#reflexions of my life

[juan-francisco-palencia]

𝙌𝙪𝙤𝙩𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙌𝙪𝙤𝙩𝙚𝙨.

❝seem at times, we have to accept that some people can only be in our hearts, not in our lives.❞

—  Juan Francisco Palencia.

[juan-francisco-palencia]

Ahava

FIRE IN THE SHADOWS Ahava is a dimension where all dreams are reality, where the incredible is the hardest to believe.

Every seven or three generations a chosen one unconsciously unites four people from the planet Blau or as it was formerly called: Earth, to defend Ahava when it is felt that mundane life is being overwhelmed by something called The Network that subjects it under its invading forces.

In this dimension, people are owners of the phoenix, the legendary creature that is reborn from the ashes, but which they have now acquired and present themselves with the investiture of a dog. The risks of acquiring a brilliant mind is like a confrontation, a struggle of powers that we will possess and that will be irrational here in Blau.

I'm Juan "Schriftstellerlehrling."... one of the chosen ones. My daily life is about to change completely, transmitting things and feelings that I would never have imagined in my life and it all started with a dream... When I found a girl whose name was Angela Strauss who identifies with me. She has the fine characteristic features that highlight the beauty of the Tedesca woman and three exceptional boys. (Olaf. Elka. Edna.) who did not believe they existed in reality.

Now that we know each other, I have let you know that it is an adventure to belong to The Dead Poets Society, it is something that unites us and one always finds and there is something more... something more to write about and try to say:

A FIRE IS INSIDE YOU

[juan-francisco-palencia]

𝐴 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑜𝑎𝑑.

With you... I found out it's worth it break the routine, and enjoy of little things that bring love, peace and happiness.

—  Juan Francisco Palencia.

[strawberry-peach]

I'm still not over him nor this character of his like holy fuck man

[placeforus]

“It’s okay that you’re not who you thought you would be.”

[writings-of-the-cosmos]

“No one sees you the way I see you.”

— Dorian A.

[princesa-estrelinha]

As pessoas falam tanto em tempo, como se ele curasse tudo. Ele também destrói, corrói, separa e muda as pessoas. O tempo que traz é o mesmo que leva. Leva momentos, lembranças, amigos e amores. O tempo tem pressa. Por isso é importante aproveitar e saber valorizar. Há tempo para tudo, exceto para ser desperdiçado. Viva o que você tem para viver, aproveite o momento, não deixe nada para depois, pois o depois pode nunca acontecer.

•(Padre Fábio de Melo)

[tesitosdemiel]

There’s so many lessons that come from grieving that it feels that the ones fueled by love are unrealistic or anti climatic.

But maybe, love is about slowing down. To lower your guard and allow yourself to be surprised with whoever sails alongside you. To allow yourself to notice the features of the person you just bumped into you.

Maybe love is about finding alternative measures that acknowledge time has passed. It’s about focusing on not stepping on the crack as you walk down the path. It’s in flossing your teeth or allowing an eager friend to share their story without feeling like either of you are rushed. Is acknowledging you had assumptions, and, instead, you permitted yourself be surprised at the end. Love hides in the details that reveal the seasons. It’s in the acknowledgment of a haircut, and in learning your best friend’s favorite song. It’s in your mother’s careful hands braiding your hair, and in tracing the scent of the candle you lit earlier. Love unveils itself through the senses and in your ability to stay present- no matter how mundane it may seem.

[terresdebrume]

I have trouble figuring out what I want. This isn't new, I'd been thinking of getting a tattoo since I was twelve and only did it when I was 21. I still don't feel the obvious "want" people seem to experience even with respect to transitioning, yet that desire hasn't moved since I came out as trans 8 years ago

So, yesterday, just because the time where I can start trying is kinda getting there fast, I decided to take a "Am I ready to have a baby" quiz, and I have to admit I was quite miffed that if you answer questions about your life with "I like my life right now" the test immediately goes to "you're not ready"

Idk, am I missing something about wanting children? I was fine with my arm without tattoo, that doesn't mean I regret mine. I don't understand why a person enjoying their life without children is apparently a sign they shouldn't have any... Are we meant to be miserable adults until we procreate?

Absolutely baffling reasoning.

[juan-francisco-palencia]

𝘼 𝙁𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙧 𝙤𝙣 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙋𝙖𝙩𝙝.

Sometimes a simple detail, found in a deep look, unleashes an unexpected surprise, creates a great space, a place where you feel that nothing inside you will be the same again and you will feel that it grows and will remain in your heart.

— 𝙅𝙪𝙖𝙣 𝙁𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙤 𝙋𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙞𝙖.

[azzrael99]

Sometimes when I see other artists and the works they make I wonder...

● What the h3ll am I doing with my life?

●○ Sometimes I feel like sh1t...

Sorry for this post but I had to say it somewhere...♥️

[rawliverandgoronspice]

Sorry weird personal post but.

(putting it under the cut, I always feel a little bit weird and like... not legitimate? but like, why, anyway)

As I thought about the gerudos and also after a conversation I had about worldwide repression of brazilian soft power and its impact on western culture during the 90s, I'm just... I realized one of the reasons why I latched onto the gerudos so hard when I was young, even though it's kiiiind of a stretch culturally speaking and they look nothing like me, is because there was basically *nothing else* in terms of non-western representation in American/European pop culture at the time (especially not featuring cool girls). If you loved fantasy and videogames and wanted to see any non-western representation to spark your imagination, there was literally so little choice. And honestly, as far as Brazil goes (and a lot of South American cultures overall I'd say), there's still almost nothing that holds in the West.

It kind of sucks to realize it was something I really craved growing up and uhhh kind of never got.

[tontopoetico]

Añoranza🍃

[placeforus]

[juan-francisco-palencia]

“When you find the half that you have been missing, nothing can extinguish love and its light that is born and shines from within.”

[Incidental place where words meet intertwine. Philosophy, Contemporary Literature, thoughts, love, poetry, feelings, minimalism, re' readings, quotes, reglobeo.]

Juan Francisco Palencia.

Be with someone who loves you harder on the days you can't love yourself at all.

[atlasinlimbo]

𝕱𝖎𝖓𝖉𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖚𝖗 𝖉𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖊

꧁༺ 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓸𝓾𝓽𝓼𝓲𝓭𝓮 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭 𝓲𝓼 𝓪 𝓭𝓻𝓪𝓲𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓱𝓸𝓶𝓮, 𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓹𝓲𝓽𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓭𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓸𝓻𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 𝓸𝓯 𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓼 𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓰 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓲𝓽, 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓶𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓹𝓪𝓽𝓱 𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓷𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓮𝓸𝓾𝓼 𝓫𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓸𝓯 𝓯𝓲𝓻𝓮 𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝓮𝓬𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓲𝓽 𝓼𝓮𝓮𝓶𝓼 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝔀𝓮'𝓻𝓮 𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓶 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓮𝓭𝓸𝓶 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓹𝓸𝓼𝓼𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓮𝓭 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓪𝓷𝔂𝓫𝓸𝓭𝔂'𝓼 𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓲𝓸𝓾𝓼𝓵𝔂 𝓪𝓬𝓺𝓾𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓭 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓼𝓮𝓷𝓽. 𝓑𝓮𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓲𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓵𝓸𝓼𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓭𝓮𝓶𝓸𝓬𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓬 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓰𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓼𝓸𝓬𝓲𝓮𝓽𝔂'𝓼 𝓼𝓹𝓲𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝓻𝓮𝓭𝓼 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓲𝓷 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓷𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓪 𝓫𝓾𝓰 (𝓶𝓮, 𝓾, 𝓾𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓯𝓾𝓬𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝓲��𝓽𝓪𝓴𝓮𝓼). 𝓘 𝔀𝓸𝓷'𝓽 𝓪𝓹𝓸𝓵𝓸𝓰𝓲𝔃𝓮 𝓪𝓼 𝓼𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝓪𝓼 𝓘 𝔀𝓪���𝓮 𝓾𝓹 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓘 𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓸𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓾𝓹𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓮𝓭 𝓶𝔂 𝓫𝓻𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓯𝓲𝓵𝓮𝓼 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓭 𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓮𝓻 𝓵𝓪𝓼𝓽 𝓷𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽. 𝓘 𝔀𝓪𝓵𝓴 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓽𝓻𝓮𝓮𝓽𝓼 𝓪𝓼 𝓘 𝔀𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓾𝓷𝓹𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓪 𝓶𝓸𝓷𝓼𝓽𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓼, 𝓮𝓭𝓲𝓯𝔂𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮-𝓼𝓲𝔃𝓮 𝓭𝓸𝓵𝓵. 𝓘𝓽'𝓼 𝓪𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓾𝓷 𝓱𝓪𝓼 𝓫𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝓼𝓸𝓲𝓵𝓮𝓭 𝓫𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓼𝓸 𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓮𝓭 𝓺𝓾𝓪𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓲𝓮𝓭 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓴𝓮𝓻𝓼 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝓲𝓽. 𝓦𝓱𝔂 𝓭𝓸 𝓘 𝓯𝓾𝓬𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓰𝓸 𝓸𝓾𝓽? 𝓣𝓸 𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓽𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓯𝓪𝓲𝓽𝓱, 𝓽𝓸 𝓴𝓮𝓮𝓹 𝓸𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓮𝔁𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓬𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓵𝓲𝓿𝓮, 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓱 𝓪 𝓶𝓮𝓭𝓲𝓮𝓿𝓪𝓵 𝓼𝓲𝓵𝓴𝔂 𝔀𝓸𝓸𝓭𝓮𝓷 𝓫𝓮𝓭 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓲𝓽'𝓼 𝓰𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓼𝓪𝓯𝓮𝓮, 𝓹𝓻𝓸𝓽𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓮𝓷𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓸𝔁𝓲𝓬𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓮𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓼 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓘 𝓶𝓮𝓮𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝓯𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓸𝔀 𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓼 𝓼𝓽𝓾𝓬𝓴 𝓲𝓷 𝓭𝓲𝓯𝓯𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓱𝓸𝓵𝓮𝓼. 𝓖𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓹𝓹𝓵 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓰𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓪𝓽 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓪𝓯𝓮𝓼 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓷𝓸 𝓵𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓼 𝓲𝓷 𝓪𝓵𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱 𝓼𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓼 𝓷𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓪𝓲𝓵 𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓷 𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓸 𝓪 𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓹. 𝓦𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓲𝓪𝓵 𝓶𝓮𝓪𝓷𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓮𝓬𝓱𝓷𝓸𝓵𝓸𝓰𝔂, 𝓲𝓽'𝓼 𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓭 𝓶𝓪𝓰𝓲𝓬 𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓱𝓪𝓼𝓷'𝓽 𝓫𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝓲𝓼𝓸𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓲𝓷 𝓪 𝓶𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓪𝓻𝔂 𝓵𝓪𝓫 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓹𝓸𝔀𝓮𝓻 𝓸𝓯 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝓴𝓮𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓬𝓾𝓻𝓲𝓸𝓼𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓼𝓾𝓰𝓰𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓼𝓮𝓷𝓼𝓮𝓼 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓭𝓸𝓮𝓼𝓷'𝓽 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓭 𝓫𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓸𝓯 𝓪𝓷 𝓲𝓷𝓿𝓲𝓼𝓲𝓫𝓵𝓮 ����𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓻𝓸𝓸𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓫𝓮𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓵𝓸𝓾𝓭𝓼. 𝓗𝓸𝔀 𝓭𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓷 𝓪 𝓰𝓲𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓼𝓾𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓻𝓴𝓮𝓽 𝓼𝓾𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓿𝓲𝓼𝓮𝓭 𝓫𝔂 𝓕𝓑𝓘 𝓪𝓰𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓼 𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓬𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓸 𝓪 𝔀𝓱𝓲𝓶𝓼𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓵 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓶 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷? ༻꧂