#recoveringdrugaddict

[lazycreationprincess]

^^ I am 2 months clean so I made this TikTok about my life cause it was my birthday on 2 months of sobriety and wanted to share.

I overdosed recently and I made a sketch about gaslighting god to send me back.

https://youtu.be/VTPEOu-mMbg

[he-left-the-99-blog]

This one is extra special. Half a year. Wow. I'm not gonna lie, I'm crying. Not because I'm sad. But because I never thought I’d ever see the day I could say I've been clean for 6 months. So much has changed. To be honest It's felt like it's gone A LOT slower than it actually has. All I know is God is the only reason I've reached this milestone. Him as well as supportive friends/family. Gods been with me through it all even long before I decided to Surrender & get clean. But to see Him fully now has me in complete awe of his power and reckless, never-ending love. ❤️🙌🏻

[rynorlmo]

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[varaatireikuciane]

So I've been super busy, but I wanted to post about my year and a day of being clean!!! A year and a day ago, I made the decision to better myself and put cocaine down for good. I loved it so much, but I realized that I loved myself, my friends, and my family more, and I was letting all of us down by using. What I did, I did more so for my hope of having kids in the future than anything else. I wasn't going to make the same mistakes as my parents did, at least not for as long as they did. I partied, I had fun, and now I'm over it. I'm hardcore adulting now, and as much as I complain about it I wouldn't trade it for the world! 😂 Soooooo, here's to me being clean for a year and a day! 🍹 #clean #drugfree #cokefree #addiction #slayingmydemons #ayearandaday #drugsdestroylives #recovery #recoveringdrugaddict #recoveryisworthit #onedayatatime #love #family #friends #selflove #selfdiscipline #itshard #keepliving #livingclean

[stitchsgirl-blog1]

When The World Is Broke

So, In case you don't know. I am a 6 year self harmer with many attempts to be clean. But, I have failed time and time again. I am coming up on two months clean here soon. I am also a recovering drug addict. I use writing to help curve any form of urge. I've been a bit depressed so I wrote. This is what I had written. If anyone is depressed or just needs help, I am here. 😊 I'm always willing to help anyway I can. What do you do when your world is falling apart in front of you? When you want nothing but love, but crave to be alone. When nothing feels okay. When you feel like you have to run. Because running means going away. Running means not feeling. Running means to get away from every possible thing to get a break from falling apart. Running means not seeing the world around you crumble. But, what when you as forced to stay still. You have no where to go. No where to run. You are forced to stand there and crumble with your world because that's all you can do. That's all you have the strength for. Everything feels so heavy and you yourself feel heavy. So you lay down. You close your eyes. You let the sound of your crumbling world, fade away as you sleep. Hoping when you wake the world won't be so broke.

[notyoursbuticouldbe]

Checks out. #recoveringdrugaddict #taurus

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[harborvillage-blog]

[replicated-insanity-blog]

October 25, 2014

I didn't eat yesterday. Did yoga and ultimate conditioning, worked six hours. No food, only two energy pills in the morning and 2mg suboxon for work. I need to buy more of that. But yay day one down, 30 to go. No food! I need to loose twenty pounds before December. Then everything will be okay.

[lazycreationprincess]

Yo, Hope everyone's is having a good time. 

 I am a recovering drugs addict, I started drinking at 11 and started consuming cocaine at 16. I quickly become a frequent user of the drug for many years up until I was 20 and got arrested. 

I soon moved away and to THE BIG CITY and decided to pursue comedy and film. Uphill battles are where I live and I wanted to explore those battles with this video. When I was being a regular user ( When I would party and not realize I had a problem) I would consume 1500$ of cocaine every weekend than in recovery when I would relapse I would consume 3000$. 

It got worse cause in recovery when I would use I felt such guilt and displeasure it brought me to a really bad place and I wanted to stay in that place as long as I could cause I felt so bad and I knew when I came down I would have to deal with the consequences. I added that part so no one was confused on why it would get worse in recovery. 

So I made this video exactly when I wanted to get high. I was sitting in my room and I was doing my "COKE MATH" and I thought about how I am doing these crazy equations in my head so that I know how much drugs I need to consume for exactly 1 day. And I thought it would be interesting to make a video about it. Anyways if anyone needs to see this or maybe just in a bad place stay strong and you got this. Sick. 

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J16otMbmpWs&t=154s

[lazycreationprincess]

Yo, 

I am a recovering drug addict and i made a video about consuming amounts of food that equal the amount that I used to consume when I would relapse. Come join me. 

https://youtu.be/CMH6m0OSkHs

[varaatireikuciane]

I'm 👌 close to being clean for a whole year!! It hasn't even been all that hard because I've had so many people to help me through it all 💙 #clean #almost1year #drugfree #happy #excited #friends #love #addictionrecovery #addictionsucks #recovery #recoveringdrugaddict #recoveryisworthit

[varaatireikuciane]

Today marked 10 months of me being clean, and I couldn't be prouder of myself than I am right now. I've been tempted, I've been craving so hard, but I've been strong enough to say no and focus on my goals!! I'm over the moon, and the feeling of invincibility that I have because of this far surpasses the feeling of invincibility that cocaine creates. 💙 #clean #10monthsclean #drugs #cocaine #recovery #recoveringdrugaddict #proudofmyself #love #cokefree #sohappy #soproud #imdoingsogood #goals #resisttemptations #ilovebeingclean

[varaatireikuciane]

Do you know how good it feels to hold Temptation in your hands, stare it straight in the face, and still come out clean afterwards? I do ❤ I had a stare off with my biggest temptation this morning and I walked away victorious. And thanks to @gauged.and.confused I KO'd tf out of it 👌 I'm on Cloud 9 and the only thing I'm "using" is victory and happiness! 5 months clean, no slip ups. I'm doing good for myself 😊 #selfie #clean #fivemonthsclean #drugaddiction #recovering #recovery #recoveringdrugaddict #iwonthisbattle #temptation #loveyourself #internetfriends #bestinternetfriendever #sponsor #thankyou #iloveyou #love #winning #ko #drugs #drugsdestroylives #MeridithIsTheBest #thankyousomuch

[harborvillage-blog]

Remember that one time we told Tom Oliver to shut up for being an ass? 

[harborvillage-blog]

Can we talk a little about flakka please? Can we stop doing this??

[harborvillage-blog]

When you feel like there’s no one there, look again.