#reference to suicide

[apricotbuncakes]

They're trying to make lists of us,

They're calling us the enemy to create divides in the nation, an "us v.s. them",

They're calling for our "eradication",

They dehumanize us, and call us 'filth',

They murder us,

They're taking away our healthcare,

They're making it illegal to support and respect us,

They're defining us out of the law,

And you still have the fucking audacity to say that this isn't a genocide.

This isn't even close to an exhaustive list of what we're facing, but Tumblr only allows so many images at a time. They are trying to kill us or make us kill ourselves. They don't want us cured, they want us dead. This is a fucking genocide, and I'm not going to be quiet about it.

[marymoss1971]

Here's a little something I wrote.

[museaway]

I'm not ignoring my WIPs. they're ripening in my mental cellar

[trans-androgyne]

Wake the fuck up and support transmascs, now. We are hurting. We feel isolated. We feel invisible. We feel unheard. If you think we don’t have issues of our own you have not been listening to us. If you think we all have gendered privilege you have not been listening to us. You’ve probably seen stories cherry-picked from the most privileged and passing among us, and assume we tend to be like that or on that path. It is not true. You’ve probably seen our struggles downplayed and compared to transfems’ — almost always done without actually asking the diverse transmasc community — to say we have it easy. It is not true. We are entering the public eye in a very bad way. We are mistreated for our trans masculinity both inside and outside the queer community. We are at the highest risk for suicide and sexual assault but people assume we need fewer resources anyway. I’m the one who’s had to do everything for transmascs myself in my area. I cannot do this alone. Please for the love of any gods out there love and support transmascs before it’s too late. We are suffering too.

[hekxate]

third time’s the charm (7-15/15) (1-6)

shuake postcanon reunion ‼️MAJOR CONTENT WARNINGS: blood, violence, murder, graphic depictions of suicide, minor references to childbirth, references to alcoholism

[tackykachowch]

How it feels to not like timebomb after s2

[wearenemies]

‘there is dust on the times i love’ / ‘the sailing that gradually made you tiny in my sight’ (postcard from pete wentz to patrick stump // estate sale sign by the mountain goats // untitled poetry by tumblr user archbudzar // the letters of frida kahlo // the predatory wasp of the palisades by sufjan stevens // civilization by carl phillips // giovanni’s room by james baldwin // sendero luminoso verdadero by the mountain goats // postcard from patrick stump to pete wentz)

[knific]

⚠️CW suicide, noose

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sorry idk why I did this

[borgialucrezia]

peaky blinders — 5x02 'black cats' created by steven knigh

[strangelittlestories]

The demon appeared amidst the ring of candles and immediately threw itself against the edge of the summoning circle, trying again and again to break the barriers of salt, chalk and soul.

Alas, it was no good. The magician had invested in high quality chalk paint and superglued the salt over the top, so even the most thunder-thick and sin-hot hellstorm could not pierce the barrier.

Drops of sweat appeared on the summoner’s brow as she felt the strands of spirit she’d wrapped around the runes and candles tested - but her soul stood strong.

“Well then,” said the demon, after it had exhausted itself with its struggles, “get on with it. I suppose you want damnable power or eternal life or some boring shit.”

“Do you remember me?” Asked the woman outside the circle.

“Should I?” The demon’s sigh echoed with quiet screams.

“We met when you were an angel. You saved my life. It was down by the riverbank not far from here.”

“...oh sure, for you it was a transcendent event. For me, it was Thursday.”

“I think the meme you mean is ‘Tuesday’.”

“Yes, but the night we met was a Thursday.” The demon curled up in the middle of a circle; a sad blob of darkness in which floated two dying embers for eyes. “You shouldn’t remember me.”

“I know. You were the frost in the air and the ice in the water. You were a shock to the system. You woke something up in me. I studied all this,” the magician gestured to the occult tat that surrounded them, “so that I could thank you.”

“You shouldn’t have bothered.”

“It was a surprise to find out you’d fallen, I admit. But I still owe you my thanks.”

“This is exhausting.” The demon twisted uncomfortably, wringing itself out like a cloth woven of shadowfire strands. “Offer your deal, so I can hang you on your own ambition and go.”

“I would like,” the magician put all the force and care of her will into her words, “for you to watch a movie with me. In exchange, I will give up to three hours of my life.”

“...what movie do you want to watch?”

“Anything less than three hours long, I suppose.”

[apricotbuncakes]

I forgot that I’m mentally and sent this string of messages to my friend in quick succession so that they would not worry about me.

[marymoss1971]

A new fic -- very dark theme

thanks to @curator-on-ao3's excellent The Autobiography of Kirsten Clancy - Chapter 1 - Curator - Star Trek: Picard [Archive of Our Own], I've always wanted to write something with Clancy. But I had no idea what. I surely didn't consider this.

However, recently, I began thinking about Admiral Patterson. I've always suspected that he worked at Utopia Planitia on Mars--perhaps as the Director. So, I figured that he died in the Synth attack.

But this weekend, I thought "What if he didn't die in the attack. What if it's more tragic?" Anyway, Patterson and Utopia Planitia got me to thinking of Clancy and that's how this story came to be.

PS: another shout out to Curator since her Clancy autobiography showed me that stories can be written around a peripheral character.

[wander-wren]

bothers me in trc fandom when people refer to “ronan’s suicide attempt” because it was pretty importantly NOT a suicide attempt. gansey, noah, adam, they all assumed it was, which is why gansey freaks out when ronan goes missing overnight at the beginning of trb, but it is not. it was a dream creature he brought back that had clawed him up.

i’m sure you could argue that that’s just an indirect suicide attempt, ronan’s subconscious, etc (opal tells him the night horrors are him), but i don’t see it that way. ronan is angry and grieving and violent in the wake of niall’s death. the night horrors, to my knowledge, don’t target ronan so much as they target any soft, living thing they can destroy. we don’t see this scene happen. we don’t see the day or the nightmare that comes before. we just have ronan’s word, and ronan says it wasn’t a suicide attempt, so it wasn’t.

and we can talk in circles then about whether ronan is suicidal actually—personally i think he has a sort of reckless disregard for his own life (see: drag racing, dream drugs) and has internalized a lot of the ideas about him being a “bad kid,” but i don’t think he’s actively suicidal. and that’s important to me. it’s important that ronan doesn’t actually want to die. i think he’s struggling to see the point of what everyone wants him to do (school), and struggling to envision a future for himself.

if ANYTHING was going to make ronan suicidal, truly, it should have been the dreamer trilogy. he’s isolated from all of his loved ones, literally starts dying if he’s not careful with the ley lines, and also the world is ending. we can see his same thought patterns repeating (“you’re always the car crash, ronan”) and we see him struggling with reality and identity (every conversation with bryde, who remember is part of ronan’s psyche, and also the looping dream with the mirror). and he’s not suicidal in the dreamer trilogy.

we talk a lot in this fandom about “gansey kind of wanted to live.” i think we should talk about how, despite everything, so did ronan.

[jayjamjary]

Hello Lupin III fandom. I come bearing haha funny Goemon comic.

And then this was a pretty big project and I was forced to do it on Ibis Paint X :c so I'm going to show off the draft vs final down here.

Tada. Terribly grainy video but oh well, it's the best that ibis could give me.

[timethehobo]

Wish we got comic variant skins. KTJL Boomie but in his New Suicide Squad fit. Waller probably had him cut his hair then lmao.

[poorlydrawninstarsandtime]

Can the people get a Sloop...

yah 👍

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