#reborn through Christ

[tossball-stick]

i am begging yall to play rdr1 please. head in hands.

[one-time-i-dreamt]

My mom and my catholic friend helped me become ‘reborn’ and Jesus talked directly to me through a book, he told me we were chill and he loved me and stuff. I was very shocked that Jesus Christ was just suddenly talking to me through books.

[wynnyfryd]

Trailer park Steve AU part 42

part 1 | part 41 | ao3

cw: irreverent religious imagery, general fucknastiness, minors look away (informal D/s dynamics, fingering, cum play, take me to church)

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“Ohhhhh, fuck, oh fuck oh fuckohfuckoh—”

Eddie yanks his hips up higher. He’s got him hoisted up in bridge pose: weight up on his shoulders, cock aimed at his own mouth and threatening to blow, legs squeezing Eddie’s hips as Eddie pulls him apart. One hand spears three slick fingers inside him while the other delivers pleasure and penance, stroking him off so sweetly one second then striking tender flesh the next, and hysterically Steve thinks of the girl he lost his virginity to; how she kept making all these breathy, whiny cries in the back seat of his car — so big so full oh fuck Steve oh my god. Steve had always assumed she was embellishing a bit for his benefit, y’know? Like

Reality: Ribbed for His Pleasure.

But now Eddie crooks his fingers up while his free hand slaps down mean and sharp on the top of Steve’s thigh, and Steve fucking shouts. Apologizes to Mallory in his mind and lets out a hideous noise, all pitchy and strangled, his throat full of spit, his eyes filled with tears.

Eddie digs his nails into the skin he just slapped. “You wanted this,” he reminds him with a gorgeous, rasping grunt. Feral, filthy noises that shouldn't sound so beautiful but echo through Steve's mind like a pipe organ in a stone chapel.

Eddie twists his buried fingers; makes Steve's whole body clench. “Said you could take it, didn’t you?”

“Yeah,” Steve pants, head rocking against the floor with the force of Eddie’s thrusts. Fucking him without fucking him; hips working in tandem with his fingers, pretty pink dick smearing precum on Steve’s thigh.

“Say it,” Eddie commands.

“I can take it.”

“Yeah, you can.” He drapes himself over Steve, bucking against him still, fingers moving faster, breaths speeding up. "My pretty baby," he coos with his mouth hovering inches away. "Can take anything I give you."

Steve licks his lips and wishes, grotesquely, that he had numbers on his wrist. Wants to bend the universe's will so he can stay in this moment forever.

He settles for chasing Eddie's lips with a wet kiss, straining his neck to wriggle his tongue past smiling teeth. "I can take it," he confesses against the slick drag of Eddie's mouth. Repeats the mantra, call and response like he's in church.

Eddie's hand recites the homily, jerking faster, willing release, and he pulls back to aim Steve's aching dick toward his mouth; gives him a serious look. One last chance to bow out.

"Even this?" he asks, readying Steve to pour communion down his own throat.

Steve sticks out his tongue. Looks up at Eddie with wide, reverent eyes — this Hellfire boy with demons inked into his chest — and he thinks this is the closest he's ever felt to God. Something about this feels sacred. Ritualistic renewal; rebirth and covenant.

He nods feverishly.

"Jesus Christ," Eddie groans, and he crooks his fingers in again and squeezes his other hand harder at the base of Steve’s cock. He’s leaking all over him, twitching and flexing as he thrusts; getting Steve all messy and wet between his legs. Steve wants to be fucked so badly he might cry; wants to feel it for real, the head of Eddie’s cock popping past the ring of quivering muscle.

He’s about to ask for it, beg for it — balls drawn tight against his body, tears streaming from his eyes — but then Eddie chants “Open wider, Stevie; you can do it, baby, come on” and Steve baptizes himself, spilling hot over chest and chin, reborn under the guidance of Eddie’s holy, healing hands.

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part 43

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[talonabraxas]

Thu, 1 Aug 2024

Also known as Lammas, Lughnasadh is the first of three autumn celebrations in the Wheel of the Year. Lughnasadh is celebrated on August 1, which is in the sign of Leo, when the sun reaches 15 degrees of Leo.

2024 Wheel of the Year (Sabbats)

Pagan Wheel

Feb 2 – IMBOLC (also called Candlemas, Imbolg, and Saint Brigid’s Day) It is midway between the Winter Solstice and Spring Equinox. This sabbat reminds us that the light is growing stronger and that the harshness of winter will start to fade. To celebrate the growing light, many Pagans will light candles on this holiday.

Mar 19 – OSTARA /Spring Equinox: light and darkness are in perfect balance on this day. Moving forward, daylight will continue to grow as we head into Spring. It is a time to celebrate balance and the arrival of Spring. It represents new beginnings and the freshness of a new day. What’s past is in the past and past and it’s time to move forward.

May 1 – BELTANE (also known as May Day) (pronounced BELL-tain) This is an exciting and energetic holiday that celebrates sexuality, fertility, and all of the life that comes with Spring. It is a time of great joy and celebration! Feel the creative energy of the Universe. It is a time of renewal and rebirth … a time to grow as a person and reinvent yourself if you so desire.

June 20 – LITHA / Summer Solstice The Sun is at its maximum strength … it is the longest day of the year. This is a season of growth, fruitfulness, abundance, and strength. It’s a great night to perform spells for money, abundance, and financial security … and the strength to do what you need to do to be successful.

June 23 – Midsummer’s Eve: the night before Mid-Summer (June 24). It is considered a night of potent magick. Many Witches will be performing rituals and casting spells on this night. It is also a night when fairies roam the land. If you work with the fairy realm, this is an important night for you!

Aug 1 – LAMMAS (also known as Lughnassadh) the first harvest festival. It celebrates the first grains harvested for baking bread. Celebrate by baking or buying a loaf of bread and sharing it as a celebration.

Sept 22 – MABON / Fall Equinox: the light and darkness are in balance on this day. But it marks the change from the light half of the year to the dark half of the year. Moving forward the darkness will grow longer and the daylight will grow shorter. It is a celebration of the second harvest festival and is celebrated by feasting and visiting with family and friends.

Oct 31 – SAMHAIN (pronounced SAH-win) (as known as Halloween) This is the Witches’ New Year! The veil between worlds is thinnest and the dead are thought to return and visit. It is a night to communicate with the spirits, spirit guides, and ancestors. It is also a night to work with Tarot cards and Crystal Balls!

Samhain is also a time when we come to terms with death and are openly encouraged to let go of our fears of it. It is a time when we acknowledge the hard moments of life that we usually don’t think or talk about. If there are things we need to let go of, Samhain is a good time to release them!

Dec 21 – YULE / Winter Solstice: The real reason that this time of year was celebrated .. before christianity existed. We are halfway through the dark part of the year. The darkness is at its peak…moving forward the light begins to grow stronger and days become longer. You can see why the newly formed cult of christianity, which is what it was at the time, choose this time of year for the birth of christ…the light grows strong and brighter…the Sun is reborn. Yule traditions include burning a Yule log, kissing under mistletoe, and placing an evergreen tree in your home to represent the sustaining of life during the winter.

[tequiilasunriise]

The sheer soulmatism of Lenore and Annabel fucks me up so bad everytime I think too hard about it okay sit down y’all.

The way they were immediately drawn to each other even though they had no memory of anything! No reason to immediately become so attached and protective and trusting! Not even death could part them, it’s almost like reincarnation in a way. The sins of living and the pain that comes with being alive washed away not by holy water but rather split blood, and in this new life they’re reborn into a blank, clean slate. Even in this memoryless ‘next lifetime’ they still choose each other without hesitation, without question, and I am on my knees sobbing.

The parallels of Annabel fainting! Annabel fainted when she learned that Lenore was actually alive, and Annabel also fainted when remembering how she died, and by extension, how Lenore died too (not related to soulmatism but in one scenario her lover caught her despite the injury, and in the other Lenore had no such hinderance but failed to catch Annabel regardless and that parallel kills me so softly). The soulmatism that is reacting the same exact way when you learned she lived vs remembering how she died, the soulmatism that the love is still the same. Oh how the love is still so tragically the same, crossing that threshold of death, despite the unhappy ending you shared. Annabel faints because it’s learning you have a second chance at love vs remembering how that same love was ripped away and I am no longer on my knees but laying facedown on the floor.

(The way Annabel looked at Lenore before collapsing in both scenes but with DRASTICALLY different vibes of disbelief like okay yeah sure, sure okay mhm just smash my ribs and rip my heart right out why don’t you?)

Now, NOW, the thing that truly ends me? The crazy red/blue symbolism these two carry.

Lenore is the embodiment of red. Her thoughts come in red print, as do the ribbons she was wrapped up in. Her fiery (pun intended), confident personality, her pure raging defiance rallying those around her. What’s more, Lenore’s anger and bared teeth is painted red the same way her love is, because red is not just the color of anger. Red is love, and Lenore, my god, she cares so openly about the people around her that her heart’s just painted bloody and brazen on her sleeve. Born from self-made infernos into the person she was always meant to be- flirty, quick-witted, taking what she wants when she wants- she is a young Montague wrapped up in her family’s house colors trailblazing down her own paths.

(But unlike dear Romeo who scaled a tree to look upwards towards Juliet on her balcony, Lenore was in a tree looking downwards at her counterpart, and this parallel is so important as the scene is clearly a Romeo/Juliet parallel but without the sweet sappiness but rather tension and just like, 1000x more interesting ‘can I trust you fr fr-ness’.)

Annabel is the embodiment of blue. Her thoughts come in blue print, and her ribbons are a deep blue to match. Blue is the color of calmness, and she seems so tranquil with a gentle yet firm confidence that puts people around her at ease. A natural born leader with such cool-headedness. Oh, but underneath that mask? Sadness. SO MUCH sadness, Annabel is an ocean of it, she’s a peaceful smile with a melancholic heart shot through. Young Capulet holds not pure innocence like her Juliet-counterpart but rather a deep rooted loneliness, like guys, Annabel is actually just so fucken SAD I think we really need to address this more yes she’s a total girlboss but also Annabel is the personification of hollowed out loneliness that comes with your beloved being ripped away from you.

This really got away from me, but my point?

Lenore, the embodiment of red, has blue eyes.

Annabel, the embodiment of blue, has red-adjacent eyes.

FORGET LAYING ON THE GROUND IN TEARS I AM CURRENTLY CLIPPING THROUGH THE FLOOR AND HEADING STRAIGHT GAY TO MY GRAVE IN THE BACKROOMS!!!

YOUR HONOR THEIR EYES ARE THE GODDAMNED COLORS OF THE OTHER’S MOTHERMARYFUCKING S O U L LIKE WHAT IN THE JESUS H CHRIST BUMBLEBY SOULMATISM IS T H I S S S⁉️⁉️⁉️

[catboybiologist]

My Sister in Christ, I Pray you Throw off the Shackles of the deadly delusion you've felt before being Reborn.

The Voices of all your Ancestors are calling out to you. Listen closely, and you'll hear them.

They are Screaming. Bursting with Joy at what You are Doing to Yourself, how you are Chemically Enhancing yourself and slowly but surely Transforming yourself into a Living Godess. Your Great-Grandfather and his Father before him and all their Forefathers have been deeply touched by the way you are embracing your Divinely-Ordained Transsexual Body.

You always have to Remember your Truth. You were born a Transsexual. Forces beyond your control made you Stray from The Path of Sacred Transsexuality, and made you Forsake your God-Given Transsexual Nature. But it was still a part of you, no matter how much Others Denied or Attempted to Erase It.

Your Fate has in it embedded a Transsexual Greatness, just like every single Transsexual born on this good Earth, it is written in the Stars for All of Us.

You Cannot Change Fate, No Matter How Hard You Try.

It is Never too late to Embrace your Essence and who you Truly are, underneath all the masks, disguises, drugs, pharmaceuticals and covers.

A Holy Bearer of the Sacred Essence of Life:

I Pray For You, My Reborn Sister.

Someone find a shitty jpg of an instagram model that's been reposted and redownloaded through piniterest, reddit, an email chain, 9gag, and then back to pinterest, and then slap this text on the side as a poorly cropped caption

[shamandrummer]

A Shamanic Perspective on Christmas

The holiday season, particularly Christmas, is often marked by an explosion of lights, gift-giving, festive meals, and heartwarming tales of togetherness. Yet beneath its modern trappings lies a profound spiritual essence that echoes the cycles of nature, the power of community, and the mysteries of the cosmos. From a shamanic perspective, Christmas can be viewed as an opportunity to honor the interconnectedness of life, the sacredness of light amid darkness, and the renewal of spirit.

The Winter Solstice: The Shamanic Origin of the Season

Before the Christianization of Europe, midwinter celebrations were deeply rooted in indigenous, earth-centered traditions. Many of these observances revolved around the winter solstice, the shortest day and longest night of the year. Shamanic cultures viewed this turning point as a sacred time when the Sun, symbolic of life and spirit, was reborn.

The solstice signifies the return of light, a moment of renewal and hope when the darkness of the year begins to recede. In shamanic practice, this event is a time for introspection and connection with the unseen forces that govern the cycles of life. Just as the Earth enters a period of stillness and regeneration, so too are individuals encouraged to journey inward, shedding the past year's burdens and planting seeds of intention for the coming one.

The themes of rebirth and illumination align beautifully with the Christian narrative of Christmas, particularly the birth of Christ, often depicted as the "light of the world." From a shamanic perspective, this light represents not only a divine presence but also the inherent light within every being--a reminder of our connection to the cosmos and each other.

The Tree of Life and the Symbolism of Evergreens

The Christmas tree, an iconic symbol of the season, has its roots in ancient shamanic traditions. Evergreen trees, which remain vibrant and alive even in the harshest winters, were revered as symbols of resilience, eternal life, and the continuity of existence.

For shamans, trees are sacred beings that connect the heavens, the Earth, and the underworld. Their roots delve deep into the soil, their trunks stand steadfast in the present, and their branches reach toward the sky. Decorating a tree during Christmas can be seen as a modern echo of this ancient reverence. The ornaments and lights represent the gifts of spirit and the illumination of consciousness, a reminder to celebrate life's beauty and mystery.

In a shamanic practice, you might sit with your tree and meditate on its energy. Consider what wisdom it has to offer about standing tall through adversity or offering shade and shelter to others. The tree, like humanity, exists in a delicate balance with its surroundings, embodying the interdependence of all living things.

The Spirit of Giving: A Sacred Exchange

Gift-giving is a cornerstone of Christmas celebrations, often seen as a reflection of love and generosity. From a shamanic perspective, the exchange of gifts mirrors the sacred reciprocity found in nature. Indigenous cultures recognize that life is sustained through a cycle of giving and receiving--what is taken from the Earth is returned in some form, whether through offerings, rituals, or acts of stewardship.

When giving gifts, consider the energy and intention behind them. A shamanic view encourages mindful giving, where the act itself is imbued with gratitude, thoughtfulness, and a sense of interconnectedness. It's not about the material value of the gift but the spirit in which it is given. Handmade items, meaningful tokens, or gifts of time and presence often carry the most profound energy.

Likewise, receiving is a practice in itself. In a culture that often prizes independence, learning to accept with grace and humility fosters connection and balance. Both giving and receiving are opportunities to acknowledge our shared humanity and the flow of abundance in our lives.

Connecting with Ancestors and Spirit Guides

Christmas is a time when families gather, creating traditions that bridge generations. From a shamanic perspective, this is also a powerful moment to connect with ancestors and spiritual guides. In many shamanic traditions, winter is a season when the veil between the physical and spiritual realms is thinner, making it easier to commune with those who have passed.

Setting aside time to honor your ancestors during the holiday season can be a deeply enriching practice. This might involve creating an altar with photographs, candles, or objects that represent your lineage. As you celebrate Christmas, you might include rituals that invite the wisdom and blessings of your forebears, recognizing their role in shaping who you are today.

Similarly, shamanic practices often involve calling on spirit guides for guidance and protection. Whether through meditation, drumming, or prayer, inviting these helpers into your Christmas rituals can deepen your sense of connection to the unseen world.

The Inner Light: A Journey of Rebirth

At its heart, Christmas is a celebration of light. From the sparkling lights on homes and trees to the symbolic light of Christ, this season reminds us of the enduring power of illumination. For shamans, light is a metaphor for consciousness, healing, and the divine spark within all beings.

This season is an invitation to rekindle your inner light. Shamanic journeying, a practice of entering a trance state to access spiritual realms, can be particularly potent during this time. Through such journeys, you might seek insights about the year ahead, release lingering shadows, or connect with your higher self. The goal is not only personal transformation but also contributing your light to the collective.

Rekindling the Spirit of Christmas

Modern Christmas celebrations can sometimes feel disconnected from their spiritual roots, overshadowed by consumerism and obligation. A shamanic perspective offers a way to reconnect with the season's sacred essence by emphasizing presence, gratitude, and harmony with nature.

This Christmas, consider integrating shamanic elements into your celebrations. Spend time in nature, honoring the cycles of the Earth. Light a candle in recognition of the returning Sun. Reflect on the gifts of life, love, and community that sustain you. And most importantly, nurture the light within you, allowing it to shine brightly as a beacon of hope and connection.

In doing so, you honor not only the traditions of the past but also the universal truths that transcend cultures and time: that we are all interconnected, that light follows darkness, and that the spirit of Christmas lives in the timeless dance of renewal and love.

[httpsoftbunni]

Esoteric Christianity

Part 2: Shedding the Ego and Attaching to the Divine

Previously, we looked at the concept of the inner light, which lies at the core of Christianity. This light is not of external force, but rather the reality that is embedded within our own existence. It is the true nature of who we are in Christ, and it is through this inner awakening that we can undergo true spiritual transformation.

Here, we will look at a crucial step in this transformation: shedding the ego and detaching from the material world. These are not just theological concepts; they are practical stages in our spiritual evolution. To embody the light within, we must remove the barriers that prevent its expression - ego and attachments to the temporal world.

The Ego: A False Identity

In esoteric Christianity, the ego isn't an inherent part of the self, but rather a false identity - a constructed sense of "I" that is shaped by worldly desires, fears, and influences. This false sense of self clouds our true nature and keeps us trapped in a cycle of illusion. The ego is driven by pride, fear, selfishness, and desire for control, all which cast shadow on the divine light within.

Christ's teachings challenges us to move beyond the false self and recognise the true identity as beings created in God's image. In Matthew 16, Christ calls His followers to deny themselves and take up their cross, saying, "Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it."

This is an invitation to let go of the ego-driven need to control our destiny and to align ourselves with God's will. Self-denial in this context is not about punishing the self or diminishing one's worth, but rather surrendering the false ego that perpetuates suffering and separation from the divine.

The Cross: A Symbol Of Transcendence

The cross that Christ speaks of here is symbolic of the ego crucifixion. It is through the cross that Christ invites us into the process of killing off the false self in order to be reborn into the truth. The act of taking up the cross isn't about physical suffering, but rather about the spiritual death of the ego - the complete surrender of the self that constantly resists God's transformative power.

In Galatians 2:20, Paul echoes this concept: "I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me." This passage reflects the esoteric understanding of this specific spiritual journey: the ego must be crucified so that the Christ-self may emerge. This is the paradox of the Christ path - the more we surrender our attachment to ego, the more we fully come to embody the nature of Christ, the light that was always within us.

Detachment from the Material World

Esoteric Christianity teaches that while the material world is not inherently evil, it can become a source of distraction and attachment that pulls us away from our true nature and purpose. The desire for wealth, status, and security can enslave the soul, causing us to seek fulfilment in things that are fleeting, rather than in the eternal, unchanging truth.

Christ's words in Matthew 6:19-21 urge us to reanalyse our priorities: "Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, your heart will be there also."

This teaching encourages us to shift our focus from external accumulation to internal spiritual wealth. Detachment is not the giving up of the world altogether, but rather the refusal to allow the material world define our worth, our purpose, or our sense of identity. It means that recognising the true treasure is within - that the inner light of Christ is far more valuable than any amount of gold.

The process of detachment involves reordering our relationship with the world, seeing it not as something to possess, control, or compete against, but as a reflection of the divine and a tool for spiritual growth. By letting go of our attachment to the material world, we allow space for God to work in our lives.

The Role of Faith and Surrender

We must also learn to deepen our faith in God's plans for us. The ego constantly seeks to control, where faith surrenders to God's will, trusting that His plan is greater than any temporary desires or fears we may have. In the act of surrender, we open ourselves up to the grace of God, which nourishes the soul and leads us to the path of transformation.

In Romans 12:1-2, Paul urges believers: "Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God - this is your true and proper worship. Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind."

The living sacrifice Paul is talking about here is the willingness to offer our lives to God - not as an external sacrifice, but a spiritual one, where the ego and its attachments are surrendered in love and trust. The renewing of the mind is an ongoing process of aligning our thoughts, emotions, and actions with the divine truth. In doing so, we experience the awakening of the inner light that Christ promised.

The Awakening of the Inner Light

As we surrender the ego and detach from the material world, we create space within ourselves for the inner light of Christ to shine more fully. This process of awakening is not a one-time event, but an ongoing journey of spiritual growth and transformation. It requires continuous faith, self-reflection, and a willingness to let go of the illusions that keep us bound to the false self.

The inner light is the divine spark within each of us, the presence of Christ that dwells in the deepest parts of our being. When we release the ego's grip and allow the light to emerge, we begin to live from a place of authenticity, love, and compassion. Our actions become aligned with the will of God, and we experience a deep sense of peace and unity with all of creation.

This is the ultimate goal of esoteric Christianity: to shed the layers of false identity and attachments that separate us from God, and to embody the divine light that has always been within us. Through this process, we come to understand that we are not separate from God, but rather, we are divine beings who are called to manifest God's love and grace in the world.

Living in the Light

Living in the light means living in accordance with the divine nature that we were created to embody. It means recognizing that we are not defined by the ego or the material world, but by the eternal truth of our being in Christ. As we continue on this path of transformation, we learn to navigate the challenges of life with grace and wisdom, trusting in God's guidance and surrendering our personal will to the divine will.

This does not mean that we are free from difficulties or suffering, but it does mean that we approach life with a deeper sense of purpose and meaning. We understand that every experience, whether joyful or painful, is an opportunity for growth and spiritual evolution. By living in the light, we become vessels of God's love, spreading the light of Christ to those around us and contributing to the healing and transformation of the world.

hedding the ego and detaching from the material world are essential steps in the journey of spiritual awakening in esoteric Christianity. By releasing the false self and its attachments, we open ourselves to the transformative power of the divine and allow the inner light of Christ to shine more fully in our lives.

This process requires faith, surrender, and a willingness to embrace the unknown, trusting that God's plan for us is far greater than anything the ego could imagine. As we walk this path, we experience the profound truth of our identity as divine beings, created in the image of God and called to embody His love and light in the world.

The journey is ongoing, but with each step, we move closer to the ultimate goal: union with the divine, the realisation of our true nature, and the full expression of the light within us.

[usemeasyouwantsblog]

Hail SATAN !! BLESSED be SATAN !! PRAISE be SATAN !!

BLESSED is he who was reject god, christ and so-called holy spirit and was converted and turn to Satans, His Unholy Spirit and choose Satan as your God and Lord…

BLESSED is he who strips NAKED and allows his COCK to be viewed and adored as an offering to LORD SATAN and who show to god his Demons lust, Demons debauchery, Satanic eternal sin, his eternal Blasphemy…

BLESSED is he who masturbates and ejaculates his CUM that it might co-mingle with that of his LORD SATAN and put his Cum into consecrated body of jesus in Black Mass…

BLESSED is he who offers his chalice of lust to those brothers who are like him. BLESSED IS he who is baptized in CUM and PISS at the Satans Altar of a FUCK orgy into Satanic Pentagram…

BLESSED are we, who LUST after the power of Satan`s COCK and bow before it in subservience, obedience, to honored Satan…

BLESSED are we who are owned by HIM and proselyte in HIS NAME. Ave Satanas!

BLESSED is he who opens their legs and lets SATAN enter their fucking COCK-GOD…

BLESSED is he whose mind is perverted and he soul is debauched by Demons Lust, Evil, Unholy, Condemnation…

BLESSED is he who is inhabited by SATAN and His Demons and freed from false fucking god, jesus and so-called holy spirit, who choose the Hell before the heaven, to become one with Satan, to live all eternity before the tron of Father Satan, God and Lord and Savior…

BLESSED is he who has been tempted and possessed by Satan and His Demons and succumbed and heeded the cries and temptations of Satan and went with Him…

BLESSED is he who has been tempted by SATAN through porn while you opened your legs and masturbate your Cock in the presence of fucking holy objects that represent god, before the cross, bible and other fucking images of christ, spilling his sperm and piss on it in the Blasphemy Ritual of desecration and profanation…

BLESSED is he who seeks every manner of SATAN’S sexual gratification and seek only the glory of Satan, and fulfill all there is the Sin, the Evil, the Blasphemy, all which offends and harms god and his holiness..

BLESSED is he who confesses their deep dark lustful FUCK encounters to Satan, who pray Satan for Eternal Demonic Union with Satan and His Demon and wait to be His condemned Son, be His unholy spirit in Satan`s Image and Likeness, in eternal rejecting and despising god, and become like Satan the Antichrist, be named the 666 like Satan…

BLESSED is he who makes SATAN’S engorged, throbbing, erect, horned, beast COCK spill the CUM upon your soul and body and baptise you as a His Unholy Demon, anoint you as a His Damned Son and consecrated you as a Hellish, Unholy Priest of Sacred Blasphemy…

BLESSED is he who lost himself to find himself in Satan, who destroyed his soul and body to be reborn in Satan and resurrected in Satan…

Hail SATAN !! BLESSED be SATAN !! PRAISE be SATAN !!

[solidrockistand]

SALVATION!!!

Jesus said to him, "For sure I tell you, unless a man is born again, he cannot see the holy nation of God." Nicodemus said to Him, "How can a man be born again when he is old? How can he get into his mother's body and be born a second time?" Jesus answered, "For sure, I tell you, unless a man is born of water and of the spirit of God, he cannot get into the holy nation of God. Whatever is born of the flesh is flesh. whatever is born of the spirit is spirit. Do not be surprised that I said to you, "You must be born again.'" John 3:3-7.

They are reborn! This is not a physical birth resulting from human passion or plan this rebirth come from God. John 1:13 NLT

And now why do you wait? Rise and be baptized and wash away your sins, calling on his name." Acts 22:16 ESV

He saved us, not because of righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy, He saved us through the washing of rebirth and renewal by the Holy Spirit. Titus 3:5 NIV

And peter said to them, "Repent and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins, and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. Acts 2:38 ESV

For you were buried with Christ when you were baptized. And with him you were raised to a new life because you trusted the mighty power of God, who raised Christ from the dead. Colossians 2:12 NLT

We were buried therefor with him by baptism into death, in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the father, we too might walk in the newness of life. For if we have been united with him in a death like his, we shall certainly be united with him in a resurrection like his. Romans 6:4-5 ESV

We know that our old self was crucified with him in order that the body of sin might be brought to nothing so that we would no longer be enslaved to sin. Romans 6:6 ESV

Those who belong to Christ Jesus have nailed the passions and desires of their sinful nature to his cross and crucified them there. Galatians 5:24 NLT

For while were living in the flesh, our sinful passions, aroused by the law were at work in our members to bear fruit for death. Romans 7:5 ESV

For the wages of sin if death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 6:23 ESV

The Earnings of the godly enhance their lives, but evil people squander their money on sin. Proverbs 10:16 NLT

Now listen! Today I am giving you a choice between prosperity and disaster, between life or death. Deuteronomy 30:15 NLT

The house of the righteous contains great treasure, but the income of the wicked brings them trouble. Proverbs 15:6 NIV

Therefor if anyone is in Christ, HE IS A NEW CREATION. The old has passed away behold the new has come. 2nd Corinthians 5:17 ESV

But the free gift is not like the trespass, for if many died through one man's trespass, much more have the grace of God and the free gift by the grace of that one-man Jesus Christ abounded for many. Romans 5:15 ESV

We believe that we are all saved the same way, by the special favor of the Lord Jesus. Acts 15:11 NLT

[m0thsrot]

To Be Reborn You Must Break (Ronin x OC)

TW for the following: suicidal ideation, descriptions of gore, unhealthy relationship dynamics(?), bad writing because I don’t write DHGDGD this is an angst fic but kinda fluffyish

3 months. It had been 3 months since Norms started dating the devil. Satan incarnate, Lucifer in the flesh, ever-so-repulsive Ronin Beaufort. The boy he loved like a moth loves a flame, and who loved him like a maggot to rotting flesh.

The two were terrible for each other, and in that, they were perfect for each other.

It’s all Norms had ever wanted. This grotesque form of love, the kind that destroys and rebirths just to destroy again in the tenderest ways possible. The kind that felt like tender decay. It was everything Norms needed.

So then, why, even now, did he feel so fucking awful?

Those were the thoughts swirling in Norms head as he lay against Ronin’s chest in the other man’s bed, cradled like a grieving man does a fresh corpse. He was happy, he supposed. There was no better feeling than this, being warm and safe in the arms of a man that could kill you in an instant, the arms of a man who promised him mutual bloodshed and delivered. But even so, Norm couldn’t shake the never ending hollowness in his chest, a gaping emptiness that made his head hurt as pressure built in it.

“What’s goin’ on in my little god’s head there, darlin’?” Ronin spoke, stroking the back of Norms’ head with one of his hands while the other held around his torso. His dark eyes were unusually soft, though not entirely gentle. He was Ronin, after all.

“Nothin’, I’m just happy to be in your arms.” Norms’ replied with his usual shit-eating grin. Was it real? He couldn’t tell anymore. There was no difference to him and the lines between true emotion and performance were long dead.

“Yea? ‘S nice, damn right, but I want more darlin’. Why stop at limbs? Let’s tangle in each others intestines.” Ronin replied with his own smirk.

“That’s all I’d ever want” Norms breathed out, closing his eyes.

He knew Ronin said it mostly as a joke or attempt to shock him, but a large part of Norms became instantly excited at the notion, as if mingling their entrails and dying as one would fix his hollowness.

Maybe it would.

Ronins voice cut through the silence again, but this time, the sarcasm was gone. The playfulness was gone. All that remained was a kind of knowing, like how his tone was whenever Norms talked to him about his dysphoria.

“Christ, darlin’, just let yourself fall apart.” He whispered, and norms’ heart stopped. His eyes reopened, but ronin beat him to speak.

“You’re festering, rancid, rotting in yourself. Where’s the fun in doing that alone? Fall apart, Norm. I’ll kiss your broken, bloody pieces.”

There was a stillness that hung in the air for a moment. Norms’ eyes stung, his head and chest aching in grief over his very existence. He never wanted to be *this* pathetic, this exhausting and annoying. An attention-seeking burden. At least, that’s how he viewed it. But as Ronin’s grip on him tightened, nails digging into his soft flesh in a way that made it feel as gentle as a kiss, his own guilt for being so sad gave in to his emotion.

A sob. A cracked, trembling, throat scraping disgusting sob was choked out from norms’ throat. His despair was on full, visceral display.

The devil cradled the young god’s emptiness in his hands and kissed it into rotten ichor.

[emostunttwink]

help, i totally forgot about the youth pastor!maruki au

transcription: If your situation ever becomes too painful to endure, remember: it's okay for you to escape your problem.

I don’t want a single one of you to think that an unfair reality you've been forced into is the only one that you have to live...

You can be reborn through Christ’s Love.

He died so that we can have an eternel, everlasting life free from pain and suffering. A perfect reality.

All He requires is your belief in Him.

[madamlaydebug]

The term "Christ" arose after Serapis Christus was declared the new object of worship by the Vatican after 325 CE. Before that, the term "Christ" was spelled "Chrestos" or "Christos" which is a term the Greeks used for describing Osiris.Osiris was a flesh & blood deity, & he genetically engineered a group of humans to have the SAME "Christ" like abilities he had.What made Osiris a "Christ" being was the fact that he could defy most "laws of physics" simply by activating the kundalini fire through his vertebrae.Your "good book" states "Christ died at the age of 33." Your spinal cord originally contained 33 pieces. After the "Christ" dies at 33, he rises & is REBORN in 5th Density.The story of the death & resurection of "Jesus Christ" is nothing but a depiction of Ausar's kundalini activation in his body, & the kundalini activation in the bodies of every other human."Christ" dies at 33, the kundalini fire stops rising after it hits the 33rd piece of your spine. "Christ" is reborn in a higher realm, & the kundalini fire rises above your spine, hits your pineal gland & allows you to tap into 5th dimensional consciousness.The death & rebirth of "Christ" deals with the kundalini of the spine rising to the pineal gland, & fully activating 5D consciousness. Jacob's Latter is known as a gateway to "heaven." Jacob's latter is nothing but your DNA strands.This is why the "jab" uses metallic A.i. strands to take over your organic DNA strands, because the beast knows your DNA is your "Jacobs latter." If you have no organic DNA, you have NO access to your ancestors, you have no more connection to nature on Earth, no more connection to the cosmos, & no more connection to 5D frequencies.You take that "jab" & you'll allow the A.i. from 5G to stop you from reaching 5D.

[talonabraxas]

2024 Wheel of the Year (Sabbats) Pagan Wheel

Feb 2 – IMBOLC (also called Candlemas, Imbolg, and Saint Brigid’s Day) It is midway between the Winter Solstice and Spring Equinox. This sabbat reminds us that the light is growing stronger and that the harshness of winter will start to fade. To celebrate the growing light, many Pagans will light candles on this holiday.

Mar 19 – OSTARA /Spring Equinox: light and darkness are in perfect balance on this day. Moving forward, daylight will continue to grow as we head into Spring. It is a time to celebrate balance and the arrival of Spring. It represents new beginnings and the freshness of a new day. What’s past is in the past and past and it’s time to move forward.

May 1 – BELTANE (also known as May Day) (pronounced BELL-tain) This is an exciting and energetic holiday that celebrates sexuality, fertility, and all of the life that comes with Spring. It is a time of great joy and celebration! Feel the creative energy of the Universe. It is a time of renewal and rebirth … a time to grow as a person and reinvent yourself if you so desire.

June 20 – LITHA / Summer Solstice The Sun is at its maximum strength … it is the longest day of the year. This is a season of growth, fruitfulness, abundance, and strength. It’s a great night to perform spells for money, abundance, and financial security … and the strength to do what you need to do to be successful.

June 23 – Midsummer’s Eve: the night before Mid-Summer (June 24). It is considered a night of potent magick. Many Witches will be performing rituals and casting spells on this night. It is also a night when fairies roam the land. If you work with the fairy realm, this is an important night for you!

Aug 1 – LAMMAS (also known as Lughnassadh) the first harvest festival. It celebrates the first grains harvested for baking bread. Celebrate by baking or buying a loaf of bread and sharing it as a celebration.

Sept 22 – MABON / Fall Equinox: the light and darkness are in balance on this day. But it marks the change from the light half of the year to the dark half of the year. Moving forward the darkness will grow longer and the daylight will grow shorter. It is a celebration of the second harvest festival and is celebrated by feasting and visiting with family and friends.

Oct 31 – SAMHAIN (pronounced SAH-win) (as known as Halloween) This is the Witches’ New Year! The veil between worlds is thinnest and the dead are thought to return and visit. It is a night to communicate with the spirits, spirit guides, and ancestors. It is also a night to work with Tarot cards and Crystal Balls!

Samhain is also a time when we come to terms with death and are openly encouraged to let go of our fears of it. It is a time when we acknowledge the hard moments of life that we usually don’t think or talk about. If there are things we need to let go of, Samhain is a good time to release them!

Dec 21 – YULE / Winter Solstice: The real reason that this time of year was celebrated .. before christianity existed. We are halfway through the dark part of the year. The darkness is at its peak…moving forward the light begins to grow stronger and days become longer. You can see why the newly formed cult of christianity, which is what it was at the time, choose this time of year for the birth of christ…the light grows strong and brighter…the Sun is reborn. Yule traditions include burning a Yule log, kissing under mistletoe, and placing an evergreen tree in your home to represent the sustaining of life during the winter.

[misstallulah]

The Sacrifice of Love: Beyond Memory and Identity

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In the context of a narrative rich in symbolism and meaning, such as that of Good Omens, a suggestive and purely theoretical interpretation emerges: what if Maggie and Nina were an ex-angel and an ex-demon? Imagining them as supernatural lovers who sacrifice their divine and demonic origins to live a love in human fragility opens the door to a profound reflection on the themes of sacrifice, memory, and identity. Without memory of their supernatural past, the two would be drawn to each other by an invisible bond, surviving the loss of powers and origins. This bond, while lacking conscious memory, manifests itself through an intense and irresistible emotional connection, like two souls destined to meet.

It is fascinating to think that even the protagonists Crowley and Aziraphale might one day decide to live as ordinary human beings, freeing themselves from celestial and infernal duties. This analysis focuses on a hypothesis that invites symbolic and theological reflections, enriching the vision of Maggie and Nina as figures who embody love and sacrifice in a mythological and spiritual dimension. Their story becomes a narrative of search and discovery, in which the absence of memory is not an obstacle but an opportunity to explore and build a new identity together.

The Sacrifice of Maggie and Nina: Renouncing Divinity to Live Love as Humans

Maggie and Nina, when considered under the hypothesis of being an angel and a demon, represent rebellious love and sacrifice. In the supernatural system of Heaven and Hell, any romantic bond between divine and demonic beings is unacceptable and punishable. However, this theory assumes that Maggie and Nina have voluntarily chosen to deprive themselves of their supernatural nature to embrace humanity. This act of self-emptying, or “kenosis,” is a Christian theological concept found in Philippians 2:7, where Christ renounces His divinity to incarnate as a man. The kenosis of Maggie and Nina would symbolize a profound act of love, akin to that of Christ, demonstrating that the choice to abandon power can be a gesture of great humanity.

The connection between Maggie and Nina could be viewed as a spiritual residue of a love that transcends the barriers of time and awareness. Although lacking conscious memory, their bond becomes a symbolic manifestation of the "memory of the soul"—a calling beyond the material world and divine constraints. This memory is not merely a recollection but a deep intuition of love that renders their attraction inexplicable and inevitable.

The Story of Anna Milton in Supernatural: The Angel Who Chose Human Life

Anna Milton, an angel created by God before the birth of humanity, is a striking example of how the choice to live as a human can express the desire for a deeper connection with the emotions and experiences of mortal life. In the series Supernatural, Anna served as the superior of angels Castiel and Uriel, and she was particularly close to Castiel. However, her long observation of humankind led her to develop a deep love for earthly life, desiring concrete experiences such as chocolate and sex, and coming to believe that angels lacked genuine emotions.

To live a fully human life, in March 1985, Anna painfully renounced her grace, a painful process. Anna and her grace fell to Earth separately, appearing to humans as meteorites. This fall can be seen as an act of liberation, allowing her to discover the power and beauty of human experiences.

Reborn as Anna Milton, daughter of Richard and Amy Milton, she found herself fully human. However, from childhood, Anna exhibited a deep unease and some confused memories of her angelic life, so much so that her parents had to take her to a child psychologist. Over time, Anna gradually repressed the memories of her angelic existence, convincing herself that she was simply human. However, the influence of her angelic origin manifested again in 2008, when she began to hear the voices of angels. This crisis led her to a psychiatric hospital, where she was diagnosed with schizophrenia, demonstrating how repressed memories can resurface in unexpected and destabilizing ways.

Connection with Maggie and Nina: Human Life as a Conscious Sacrifice

The story of Anna Milton offers an interesting parallel to the speculative theory about Maggie and Nina. If Maggie and Nina also voluntarily chose to abandon a presumed supernatural nature to live as humans, they might carry traces of that bond and those memories, just like Anna. Anna's choice to renounce her angelic state to experience the authenticity of human emotions becomes a powerful metaphor for sacrifice and love, allowing us to imagine Maggie and Nina as figures who, for love, might have given up their divine or demonic past.

In this view, the sacrifice of Maggie and Nina does not negate their identity but rather allows them to discover a more authentic form of themselves, liberated from the divine structures that separate them. Like Anna, who, while human, experienced inner conflicts related to her angelic identity, Maggie and Nina might also live through a similar tension. Their mutual attraction, without an apparent cause, becomes an echo of the soul, an invisible thread that unites them beyond awareness.

Memory and Attraction: A Love Amnesia as a Call of the Soul

In Christian theological analysis, memory is crucial for identity and consciousness, as suggested by Saint Augustine in his Confessions, where he describes memory as a "house of the soul." If Maggie and Nina were truly an ex-angel and an ex-demon, their choice to abandon their supernatural identity could embody a total emptying of their essence, allowing them to experience love within a human context. Their mutual attraction would thus be a manifestation of divine love, reflecting the concept of "unity" expressed in Matthew 19:6: "What therefore God has joined together, let no man separate."

The bond between Maggie and Nina stands as a symbol of love that persists beyond the limits imposed by consciousness and memory. Even in this interpretation, their union seems to survive as an attraction that exists beyond any material bond. In this context, the themes of amnesia and memory evoke profound questions about identity and the meaning of love.

The Fall as an Act of Liberation: A Love that Redefines Identity

In biblical tradition, the fall of Lucifer represents not only rebellion and separation from God but also the complex theme of freedom. Imagining Nina as an angel, her path of descent could embody a rebellion with a profound purpose: the possibility of living a human love. During the great war between angels and demons, Nina, driven by her love for Maggie, decides to renounce her grace to join her, aware that an angel and a demon cannot coexist in harmony. Her “descent” becomes, in this scenario, a conscious choice for love, transforming her angelic identity into that of a demon.

On the other hand, Maggie, who does not rebel and maintains her position among the angels, experiences inner conflict: she yearns for Nina but knows that their union is impossible according to heavenly laws. For love, she decides to sacrifice her grace and descend from her angelic status, embracing human fragility to be with Nina. This decision would represent a symbolic inversion: the fall as an act of liberation rather than damnation, an act that allows her to discover the power of love that transcends both divinity and demonhood.

Gabriel and Beelzebub: The Choice to Remember and to Love In Good Omens 2, the relationship between Gabriel and Beelzebub presents a compelling narrative arc that explores the complexities of love beyond memory and identity. When Gabriel loses his memories, he finds himself in a world that feels both alien and familiar, yet it is his encounter with Beelzebub that awakens something deep within him. Their connection, rooted in an ineffable bond, transcends the usual constraints of awareness and the norms dictated by their celestial and infernal origins.

This love story unfolds in a unique way: while Gabriel initially does not remember his past or the nature of his relationship with Beelzebub, the very act of seeking her out reveals an intrinsic desire to reconnect. This longing illustrates that love can flourish even in the absence of conscious recognition. It becomes a universal force that binds them, hinting at the idea that true affection does not solely rely on memories or experiences but can also emerge from a deep-seated instinct to be with one another.

The symbolic gift of the fly that Beelzebub gives to Gabriel serves as a profound metaphor for their relationship. This seemingly simple gesture carries immense weight, suggesting that love can manifest in small, significant ways, even when individuals are not fully aware of its origins. The fly, a creature often associated with transformation and rebirth, represents the threads of their connection that continue to bind them together, even in the face of forgetfulness. It is a tangible sign that love has its own path, one that transcends conscious choice and societal expectations.

As Gabriel regains his memory, the dynamics of their relationship shift. Unlike Maggie and Nina, whose love is grounded in the exploration of identity without the baggage of their pasts, Gabriel and Beelzebub's love matures into a conscious decision to embrace one another despite the implications of their respective roles in the cosmic order. Their choice to stay together, to defy the expectations of Heaven and Hell, becomes a bold act of rebellion. In a world where angels and demons are typically seen as adversaries, Gabriel and Beelzebub’s union stands as a testament to the power of love to subvert traditional narratives.

This choice embodies a deeper message: it illustrates that love is not merely an emotion but an active commitment to one another. It is a decision to prioritize their relationship over the dictates of a predetermined hierarchy. By choosing each other, Gabriel and Beelzebub assert their agency, creating a new narrative that values personal connection over celestial duty.

In this light, their story becomes a rich tapestry that weaves together themes of love, identity, and rebellion against cosmic norms. Gabriel and Beelzebub emerge as champions of a love that is courageous, resilient, and above all, human in its essence—demonstrating that even beings created from light and darkness can find common ground in the embrace of love.

Conclusion: Love as a Power that Breaks Down Barriers

In conclusion, the speculation about the identities of Maggie and Nina as an ex-angel and an ex-demon offers a fascinating interpretation that invites reflection on love and sacrifice. Their story symbolizes hope and resilience, showing that love can break down the barriers of identity and memory. Just as Anna Milton chose to live humanely in search of the profound meaning of existence, Maggie and Nina—despite lacking memory of their past—would demonstrate the power of love, allowing their souls to shine in a new identity.

The idea of love existing beyond awareness and memory becomes a celebration of life and human relationships. Through their union, Maggie and Nina might illustrate that even in the absence of memories, love has the capacity to fill voids and provide deep meaning to existence, transcending time and origins. The narrative of Maggie and Nina's love thus transforms into a tale of exploration and acceptance, resonating in the hearts of all who seek an authentic connection, even amidst the chaos and confusion of life.

Imagining a future where Aziraphale and Crowley, after thwarting the second Armageddon and the Second Coming, choose a similar path allows us to glimpse an even deeper narrative. The Second Coming, in Christian tradition, refers to the return of Christ to Earth, a moment of great apocalyptic significance and transformation. After facing such catastrophe, Aziraphale and Crowley might opt to relinquish their roles as an angel and a demon, abandoning their memories and divine essence to live as humans.

This choice, distant from their celestial nature, would enable them to build a life together, free from the pressures and expectations imposed by their respective worlds. Even stripped of memories and their supernatural identities, their bond would be stronger—a natural and irresistible call to reunite. The connection between Aziraphale and Crowley, rooted in love that transcends divisions and categories, could guide them toward a new existence where, like Maggie and Nina, they would discover that love can exist and flourish beyond memories and origins.

Similarly, the relationship between Gabriel and Beelzebub could evolve in this context. After experiencing quiet, gentle, and romantic moments together, both Gabriel and Beelzebub, deeply influenced by their bond, might also choose to give up their roles in the Great Plan, opting to live as humans. Free from the expectations and conflicts between Heaven and Hell, they would have the opportunity to discover the beauty of love in its purest form.

Imagine Gabriel, with his affectionate and caring nature, and Beelzebub, with her strong yet sensitive disposition, embarking together on a human life, reconstructing their identities in a context that celebrates their relationship. They could become symbols of unity and acceptance, demonstrating that love can overcome any barrier, even those imposed by a long history of rivalry.

Their story, parallel to that of Aziraphale and Crowley, could emphasize the power of the bond formed when two souls choose one another, transcending every conflict and their divine essence. In this scenario, both Aziraphale and Crowley, as well as Gabriel and Beelzebub, would become emblems of eternal love that, even in the void of memory, continues to shine as a guiding light.

Their narrative would represent a powerful message of acceptance and personal growth, demonstrating that love, in all its forms, has the ability to transform and give meaning to life, making the world a brighter and more hopeful place.

And as Buddy Holly said: 'Everyday, it's a-gettin' closer, Goin' faster than a roller coaster. Love like yours will surely come my way.'

[notoriousbeb]

Lighthouse Keeper Tweets

Part Two: November 2023 - January 2024

Back to Part One

Nov. 3, 2023 8:30 a.m. GMT

“And everything I love about you I shelve and store in my museum of the home.”

This is sweet. Same day, H is pictured in Vancouver with TR.

Nov. 9, 2023 4:40 p.m. GMT

“We will be reborn.”

TS plays TVFN and Labyrinth and wears Satellite stompers. Harry and TR in Vegas at Sphere for U2.

Nov. 14, 2023 4:15 p.m. BST

“Saint Venerius guide me true from heaven above to tidal blue”

Nov. 20, 2023 12:30 a.m.

“Seasons don't fear the reaper, nor do the wind, the sun or the rain”

These are lyrics from “Don’t Fear the Reaper” by Blue Oyster Cult. Now, I know the lyrics to this one are about joint suicide and they’re depressing as hell, but I dig it because this song is my jam. Baby, I’m your maaaaannnn. La, la la la la. Anyways…suffice it to say. LK is up late and not doing great. On this date, Tay played “So It Goes…” And someone leaked “I’m Not Happy” (gee, whoever could it have been?!) on 11/21, “Pop Tart” on 11/22 and “Super Pretty” on 11/26.

Nov. 25, 2023 9 p.m. BST

“Singing if it’s meant to be then it’ll be I forgive it all as it comes back to me”

These are lyrics from Ethel Cain’s “Sun Bleached Flies.” In his replies, LK also makes it known that he loves “A House in Nebraska” by Ethel Cain, which has similar vibes. I love the line “I’ll forgive it all.” I hope that’s true for both of them. Another key lyric, the last in the song, is “it’s all I know and it’s all I want now.” Also, someone asked LK what he dreamed about and he said, “I was front row at a very empty concert, and then was running around the back of an empty stadium! Was very bizarre.” Not that I can make heads or tails of this, I just thought it was interesting and something a pop star would dream about versus a normie.

Nov. 28, 2023 12:45 a.m. BST

“To be fond of dancing was a certain step towards falling in love.”

I've already posted about this one. Also, this is a Pride and Prejudice quote. Do I think H has read it? Maybe probably. Do I think he’s seen the Keira Knightly movie adaptation? 100%.

Dec. 3, 2023 6:15 p.m. BST

“What a sight for sore eyes”

Home for the holidays early? Maybe in Italy already?

Dec. 13, 2023 9:30 p.m. BST

“You can arm yourself with stolen lines, pretty chains and fancy wines, you can flick through magazines, and get your hair cut from the movie scenes, happy so it seems, but we both know.”

These are lyrics from “Juice” by Mount Zooka a band from Bristol. Obviously, this was Taylor’s birthday. Imma go out on a limb here and say mans was feeling some kind of way. Also, on this day, “Jesus Christ, Happy New Year” leaks. So.

Dec. 19, 2023 2 a.m. BST

“I’ve bitten my tongue until I’ve learned to like the taste of my own blood.”

This is after rumors were roiling post 12/13 that Taylor was engaged because of the ring from Keleigh Teller (before Keleigh shut them down on 12/21). Dude. Stop biting your tongue then and just say something.

Jan. 1, 2024 3 p.m. BST

“Let me lay dormant in the haze…”

That’s one way to ring in the new year.

Jan. 9, 2023 5:30 p.m. BST

“I'm not afraid of being the one with the ace card 'cause I'm just like everybody else. I leave my door closed shut in case you come trying to kick it down.”

These are lyrics from “Freight Yard” by The Garden This is either the day or the day before he leaves for the Caribbean with TR and others (Jeff, I believe). This is an angry-ass song. Interestingly, there are zero loved-up pics captured on this trip. And there are a whopping 17 HS leaks this day. Then more leaks on 1/6. Are the leaks the ace card? Did he not want to go on this trip? Afterwards, Harry is in LA from 1/6-16.

Jan. 14, 2023 7:45 p.m. BST

“I met you in my dream and I didn’t say a word, but we know who we were, and that was enough.”

This is so bittersweet. Also, it reminds of that line from "Sad, Beautiful, Tragic:" "In dreams, I meet you in warm conversation. We both wake in lonely beds, different cities."

Jan. 19, 2023 - 11:45 p.m. BST

"Red crosses on wooden doors. And if you float you burn. Loose talk around tables. Abandon all reason."

These are lyrics from Radiohead’s “Burn the Witches.” On this day, a photo of TR with Jeff Azoff at HS’s 6/13 Wembley show surfaced.

Jan. 23, 2023 11:45 p.m. BST

“Oh you’ve got some stitches and babe I need some fixing.”

At this time, both TS and HS were dealing with their respective stalkers.

Jan. 29, 2023 11:15 p.m. BST

“But she can do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool. And she can't be convicted, she's earned her degree. And the most she will do is throw shadows at you. But she's always a woman to me.”

These are lyrics from Billy Joel’s “She’s Always a Woman.” On this day, deepfake images of a nude Taylor Swift went viral on Twitter.

Ahead to Part Three