#doesnt help that were currently SUPER blurry

[oracularpig]

navigating religion as a system is SO WEIRD HELP

[fudanshijoseph]

yeah i thinmk so too, my spelling on pc is actually ALOT worse because i try n type at thw same speed as i do on my phone and it just doesNOT work out which is superfunny sometimes

alotof my inplurals / subsystems are currently dormant buti am curious on how the ones that aren't would feel about the labels n which one they'd choose, the separation would probably make logging thinfs alot easier tbh ...

therer lots of ofher robot characters you coudl maybw project on even if it's in a different way, i'd give you some examples of mine but my opps .... IPEOMISE IM NOT PARANOID bur i am.. so...

iwana have a bunch of pearls irl n have tjem in a little jar and shake fjem around i think it would cure me tbh .... ir would be so cute and sound so wonderful

i'm liek n evil stuffed animal, my stuffing is liek fiberglass i thigk...... iwana eat fiberglass but it'd chopup my organs D: but my main id is a dog, I ACTUALLY GOT ASSIGNED A BREED AWHILE AGO n they said i'd b a husky which maaybbbb i dont liek the cold all tht much unless im bundled up thooo i think if i was all bundeled up n could stay warm though i'd be in the snow aaaaall the time because snowwy days can b super relaxing

i habe a few big ones n like 2 smalls, most are bigger than my hands at leasy but i worry about my big ones fallign off too so they're safer on my shelf, usa even falls off sometimes and its so miserable.... i move around alot in my sleep

for me i used cashapp for alot of years n thay was pretty easy n it has a physical card n a card on my phone cause i lost my physical card awhile back ( i have a new one ) but i coild just use it through the app n it was fine but its good that you have someone that can help yio out wirh these things as they can be annoying to figure out on your own

hehe surprisingly i'm not a big plusho or objectum at all !! ijusy really like usa n my other stuffies are liek my friends maaaybeee N HE IS especially after i wash him hehe, i've been thinking about getting him his own brush at some point cause his fur gets all tangled sometimes

thankfully names are pretty easy for us n though we've had and gone through a lot they usually are used for a longer period of time n since we're blurry a lot its easier to have one or two names we can all agree on either cause of ids or because the name was assifned to us liek my nimber name was

i think my migraines started after my concussion n are like a permanent side effect of it like some other stuff, can rarely evr find the cause of it tho but sometimes i liketo play a guessing game on if its cause i haven't drunk evnouhj water, eaten eough food, if front is too full, or if im on my deathbed, usually its none of the above but it's still fun to play cause it helps me to remembr to eat n stuff but stress migraines SUCK cause theres not much you can do othr than just wait it out -💫

thts so reql me too.. actually made me go n get our little bluetooth ketybaord thingy ,, we hve a pc but it doesnt work rn.... i miss it i mis playing minecraftt......

mmaybe.. i dont feel super Connected t being robot in nonhuman way lik i did before with victor when i was larry.. i think i still could if i am prototype buit i mgiht not have any regretevator frontrs for a While cs joseph is just really comforting t be and stay as for a really long timme..

that sounds really pretty,,.. we hage something Kind of like tha um its a little . jar in our bathroom (i know weird placement but our bodys sister made it and just left it there ? so..) filled with like orange water glitter,.. the glitter usually sits on th bottom n it looks really dumb but its pretty when its shaked togerher....

i think weve touched fiberglass at least once when we were a little kid ... i dont really know what exacly our main id is when it comes to being nonhuman .. because as of late weve mostly Just been Joseoh and often not even any specific nonhuman joseph like cat or anything just .... normal joseph,.. which is still nonhuman for us but not.. anything in partcular so its hard to pin down..

we dont move a lot in our sleep really,... i think we sued to beecause sometimes wed have sleeopovers with our friends and wed wake up like half way down the bed .. i dont think we do that anymore..

illlll hope i cn figure that out yeah,.. i know velma used a different card app bc she has like stuff she does with her mom .. so i dunno...

i am a big objectum id say i just find it hard to really make actually strong n long lasting Connecions with things even when im attracted to them .. i think a lot of it s tyat i dont experience object sentience ,... which i actually prefer i think i find it More romantic (?) that th objects arent like ... sentient and alive.. but it oes also make it a little bit difficultt... it akso means that typically we dont Feel much for our stuffed animals unless its like romantic.. like they alll mean a lot to us and wed sob if we ever lost any of them like permanently but also we dont really think about them much at all n have no strong EMOTIONAL ties to them beyond.. that attachment.. we um . mainly just have trauma about losing things/having things tajken from us . as an explanation for that one..

names are kind of back n forth for uss... we aent very creative with names unless we can just come up with one really easily bc that happens sometimes but usually even with some sort of inspiration of like a Theme we want the name to take from it can be hard to think of an actual name and then also needing to connnect witg it and actually feel like its Our Name n stuff... we struggle to find like Permanent collective names cus we have host changes sometimes (not Super often but still enough to affect our collective identity strongly and indefinitely until a New host change) and even then sometimes even without hsot changes we just lost interest/connnection with a name..? or just change interests, vibes, existing cnnections tht would change the names were connected to, etc.. i wwas gonna sau that i think were really lucky that viuctor never assigned us any names (just sources which is still hard but i think is Easier to disconnect and get over than names are..) but actually he did because he gifted us 3 chinese names since hes chinese.. n they actually meant a LOT to me but now theyre ruined and it makes me really sad because i loved those names n i loved him.. n they were such cute and sweet and emotionally charged names..

i dont think webve ever had any serious head injuries which actally is really surprising because weve had lots of accidents and events where we did get our head hit pretty bad.. but at the same time it is pretty possible that we did and just dont remember.. since we dont remember most things,.,, i never really know whgat the cause of ours are either really.. since pluralness doesnt really affect uss bodily or anything very much at all were never bothered when we form new people or when theres lots in front .. i think they do sually just happen for no reason for us..

[facelessfractal]

Keep forgetting to journel, maybe posting it will help i dont know.

Morning kicked off with sharp feelings of blurriness, Alice is getting on Okay's nerves because the job they're doing isnt like. A real job and Okay doesnt really care that its not real and if Alice wants to help then she needs to be doing what she's supposed to.

General concensus is nobody is super thrilled about the new buddy system we've sort of put in place until we can sort of exactly how to handle the new girl. Nobody is explicitly *not* using the buddy system, though, so its working out well so far in a way.

Im a little afraid because something feels different and theres already been a lot of splitting just. I think from sitting in our current situation for so long and i think some of it is literally just to give our brain something to focus on so i dont have an actual mental break, because i know ive been close several times now.

Things have been feeling more dreamlike, ive been feeling very fatigued in general but reality is hard to gauge.

Also a bit worried because last time we felt like this/were under this kind of stress for this long our system ended up sort of half purged either with several alters going dorment or a lot of fusion happening at one time. I just know some of us are losing our grip on things.

[vyvesvi]

im so interested in bighit buying out these midtier companies...i wonder if anyone's next 👀👀👀

if i had to guess i would say cube, except for the fact that gfriend and seventeen (as the current main moneymakers of source and pledis) are the pinnacle of unproblematic faves/gp sweethearts like...they don't say jack shit their reps are truly flawless and i feel like thats a selling point, albeit not the biggest. seventeen and gfriend are like...so unproblematic its actually crazy, like i'd say loona is super unproblematic and they've never said or done anything like that but they don't have that international branding of being unproblematic...does that make sense? probably not.

anyways.

all that to say, i think cube has too many scandals for bh to want to acquire (bh ain't looking for any problems, no ty).

on the other hand, cube has amazing trainees locked in their dungeons (lee joohyun, female middle school jungkook please watch her dance vids omg, comes to mind) that could kill if they were managed by big hit/jointly manages btwn bh and cube.

the main selling point of svt/pledis and gf/source is that they've achieved so much success already with their own respective agencies. like, bighit is not trying to start any passion projects here, lmao. they want to capitalize on existing success and help them experience prolonged success, which i respect tbh.

i also dont think they'll acquire cube bc the only group that fits bh's buying profile thus far is idle (see above), but i dont think they're enough to be a selling point nor do i think their sound aligns like bh/pledis/source does so far.

starship, fnc, and wm, with mx/wjsn/everglow, aoa/cherry bullet/sf9/nflying, b1a4/omg/onf are all about the right size for bh to acquire but im not sure they will for various reasons:

Starship

mx is gaining in the west! they would allow bh to maintain a stronghold in the abroad/give bts a break/open a new revenue stream for bh

but the wonho "scandal" :(

wjsn fits the profile in terms of talent but they're not doing well enough on their own

stable fanbase though, might be worth investing in and attempting to grow

same for everglow actually

i think overall starship would fit bh but the main complications are:

1. partnership btwn yueha and starship, all chinese members of ss groups are yueha artists, idk how contracts would work but it seems tough

2. ss has been super successful on produce (all of their new groups have at least one pd winner (or might have one joining soon)) which is tough with the scandal. bh likes clean slates is my impression

3. ss is planning to debut a new bg, which could be a good thing except they'll most likely have a fresh concept (source: hyeongjun's face and perm and general demeanor) which might conflict with txt. bh is also long overdue for a gg which leads into the next point:

4. ss probably doesnt have female trainees to offer bc they just debuted everglow

5. sistar was such a big iconic group idk if ss would feel some typa way about being acquired tbh

FNC

see last point about sistar but replace aoa

nflying would def diversify bh's portfolio, i believe that day6 has been charting a little better as of late but nflying is pretty much the best moneymaking band otherwise (and bh cant acquire jyp so)

sf9 is doing well but not well enough for bh to acquire imo. also not really bh's style i think

cb...isnt really doing well imo, so bh wouldn't necessarily gain from a money perspective

WM

i think omg would be a really good acquisition for bh actually! like they just need money and to nail down their dual concept thing

idk much about onf but they seem to be a different concept than txt so they wouldn't clash much

b1a4 is basically gone but their composers would be even more legendary with money

similar to prev. comment about sistar and aoa, i dont think dsp (kara), woolim (infinite), or jellyfish (vixx) would go for a merger for the same reason.

i could see mbk (t-ara) thinking the same, esp with their pdx success but they're messy bitches so anything's possible lmao

i think bh stands a good chance at acquiring fantiago (weki meki, astro) though, for p obvious reasons. wm and astro haven't been as popular as svt and gfriend though, so they would be a bit of a project for bh.

companies i want bh to acquire:

blockberry (loona), so long as bh only provides money, connections, and funny variety content and doesn't touch their concept. bh would also give them more rapping i think, which i support. loona has proven international success so i think it could happen

8d creative (onlyoneof) this would never happen but i need to get these boys some better exposure and more money. pls all of the blurry girls who didnt make loona are trainees here so bh could source their new gg. oof's concept doesn't conflict with txt's either!

i decided that in spite of the above i want bh to acquire starship and yueha. give these kids ur money. bring uniq back. yueha would also help them establish a foothold in china, which they dont currently have

wm for prev. mentioned reasons!

Individual Groups/People I want BH to Acquire (Mostly Unrealistic)

Cube trainee Lee Joohyun

Idle's Soojin

CLC's Eunbin & Seungyeon

All of NCT WayV

Twice Chaeyoung

AKMU

Kisum

Rothy

Groov1in (yes ik theyre a company shh there's like 4 of them)

M.O.L.A

[lovely-angst]

Okay, you want angst, I'll give you angst, for both your happiness and mine! ;) How about a scenario where the boys are not paying attention and don't see a car coming when they cross the road and their s/o pushes them out of the way, only to get hit instead and a sad ending where the s/o gives up her life for her love? You wanted angst and I delivered! ;) For Noya, Lev, Oikawa, and Bokuto, please? 😈 Thanks! ❥

This is super long because I love angst scenarios like these ;u;

I tried my best to not make it too repetative, but they kinda are.

Nishinoya

“Haha, wait for me Noya!” You laughed as you ran after him who was laughing along with you. “Maybe if you can catch me!” He exclaimed as he continued to run around town with you. 

You loved this, running around town fooling and joking around with Nishinoya. You loved the rush that went through your body as you ran with no care in the world like you were flying away leaving all your problems behind.

The breeze felt nice in your hair as you watched Nishinoya’s back, trying to catch up to him. He’s always had so much energy and you loved that about him. 

There was a stop light ahead and Nishinoya waited briefly until it had turned green again and signaled for pedestrians to cross, you still trying to catch up to him.

Your breathing was heavy as each foot landed on the sidewalk, one after the other. Nishinoya was still far ahead of you and he ran so carefree and happy, you wanted to catch up.

But something was off.

All you could hear was your breathing as you watched the truck speed down the road, not stopping for the red light it had. Any minute it would head straight for Nishinoya and there would be nothing you could do about it.

“Noya! Stop running!” You screamed as you forced your body to run passed its limits. Nishinoya didn’t understand though, he continued to run forward, “What are you saying?” 

Your heart stopped beating and your breath was caught in your throat as you ran your fastest and finally caught up, throwing your arms in front of you to push the male out of the way,

“Yuu! Look out!”

It seemed as if time had stood still as he felt his body hit the ground. All he could hear was ringing around him and everything looked blurry as he sat up and looked around for you, “(Name)?” 

“Sir are you okay?!” People came running by to the scene to help, some running over towards Nishinoya to help him onto his feet. “I’m fine, just a little scratched.” 

He looked around for you, but couldn’t seem to find you. What had just happened?

Something seemed to have sparked in his mind as his eyes widened in shock. He remembered you pushing him out of the way before the truck slammed into you, throwing you a few feet before you continued to tumble and roll onto the street.

Gasping, he ran over towards the truck and found you surrounded by multiple people trying to keep you alive. Blood pooled around you and the street as you tried your best to stay awake.

“She’s my girlfriend!” Nishinoya cried as he pushed his ay through the crowd reaching over to hold you, “(Name)! (Name)!” He cried as you slowly opened up your eyes to look at him.

“You’re okay.” You say happily as you brought your hand up to caress his cheek, “I’m so..glad..you’re okay.” It took you multiple breaths to be able to spill your words out to him. 

You retracted your arm back as you closed your eyes to take in another breath, but it was extremely difficult to do so. Nishinoya grabbed your hand in his and squeezed it.

You felt rain drops on your face before they rolled off your cheeks. Opening your eyes again, you saw Nishinoya crying over you as he held you. “I’m so sorry,” He sobbed, squeezing your hand so more, “It’s all my fault.” 

You smiled gently at him, “I just…want you safe..Don’t forget that..I love you, Yuu.” Your eyes gently closed as your head fell back into his arms, Nishinoya shook his head before leaning down to hug your body.

“I love you too.”

Lev

“Woah, it’s a little slippery here isn’t it?” Lev laughed as he held your hand tightly to stop himself from slipping and sliding away. Chuckling you squeezed his hand and nodded, “That’s winter for you.”

You hummed gently to yourself as you and Lev walked home from school together. It was always nice to have him by yourside because it got pretty lonely without him around and he was generally always warm.

“You know, the snow makes you look really pretty.” Lev compliments as he turns to look at you. Your cheeks heat up and you give him a big smile, “Thanks Lev, that’s really sweet of you.”

A couple minutes passed and you noticed the fresh snow coming down from the sky. Holding out your free hand, you let the snow fall down onto your hand before it melts away.

“Hey, it’s snowing!” Lev shouted as he let go of your hand to spin around under the fresh snow. Giggling, you walk over and spin with him under the snow; it was quiet aside from the laughter that filled the air.

Hearing car tires skid somewhere close by, you stopped your movements and looked around just to see a car slipping and sliding in the street from all of the ice coming straight for you and Lev.

Your eyes widened as you grabbed his sleeve, “Lev, hey, move out of the way.” Lev looks up and notices the car speeding his way and just as he’s about to move out of the way, he slips on some ice that was hidden under the snow.

“Ah!” Lev falls onto the ground and you try your best to help him up before the sliding car hits him. Your heart races as you hear the loud honking of the car, but it doesn’t seem like enough time.

With all of your might, you run and push slide Lev just far enough for him to move out of harms way, but Lev saw everything.

His green eyes widens as he watches your body slam onto the hood of the car before smashing into the windshield cracking it. The car slides a few feet before it gets stuck on a large patch of snow, your body sliding of the car and onto the white snow.

“Oh my gosh, (Name)!” Lev cries as he runs over towards you, occasionally slipping. He notices the whote snow around you being dyed red beneath you. Grabbing his phone, he dials the police and hold the phone close to his ear, “Hello what is your emergency?”

“My girlfriend just got hit by a sliding car! Please come quick! She’s losing blood!” The operator tries to calm Lev down but he’s shaking so much it’s hard for him to even hold the phone.

Eventually Lev’s able to give the information and he disgards his phone somewhere in the snow as he cradles your body. His eyes are watery and you blink the tears away that he drops onto your face.

“Hey, don’t be scared.” You try to calm him down because you can feel him shaking, but it doesn’t seem to help. “How can I not be? You just took the hit for me..” 

You cough some blood out and it scares Lev even more, his grip on you tight, “Th-the ambulence is coming! Just..Just hold on for a little while longer!” He cries as his tears continue to land on your face.

The ambulances quickly arive and Lev’s hand is holding yours with every movement the paramedics do, until they place you on the stretcher and load you onto the ambulance. 

“(Name)?” Lev says worridely as his hand slips away from yours. You use all your energy to raise your head and look at him with a smile, “I’ll be fine Lev..”

Slamming the doors shut infront of Lev, the drive off towards the hospital while he stands in the snow without you.

That was the last time he ever saw you.

Oikawa

Didn’t this only happen in movies? Why was it happening to him now? To his girlfriend? Why?

He couldn’t grasp reality as he grips the car with the strangers around him, trying their best to remove the car that was pinning you to the ground. “Come on!” Oikawa yells as he tries again to lift the car from you. 

He doesnt realize it but he’s crying. Crying because he’s scared of losing you. It happened in a split second. The two of you walking together and suddenly people yell and scream and Oikawa feels himself being roughly pushed before he sees the car crash into you. 

How you made the effort to take the hit instead of him, he’ll never forgive himself for not being a better partner for you. Oikawa wanted to erase the pain on your face as you felt the impact of the moving vehicle.

He should have taken the hit for you. 

“Don’t die, don’t die, don’t die.” Oikawa curses as the people around him try again to lift the car. It takes more than five tries before they flip the car, pulling you out from under the vehicle.

The ambulance rushes over and parks near by before paramedics rush out and quickly help you onto the stretchers. “I’m her boyfriend!” Oikawa yells as they pull you up onto the ambulance. 

“You’re fine, you can get on,” A paramedic says as they use their head to gesture him on. Oikawa jumps on and sits besides you, watching your unconcious figure laying on the stretcher as they try to help you.

“Please move back sir,” They say gently pushing Oikawa back as he watched in fear. You weren’t waking up and it was scaring Oikawa, “You can’t leave me yet.”

It had been almost a day since you’ve been admitted into the hospital, Oikawa never leaving your side. The heart monitor beeps steadily in your hospital room, quiet besides the soft breathing or the two in the room.

Your eyes flutter open and you look around your surroundings, adjusting to your current location. Your gaze finally focuses on Oikawa who was laying beside your legs. Smiling, you place a gentle hand in his hair. 

“Oikawa?” Hearing your soft voice call his name, he lifts his head and looks at you, bandaged everywhere with monitors hooked up to your frail body. His eyebrows furrow as he leans over and gives you a gentle hug, “I didn’t think you would ever wake up.”

“Don’t be silly. I’m awake now aren’t I?” Your hand contimues to tread through Oikawa’s hair as he lays his head on your legs, staring up at you. “Are you…Are you feeling well?”

“I’ve been better. My body still hurts.” You respond honestly; Oikawa frowns and looks at all the medical wire connected to you. “I’ll be good as new, promise!” 

Oikawa smiled at your words and he leans up to give you a kiss on the forehead. “I’ll be keeping that promise.” 

But as the days passed by, your injuries worsened and you were always in pain. Oikawa stopped by every single day, as much as he could just to see you because you always told him, “ Seeing you just makes me feel better.”

Oikawa came to the hospital one day with flowers in his hands, ready to see you and try to ease your pain,but when he walked into the room,

You were no longer there.

Bokuto

“Bokuto? Where are you?” you shouted outside as you ran from street to street, corner to corner looking for Bokuto. Your eyes were rimmed red from previously crying and your breathing was uneven as you inhaled.

Bokuto had stormed out after an argument the two of you had half an hour ago and you couldn’t take it anymore being mad at him. Grabbing your soft blanket, you ran outside as fast as you could and looked everywhere for him as you shivered in the cold night.

“Bokuto, I’m sorry! Please come back!” You tried again, but no reply was heard. Furrowing your brows, you turned around and tried to search for Bokuto in his favorite spots or your date locations. 

After running around for ten minutes, you plopped yourself down on a bench and sighed, wiping away the tears that eascaped your eyes. Wrapping your blanket around you more, you snuggled yourself into the blanket as you closed your eyes trying to rest a bit before continuing your search for Bokuto. 

A couple minutes passed and you could feel the cold breeze blowing through your blanket making you shiver as you opened your eyes in the dark night. Deciding that it was best you go home for the night, you looked around a little bit before leaving.

To your luck, you see a familiar multi-colored hair male walking in the distance; your eyes light up as you quickly get up onto your feet running after him. Your hot breath forms white clouds as you run after him, you needed to appolagize.

“Bokuto!” Hearing you shout his name and he stops in his place. He doesn’t see you or the car racing towards him. Glancing towards the side where the car was coming from, you turn back towards Bokuto. “There’s a car! Watch out!”

Bokuto finally turns around, but misses the car and all you can do is pray that you’ll reach him in time. 

His mouth opens to say something but the impact of your push knocks him down on the other side as he crashes onto the ground. Your body smashes against the winsheild and as the car comes to an abrupt stop, you fly off the car and tumble onto the street.

Even in the seconds that Bokuto holds himself there, he still vividly remembers your crying face as you push him out of the way. It haunts him. 

He runs over towards your injured body and it scares him when he doesn’t see you move. He’s scared to touch you because he doesn’t want to hurt you anymore than he already has.

“(Name), why did you- why did you do that?” Bokuto asks pained as he kneels beside you, placing your head on his legs. “Why?”

Your eyes open and you look up at him, “Because I’m sorry.” 

His eyes widen in shock as you smile weakly at him, your hand reaching up to caress his face, “I’m not going to make it.” Bokuto shakes his head before reaching over to grab your hand, “You are! Don’t say that! You’re going to make it alive and we can live happily together again!”

Frowning, your eyes droop and you stare into his golden eyes, asking for one last request, “Hey, can you kiss me one last time?” 

Bokuto’s lips quiver as he stares down at you, almost lifeless. Nodding, he leans down and places a kiss onto your lips, you pushing back gently before he leans back to look at you.

“Thanks, take care Kou.” Bokuto knows you had passed and he lets out a sob as he turns away to cry. “Come back..”

[smilexcaptainx]

Steve Rogers Imagine

Requested: @fangirl328

Imagine: Can you do an imagine with Steve x reade, where the reader just went on a scary mission, and when she gets back she has a broken leg and arm, and Steve gets worried and doesnt want the reader to go on missions anymore. Thanks, I love your stories! ♡

A/N: you’re much to sweet love, thank you ♥ || it’s long ;3

Warning: Broken bones , Agnst

Steve stood there, staring at the sky in worry, his eyes were squinted from the sun shining down onto him. Bucky comes out of the house and pats him on the back, looking around.

‘’Y/N’s not back yet?’’ bucky sighs.

‘’It’s been three hours now. She should be back. I don’t know what’s taking her so long.’’ steve shakes his head.

The grunts of people were going off everywhere around you, there were people getting punched and kicked. As you tried to keep your eyes on the bad guys, there were more and more surrounding you. It seemed that you were going to get defeated pretty quickly, saying that you didn't need Steve's help was coming back and biting you in the butt. You just realized that you severally needed Steve to be there with you, fighting with you, protecting you. But without him by your side, you felt useless, you couldn't fight all of these bad guys without him.

The bad guys were crowding around you and giving you unpleasant looks, you started to back you up to a corner. Your back hit against a wall and you saw that you were at a dead end, sweat was trickling down your neck.

''Cap isn't here to save the day this time, is he?'' the man smirks, cracking his knuckles.

You couldn't reply to that question because the answer wouldn't even matter, Steve was far far away from where you currently were. The man had a whole gang so you were pretty much screwed if you tried to leave. You squeezed your eyes shut and inhaled a big breath of air, the men's cold, dead hands gripped your arms. You yiped as they started to bring you out of the building, you were pretty much giving up yourself. When you reached outside, you saw that there was a humongous boulder in front of you, and you wondered what they were going to do.

''Now, tell us, where is The Avengers tower?'' he asks, shaking you for the answer.

''I told you, I'm never going to tell you!'' you spat.

''You really want to go that way?'' he smirks.

''I will never tell you! No matter the consequences!'' you bluffed, obviously terrified what the consequence was.

''Okay darlin, you asked for it.'' he smiles, his golden tooth shining from the sun.

He snaps his fingers and his group of men threw you towards the big boulder, as you get thrown down, you tuck your arms in. Unfortunately that was the worst mistake that you've made, as your arm hit the boulder, you hear a crack and you most definitely felt the pain that came along with it. As you howled in pain, tears were burning inside of your eyes, you were mostly in shock, but mostly in pain. You broke your arm.

''Now, again, Where. Is. The. Avengers. Tower.'' he repeats, slower.

''I-I'm.. N-Never.. T-Telling..'' you sob, feeling the throbbing pain in your arm.

He shakes his head and snaps his fingers once again, one of the men comes up and picks your right leg up. You couldn't move because you were to much in pain and it was making you miserable, you tried to kick but your energy was all the way out of you. Another man picks up a large stick and throws it over his shoulder, he walks over to you and raises it in the position of a baseball batter. A few seconds later he swings the stick and you hear one of the loudest cracks you've ever heard. And soon after, the pain that you had in your arm was gone, it was now your leg that was killing you.

You screeched in pain and you couldn't stop crying hysterically. The man laughs at your pain and you kept crying, you were weak, you were done. You couldn't do it any longer, it felt like you were going to die. You now had a broken arm and a broken leg. You suddenly hear wooshing and men screaming, you looked up, your vision blurry from the crying.

You could kind of still see and you saw that Wanda was there using her power to throw the men across the place. And Pietro was there to use his super speed and beat the bad guys up. Pietro soon runs up to you and looks down at you, he about barfed when he saw the position that your arm and leg was in. He bends down and picks you up, you couldn't do anything but he held onto you tight, hoping he was hurting you. He rushed you all the way to the hospital and got you a doctor straight away.

The doctor helped you and got you through surgery and everything, days and days went by and soon your leg and arm was in a cast. Luckily, Tony was rich enough to pay off the bills that the hospital wanted, that was something good that happened. You were alone in the hospital for the last few days and it was bugging you a little bit because you missed The Avengers, Steve mostly. But today was the day Steve walked through the door, not only by himself but with the team. Steve had a bouquet of flowers, Tony had a bunch of balloons saying 'get better soon'

The rest of the team walked in behind Steve, Steve comes in and sits down next to your bed. He places the flowers on the desk next to you and you turn your head, your arm in the cast and your leg in the cast as well.

''Y/N..'' steve sighs, soon getting tearful.

''Steve.. Don't start crying.. If you start, I'll start.'' you sniffle, getting emotional already.

''The horror. The way it hit me when Pietro told me that you were in the hospital because you broke your arm and your leg. I was devistated. I was scared for my life, mostly your life. I couldn't believe what I was hearing.. And when I tried to come and visit you.. They told me I couldn't see you until today..'' steve's voice kept breaking and tears were dripping down his cheeks.

''I would wipe those tears away, but I can't right now.'' you say, hoping to lighten the mood.

Steve lets out a sad chuckle and shakes his head.

''Never again Y/N. Never again.'' steve sighs.

''Never again am I ever letting you go on another mission.'' steve shakes his head.

''Steve.. When I heal.. Which I will. I will go back to missions and-''

''NO!'' steve yells.

You closed your mouth and looked down, feeling a little bit bad.

''I'm sorry Y/N for raising my voice.. It's just.. I.. I don't want you to get hurt again.. It broke my heart..'' steve started to cry.

''Steve.'' you choked back a sob.

''No Y/N! I want you to be safe! I want you to be here! With me! I don't want you to go fight anymore missions! Please! Don't!'' steve sobs, he was now fully in tears.

''Steve! I'm going to be fine!'' you shout, getting tearful again.

''Fine or not I don't want this to ever happen again! I love you to much to see you like this! You don't know how I feel right now Y/N! If I ever lost you, I might as well join you because I couldn't live down here without you!'' steve cried out.

''Steve.. Don't say that.. I'm not going to die.'' you sigh, tears streaming down your face constantly.

''You're right Y/N.. I'm sorry. But please,'' steve holds your good hand.

''Please.. Don't get hurt ever again.'' he says.

''I promise Stevie.'' you say, popping a smile.

Steve lets out a sigh of relief and wipes away his tears, he leans close and wipes your tears away as well.

''Does that mean I can go on my missions when I get healed?'' you ask, giving him puppy eyes.

''No.'' steve shakes his head.

''Fine Captain.. I guess that's okay.. I needed a 'break' anyways..'' you joke.

''Stop it Y/N.'' steve smirks.

''I love you Y/N.'' steve smiles.

''Love you to boo bear.'' you smile.

The End

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