeah logically what im feeling rn isnt true and see it and be like even if i dont belive it now that has eviden#behind it#but now#not even that#vent#you have one moment when you realise the other person is just humouring you and then you crumble#how do i deal ever#like even religously qadr isnt as comforting anymore and its scray#like the weight on my chest is the biggest thing rn#interesting that i view qadr as like actual solid truth while like the sutff that isnt connected to religion im like not true for me#weird#i should interrogate that sometime#i should have a cat#thats the moral of the story
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if i write keqing it'd be for the metas of her finding lord and savior rex lapis-morax-zhongli
#SHES SUCH A SILLY GOOFY TO ME#esp her voicelines where she has a lot of two-parters on being skeptic and then post-aq where its like OKAY FINE#;out of wishes#also from a strictly religious standpoint i find it interesting because i think her skepticism can relate to a lot of people being like#/oh if god is so great why doesnt this happen or that happen/#/if god is all powerful he cant be all good/ etc etc LIKE THOSE COMMON ARGUMENTS#I THINK IT'D BE INTERESTING#religion tw
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navigating religion as a system is SO WEIRD HELP
#doesnt help that were currently SUPER blurry#we recently split headmates specifically to help manage religion and spirituality#but just like. as a system we have different beliefs#collectively there are some things but generally we all have Different Things#right now me (akakios) and milenko are sort of starting this process#but we know we cant really predict what the next few fronters will be feeling about that#which could lead to us falling out of practice#its just so difficult to navigate religion as a whole but then adding in being a system just complicates it more#and we feel bad about losing interest and stuff#and while we are a lot better now than we used to be#we still have lingering religious trauma#and THEN theres our issues with dissociation and psychosis that once again complicates our relationship with religion#confluence.txt#kios.txt
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One of the most interesting ways that Christocentrism rears it’s ugly head is when a Jewish person does something because of our religion and here come all the ex-xtian atheists to say “GOD DOESNT CARE IF YOU EAT PORK” or “YOURE NOT GONNA DIE IF YOU WORK ON SATURDAY”.
Like yeah, no shit. As a Jew I don’t fear god. I don’t think he is gonna impose consequences on me if I break his rules. That’s not how the relationship works.
If I do something because Jewish tradition says to, it’s because I’m honoring my community and keeping my culture alive. God doesn’t really enter the equation. He can have given us a rule, but if you know any Jews you know we have nine to eleven ways of following any rule and it depends on what suits us in the situation.
So if you slip a Jewish person trief to “show them” that nothing bad will happen to them, you are an asshole of the highest order and have fundamentally misunderstood the rule they’re seeking to follow.
Judaism does not include fear of God. It is a partnership with history and community and culture. And god can come, too, if he promises to be cool about it.
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